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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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"Follow me!"
#hhhhi#I like tjem#also I am never attempting to draw guns. again#if you point any errors I WILL steal your doorhinges btw I KNOW#note to self: make them look older 🥰#anywas all that stuff aside#they had a date on the battlefield :)#and then went corpse hunting together!!!#they make out furiously off camera#blood and all#must draw them more to get the hang of their features……#later though.. coleg first#bush art#tf2#team fortress 2#heavy tf2#medic tf2#heavymedic#red oktoberfest#tw blood#cw blood#tw corpse#uhhhh if I should add more tws let me knowww#no backgrounds cause hell fuckin no dude I was already struggling eith everything else-#ok. enough stalling time to go back into my moss hole byeeee#AUGH CLICK FOR BETTER QUALITY IT'S KIND OF ASS NOW THAT I SEE IT ON MY PHONE OK BYE
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Richie doodles bc my two current WIPs are actively trying to murder me dead.
Feat. my trans + hard of hearing HCs
#sorry but the idea of Hoh Richie makes me so happy#as someone who is deaf in their right ear#I looked at this skrunkly little teenage boy and said you know what?#he’s just like me actually#I need someone who understands the struggle#plus trans bc also just like me fr#I have thoughts about him#no but seriously those WIPs are kicking my ass#I’m debating even finishing one of them#ugh why’d art have to be so hard#idk if these are my permanent designs for Richie but they’re fine for now#I just had to draw something that wasn’t my other projects#and thus#this#hatchetfield#nerdy prudes must die#Npmd#richie lipschitz#Starkid#jon matteson#my art#:)
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#id in alt#ultrakill#mysterious druid knight#v1#v1mdk#vm's art#so many thoughts of these two not enough brainpower to coherently say or draw all of them. im so ill and insane#also i have been struggling drawing recently but i needed to draw them so i pushed through anyways. i must for them
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Woe! Loop doodle be upon ye
#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#isat art#isat fanart#art#my art#haven't posted an art here in a bit and thought#'might as well practice drawing loop head shape'#because it is a struggle#also if they are in my head always i must also put them in your head too#so#woe#loop stare be upon ye
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Hornfels and Slate! That just leaves Esker if it's even possible ...
Two things I realized while making these. One, the founders are younger than I thought they were. Two, why the hell does Slate wear their helmet everywhere? Would you even call that a helmet? A welding mask? It looks like a bucket-
Anyways, I had no clue what I was doing for these two cause I was too lazy to find good pictures of them and my friend wouldn't get on the game for me so .. I did my best. I kind of imagined Hornfels wearing some really traditional dresses or skirts to make the older Hearthians happy because they're nice. And then just being really uncomfortable the whole time
#outer wilds#outer wilds hornfels#outer wilds slate#I promise I like slate but.#why must I struggle to draw them#traditional art#dress saga
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i like him. i like him a lot :) ty to @izak-gov for making this months top white man <3
bonus under the cut [ cw blood ; cw flashing lights ]
the bloody version :3
and the speedpaint:
real time: 2.5 hours; speedpaint time: 2 minutes
#chess draws#i like him..#which is why i must bathe him in blood#i went on so many side quests for this thing. i actually ended up finding a graffiti generator site and ALMOST used it#but then i felt embarrassed cuz. i already ended up using a png as the bg. so i figured i might as well should draw it...#which is why you see me struggle to draw a circle LMAO#and. lets all collectivelly ignore the attempted brick wall i wanted to draw yea? thanks#also i realized he doesnt have his piercings. thats on me; i forgor. and. im not going back to add them; im starving and need a snack
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re:kinder goofy (for the most part) doodle dump !!! last two are from. five months ago when i was barely starting to draw these characters but i found them amusing 😊 enjoy snacks
#re:kinder#fanart#doodles#hiroto re:kinder#rei re:kinder#shunsuke takano#aya re:kinder#yuuichi mizuoka#and company !!!#isnt it fun to see how i struggle to keep ym art style consistent even through my doodles isnt tjat awesome#miss mizuoka is there so i dont forget the fact i can draw adults but i dont wanna draw anything that isnt rekinder related#not because of anything serious just because my brain feels the barrier of being FORCED to draw other media...#must draw character from comfort media ONLY !!!! /lh#ou do forgive the goofy look of chie's cat i eont know how to draw a cat to save my life im so sorry#learned nothing from warrior cats phase 😞#for the uninformed the mistresses are holding tazos which are. idk little plastic disk things that used to come in potato chips in latam#its like em beyblades for americans (i think) . brag yo dragon ball tazo collection and fight with em#oh yeah ARE THOSE YUUICHI'S OCS LIKE GENUINELY ARE THE MISTRESSES HIS OCS OR IN UNIVERSE FAIRYTALE CHARACTERS#i ask myself that often like. is he just good at character design at 8 why do his monsters have such variety and nice color palettes#the sizes i drew for the mistresses are VERY VERY messy and i would likely draw them differently scale wise . but who care for funny doodle#sixth doodle pic was a palette cleanser after fighting for my life imitating 10 year old me's art style#i drew yuuichi as i would have as a child and i got afraid i would forget how to draw him in my current art style for some reason#its so runny now that i think about it#so many more things can be said but im zzzźzz good good night
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Hermittober Day 20: Heights!
