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Lorord do u have anythjng… to say abt Aiku and niou…. They’re so fine but i legit cannot find a single other person going crazy abt niou on here Guys comeon… THEY’RE BOTH SOOO BIG AND STRONGG if u have Anyything abt size kink or manhandling i think i’d genuinely go fuckinf Insane .,,,,
aiku + niou size kink/manhandling :3
a/n : IM SO SORRY @aikuposer FOR TAKING SO LONG ON THIS… (I made niou’s part longer for you :3)
minors dni
nsfw under the cut
oliver aiku
you knew how big and strong your boyfriend was even before you dated him.
sometimes, you’d see him playing soccer in the fields with a couple of his friends or you’d spot him in the gym lifting a crazy amount, which would keep you up at night with your tiny fingers inside of you, thinking about how easy you could be for him to carry around, or how he could just pick you up and press you against a wall to fuck his cock into you right there, or if his cock would show a bulge in your stomach.
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“ah- a…aiku…you’re too big f’me..” your eyes are all glossy because of him! you can’t even count the amount of times he’s made you cum already. but right now, all you care about is his big cock plowing in and out of your tight cunt. so much so that you’re practically creaming all over it!
“mm… you say that every time I fuck you doll.. but you like how big i am, don’t you? you’re fucking creaming all over my dick like a slut.”
it’s almost as if he could read your face.
“y..yeah… feels so good… gonna cum again..”
“cum for me baby.. show me how good i make you feel…”
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of course, he’ll treat you right after all of that! starting you a nice bath and possibly another round :3!
kazuma niou
“n…niou.. mm! ffuckkk…”
as one of his friends, you had agreed to help him forget about his girlfriend who broke up with him recently. but for some reason, you’re now in his bedroom and you don’t know how or when it happened!
you hate to admit it, but you always thought niou was somewhat—no, very attractive. you couldn’t help it! there was so much tension between you too, and now the both of you are fucking in his bedroom.
he’s so strong! his arms and thighs are sooo big, you wonder if he could throw you around and just take you at any time… I mean, he’s a boxer, isn’t he?
“you’re pussy’s squeezing around my cock baby.. you wanted this huh?”
“n…no I didn’t..! haah— mm…”
“you can lie to me all you want, but this pretty pussy of yours tells me everything I need to know..”
soon after, he’s throwing you into a different position all with ease! lying you on top of him, squeezing your cute little ass while he thrusts his cock into you once again.
…..
the next time you see him, you both are at your apartment this time. your roommate went on a trip with her friends, so you both had the whole thing to yourselves.
he’s such a tease! licking and sucking at your pussy even if you’ve already came with both of his arms wrapped around your legs. he seriously can’t get enough of your sweet cunt, can he?
“n…niou! you’re so mean… haah—…”
“sorry cutie… can’t help it… your cunt is s’sweet and cute…”
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#blue lock#bllk#bllk smut#bllk x reader#bllk x you#blue lock smut#blue lock x female reader#blue lock x reader smut#bllk aiku#bllk oliver#blue lock aiku#blue lock oliver#female reader x oliver aiku#reader x oliver aiku#niou kazuma#niou kazuma smut#aiku oliver smut#oliver aiku smut#kazuma niou smut#niou bllk#blue lock x reader
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This is what it feels like being a life wizard btw, if you even care
#not sure if this has been done#w101#wizard101#started playing again and im going insane#i cant believe i go missing for months only to#return with this#my post
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persona 5.
#guess who did in fact start playing it again#playing this game knowing the ending is insane. the fact that one of the first times you talk to maruki one of the answers you can give#about the kind of emotional pain you’re familiar with is ‘when someone betrays me.’ OKAY#JOKER AKIRA REN KURUSU AMAMIYA. no one talk to me im going crazy again#i haven’t even met akechi yet this is going to be bad for me#personal
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valentines day is lame its his birthday and im celebrating that instead!!!!!!!!!! this was soo fun i love these silly guys (unfiltered below)
#started replaying bug fables again a few days ago#and i forgot how much i loved this game#really this was at the perfect time so i had an excuse to draw them since its his birthday.#i really need to finish playing i think im gonna go insane#bug fables#bug fables art#my art#vi bug fables#kabbu bug fables#leif bug fables#chompy bug fables#honestly its probably better to tag characters a different way but at this point its their last name to me.#like thats my man kabbu last name bug fables. Kabbu J. Bug Fables
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Something something about Buck and learning and or teaching.
