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Improvment check~!
im always curious about how much ive improved when i come across my old art from when i was a teenager still learning-and im still learning as an adult but-yeah, i'd say ive improved in alot of areas, becuase hey look i can draw the other eye now :D
#i really want a burger rn#but im still on a soft food diet for a lil while longer#my stitches came out#thankfully! i dont have dry socket like i thought becuase if i had dry socket-i would be in pain#so im all good#just a bit uncomfortable rn and have a bad taste in my mouth#i think its just covid tongue tho#i can still taste just-i have a constant bad taste in my mouth#i think the holes are the reason for the bad taste but i dont have dry socket-hopefully#anywayyyyys#i wanna cheese burger T_T
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HEY guess who's being completely normal about episode 7 :)
anyway it sure ain't me, so I made myself a baby Malleus! I used the single-headed version of Choly Knight's hydra pattern (link will be in replies ↓↓↓) as a base, and just messed with some of the pieces to make him more Mall-y. including sewing all those little claw pieces, then pinning them on and realizing I actually liked him better without them...oh well. to heck with accuracy, I want stubby little dragon legs!
unfortunately, he doesn't photograph very well, especially his forehead scales (they're there! I promise!) (they're made of glitter HTV so they are actually SPARKLY in real life, yet apparently they come out completely invisible in photos, woe). but he is super cuddly and soft so I'm happy with him! just as in canon, he is a product of LOVE. :>
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers#toys#sewing#i impulse-bought the pattern the second i saw it and then couldn't work up the motivation to actually make it :')#until i realized how easily it could be malleus-ified#score one for hyperfixations!#(i gotta make the full version at some point though it's pretty incredible)#i will say that turning this beast after sewing was an experience. oof.#but he made it! and he turned out honestly way better than i thought he would#(don't look at my embroidery i-i'm still learning okay)#i'm kind of in shock at how well the topstitching came out out considering i...literally just drew lines in the plush with a pin...#and then stitched over them while trying not to erase them#hey if it works it works
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SKILL UNLOCKED, KNITTING ABILITY LEVELED UP
So I've been knitting a fair bit as of late, all sorts of shenanigans and funky little things and a thousand fancy plans. Only some stuff finished thus far, but a fair bit of learning new building blocks going on.
And in a fit of pique while trying to get some ridiculously tiny dense pointy picots out of a purlwise cable cast on base, being mad that my normal purling (wrapping the yarn counter-clockwise) made the yarn have to cross SO FAR to get back up to the needle, I just...crossed the yarn up clockwise instead, and it was so much better. Distracted from the picot situation by how well it worked, I wondered why it's not the norm, did a quick search, and...
Found I had accidentally stumbled upon combination knitting? Which (for flat stockinette and the like) involves purling clockwise, and then knitting through the back loop to untwist those stitches. And it has FIXED my purl tension! The left side of my flat stockinette no longer gains a giant, sad loop! (Hell, I think that selvedge might even be neater than the right side now.) And I still don't necessarily like knitting ribbing, or how it looks vs. other, funkier options. But a quick test of normal vs. combination ribs side-by-side? Hot damn, that combo rib looks GOOD.
...Now, to get back to seeing if I can wrangle those picots to do what I want, without resorting to smaller needles...
#knitting#combination knitting#I already often swap out increases/decreases for different ones I like better#what's a little extra purl (and inc/dec) funk to deal with#this happy accident on top of all the lovely tips and tricks and techniques I've learned from sites like nimble-needles#I'd also recently researched things like stacked increases/decreases (which have fun 3d potential)#and scalloped edges/making wide horizontal holes without CO/BO#and came up with an idea for a half-flat i-cord by purling the first stitch#which I plan to use to design a tiny snake pattern#(the nimble-needles alternate curly i-cord by slipping a stitch here and there is still a favorite)#(as is m1bl central double increase)#(and centered double decrease my beloved)#(and lifted increases my other beloved)#...anyway I'm learning lots of knitting things#and designing stuff in over-engineered ways#but unwittingly tripping into combination knitting has been INSTANT GOLD#...though I prefer knitting in the round/seamless whenever I can#so we'll see how often I get to use it#I might post pics of some things I've made soon-ish?#but so much is still in the design phase so it may be a bit
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being a line cook is insane but people do it anyway
do you want to know the secret to why line cooks stay line cooks?
