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VISUALS & SCENTS. (part i)
Sirius Black, the prettiest of the marauders with a soft jawline and hollow cheeks. light freckles atop an aquiline nose and narrow lips. clean-shaved ALABASTER skin that looks translucent in certain lights. silken flesh and straight eyebrows, COFFEE in colour. his dark hair curls over his ears. dainty and veiny hands. Doe eyes of COAL black with silver hints. Hints of ANISE and LAVENDER line his uniforms, an aromatic scent.
Remus Lupin, the Casanova of the Gryffindor tower (propaganda). MOUSE brown hair with faint undertones of red. PEACH coloured skin, connotations of youth and ripeness. Cat-like BOTTLE GREEN eyes with specks of CHARTREUSE, fringed by thick eyelashes. Scars line his face, rich and polished against his complexion. Douses his knit sweaters with notes of CLOVE and HELIOTROPE. Lithe build, slumped over a walking cane.
Of BRONZE skin and veined arms, James Potter was an age-old vision. Heavy eyelashes that sit upon bushy eyebrows. The nose of an ancient Roman warrior, wired frames sit upon it. ROSEBUD lips with gap-between front teeth. His eyes, chestnut and russet in theory, olive in sunlight. Thick and curly hair that encompasses his cherub face. Cologne undertones of VANILLA, PEAR and subtleties of RASPBERRY.
Peter Pettigrew with soft FLAXEN hair. ROSY skin with PINK cheekbones. A pudgy form and twitchy, rough hands. Notes of CINNAMON and shallow CEDAR. Deep-set eyes casted with SIENNA brown, hooded like a fox. A crooked nose with a scar running along the surface. Smooth-shaven skin and fluttery eyelashes.
#mine#posting this because im low-key in writers block rn#suffering amidst it#i wrote these blurbs a few weeks ago because i didn’t really fw the fan casting (still don’t)#this serves as a guide for my readers#to know how exactly i visualise the characters#sirius black#marauders#remus lupin#james potter#peter pettigrew#the marauders#harry potter#hogwarts
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no because geto smiling down at nanako and mimiko with a smooth little grin as he says, “how are my ladies doing?” fuck. that does something to me. “ladies are we hungry?” or or “good morning, ladies. did we sleep well?”
REFERRING TO THEM AS LADIES. DO YOU AGREE. YES YOU DO IDC.
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i lowkey missed it the first time because it’s in the background of willem and malcom’s conversation abt jude’s long sleeves but
can we please talk abt jb and jude coming back from a nice beach walk and deciding to and i quote ‘fling sand at each other’ before jb drunkenly collapses and jude decides, apparently without any warning or discussion, to bury him up to his waist in the sand while jb lies there singing
what could be better than this just guys being dudes!!!!
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Since Chuuya clearly understood Dazai's taunts…
This was his "shut up" shot 🤣
#humor amidst suffering#pls i need respite#chuuya a man of duality: can both save your life and shut you up with a gun#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd manga#soukoku#bsd soukoku#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#bsd dazai#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#bsd chapter 109
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Malevolent is a slice of life romance
#malevolent#arthur lester#john doe#malevolent podcast#malev#malevolent fanart#they are positively suffering rn#jarthur#them against the whole world#john (amidst suspenseful strings):#mey draws malevolent#just ignore how i wrote the cold calculated demeanor line wrong#my art#mey draws
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i rlly think that ppl are gonna be happier with this purgatory arc in the next few days when the players get bulked up a little more. they’re still getting used to new survival mechanics and there’s rlly powerful mobs around and their gear isn’t good enough just yet but i think once the teams have grinded a bit more they’ll be less frustrated bc they won’t be dying constantly and that’ll make viewers less frustrated too. there’s no getting around the frustration from a lot of ppls lore being cut off but the fact is that this arc will only be 2 weeks and the players aren’t going to be suffering as much as they have the first few days. i’m excited to see where this goes and i’m so ready for the pvp guys to have some star moments
#qsmp#lex.liveblogging#qsmp purgatory#like on quesadilla island the mobs were not nearly as strong as they are now when the first group of ppl arrived#and when the brazilians arrived they were able to be protected a bit more#and by the time the french arrived they were also able to be more protected from the og ppl even tho mobs had been buffed#going from being super strong to having literally nothing and starting over on a similar island probably gave them a bit of whiplash#but even amidst red team suffering they still don’t want to change teams if they get balanced a bit better#they’re having fun!!!!! they’re suffering and things suck but also!!!! they’re together 🫶#peace and love and death and despair on egg island 🫶🫰♥️
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not me spending eleven days writing a 30+ page essay in font size eleven on Robespierre and the French Revolution while listening to the Hamilton musical on repeat and these are the lyrics of one of the fucking songs
#i decided to do this for “fun”#i'm not a masochist#i just happen to cause a lot of my own suffering#anyways it's done now and i've handed it in to my teacher#i'm sure her and her wife will have fun looking over it#i'm sure it won't be absolutely torturous to mark amidst the many other things that must get marked#french revolution#frev#robespierre#hamilton musical#hamilton the musical
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Am I the only one who can’t see Lewis to Ferrari happening, like, at all? Hear me out...
