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mourningmoon2 · 3 years

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MARVEL OC!!!

okay okay OKAY. Listen, I'm primarily part of the Star Wars fandom (and random shitposts, but we don't talk bout that) BUT, I've recently gotten back into marvel by watching daredevil AND LET ME TELL YOU I've had this OC idea for MONTHS and I've finally had the time to write it out.

[Image description: A picture depicting a young girl in a kn95 mask and hood coving her hair is shown. They are angled away from the viewer, but her eyes are looking towards the viewer. They have a bandage on their right eyebrow, and a strand of hair falling in front of her left eye. The second picture shows a front profile of the same person without the mask and hood, but their eyes are glancing to the right. She has short dark hair with a small streak of white, a bandage on her right eyebrow, a black eye with a tiny scar above the eye, and a scar across their nose. They have a very faint smirk. Above the pictures have the words "Phantom/Daisy Dixon, She/They" in the right corner and "MCU/NMCU" in the left. Underneath the pictures are lines of writing depicting a backstory and powers. End Image Description.]

Don't worry Ima give you the backstory >:) (though I might change the backstory a bit, this is just the outline technically)

TW: Death, Abuse, religious trauma (don't know if this counts but ima be safe), Suicide, sexual assault (not to any of the characters, just mentioned as a crime) tell me if I missed any!

Text: Phantom is a 15-year-old Vigilante, whose real name is Daisy Dixon. Daisy was raised in a very sheltered home with her father (Donald), mother (Sylvia), and 18-year-old brother (Martin). Daisy grew up in a strict Christian household with her father being passionate about Christian ideals and being a saint/martyr. Daisy was closer with her mother as she got older, as her father's ideas scared her and made her uncomfortable. Martin and Daisy were close when they were younger, but Daisy started to avoid him when his ideas became more like their fathers, and he started participating in illegal activities.

The family grew up in a small town in Oregan, before moving to NYC when Daisy was 12 for better economic opportunities. Daisy and her father went on a hiking trip to North Carolina a year after moving to NYC. On the third day of the trip, Daisy's and her father got into an argument that escalated quickly, and in a fit of rage, Daisy's father pushed her off the cliff the two were staying on. Daisy fell into a creek polluted by chemicals and died. Donald was known to be short-tempered and scary, but he had never physically hurt anyone. When he realized what he had done, he committed suicide by hanging.

Daisy's body was found the next day by a couple hiking, and she was taken to a hospital morgue. Hours later, she woke up, shocking everyone. She was questioned by the police, and she told them what happened (which is how they found her father's body later that day), and once she was deemed physically and (semi) mentally fit to travel, she was taken back to NYC and her family was filled in on the situation. Since then, Daisy and her mother had a strained relationship. Sylvia blamed Daisy because she started the argument.

Days later, Daisy discovered her powers on a walk at night when she went to help an injured woman in an alleyway and realized she had the ability to heal. Situations like these continued to happen, and Daisy discovered all of her powers. Eventually, Daisy became a vigilante/medic for the people and deemed herself Phantom. A month later, Daisy started to fight petty crimes (car robbers, pickpocketers, bullies) alongside healing people. When she turned 14, she started to fight bigger criminals (drug dealers, sexual assaulters, child abusers), and this is when she became more known to the public, and eventually, after she took down her first gang (admittedly it was small), she was recognized as one of NYC's beloved (by the people, we all know what news reporters think) vigilantes.

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Powers: —Invisibility —Phase through non-living objects —Healing —Enhanced Agility, Flexibility, Speed, Stamina, and Strength

Side effects: —low energy levels after using powers —Sensitivity to the sun —increased metabolism

(yes I know some of the text on this post and the paper doesn't match up, that is on purpose. I changed some stuff.)

#marvel mcu #mcu #nmcu #the avengers #the defenders #ocs #daredevil #spiderman #original character #vigilante #marvel

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vilegroove · 3 years

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Lyrics from 'Dark Tales From The Insulation Booth' (03/31/21)

For all those hip-hop purists and anyone wanting to get down with that Hank Solo lingo.

STEM CELL RESEARCH

It goes counterintelligence, Berenstein psy-op Schwarzschild radius, holographic mind job I’m a ticking time bomb stuck inside this nightmare It’s warfare for the welfare of the poor From tenement to parliament the charlatans of artifice In shadows stocking armaments or ornaments with arguments Coordinates are carpeted while Harlequins are marketed Unfortunate subordinates are targeted by Artemis I sit solo, spit a mental freestyle No polo, UH I spent it on these re-fries Meanwhile I filleth up the syllabus In real time and if I spill enough to pick it up I just might reach minds Smash atoms, push phantoms into chasms Is it a random happenstance Or a predetermined anthem? Step inside a web this some spider vs fly shit Step into a world this some Illuminati eye shit What would you do if you had no shoes? And you had no rules and you had no school? What would you choose? If the choice ain’t yours Ain’t your chore, Ain’t your war, Ain’t your battle, Ain’t your fight You’re just standing in line man waiting to die They pulling strings with grizzled fingers While the stem cell research helps them linger Tempers up, fear the farming In a cave under threat of a terror bombing Nails clawing, the cause of flesh wounds Supply and demand panoramic cesspools Inhale jet fuel on the way to school man Chemtrails forming the new pollutant Confusing the students and keeping them stupid Obtuse attitudes, man, these dudes be ruthless On point to the point I barricade the joint Inhale, exhale man this tasters choice Blue bloods eschew mud, chew cud like us cattle We battered and bruised up but we still fucking battle Never let em get to you - Ask me bout the subterfuge War and peace entwining in an ever whirling centrifuge Veteran rookie: Dichotomy so sue me Used to Hank Solo now I roar like Wookie

SHARK TANK (feat. CHIEFFY)

[VERSE 1 - HANK]

Christ I get wicked when I'm alone and I'm lit Smoke clones and then spit till I foam at the lips My ego cast a shadow that could cause an eclipse And I can't get through doors cause my head won't fit I'm starvin' like Marvin, lookin' for a target I'm barkin' dark jargon like I'm stalkin' park joggers My though pattern is laced with dark matter Fight alien races is space an spark blaster I spit lines for like minds who smoke kind I write rhymes with weight that warp space time Ante-up I'm about to erupt Krakatoa flow all over Like I'm bustin' a nut, spray paint Jackson Pollock All over her gut - Dirty Harry on the mic But you ain't sweeping me up I'm a sad sap but I can rhyme not half bad Cause I been mixing words since I was sperm Inside my dads sack Yakkity-Yak Don't talk back, as a matter of fact Rewind the track back so you can practice your rap I'm high gloss your skills are not polished You're whack and lack knowledge Go back to clown college - Fuck taxes, pay homage I'm glad you acknowledged Hank is just flawless I'm bank your just wallet

[MAIN HOOK × 2]

I'm cold like deep space I master this pace Knock you flat face In fact my sharp skates Cut circles round you lark fakes Question what marks make Shave you to carp flakes For use in my shark tank

[BRIDGE - CHIEFFY]

Let’s jump in it, I’m with it I’m finna kill it and stay I've been the realest Since dealers was Shitting diapers away Blank face I don’t keep it at bay

[VERSE 2 - CHIEFFY]

No whale watching, I’m hopping But no landing, I’m offing to each planet I’m locked in, nigga said I’m a Martian You niggas fandom, I’m popping But got plans to just pop him I’m a man no ones stopping Fire plans imma watch them gain Burn away just like Mary Jane I put away, she too nice for days, make way Cause I’m burning all the mainframes No place to lay I ain’t keeping all you plain janes Just some grams and Violas In my denim jeans, we keep it real Chef Chief serving up them fiends. Mother Fucker.

[MAIN HOOK × 2]

Hank: Alright, let's go home

Jay: One more take

LET ME TELL YOU (feat. AQUAKULTRE)

[VERSE 1 - HANK SOLO]

Calling all cars, calling all cars check No red on neck no death stars left Cloud nine? Found my rye moldy Back bent over like a lawn chair folding Cats maw scolding, guts on fire Eyes why at the sky as the pyre grows higher Seems unwind from his old grey coat, Whether freestyle rhyme or line from a note Spine unaligned all in a twist, Time on a line s'all in the wrist Hood up, man-boobs, thyroid leaking, Ballpoint sketch like a fanboy geeking I'm open in the middle I'm closed at both ends I'm a villain to my family I'm a hero to my friends Grasp at the last straw sinner to his kin, Juxtapose foes who just oppose this.

[HOOK - ARETHA FRANKLIN]

People let me tell you, I work hard every day I get up out of bed, and put on my clothes 'Cuz I got bills to pay

[VERSE 2 - AQUAKULTRE]

(Don't fall a-haha) When we drive, we feeling all the trees get the breezin The Cuts is Vile, I like the way he mistreat em I can give 'em bars a plenty that’s critical but I'd rather heal with words, that’s medicinal It's time to give a good vibration Break bread and conversate over good libations The frustration no hesitation, will arise Higher then a peregrine falcon in the sky Peace to the nieces and nephews I raise And the son I don't got, father figure I stay You know we got it, I figured I be The Martyr For working class guppies Just tryna make it to supper And we keep it very clever, Uh HUH, yo Whatever the case I waste no time Serving em with a taste But foist let me put on on my woirk boots and grab a dairy milk before I make it to curfew We Breezing

Juxtapose foes who just oppose this.

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warsmith-wolf · 6 years

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Phantoms in the Snow

“I’m telling you, Captain, what we saw weren’t no trick! Came at us with a pistol, cut half of us down in seconds - a bloody pistol! Had this bloody huge knife that he never even used, just held it there, like he knew it’d threaten us. Leerin’ like a skull. Black and white and walked like murder.

‘Gas grenades’, my arse! That thing was real! That weren’t no phantom!”

- Militiaman Wyatt, slated for execution for dereliction of duty. All life signs in recidivist holdout registered [MARTYRED] approximately fifteen minutes (Terran Standard) before scheduled execution by unregistered Adeptus Astartes strike team, presumed Phantasmagoras Astra.

Ill-trusted by any luckless enough to serve alongside them, the Star Phantoms are a Chapter whose reverence for the honoured dead takes precedence over any value they hold for life - matched only by their devotion to precise and overwhelming firepower. Deemed totally unsuited to direct allied support operations as a result, the formerly orphaned sons of Haakoneth - newly refounded on Jahga after the Badab War - subsequently fight far from allied lines. With the coming of the Primaris gene-stock after the emergence of the Great Rift, the Phantoms have seen a subsequent influx of new unit types, and the lightning-strike tactics of Reiver Squads have meshed rather successfully with prevalent Chapter doctrine.

What better way to round off the apparent death of Tumblr than with everyone’s least favourite goth gun nuts? Six attempts were made to get that white armour to work, and this Reiver was the only success.

@a-40k-author Heard you liked them Badab Boys, hope I did ‘em good.