We're addicted to a certain aspect of the job. A sort of combination of Pride and Power.
See, most of what is going on in that restaurant comes down to you. If the restaurant was a dairy, you'd be the cow, everything is based on what you produce; how much, how fast, and of what quality.
And it's INSANELY hard for most people to do. It requires you to keep mental track of tons of stuff while doing complicated physical creation in a dangerous environment under intense pressure
Any line cooks reading this? let me recreate a moment most of us have had many many times
For the rest of you this will be a nice window into the line cook experience
you have a rail FULL of tickets, and the printer will NOT stop printing more.
You've got a stove FULL of stuff you're cooking, and half of it is for stuff you don't even have a ticket for, because of something on a table that already went out was wrong or missing, or a server forgot to put something on a ticket and needs it in a hurry, or...
the tickets you are working on are for tables that finished their appetizers 45 minutes ago, and it could be an hour before you even get a chance to read whatever the printer is currently printing.
You have a head FULL of stuff you're tracking: how quickly the sauce is thickening in this pan, whether the garlic is about to burn in that pan, how long before you drain the pasta in that pot before it over cooks. As soon as the thing in the oven for table 31 is 5 minutes from done you gotta put the other thing on the flat top to go with it, you're putting together Something on your board and you can't finish it because you need a refill of an ingredient from the walk-in but you can't go get it because if you leave the kitchen you'll burn the thing in the salamander. And you can't plate the thing in salamander yet because the Something you're putting together on your board is taking up all the room you had left in this disaster of a kitchen
Three people have just told you complicated changes to dishes you have to organize and keep in your head. Something like
"24 needs 3 gnocchi not 4, and 2 with no rosemary; 3 needs all 4 gnocchi to have extra rosemary, 2 with no garnish; 22 needs an extra gnocchi extra garnish no rosemary, salads are almost out you can go in 3 or 4 minutes"
The manager, assistant manager, about 8 servers, and a fuckton of people at tables are all waiting on YOU with an impatience bordering on fury.
right? sound familiar? okay that's not the moment, that's just the dinner rush on a night somewhere between bad and average.
The moment happens when, during this insanity, you reach an internal place where you become completely overwhelmed. Panic and frustration and over stimulus all rise up and wipe your brain completely clean. You can't think, you have no idea what to do, you want to run away, you want to quit, you can barely think of your own name, everything feels completely impossible.
And then. The Moment
You pull it back together.
You stop being overwhelmed, you stop panicking, you insist that it IS possible, and that you are going to do it. You decide what has to happen and you start. You clear all the clutter you can from your kitchen. You pull all your tickets as far down the rail as possible and scan through the tickets on the printer so you have an idea of how things are going to go. You write down a couple of times on tickets that you would usually keep in your head but you need the brain space. You group the tickets according to not only time but what dishes they have in common so you can do batches of things. You decide if you can just get these two things out of your way you'll be in a much better position and so you concentrate on getting those two things cooked and plated. You beg the dishwasher to grab you the thing you need from the walk-in. You call your assistant manager or manager into the kitchen and you tell them you need them to start you 8 gnocchis: 3 no rosemary one extra garnish, 4 extra rosemary two no garnish, and one normal.
Right? Okay so first of all, as you can see... The job is INSANE
and second of all. Not everybody is capable of that Moment. The moment you stare already-existing catastrophic failure in the face and tell it No. That moment.
and you have to be capable of that moment if you want to be a line cook.
Which means pretty close to zero other people in that restaurant can do what you can do.
So now let me tell you a story.
I was 19 years old. I was a line cook at an italian joint. We're slammed off our ass one night, and the manager is in the little galley kitchen with me, and he's just standing there because he isn't good enough to not be in the way if he tries to help
and he's over my should about everything, telling me to drain that more or turn the heat down on this etc.
Finally, I stop completely, look him dead in the eye, and say "Tony, i'm not cooking another thing until you leave this kitchen."
I'm 19. Ive worked here six months. Tony is twice my age and married to the owner's daughter. There is a heavy pause.
Then Tony turns around and walks out of the kitchen.