Something something about Buck teaching when he really needed to be learning.
I just keep thinking about how the show has increasingly - especially last season - put Buck into the role of 'teacher' - including his coma dream. (i'm using teacher for the lack of a better term!) and how in the aftermath of the coma dream - he's been trying to teach but it hasn't worked - instead he's been learning.
I've been musing on the fact that even back in season 1 Buck has been in a teacher role -
Abby learning to chose herself and go for her happiness,
Bobby learning to let people in and Buck being a major part of that because of their developing father-son type relationship
'teaching' Eddie that he could rely on other people for help
Maddie learning at Bucks hand that she didn't need to keep running, that she could lean on him for support and build a new life for herself
Ravi being tutored by Buck in the fire house
even Lucy being given advice by Buck - teaching her through his own experiences in dumb luck
Buck making himself into a teacher in his coma dream and the idea that all these people he has helped teach teaching him that he has a place with them and that he is important
and so many more examples through the seasons that I won't list or I'd be here forever!
Because there has been a lot of emphasis on teaching and learning since Buck woke up from his coma - he learnt he was good at maths, but then wasn't allowed to help Chris with his maths homework because it would be cheating.
used his maths skills to win at Poker - but got taught lessons even in victory - rather than teaching others lessons (whatever they might have been)
Natalia being interested in him because he could teach her about death and things going south pretty quickly when it became evident that Buck needed to learn how to live again rather than be stuck in death
And now we've had several mentions by Tommy of him teaching Buck things - teaching him to fly, teaching him Mauy Thai, all the way to him being his bi awakening is teaching him about a part of himself he didn't know. Things are turned on their head - Buck is the student not the master now
Even with Eddie this season, we've seen him teaching Buck things - rather than Eddie learning from him - Eddie handing over this really important thing going on with Chris - Eddie knowing that Buck would be a better option - that Chris would open up to him more - is teaching Buck about his importance in the Diaz family - re-enforcing that he is part of their life. Its also Eddie who has had the good advice for Buck this time rather than the other way round.
Something something about 'you like to be the guy with the answers' to Buck becoming the guy with the (maths) answers - only for it to fade away and now he's having to learn
Something something about the tie to Buck and death and the resurrection and how Christ was the teacher up to and immediately after his death and resurrection when he left others on earth to spread his teachings and he ascended to learn at the right hand of god
Something something about how that is the key to happiness and that is what Buck has figured out and that is why his journey to figuring that out has had him wearing the bright blue - because in Christianity - that shade of blue is the colour of the kingdom of heaven (because it is the colour of the sky!) so putting Buck in it at all these key markers of his journey is showing him as being on the road to ascension.
This post is a mess - I don't even know what it is any more! I started with one idea about teaching and Tommy and then more kept coming and we ended up here!!!!
#I know technically that they all teach and learn from each other and that others were also involved in these scenes#but I'm just interested in the fact that the tables have now been turned on Buck specifically and he is now the student#I think thats interesting as a character study - Buck who learnt to survive on his own and teach himself now getting to go back to learning#look here I am - atheist me blabbering on about religious symbolism around Buck once again!!!#Im fascinated in it though - especially in relation to Eddies catholic guilt and the way that the show is using much more#scientific symbolism around him - hearts and guts and the mind - all working organs (or groups of organs)#that have these metaphorical and intuitive attributes attached to them#but all have important real world functions that a human need to survive#and the fact that we've got Buck to this point of 'ascension' and Eddie effectively working on the last of the three - the gut#well I think that is pretty telling - once Eddie has his gut under control/ worked out (catholic guilt) then he will be in a position to#'ascend' as well.#and don't even get me started on the triangle symbolisim within all of this - the holy trinity and the trifecta of heart mind and gut#because they are playing into the triangles this season - literally every where!!!#I feel like at this point if they put Buck in purple (esp if hes wearing it when buddie go canon) - the holiest of colours and#one associated with magic -then I will be the one ascending - because that would be the ultimate#this show is insane!!#it makes me insane - I'm insane!!#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 abc#911 meta
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washington and california are the same person in different fonts and thats half of why washington hates california so much ❤️❤️ the other half is the transplants.