It’s not just about the money, or the duration of the contract. Mostly, I think they clash too heavily in their respective philosophies. Lewis is a seasoned, established figure at Mercedes, and as such, he enjoys a lot of freedom regarding his commercial and personal image. He plays a role in the creative decision-making in the team. He says what he wants, he wears what he wants, he’s involved in several ventures and he generally has Mercedes’s support to do all those things. And then you have Ferrari, where The Brand always takes precedence, where maintaining a very specific kind of image is of paramount importance. Even now, when they’ve crossed the threshold and embraced 21st century internet culture and are seemingly actively committed to appealing to a younger social media audience, some things just don’t change. It’s undesirable and inconvenient for Ferrari to have a driver whose star power overshadows The Brand itself (a problem they’re arguably close to facing with Charles and his ever-growing popularity.) I mean, hell, they apparently had the power to pump the breaks on his fledgling leisurewear fashion company after he’d registered it as a business and started making and test-wearing prototype ‘fits. Allegedly because of the Ferrari x Puma sponsor deal that’s in place (I guess they let him design, or at least contribute to the design of the Monaco GP 2023 special merch line as a consolation prize but still.)
Second of all... it’s Ferrari. Contemporary Ferrari, who has endured a whole slew of disappointments and bizarre decisions and mishaps that have turned them into a meme. They seem to be unable to maintain consistency throughout a season (never mind a regulation cycle). There’s a lot of turnover at the team. There’s a lot of internal politicking, different factions pushing and pulling in different directions, often to the detriment of the racing team (something Seb himself has spoken about.) When Mercedes produces the third fastest car, they act like it’s a disaster. We’ve had Toto outright apologizing to Lewis for “what he has to drive.” You don’t get that at Ferrari: you drive the car available to you and you do so with minimal complaining. Sometimes, depending on who is in charge on the pitwall at the time (hello, Binotto 🙄) you might even get told that the car is fine, the strategy is fine, and you are probably the problem.
Ultimately it takes a lot of patience and a fair amount of brainrot to willingly subject yourself to that by getting on the Ferrari struggle bus. Charles and Seb for example always talked about how it was a childhood dream to one day make it to Ferrari. It was always a goal, the main goal, and not just a random career stepping stone. And even they often got chewed up and spit out and endured heartbreak and disappointment and betrayal. For drivers who don’t have a team bucket list... contemporary Ferrari probably isn’t worth the trouble tbh.
The latest batch of rumours that has been swirling in the midst of a slow news week suggests that Lewis would be signed to work alongside Charles, and not, as previously assumed, replace him (in what perhaps could be a direct Mercedes-Ferrari driver swap.) Even so... we’ve seen how they mismanaged Charles and Seb, and then proceeded to let Seb go arguably too early, so now we’ve got a lineup where technically nobody is an outright number one, nobody is an outright number two, and we lost a massive source of motivation, internal competition, and knowledge for Charles. Having to go through yet another cycle of “who gets to be number one” or, alternatively, boxing Lewis into a support role from day one (seeing as the latest Gazzetta article suggests Elkann still plans to build the team primarily around Charles as the lead driver), is hardly going to go down well imo.
We’ll see how this situation develops in the coming weeks/months of course, but I wouldn’t put much stock into the rumours. At best it would be a lateral step for Lewis—at worst, a downright downgrade.
