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#if you guys have followed me for a while you know the woes of the close straight MARRIED friend that i’m hopelessly in love with#anyways she just messaged me randomly after months of barely any contact and said she was moving back to my city in the summer and wants to#go on picnics and dates with me again and i just. what is the angle im suffering always#i was so close to getting over her and yet <3#she reels me back in lmao#suffering constantly
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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Oh so YOU GUYS can monologue for hours but my man yorick tries to have a nice conversation after regaining his ability to speak AND YOU GANG UP ON HIM???? I see how it is!!! The double standards are crazy!!!
#shitpost#it’s always two annoying bitches telling each other exactlyyyyyy#Mr John ‘this is my best friend and soulmate Arthur and he can talk all he wants thank you’ Doe#and his roommate Mr. Arthur ‘I love my best friend and soulmate John who can describe landscapes as pretentiously as he wants’ Lester#you guys make me SICK you and your strange honeymoon phase!!!#I am constantly on EDGE bc shit WILL go wrong and you will be at each others throats soon#you guys CANT FOOL ME#yes I drew this after episode 45 to cope w the sheer psychological damage it inflicted upon me#how DARE you Mr Harlan Malevolent. how COULD you#have I not suffered enough!?? have I not cried enough??#this grown man had me CHOKING UP on PUBLIC TRANSPORT because of HOPE? CRINGE!!1!#malevolent#private eyes#Arthur Lester#John doe
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Behold, a Bunny!
(for @alliechickfic on twitter)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#a-yuan#lan wangij#All the bunnies bouncing around cloud recess must be the most theraputic feeling in the world.#If I were A-yuan I too would throw out all my past bad memories and fill my heart and soul with bunnies.#Well...It's more so to do with how our brains try to protect ourselves from traumatic memories.#And as happy as we tend to remember little A-yuan - His whole early life was almost entirely a stress filled experiance.#From losing his parents to being put in a work camp to living in a struggling community to the [redacted]...he did not catch a break!#It warms my heart knowing he got a happy second chance.#Does anyone else think about how A-Yuan consistently represents positive second chances?#In a story that constantly tells us that trying to be kind will only result in suffering;#Everything about Lan Sizhui says: 'No. You can be kind and there will be positive change in the world. The sacrifices you made mattered.'
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i decided they deserve a hug and a nap so i'm giving them both
#gremnda art#empires smp#empires s1#esmp s1#empires fanart#smajor1995#smajor fanart#scott smajor#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#solidarity fanart#why do these people have a million name tags#flower husbands#dangthatsalongname#they will get all the hugs this world has to offer#because i said so#something something they're both good people and they suffered enough#something something a good ending#idfk#they're constantly in my brain <3
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two sides of the same coin
#itadori yuuji#ryomen sukuna#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#my art#jujutsu kaisen fanart#brainrot incoming (pls don’t mind me)#one thing sukuna and yuuji have in common is that they’re both absolutely miserable#sukuna is utterly selfish and yet it only made him hollow inside and now he’s just killing time waiting for death to come#yuuji is completely selfless and yet it’s only made him suffer and bc of that he’s been constantly trying to check out of life#and I think the funniest but also the most painful thing about these two is that…#despite that they’re vastly opposite they might be the only people that can understand each other the most#imagine them having a heart to heart lol maybe then they would realise some things about themselves
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The Pale Elf
#astarion#bg3#bg3 fanart#astarion fanart#ive never ascended him and i dont think i ever will because i cant see him suffer like that#but ive def seen the videos on yt and bro...my heart#but also...on your knees quote might make me risk it all lol#baldurs gate fanart#baldur's gate 3#ascended astarion#gonna rant about how cool i think it is that you need to roll fairly high in order to convince him to not ascend#like the guy is ANGRY...of course it takes a lot of work to convince him to not choose the power#i love how larian wrote him--honestly constantly thinking about it every day
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Everytime I think about Obi-Wan and Anakin it’s like- I don’t ship them so much as I think they should be together at all times. I think tcw had a point, actually, and the two of them should just. Always be together. I think Anakin is Obi-Wan’s hope in an increasingly difficult life and I think Obi-Wan is Anakin’s tie to humanity when he most feels like a monster. They are intrinsically combined, from the very first movie where Obi-Wan dies at Vader’s hands with a peaceful expression.
