#struck by inspiration

[mavuitano]

Audio by ProZD - Shipping Characters

[sighcomics]

I rushed home to make this

2007

[seaniepop]

woke up from a nap where I was having an upsetting and difficult dream.

it took me back to a time when I was struggling a lot more mentally, and then gave me an illness I already am concerned about getting, but this time a worse new made-up version.

the peculiar thing was that I suddenly had a support system where I never had before. I wasn't the only one suffering, there was another person there and we talked with the doctor who was exhaustively trying to help study our conditions while also trying to connect us to the others around the world with it.

we were all scared of what it meant, how long we had, how it was going to affect our families, our schooling and jobs.

I know our brains reuse faces and people from our lives to populate our dreams, it was still weird to see some of them, but mostly people I wish I could have expressed my affection for them in the past.

it confused my timeline a little, adding in the weight of caring for my family members (within the last 7 years) with when I was in my twenties and trying to work and learn. there were individuals who I knew from high school, including an educator as well as a peer I always had a soft spot for and admired her when she came into her own years later.

they warned me about how I needed to be careful about my health or else I could get weak and waste away.

after a while, it all started to sound like white noise.

the only good thing that occurred was I finally felt like I was getting help for the burdens I have had to shoulder for so much of my life.

pretty sure others were volunteering to help take care of the family members, and essentially no longer make it my responsibility.

I did feel like I was being asked to eventually say goodbye to almost everyone that I knew, and even worse, would probably never see again.

I was going to be moved to a site where I could be looked after as well as help study the condition, but this meant I would probably never see another soul outside of the pool of patients or the staff caring for us.

I knew it was for the best and they would help me collect my belongings for the sake of comfort, but it was strange being surgically removed from my life and put into a lab for probably the rest of my indeterminate life.

[what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom]

Suddenly, bell bottoms aren't so bad

Bonus sketch, because I had to vv

"Stop checking out my assistant, Stanley."

[nero-neptune]

…we’ll show ‘em what we all mean!

[theonevoice]

Literally how the only fic - if you can call it that - that I managed to write since I'm here came in existence (the lady sitting next to me on that train still remembers me, I am sure).

fics that are like 500 to 1200 words or so often have a particular kind of energy to me - like the author sat bolt upright in bed, struck by the most brilliant inspiration of their entire lives, and then typed as fast as their fingers would allow them to in order to capture it all before it left.

oneshots that are just a straight, clear shot from the brain to the page with no real filter in between? that's good stuff right there.

[jack-o-laa]

The mom that stepped up✌️

[nouverx]

I feel the room swayin'

While the band's playin'

One of our old favourite songs from way back when 🎵

[greenleaf4stuff]

[seaniepop]

Where.. am I?

i am in the tips of my fingers as i gingerly brush them against something i want to gently touch

sometimes i am caught in the back of my throat desperately trying to be heard

sometimes i am in my lungs and airways when i am singing or laughing

sometimes i am hiding between my ribs when frightened or standing firm at my spine braced against my neck when i am trying to be brave

when i get to eat something delicious i am swimming between my mouth and my stomach, sliding across my tongue only to dive deep into my belly once more

sometimes i am in my heart trying to keep it warm and pumping to keep myself alive despite how cold and uncaring things may be outside

sometimes i am pressed up against the walls of the back of my head, shaken and concerned about the thoughts that are filling my mind like choking black smoke

often when left completely alone, i feel myself slipping out and drifting away, uncertain if i will ever make it back, or afraid i might not want to return

and sometimes i am scattered into pieces beyond counting, fractions of myself i entrusted in others, in the hope they would cherish and take care of that little part

i hope i end up okay, wherever i find myself

[pipfrankenstein]

i’d just want your heart 🫀

[mwagneto]

hungarian/nomadic magyar tumblr circa 998AD dashboard simulator

🏞️ vándor-ló-979 Follow

not yall still spreading emese's foundation myth??? she literally claims she fucked a bird????? like either she's lying or she cheated and she's trying to cover it up or well. i dont even want to consider the third option

🪺 magánügyek Follow

tengri forbid women do anything???

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🦅 szél-könnyű-szárnyán-szállj Follow

okay im sick of the discourse let's do this.