#wttt#wttsh#welcome to the table#welcome to the statehouse#wttt washington#wttt california#IGNORING THE FACT THEYRE PLAYED BY THE SAME PERSON#both have similar political beliefs#both have similar personalities except washington is more likeable#they’re tech guys!!!!!#washington can be just as much as a smartass AND nerd as california#that 'well yeah both have the same root word’ thing? yeah . that. californja would say that too#someone on here said washington’s a bigger mean girl than california and honestly yeah but they can both be mean girls#both gay too but u didnt hear that frm me!#washington sees too much of himself in california and hates it so he hates california#(and also he just genuinely finds transplants annoying)#its why he stopped wearing the glasses. but he started getting tired of contacts so he reluctantly began wearing them again#thinkin abt. similarities between grunge and hippie movement#<- im not going insane there right there’s similarities there right#one HUGE difference btwn them:#(and one that wash finds solace in)#california is wayyyy more hypocritical than him#i also think they have ~history~ and that may play into it#but u did NOT hear that from me either!!!!!#thinking thoughts...
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i'll be honest i genuinely thought patrick marber wrote dj for david to play him (what with the "are you a doctor?" and "is it time?!" lines) but i found out that no this was written in 2006 for the guy that played the lizard in the amazing spider-man movies. and also both of these lines are in the original. that's crazy
#don juan in soho#david tennant#the most notable changes made were dj's big monologue near the end#and also instead of dj saying (essentially) 'well at least i'm not a rapist and a pedo' he says 'well guys at least i'm not donald trump'#haha........ha.....................ha.....................#oh and the addition of a the music/dance numbers#i told myself i was just going to read the script but then i ended up watching the play again (while reading alonside). i have a problem#I KIND OF THINK DJ IS ONE OF DAVID'S MOST CHARACTERS EVER????????!!!!! im insane#like there are so many elements to dj that i really love from other characters that he's played before#like kilgrave's fundamental selfishness and how he never grew up n only lives for his own pleasure n hurts everyone around him w/out a care#ten's inability to live without the company of others and how he reckons w mortality and dies without reaching catharsis#richard ii and how he starts off unaffected/unlikable but you see more and more of his humanity as the story goes on + he loses his power#hamlet's revulsion with the inauthentic nature of the world that he lives in and how he struggles w his Awareness Of Self#but like i feel llike dj is written in such a way where he's intentionally ambiguous and it's difficult to pin him down completely and that#makes him soooooooo interesting so interesting hwoever this means writing real analysis about him is kind of so hard#i'm putting him in the salad spinner#and then im sending him to hell again god what a deeply terrible and unpleasant person <3
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i am slowly coming out of my offline mood and i know i am because i actually went through my notifications today lol
however i am avoiding catching up on blogs just yet bc that is a daunting task so i will say hi for now teehee
talk to me, how have y'all been this past month
#i personally have been going fucking bananas coocoo crazy over leshy/lamb#it has overriden narilamb i am not joking LMAO#I WANTED TO MAKE ONE CRACKSHIP FIC AND NOW IM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH#RAAAHHHGHGFGG!!!!#i also messed around with an android emulator and started playing my singing monsters again lol#actual banger game. leshy vibes fr#i added msm tracks to his spotify playlist before cracking open the game again lol#plant island go hard on the leshy mix tape#i cant get this fucking freak out of my head#hes chilling in there like a parasite istfg#also been going feral over lethal company. jester i smooch. coil head i smooch.#clips from that game are wild it is so insanely funny to watch ppl play#anyway that's my month lol#OH YEA and i nabbed the youtooz Helob plush bc hes one of my many husbands and i could not resist#im gonna forget all about about it and be sooooo surprised when it comes in half a year later LMAOOO#i have been typing for so long. appointment tmr goodnight teehee#grrr
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sorry for googling "is shadow of the erdtree hard" do u still think im cool....
