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endlessfuckup · 3 months ago

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i have finally come down from whatever tf that was

that was the most unpleasant "high" i have ever had

definitely was not weed

#still have the taste in my mouth tho #it will not wash out #its nasty #spice tastes like stale cigarettes soaked in liquid chemicals for those who don't know #my vision was in slow motion but everything else was not #i kept spacing out #heart rate spiked real high #got dizzy #gave me instant anxiety and i could not sit tf still #i kept twitching like a crackhead #but every time i moved i got motion sickness #still feeling some physical effects #but mentally it has worn off #i am still pissed but there's nothing i can do about it #i did not want to ever touch that shit again #but if my mother wants to get all fucked up on spice and land herself back in the hospital be my guest #i do not give a singular fuck at this point #i cannot wait to get away from this shit #its exhausting to deal with delusional people 24/7 #like they legitimately live in another universe

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greatgoddyke · 23 days ago

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time to make your choice only you can be the one

#undescribed #bonk.png #ggg #great god grove #great god grove spoilers #ggg spoilers #<- bc of king n hand gesturing stuff for the au this one gets the spoiler tag #caption is a line from legend of everfree from eg movie of the same name bc its now linked to ggg for me bc of brainrot #first au stuff i dont like have anything really planned out n also dont really plan on doing anything with this beyond doodles #settled on inspekta being a horse bc i want him capochin patty n king to all be earth ponies bc of like permanent having it ingrained from #being an mlp fan as a kid that earth ponies are seen as less special bc they cant use magic or fly n that fits for story similarities #bc inspekta n capochin hating on patty for projection reasons AND inspekta's replacement anxiety n envy of king who in the au #is the only other earth pony lined up to become an alicorn (bc again being specifically an fim fan since i was a kid ingrained in with fanon #that ponies that become alicorns are almost exclusively pegasus or unicorn bc of earth ponies not having as clear of a connection to magic)#in my mind patty is the main character like the bizzyboys are also main characters but its like how the mane six are the main six but #twilight is the MAIN main character its like that n then godpoke is her sidekick (like spike ig but like mysterious stranger style <- idk #what i mean by this) she gets to be the protag bc the type of character godpoke is in the game n how im fitting them to be in the au doesnt #really work for a protag role while patty can be more readily slotted into mlp protag shes the only bizzyboy who cares about solving in the #game (as shown in hobbyhoo) n i like her so she gets to be the protag v-v inspekta is still doing the whole like shit from the game just in #a different way bc of mlp related restrictions n tone differences. the episode where luna goes to nightmare night after being freshly reform #ed walked so milldread section could run however cobigail's deal does run closer to that episode that to the game counterpart but like witho #ut cob having been banished for a thousand years theres no rift in the au bc its. mlp so sort of vague direction is related to the tree of #harmony n like maybe thats how inspekta powers up for the two parter transformation. a thought i had for a workaround for how inspekta keeps #king isolated was maybe turning king to stone n hiding her in plain sight but while that would slide in mlp (they turn a child to stone in t #he series finale apparently??) it leaves a bad taste in my mouth from the ggg angle so probably gonna do something else #art comments both inspekta n cobigail's pony names are taken from ponies i already had inspekta's comes from a different mlpied thing #n cobigail's comes from a fankid (spelled like kandi corn tho bc fankid's a rave girlie) the rest of the gods get to keep their names aside #from maybe bauhauzzo (whos role is undecided) huzzle n click clack arent ponies bc i felt it suited them more huzzle gets to be discordesc #bc i think its fun if like this versions god of chaos wasnt evil BUT that angle is used as slander against huzzle by inspekta #n click clack's a breezy bc small n bratty (we will be ignoring that breezies are mortal if i remember right bc thats not relevant)

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akkivee · 2 months ago

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i’m not posting this for any other reason than to cry over ichiro’s voice as he teases kuukou lmao 😭😭😭

