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VISUALS & SCENTS. (part i)
sirius black, the prettiest of the marauders with a soft jawline and hollow cheeks. light freckles atop an aquiline nose and narrow lips. clean-shaved ALABASTER skin that looks translucent in certain lights. silken flesh and straight eyebrows, COFFEE in colour. his dark hair curls over his ears. dainty and veiny hands. doe eyes of COAL black with silver hints. hints of ANISE and LAVENDER line his uniforms, an aromatic scent.
remus lupin, the casanova of the gryffindor tower (propaganda). MOUSE brown hair with faint undertones of red. PEACH coloured skin, connotations of youth and ripeness. cat-like BOTTLE GREEN eyes with specks of CHARTREUSE, fringed by thick eyelashes. scars line his face, rich and polished against his complexion. douses his knit sweaters with notes of CLOVE and HELIOTROPE. lithe build, slumped over a walking cane.
of BRONZE skin and veined arms, james potter was an age-old vision. heavy eyelashes that sit upon bushy eyebrows. the nose of an ancient Roman warrior, wired frames sit upon it. ROSEBUD lips with gap-between front teeth. his eyes, chestnut and russet in theory, olive in sunlight. thick and curly hair that encompasses his cherub face. cologne undertones of VANILLA, PEAR and subtleties of RASPBERRY.
peter pettigrew with soft FLAXEN hair. ROSY skin with PINK cheekbones. a pudgy form and twitchy, rough hands. notes of CINNAMON and shallow CEDAR. deep-set eyes casted with SIENNA brown, hooded like a fox. a crooked nose with a scar running along the surface. smooth-shaven skin and fluttery eyelashes.
#mine#posting this because im low-key in writers block rn#suffering amidst it#i wrote these blurbs a few weeks ago because i didn’t really fw the fan casting (still don’t)#this serves as a guide for my readers#to know how exactly i visualise the characters#sirius black#marauders#remus lupin#james potter#peter pettigrew#the marauders#harry potter#hogwarts
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no because geto smiling down at nanako and mimiko with a smooth little grin as he says, “how are my ladies doing?” fuck. that does something to me. “ladies are we hungry?” or or “good morning, ladies. did we sleep well?”
REFERRING TO THEM AS LADIES. DO YOU AGREE. YES YOU DO IDC.
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i lowkey missed it the first time because it’s in the background of willem and malcom’s conversation abt jude’s long sleeves but
can we please talk abt jb and jude coming back from a nice beach walk and deciding to and i quote ‘fling sand at each other’ before jb drunkenly collapses and jude decides, apparently without any warning or discussion, to bury him up to his waist in the sand while jb lies there singing
what could be better than this just guys being dudes!!!!
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Since Chuuya clearly understood Dazai's taunts…
This was his "shut up" shot 🤣
#humor amidst suffering#pls i need respite#chuuya a man of duality: can both save your life and shut you up with a gun#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd manga#soukoku#bsd soukoku#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#bsd dazai#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#bsd chapter 109
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Malevolent is a slice of life romance
#malevolent#arthur lester#john doe#malevolent podcast#malev#malevolent fanart#they are positively suffering rn#jarthur#them against the whole world#john (amidst suspenseful strings):#mey draws malevolent#just ignore how i wrote the cold calculated demeanor line wrong#my art#mey draws
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i rlly think that ppl are gonna be happier with this purgatory arc in the next few days when the players get bulked up a little more. they’re still getting used to new survival mechanics and there’s rlly powerful mobs around and their gear isn’t good enough just yet but i think once the teams have grinded a bit more they’ll be less frustrated bc they won’t be dying constantly and that’ll make viewers less frustrated too. there’s no getting around the frustration from a lot of ppls lore being cut off but the fact is that this arc will only be 2 weeks and the players aren’t going to be suffering as much as they have the first few days. i’m excited to see where this goes and i’m so ready for the pvp guys to have some star moments
#qsmp#lex.liveblogging#qsmp purgatory#like on quesadilla island the mobs were not nearly as strong as they are now when the first group of ppl arrived#and when the brazilians arrived they were able to be protected a bit more#and by the time the french arrived they were also able to be more protected from the og ppl even tho mobs had been buffed#going from being super strong to having literally nothing and starting over on a similar island probably gave them a bit of whiplash#but even amidst red team suffering they still don’t want to change teams if they get balanced a bit better#they’re having fun!!!!! they’re suffering and things suck but also!!!! they’re together 🫶#peace and love and death and despair on egg island 🫶🫰♥️
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not me spending eleven days writing a 30+ page essay in font size eleven on Robespierre and the French Revolution while listening to the Hamilton musical on repeat and these are the lyrics of one of the fucking songs