#reiver squad #primaris space marines #adeptus astartes #space marines #space marine reivers #phantasmagorias astra #star phantoms #badab war #warhammer 40k #warhammer 40000 #wh40k #wh40000 #wh 40k #40k #sfw

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terriblelifechoices · 6 years

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For the fic writers ask how about 1, 11, and 13?

From the fanfic ask game here.

1. What made you start writing fanfic?

Oh man. This is embarrassing.

Okay. The year is 1999, and after a sixteen year hiatus, George Lucas has unleashed a new Star Wars movie on the world.

I really wish that I could say that I found the Phantom Menace so terrible that I started writing fanfic because canon was broken, but the reality was, I had no freaking idea the Star Wars fandom existed as something other than “those weirdos who liked those old sci fi movies.” I did, however, have a Very Obsessively Fannish friend, who not only made me watch the original trilogy (on VHS, because I am a fandom old) but convinced me to watch the latest movie.

My Very Obsessively Fannish friend invented a Self-Insert character who was Obi-Wan’s love interest/rival. Another friend invented a Self-Insert character who was the first friend’s twin sister. I invented a character from farther back in the timeline, and stole shamelessly from a book I was reading at the time. I started writing fanfic about those characters because it amused my friend. We’d swap the notebooks back and forth in between class periods, and I’d get them back with comments in the margins. It was fandom in a very small microcosm. (And, you know, writing fanfic in class kept me from being terribly bored. So there was that.)

I didn’t really participate in fandom as anything other than a lurker until the first Fantastic Beasts movie came out. With new fandoms, I usually hit up the kinkmeme once I’m done consuming the available media on AO3. I like reading what stories other people want to see, as well as the various and sundry fills.

And then I hit the prompt for Impossible, and it chewed on my brain until I started writing it.

11. What kind of relationships are you most interested in writing?

Romantic or sexual relationship-wise, I am such a sucker for the Badass Protector (now with bonus martyr complex) and the unexpectedly powerful Cinnamon Roll.

This post sums it up better than I can. But I really do enjoy relationships where “the first step is be attracted to a powerful man, the second step is completely fucking annihilate him.”

That said, if we’re not talking about romance, I fucking LOVE Found Family and Families of Choice relationships. They are absolutely my favorites.

13. Name three favorite characters to write.

Percival Graves. (Speaking of Badass Protectors with bonus martyr complexes…) We never actually get the canon version of him, which means all canons are valid and my preferred brand of ‘honor with martyr complex’ is just as valid as anyone else’s headcanon/preferences.

Gellert Grindelwald. I like writing Grindelwald for the same reason I like writing Percival Graves. There’s a lot of room to play, even though there is (arguably) more canon regarding the character. I think I find the idea of Grindelwald more interesting than what we’ve seen in either of the movies – not just a villain, but a leader: charismatic and silver-tongued as the serpent in the Garden of Eden.

Jacob Kowalski. I love Jacob. I really do. Jacob in canon is wonderful. Jacob in fanon is equally wonderful. There’s no alpha male posturing, just cheerful acceptance. Also, as someone who enjoys baking, how can you not love a character who bakes?

#fanfic ask game #ask me anything #tora42

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earthboundjedi · 6 years

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Written for @superherotiger for the Rebels May the Fourth exchange! I absolutely loved working on this and might have gotten a little carried away. Spacedad and spaceson (Kanan and Jacen) feels ahead.

Jacen leaned on the railing of the communication tower as he watched the twin moons of Lothal rise on the horizon. The capital city glowed in the distance, a glimmering, bustling symbol of hope and perseverance nestled in the heart of the planet’s expansive plains and mountains. It was a pleasant enough place to visit; he remembered coming here many, many times with his mom when he was younger. Back then, Lothal and the rest of the Galaxy had just wrested its freedom back from the Galactic Empire; as such, General Syndulla and her son were always welcome visitors.

This visit, Jacen wasn’t here with his mother. He found it was much easier to move about the city, slipping down side streets and lurking in all manners of pubs and hole-in-the-wall diners, without his extremely recognizable mom at his side. It was weird, actually, not having her here - for as long as he could remember, the two of them (and their grumpy C1 droid) had practically been inseparable. But during their last trip here, something had started nagging at the back of his mind while they wandered up and down the city’s streets; once they left the planet’s surface, it was as if something was immediately trying to call him back.

After many rotations, when the soft whispering at the corners of his awareness didn’t fade away, he broached the topic with his mom. He asked her what it was and what it could mean, and he had watched while she regarded him with a thoughtful, misty-eyed look. He’d never forget her response: “You have questions, Jacen. I can’t answer them, but the Force can.” She let him take the Phantom II (how the ancient Clone Wars-era shuttle was still in flying condition, he had no clue), making him promise to bring both the shuttle and himself back in one piece.

That had been maybe four rotations ago. Since then, he’d been relentlessly searching the town, eavesdropping on all manners of conversations, hoping to find the shred of a sliver of a hope of what the kriff he was even supposed to be looking for. He was tired, frustrated, and alone.

Maybe I should leave and meet up with Mom on Ryloth.

But as soon as he had the thought, the whispering started a new chorus of nagging at the back of his mind. It spoke no words to him, only gifting him with a confusing, nebulous feeling that he couldn’t put any sort of name to.

Jacen tugged the hood of his cloak over his head, hiding his wolf tail of dark green hair and the smattering of green freckles that dotted his cheekbones. His mom had mentioned the Force, that somehow it was the thing that could help with the whispers in his head. But as far as the Force was concerned, he was skeptical at best. Sure, he’d met the great Luke Skywalker, the last of the Jedi who had ‘brought balance to the Force’, whatever that meant. But upon meeting one of the people who’d fought alongside his mom in the Rebellion, Jacen’s impression of the man hadn’t been very… impressive. Luke was a cool guy and all, but the whole ‘mystical Force-wielding warrior’ thing? Jacen didn’t buy it. In his opinion, the man was just an extremely lucky farmboy-turned-rebellion-hero, who now had some sort of school to teach others his lucky Force-wielding ways.

His mom insisted that his dad had been a Jedi, too. She’d told Jacen many stories of how the two of them went around the Galaxy and helped people, formed their rag-tag found family, and fought with the Rebellion since its infancy. Of course he believed her - she was his mom, after all. And he’d talked with Uncle Zeb and Aunt Sabine frequently enough to know the stories were true, all of them.

Which meant the story of how his dad had sacrificed himself to save the others during one of their last missions as a group was, tragically, true as well. His father, Kanan Jarrus - the Jedi, the hero, and the martyr who never lived to see the birth of his son. By all accounts, a legend. A man with a legacy so storied and noble that Jacen could never hope to hold a candle to that blazing bright flame. And he definitely couldn’t ever dream of relating to that half of his parentage, other than the predominantly human features he saw every time he looked in a mirror.

Pilot or mechanic? Relatable. War hero? An occupation he would never aspire to, but a tangible thing nonetheless. But… Jedi Knight ?

Jacen groaned and covered his face with one of his hands, trying to ignore the sound of his insecurities and uncertainties mingling with the incessant whispering.

I need a drink.

Quickly descending the tower and making his way to his rented speeder, he started zipping down the main highway into town. He couldn’t outrace the whispers and doubts, but the sensation of the wind whipping in his face as he skimmed over the surface helped ground him. He still wanted that drink, though.

The grungy, welcoming sign of Old Jho’s was barely in sight when, out of nowhere, a white blur streaked across Jacen’s field of view.

“Whoah!”

He slammed on the brakes, causing the speeder to swing at an angle as it ground to a halt. As he caught his breath, Jacen spotted the source of the blur perched on top of some crates next to the road. It was one of the planet’s many Lothcats, sitting cool, collected, and completely oblivious to the danger it had narrowly avoided. But it wasn't like any of the Lothcats he'd seen before; this one had fur as white as a blizzard on Hoth and piercing blue eyes. Eyes that were staring directly at Jacen.

“Well, aren't you a strange little guy?” he mused.

The white Lothcat meowed and licked its front paw.

“I've got someplace to be, but you should be more careful when you're crossing the street.” Why am I talking to a tooka? It's not like it understands me.

Jacen repositioned his foot onto the gas pedal, intending to traverse the last couple of blocks between him and Old Jho’s. But at his movement, the Lothcat immediately raised its hackles and hissed at him.

“What? Why are you mad at me? I didn't hit you! Now scram!”

It lowered its hackles and resumed staring at him, watching him expectantly.

Jacen sighed and dismounted the speeder. “Fine. What do you want?”

The Lothcat looked him directly in the eyes, then turned to look at the horizon. Some of the whispers in Jacen’s head coalesced to form a thought of intuition.

“Do… do you want to show me something?”

The Lothcat chirped as it brought its gaze back to Jacen. As if it were trying to say: Obviously, Meiloorun-head.

“Okay then,” he sighed, “lead the way.”

The white Lothcat leapt from the stack of crates, landing nimbly on the other side of the fence Jacen had just passed that separated the concrete of the city from the expansive, grassy fields. It poked its head through a patch of grass, giving Jacen an impatient stare.

“Hold on, let me get turned around!” Jacen carefully maneuvered the speeder so he could execute a three-point turn in the empty passageway, bringing himself about to face the direction of the Lothcat. His speeder properly oriented, the small creature dove further into the grass and reappeared in a small opening a few feet ahead. Again it looked back at Jacen expectantly, twitching its tail as if to wave him forward. Jacen's gaze flicked between the Lothcat and the plains stretching out before him, the swaying grass tickling the twin moons where they hung low in the sky.

Speeding off into the unknown, following a white Lothcat? Sounds weird and reckless.

Let's get started.

Lightly revving the engine, the speeder moved forward off the road. The Lothcat immediately started racing ahead of Jacen, bounding through the sea of yellows and light browns. He strained to keep his sights on the bobbing blur of white as he chased after it, quickly losing sight of the city through the tall grass surrounding him. The flashes of white in the growing darkness were now the only thing guiding his way.

Well, that, and the chorus of whispers from the grass as it brushed by him, holding a cryptic conversation with the murmurs in the back of his mind. He couldn’t make any intelligible sense of it, but somehow Jacen knew he was heading in the right direction. He could feel it.

Heading towards what , though, he had no idea.

Eventually their chase through the seemingly endless plains led to a wide open clearing, where large circles of fine dirt and gravel prevented the tall grass from growing. The largest of the circles gently sloped inwards towards its center, like a crater or excavation site. The Lothcat stopped at the edge of this circle, causing Jacen to once again slam on the brakes to avoid hitting his animal guide. It meowed at him and hissed at the speeder, clearly trying to communicate that the machine should be left at the edge of the clearing. He dismounted, and instantly the Lothcat began trotting forward, down into the mysterious pit.

“What is this place?” Jacen mused as he walked behind the white Lothcat. As they moved further into the clearing, wisps of fog started accumulating at the edges of the grass, obscuring the rest of Lothal’s landscape so that only the empty clearing was visible.

Scratch that - not empty. In the very center of the pit, still a long ways away from where he stood, sat some sort of grey rock.