It’s Obi-Wan begging Luke not to see Anakin in Vader while Vader searches Luke to see some sign of Obi-Wan. It’s Obi-Wan calling Anakin another pathetic lifeform to Obi-Wan being unable to process the idea of Anakin being anything but good. It’s Anakin awkwardly (adorably) shaking Obi-Wan’s hand to Anakin awkwardly (adorably) bringing up Obi-Wan during conversations with the woman he wants to seduce.
It’s Obi-Wan knowing how to fix Artoo and Obi-Wan teasing Anakin about Artoo. It’s Anakin’s first thought on losing his lightsaber being “Obi-Wan’s going to be mad at me again” and Anakin laughing when Obi-Wan tells him to drive better.
The prequel trilogy is so fascinating because my favourite parts are always Anakin and Obi-Wan. The parts I think about the most often are those parts with Anakin and Obi-Wan. The relationship between these two drives the entirety of the plot of the prequels, to the point that the literal birth mother of the main characters of the original trilogy is all but forgotten in the third movie.
It’s. Obi-Wan spending years watching over Luke because Luke reminds him of Anakin, never approaching because what if Luke really does turn out to be like Anakin…?
It’s Vader assuming that Obi-Wan taught Luke to fight, because who else could teach a Skywalker?
It’s Obi-Wan accepting all the blame for the people he knew best, the people who were basically his family, all dying.
It’s Vader keeping Obi-Wan’s lightsaber in a parallel to Obi-Wan keeping Anakin’s.
They are just. Mutually Obsessed. Obi-Wan held up Anakin and said “this is my whole personality now” and Anakin responded with “neato, same.” They bicker like an old married couple. Anakin can’t imagine even thinking about leaving Obi-Wan behind. Obi-Wan tells Anakin point-blank that he’s a good Jedi who deserves to be a Master.
I ship them because like. The universe? Does?? They are destined to be by each other, in life and in death. They support and sustain each other. There was probably eepy Force magic stuff that made Anakin into a Force ghost because Obi-Wan wanted him to be one.
How else can I explain it? They were made for each other. Like. Literally. They should never be separated. Look what happened when they did separate in universe. They are a nuclear bomb. They have to stay together or the galaxy gets the worst of it, and that’s just canon, somehow.
#the inane ramblings of a madman#star wars#anakin skywalker#darth vader#obi wan kenobi#obikin#vaderwan#long post#every time i see someone say the ship is unhealthy#all i can think is#‘and their platonic relationship is healthy???’#they are the most married couple to ever suffer a bitter divorce#rotj is the custody battle of luke and leia#and obi wan only wins because they get remarried#like come ON#this is beyond soul mates#this is like#legitimately impressive#‘these two love women’ oh and those women aren’t at all like each other??#obi wan doesn’t fall for the literal opposite of a jedi who pisses him off constantly?#anakin doesn’t fall for a diplomatic expert at making people do what they want who calms him down?#i don’t even know what to say anymore#they’re absolutely batshit and i love them
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if they don't give Helaena one scene that doesn't strip her of her agency or just treat her like fodder, I'm gonna scream. if they don't give Helaena one scene with her dragon, I'm gonna scream. if they don't give Helaena one, better yet, multiple, scenes with Aegon, her brother, her husband, the father of her children, I'm gonna scream.
#Mysaria x Rhaenyra has gotten more screentime then the green King and Queen!!!!!#Daemon fucking his mom got more screentime then Aegon and Helaena#they stripped both Aegon and Helaena of their dragons. their marriage. their relationship. theur siblinghood. their shared grief.#their everything#they should be amongst the main characters of this show and they get 0 screentime together#Helaena has not been given one scene where she has any agency or power or substance#she is the queen and a dreamer but she is constantly ignored by the narrative#she is a dragonrider. yet we have not seen a singular scene of her with her dragon. hell. we haven't even seen her dragon.#they only show her when she is out of her element or in passing#the few scenes she does have serve other characters before they serve her#the only scenes she's truly been given have been her suffering. the murder of her child and a brief glimpse at her grief#she deserves more respect#helaena targaryen#helaena the dreamer#queen helaena#hotd helaena#aegon ii#aegon targaryen#aegon ii targaryen#aegon the elder#helaegon#aegon x helaena#dreamfyre#hotd#team green#anti hotd
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apocolypse au cause i weirdly have an obsession with these
#theres gonna be#mingling#bingliushen#moshang#in this au#shen jiu is constantly having to suffer from all the dog food being stuffed in his face#suffering to oversee his shen yuan's protection tho that's why he's with them in the first place#shen twins#archerdoodles#myart#artwork#svsss#scumbag self saving system#liu qingge#luo binghe#shen yuan#shen jiu#shen qingqiu#liu mingyan#sha hualing#mobei jun#shang qinghua#shen bros fr
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nothing just thinking about the parallel of aaron locked in a bathroom because his brother was trying to save him and aaron locked in a jail cell because he was trying to save his brother
#if i have to suffer you all have to suffer with me#twinyards#aaron is claustrophobic because of both of these situation#aaron minyard#andrew minyard#all for the game#aftg#sick over them#Constantly#orpheus speaks
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Me: still finding knives in unexpected places 😭
Style sees Fadel though the window and it's delight and joy and relief and excitement because this is the miraculous second chance that Style, after a week of fruitless longing, was beginning to think was lost to him forever...