#jk if u know me u know difficulty doesnt faze me i hope its a rl fuckin challenge#but just realised i prolly shouldnt start my ng+/2+ runs for all ending achievements until after ive played sote..#bc otherwise my first sote run will be on a ramped up difficulty. when the base dlc is supposed to be harder than the main game already..#and i might wanna complete it across multiple new games anyway if there are duplicates of stuff i wanna get hmm.....#well. in my current elden ring save i literally only have 5 more altered armor pieces to farm before starting ng+#so ill finish that. and finish upgrading all weapons to +24/+9. and then take a tolerance break to play a few other games#and THEN ill buy myself sote and play that and do the ng+ stuff after#also one of the main things delaying me getting sote was bc i thought theyd add new achievements for it which would lower my completion%#but they haven't??? so thats fine then#anyway i need to sleep. at least playing er has been helping me cope w how pissed off ive been again. we <3 violence#yaaaawn. sad i couldnt go to the gym tho i hope i feel better in a couple days time#i did go to work in the end which was fine lol. glad i didnt take the day off tbh#but yeah 👍#.diaries#also not being able to get any sote stuff yet is annoying me bc im using a spreadsheet to keep track of all weapons/armour etc#and i have virtually everything except a couple armour alt variants n the remembrances i didnt get first time. but my total percentages#are capped around 75-80% bc the remaining 20-25% of items are sote exclusive.....#thats an insane amt tho damn. sote must be fucking HUGE
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i want to read everything at once. which of course means i read nothing. obviously.
#i want to read the queens gambit and the lottery and night crawler and youth childhood dependency and the memory police#i want to reread meat market and brutes and sunburn and charmed life and the lives of christopher chant and lolita#and the haunting of hill house and her body and other parties and bestiary and the importance of music to girls and the theban plays#and so so so many more those are just the ones i have in a pile on my floor waiting to be reread but for some reason i CANT im going INSANE#also im super curious to read flick by geraldine meade bc i tried to start it when i was 14 but only got a couple chapters in before having#to stop bc i felt sick#but i dont actually remember why????#like what happened that was so bad#i was not squeamish or anything id read tons of awful shit so#we will see when i get around to reading it again ig#mo rudaí
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i’m curious, what are your thoughts on this video? i watched it recently and thought it was really interesting (particularly the “undyne is a bullfighter” part, i hadn’t actually thought of that/heard that before)
*sees ask* ooh is this the video I think it is?
*clicks link* OH BOY IT IS! :D
I find it really interesting! It makes me really happy to see a video that goes more in-depth with her in comparison to some of the videos I've seen in the past. I even have it saved to my undertale theory playlist! With music and leitmotifs being so central to the game itself and how people perceive it, I think the points brought up are all really fascinating and do a lot to let us know about Undyne, as when done properly music is such a good way to teach us about a character
Overall I really love it! There are a couple things I could add to it if I had time and stuff to properly arrange my thoughts, but it doesn't really add much to what's already been said. A good video I recommend giving a watch if you're interested in music or just Undyne in general
#:D#i need you to know about a year ago i was absolutely OBSESSED with undertale's musical implications#and this video came out like right in the middle of that phase so i went insane over it#but yeah like a year ago I was OBSESSIVE over leitmotifs and stuff to the point where I'd be up at midnight#with. y headphones playing at a slightly concerning volume#and id just be like listening to a song associated with undyne like 5 times on loop listening crazily intently with every single bit of-#-focus on that music in my body#and id be jumping in and out of tabs so a could pause the song‚ put on another song from the OST and listening just as intently#because the melodies were matching and i hadnt heard it mentioned before#and seeing this ask and watching that video again temporarily brought me back down that rabbit hole#where i was playing songs then playing the other songs then playing ANOTHER song because if you listen carefully ITS ALL CONNECTED#AND THE IMPLICATIONS OF THE CONNECTIONS. THE IMPLICATIONS LEAVE UNREMOVABLE DAMAGE TO MY MIND.#but idk how much longer i can go on about this before i start sounding insane so im gonna stop for now#undertale#asks#undyne#undyne undertale#undertale music#!!!!!!!!!!