Maybe it’s a magic Force rock? Or maybe… didn’t Mom mention that Lothal once had a Jedi temple? Maybe this is the last remaining piece of it?

Trying to keep his hopes from soaring too high, he continued towards what was possibly the last object on Lothal that might actually help him answer the questions stirring inside him. When the pair got close enough to the center, the Lothcat scampered up to the top of the rock, its white coat contrasting with the soft grey surrounding it. Turning in a little circle, it contently nestled itself into the long, furry moss covering the stone.

Hold up.

… Long, furry moss?

That’s no stone.

Jacen stumbled backwards, falling onto his backside in the dirt, when the not-stone started shifting. The large, grey mass rose onto four large, grey legs; a bushy tail unfurled and swept past Jacen’s feet as the not-rock started turning. Soon, he was face-to-snout with by far the most beautifully terrifying creature he had ever seen.

Holy kriff, I’m about to get eaten by a Lothwolf. Mom’s gonna kill me.

The wolf towered over him, its warm breath beating against Jacen’s wind-stung cheeks. A low growl escaped through its teeth, though somehow the sound didn’t bring the impending sense of doom Jacen thought it would. Possibly because the white Lothcat, still cutely perched atop the Lothwolf’s head, flanked by the beast’s pointed ears where the Lothcat had nestled into the mass of grey fur.

When the Lothcat mewled from its perch, Jacen's gaze briefly drifted upwards. A dark grey pattern marked the wolf’s forehead, the shape of which was achingly familiar. He didn't examine it for long, though, feeling the urgent need to make eye contact with the Lothwolf.

“Uh,” he stammered, “What… what do you want from me?”

Despite asking the question aloud, the last thing Jacen expected was a verbal response.

“You. Must. Learn,” the wolf slowly articulated. The words were like a cross between a growl and a howl, and it was entirely possible Jacen was simply imagining the whole exchange. Then again, if the Force was somehow involved in whatever this unusual encounter was, anything was possible.

“Learn what?”

The wolf narrowed its eyes, irritated at the interruption. “Who. You. Are.”

Jacen barely restrained himself from letting a series of questions and comments burst from his mouth.

But I know who I am! I'm Jacen Syndulla. Son and copilot of the best pilot in the Galaxy. Why would I be anything else?

The wordless whispers in the back of his mind hadn’t ceased yet; rather, they seemed to be getting louder, escalating to an annoying buzzing sensation that simultaneously made him agitated and empty.

Somehow, through all the noise, he heard the Lothwolf speak again:

“Your… Legacy.”

Before Jacen could wonder what the newest addition to the cryptic message could mean, the Lothwolf lowered its snout so that its nose was touching the center of his forehead.

There was a flash of white light.

And then… nothing.

Jacen looked around at his surroundings, worry rising in his chest when he couldn’t see the grey Lothwolf or the white Lothcat. The worry morphed into a full-on panic when he realized he couldn’t even see the dirt or the grass or the moons of Lothal anymore. He was surrounded by darkness as far as the eye could see. Though not total darkness - the black sky he saw stretching in every direction was dotted with tiny white pinpricks of light. It was as if he was floating in some sort of Galactic void and standing among the stars.

The incessant whispers in his head ceased, magnifying the silence of the strange place.

“Hello?” he called out, his voice echoing in his ears despite the clear lack of any walls or other smooth surfaces for the sound to bounce off of. “Is anybody there? Somebody? ...Anybody?”

But nothing returned his call.

Slumping to his knees, Jacen buried his face in his hands.

What am I doing here?

Why did I come here in the first place?

I’m not cut out for all this weird stuff. I’m practically useless on my own. I should never have left Mom.

“I just want to go home…” he sobbed aloud.

“Already? But you just got here!”

“I know, but - eeAAAGGHH!” Jacen shrieked, his heart pounding as he searched, wide-eyed, for the source of the new voice. But he still couldn’t see anything. “Who are you? Where am I? What do you want?”

“I guess you wouldn’t recognize my voice, huh? Hold on, give me a second…” slowly, about five feet in front of Jacen, some of the balls of light started coalescing to form the outline of a figure. “It takes a surprisingly long time to form a body after floating around in the living Force for… what, twenty years?”

“Who… who are you?” Jacen repeated. “ What are you?” He watched as the figure of light gradually took the shape of a human, complete with a lightweight set of green armor and striking blue eyes. On the shoulder of the figure’s - well, man’s - armor was that odd symbol again, the same one he’d seen on the forehead of the Lothwolf. The familiarity of it tickled a thought in the back of Jacen's mind.

I know I've seen that symbol somewhere before...

“Jacen,” the fully-materialized man said calmly, settling on his knees in a meditative position, his eyes brimming with pride and love, “I am your -”

The puzzle finally clicked into place. “ Dad?” Jacen’s voice shook, staring incredulously at the vision before him.

“Well, I was going to say 'father’ - seemed a little more dramatic, you know? But -”

“But how?” Jacen interrupted again, “Mom said you were dead! That you died before I was even born!”

I'm dreaming. I had one too many drinks at Old Jho's again, and now I'm hallucinating. That's the only way any of this makes sense.

“Hera…” the man claiming to be his father muttered, staring wistfully off into the distance before turning his attention back to Jacen. “You know, you have your mother's eyes.”

“Funny, she always said I had your eyes. But you still haven't answered the question,” he pouted, crossing his arms in front of his chest.

“Which was…?”

“How is it I can see you? Talk to you? After all this time…”

“You don't need me to answer that question,” Kanan smiled softly, raising one of his eyebrows. “I think you already know.”

“I don't! I don't know anything! I came here because I have questions, not answers!” Tears started collecting at the corner of Jacen's eyes as he became overwhelmed by frustration and a sea of other nameless emotions.

“And what was it that led you here?”

“A white Lothcat. And a wolf. I think.”

Kanan chuckled, “Go figure. But that's not what I meant. Why bother coming here to Lothal in the first place?”

“I told you, because I have questions!”

“Breathe, Jacen. Focus your thoughts. Why is it you are here, talking with me, instead of asking Hera these burning questions of yours?”

“I tried asking Mom! But I couldn't really explain it, and… and then she…” At last, the lightbulb turned on. “She told me the Force would answer me,” he sighed.

“Well, there you have it.”

“So, what, you mean to tell me you're the Force?”

“Part of it, yes. Just as you are, and your mother, and every other living thing in our Galaxy. It's… a lot to take in, I know.” Kanan gestured for Jacen to come closer.

“Wait, so…” Jacen started as he settled on his knees in front of his father, mimicking his meditative pose, “Does that mean you're not dead? Why didn't you come back sooner?”

Kanan’s shoulders shook with laughter. “Oh, I'm afraid I'm very much dead. But just because someone dies, that doesn't mean they're gone.”

Jacen pondered his words for a few moments before speaking again. “Alright. So the Force is helping me speak to you, so I'm assuming this is some sort of Force-void thing we're in?”

“It doesn't really have a name, but sure, let's go with that.”

“So… why now? I've come to Lothal a bunch with Mom, why didn't I ever stumble on this place before?”

“Because now you're finally ready.”

“Ready for what?”

“To continue the family tradition.”

Jacen narrowed his eyes. “You're going to have to be more specific.”

The corners of Kanan's mouth twitched in amusement. “Think about it for a second. Would the Force really call you here for flying lessons?”

Jacen tried to keep his thoughts from running in a million different directions.

He can't possibly mean… becoming a Jedi? Me?

“But I've never really felt… Force-y,” Jacen commented.

“The Force is strong with you, Jacen,” Kanan smiled warmly. “It has been since the day you were born. You just haven't been attuned to it until now.”

“But why now ?”

“Because the balance of the Force is at risk of collapsing. You have already learned a great deal from your mom - now that you have grown into a young man, it is time for you to learn a new path.”

“... Jedi training?” Jacen asked softly.

Kanan nodded.

“But… how will you teach me if you're dead? Or… a Force ghost, or whatever. Do I have to stay here?”

“As much as I would love to share in that part of your life, I cannot teach you. I'm…” Kanan gave him a mischievous look, “dead serious.”

Jacen groaned.

“But in all seriousness,” Kanan continued, “someone else will guide you in the ways of the Force. Someone still living.”

“... Like Luke Skywalker? Do you want me to join his Jedi academy?”

“Oh, hell no. He's got enough on his hands - er, hand - with that lot he's got now. No... there's someone else I want you to seek out.”

“There's someone else besides Luke? Who?” Jacen could feel his excitement rising. Everyone always said that Luke was the last of the Jedi, but if there was someone else…

“He'll be difficult to find.”

“Who?”

“My former padawan.”

“ Who?! ”

“Ezra Bridger.”

Jacen gasped. “Really? He's out there? Aunt Sabine and Ahsoka went searching for him ages ago, but they still haven't come back!”

“Then I guess you’ll have to find them, too.” The edges of his father's form started glowing a soft white; the reunion of father and son was almost at its end.

“Wait, but how will I find them?” Desperation was creeping into the undertones of Jacen's voice.

“You’ll find your way. I have faith in you.” Kanan reached out and placed a hand on Jacen's shoulder. Though his body was rapidly dematerializing, the touch was surprisingly solid.

“But I don't even know where to start! Please, don't go !” Jacen cried out as he felt the void around him shift, causing his stomach to flip and the shape of Kanan Jarrus to further dematerialize.

“Do not be afraid. Trust in yourself. Trust in the Force. For I will always be with you…”

Vertigo overtook Jacen and he found himself lying flat on his back, staring up at the twin moons of Lothal.

“... my son ,” the words hung on the wind, whispering before it left to dance in the tall grass.

Jacen slowly sat up, wiping dirt from his tear-stained face. He was alone in the clearing, his speeder still parked at the edge of the field right where he'd left it. Getting up and brushing off his pants, he made his way over to the bike. Jacen's hand trembled when he held on to one of the handlebars.

What… what just happened?

Am I seriously going to become a Jedi? Just like my father?

He heard a rustling off to the side. Whirling around, he laid eyes on the white Lothcat, sitting innocently in front of the tall grass and watching him expectantly.

Jacen nervously chuckled as he tried to calm his racing heart. “Hey there, little guy. You wouldn't happen to know where I can find Ezra, do you?”

The white Lothcat simply gave him a knowing look and meowed.

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kasunex · 5 years

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MBTI Tag Meme Revisted

Alright so a long time ago I was tagged in this MBTI post that had people post characters of their type. At the time, I believed I was either an ISTJ or INTJ and responded accordingly. Since then, I’ve researched quite a bit more about Myers-Briggs and even taken the cognitive function test (introverted intuition dominant, extroverted feeling secondary), and can be relatively certain that I am actually an INFJ.

So, with that said, I thought it would be interesting to redo this post and see what characters I jive with. I’ll be using Personality Database for this, as it’s based upon debate and voting as opposed to just someone typing characters randomly.