#formula 1#ferrari#discussions and predictions#i've kind of taken a step back amidst the imola non-race situation but now im back with a bang skdkkgkg#100% here for all the discussions and chats and things ahead of the monaco weekend!!#will the charles enjoyers be suffering again? tune in to find out 😭#the bottom line is i think these rumours and speculation abt high profile driver-team swaps always generate a lot of excitement/engagement#but oftentimes they ultimately don't go anywhere#i mean hell i lived through basically everyone being linked to the merc seat in the nico/lewis war era and then post-nico's retirement#hulk... pascal wehrlein... even seb for those who wanted a potentially explosive seb/lewis lineup
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sometimes i think how the ancients of etheirys were always doomed from an ideological perspective and i start curling into a ball
#ew#identity/individualism/expression set against anonymity/union/collective#The fundamental flaw of condemnation of discontent—how it festers#how it would have always festered#in a world condemned to paradise#they would have drowned in it ere long#rather than facing the nature of life. to suffer. and find meaning through hardship#God ok#im going to think about hermes as the avatar of Ego/Individualism/Flaw for a moment#and venat as the same avatar — inverted.#a white robed ancient in a sea of black and grey#and amidst deepest despair. light everlasting
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i dont know a thing abt the lost tv show but the 2008 lost game (lost: via domus) rules a bit. incredible music great jank and a Theoretically compelling protagonist
#elliotts brought down by the fact that he just does NOT emote and barely reacts to the stuff going on around him but his--#--backstory is a little fun to think about. getting a woman killed after he worked w her for years in order to get dirt on government--#--secrets (? maybe its not Government secrets but i cannot remember its like chemical warfare and shit). the drive to do right by the truth#--corrupted by a desire for reputation and power after losing his old prestigious job and the way he papers over that with a shithead--#--confidence. him lying to jack and then running into the jungle and getting yelled at abt it for the rest of fthe game was pretty funny ig#a very big fan of crikens movie game mondays bc these old licensed games get a light shined on them and their possible virtues finally--#--seen amidst all of the comedy of the fact they made a Lost Videogame#i had no idea telltale made a number of jurassic park chapters ! the story blows and it suffers from everything Telltale but theres some--#--neat scenes and a SHOCKING number of dinosaur death cutscenes. its cool to see !!
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Jesus I really hope you'll be okey, please take as long as you need you don't owe us shit, your health comes first I wish the work industry would be nicer to you, it's alot of pressure and now this? Listen, you're so strong and I'm so incredibly proud that you're still here and stay positive
You're enough and you're strong, remember that you are allowed to be yourself 🫂
I'll beat anyone's ass for ya buddy!
Ah hahaha, thank you so much. This message came at a good time.
Yeah…I’ll be honest, the animation industry as it is right now is…tough, to be nice about it, I mean mainstream TV animation, with all the..drama and uncertainty with 2D animation. I’m always worrying about whether or not I’ll still have a job in the future.
But, I’m trying to stay positive! I’m sure things will work out somehow! I can always find work elsewhere if I have to, or get like another job on top of my main one, and maybe even open up commissions and such online!
But thank you all the same, for your well wishes. I truly hope you’re doing alright in your own life too, anon.
#asks#anonymous#I hate being sick like this#it’s all in my head and I cant cure it the way physical sickness can be cured#I can feel it inside of me but I cant tear it out#but I’m trying anyway#I really hate having this illness but#thats just how life works sometimes#I truly GENUINELY hope that everyone suffering under the same illness#will have more good days than bad#to have days of respite amidst all the days getting hurt#mental illness is a devouring sickness#And I truly wish for better days for everyone who’s being hurt by it
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A Lover is a Fighter
#poetry#writers and poets#poem#poems#writers of tumblr#pleakley's poetry#cptsd#love poem#love poetry#joy amidst suffering
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have hit the point of assassin's quest where i can read two pages, hit the "Fitz buddy oh no" point and then i have to look at something else for a minute or two until i can read again
#me shaking him by the shoulders: why are you like this#this isn't even secondhand embarrassment this is a new previously unknown emotion#rote#who is suffering the most on this goddamn road trip i cant even begin to decide#amidst the suffering: the fool remains one of my favorite genderqueer characters ive ever encountered#(readying the character of all time stamp)
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kay i noticed u have a gaara tag now and well i love him sooo so much like to me he is the very polite looking cat from that one meme . feel free to tell me some things about him i would love to hear about him from you !!! :]
Please know I am restraining soo hard from using entirely all caps both for accessibility and so I can at least pretend to be capable of being sedate about him. But first. Ahem. ISN'T HE JUST THE SCRUNKLIEST. (Caps: Isn't he just the scrunkliest.) But you're so so so right he's also so polite!!!! I deeply adore the depth of commitment it must have taken to go from demon/sleep-deprivation-enforced insanity to conscious moderation and kindness. It's as brave as naruto in his own way. I also cry all the time about him and his siblings because I love sibling relationships sooo much and I really wish we got snippets about their collective healing journey.