What's he going to do, send me home? Zero other people in this restaurant can do the thing that makes it a restaurant. If i go home the customers are going home too.
And that's the real reason most line cooks stay line cooks even though the job feels like a war you never win.
It's that interplay of Pride and Power. For those few hours, the restaurant is happening because of you.
That's the power.
For the other part, try pulling a cook off the line during the rush. You can't. Even if they are in the weeds. Maybe even especially if they are in the weeds.
Once i was working with a cook who, in the middle of the dinner rush, sliced is hand open - a cut both deep and wide, pouring blood. No bandage we had was going to be a solution for it.
So he popped a latex glove on that hand, triple wrapped a rubber band around his wrist to keep the blood in, washed with soap, and went right back to cooking.
Because it was the dinner rush and no one else could do the job, and he wasn't coming off that line.
30 minutes in he had to swap gloves because it had filled with blood like a water balloon and was making it hard to cook. Leaving the line was never even a question.
that's the pride
#He went to the emergency room after his shift and came in to work two days later all stitched up and ready to kick more ass in the kitchen#same cook use to pop out back during a rush and power hit an american spirit#if you don't know american spirits are notoriously long lasting cigarets#and power hitting means smoking the whole cig in one long breath#that was my first restaurant job washing dishes there#wild experiences in restaurants absolutely wild
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Cobra Bubbles and George Hammond get drinks together
#lilo and stitch#stargate#sg 1#cobra bubbles#george hammond#this headcanon came out of nowhere while discussing how cobra was probably a mib with my coworker#but honestly i love it so much i lowkey want to write a fic of it
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Hi hello! I have not finished a cross stitch in three years! 2024 is starting off very weird, I literally got this idea in my head two days ago. Made a pattern by eyeballing a screenshot, picked my colors, and 7 hours later I have a Starlo. My desk now has 100% more yeehaw on it.
I first learned about Undertale Yellow just a week ago, but I was so blown away by the characters! I like Starlo a lot, like him enough that he SHATTERED my hiatus like glass, something I didn’t think I’d ever see happen again.
I stitched him on 18ct aida because I can’t do over one on 28ct anymore, my eyes are fucked up. Also “red clashes with my colors” my ass, he looks great in this red frame I had lying around.
It’s so strange, something felt right the whole time I worked on him, and now it feels wrong that I’m not working on anything else yet. I’m not promising a renaissance, but given my circumstances, there’s a nonzero chance that I’ll be back to my needle on the regular after THREE YEARS of trying and failing to start or finish anything.
Merry Leap Yeap, let’s see what else 2024 has for me 👀
(Pattern available upon request)
#cross stitch#undertale yellow#uty#uty starlo#my art#that’s a tag I haven’t used in ages!!#GOD this felt good#turns out I can only cross stitch in times of absolute crisis#that’s my theory#these past three years have been SO laid back for me that my art never came about#it didn’t need to#but now that I have a new job-ish#and it’s asking an IMPOSSIBLE task of me just a WEEK into the position#I felt I had to cope SOMEHOW#it’s funny the idea of stitching something ANYTHING again came to mind while I was praying in church lmao#god said ‘cope’ and I said ‘okay Chief’
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ARC-V Dubbed Episode 1... “Uncut”?! (Re-Edited 4K Dub/Japanese OST)
Swing Into Action/”A Trail of Light -- The Pendulum Summon″ [WIP #1 | WIP #2 | WIP #3 | Release WIP #4 (New!)]
Ladies and gentlemen! (And everyone in between, of course)
Finally time to get this edit off my project backburner, haha. After plugging away at this for more than a year--or I may have actually started this a little in 2022 at some point, but due to my SSD dying on me in October of that year, I pretty much lost everything and eventually had to restart this--my "dub-uncut" take on ARC-V episode 1's dub is all done! As when I worked on those 5D's "dub-uncut" episodes, I find that there's some potential in the 4K/KCM dubs, but overall it's hampered by the dub's music [which especially hurts for ARC-V given the awesome Japanese score by Kotaro Nakagawa], some writing/voice-direction choices, and other little oddities/cuts; like with that mini-project, the goal of this, as a successor to the dub-with-JP-OST take on episode 10's first 10-or-so minutes I worked on years back which served as the project's catalyst (now with better voice-isolating tech available), is to re-score the dub with the Japanese soundtrack, while also modifying the dialogue in spots to be closer to the Japanese dialogue (using either dialogue from other episodes or Duel Links/Cross Duel voicelines as needed) while editing it to the Japanese footage.
