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Newt is surprisingly tranquil when it comes to video games, opting instead to simply turn the game off and stop playing for a while. Secretly, this is because he anthropomorphizes everything, and he thinks video games get sad when you stop playing them.
literally just putting them in time-out like "think about what you did"
Minho, on the other hand, has tremendous video game rage.
For the sake of world peace, Newt sits with him while he's playing and peppers him with kisses when he loses
#sometimes Newt comes home to an extremely sulky Minho and just sighs and goes 'blueshell?'#that or he comes home to Minho lying on the ground drenched in sweat and gasping for air because he just sprinted 10 miles in five seconds#''running is my therapy'' <- Minho#minewt#tmr minho#tmr newt#the maze runner#headcanons#I don't take constructive criticism because I'm not wrong
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911 lone star fashion -> every marjan outfit
↳ 4.12
#911 lone star#911lsedit#marjan marwani#every marjan outfit#my gifs#queued post#I love that even her physical therapy workout gear is fashionable#the two colored pants?? love it#wearing jewelry while sweating and working out? questionable
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This is a complete crack idea. However: dp/dc au where Danny is Alfred. He found out that he is 1) Immortal and 2) can shapeshift and he's just been randomising his customisation settings ever since. When he goes into butler work for the Waynes he decides to be as stereotypical as possible figuring it'll be really funny for the few years he works for them, and the bit is indeed Very Good- right up until their son gets orphaned. It's been 30 years and now the bit is just his life.
#No one remembers it but for the first few years Alfred worked for the Waynes sometimes the food came to life#Bruce looking through an old photo album: Alfred what's the weird blur in this picture?#Dany sweating bullets: Sir that was the revolution of '83 and we Do Not Talk About It#Danny watching Bruce sketch out designs for a batsuit and being fully convinced it's karma for stressing Jazz out in his teens#He'd tell B to go to therapy but he'd be a hypocrite. Danny went One Time and his therapist tried to eat him#Everyone in this family is allergic to seeking psychological help#dpxdc#Bongo's Aus!!!
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i'm locking everyone who writes about abusive parents and their kids (regardless of age) in a room until they can write a storyline that ends without
the abuse being explained away or not "actually having been abuse, they were trying to protect you or insert bs excuse here"
the abusive parent child reconciling
the child is somehow at fault for not having considered their parents emotions and catering to them. yknow. as a child.
"they just couldn't reach out to you the way you needed :( sorry. He'll do better now! it actually had nothing to do with you and all the years of your life you felt ignored and belittled actually all had to do with him, and better forgive and forget!
the child having to make up because their kids "deserve to have grandparents" (not these grandparents)
emotional abuse/neglect being treated as a lesser form of abuse because it didn't leave physical wounds
moms are somehow less accountable for abuse because she's a girl and all moms are magical beings who can't be abusive somehow. (this is false)
#writing#abusive parents#done done done with this narrative#yes i am looking marvel directly in the eyes for this one#but also elementary#and httyd#and 911#and harry potter#and white collar#and atla#and pretty much any media#look if you're going to take a story where the abusive parent and kid reconcile#then you by god better show me that that parent has EARNED that kids trust back through blood sweat and tears and not offscreen#in the background somewhere where we didn't see them going to therapy and trying to do better and be better people#man people are obsessed with abusive parents getting a redemption arc#when they've done nothing to earn the redemption arc and instead the kids deserve to never speak with them again
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We’ll Be Fine -2- (Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley x f!Reader)
Disclaimer: I do NOT own the original source material or any of its characters.
she/her pronouns
Congratulations, I have gifted you a younger brother for this story!
Category: slice of life, slow burn, mutual pining
Warnings: swearing, anxiety, therapy mention
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Summary: Your brother and his friends barge into your flat while you're distracted playing video games.
Part 2
~CHAMPION~
The door to your flat bursts open as your brother loudly makes his way into the space, two of his ‘little friends’ following reluctantly but not far behind. You make a mental note to move the spare key… Again.
Maybe ‘little friends’ wasn’t the best term to describe them… They were all absurdly enormous men who looked ridiculous standing in your wee apartment. Creating a massive wall of muscle now blocking the entryway, Soap, and Ghost having stopped just beyond the door.
The lot of them spot you from across the room huddled on a sofa sitting tailor-style, game controller in your hands. Your bewildered gaze shifts to them for a moment, eyes bright, pupils constricted. Suddenly movement erupts on the screen before you, attention snapping back instantly.