#this is vee speaking #read an ichikuu opinion that left a bad taste in my mouth actually lol #but it did like reopen the question for me why does it need to be family for kuukou lol #like the leaders’ traumas are being healed by their team set up eg ichiro’s abandonment issues came from his father leaving first #and so his brothers despite also leaving him have stuck by his side after trials and tribulations lol #samatoki and sasara watched their parents’ relationship crash and burn one was explicitly a betrayal of vows the other a gradual decline #and so samatoki’s team chooses his side despite their varying agendas and sasara’s helped him see you can still save your relationship #so like……….. why the importance on family for kuukoulol #it’s found family too like even tho it’s now been coloured with the we’re like brothers or whatever #it still ‘all you need are a few friends you can call family’ as kuukou had put it #which also makes me wonder why ichiro and kuukou have to be aibou lol #it’s been a very long time since i listened to the sasasama track lol but i could have sworn they were also aikata???#and kp were each other’s nirvana???? which is crazy of jakurai and ramuda btw LOL #like i don’t think either bond between leader and leader or leader and team are any less important than the other #but like even with rmjk nirvana thing they’re still finding respite with their team so it lines up with their bonds both new and old #and the same can be said for samatoki and sasara!!!! sasara obvs with aikata and tho they wouldn’t put that name to it mtc are aikata too #so why aibou for nb if it has to be family for ichiro and kuukou lol????#why aibou???? why family????? I WANT ANSWERS!!!!!!!!!

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the-blossica-fan · 12 days ago

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Greta Hofmann and Marcus order in a McDonald's, and they get a happy meal for the former and a black coffee for the latter. Yes, their orders got mixed up. Yes, they're going to try them anyways. Yes, this may be a reference to an ask I did a while back 😭

I remember, the Semmelweis and Lorelei ask 😭

This time it's the opposite, how very silly of you. Never fail to impress me, or concern me.

Hoffman wouldn't have a bad time eating the happy meal, though the toy does go to Marcus since she's not interested. She'd like the fries but had to give them to Marcus (she had the most pitiful gaze known to man), so she ended up eating the burger and nuggets by herself, very enjoyable.

Meanwhile you see Marcus enduring the taste of pure, raw, no milk and no sugar black coffee. Girl would look like you made her eat lemons, poor Marcus. The fries made the experience tolerable but once she walks out of McDonald's she learned a new lesson, she hates pure black coffee now.

Hey at least the toy was fun!

To anyone else this would be pure comedy, a grown woman eating out of a kid's movie themed happy meal and this young teenager drinking black coffee with a grimace.

#reverse 1999 #defining sanity #i see what you did there #Marcus to Greta: How could you ever endure this horrible thing?#No really I never found the charm in coffee it's bitter and it tastes low-key like sewer water #errr don't ask about that last part #many things no one should have eaten have ended up in my mouth and the taste is ew #anyways if you ever see Greta asking for a happy meal for herself after this... no you didn't #she'd still have to give the fries to Marcus tho #wouldn't wanna make her cry

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descendantofthesparrow · 1 year ago

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Improvment check~!

im always curious about how much ive improved when i come across my old art from when i was a teenager still learning-and im still learning as an adult but-yeah, i'd say ive improved in alot of areas, becuase hey look i can draw the other eye now :D

#i really want a burger rn #but im still on a soft food diet for a lil while longer #my stitches came out #thankfully! i dont have dry socket like i thought becuase if i had dry socket-i would be in pain #so im all good #just a bit uncomfortable rn and have a bad taste in my mouth #i think its just covid tongue tho #i can still taste just-i have a constant bad taste in my mouth #i think the holes are the reason for the bad taste but i dont have dry socket-hopefully #anywayyyyys #i wanna cheese burger T_T

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castielafflicted · 6 months ago

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me: yeah i dont like the flavor of fermented drinks me, trying another fermented drink: surely this will be different

#zeph posting #i have no idea if this cider is good or not #this is straight up more alcohol than ive ever consumed in my life combined tho and ive had maybe 6 ounces of this cider #bc fermented tastes bad and ive only tried wine and beer before #so like. idk 5 mouthfuls before this #and i did not like anyy of them despite all 5 different ones being good according to my friends and family #im still drinking it because i paid for it and i want to see how my body reacts #so far i am way too fucking warm and also giggly

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hellsquills · 7 months ago

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Mark my words: the next Bruce Springsteen live album will be Live in Madrid 2024 (June 15th)

(If you were there show yourselves!!)