...while Fadel turns to look at Style through the window and it's agony and disbelief and sorrow and despair as he watches the last light of his hope for a new life worth living be snuffed out like a candle in the wind.
#the heart killers#fadelstyle#joongdunk#joong archen#dunk natachai#i'm still being constantly blown away over and over again at how good they are at emoting silently#style's sheer JOY -- the way you feel the breath catch in his chest when he registers that it really IS fadel through the window#vs the utter exhaustion of fadel's sorrow and the way you can SEE the light going dim in his eyes#all to make sure that we SUFFER T_T#thk ep 6#thk parallels#hui talks thai bl#hui talks thk
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Character parallels: Wyll Ravengard (Baldur's Gate 3) | Anora Mac Tir (Dragon Age: Origins)
#bg3#wyll ravengard#ulder ravengard#dragon age#dragon age origins#anora mac tir#loghain mac tir#constantly rotating these 2 in my mind. cause i love Suffering.#this also doesnt include their similar ages/their mothers/their sense of humour/their surprise at your concern for them#and the fact that they both get overwhelming hate fandom-wise (or ignored totally)#but like!!! their childhood love of fighting monsters!#being more isolated as a kid!#being the child of a hero but not being 'true' nobility#devoting yourself to the people to the point where you fade away as person#holding onto your father because he's your father. and it's so hard but you love him. and you'll always forgive him.#whatever. gonna go cry in the washroom brb.
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Can we talk about how we definitely don’t give the Magnus Chase books enough credit? Like these books are such a beautiful depiction of coming to terms with grief and finding purpose in new relationships. Magnus’ struggle to accept his mother’s death and his guilt over it culminating in a beautiful moment where he feels her love and presence with and for him in his battle with Surt. The horrific despair he feels whenever someone around him is hurt, literally moving him to tears every time, even when it’s Gunilla, someone who has been actively hunting him. The line about how they are all empty cups, but that they can share each other’s burdens instead of filling themselves with pain. Just the beautiful bonds these characters who have each been isolated in their own way have formed with each other. How each of these characters have every right to be bitter and spiteful as a result of the tragedy in their lives, but choose love and each other at every turn.
#I could go on#I am just so emotional over these characters#and how strong and caring all of them are#like especially Magnus I feel has such a gentle side to him in spite of the rage that has been#instilled in him as a result of the tragedies he’s suffered#which mirrors so perfectly the harshness and horrors of war that constantly surrounds them#something about how the big battle is not about our hero killing his enemies#but turning towards summer when winter seems so deep and inescapable#just#ugh#magnus needs his own post#magnus chase#the sword of summer#riordanverse#magnus chase and the gods of asgard#mcga
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Been binging the 1986 series again and drew my ver in some of his slays
#love that little banana lookin ass hoe#journey to the west#jttw sun wukong#jttw#sun wukong#journey to the west fanart#digital art#my art#jttw 1986#y’all my senior project got me on LOCKDOWN#I am suffering or2#also I now have what is colloquially known as an ✨inner ear canal infection✨#my ear hurt o(-( can’t have a fucking break in this house#the joys of product design (arguing with manufacturers)#dude the costume design in that show is so gorgeous for everyone#these aren’t even my fave favs but the yellow on swk is so charming#kinda made me cry when in the liu er mihou ep swk is always wearing his fanciest duds when appearing in front of others#but when they went to go see his master he changed back into humble pilgrim clothes#😭 like bro the deference#I really like that frilly pink skirt he had on for a while in s1#like okay fruit slaaay#1986 swk is so fruity he’s the only one who’s outfit changes constantly that’s diva✨
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