#i decided to do this for “fun”#i'm not a masochist#i just happen to cause a lot of my own suffering#anyways it's done now and i've handed it in to my teacher#i'm sure her and her wife will have fun looking over it#i'm sure it won't be absolutely torturous to mark amidst the many other things that must get marked#french revolution#frev#robespierre#hamilton musical#hamilton the musical
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sometimes i think how the ancients of etheirys were always doomed from an ideological perspective and i start curling into a ball
#ew#identity/individualism/expression set against anonymity/union/collective#The fundamental flaw of condemnation of discontent—how it festers#how it would have always festered#in a world condemned to paradise#they would have drowned in it ere long#rather than facing the nature of life. to suffer. and find meaning through hardship#God ok#im going to think about hermes as the avatar of Ego/Individualism/Flaw for a moment#and venat as the same avatar — inverted.#a white robed ancient in a sea of black and grey#and amidst deepest despair. light everlasting
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i dont know a thing abt the lost tv show but the 2008 lost game (lost: via domus) rules a bit. incredible music great jank and a Theoretically compelling protagonist
#elliotts brought down by the fact that he just does NOT emote and barely reacts to the stuff going on around him but his--#--backstory is a little fun to think about. getting a woman killed after he worked w her for years in order to get dirt on government--#--secrets (? maybe its not Government secrets but i cannot remember its like chemical warfare and shit). the drive to do right by the truth#--corrupted by a desire for reputation and power after losing his old prestigious job and the way he papers over that with a shithead--#--confidence. him lying to jack and then running into the jungle and getting yelled at abt it for the rest of fthe game was pretty funny ig#a very big fan of crikens movie game mondays bc these old licensed games get a light shined on them and their possible virtues finally--#--seen amidst all of the comedy of the fact they made a Lost Videogame#i had no idea telltale made a number of jurassic park chapters ! the story blows and it suffers from everything Telltale but theres some--#--neat scenes and a SHOCKING number of dinosaur death cutscenes. its cool to see !!
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Jesus I really hope you'll be okey, please take as long as you need you don't owe us shit, your health comes first I wish the work industry would be nicer to you, it's alot of pressure and now this? Listen, you're so strong and I'm so incredibly proud that you're still here and stay positive
You're enough and you're strong, remember that you are allowed to be yourself 🫂
I'll beat anyone's ass for ya buddy!
Ah hahaha, thank you so much. This message came at a good time.
Yeah…I’ll be honest, the animation industry as it is right now is…tough, to be nice about it, I mean mainstream TV animation, with all the..drama and uncertainty with 2D animation. I’m always worrying about whether or not I’ll still have a job in the future.
But, I’m trying to stay positive! I’m sure things will work out somehow! I can always find work elsewhere if I have to, or get like another job on top of my main one, and maybe even open up commissions and such online!
But thank you all the same, for your well wishes. I truly hope you’re doing alright in your own life too, anon.
#asks#anonymous#I hate being sick like this#it’s all in my head and I cant cure it the way physical sickness can be cured#I can feel it inside of me but I cant tear it out#but I’m trying anyway#I really hate having this illness but#thats just how life works sometimes#I truly GENUINELY hope that everyone suffering under the same illness#will have more good days than bad#to have days of respite amidst all the days getting hurt#mental illness is a devouring sickness#And I truly wish for better days for everyone who’s being hurt by it
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A Lover is a Fighter
#poetry#writers and poets#poem#poems#writers of tumblr#pleakley's poetry#cptsd#love poem#love poetry#joy amidst suffering
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have hit the point of assassin's quest where i can read two pages, hit the "Fitz buddy oh no" point and then i have to look at something else for a minute or two until i can read again
#me shaking him by the shoulders: why are you like this#this isn't even secondhand embarrassment this is a new previously unknown emotion#rote#who is suffering the most on this goddamn road trip i cant even begin to decide#amidst the suffering: the fool remains one of my favorite genderqueer characters ive ever encountered#(readying the character of all time stamp)
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Emergency: Help Evacuate My Family From GAZA WAR
Dear Humanity,
I'm Haya from Gaza , from a family of 8 people: my parents, two sons, and four daughters (two of them suffer from allergies).
I've witnessed the evidence of the tragedy that has struck our lives in Gaza, where my family and I have survived amidst numerous previous wars. But today, we face the most dangerous and fierce battle in the current war. The urgent need intensifies for us, as we have nothing left and are unable to secure our basic needs such as food, water, and safe shelter.
Here is our story - On October 7th, our lives changed forever, my family and I evacuated from northern Gaza to southern Gaza, hoping to return soon, but it wasn't meant to be. Our home was surrounded, burned, and then completely destroyed, Our home, once a fortress of hope, now lay in ruins, a stark reminder of our shattered dreams.