8,572 notes

🐎 istván-rovására Follow

that took so long lmao -> !!!!!!!∧◇ᛏ⋈∧

481 notes

🐴 csillagösvény Follow

i'm so serious rn if you support """istván""" in any way just unfollow and block me. we do NOT need him or his dumbass god and what he's been doing to our people to spread his religion is shameful.

🐴 csillagösvény Follow

btw we all know your real name is vajk stop larping as a christian it's EMBARRASSINGGGG

✝️ esztergom-örökké Follow

love seeing my mutuals reblogging this /s anyway op has multiple posts on their blog supporting quartering and human sacrifice. in case you were wondering. anyway stand with István

🐴 csillagösvény Follow

1) we dont even do human sacrifices, are you fucking stupid??? show me ONE post where i talk about that. 2) are you seriously forgetting that your bestie istván LITERALLY QUARTERED HIS UNCLE?????

#sorry to put this dumbass on the dash😭 dont even engage just block them #ur not making it up the tree of life lmao #discourse

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🌅 bolygó-kárpáti Follow

friendly reminder that just because you're white passing doesn't mean you're not a real magyar!! people with mixed parents are just as valid <3

🏇 attila-népe Follow

cranky coz ur ancestors decided to mix with the europeans arent you

🧺 lemezelő Follow

isnt your girlfriend literally frankish????

🏇 attila-népe Follow

you had to have done some serious stalking to find that💀 and first of all i didn't have a choice, my parents picked the tribe, and second of all she's not my "girlfriend" i got her via ritual kidnapping (WITH consent. before anyone gets weird)

🌐 a-kiber-kovács Follow

Couldn't you have kidnapped another magyar woman? Or someone from another mongoloid tribe?

🔅 hadúrsimp Follow

ohh sure so now human pet guy is gonna chime in to advocate for the kidnapping of our women while being lowkey racist. what are you even doing on nomadblr????

🌅 bolygó-kárpáti Follow

what the fuck happened to my post

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🪔 rakabonciás Follow

for the nth time, you're only a true shaman if you were born with teeth OR with extra fingers OR in the sac. the rest of you are faking & we can tell.

🦅szél-könnyű-szárnyán-szállj Follow

okay people keep spreading this but this is literally just wrong?? like congrats on the 6 fingers op im glad u and Little Golden Father have a special connection (genuinely) but like. táltos and s��mán and mágus and garabonciás and javas etc are all different things with completely different requirements and life paths which you should definitely know if you're claiming to be one?? especially since your post says shaman but you're listing the criteria for a táltos, and your username looks like a play on garabonciás so. which is it🤔 maybe get your facts in order before trying to gatekeep

anyway don't listen to op!! your connection to the Upper World is yours alone and you're the best judge of what the Fathers and Mothers want your path in life to be!!

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🛐 mea-culpa Follow

It breaks my heart that the majority of my people still refuse to see the One True God and insist on sticking to their pagan spirits. I fear that when judgement day comes, we will all be wiped out thanks to their foul godless ways.

🐴 csillagösvény Follow

how tf am i godless when i literally have dozens of gods? little mothers and little fathers are in everything all around us & it must suck ass to live in a world where you're not surrounded by the small gods that inhabit everything. manifesting that the fene and the guta tag team beat your ass tonight

🔅 hadúrsimp Follow

hadúr will literally strike op down personally. he told me himself. whispered it to me sweetly even

🐴 csillagösvény Follow

while i agree with you, i feel like you might also have ulterior motives, nomadblr user hadúrsimp

#but live your truth! doubly so on the posts of these freak repressed bible lovers. meanwhile on the #COOL side of magyarhood we walk around butt ass naked!!! op have fun never experiencing joy ever again tho #discourse

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👑 sanctus-stephanus Follow

posting from an alt so i don't get cancelled but lowkey i'm starting to think koppány was right.... maybe this christianity thing isn't gonna work out after all

👑 sanctus-stephanus Follow

WRONG BLOG

👑 sanctus-stephanus Follow

THIS WAS A JOKE. IGNORE THIS

🪺 magánügyek Follow

ISTVÁN????????????? 💀

[zzoupz]

fuck you I've changed and grown as a person. social media old man yaoi

[skunkes]

quick non joke to practice anatomyyyy real quickkkk

[mih4nn]

Exhume

[doodleous]

Like uncle, like nephew…