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this caused me a mental breakdown. i got real lazy at the end so deal w it.
say anything and my foot will be going into your ribcage (not clickbait) (real)
CONTENT: voyeurism (? roommates are present but arent written for) Exhibitionism, rough (?) hate sex ig?? praise n allat i cba to write anymore😭 Heathers reference :3 if u find it ill snog you 💋
NSFW DOWN BELOW
he is your enemy, and unfortunately you’ve been stuck with him and a few other men in a dorm for the rest of the year.
He’s a shameless man and will walk naked around the dorm and his only excuse is, “well its my space.” Which is an ass excuse in your opinion since he shares the so called “his space.” and plus it lowkey gets on your nerves since you cannot have friends or anyone over because hes just straight up butt booty naked around the dorm.
But at least its not a sight for sore eyes as his body is chisled like a greek God, why is he chisled like a sack of hot stuff you ask? well he works out and is a Quaterback and is the smartest guy on the football team, which is kind of like being the tallest dwarf.
But besides all of that, you had been given a box of chocolates, they were quite thin but there was a lot of them so you really didnt mind. Your roommates were in their rooms, well, other than him, mans was casually in his birthday suit as usual, so when you walked into your dorm with a box of chocolates his fatass asked what you had, and of course you replied with “some chocolates.” and of course his big backed self asked for some so you sat down on the
sofa and gave him one, eating some yourself before retreating to your room.
20-30 minutes later you leave your room, and Kai and your other roommates there,
him still being naked, but with a rock hard cock asking what the fuck you just gave him.
You read the label on the chocolates, **aphrodisiac chocolates** Oh, cheers for that, making it fuckin small writing in the corner, fuck you aphrodisiac company hope you stub your toe.
Anyway you’re stood there, your pussy glistening with arousal, some making it down your thighs. you were **DRIPPIN.** You told him what is was and he just responded with; “Great. awesome even, now im stuck here with a hard cock.” okay? you think, what did he want you to do? your in the same situation-
you were pinned under him, his hard dick fucking into you, his cock pistoning all up into your sweetspots, dragging his fat cock up and down your walls and you were loud, the ravenous nature of your coupling made it so you couldn’t do anything but take it, poor baby :( (CONSENTUALLY)
he gunts and groans as he pounds into you relentlessly, sweat dripping from his muscular torso onto your skin. He leans down, his lips brushing against your ear as he growls, “Fuck, you're tight..."
His hands grip your hips hard enough to bruise as he slams into you again and again, the sofa creaking beneath you both. The room fills with the lewd sounds of flesh meeting flesh and your cries of pleasure.
"Look at that," he taunts between thrusts "my angel is taking my cock like a pro."
his words send a shiver through you, his dirty talk only adding to your arousal.
“Shut the fuck up.” you snapped, but you couldnt help but enjoy the feeling of his cock pistoning into you laughs darkly, the sound sending vibrations through your body as he continues to rut into you. "What's wrong, angel? Can't handle a little dirty talk while I'm wrecking your cunt?"
He pulls back slightly, just enough to slide a hand between your bodies and rub your clit in firm circles.
"Now, are you going to cum on my cock like a good girl, or do I need to work you harder?" He punctuates his question with another deep, powerful thrust, his pelvis grinding against your clit as he does so.
he pulls back so only his tip remains in you, but with a particularly forceful slam of his hips,he buries himself to the hilt inside you. He holds still for a moment, letting you feel every inch of his throbbing length stretching your walls.
"Feel that, angel? This is all yours..." He punctuates his words with a series of short, sharp thrusts, his cockhead rubbing insistently against your sweet spots, making the coil in your tummy get tighter.
a smirk playing on his lips as he continues to fuck into you. “Look at you, getting all sloppy and desperate for my cock." he hits that one very special spot in you that makes your eyes roll back into your head and makes you cum on his cock, he pulls out with a pop before sitting up and leaning against the sofa, panting, congratulations, you had solved the problem.
#tokio hotel#tom kaulitz#tom kaulitz smut#girlblogging#bill kaulitz smut#tokio hotel tom kaulitz#k!nk blog#bill kaulitz#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#michael kaiser#dazai smut#fyodor smut#bd/sm k1nk#size k!nk#k!nk mention#trauma#hypersexual#hyper sex drive#still traumatised#send help#coquette#corruption kink#this is what makes us girls#meow#tokio hotel bill kaulitz#other tags:#idk man i just really fucking love pasta#im just a girl#can i get an amen
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vanessas "what!" in blackout came on as soon as i accidentally read smut so idk i think her spirit is in my bedroom
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Things that made me sad last week - aka I'm Looking at You Dangerous Romance
Episode 10...