Elsa (Frozen)

Ironically a character that I initially saw typed as an ISTJ. I’m a guy so naturally I’ve never been much into Disney Princesses, but Elsa is one of my favorite Disney characters. I can relate to her struggle to hide her true feelings and identity from others, and her relief when her carefully constructed persona falls apart. There was a time I went through a similar experience myself.

Remus Lupin (Harry Potter)

He’s always been my favorite character in that series, though it’s been a while since I last read the books or watched any of the movies. Admittedly though, a big part of why I liked him was less his character per se and more his lycanthropy and the way this was handled from a world building perspective. Obi-Wan Kenobi (Star Wars)

I can definitely relate to his blind faith leading to a complete inability to see what a prick Anakin is becoming in Revenge of the Sith, as well as his infamous “So what I told you was true... from a certain point of view” line. There have been quite a few moments that I’ve found myself repeating that quote in my mind. He was also my favorite character in the novelization.

Qui-Gon Jinn (Star Wars)

My top highlight of the Phantom Menace, though I do have a bias towards Liam Neeson (who is also typed, on this site at least, as INFJ). It’s been a while since I’ve seen the movie, so I can’t say whether or not I agree with the typing.

Kaworu Nagisa (Neon Genesis Evangelion)

Yeah, I can definitely see this one. He’s rather absorbed in his own thoughts, but very gentle and accepting towards Shinji, ultimately sacrificing himself for mankind’s future. He gave me massive creeps the first time I watched NGE (probably because he seemed too pure for such a fucked up cast) but I’ve grown to like him a bit more over time.

Kiritsugu Emiya (Fate/Zero)

My favorite Fate character and one of my all-time favorite fictional characters. He’s such a cynical and tragic figure, but at the same time, he feels very complex and sympathetic. I can see a darker side of myself in him, where I might have ended up had I been more traumatized, or succeeded in my once goal to emotionally detach myself and become the persona I wanted to. He’d kill his own wife and daughter for the sake of saving humanity, to say nothing of what he’d do to bystanders. It’s remarkable how I can find myself so horrified by his actions yet in such admiration of his determination and goals nonetheless.

Makoto Yuki (Persona 3)

What’s weird about this one is that I can see why people would type him this way despite his character being vague and interpretive. He’s quiet and somewhat aloof, but knows how to mirror others, does what he can to help them, and his sacrifice against Nyx suggests a belief in the greater good. Even his asshole dialogue is very stereotypical of INFJs when they’re in an edgy sort of place, as I was when I first played the game. Some have interpreted his arc as being about an INFJ in an Ni-Ti loop learning to reconnect with their lost Fe, which is exactly what playing Persona 3 helped me to do.

Hiro (Darling in the Franxx)

Ah yes, my boy. The fictional character I relate to most strongly. It was actually seeing him typed as an INFJ that got me thinking about Myers-Briggs and looking into it more seriously. His total absorption in his goals, his rose-tinted view of others, and his reluctance to seek outside help even when he clearly needs it, that’s all just like me. It was so beautiful to watch his faith in Zero Two come to fruition.

My being the history nerd that I am, let’s also see if there are any historical figures typed as INFJ that I’ve got some thoughts on.

Jesus of Nazareth

Well, definitely starting off high here aren’t we? With quite a few INFJs being martyr/messianic archetypes, it makes sense that list would include the original.

Adolf Hitler

Aaaand, we’re falling to the opposite extreme with this one. Truly ironic that the people viewed as the archetype of good and evil in Western culture are both typed as INFJ. But indeed, Hitler is the epitome of the dark side of INFJs; their ability to motivate others to commit absolute atrocities in the name of a callously twisted vision for society.

Chiang Kai-Shek

Well, if he is an INFJ, it would explain why I’ve got a bit of a soft spot for him. He was a brutal dictator in many ways, but he always justified his actions as being in pursuit of a stable, unified, democratic China. Much like with Kiritsugu, while I can’t approve of his methods, I can very much support and admire his goals, and I do believe that both China and the world would be better off had he succeeded.

Thomas Jefferson

The closest person to being my namesake. He’s gotten a notable decline in popularity in recent decades because of his hypocrisy in his values, preaching equality of men while owning slaves and treating them rather barbarically. But that said, I’d consider him to be a “do as I say, not as I do” type. For as flawed as he was as a person, he was the one to found the American ideals of Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness, ideals that I certainly hold dear, and ideals with value far beyond his flawed implementation.

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lamelinam · 7 years

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Padme’s role in RoTS : Faith is an active choice.

“For years fans have wondered who was the mysterious, unnamed mother of Luke and Leia. The only hint of who she had been was Leia's vague impressions expressed in Return of the Jedi: kind, very beautiful, but sad.

Finally with the release of The Phantom Menace, we were introduced to her: Queen Amidala of the Naboo, otherwise known as Padmé Amidala Naberrie. The young girl-woman in The Phantom Menace and Attack of the Clones was in many ways in the mold of her future daughter: smart, wise, resourceful, brave, and if need be, good in a fight. But with Revenge of the Sith, she joins a sisterhood of memorable women who suffer tragedy.

Padmé shares common traits with many traditional tragic heroines but in some ways she is unique. Traditionally, a tragic heroine suffers because of her own tragic flaw and/or the flaws of someone else, even her society or culture. Aristotle referred to this flaw as "harmatia," the accurate definition of which is closer to "mistake," "error," or "failing" than an innate flaw. Aristotle believed the flaw must result from something that is a central part of one's virtue, which goes wrong due to a misunderstanding or lack of knowledge.1 Antigone suffers because of her devotion to divine law, which demands she bury her brother, bringing her into conflict with the inhumane decree of King Creon, who forbade burial.2 Ophelia suffers because of Hamlet's inner conflict. Juliet's death is brought about not only because of her love for Romeo but also because of the feud between the Montagues and the Capulets.

If Padmé had personal flaws according to Aristotle's definition, some may argue they would be her naivete, her innocence, her trust in the Republic as it was rotting away from within, her trust in Palpatine, and even her love for Anakin. Padmé tends to put a lot of faith in the innate good of others; Obi-Wan notes in the young readers' version of the Revenge of the Sith novelization that Padmé "always believes the best of everyone, until she's forced to see the worst. Such faith should be a strength, not a weakness." She suffers because of that faith in her leaders, the Republic, and in Anakin, because they all fail her. In fact, Padmé embodies the Republic's ideals and virtues: democracy, restraint over tyranny, and working for the good of others. Padmé is also associated with youth and beauty as well as wisdom. She comes from a world teeming with life and as the female lead of the prequel trilogy, as well as the mother of the heroes of the classic trilogy, she embodies the feminine, the anima.

At the beginning of the saga, the Republic was in its golden age. Padmé´'s homeworld of Naboo was an opulent and verdant world with stunning architecture and natural wonders. Its people were dressed nearly as elaborately as its ruler. Even the sleek spacecraft reflected a great appreciation for beauty. Women are seen everywhere in the prequels, in all stations of life; pilots, Jedi, Senators, handmaidens, bodyguards, and mothers. But the galaxy was changing and the young queen was caught in the middle of that change. She is brought in as a pawn in a political game that she understands too late. She is also introduced to the boy destined to change her life forever.

For most of the prequel trilogy, Padmé has been in constant danger and in need of protection. The Phantom Menace and Attack Of The Clones have a pattern. 1. Padmé is rescued, 2. Padmé is placed under protection, and 3. Padmé willingly leaves that protection to take action herself. She spends a great deal of time courting her fate despite the efforts of others to protect her. In The Phantom Menace, she is rescued from the Trade Federation and is able to remain on Coruscant where she is safe. Yet she chooses to return to Naboo to engage the Trade Federation in battle and re-take her planet. In Attack of the Clones, she is rescued after two attempts on her life and is put into Anakin's protection. Yet she chooses to first go to Tatooine with Anakin then she convinces him to go with her to Geonosis to save Obi-Wan, where once again she is forced to fight for her life. She narrowly avoids being killed by beasts, survives a battle that kills several Jedi, and then avoids serious injury after falling out of a ship. She gives several references to dying in the films. In The Phantom Menace, she mentions twice that her people on Naboo were dying. In Attack of the Clones, she mentions death four times during her love pledge to Anakin: "I'm not afraid to die...I've been dying a little bit each day since you came back into my life...our lives are about to be destroyed anyway...before we die I want you to know."

At the same time, the feminine energy, the anima, is slowly being destroyed. In Attack of the Clones, Zam Wessel, Cordé the handmaiden, and most importantly, Anakin's mother Shmi, die violently. In Revenge of the Sith, the final phase of destruction takes place. We see the betrayal and murder of two female Jedi: Stass Allie and Aayla Secura. Aayla in particular is murdered in an especially gruesome way, shot repeatedly in close range by several clonetroopers. Ironically she was on Felucia, a world teeming with life and giant blooming flowers. It climaxes with Padmé's death after performing the ultimate feminine act, giving birth. She dies far from her fertile living world where she'd planned to have her child(ren), in a cold environment deep in space, and attended to by droids that cannot understand what is wrong with her.

Unlike the pattern with previous two prequels, Padmé does not need rescuing from external threats in Revenge of the Sith. Dooku is dead and the Trade Federation seems to have forgotten about her. The irony is the external dangers from which Anakin seeks to protect her from throughout the prequel trilogy do not bring about her end. It's not the Trade Federation or hired assassins but her own shattered soul. However, like the other films, she chooses to leave her haven, this time on Coruscant, to take charge when things are dire. When Captain Typho volunteers to go with her, she refuses, saying the matter is personal and that she is no longer in danger. Finally, she could no longer avoid her destiny.

Some fans complained that Padmé was marginalized in Revenge of the Sith, but her isolation makes sense in the context of the story. Here she was at the height of her feminine power, pregnant and able to share a form of subconscious bond on occasion with Anakin.

Yet the Empire-to-be has no place for her. She is trapped and alone.

Padmé's death recalls traditional tragic heroines such as Isolde, who dies of a broken heart after her love Tristan dies. In Arthurian legend, Elaine The Lady of Shallot dies of love for Lancelot.4 In fact, dying of a broken heart is part of many legends, folk tales, and ghost stories. Others see parallels with Othello's Desdemona, who like Padmé is strangled by a husband who believes she has betrayed by him. Others view Padmé as being similar to Ophelia, who commits suicide after Hamlet rejects her. Because Ophelia and Desdemona are commonly viewed as passive victims, and Padmé had been a proactive character, some felt her death did not befit her character.

There is a literal way of looking at Padmé's death and a symbolic way. Padmé was as much a symbiont with her time and place as she was with Anakin. When the Republic era passes, she passes. In a cut scene from Attack of the Clones, the lesson in Padmé's story about the refugees she tried to help as a child was that those who cannot adapt die. She cannot adapt to this new galaxy. Moreover, she refuses to adapt. She tells Anakin he is going down a path she cannot follow. She bitterly utters, "So this is how liberty dies, with thunderous applause," after Palpatine crowns himself Emperor before a cheering Senate. When Vader in a rage cuts off her breathing, it symbolizes that the Empire, as personified by Anakin, is killing her.