Salutes to the brave warriors (team TIES) who first claimed the Sky (the og Skynet) and then proceeded to cause everyone else to fall off the skynet and it's copies (includeing themselves)
#hermittober#limited life#impulsesv#team ties#mcyt#the rest of team ties is there i've just not gonna tag them bc they aren't in focus#i struggled real hard with the perspective on this idk if you can tell#it's also life series day which i have been distracting myself with but no! must complete today's thing!#my art#phoenix draws
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weird purple things i keep in my pocket at all times (im playing with them like dolls)
#my art#my funky guys#thinking about them..............#also uhh im debating whether to make zoras burn scar a result of a childhood accident or her getting it later in life#idk yet#in the last drawing een must be standing on a stool or something btw bc theyre not NEARLY this tall#either that or zora is crouching#cartoon blood#i LOVE drawing these guys........ even if i struggle w drawing their faces consistent lol#esp znahor. my mans face changes shape every two seconds...... sad!
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This is a very serious story about a man named Stanley (Patreon)
#Doodles#The Stanley Parable#TSP#Just kidding I tricked you it's more silly fluff! But it is still about Stanley haha#Starting off with just some general doodles because Fun To Draw <3#I was trying to draw Stanley pursing his lips from a side angle 'cause lip expressions are something I struggle with and yup! That tracks#He does look cute tho haha spacey boy thinking in emoticons#More Narra floof - trying to even out his hair but it's harder than I thought! Hm!#The ''long side'' (really just the side opposite of his part) has more volume so it's hard to get them to convincingly ''match'' lol#Doesn't help when he has it all mussed haha#Sleepy lads <3 Sleeping together but so grumpily barely touching! No snuggles! Protect the chest and don't get cozy!#Yeah that lasted all of like five minutes once they were both asleep lol Stanley must cuddle the warm spot on his mattress haha#I'm quite pleased with that one especially haha ♫ Sin looks so open and unbothered and relaxed and his hand ah <3#Narra's so put out (but he does secretly like to be snuggled. He's never admit it tho!)#You might notice I also tried a different eyelid fold style for funsies in the first Stanley-solo and them sleeping together#It was in fact funsies! Haha#I still like the simple dot-folds but every once in a while it's fun >:3c#Capping off with more size silliness hehe - if he can go very big why not very small! Put a Narrator in your pocket and walk around with him#He'll complain the whole time that your pocket is cramped and you did a bad job in picking fabric haha#Oh but he'd be especially cute in Stanley's breast pocket <3#Also he's not speaking in that one I just didn't know how else to express that thought about Narra being So y'know? Lol#Cute lads <3
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Would you still like me if i was cringe and mixed my fandom sketchies with my oc sketchies on the same page?
#trying to convince myself to draw my oc's more. and my brain is like 'they must be separate' but then I end up not drawing them :/#because there is no blorbo oc content if I do not make it :'/#boy howdy apparently my brain is juice because I struggled writing the word 'content' for a hot minute there#what'd they do to me at the hospital yesterday? Shoot Dang / j
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15 people, 15 questions
Tagged by @ultfreakme thank you!! 💕💕
1.) Are you named after anyone?
My first name is biblical and since my parents are Christian and my sibling also has a biblical name, I always presumed it was bc of that. My middle name though is actually a last name from my lineage
2.) When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday! It was day 2 of being home alone since my roommate left for the week and I was feeling particularly lonely since another friend wasn't able to hang out with me the last couple of days in addition to feeling isolated from family during the holiday season Plus being on my period --- yeahhh
3.) Do you have kids?
No. Nope. Nuh uh. Ask me again in 10 years
4.) What sports do you play/have played?
I did volleyball and basketball a lot in my youth, did soccer in elementary school
5.) Do you use sarcasm?
Sometimes. Mostly only with friends when we know we are being sarcastic and are playing it up? Otherwise, I'm just such a literal person I hardly use it elsewhere (even when my friends and I are joking/using sarcasm we often say "just kidding" afterwards)
6.) What’s the first thing you notice about people?
Honestly height and hair. I have such bad face blindness, and I've had it forever. But I'll remember if someone was taller/shorter than me and their hair color
7.) What’s your eye colour?
Grayish blue. They were described like ice before if that helps
8.) Scary movies or happy endings?
Depends on my mood. I like horror movies and there are just so many different kinds- I haven't found a movie that genuinely scares me in a long time though... The last one I remember was Nope. I walked out of the theater and was just watching all the clouds in the sky fkdlsajf
9.) Any talents?
Nothing is really coming to mind... I guess I'm crafty? And it shows itself in different ways. I enjoy the process of creating. Be it in writing or drawing or baking and decorating or following steps- I enjoy having a vision and creating it
10.) Where were you born?