The unaware enemy crosses your path, before getting the chance to unholster their weapon you are on them. Crosshairs lock on
and you pull the trigger. A burst of bullets spraying from your P90, each making contact with the offending player's skull. Starting at the throat making a vertical line up between the eyes as you fight against the recoil, you pull the trigger once more riveting another round of bullets into their cranium.
They crumble to the ground and you are already on the move, reloading, readying yourself for the next altercation. Focus solely on the screen in front of you, and the distant sound of gunfire guiding you to your next victim. Doing your best to block out the three sets of eyes now watching intently, and the drumming of your heart.
“Oh SHIT it's been a while, didn’t know you started playing again since therapy, I wanna watch you kick some ASS!” Your brother boasts loudly, making his way across the small room, hurdling over an armchair, and plopping down beside you on the couch carelessly. The sudden force ripples across the surface, rocking you both back and forth on the seat.
Thankfully the action doesn't faze you, you've gotten used to this kind of behavior from your sibling. The group watches as you ambush enemy after enemy, ducking between cover, and healing a few scrapes till the words ‘YOU ARE THE CHAMPION’ appear across the screen in bold white lettering.
“CHAMPION!” Your brother exclaims loudly, throwing his fist into the air. The movement once again rocking you back and forth from your position next to him. The action is more startling this time now that your focus is broken.
You haven't spoken a word the entire time, sitting rigidly in your spot on the sofa. Your body feels as though it's vibrating, coming down from an adrenaline high. You attempt to let out a held breath but it comes out shakier than desired, mentally cursing, feeling warm color pool in your cheeks.
This had been an attempt at something normal, something you used to enjoy… But the current situation brings on a wave of nausea, finding the stale air suddenly hard to cloak down. Clammy hands trembling as you maintain your grip on the controller, you needed to calm down.
Head downcast, loose hair falling like a curtain around either side of your face. Thank God for muscle memory, with a few button presses you exit the match and slap the controller into your brother's outstretched hands.
“wanted to watch you play,” he grumbles lips pressing into a thin line, narrowing his eyes at you. You let out a breathy laugh, rigid shoulders slumping, a small amount of the tension lifted from the room.
“You just did, why don’t you play with your friends,” you say while getting up from the couch and heading into the adjacent kitchen, anxiety still bubbling in your stomach.
Soap moves to take your spot while Ghost stays near the door, silently observing as you make your tea. You take a moment to tuck your loose hair into the hood of your sweatshirt before picking up the steaming cup on the counter.
“Please knock next time,” you announce, a request shot towards your brother.
Heading out of the kitchen, mug in hand, you give them a quick thumbs-up before silently disappearing behind the door on your left.
“She used to play this game a lot, she’s REALLY good, I mean you watched her play, that rampage,” your brother laughs as they fumble around in the game's menu.
Half-lidded eyes study the closed door, Ghost wonders why you stopped playing, wonders if you have ever shot a gun before. None of this should matter to him, he finds the fact that he's dwelling on it to be mildly concerning.
Thanks for reading <3
@tallrock35
#simon ghost riley#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost riley x you#simon riley x female reader#simon riley#ghost mw2#mw2 x reader#cod mw x reader#ghost x you#ghost x reader#call of duty mw2#x reader#female reader#cod x reader#no beta read#swearing#therapy mention#anxiety#sweating war#slow burn#slow build
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day 2381364 of thanking nora that aftg isn't set in fucking highschool
#i woke up in a cold sweat today to make this post#idk why i thought of this lol the dream i was having wasn't even related to aftg#but still i am so grateful#it could have been. people would've gotten away with it too#it would've gotten a show with 30 year old actors#imagine living your life so seriously doing hardcore drugs and therapy and playing a sport because your while existence depended on it#in fucking highschool#jesus#anyway#all for the game#aftg#aftg shitpost#tfc#the foxes#blue's bs
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unspecified werewolves
#[.art]#(guy who has a meltdown about looking unaccaptable if theres a single drop of sweat on them voice) you know what monster this reminds me of#which is to say despite how cool tumblr makes them I think the concept of lychantrophy is nightmarish when considered realistically#so it follows that this is the equivalent of exposure therapy to me#etc etc. You get it. You know#self
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Ok tell us about imposter au bc 👀👀👀
OH MY GOD I FORGOT ABOUT THIS ONE.
Okay so. without looking through my old stuff for it. What can I remember off the top of my head.... there were clones, I know that, and the clone the story focused on, #424, mainly had an arc about realizing he's not Cole but Cole's clone and then having an existential crisis + becoming his own person.
And then I think the OG Cole destroyed the facility making the clones and then fucked off to be a hermit in the woods because.... OH YEAH he found a BABY in the rubble and needed to protect it! I can't recall if the baby was a clone of all the ninja or just some of them.... I think they were called Coffee though?