The night before we left from the north to the south was terrifying. Shelling sounds were everywhere, making a loud noise that felt like it went through our souls. Every explosions shook the ground like earthquakes, sending shockwaves of fear through our trembling bodies. filling us with fear. The air smelled of destruction and blood, making it hard to breathe. When dawn came, we saw the devastation around us, realizing our home was now a symbol of loss and despair.
We ran into the streets and with each step we took into the unknown streets, we felt as if we were plunging deeper into the abyss of our shattered existence, leaving behind everything we own in our home: Clothes, important official documents, the car, and literally it's almost everything - the enormity of our loss weighed heavily upon us.
Our home it was where we found hope, safety, and made precious memories. Losing it felt like losing years of our lives, leaving us adrift amidst the wreckage of our shattered existence.
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A brief video depicting the devastation that struck our home and our entire neighborhood in Gaza.
Desperate Plea: Escaping Gaza's Allergy Nightmare
I, Haya, suffer from severe allergy to penicillin-derived medications, and my sister, Amal, also suffers from severe allergies to medications from my family such as Paracetamol and Ibuprofen.
These allergies create a deep sense of fear and anxiety for us, as we live in a constant state of tension and fear of anything that may require a visit to the hospital. We fear being given inappropriate medications due to the unavailability of suitable treatments in Gaza because of war or lack of awareness and not informing the doctor of our allergies, which could lead to serious consequences threatening our lives.
MY Father Income
Our dreams are heading towards oblivion in the labyrinth of an uncertain future
My story, along with my siblings, represents a united team of four individuals, three of whom are skilled programmers and one graphic designer. We work as freelancers in the world of freelancing.
As for my younger sister, she is a student studying at the College of Architecture. She has always carried a big dream in her heart, a dream of being part of changing Gaza, of making it more beautiful and better. She looked forward to the day when she would receive her degree and start building this dream. But the beginning of the war changed everything. The destruction of infrastructure and universities cast shadows of despair over her dreams.
When I think of my brother in Belgium, I can't help but feel deep sadness. He has been suffering from unbearable anxiety and insomnia since the outbreak of the war. Sleep eludes him at night, and his physical and mental health collapses under the weight of these heavy burdens, negatively affecting his performance at work. Problems and challenges pile up in front of him without the slightest opportunity for rest.
We all feel psychological pressure and extreme anxiety. The war hasn't been limited to external attacks but has deeply infiltrated our daily lives. We search among the rubble for a little safety and the basic resources for survival. Every day comes with a new challenge that we must overcome.
As we sway amidst the rubble of shattered dreams, our souls wrestle and our hearts beat strongly challenging the ravages of war.
Our parents earnestly seek a way to rescue us from this hell, feeling the heavy responsibility for every moment we spend under the shadows of fear and destruction. They dream of a safe place where they can build for us a better future, filled with security and hope, for we deserve life in all its meanings of comfort and peace.
Perhaps this fundraising campaign represents a light in the midst of darkness, it is indeed the only hope we cling to firmly.
I appeal to the world as a whole to hear my cry and the mournful cry of my family in Gaza. We need the helping hand that reaches out to wipe our tears and build a bridge to safety.
Your donation is not just a donation; it's an opportunity to rebuild life and brighten a better tomorrow. Be part of our hopeful story, for we need your hand to start anew.
The purpose of the fundraising campaign
The goal of this fundraising campaign is to rescue my family - my parents, my siblings, and me - through the Rafah Crossing to Egypt, which currently requires $5000 per person. This campaign is our only chance to stay alive, and I humbly request your assistance at this critical time. I will provide you with a comprehensive breakdown of the expenses, committing to transparency and clarity.
All of our important links are here https://linktr.ee/hayanahed
Verified by :
⭐️ operation olive branch, number 26 on their spreadsheet. (On Master list)
⭐️ Project watermelon,line 249 on their spreadsheet. Or you could see it as number 212 here is the photo for more clear proof
Thank you for your kindness and support.
.جزاكم الله خيراً
yours sincerely;
Haya Alshawish.
#palestine#free palestine#donations#donate if you can#please donate#gofundme#go fund them#donate#donation#go fund her#palestine gfm#gaza gfm#gazan families#fundraising#go fund me#fundrasier#save gaza#save palestine#please#please help#help gaza#mutual aid#donation match#charity#go fund him#gaza#gaza strip#emergency#hope#important
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Don't skip please,
It's urgent !!
Help Us survive the devastating GazaWar
✅ Verified campaign – please check vetteing section below 🔍
My husband Mohanad and I both worked as administrators at the Palace of Justice in Gaza.
We got engaged just two months before the war,
bought an apartment, and began dreaming of a new life together. But the war changed everything. Our workplace and apartment were destroyed, and we lost our jobs. Despite it all, we chose to move forward and got married in the middle of the war, with no wedding ceremony—just a simple union that symbolized resilience amid the devastation.