She suffers not only the death throes of the Republic and its ideals, she also suffers with the physical and spiritual pain Anakin endures in his transformation into the Darth Vader we know from the classic trilogy. The film intercuts between Vader's agony on the operating table and Padmé's dying moments as she gives birth. When Vader's transformation is complete, she dies.

With Padmé gone, the aesthetics of the Star Wars universe changes: we see the utilitarian set of the Star Destroyer, the beauty of the earlier ships gone. The beautiful, colorful, and elegant costumes have been replaced by simpler and more drab garments in shades of gray. Even the last time we see Naboo in the prequels, all of the citizens are dressed in funereal black. We see of glimpse of the Empire's new order, a Star Destroyer crew made up entirely of men. Instead of the natural beauty of a planet, we witness the skeletal beginnings of the Death Star.

Yet in the end, unlike most other tragic heroines, Padmé wins. Those who dismiss Padmé as weak should consider this alternative view of Desdemona: "Desdemona's goodness furthermore is not simply passive or weak but an act of will...her refusal to blame Othello for his terrible treatment of her...must not be viewed as simply subservience but as a self-willed refusal to accept a bad opinion of the husband she has chosen...she stands by her love for him as something sacred, with a martyr-like determination: she tells Emilia, 'his unkindness may defeat my life/But never taint my love.'" Padmé, through her own will, refuses to believe Anakin is unredeemable. Ultimately Padmé is right about Anakin; there was still good in him and he could be turned back to the light. Her children bring down the Empire and restore the old values of the Republic. Padmé's life may have been short but she was never truly a victim. “

by lazypadawan

#Padme Amidala #character analysis #star wars #lazypadawan #feminine anima #jedi #siths #death of the republic #rise of the empire

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Nathaniel Seer

The National Rifle

Nautical Almanac

The Need

Negative Reaction

Neighbors

Neil Hamburger

Nest

The New Alcindors

Newband

Nicholas Megalis

Night and the City

Night Shall Eat These Boys and Girls

Night Terror

The Noble Brats

Nobunny

Noctuelles

Northern Bushmen

The Northern Spy

Nosotros

Nox Boys

NRBQ

O Lendario Chucrobillyman

O.C. Feef

Oakley Hall

Octopus, Inc.

Odin Heed and the Headwinch

Ohmu

The Ohsees

On Vinyl

Only Flesh

The OPD

Orvill Rex

Ouais

Overseas

Owl Style

The Pacifist Femmes

PAK

Paleface

Pam Hanlin

Pancreatic Aardvarks

Parvulus Infectus

Patrick Elkins

Paul Green Rock Academy

Paul Kotheimer

Paul Labrise and the Trees

Paul Lynde 451

Paul Tabachnek

Pete Bush and the Hoi Polloi

Pete Donnelly

Pfunkt

The Phantom Maggots

Phat Free

Phat Man Dee

The Phone Calls

Phred Rainey

Piasa

Picasso Trigger

Pierogi Pizza

Pig Iron

Pikadori

Pinche Gringo

Pitchin' Woo

Pleaseeasaur

The Pleasureheads

Poingly

The Polyatomic

Polvo

Ponytail

Poopy Necroponde's Burgee Boys

The Pork Torta

Porno Tongue

Pox

PPDB

Presque Vu

Pretty Girls Make Graves

Professor Purple

Proto-martyr

Psycho-a-go-go

Puma Barrier

Quaranteened

R. Stevie Moore

The Radio Beats

Radio 4

Rainy Day Regatta

The Ramones

Rapscallionz

Ray Zen

Reason and Eos

Red Vs. Black

The Red Western

Refried Boogie

Reo Speedwagon

Requiem

The Residents

The Resistables

Rex Morgan M.D. Trio

The Rhodora

Rick Bach

River Is To Train

RJ Myato

Xylen Roberts

Robin Vote

Rocket From the Tombs

Rocketsled

The Roger 6

The Rogers Sisters

Rollins Band

Rot Shit

Roulette Waves

Round Black Ghosts

Royal City

The Ruins

Run DMC

The Sablowskis

Sad Tropics

Salt Chuck Mary

Sam Goodwill

Samuel Locke Ward & The Boo Hoos

Santa Inferno

Satanic Bat

Satyr/Elfheim

Savage Lines

Says She

The SB

Scandal

Science is Dead

Scott Demian

Scott Fry

The Scratch n Sniffs

Scrawl

Seam

Seas We Fear To Sail

Season Finale

Sebadoh

Secret Paper Moon

The Seeing Eyeballs

The Semi-Supervillains

Senator Flux

Sewercide

The Sewing Machine War

SFX

Sheer Mag

Shitappa Oyabun

Shonen Knife

The Show is the Rainbow

Sick Ridiculous and the Sick Ridiculous

Signifiers

Silbia Han

Silkworm

The Silver Eagle Band

Sissy Baby Boys

Skinless/Boneless

The Skirt Tasters

Slant 6

Slate Dump

Sleeping in Class

SleepyV

Slices

The Slow Reel

Sludgehammer

Smokey Bellows

The Smugglers

Sneaky Mike

Sodastream

Soft Sickle

Solarburn

Son of Bitch

Song of Zarathustra

Songs About Robots Sorry I'm Dead

Soul Excursion

Sounding Rockets

South Ken

South Sea Sneak

Sovron Court

Spacefish

Sparrow

Special Ed

The Speeds

Spidercake

Spoon

Sports Metaphors

Spudboys

Spynda, Pace and Kress

Star fk Radium

The Stars

Stars of the Dogon

Steady Matt

Stephen Foster and the Awesomes

Steve Boyle

Steve Malkmus

Steve Whitten

Sticky Pink Chew

Stone Temple Pilots

Jim Storch

Stuck in Standby

Styles For Modern Living

Styx

Subdevil

Sugar Daddy

The Suicide Dolls

Summer Erickson

Summer Lungs

Super Fun Time Awesome Party Band

Superchunk

Supersystem

The Surface Dwellers

Sweet Icing

Sweet Nothing

Take No Damage

TBA

Tecumseh EQs

Ted Leo + Pharmacists

Telecorps

Telefonics

Telesys

The Telethons

Television

Terror, Inc.

Testament

The Test Patterns

Thee 50's High Teens

Thee Speaking Canaries

They Might Be Jerks

Thin Sketch

Things That Aren't There Anymore

Third Class

.38 Special

This Present Expression

Three Day Stubble

The Thunder Chickens

Thee Starry Eyes

Tianna and the Cliffhangers

TigerHorseSheepPigCow

Tilt

The Tinklers

Tonks and the Aurors

Torus

Treeline Freeline

The Tree Three

Triggers

Tron Ate My Baby

Truckasaurus

True Love Always

Truxon

TsuShiMamiRie

Tub Ring

Tulpa

Tusklord

TV John

2020K

Uke and Tuba

Ukebox

Ukiah

Ukulady Liz

Ultimate VAG

Ume

Uni Sami

Universal Congress Of

Unlikely Japan

The Upholsterers

Upskirts

Vale and Year

Vampire Nation

Vampire Weekend at Bernies

Vehicle Flips

Vel

The Velcats

Velvet Monkeys

Vequinox

Videohippos

Viewers Like You

Village of Dead Roads

The Viragos

The Visitations

The Vivians

Von Ludendork

Vox Robotica

Wake

Wallace's Fallen Obelisk Kidz

The Wasps Nest and Valerie Kuehne

The Waxwings

WE are the Asteroid

We are the Dead

We Came From Space

The Weasels

Weird Al Yankovic

Werewolves

Wesley Willis

Western Pennsylvania

The Whipped Cream Explosion

The White Stripes

Will Simmons & Turdburglar

William Wesley and the Tiny Sockets

Wimp Factor 14

The Winterbrief

The Wire Riots

The Working Poor

Workshop

Wyld Stalyns

The Wynkataug Monks

X.13

The X Brothers

Asher Yatzar

The Youngstown Tramps

Your Favorite Assassin

Yung Ka

Z-Man

Za Dharsh

The Zambonis

Zigtebra

Zelazowa

The Zou

Zubat and the Bees' Knees

The Zvills

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PYRE

Beata Maria, you know I am a righteous man then tell me, Maria, why I see her dancing there why her smoldering eyes still scorch my soul Castiel sees the demon Meg and knows he is lost. It is in the soft heat and rolling flames, shadows undulating across the room. He sees the flicker of her true face and feels no horror. He stands at her mercy, but there is no scrape of talons or razor teeth. She watches him with an eerie, patient calm. Only the wall of fire keeps him from impulsively reaching out. Her words as she provokes him hold less venom than either of them expect, and when he finally has the demon in his arms, all either of them can do is stare. I feel her, I see her the sun caught in her raven hair is blazing in me out of all control With each new encounter, Castiel logs away another piece of her in his mind. The clever upturn of plum lips. The shift of dark eyes that drink him in. A tangle of curls cascading down her back. Each part of her curses him with a foul longing, one that burrows down straight to his light. She has ruined him with a touch. It takes almost no time at all for him to fall, and fall far. His wings do nothing to recover his descent. like fire, hellfire this fire in my skin this burning desire is turning me to sin He knows it in the roll of her hips, the crash of her mouth. The bottomless depth of black eyes swallowing him whole. Castiel is willing prey. Their bodies surge together in passion, and they’re back in that ring of holy fire. A son of Heaven and a daughter of Hell. The affair consumes them, imprisons them. Gasping breaths and begging cries drown out all thought. There are death knells warning them, but they are starving. Nails scoring down his back, she draws his blood. She owns him. He worships her. With his body, with his heart. More more more; it’s never enough. it’s not my fault, I’m not to blame if in God’s plan he made the devil so much stronger than a man The tragedy goes on, far longer than it deserves. Longer than either of them intend. It grows and grows until hate turns to love and love turns to something like loyalty. They sacrifice the unspeakable. Castiel no longer has the right to call himself an angel. He is distorted; corrupt. She has polluted him, and he vies to regret it. On the contrary, Meg has witnessed a great light. Something akin to hope begins to fester in the demon’s mutilated heart. Together, they are martyrs. Divergent. They fight, they plunge. The further it goes, the deeper in love they fall, and the more they grieve what they’ve become. protect me, Maria don’t let this siren cast her spell don’t let her fire sear my flesh and bone But Castiel is a deceiver. He has fallen in more ways than one. Souls of Hell infect what goodness lies in him, twisting his mind. One too many spells and he’s defiled. Darkness bows to darkness. He begins to blame her. She has done this to him. Demon. He has lost everything, everything—she dare not leave him too. Castiel seeks her in spite of his sin, pleading absolution until he demands her allegiance. They fight, but it’s different; their programming resets. Wrong. Creation shudders on its axis, and something terrible disrupts the earth beneath their feet. This is wrong. They are falling too far. destroy Esmerelda and let her taste the fires of hell or else let her be mine and mine alone He will consume her. She is his, and his alone. Salvochd. Obey. Does she think she’s alive because she is strong? She is alive because of what he’s done to save her. To save all of them. Ungrateful, godless creature. The loss of her drives him to madness. Meg feels the pulse of his power at the crown of her head, a warning. She feels the phantom lick of fire at her feet, and a living panic cripples her. She doesn’t recognize him anymore. Anger and fear manifest into a fierce defiance. The demon lashes out; she tries to hate him. She calls him Judas, but he hears none of it. He is above their judgment. Castiel will have his war and he will win. She’ll see. She’ll understand. He’ll make sure of it. hellfire, dark fire choose me or your pyre be mine, or you will burn Meg runs, but it isn’t far enough. His hand twists around her throat. Back meets the wall. Blue eyes are dying stars, burning into hers with something new. Something possessive, something violent. This isn’t him, but she feels him there like a shadow ready to swallow her down. He has grown into a beast; a savage mockery of the pure being he once was, and it is because of her. She has destroyed the good in him, but knows she has no right to mourn the loss. His power drowns her, chokes the life from her. A part of her is perversely glad. Take me, punish me. Another part knows the true meaning of fear. Of desperate longing. Don’t do this. Come back. Castiel, come back to me. As she has ruined him, he has rebuilt her. How poignant that it should all end like this. God have mercy on her God have mercy on me but she will be mine or she will burn