Man, some of my old AUs really were just. Whatever concepts I wanted. And I was so real for that kind of self-indulgence actually. I need to be sillier with it tbh
#ask zaz#ninja-go-to-therapy#imposter au (OLD)#but also... the need to refine my aus a bit to have a cleaner story.... ough augh#also just. idk if i realized it before or not but rn i am realizing so many silly jokes i can make out of#424 being a clone and knowing it while the other ninja don't. he is sweating bullets over here at what he imagines they might do to him#if they found out#when tbh i think the ninja wouldn't be like. as antagonistic once they realize that oh‚ yeah‚ it's not like 424 could have ASKED to be made#+ 424 isn't actively antagonistic to the ninja bc he's got all of cole's memories and most of cole's personality (for now)#so he loves them like cole does (for now)#meanwhile. coffee#boy oh boy what was i even plannign with you#what was even your purpose beyond giving cole a baby to fuss over??#like yeah dad cole peak but like#hmmmm maybe something about how coffee didn't ask to be born either/themes of the circumstances of one's birth vs what they do with the#gift of life‚ mewtwo style#either way i gotta reunite cole with the ninja eventually#and 424's gotta figure out who they are and what they wanna do with their life#so like. not a bad start story-wise#certainly very exciting
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my mother (in spanish): "you know, I think homosexuality has got to be at least a little genetic. I don't know anybody on my family and on your dad's family that's gay, and nobody now is. Look at [family friend's] family, her sister is trans and [grandson] turned out to be gay! What do you think?"
me in the passenger's seat knowing the irony of the situation will haunt me for years to come: "fascinating take! 🙂"
#this ENTIRE conversation happened because i didnt want to tell her why i looked unhappy so my first answer was “i watched a sad movie” but#the only one i could think of was brokeback mountain and it segwayed into this#genuinely one of the most comedic things to ever happen to me that ENTIRE car ride i was sweating and also about to burst out laughing#its not like she's a raging homophobic (shes huge on the “mind your own business and let people live their lives” mentality) she just#does not get it which can get really funny at times#she thinks conversion therapy is dumb and cruel so. w?#slipperlations#i LOST it the moment i got to my room
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this week kicked my ASS did u know if it gets too hot out the New Jersey transit trains just stop working?? All I’ve been tryna do is type set 12 pages of life after this week and I have four left I will probably finish them today but know I am frustrated to have lost my train drawing time because I had to fist fight my way into the hell hole that is New York City
#important sen fact: I fucking hate New York City#New York in the summer is a specific kind of hell#summer in nyc 2020 was the fucking worst#I didn’t leave my apartment for like 4 weeks at one point cuz I was wfh at the time#nyc has a summer smell and that smell is mountains of trash baked in the hot sun left to simmer because the pavement and tall buildings#TRAP THE HEAT#it was 102 yesterday and I had to take the fucking path train home#missed my therapy apt and had to pay for late cancellation#and was straight up drenched in sweat just standing waiting for the train#because I refuse to not wear pants to work because of gender#wow how 2012 of me to have a full rant in the tags about real life#back to ur regularly scheduled nonsense sorry#nonsense
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simone kessell as belle james in pine gap (2018) - episode 2 (2/2)
#simone kessell#simonekesselledit#pine gap#WAIT. for the first time in months its letting me post gifs over 5mb? nice#her sad brown eyes......... i'm going to do sth drastic#THE SHEEN OF SWEAT IN THE LAST ONE MAAM I HAVE A TONGUE IF YOU WANT THAT CLEANED UP#also the lip bite. same as lottie primal feelings fake therapy scene so i am normal (lie)#also dont ask me why i'm making pink gifs tonight it was the first colour i landed on and i liked it#the way that i singlehandedly decided its my purpose to gif simones whole (recent) filmography djfhsfs#i say recent bc. the eyebrows. sorry but that was a crime i wont put that on my blog even if its her#my post#*m.gif
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big changes coming in the andrew specters lifeosphere transgenders transsexuals etc etc... i finally got set up with a consultation for top surgery!!!
#that phone call had me sweating sooo bad... i have therapy soon too im glad they caught me before my appointments lmfaoo#i am just keeping my hopes up or else i will drown
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i hope those kids who beat up and killed that trans kid get their shit rocked.
#i hope they wake up every night in a cold sweat regretting everything for decades.#i hope they have to seek therapy about it. fuck them kids.#i hope they contemplate death to the same magnitude as every trans person on earth and i wouldnt care if they offed themselves.#eye for an eye maybe but idc fuck them kids. that was your fucking peer. that was a fucking minor. evil ass children.