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the aftermath of having 2 terabytes of storage
#i have never had a computer this nice lmao#i'm constantly so used to automatically assuming i Can't Do Most Things bc most of the time i'm barred from Everything#either by physical skill or money or age or location#so when i got a Nice Computer my brain was like STUFF I CAN DO?????????? STUFF I CAN DO!!!!!!!!!!!!#and just. downloaded all the games i haven't been able to play bc my laptop sucks ass#the dopamine rush. lmao#i can actually play skyrim again for the first time since i was 17 😭#genuinely getting this computer has given me the exact same feeling as finally getting my wheelchair#just the fucking sheer joy of *oh my fucking god i have freedom now. i can actually DO STUFF*#seriously being able to use the wheelchair has made me so fucking happy i don't feel awful when going to the store i can actually THINK#bc i dont have brain fog from having to focus all of my energy on staying upright#and the computer is giving me the same feeling of freedom like. i can actually DO STUFF with my computer and not worry about it crashing#i can record video now!!!! I COULD START STREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i can actually learn to code because the coding programs will run!!!!!! i can start making datapacks!!!!!!!!!!!!!#can PLAY THE GAMES I'VE BOUGHT OVER THE YEARS FINALLY#FUCKING THANK YOU STEAM FOR LETTING ME KEEP THESE GAMES UNTIL I CAN ACTUALLY PLAY THEM#INSTEAD OF BEING A SHITASS STREAMING SERVICE THAT TAKES AWAY YOUR PRODUCT *AND* MONEY WHENEVER THEY FEEL LIKE IT#like i bought assassins creed odyssey the year it came out and i've never even been able to OPEN it on any of my old computers#i bought Jusant recently because it looks very pretty but the game wouldn't let me download it on my laptop bc the graphics card was shit#i have a bunch of games that I've just hoarded on my steam account for years and now i can finally play them#i can get back to subnautica too!!!! and finally finish out we happy few!!!#anyway im gonna go continue to be insane about this machine i love computers theyre so fun
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jeeesus fuck the longevity records i have access to say i'm at 9.5 years fulltime?? i could be done in six months???????
#fucking terrifying i have no idea what im doing with my life#started looking into captioning again but i am. wary. because of hands.#idk what to do!!!! idk who i am!!!!!!!!#but more importantly I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL#am composed entirely of terror now no idea how to function like this#the timeline seems off though but i cant remember whether i started fulltime in 2014 or 15#i KNOW i hadnt hit seven years yet but i was only like three months off when i left#so i feel like it's at least a year off#they are Playing with me and i feel insane
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status update on my mission to 100% and platinum yakuza 0: completion list is at 99.2% and would’ve been finished today if not for pool (carom/combo shots- i made enough money from it though) and batting. my most significant peaks today were probably beating both so and jo amon on the first try miraculously and at one point i got like 34 points in expert koikoi
#if anyone has any advice on pool or batting feel free to tell me because boy am I struggling#and I’m so……so close#oh forgot to mention it but I also did all the climax battles I can for the time being- so a little over half of them maybe?#cant do the rest til I go through the finale and all that#frothing at the fucking mouth . I am so. CLOSE#y0#rambling#I think I actually like koikoi a little better than oichi kabu ngl. but maybe im just saying that cause I got lucky with koikoi#I do think I’m genuinely okay at it cause like I started to memorize the high point cards and the main hands (especially the high point#but still doable ones like moon viewing and boar/deer/butterfly) and yea worked towards those with my Choices#but still I wouldn’t say I’m Great at it either#not as confident with it as I am with mahjong#but no shit. I played mahjong for like three days straight where as koikoi I maybe spent two or three hours total on#eh actually maybe more like 1-2 hours. took me way less time than oichi kabu#anyway. very very close to 100% completion but still got a bit to go til I can platinum the game since I gotta#go back and do the main story again on legend mode and all that#the finale won’t take long considering I’m crazy maxed out in stats and weapons and all that but going through on legend mode + the rest#of the climax battles will probably be a bit more intensive#really honestly impressed with myself on the Amon fights. like. a month ago I would absolutely assume I’d have to have my friend do those#fights for me cause they’re fucking insane and both have 14 health bars or something like that. but I’ve grown. I’ve learned. i best them#MYSELF. and on HARD at that. very glad I did a ton of shit at the coliseum cause that helped train up for the Amons a Lot.#ok time to shut up and sleep