I'd been chipping away at this mostly for the past year, but worked a bit more on finalizing it and leveling the audio over the past few months to get it off the backburner, lol, along with revamping my subs for BelieveXBelieve and One Step (the former including a revamped edit of Sawatari's cards being hidden [as V1 of this OP with that was never released textless officially] and reprising my edit during the chorus to translate "KABA CARNIVAL" sliding in under the Hippo Tokens to "HIPPO CARNIVAL"; both also use the singable translations I worked on years back, though One Step's is shortened in spots). I also looked into commissioning a voiceover artist to provide voiceovers for the undubbed pre-OP prologues throughout ARC-V, and I'm very happy with the results provided by mattsindt over on Fiverr! 😄
As for the episode itself, overall they did a good job sticking to the original dialogue, so my edits were more to bring them in line with the original dialogue in those spots where they weren't. Gong[enzaka] gets his early line modified to include the names of the Monsters he's tributing; I removed Yuzu's "what do you have to say for yourself"/"figures" pre-OP; Yuya's "boulder" crack at Gong was removed; Nico gets his "as in free" line edited slightly to fit that part over the hand motion he does that was cut; I did have to slightly recycle some of Yusho's dialogue in the flashback because it was shortened some in the dub; I kept Yuya quiet as Sledgehammer [Ishijima] reacts to seeing him in the clown getup; I grabbed some Nico lines from the Maiami Championship arc to remove the added computer voice as the Action Cards get dispersed after the eyecatch; added in a missing "Ladies and gentlemen!" for Yuya as he swings towards making his first move; Yoko's lines during the Yuya flashbacks were swapped a bit since the dub swapped the scenes; I stitched together a "I tribute Hip Hippo to Tribute-Summon" line before Yuya summons Odd-Eyes Dragon, timing his hype line for it closer to JP Yuya's line; due to the aforementioned Yusho-flashback trimming, I had to get a little creative with his lines in the pre-Pendulum scene as Yuya remembers his words; I stitched together a full line about Yuya using the Magicians to set the Pendulum Scale to remove the "I'm taking control" bit; I added his "Pendulum Summon!" shout from episode 6 and shortened his "My Monsters [are ready to] swing into action!"; during the preview, I used lines from ep. 2 [or DL] that were similar to the JP dialogue, using a recycled "How'd he do that?" from ep 1 for Yuzu where it came up; and other little things here/there. Oh, and also, I've replaced and will be replacing every mention of "Zuzu" back to "Yuzu." 💁🏽♂️ (Still A Choice to change her name for a reference five people would get...) I might also be doing the same with mentions of "LID" to "LDS" depending on what audio works, to be consistent with the visuals [and later "Lancer Defense Soldiers"], while still keeping "Leo Institute" as an alternate name for it. (There will likely be some scenes that'll be in Japanese with hardsubs as 4K cut them, as opposed to trimming; Sora's Synchro-explanation scene in 10 or 11 comes to mind; we'll see what audio's available to make something work. Also, if Ishijima ever comes to Duel Links, I'll revise this to add in some "My turn! Draw!" lines lol.)
And speaking of visuals, I've also applied a few visual translation edits to help enhance the "what if dubbed straighter" feel to this; I translated the destination sign on the bus early in the episode, the Yusho poster at You Show, the Fan Appreciation Day poster that Nico shows to Yuya/co--a leftover from when I planned to sub ARC-V like I do my GX subs, before Crunchyroll took the wheel, though I had to revamp it (thankfully had it posted here so it survived my drive failure) and newly do the Yuya/"Special Match" closeup--and the sign on the building behind Yuya as he's crying during his flashback. I thought of resuming my attempt to translate the billboards during the early panning shot of the downtown area, but I couldn't find good enough reference shots for some of the further away/smaller ones (saves me some madness in the end, no doubt); I'll be translating stuff as feasible in future episodes, like location references in establishing shots/etc.