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Weirdos will literally enter your dms just to argue with something you’ve said or tell you that they think you’re a dumb fuck or whatever. I realize some people haven’t matured to the point of understanding that not all disagreements require an energy investment. But then there's others who engage in this behavior because it's only about taking out their rage on a total stranger to boost their ego. If you have ever engaged with me this way, just know you tried (and failed) to make your issue with me my problem, at the end of the day it's still only your problem and I go to sleep unbothered. In my mind, you are literally the equivalent of a random person coming up to me in the street and yelling in my face, narcissistically expecting that I am to care about your opinion, or that I will be changing mine because you called me a "big dummy"… Who are you? Reclaiming my time.
#and when you don't give them the banter they want they continue shooting off their insults making it more and more personal#with a level of rage that has you wondering if they are sweating and twitching on their side of the screen like please go to therapy#harassing people online isn't it#💭
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OH MAN AM I GONNA HAVE TO EXPLAIN TO MY FUTURE THERAPIST THAT I WRITE FANFIC???????
#🌸 - kat rambles#*sweats*#idk what my therapy will be like but uhhh#theyre gonna be subject to my fixations#I am...so sorry in advance
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HUGE VENT
I'm sorry but i need to get this out, just please don't worry too much or take anything personally/gen
My routine these last two weeeks has been:
-Wake up at my 10 am alarm and spend the whole day in bed, mentally and physically exhausted, brain fog and no motivation for anything, only getting up to eat, having to wait for the "food time" hours to roll around that my therapist gave me because I'm not allowed to eat outside of those hours and if I'm hungry but missed the last food time then too bad, struggling to stay awake because again I'm not allowed to sleep out of the "sleep hours" she gave me and that includes naps, excitedly waiting for 21h30/22h to roll around so i can finally sleep
-Spend the evening mentally screaming in my mind because, while my body is still just as physically exhausted, my mind is suddenly sharp and full of ideas and motivation, but i'm still too tired to get up and draw
-Then spend midnight and onward rolling around in bed, hot and bored out of my mind because my physical tiredness also vanished, but i'm not allowed to get up and draw because it's "sleep hours" and i need to reschedule my body, and end up falling asleep at around 5 am
I'm totally not slowly loosing my mind 😃👍
Edit: Oh also the constant noise in my ears has gotten worse, i don't know what silence is anymore
Silence is actually worse than loud rooms
It's driving me insane
It's so loud
#literaly so mentally exhausted to the point that i forgot to ask a bunch of really important stuff and tests at my last gyneco appointement#i can't remember which med I'm supposed to take at a specific hour and which one is whenever. so i just take them both at the same time#i can't remember if i have still boxes of meds in advance and which one i need to go refill#because they're stuff i need to constantly take and not suddenly stop with#but i keep forgetting to check#and i can't remember where i put the prescriptions anyway#and which one are the right one and which one are old#I'm so tired#and I'm so tired of being tired#and I'm SO so so tired of constantly fighting to have my health and struggles acknowledge#i kinda just gave up and now i'm just mindlessly sitting there at the appointments for only 10 minutes being being told that i can leave#I've just been run in circles for way too long#and i get aggresively criticised every time i use advice and seek for help on the Internet. by the same doctors who don't give me ANY advic#or help#and my head has been pounding for two days#and my verbal ticks have gotten so bad that it genuinely gets hard to breathe sometimes#with a therapist that just made me talk in circles and lowkey criticised me for two hours#(this was our first real therapy meeting and they're supposed to only be 1 hour and are NOT reimbursed because the autism center will NOT#fucking answer to ANYONE. medical professional or not. so i had to go private 😃👍)#and the only thing she gave me at the end of those 2 hours was this schedule that I'm not allowed to bend#I've been trying to daydream about my AUs and develope them as usual to try to feel better#but now that i have time to draw. i just get more and more drawing ideas that keep pilling up and tear me apart from the inside because i#can't draw any of them thanks to this damn fatigue#i literally only did 1 af revenge and still need to do 3 more. and i genuinely don't know if I'll manage to do that#i told two friends that ill draw something for them. but nothing. because too tired and everything keeps slipping from my mind#i will daydream about Dimentio for hours straight. then forget that i did. and panic that the fixation is slipping because i “haven't#thought about him in a while“. ”a while“ was 40 seconds ago. I'm not exaggerating this keeps happening#i also keep spending the night DRENCHED in sweat because i just can't sleep without my blanket on me anymore. so more struggles#vent#negative
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