#HOLY FUCKING SHIT #I JUST CANE BACK FROM THE CONCERT AND IT WAS FUCKING INSANE #fr tho #this is my first time ever watching him live #i went to past Wednesday's concert too #but because of his voice issues and the overall sound with the amps it was pretty mid #which was kind of sad honestly cause i had such high hopes for it and sounded so bad #like i enjoyed it because it's the boss and my first big concert #but it also left a sour taste in my mouth :( pretty bittersweet #and like a couple days before that first concert i realized that a lot of seats were suddenly available again for friday's #it was worth EVERY. SINGLE. BUCK.#my mind is a blur i just remember shouting singing and jumping #but still i can tell i had an unbelievable time #i genuinely feel like this concert could be the next big live album #it sounded great the audience was great he improvised he danced he cried he made the whole stadium sing louder than the band!!!!#fr we couldn't hear him sometimes because we were having SO MUCH FUN #anyways i just needed to get this off my system before i start forgetting things #just. wow.#bruce springsteen #hells rants #hells originals

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tariah23 · 8 months ago

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I’m sorry but I’m never getting over Kendrick mentioning Drake’s cats name in the diss track bro.

#what the fuck 😭#rambling #I’m done talking about the most of it online because white people and nbs have left a bad taste in my mouth regarding it I feel like #whenever any black shit or art goes viral we have to have the same conversations about how our art is also valid and I just- it’s over with #but my sister and I have been 🧠 in #I’m just glad that more people have gotten comfortable enough to start publicly calling out predators by name #regardless of what sorts of repercussions it’ll have for their careers #especially someone who’s as huge as Kendrick man #that really means something #he’d have to reevaluate the people he works with in the future tho regardless of their legacies (Dr dre…. Kodak black…. and recently #posting a vid of xxxtentation of him eluding to the fact that Drake had him assaulted)#but I could care less about xxx since he’s an abuser as well so what would’ve been the point of calling attention to drake being a creep #towards little girls for over a decade if he’s still willing to work with a convicted rapist y’know?#I’ll always be a Kendrick fan regardless he does show that he cares a ton about our culture and black people and the sacrifices that we #have to make in order to survive and so on… he’s always seemed like a positive guy #obviously you can’t put celebrities on a pedestal but you get it #he’s that guy #I always look forward to whenever he drops any music because I know that it’s going to be amazing and that he actually cares about what he #puts out into the world #he’s not a numbers guy either he just seems to put out what he personally likes and what’s dear to him and it’s always nice to see artists #put their soul into their work #and make themselves vulnerable enough to share with the rest of the world #he doesn’t that all of the time man

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the-acid-pear · 9 months ago

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I really expressed this before but it's kinda sad I didn't find DSaF back when my sibling issues were at their peak bc I'd have been like straight up Branded if I met this guy who is a middle child and is rotting and has a strained relationship with his older brother and used to have to take care of his little sister who on top of everything is a redhead and 6 years old and is extremely guilty but also can have an awful relationship with her like my ass wouldn't have survived brother. My ass would have never came back.

#luly talks #me and Jack we're kindred souls and we'd have been more even so if I didn't get over my guilt #sad!#well i had a brother not a sister but he was 6 years old when i left and also a redhead for no reason #reason was i mean that our grandpa is a redhead but no one else was so the gene just popped back up I guess #but yeah like. i got over my brother pretty well but i used to be super depressed #i no longer think of them bc im tired of being disrespected lmao #the only one i haven't blocked is my older brother #you'd prob go a few years back in my tag 2022 even 23? and see me be mentally ill tho #having breakdowns over that shit #i mean i was robbed of my family but they see me as the villain so #our shit is more toxic admittedly #no need to explain the rotting thing also we all know every so often i start rotting #i was rotting hard a few yeaes back 21 or 22 #like when you taste your mouth and you feel it when your hair thins when you're pale and big eyebags #sometimes your organs just start rotting with you still wearing them and that's that #sometimes death forgets to pick you up

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bishonenspit · 11 months ago

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posting your artwork publically can be so rewarding and so motivating but most of the time it just results in psychological turmoil inflicted on yourself

#like oh my god girl help #im so sad and over my confidence to do with my art being paper thin and fragile but nothing changes no matter how much i like a piece #i hate the idea that artists only draw for interaction bc i definitely do not do that id have to be stupid to with the stuff i draw #but i also hate the idea that artists shouldn't want interaction on their work? like it's a very human emotion to want your work to be seen?#i just wish people liked my stuff more truly. im aware my style is specific and to a particular taste and ik that my work isn't the like #high flawless standard of most traditional art that gets posted. like ik that and like god i wish i had that skill level but i don't!!#i like what i do tho i just wish it felt like a lot of other people did idk maybe that's vain or something. I don't know!!#i wish i did digital art but i hate working digital lol #ppl don't believe me when i say that digital art is preferred over traditional online but i rlly believe it's true #and if your traditional art does well it's at the level of digital art flawlessness #im simultaneously like im too young to be crazy good like other people online but also im too old to be on the path to getting good. yk #i blame it on a small fandom sometimes but that's unfair bc art within small fandoms still does really well #idk i think im just a flop probably but also i think im insecure. schrodinger's online artist crisis #anyways sorry ignore this im just running my mouth don't pity reblog my shit or anything i don't want that #idk what i want but it's not that lmao #i think i want to be better at art and i want people to like my art. which i have like minimal control over.#being an artist is fun until the turmoil sets in