#megstiel #megstiel family #becoming chapters #soundtrack #artwork

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Subway Series: Baudrillard, Deleuze, and the New Century

The way in which Baudrilard describes September 11th, 2001 as an “absolute event” in light of its role within the concept of the West, as well as the manner in which neocolonial violence has been structured against “terror” in the 21st century is present in part in Deleuze’s description of “events” through the mathematical anthropomorphisms of Carroll, as well as the manner in which one can read Deleuze’s concepts of singularity alongside those of Badiou, the way in which singularity is a departure from horizontality, from a different state of affairs, a different state of the situation that must be realized in itself as a sort of relation, a means by which one can arrive at or create singularity.

Deleuze points out that mathematics is, in at least some understanding, not merely human nor limited by human understanding, but moreover that it is not without a process of naming that these theoretical maths become clear. In the same manner as theoretical physics, as a physics beyond observation is observable through the quantification of the quantum, a moment where artifice and apparatus-of-capture makes encounter meaningful, one expands the means by which one experiences while creating new levels on which experience can be described while in fact not meaningfully changing the standards of experience. Singularity, as a state of affairs, is structured by a series of points in the same manner as the horizontality of the line, but becomes an event through the process of problematization, through a reverse of collapse. Baudrillard is clear in stating that it was in fact implosion, a radicalization of internality, that was exhibited by the twin towers on 9/11. The internality of the towers, as indicative of a larger sense of internality, internality shared by the one and the Other, only realized through encounter, was destroyed much in the way that supposedly the identity of a Western self was challenged on this day, was martyred through the collapse of the tower and the sacrifice of its own.

The 1990s required a certain formation of the self in response to the collapse of the Soviet Union and the growth of neoliberalism: in order to better facilitate the universality of the neocolonial subject, a sort of radical adherence to recogntion of the Other was needed. The proliferation of radical assertions of a particular self, the self as asserted through postmodernist thought as well as postmodern situationality (the grandiosity of 90s rap comes to mind rather quickly) required a restructuring of the horizontality of life such that it could avoid problematization, it could avoid events entirely, it could become part of a hyperbolic state of affairs where development was the paradigm, where the development of the world was always progressing and moreover where the last great artifices of coloniality had been defeated, and now neocolonialism was being assembled on a global scale. Acts of schizophrenic identity, the identity of the shopping mall as a schizoanalytic means of dressing and feeding and providing for oneself, became the means in which the horizontal was structured. Hot Topic and Taco Bell cross-promoting Star Wars I: The Phantom Menace. A sort of movie itself beginning horizontality, an event made event through the singularity of Anakin Skywalker.

The way in which the 90s required horizontality was, as Baudrillard discusses when discussing 9/11, part of a sort of commodification of identity in order to disguise the neocolonial creation of metaculture, of taking the demarcations of culture instituted by colonialism and opening them to the entries of commodity, such that consumer culture could become the globalizing force of unification, the means by which markers of authenticity were realized. America fostered a sort of turn from socialism, a decade marked by violence and genocide but moreover by the means that American hegemony precluded anything even approaching an event, through problematizing singularities as mere parts of the horizontal, as in fact entirely normal. Oklahoma City and the first attack on the World Trade Center were non-events by this parlance. Gates to Heaven opened and shut, a comet came, and eventually the century, the millennium, ended.

In turn, the new one opened with the Subway Series, New York’s two baseball teams battling in what was understandable as the horizontal discourse of the town, the locating of singularity outside of time such that it could be stabilized within the globalized assemblage, the body without organs of the globe differentiated into a newly comprehensive globe. The globe included New York, it included Miami, it included London and the once-London represented by Hong Kong, it included a preserved Lenin and a dead Mao, a union no longer Soviet and the supposed global character of human rights from the UN. The two teams in the World Series were a subway ride apart, Bronx and Queens, the two most diverse places on earth competing for dominion over America’s Game of the World.

A year later, the implosion of the Twin Towers became a singularity beyond any other. It was followed by a new horizontality, a new means by which the event could be realized, problematization of the event used to separate strikes and covert actions and raids such that each is singular, each action is an action unto itself, every deployment of this or that brigade is separable from the other, so that the global character of globalizing neoliberalism may be rejected. That year, the Mets played the first American sporting event to follow 9/11, a baseball game where players wore NYPD hats and the final score is long forgotten.

The problematization of the event specifically lies in that which surrounds it, in how it is a singularity among points of departure, points that are linked through rhizomatic interaction and only understandable through schizoanalytic departures rather than the imposition of neurotic psychoanalytic frameworks onto them. The event is created, the event requires encounter, the event is part of a horizontality that bears the singular. Baudrillard describes the singularity of 9/11, contrasting it to the non-events of the 90s, the manner in which a lack of events was a manner of avoiding the problematics of singularity, the means by which singularity calls into question the generality of globalization, the individualization of neocolonial subjectivities.

The process by which subjects are able to be recognized is one that is specifically violent, is one that is specifically mired in their pain, in their failure. The 2001 Yankees came within one game of winning the World Series, but the Diamondbacks, lead by Curt Schilling and Randy Johnson, defeated them. Schilling would eventually go on to join the Red Sox and undo the Yankees once more, while Johnson would don the navy pinstripes of New York himself late in his career. The MVP was shared between Schilling and Johnson: their share was a sort of new individual of the two of them, a subjectivity of the Diamondback Pitcher that was contained elsewhere than the pitchers themselves. Merely particular as pitchers, they were a subject as a pair. This is the manner in which colonial subjectivity creates itself: as singularity from a horizontal of colonial resources, an exception to the preclusion from encounter that defines neocolonialism.

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On this day, of the year 355 A.D., St. Anthony the Great, the star of the wilderness, and the father of all monks, departed. This righteous man was born in the... year 251 A.D. in the city of Qimn El-Arouse, to rich parents who loved the church and the poor. They raised him up in fear of the Lord. When he was twenty years old, his parents departed, and he had to take care of his sister. Once, he entered the church and heard the words of the Lord Christ in the Gospel, "If you want to be perfect, go, sell what you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasures in heaven; and come, follow Me." (Matthew 19:21) He returned to his house, decided to fulfill this commandment and considered it directed to him personally. He gave his wealth to the poor and needy, and he took his sister and placed her with some virgins. At that time, monasticism had not yet been established. All those who wanted to live a solitary life went and lived on the outskirts of the city. This was what St. Anthony did as he dwelt alone, worshipping and living an ascetic life. The devil fought him there by afflicting him with boredom, laziness, and the phantoms of women. He overcame the devil's snares by the power of the Lord Christ. After that, he went to one of the tombs, and he resided therein and closed the door on himself. Some of his friends used to bring him food. When the devil perceived his ascetic life and his intense worship, he was envious of him, and he beat him mercilessly, then left him unconscious. When his friends came to visit him and found him in this condition, they carried him to the church. After he somewhat recovered, he went back to the same place. The devil again resumed his war against St. Antonius, only this time the phantoms were in the form of wild beasts, wolves, lions, snakes and scorpions. They appeared as if they were about to attack him or cut him into pieces. But the saint would laugh at them scornfully and say, "If any of you have any authority over me, only one would have been sufficient to fight me." At his saying this, they disappeared as though in smoke, for God gave him the victory over the devils. He was always singing this psalm, "Let God arise, let His enemies be scattered; let those also who hate Him flee before Him." (Psalm 68:1) St. Anthony used to prepare a quantity of bread that would sustain him for six months. He did not allow anyone to enter his cell, and whoever came to him, stood outside and listened to his advice. He continued in this condition of solitary worship for 20 years. Then by God's command, he went to El-Fayyoum and confirmed the brethren there in the faith, then returned to his monastery. During the time of persecution, he longed to become a martyr. He left his monastery and went to Alexandria. He visited those who were imprisoned for the sake of Christ and comforted them. When the Governor saw that he was confessing the Lord Christ publicly, not caring what might happen to him, he ordered him not to show up in the city. However, the saint did not heed his threats. He faced him and argued with him in order that he might arouse his anger so that he might be tortured and martyred. But God preserved him all along, according to His will, for the benefit of many, and so the Governor left him alone. Then the saint went back to his monastery according to God's will, and many came to visit him and to hear his teachings. He saw that these visits kept him away from his worship. As a result, he went far away to the eastern desert. He travelled with some bedouins to the inner wilderness for three days, until he found a spring of water and some palm trees, and then he chose to settle there. On this spot now stands the monastery of St. Anthony the Great. The bedouins came to him with bread, and the Lord drove away all the wild beasts from this place, for his sake. On occasions, he would go to the monastery on the outskirts of the desert by the Nile to visit the brethren, then return to his inner monastery. His fame spread abroad and it reached Emperor Constantine. The Emperor wrote to him, offering him praise and asked him to pray for him. The brethren were pleased with the Emperor's letter, but St. Anthony did not pay any attention to it, and he said to them, "The books of God, the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords, commands us everyday, but we do not heed what they tell us, and we turn our backs on them." Under the persistence of the brethren who told him, "Emperor Constantine loves the church," he accepted to write him a letter blessing him, and praying for the peace and safety of the empire and the church. One day, he was bored, and he heard a voice telling him, "Go out and see." He went out and saw an angel who wore a girdle with a cross, one resembling the holy Eskiem, and on his head was a head cover (Kolansowa). He was sitting while braiding palm leaves, then he stood up to pray, and again he sat to weave. A voice came to him saying, "Anthony, do this and you will rest." Henceforth, he started to wear this tunic that he saw, and began to weave palm leaves, and never got bored again. St. Anthony prophesied about the persecution that was about to happen to the church and the control of the heretics over it, the church victory and its return to its formal glory, and the end of the age. When St. Macarius visited St. Anthony, St. Anthony clothed him with the monk's garb, and St. Anthony foretold him what would be of him. When the day of the departure of St. Paul, the first hermit in the desert, drew near, St. Anthony went to him. St. Anthony buried St. Paul the hermit after he had clothed him in a tunic which was a present from St. Athanasius the Apostolic, 20th Pope of Alexandria. When St. Anthony felt that the day of his departure had approached, he commanded his disciple to hide his body and to give his staff to St. Macarius, and to give one sheepskin cloak to St. Athanasius and the other sheepskin cloak to Anba Serapion, his disciple. He stretched himself on the ground and gave up his spirit. The angels and the saints took his spirit and carried it to the place of perpetual rest. This saint lived for 15 years, struggling in the way of holiness and purity. His prayers be with us and Glory be to our God forever. Amen.