Footage-wise, I also chose to work off the DVD video I've had for years (with encodes for episodes 1-4 provided by GX_ST), largely because they have touchups done to the art/animation after the episodes' airings on TV that aren't used in the Crunchyroll or Amazon TV masters that make up the 1080p downloads available. (I do think the dub itself works off the DVD masters overall, and I may see if it's feasible to try and splice that footage as needed with the 1080p downloads, since the DVD masters are unfortunately not at their total best [how do you have a show airing in HD but release 480p DVDs and not BluRays guys pls save us Discotek].) I'd love to see proper/touched-up DVD rips made of ARC-V sometime, but as it is, none are available (not even from Astral_Union or NW-Sartiend who did rips for GX/ZEXAL and 5D's).
So, as with the 5D's project, I'll be releasing these over on NeoArkCradle (where I also post my GX work), as both an .mkv with the original video and a hardsubbed .avi with the visual edits, and I'll be making a Masterpost to compile the hardsub/visually-edited streaming links. The .mkv files will be dual-audio with this and the Japanese audio, with subs for the full JP audio (sourced from Crunchyroll with edits by me, as credited at the start), Signs/Lyrics per the dub audio, and Signs/Lyrics per the JP audio (It is funny how I didn't plan to sub ARC-V given CR being on it, but in revising their subs for this, I still made more than a few edits to effectively make it my own take, so I guess I am kinda 🙃 [how is their sub timing so bad])
Aaanywho, with all that establishing info out of the way, hopefully this came out nicely! Am definitely planning to work on more episodes, so stay tuned as I get those started. The fun's just swinging into action!
#my work#arc v#yugioh#arc-v#ygo#yugioh arc v#yugioh arc-v#ygo arc v#ygo arc-v#arcv#ygo arcv#yu-gi-oh arc-v#yu-gi-oh arc v#arcv dub uncuts#...now i kinda wish i could somehow stitch together a 'the fun's just swinging into action' line to combine both catchphrases lol#but yeah overall happy with how this came out and hopefully it sounds good :)#also posts for future episodes shouldn't be as text-blocky 😅#honestly the OST alone really does make a world of difference#found myself appreciating dub!Ishijima's voice more in part because the music actually made him sound like a threat lol#[and not just hearing it over and over while audio-leveling ofc]
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YAYYY the guy.....
#stitch art#art#reverse steve#the steve saga#steve saga#favremysabre steve saga#favremysabre#I CAN FINALLY DO THE THING I WANTED 2 DO!!! YAAYYYYY!!!!!!#giggles anf kicks my feet#i rlly like how most of this came out....#im SO excited to do galaxy but like. posing.......
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i got my stitches out today, which means im no longer wearing a bulky bandage on my right hand, which means i can confess to the dumbest thing i did while i was trapped in it. which was to put it into a pot glove and confidently open the open to retrieve something only my hand was too bulky from the bandage so the pot glove popped right off and flew up and landed in the bottom of the oven. where it promptly erupted into flames
#i immediately pulled it out of the fire with my bare injured hand of course#a beautiful cascade of bad decisions#nobody tell robyn about this post they’ll yell at me#i waited until today to make this post just in case i managed to do something dumber#and i did (fell and caught myself on the bad hand) but it was after the stitches came out#more information about penguins than i care to have
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Bby goblin’s scars study from later 2024
#Amri de Riva#le OC tag#le art tag#so I did vaguely muse about it but based on some dialogue in-game with Neri de Acutis#I fully believe Rook de Riva would probably have been killed for the Antaam thing or tortured/beaten severely#honestly strongly suspect Viago sticks as much of his neck out as he can#to get Rook out of Antiva and Varric’s timing being impeccable#also the fact that training fledglings probably takes longer than killig a full Crow anyways so it’s just a waste#to break a carefully crafted blade#and for my goblin daughter the other Talons 100% made Viago deal out the lashings#and filling out her own backstory her masters/the ones who trained her were so#incensed by what she did and how poorly that reflects on their teachings and the Crows they produce that they dragged her by her hair#off to get beaten for some odd 24 hours and was barely conscious and walking when she left with Varric#I'd say her scars are heavily visible bc they are all super recent - Antaam thing and Crows#but an overwhelming majority of them came from the inside#the Talons minus Teia**** and Viago who is a yeller but probably not that severe#and in my head it's like a lashing in front of the other Talons. It's to humiliate. To knock down. To make an example of.#maybe Viago would have fully just stabbed her through her hand and then stitch her back up again. maybe he would find a lashing + banishment#as suitable. who knows#just a Tuesday with the Crows 🤷♀️ y'know