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orcelito · 2 years ago

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Can't let anyone forget about my practically obscene love of mushrooms. I will post about it constantly.

#speculation nation #im a little freak actually so i hope my collection of new followers r fine with that #loving mushrooms is not freak material but the level that i love them kind of is #this isnt even getting into my other odd eating habits. of which i have many.#or my habit of sampling anything and everything at work so long as it's Technically edible #up to and including plain matcha concentrate and rose concentrate and vanilla paste #and hazelnut extract and vanilla extract and caramel extract and #ive eaten plain coffee beans before and in fact DELIGHT in taking the lemon ginger shots. just plain lemon juice mixed with ginger juice #ginger juice as in just juice from the ginger. not a ginger beer no just straight ginger concentrate. i love that shit.#let's see what are other things ive sampled at work...?#plain sugar syrups. always awful. hate sweet shit like that. i will still sample them tho if i get some on me #uhm. boba dough. which ive heard unprocessed tapioca is uh. toxic. but i think ours is processed?#i havent gotten poisoned from it yet! and handmade boba dough is actually pretty tasty #raw store bought boba is one of the worst tastes and textures ive ever experienced tho #which yes i have sampled that too. and spat it out bc i couldnt bring myself to swallow. awful awful awful.#it's kinda a running joke at my workplace that i will sample basically Anything #i cant help it 😭 the other day there was a lil bit of vanilla paste left over on the tablespoon #so i just went and dripped it into my mouth w/o thinking on my way to put the tablespoon in the dish area #& the employee just saw me physically cringe. drop the tablespoon at the sinks. then rush to the hand washing sink to rinse my mouth #& he was just like. 'did you just SAMPLE that????'#& i had to be like. '....yeah😭😭😭😭😭'#to b fair some months ago he saw me sample the rose extract. run to the sink to rinse my mouth #then 15 mins later. not learning my lesson. sample the vanilla extract. then run to the sink to rinse my mouth.#the vanilla extract was slightly nicer than the rose extract. bc at least it didnt make my tongue numb (like the rose did)#Flavor Shock. that shit's real man #anyways ramble post is rambles. i just dont want anyone to think im cool or anything lmfao

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godnectar · 2 years ago

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Honeybun, we dont want you to leave, but you need to sleep. We want you to be your healthiest so you can be your best self!

It's exactly at these hours when 'm my best self, sunshine-

#nectar's rambling #♡ lovely pretty boy ♡#u still very sweet tho #mwah <3 #now fr-#i've been having two melatonin gummies on my mouth for 30 mins now-#and shit isn't kicking in in the slightlest 😭#it also tastes horrible-#but there's no way 'm searching for pillies ever again #so it's not my fault 🤡

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akkivee · 2 years ago

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Do you think Jyushi is still in high school? Or not? Because I've been seeing a lot of characters outside of Hypmic being 18 and still in high school

i’ve wondered about that a lot myself lol but i eventually came to the conclusion that he isn’t 🤔 i lean towards jyushi’s 18 and graduated since jyushi does occasional touring with his band, and even tho arb isn’t canon lol, he’s had part time jobs which schools in japan try to prohibit so students can focus on their studies

but all of that is pretty shaky ground lol for all we know jyushi may have dropped out after middle school like kuukou lol

#vee got an ask #since we don’t have a definitive timeline that includes months #(that way the characters don’t age lmao)#it’s hard to tell if jyushi’s 18 and graduated or 18 and still in school and we are just getting robbed of jyushi in a school uniform lol #the jp school year ends in march and due to the age rule i believe jyushi should already be 18 by graduation #so if bad ass temple formed before the april of jyushi’s 19th bday there’s a good chance he graduated lol #if we don’t consider that he didn’t continue with school in the first place lol #which i think he did???? like idk you know how jyushi’s band mate left the group and went to jyushi’s middle school bully’s group????#if they knew each other in middle school that would mean he left jyushi for his bully and knew it too #which leaves a baaaaaad taste in my mouth so i really hope he’s a high school buddy that joined the band later #(the sheer amount of guilt on his face said otherwise tho 🤢)#c: jyushi