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Finished the 2nd to last scene of ladue chapter 3 and y'alllllllll this is literally so sweet. I'm giving myself cavities
#speculation nation#ladue shit#they are falling in LOOOOOVE#chapter 1 is goro coming to accept that akira is in his life now#chapter 2 is him coming to accept that he Liiiikes him and wants to kiss him#chapter 3 is him accepting he's falling in love. and ougghhhgngh it is so good#sometimes u roll a nat20 charisma check to get the prickly and Insanely talented violinist to fall for u#honestly this is a series of very high charisma rolls for akira lmfao. he is trying SO hard and he is finally getting somewhere#sit in on the pretty guy's practices for hours at a time and Eventually he may just fall in love with u#it worked for akira!#honestly tho can u imagine them telling others about how they met n started dating#'oh yea haha he thought i was a stalker' 'a what' 'yeaaah i was climbing up to his 2nd story window to listen to him play'#'you were What' 'i knoww i know it was weird. but he thought i was cute so he forgave me'#that is literally what happened hfjshfkdh it's so hilarious#but also the very fact that they didnt know each other from established parts of their lives meant they could be real from the get-go#goro not bothering being polite bc he was angry and this dude was being weird and he didnt think hed ever see him again#and akira just being like 'the most beautiful man alive is mean and thinks im cute. i have just lucked out Extremely'#it's such a chaotic start of a genuinely good relationship. and just. oughgnhfhg#akira learning more about goro's Circumstances and telling him it's fucked up & he doesnt deserve that...#the sympathy... the Compassion... im giving myself emotions hfkdhfjd help#anyways yea im hoping to have the chapter done soon. next few days r a lil hectic tho so we'll see
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my dear followers. watch me play osu
#crunchposts#(hi chat open the tags to see me ramble about my favorite animators)#this is currently my favorite beatmap#btw the video is called yoruwa honoka go watch it on youtube. and check out more of zemyatas animations and more of eves music#eve made chainsaw man ending 12 fight song youshould watch the original mv for it too#i love music and animation and clicking buttons to make clacky noises rrrrrhghgrhghrghg autisms at you autisms at you autisms at you#this FULL LENGTH MUSIC VIDEO was animated by ONE PERSON like zemyata even did the backgrounds and effects and everything!#same with fight song and a number of eve's music videos mariyasu is incredibleeeeeee#theyre currently working on a new eve mv AND a new manga series AND recently made a bunch of promotional art/merch designs#like damn i hope theyre getting paid super well and giving their hands proper rest! and i hope they love what they do!!!!#goddd and zemyata started out as an animation meme youtuber n im guessing what happened is that after he made his own mvs#(sushi slayer and its ok to envy)#they were so epic poggers that a couple music producers saw em and went hire this man 🫵#it makes me feel super inspired!! i wanna be Seen and Offered an Opportunity to Make Something Awesome!!!!!#god and i love his video where he reanimated his first animation its INSANE how much he improved within 4 years#like i could do that.... i could do that#realistically though theres no way i could ever work on one project long enough to make a full animated music video hgkjshfsg#GAAAAAAAAAHHH I JUST REMEMBERED THE OFFICIAL MV I SAW THAT WAS ENTIRELY DONE IN FLIPNOTE 3D i gotta stop rambling though#going back to osu going back to osu#full 3 minutes of flipnote animation........ froths at the mouth#im gonna play this song again i wanna get an A#UPDATE I GOT AN S LMAO
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