I saw a quote from another show, that made me so sad about Sailom's habit of transactional behavior:
"If you keep treating everything as a transaction, you're gonna get short-changed."
And it made me blindingly sad because it is so true, Sailom is going to miss out if he keeps doing this.
We see this with him pushing away his friends in this episode and their offer of help. This was an opportunity to have an easier time but also to get closer and build deeper relationships with his friends but he rejected them. Not only did he isolate himself, but he hurt them and their concern for him and his situation didn't lessen rather you can see on their faces it only increased.
Then we have the escort scene where he almost loses again because of the almost sexual assault.
Even agreeing to let Kang "Purchase" him here is just one more transaction that almost cost them both more than they were willing to pay...
#dangerous romance#kanghansailom#perthchimon#critical obsession podcast#kangsailom#z rambles#still traumatised#sailom's transactional behavior
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every emre penalty goal brings a little tear in my eye tbh
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Listen idk where ur from but in England growing up you aren't allowed to use a pen until your right up in joint up cursive. It sucks.
i love learning cursive just to write text for exactly one character
#Still traumatised#J probably learnt it to be fancy#i really wanna die#Like honestly.#The drones should be glad humans ain't around.
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I was at a bookstore looking through the art section and I saw a spine that said The Camden Town Nudes which was interesting because this didn’t seem like the bookstore where I would ever find something like that and I wanted to have a casual look but like. This also wasn’t exactly the bookstore where you felt like you could look at naked pictures let alone just suggestive paintings of them, it’s a really small shop as well, so I was like right I’ll just take a quick peek, I’m an art student, I love history, maybe I’ll buy it. I looked both ways and saw the shopkeep had left momentarily and no one was about, so I opened it and found it was an entire book featuring nude Edwardian women all painted by Walter Sickert between 1905-1912 and it was actually quite a revolutionary set of paintings for its time given that it featured very raw depictions of working class nude women in dark London instead of the elegant, white bedsheet clad, Demure middle and upper class women usually depicted.
And of course RIGHT as I flip to this lady’s boobs practically taking up an entire double page spread, every customer in a 5 mile radius appeared from around the corners of the shelf including the shopkeep and immediately regressing to a wet, pathetic Edwardian man from 1908, startled, I dropped the large book which caused a giant SLAP on the floor in this already silent store thus causing all patrons to look down at me scrambling on my knees to close a giant book of Edwardian boobs and let me tell you it would not have been nearly as funny had I not immediately felt like some Edwardian local pervert who just tried to sneak a cheeky peek at the erotic book in the bookstore only to drop it dramatically causing a scene, red up to his ears trying to shove it back on the shelf. Like such a casual and normal thing in modern day but looking at Edwardian women suddenly turned it into this egregious act as I apparently became possessed by the spirit of a moustached man in a bowler hat and morning coat going Good Heavens I mustn’t gaze upon these images in public lest the constable haul me away!
#Like it was the fact that if it had been any other book on the same subject I would not have batted an eye#Suddenly it was 1912 and I was doing something scandalous#And I’m sad because I wanted it but obviously I didn’t buy it because how could you at that point#The still deeply traumatised soul of an Edwardian man prohibited it I guess#So instead I walked away with books on caring for antiques and WWI unironically#I need to draw this#me#laugh tag#edwardian era
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Nearly died <3
I almost got ran over by a car . 🪽🪽🪽
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dude, why didnt anybody tell me that cooking can be super fuckin fun??
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I don’t know if it’s just because of Alex’s personal voice quirks or whatever but Bill and Stan talk in quite a similar manner and my personal head canon is that Bill does it on purpose to mess with Ford :(
#IM SORRY BABY STAN#HES JUST TRAUMATISED HE STILL LOVES YOU#I PROMISE#my art#gravity falls#twins in time au#stan pines#stanford pines#stanley pines#ford pines
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Νοοοο 😭😭😭😭
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Manwhore AU headcanon
I like to believe Manwhore Ody got home shortly after the war ended because he didn't have to deal with any of the bullshit that canon Ody has to deal with.
Like imagine: if only he seduced his way out of the whole Polyphemus situation, he wouldn't have pissed off Poseidon, meaning he would've got home pretty much immediately.