We’ve been displaced multiple times, each time facing a new eviction order and starting over again. We were forced to leave everything behind and flee with only a few belongings. The displacement was devastating, as we had to leave behind the life we built and the dreams we held for our future.
Today, we live in a small home in Al-Nuseirat, struggling to cover basic needs like food, water, and alternative electricity, facing monthly expenses we can hardly bear. Recently, a new eviction notice was issued for our area, and we don’t know what lies ahead. We’re searching for online work and have skills we can utilize, but finding opportunities has been very challenging under these conditions.
After renting the apartment in Nuseirat, we thought we had found a safe haven from the horrors of war. But on the night of 3-11-2024, explosions erupted nearby, and we never imagined one would hit our apartment. Suddenly, a missile struck; walls shook, parts collapsed, and windows shattered, leaving the room we had just been in destroyed.
We miraculously survived, but the place that once felt like a refuge had become a scene of chaos and destruction. With heavy hearts, we gathered what little remained and moved on once again, hoping to find shelter far from this endless devastation.
Vetted by Butterfly project, Number (#1184) on this list
Vetted by @gazavetters, Number (#42) on this list
Vetted by @90-ghost in this post
Vetted by association in this post
To donate:
Any support would be a new source of hope for us.
Mohanad & farah
Update
On 28-11-2024, our home was shelled for the second time and struck by an artillery shell. We were trying to rebuild our lives amidst all the challenges, but today, our home has turned into rubble once again. 🥺🥺 The dream of safety is fading, and the suffering continues to grow. We need your support to stand on our feet again 💔💔
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#gofundme#free gaza#gaza genocide#gazaunderattack#free palestine#save the children#gfm#charity#food#cars#luxury#highlights#Youtube
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I am consumed by fear that my mother might die in Gaza while I am far away, unable to help her. The thought of her suffering alone in such a dangerous place breaks my heart. I feel so helpless and terrified, knowing I can't be there to protect her or bring her to safety. Every day is filled with anxiety and dread, as I hope and pray for her survival amidst the chaos.
#self help#please help#فلسطين#send help#palestine#war news#غزة تحت القصف#war on gaza#north gaza#free gaza#gaza solidarity encampment#free palestine#gaza under attack#news on gaza#gaza genocide
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speaking of everyone like where's the story songs where's the songs about specificass situations where's songs about anything that's not generic romance or generic i want to hook up tonight, what a great time i had the other night just ending up on a thread going Sure Show Me That One okay now Sure Show Me This One nyc cabaret videos lol. that usually whatever show things were from will have its own overarching theme but individual songs will probably have this standalone quality to them & be bangers while also probably getting surprising, funny, odd, have Specificity. obviously being youtube posts of live performances of nyc cabaret like singers who are also Actors left & right, songs that are written for live performance with a story, musicals, musical theatrey concerts, cabarets, standalones. going like well i don't have specific context for what might be a larger work this was developed to be a part of but damn if i don't need that to follow gists & enjoy shit anyway. damn if some songs take situations that could be framed in a more "relatable" mundane or [remove disambiguating details] way but makes a point to clearly put it in some really specific Situation & lord knows please with sense of specific character(tm)
#fun fun fun....#i also don't suffer like charting Recorded Music Love(tm)/Tonight(tm) escape room b/c i just don't go in ever now lol#was the peak Listening To The Radio Years overlapping w/years i would more regularly be driving e.g. & now shrugmoji#discovering Unheard By Me Music From Whenever like i'm open to that but don't seek it much. don't often fire up my own Liked Music lol#even specific artists like yea might listen to a single; what rarity i've listened to whole New To Me albums#think last time i did was like whew ok for crj....wouldn't do it again prob lol i was like this is too much All About Romance Generic#meanwhile cabaret random new song like oh fun to listen funnily specific funly acted And i cried (even had romance; hooking up)#going like oh this is just like the black suits to me & gongeous melody/singing that's also just in a style a straightup pop non live#recorded song wouldn't necessarily. oh this song doesn't Need to go ''& i'm an astronaut in space'' a few lines in but god why not?#& thank fuck it does like hip hooray something exists to be fun in funny unexpected weird idiosyncratic ways. please please tyssm#meanwhile also speaking of artists like Yes sure random joe iconis song. so vivacious it can be like oh This refrainyeah i've heard this 1#yknow presumably like even amidst theatre musical acting Music realm there's still the ''ah less character(tm)'' oeuvre but like#impassively pivoting walking away / not having much of an inroad to walk Up to that in the first place#whereas like oh will roland singing what itself could just be considered a Love Song? it'll have specificities &/or certainly Character#& what i wouldn't care at all about from someone else like If You Can Do Specificass Funny Little Material i'll watch you do anything#& ofc be more poised to get invested right off have a good time w/Whatever the material is
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