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novelhater · 1 month ago

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immediately after saying i was gonna start posting specific novel reviews i encountered a run of bangers that i have only superficial complaints about (aside from the child rearing novel which just wasn't to my tastes subjectively). ha ha it's like i anti-cursed myself. anyway i'm gonna do a round up post instead later and try to make "what i've been reading" a more regular thing.

#i still have complaints tho don't worry #and when i don't have complaints about the novels i have complaints about the reviewers ^_^#the reviewer on rise of the othergod apostle who said it starts out good and then gets bad after ten chapters and that #everyone who likes it must not have read that far can meet me in the parking lot behind my local taco bell #so we can hash this out crunchwrap style (i'm gonna crunch you down into a wrap)#first of all the start of that novel is its weakest part because it intentionally mimics mediocre #transmigration novels to lull the reader into a false sense of reality and to mislead you into thinking #that the narrator is at all reliable and has any idea what's going on which he does not #secondly if you think those mediocre novels which you specifically reference are anything good to mimic #and that blindly following along with those tired tropes makes for a good novel your taste is awful and #you would be better off keeping your mouth shut and returning to your shounen jump because #that's about all the depth you can apparently handle #how dare you set foot in my kingdom of convoluted anxiety nightmare bl? scram!!!!!!

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schizononagesimus · 7 months ago

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being in a family of other addicts is weird, i never really thought of it like that but us all being in town together for my graduation has just been like (ENABLES U) (ENABLES U) (ENABLES U)

#i dont even think of us as addicts rly even tho we all are. like. medically and socially. hell i may not know him but my birth father is in #PRISON for addict behavior soooo #anyway i made some mild drug choices and though i was pretty immediately displeased with the sensations and their consequences nothing #overtly bad happened this time so id call it a neutral thing #i just had a couple beers bc i was sad and my grandad had an entire bottle of wine by himself prior to that #and like a couple beers is Fine but i didnt realize my tolerance had tanked and i shouldnt drink out of sadness and i only got. sadder. so.#at least they tasted good mm duvel (LOUD CRYING) anyway good luck babe by chappell roan #and i had some weed w my dad. i forgot how much i hate getting weed from other ppl bc ive never found a Soul who knows weed like i do so #theyll just go 'oh it's for sleep.' 'no like what strain is it' '8 #ignore the 8 lol anyway #'idk' 'ok then is it like hybrid or do you not know' 'yeah idk' cool at least my dad knew the mg #i honestly needed to eat like in a bad way ive had so much trouble eating recently even eating out so this was helpful on that front #think this might be my first like properly full stomach in a while #and i definitely did need the nap but i DIDNT need the muscle pain #so to answer my own question to my dad earlier that was a HYBRID with the worst characteristic of sativa in it #cause that shit makes pain far more obvious sometimes and man has my whole body hurt for a few days #anyway speaking of body pain im helping a friend move tomorrow THEN going to bjj skdnsksms #it's fine im fine #anyway yeah long story long im Good and i couldve refused my family's offers yes and i have before and have often while theyve been here!#but i didnt because we all in my family got that same 'ehhh fuck it i deserve this' attitude sometimes #but nothing blew up this time though i still didnt like it so again. reminding myself that even when it goes well i still just Dont Like It #ergo do not do the thing #sobriety update #drugs tw #lessons of the hand and the mouth

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yoshistory · 1 year ago

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CHEESECAKE BARS CAME OUT BAD 💔 ... i realized too late that i didnt have enough cream cheese that the recipe called (about 9oz instead of 12oz) which is why i think it came out waterly and thin .. baking more didnt fix it ... 💔💔 but its ok

#they actually tasted so bad it was like impossibly bad. it like ruined my mouth for a couple hours #i think even if they firmed up they'd still taste really wrong #something was very wrong with the crust even tho i followed those directions properly. it like bled butter/oil out it was really bad #when dad and i go out he always wants to split a cheesecake piece with me so i will find a place with cheesecake for him #and we will have a slice of cheesecake together again

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