#Saint #orthodox #church #coptic #christianity #god #jesus #christ

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2018 Movies Watched

Mayhem

Creep 2

The Vault

Super Dark Times

Haunters

Lady Gaga Five Foot Two

Jumanji: Welcome To The Jungle

Coco

Flatliners (2017)

Madman

Oxygen

Before I Wake

The Lodger

Marshall

Airheads

The Snowman

Rewind This

Big Business

The Crucifixion

Dinner with Friends

Natural Selection

When A Stranger Calls Back

Hairspray (original)

Geostorm

Return of the Living Dead 3

Empire Records

Heathers

Keep Watching

A Bad Moms Christmas

I, Tonya

Suburbicon

Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure

Only The Brave

Mr. Mom

Girls Against Boys

The Cloverfield Paradox

The Open House

Seed of Chucky

Trick or Treats

#Horror

The Blob (1988)

The Stuff

Invasion of the Body Snatchers

American Satan

Insidious 4: The Last Key

My Friend Dahmer

Waco

The Ritual

Black Panther

Nothing But Trouble

Deadly Blessing

Dismissed

Manson

Student Bodies

The Silent Scream

Three Billboards Outside Ebbing Missuori

The Buttercream Gang

House of Long Shadows

The Babysitters Club

Veronica

The Man Who Invented Christmas

The Shape of Water

So I Married an Axe Murder

Honey We Shrunk Ourselves

The First Wives Club

The Devil’s Arithmetic

Tom and Huck

Backdraft

The Brady Bunch Movie

Problem Child

Pitch Perfect 3

Winchester

Tormented

Prophet of Evil

Vincent

The Bat

The Comedy of Terrors

Witness To Waco

Echoes in the Darkness

To Catch A Killer

The Haunted

Seduced by Madness

True Crime

Night of the Creeps

Return of the Living Dead

Love Potion #9

Tragedy Girls

Fallen Angel

Adam: His Story Continues

The True Story: The Amityville Horror

Fatal Charm

The Zodiac Killer

The Real Amityville Horror

The Calendar Girl Murders

Terrifier

Cocktail

LA 92

Once Bitten

Explorers

Soulman

April Fool’s Day

Chopping Mall

Twins

Spookies

Crawlspace

Twins

Two Night Stand

Mr. Right

Spice World

Vibes

Behind the Curtain: Todrick Hall

The Truth About Cats and Dogs

The Big Green

Happily Ever After

Halloween Documentary

Poison Ivy

Singles

Gia

Forbidden

9/11

The Space Between

Rampage

Never Hike Alone

Who Put the Klan in the Klu Klux Klan

Frontier(s)

Four Rooms

The Strangers: Prey at Night

Poison Ivy II

Goodfellas

Detroit Rock City

Spaceballs

Soul Man

Space Camp

TerrorVision

Sometimes They Come Back

Hell High

Freaked

The Making of Halloween II

Going Postal

Tuff Turf

The Making of Prom Night

Exorcists: The True Story

Halloween: The Inside Story

Return To Crystal Lake

Rock and Roll High School

Rush Week

Maid to Order

Scream: The Inside Story

Iced

The Lightning Incident

Not Our Son

Glory Daze: The Life and Times of Michael Alig

Monster Night

HouseSitter

The OJ Simpson Story

Mister Frost

The Story of Motley Crue

Star Trek:Beyond

In Cold Blood: The Chris Lane Story

More Brains: The Making of Return of the Living Dead

Sidekicks

The Disaster Artist

Embrace the Vampire

Day of the Dead: Bloodline

Wish Upon a Star

Avengers: Infinity War

Stand and Deliver

Sphere

Forever My Girl

Earth Girls Are Easy

Cry Baby Lane

The Karate Kid

The Karate Kid Part 2

Sound of my Voice

A Quiet Place

Trust Fund

A Killing In A Small Town

Kristy

Hush

The Greatest Showman

November 13: Attack on Paris

Maze Runner: The Death Cure

Martyrs

Last Shift

Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales

Amityville: Horror or Hoax

Amityville: The Haunting

The Love Witch

The Psycho Legacy

The Great Los Angles Earthquake

Stag Night

Overboard

Hell House LLC

Truth or Dare

Mom and Dad

Event Horizon

Deadpool2

Nobody Gets Out Alive

Love, Simon

No One Lives

Summer of Love

Snowbound

Bones

Hereditary

Justice Leauge

Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom

Blockers

Breaking In

House II: The Second Story

Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood

Pacific Rim: Uprising

The Incredibles 2

Jurassic World

Amityville 3-D

Monkey Shines

Regression

L.A . Slasher

Dog Soldiers

The Wave

All Eyez On Me

Notorious

Inside

Killing For Love

Playback

Pacific Heights

Love At First Bite

The Sisterhood

Deceived

A Horrible Place To Die

True Story

The Gift

The Roost

Masterminds

Preservation

Untraceable

The Crow: Wicked City

Never Talk To Strangers

Blow Out

The Decade You Were Born: the 1980s

9/11: Fifteen Years Later

78/52 Hitchcock’s Shower Scene

Copycat

The Blackcoat’s Daughter

The Unspoken

The Ritual

I Am The Pretty Thing That Lives In The House

House of the Witch

The Vanishing

The First Purge

Tales of the Grim Sleeper

Rebirth

Don’t Hang Up

To Die For

Diary of a Serial Killer

Held for Ransom

Don’t Look Behind You

Menace II Society

Aftershock

10x10

The New Daughter

Spooked: The Ghosts of Waverly Hills

The Secret Life of Bees

Ready Player One

The Boston Strangler

Welcome Home Roxy Carmichael

Ricky 6

The Day It Happened: Columbine

Satan in the Suburbs

Deadly Detention

A Cry In The Dark

Girl in the Bunker

Unsane

The Haunted History of Halloween

DC 9/11: Time of Crisis

The Meg

Overboard (2018)

I Feel Pretty

Life Of The Party

In Memoriam: New York City 9-11-2001

To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before

Virginia Tech documentary

Columbine documentary

Nothing Left to Fear

If...

The 6th Day

Black Circle Boys

Splinter

The Tie That Binds

Bad Samaritan

Salem’s Lot

The Midnight Man

I Spit on Your Grave 2

The Tenant

Birth of the Living Dead

Shadow of the Vampire

Mimic

Halloween H20

The Midnight Man

The Endless

Summer of ‘84

Delirium

A Return to Salem’s Lot

An American Ghost Story

Won’t You Be My Neighbor

Frantic

Nosferatu The Vampyre

Pieces

Peter Rabbit

Ingrid Goes West

Pumpkinhead 2

Fear Inc.

The Nun

The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari

Indecent Proposal

Snow White: A Tale of Terror

Killer Klowns from Outer Space

Harry and the Henderson’s

Bride of Frankenstein

Silent Night

Fahrenheit 451

Don’t Look Under The Bed

Devil’s Backbone Texas

American Psycho 2

Solo

the Cabinet of Dr. Calgari (1920)

Howling II

Scary Mary

The Looming Tower

Truth or Dare (2017)

Raising Cain

No Vacancy

Freaks of Nature

Munger Road

The Rocky Horror Picture Show: Let’s Do The Time Warp Again

Malevolent

The Phantom Of the Opera

The Divide

One Day At Horrorland

Casper

Night of the Demons 2

Hayride

I’ve Been Waiting For You

The Haunting of Hill House

The China Syndrome

Ghost Stories

Pyewacket

The Haunting

The Wolfman

Unfriended: The Dark Web

Jason X

Night of the Demons (2009)

Unlikely Angel

Creature from the Black Lagoon

Oujia Origin of Evil

Survival of the Dead

Swamp Thing

Halloween (2018)

A League of their Own

Down A Dark Hall

Milk Money

Blown Away

Freeway

Intruder

Slender Man

Book Club

ShowBusiness: The Road To Broadway

Dick Tracy

My Brother The Serial Killer

Joe Versus the Volcano

Mother’s Boys

Leap of Faith

Escape from L.A

Kid

P.U.N.K.S

Three Identical Strangers

RBG

Something Wild

Overloard

The Grinch

Fantastic Beasts 2

Office Christmas Party

Like Father Like Son

Harry Potter: A History of Magic

Men At Work

The Christmas Chronicles

The Wizard

Son In Law

Crocodile Dundee

Breakdown

Needle

Crazy Rich Asians

Searching

A Diva’s Christmas Carol

The Unauthorized Saved by the Bell Story

Toni Braxton: Unbreak My Heart

A Christmas Carol

Life-Size 2

The Christmas Toy

The Unauthorized Full House Story

After Hours

I’ll Be Home For Christmas

Whitney

Mrs. Santa Claus

Ant-Man and the Wasp

Blood Rage

A Very Claymation Christmas

Claymation Easter

Claymation Comedy of Horrors

The Show

Jingle All The Way

The Road Killers

A Regular Frankie Fan

Betty and Coretta

Blackkklansman

Devil’s Gate

Hamilton

Newsies

Newsies: The Musical

Demon House

Bird Box

The Rosa Parks Story

Patient Zero

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An open letter Kinchev from "Alisa"

An open letter to the artistic Director and the author of songs of group «Alisa» Konstantin Kinchev