Also also also I just. You know those mirrored-composition shots with him and naruto when they face off at the end of the operation take over konoha arc? Fully sent me into tears. I think gaara is the first character that is truly reached by naruto's rhetoric about how all-consumingly important love and connections are to improving oneself and that makes him SO important to the narrative. He's a character who was failed by everyone around him and also he himself did deep and lasting harm to people around him. But he learned that his world doesn't have to be one of misery and he learned that he can choose to do better than he had. Oh my god. Everyone look at these fucking pages and cry with me
[ID: Pages from chapter 138 of Naruto. They have black backgrounds to indicate flashbacks. First, we see young Naruto from the back, a huge crowd of people all facing away with him. Small panels show an empty swingset, tears falling to the Naruto's feet, and one of Naruto's hands raised to his cut-off face as people offscreen exclaim, "I told you not to talk to him!" "Whoa! Something sure is stinky!"
Naruto cries and tries to wipe tears off his face as people continue to speak. "Hey! There he is!" "So that's him, huh..." "He doesn't have a family!" "Go away!" The view narrows to just his eyes as someone says, "Freak!"
The next page starts with a narrow view of young Gaara's crying eyes as someone says, "Freak!" It zooms out go show Gaara's full face as he tries to wipe away tears while people continue to speak. "Die!" "So that's him, huh..." "Don't go near him." "Stupid!"
Small panels go in the reverse order of the last page: Gaara's torso, tears falling to his feet, and a ball lying on the ground. Finally, a long view shows Gaara standing apart from a huge crowd of people facing away from him. End ID]
#also yeah if you couldn't also tell by the sparkling new narugaa tag i've had a soft spot for naruto/gaara#for as long as i've been kind-of-into naruto#and frankly now i do think they should kiss a bit#BUT! their friendship is obviously my favorite. naruto's immediate loyalty to gaara in shippuden when gaara was kidnapped#simply by virtue of them suffering in the same way#also made me tear up#people can be united by suffering#and they can also be united through reaching out hands amidst the suffering! holding hands through and past the suffering! fuck!!!!!!!!#gah#ferne i love you SO much this was a very kind ask to send. mwah#asks#described#described by me#naruto#and of course#gaara tag
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#ok very small vent post <3 amidst all the niceties#battery acid suffering#im so afraid auwuauauauayayauaauaua im afraids . not of anytjing rn im just waiting to come down from the mania and get hit with bpd depres#—ssion#even in my mania i still have the desire to self harm and the suicidal tendencies smh i hate being a sad sad boy with mental health issues#im strong i wont do anything and even if i do have the energy to literally everyone is home and i dont have anything i can use to hurt mysel#f so im perfectly ok#gr gr gr gr gr#thank gawd im off tomorrow#hmmnnnmnnhnnmmn..#i miss girlfriend.. my sunshine my sun my sun my sun my sun i need to hear her voice and nuzzle my lock screen (picture of her)#my sun my sun my sun my sunnn denver my sun my sun my sun#♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ok this is no longer a vent post this is now a gfluvr post#agghdhhddhddfdjhxgdhdjdbd i call her my sun / my sunshine becos i love sunny weather and her middle name is sunshine#thats so cute!!!! her middle name is sunshine 🥺🥺🥺🥹🥹🥹 sunshine sunshine sunshine#denver sunshine denver sunshine demver sunshine#repetition#repetition in tags#denver sunshine waaa i love you denver sunshine i love you i love you#the FPism is strong today
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Urgent Help:
Help my family survive and start a new life
Hello everyone, thank you for taking a moment to read our story.
I am Hazem Shawish, and I am trying to save my family from this war.
We live in Gaza, where we face significant challenges due to the current situation.
My family consists of 11 members, including my mother, two daughters, four sons, and three children.
In the shadow of conflict, our family has faced unimaginable hardships. The passing of my father, a victim to the cruel grasp of hunger and inadequate healthcare, left a void in our lives, underscoring the fragility of our existence here. My brother, Samer, battles bipolar disorder, a condition exacerbated by the ongoing war and the severe shortage of essential medications. Without access to the necessary treatment, his life is at risk, and we live in constant fear for his well-being amidst the chaos that surrounds us. These personal tragedies have deepened the urgency of our situation.
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Every day is a struggle for survival, and each night is filled with prayers for a brighter tomorrow. We hold onto hope, believing that one day the clouds will dissipate, and we will find the peace we long for.
Our home, which was a sanctuary for us, was destroyed, forcing us to live in a state of uncertainty and fear. We have lost the laughter of our children.
Our entire neighborhood In Gaza Before and after
we had a supermarket that helped as to live and earn money, but it was bombed and we have nothing now, pic of our supermarket
We also face psychological challenges, as we have lost our father, and my brother Samer, who needs expensive medical treatment, is facing imminent danger. My mother, who has endured so much, fears losing another child. We are all suffering from malnutrition and contaminated water.
We dream of moving to Egypt to find safety, where our children can pursue their education.
We seek your support as individuals who understand the value of compassion and community.
Thank you for listening to our story, for your understanding, and for standing with us.
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