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it ain't much but it's honest work
#not too shabby methinks for someone who has basically never crocheted#i did have to redo the pot though sjgfjsjkskskksj#the first one was BAD i didnt realize stitch count was actually important and it came out so lumpy lmaoooooo#i made this for a friend and like. i def have to give it to her but part of me also wants to keep it lol#but i dont have the energy/time to make another one like i basically holed myself up all weekend to finish this#the leaves alone made me wanna kill myself 😭#and i need to get this care package out asap its been too long now 😭#with this i feel really complete w my package though i just feel kinda bad shes gonna get my first attempt at crocheting OTL#i know i can do better with practice but augh time#ig an excuse to get into crocheting now though#so i can make things for my loved ones :)#i rly wanna make something for my sister too bc shes done so much for me this last year and ive been really#not good about showing my gratitude for her#0.txt
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I couldn't stop thinking about how Drac and Ericka looked like Lilo and Stitch from the "A best friend knows when to Let you rip into a bitch" scene and so this alternate idea of what would happen if Bill possessed Mavis happened. XD
Works for other things too, but... my brain would NOT let this go until I drew it.
Bonus: Ericka's sunflower phone case inspired by @heartsong1994
Original (Text by @letswishuponastar , gifs by @bolinss )
Alternate:
Prior:
@lovelylivelyv @black-ak9 @hotelt-resurrection @serial-serializednovelreader @deathfangirl9 @heartsong1994 @kittyball23 @drericka-prompts @monstetransylvaniasstuff @moraromorita @royaledevil @morsobaby
#hotel transylvania#ericka van helsing#drericka#dracula x ericka#erickula#my art#dracula#count dracula#otp#lilo and stitch#a goof friend#relationship goals#their eyes#XD#This one came out good despite the mistakes.#I'm proud of the expressions here#unhinged#protective parents#violence#chaos#you know things are bad when ERICKA'S the reasonable one#papa wolf#partners in crime#crossover#bill cipher#bill cipher gravity falls#(mentioned)
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2 memories i feel like sharing, & some backstory context: so my ass has been spayed, and healthy people take 6-8 weeks to fully recover from getting spayed. i, chronically ill, took longer. as with any abdominal surgery, they told me "no lifting over 10lb u could tear ur stitches." and for reference, my cats are 12 lb wonders.
so im chilling in bed. ~4 weeks after surgery. and my mother starts SCREAMING my name. like "OH MY GOD BORB COME IN HERE NOW QUICK QUICK HURRY OH GOD." so i do, albeit slowly because, you know, still recovering from major surgery. she's freaking out about one of my cats, who looks entirely normal. oh but he ~suddenly stopped~ and ~twisted his body~ i don't know if he's going to be ok. one mother panic attack and one emergency vet visit later (with my mother's help bc i couldn't lift my cat due to lifting restrictions) : he had flea dirt on his hind legs. he was twisting around to lick around his arse. cool 👍 (ofc my mother, on the ride back from the vet, tried to tell me NOT to give the kids flea meds, she doesn't know what kind of ~health ramifications~ flea meds can have if *gasp* the kids don't actually have fleas)
around the same time period, i get woken up by my mother screaming "HELP HELP HELP!!" the first day it happens, she stops within ~15 seconds, and i hear my parents talking before i fall back asleep. find out later the mechanism for moving the window panels up & down in the bathroom broke, so the top panel had trapped her fingers a la guillotine style. my parents joke "well borb if you hear your mother screaming... her fingers are probably trapped 😂." can you guess what happens next. my father was gone the next day, and guess who got her fingers trapped AGAIN by the bathroom window. so i get woken up by her screaming, and i have to help dislodge the window around her bare naked ass. and sure, i have sympathy because i bet it was really painful. but like. are you fucking stupid. my father had to literally childproof the window by installing a screw so the guillotine panel would catch against the other panel so fingers wouldn't get trapped. just so my mother wouldn't get her fingers trapped again. we all knew that if it wasn't there, she would 1000% get her fingers trapped again. but *im* supposedly the incompetent fuck up that NEEDS to be told exactly what to do just in case i, idk, have an independent thought.