Usa
11.) What are your hobbies?
I read books and fanfiction, I write fanfiction, watch anime and shows, cook, bake, play genshin impact. I've been playing wordle every day for almost a year now. I like tactical stuff with instructions- like legos or putting together furniture- I got this DIY book nook last week and spent like 8 hours putting it together. In school as part of the STEM program we learned how to draft both by hand and on the computer through CAD and Solidworks- those were fun. I miss that. Again it uses that same part of the brain as legos. I also like playing with cards. I have solitaire and pinocle on my phone. I was also learning how to play chess (like the strategy part)
12.) Do you have any pets?
My family home has the cat I got my 8th birthday (barn cat, brown tabby with four white socks on his paws). In the apartment though there is my roommate's black lab, half ragdoll half Siamese cat, and who knows how many fish that keep having babies
13.) How tall are you?
5'10'' (on a good day sshhh)
14.) Favourite subject in school?
MATH HELLO! (......... but also the drafting classes damn i miss those)
15.) Dream job?
Can there be such a thing as having extreme trivia knowledge on my fandoms? I'd like that alot but otherwise.... I'd like to work at one of those cat [Blank] things. Be it a café or a bar or a bookstore (that'd be awesome!!) I think that would be fun
Tagging @alienjack @szivtalan @glitt-erm @amnestyaubrey @farklelucas @brazilian-whalien52 @bloodyspade0000 @traditionalartist @illbebuyingallofthoseflowers and anyone else who sees this and wants to hop in ���️
#ask game#tags#personal questions?#the talent and hobby one were hard#bc yeah i can do things! paint draw write sing! but i wouldnt necessarily say im Talented at them. i can pluck at a piano. dont give me a#song and expect me to play good/well in a week though.#the one thing i thought i could say i excel in was math and thats...#dont ask me to do simple math like add two numbers. i suck at quick math like that that relies on memory. bc yeah i know what 6×7 is! or#18+5! but it takes my brain a moment to find the answer or remember and process the way to solve something.#but i say i majored in math and people oooo and ahhhh and say you must be good at math!!#i hate math!!#and like- yes and i get it. sometimes i do to.#to want to major in math means you must have had some success and fallen in love with it. and yeah that success can come through innate ski#ll or trial or both.#i found that my love for math deepens when i struggle bc that makes the success that much sweeter.#i feel like there is a connection in this struggle and solving with the bringing about a vision from crafting...#maybe they just have a similar feeling of success. maybe thats all...#but its not i feel in my gut that its not.#writing a proof and beginning with a vision and seeing where the logic leads is very similar to starting a project- be it building something#or writing a novel or starting a painting. you follow the flow and see where it leads you. access if its met its goal or expectations.#and fix the mistakes and if necessary start all over with a new approach.#it is creation.#sorry for the ramblings
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I've told myself that I'm not buying new dolls for the rest of 2024+all of 2025, but I'm already feeling super weird that I am not waiting for any orders at all.
Like, yeah it was bad spending habits, and I'm running out of space, but also there was something very comforting about knowing on bad days that I had something to look forward to.
Now all I can look forward to is the pain and struggles of customising my dolls, and then the disappointment of them never looking as good as they did in my mind/never finding the right thing I need for it
having a hobby is fun! except for all the ways in which it really isn't!
#I'm also struggling again with writing#let's not mention drawing#my wrist's still healing from my last crochet project#why must all my hobbies leave me depressed because I do them wrong#jau rants
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Whenever I feel like giving up, my OCs give me the strength to keep going. They deserve to be seen and appreciated by everyone else, and I'm the only one who can make that a reality.
#the fact that I struggle to draw them is a whole other matter (I must do them justice aaaaa)#artblock and burnout are teaming up with IRL bs BUT I am doing valuable practice AND doodling some stupid OC things#if you can't get naturally occuring motivation; store-bought is fine#Skye says stuff
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why is everyone so obsessed with picking you apart??? I've never seen any of the other blogs I follow get so many asks saying they're lying about things. do people not have anything better to do with their lives???
people have ridiculous conspiracy theories about my life where they pretend i must be lying about random aspects of my life bc they intentionally choose to fixate on certain things ive said while ignoring other things ive also said. idk why besides the fact that ppl on here already think it’s super impossible to be anything other than american, canadian, or european + poc + gay.
#they think bc white ppl lie about those things all the time it must mean i’m lying about xyz#even when i’m actively saying the opposite of what they think i’m lying about?? like ‘ur pretending to be poor!!!’ but never were they able#to point to a single instance where i claimed to be poor. while in an abusive relationship i did have several instances#where i was struggling to afford food or meds. overall i got like .. £70? and i#paid it back either thru drawings i made or by sendung money back when i had money#and some ppl are super obsessed w that bc how DARE i need help & receive help from my mutuals on 3 occasions 5 years ago?!#anyways… idk i’m like pretty transparent so maybe it made them have a parasocial relationship w me or sth
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