Hello, Kostya. I do want you healthy. They say that Russia needs to live a long time. In order to have time to understand everything. I think you have not long lived. I want you to live as long as possible, because you need something to rethink. Forgive me that I address to you on «you» and named «coast». It’s not disrespect, God forbid! It’s just the memory of those times when we were young. You were young, I was young, we were young. We played and listened to rock-n-roll and you were for us an idol, a model, a hero. And we were on «you», not even knowing each other personally, and you said yourself that «we are together». I remember in Leningrad high-rise buildings on the birthday of the classmate I first listened to your album «Energy». I listened almost breathlessly. I thought: this is my all about me, for me. I didn’t know then that your work is intended only for the racially pure of the Slavs. And today I was driving in the car on family matters and Autoradio again passed your famous song «Sky of Slavs». Before, I was silent all the time. But I tired silent. I’m 44 years living among racism, Nazism and xenophobia. And I tired to keep quiet and pretend that’s the way it should be, as the whole country pretends that it’s okay. It’s not normal. And I decided that now will never be silent. Let’s talk to you, Kostya, about your song. Don’t be shy. You can be honest with me. I don’t want to hurt you. Consider that I have a doctor. Doctor of your body. If you know what I mean. You sing: «We are sharpening the seed of the Horde». Here it is necessary to decide. What kind of Horde you sharpens seed, Kostya? The Great Horde? The Golden Horde? The White Horde? Or maybe Blue? Here accuracy is important, Kostya. When the Empire of Genghis Khan was divided into ulus or Horde, because each Horde had its own dynasty and history. And then the Horde was all over. Now no Horde no, Kostya, neither Big nor Gold, nor White. No Byzantium, no power Germanarich, the Commonwealth does not and also no Horde does not. Maybe you have phantom pain, Kostya? Or any current or recent descendant of the Horde you grind? Maybe the Mongols? Of The Mongolian People’s Republic? Maybe they are enemies? Do you know, Kostya, that the Mongols remember that we lived in the same state once, but for this reason I think Russia is not a historical enemy, as a historical friend and brother? But do you think the Mongols enemies, Kostya. They consider you a brother. Do you know, Kostia, that in the Great Patriotic War, after the Western countries is our second supplier of lend-lease was Mongolia? The Mongols gave us horses and coats. Have you seen Kostya in Soviet films as the red army in a beautiful warm coats, pomogaete General frost, smash the Nazis, hundreds in cloth chinesisch? It was a Mongolian coats, Peter. And do you think the Mongols enemies. Or maybe you’re not the Mongols, and the Russian Tatars considered the «seed of the Horde», which sharpens you? You probably somehow missed this historic moment, Kostya, the Russian Tatars have become, not «brothers» as with the Slavs-Ukrainians and Slavs-Belarusians, and just one people? You disturb the bones, the names Kara-Murza, Zarifullin, abuzyarov? These Russian writers, they are the seed of the Horde? They sharpen you, Kostya? Maybe Victor Tsoi you too sharpened? His last name was strange, not Russian. Not only with the Horde came to your bright Rus. You sing: «we yoke the yoke busurman». Busurmanov is Muslim, Kostya, I know. And I know everything. You yoke the yoke of the Muslims? What does this mean? Russia seized ISIS? You pay the jizya? Jizya, Kostya, this is a special tax on non-Muslims. In the Muslim Caliphate non-Muslims were required to pay the jizya. In the Middle ages it was quite democratic and progressive. It was a kind of «freedom of conscience» pay the jizya and you can practice any religion or not to profess any. At the same time, for the slightest deviation from the Canon, Christians have burned each other at the stake. So it was OK. But now it’s savagery. Now people are by default free from official dogmas of religions, whether Islam, Marxism or Christianity. A man is free to profess any faith or philosophy. And not obliged to anyone to give an account. We thought the coast that you and the other rock stars had in mind when he protested against the cultural and ideological uniformity in the USSR. But it turned out that you meant – everyone must be a Communist, and Orthodox Nazi. Is this what you had in mind Konstantin? Then I do not think the same as you. We aren’t together anymore, Peter. Then I’d rather stay Communist. And I think now, Kostya, that may be, the USSR was right when I kept you rockers, to turn. Because you one and all «addicts, homosexuals, Nazis, punks.» I’m sorry, Kostya, this is a quote from your song. It turns out that the KGB already knew that you are a Nazi? Then, maybe, correctly, that your shows a little bit forbidden? Of course, the bans isn’t the answer. But Nazism is not a panacea. Now all of a sudden it turned out that you yoke the yoke of the Muslims. Tell me, Kostya, some Azerbaijanis reketirov you overlaid a tribute? You want perekrashivaniya under their Slavic rapists? Well, not necessarily to sing about it. Generally, racketeering is against the law. It can be stopped by legal means. But if you mean taxes, right part of the taxes collected in Russia, goes to fight with ISIS in Syria. On the distant approaches. In a foreign land. No, Kostya, ISIS conquered Russia, you got it wrong. You sing: «from the shores of lake Peipsi to the ice of Kolyma, all this is our land.» All this Slavic land, you’re talking about. Your land. Where’s my land, Kostya? Where is she? Where land Sharifullina, Abuzyarova, Kara-Murza and Hayrapetyan? Where land is Russian writer and philologist astvatsaturov, grandson of academician Zhirmunsky, and the Zhirmunsky where the land is? Where the earth of entire peoples who have lived for centuries on the vast shores of lake Peipsi to the ice of Kolyma? You know, Kostya, that «Chud» these shores were called from the fact that she lived there «Chud» — Slavic tribe? Where the land of Karelians, Chuvash, Mari, Finnish, Ugric, Ural, Siberian, Turkic peoples? Or you decided to do this to all the peoples of Russia, as the Americans did to the Indians to kill and take their land? But aren’t we always proud of the fact that we are not? You say, Kostya, that it was all your land and what is above it – «sky of Slavs». And where is our land, Kostya? Where is our sky? And we’ve even shared God was Tengri. God Blue-Heaven, God the heavenly Horde. And you say that the sky belongs to the one the Slavs. The Goths, the Scandinavians, Alans, Scythians look at you, Kostya. Say: the sky has no boundaries, Kostya. The sky belongs to everyone. And you will find out. But it is better, if not soon. Because you still have a lot to understand on earth. You’re not ready. I recently found out, Kostya. You refused to go to Donbass and to support the «Russian world». You go, and Kobzon went. Remember when you sang about «and every soul in Sid of Vishez, but in fact Joseph Kobzon». It was assumed that Kobzon is a bad thing. Because it is «Soviet». And Kobzon took it and went to the Donbass. Probably because the Soviet. And you didn’t go. Because you’re racially pure Slav. I don’t think you chickened out. You kind of never was a coward. Rather, you feel that the Kiev junta is closer to you by blood. They have there also in the veins of «sky of the Slavs» and marks «the sun» on the sleeves of the battalion «Aydar». And this «Russian world» — it is a non-Slavic. Racial unclean to some. I heard that against you somewhere opened a case under article 282 for inciting ethnic hatred. I am opposed to you were attracted to 282 minutes. I do object to our cultural Nazis were tried under articles. This makes them «martyrs». And does not solve the problem prohibitions. And the courts. And just need that you, Kostya, I understand. And your audience. That it is disgusting: to divide people on nationalities. To say this is mine and my. It is indecent, pounding his heels into the chest, jingling medals purebred Slavs or cecosta, or tatarstva, or anything. It’s like in the theater loudly to spoil the air. All frustrating and embarrassing for you, Kostya. So, come on, Peter. Live. Breathe. My air, my sky, – I do not mind, I allow. And write more. Only write better. Kinder.

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Putting this under a cut cuz woo boy longer than that other one I did.

Tagging: If you wanna do all this be my guest. XD

RULES: Post a song that reminds you of your muse and then tag 6 people whose songs you want to see!

Always a Woman - Billy Joel

WHAT ARE YOUR MUSE’S AESTHETICS?

[COLORS] red. brown. orange. yellow. green. blue. purple. pink. black. white. teal. silver. gold. grey. lilac. metallic. matte. royal blue. strawberry red. charcoal grey. forest green. apple red. navy blue. crimson. cream. mint green. grey green. [ELEMENTS] fire. ice. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. frost. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. [BODY] claws. long fingers. fangs. teeth. wings. tails. lips. bare feet. freckles. bruises. canine. scars (mental; physical). scratches. wounds. burns. spikes. feathers. webs. eyes. hands. sweat. tears. feline. chubby. curvy. short. tall. normal height. muscular. piercing. tattoos. [WEAPONS] fists. sword. dagger. spear. arrow. hammer. shield. whips. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. knives. throwing knives. pistol. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. words. bat. [MATERIALS] gold. silver. platinum. brass. copper. lead. diamonds. pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron. rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain. paper. wool. fur. lace. leather. silk. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. asphalt. brick. marble. dust. glitter. blood. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. shadow. carbonate. rubber. synthetics. [NATURE] grass. leaves. trees. bark. roses. daisies. tulips. lavender. petals. thorns. seeds. hay. sand. rocks. roots. flowers. river. meadow. lake. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rainforest. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds. mountains. [ANIMALS] lions. wolves. eagles. owls. falcons. hawks. swans. snakes. turtles. ducks. bugs. spiders. birds. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks. horses. cats. dogs. bunnies. praying mantises. crows. mice. lizards. unicorns. pegasus. dragons. rats. [FOODS/DRINKS] sugar. salt. candy. bubblegum. bread. wine. champagne. hard liquor. beer. coffee. tea. spices. herbs. apple. orange. lemon. cherry. strawberry. watermelon. vegetables. fruits. meat. fish. pies. condensed milk. desserts. chocolate. cream. caramel. berries. nuts. cinnamon. burgers. burritos. pizza. rice. ambrosia. soup. stew. [HOBBIES] music. art. watercolors. gardening. smithing. sculpting. painting. sketching. fighting. writing. composing. meditation. cooking. sewing. training. dancing. acting. singing. martial arts. self-defense. electronics. technology. cameras. video cameras. video games. computer. phone. movies. theater. libraries. books. magazines. cds. records. cassettes. piano. violin. guitar. electronic guitar. bass guitar. harmonica. harp. woodwinds. brass. bells. percussion. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. mahjong. motorcycle riding. eating. climbing. running. [STYLE] lingerie. armor. cape. dress. tunic. vest. shirt. boots. heels. leggings. trousers. jeans. skirt. jewelry. earrings. necklace. bracelet. rings. pendant. hat. ballcap. crown. circlet. helmet. scarf. brocade. cloaks. corsets. doublet. chest plate. robes. bracers. belt. sash. coat. jacket. hood. gloves. socks. masks. cowls. braces. watches. glasses. sunglasses. visor. eye contacts. makeup. [MISC] balloons. bubbles. cityscape. light. dark. candles. war. peace. money. power. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. grief. happiness. optimism. realism. pessimism. legacy. loneliness. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. hugs.

You can tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. Put your mp3 player, itunes, spotify, etc. on shuffle & list the first 10 songs & then tag 10 people, no skipping!

1. I Want It All - Queen 2. Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy 3. Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park 4. Secret Love - Bee Gees 5. Phantom of the Opera - Sarah Brightman and Michael Crawford 6. Love Will Keep You Up All Night - Backstreet Boys 7. Crazy Train - Ozzy Osbourne 8. Here and Now - Steps 9. Rout of Moy - Albannach 10. Tell Me What We’re Gonna Do Now - Joss Stone

Last Movie I Watched: I can’t remember lol Last Song I Listened To: Animal - Def Leppard Last Book I Read: Rogue One A Star Wars Story novelization Last Thing I Ate: pizza If You Could Be Anywhere Right Now: Hanging out with some far away friends Fictional Character You Would Hang Out With For A Day: Hmm, probably Anne Shirley, I think her and I would get along the best. lol

#widowcanon #ic and ooc #looong post is long good freaking lord XD

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