#borbtalks#this isn't even including when the plumbing broke and my parents went 'oh a plumber is expensive :( let's just go w/o toilets for awhile'#and after abdominal surgery + narcotics for said surgery. they have you taking a lot of laxatives regularly.#bc straining could pop a stitch.#my parents knew this. my parents knew that physically BECAUSE OF SURGERY & MEDS. that i couldn't just. hold it.#or when my mother pounded on my door at 8am yelling 'BORB I THINK SOMETHING'S WRONG. . . OK NEVERMIND'#turns out the princess felt faint for a moment. so of course she sprinted to my door instead of. idk. lying down for a moment?#or the time the plumbing got backed up and everyone confronted me and i had to tell them i hadn't had a BM in over 48 hours to clear my name#bc they were all blaming me. what actually happened? right after i left the bathroom my mother came in and flushed 5 wet wipes 😒#AND NO ONE BATTED AN EYE#when borb might've backed up the plumbing: oh HOW DARE HE. he's an EMBARRASSMENT. what a DISGUSTING FREAK#when my mother actually backed up the plumbing: oh okie mistakes happen ^_^#god. i share two memories and it's like woagh here's 5 more related memories.#fucking. pattern of behavior. 'oh it was just one time can't u forgive mom' NO IT'S BEEN 25 YEARS OF THIS SHIT
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I am definitely showing off a bit under the cut because I can't believe this happened.
Positively losing my mind that this was my first pull, Lilia is the GOAT and no one can tell me otherwise. I love peepaw.
#not writing;;#Im not even joking this made my day;;#Lilia's General card came home after 20 pulls and now the beachwear card after 10 old men love me;;#outing myself as a Lilia simp ngl;;#I was so excited for this event when I saw the drop in JPN;;#And I was screaming because 99% of the time my pulls for TWST are GODAWFUL;;#Because I wanted all of the cards. Depending if Floyd actually makes it into my hands I may actually complete a full set of cards for once;#sobbing and crying and shitting myself and putting my credit card back in my wallet for once;;#In case you were wondering Lilo and Stitch is my favorite disney movie so this is just my hyperfixations all clacking together at once;;#mod Azul
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Rats commonly seen scurrying in the streets of Zaun. As a result, they've become one of Heaven's favorite animals.
She would love to have one as a pet one day,so, Jinx made her a rat plush!🐀🖤
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#timebomb#ekkojinx#arcane#original character#oc#ocs#fankid#heaven oc#my post#my art#traditional art#one of my favorite drawings of her and i drew it on the page to test out a pen���💀#also YES#that IS a teddy bear bonnet for her hair💙💙💙💙#Heaven came up with the design💖#his name is Mr. Stitches
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Silly Game Time: It's almost 2025. So what was you personal "Story of 2024"?
It could be a novel, film, show, or game. It can be one you experienced for the first time in 2024 (even if it was from an earlier year), or it can be one that you'd experienced before this year, but that you really likes or that typified the vibe of 2024 for you.
everything since May has been utterly awful and a I feel like I'm in permanent burnout. but I met corvid and will, so that's good. probably be significantly worse if it wasn't for them
#averillposts#averillasks#corvid 🌟#will ⭐️#tw csa and sh for the next part#I'm going to vent in my tags#so i met corvid in April of this year#and in late may he asked me if i had ever been sa'd#and i was gonna say no#but it was like it opened some sort of floodgates?#and a bunch of repressed memories came back#ages 5-11 I was assaulted#it slowed down when i hit 10 and completely stopped at 11#and then#less than 48 hours after that#i started cutting again#I'd been clean since 2022#it got worse#i had to pay the er a vist this year#got 10 stitches#and my friends keep saying i should probably be in antidepressants#their probably right#on top of being trans and dealing with massive chest dysphoria (which was worsen by remembering the sa since that was his favorite place to#touch)#but i figured out who i was this year#i tried writing again#i met wonderful people#its a mix of both#was this year shit?#yes
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