I'm not even saying he had to fuck Poly (he'd die), but he could've used his babygirl looks or something. Be like "I'm sorry about your sheep, pookie *bats eyelashes*", but no. He just had to abandon all reason and blind the cyclops before telling him his full legal name and address.
#epic the musical#epic#the odyssey#epic odysseus#odysseus#epic poseidon#poseidon#epic polyphemus#polyphemus#shitpost#manwhore au epic#manwhore au#anniflamma#epic the cyclops saga#epic the ocean saga#epic circe saga#epic ocean saga#epic the thunder saga#epic vengeance saga#so much for the warrior of the mind#won't even use every tool he has available#smh#he could've avoided all of this#if he just used his head#everyone could've lived#eurylochus would probably still be traumatised from seeing his captain flirting with a cyclops tho#polites would be conflicted#he'd be happy Ody didn't choose violence#but unsure of the method#penelope would've been proud either way
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Do you ever think about how Bashir saw every example of his exceptionalism as a reminder that his bodily autonomy was violated and his mind altered against his will, unable to truly excel if he wanted as this could be used against him but also constantly pressured by his parents and himself Be The Best™ or else what was it all for?
Do you ever think how this dynamic relates to him being an Arab man and how many POC have to work twice as hard to be recognised and still have their achievements devalued in the fragile face of white supremacy?
Do you think about how the ultimate fear of genetic augmentation is eugenics and the elimination of traits seen as undesirable under neurotypical str8 white supremacy? And the view of those who are unaltered as lower? And yet Bashir, a goofy, twinky, Autistic MOC who shows these traits very clearly, is seen as one of the only functional, successful augments? How instead of cold, inhuman amorality associated with augments (as Garak accuses him of) Bashir's morality is so so human - every line he skirts and boundary he crosses a desperate attempt to save lives and connect with other people? How he views himself as lower than everyone because of these augmentations and views any accolades as bittersweet, a reminder of the boy Jules who he feels he murdered to live?
Do you ever think about how Bashir constantly lives with the blinding, consuming fire of Kahn noonien-singh above him, unaware he is the gentle shadow at his feet?
Do you ever think about the emotional rollercoaster of Julian Bashir and want to give him a hug?
Or do you only think of yourself?
#star trek#ds9#julian bashir#its bashir posting hours cause this wle is taking forever#the tragedy of genius forced upon you vecause of your autism and you're still unacceptable just in a different way#the tragedy of never being enough and always being too much#my traumatised girlies know what i mean#playing heavy by peach prc
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Your recent "The other tell Cal about Vader" ask made me come to a funny conclusion. Half the Jedi (of the last 4) have been physically scarred by Vader while the other half have been emotionally scarred
i was gonna agree with you but i think that venn diagram would look more like:
#thanks for the ask!#bringing back the chibi icons from november i KNEW id use them again#the last (4) jedi#ahsoka doesnt count as scarred bc she got better but ezra was still defo traumatised
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Okay so is it going to be addressed that Adolin grew up with an alcoholic father (with the whole set of organising an intervention at 15, finding him black out drank etc.) oooooor will the story be just as oblivious to it as Adolin is atm?
#Just another day of Dalinars actions not having appropriate consequences imo#Things like that are so traumatising irl and I feel like Adolin is still in the idealisation phase#I love my Kholin babies but you GOT TO digest some stuff from the past#oathbringer#stormlight archive#cosmere#brereardsstrormlight#brandon sanderson#shardposting#adolin kholin#dalinar kholin
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A few locations in Barovia Valley that our party has seen so far
#dnd#dungeons and dragons#curse of strahd#cos#strahd#dnd art#Barovia#Barovia Valley#Vallaki#my art#ravenloft#Barovia Village#pigeon princess#dungeons and dragons art#hey I love drawing backgrounds now#I have SUCH vivid memories about each and everyone one of these locations#unknowingly watching Viktor commit horrible crimes in the burgomasters attic#Luci dying in argynvostholt.... benoit seeing his own head on display.....#Silas and viktor absolutely ripping into Luci post-dinner in the carriage#Berez..... I am still traumatised by you....#babes in the woods#silas shaw#silas
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luca (d'artagnan) was also in skins with hugo (treville)....you don't wanna know what happened tho
Funny to me how an actress who played Milady in BBC musketeers was in a show with an actor who played Treville and in another show with an actor who played Rochefort. Collecting them like insects in the box lmao
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