#soz y’all

[conjectureand-gloom]

poetry time :D

please check the tags for TWs for this one, it’s sort of a vent poem for me, so it could be slightly triggering. stay safe y’all, love you <3

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They say

“It’s

Okay not

To be

Okay”

But then when you

Admit

“I’m

Not okay”

They

Laugh and

Turn away,

Leaving you

Wondering how it is

Possible to feel like

You’re

Drowning

Without

Water.

Then when you’re in the

Hospital

Bed,

White

Sheets covering the

Machines keeping your

Heart

Going,

They

Cry,

Questioning why you never

Spoke

Up.

But

Maybe the

Only way

To be

Taken

Seriously,

Is to be in the

White

Sheets.

Later,

You

Begin

Looking

Better.

They

Stop

Caring,

Of course

They do.

Why would anyone

Care?

Then the

Cycle

Repeats.

“I

Thought you were

Doing

Better?”

Well

You never

Cared.

You never

Cared.

And I’m not even

Surprised,

Anymore.

Nobody

Cares.

[kaleiidoskope]

I WAS TESTING OUT A NEW PENCIL SET OF 24 I GOT!! (prismacolours, lovingly gifted by some of my relatives for my birthday a while back!)

they blend so nicely and i love the colours for this… it’s so pretty i’m so happy…

closeups under the cut like always

also YES i was drawing on my bed my drawing desk is covered in legos that aren’t mine, also i stole some pink holder thing to draw better from my step sibling i’m sure she doesn’t mind

[whitegoldtower]

Nsfw below the break, I’m having another thought

Cw: genitals, masturbation, sex mention, bit of a cheeky trauma dump but no SA, dw.

Ok so this is a bit tmi but I am fully aware that as an intersex trans man, what I have, despite being 5’3 is rather ✨large✨ (especially for someone of my height) - it’s a blessing now, yeah, and is freat post T, but as a pre-t kid (like aged 13-16) the fucking thing was uncomfy (especially when made to wear typical afab underwear with a middle seam), it hurt when it grew, I COULD NOT undress in female changing rooms (the one time I did, a girl next to me made eye contact with it, I made eye contact with hers and was like “oh fuck mine doesn’t look like that” and she fully backed away from me with a mixture of what seemed like fear/disgust (thankfully she never spread rumours about it despite her being ‘popular’). Similar thing happened around age 7 with a friend in the bath (the whole stupid ‘wanna see my junk’ that curious kids do) and she moved the bubbles and was like ‘why is yours big’ 💀💀💀 BUT in short, I’m not bragging, this was a point of humiliation and trauma for me but let’s not go there. Just felt like I had to justify why I’m not like ‘oh yeah lol I’ve got a fat cock ���😎’)

So let’s take Vesz. Also intersex and trans.

Dude is built like a brick shithouse and 2 feet taller than me, with the same hyena-physics anatomy scaling. Thus, with the shock/dismay I received from people seeing me naked and pre T as a kid and feeling ‘monstrous’ because of it…

Fucking Vesz is classed as monsterfucking, it’s a canon bhaalspawn moment and I won’t change my mind.

Shadowheart’s like “oh yeah, I’m afab, I can work with whatever he’s got- oh fuck maybe not, I’ll have to learn some shit”

^^ and that’s a real experience

Meanwhile Vesz is sat there like

“It’s a slay but I kind of hate it.” Like he (I) wishes he (I) had a full cock, not some large and awkward lump of flesh that’s neither here nor there that illicits weird reactions and looks weird/feels embarrassing when you try to get off with it

(Like I can’t just stroke the fucker slowly with my hand or gently rub it, I have to grip and pinch and violently pull at it or crush it under my palm HARD to the point where it’s nearly painful or else I can’t feel anything. This makes it very difficult for anyone other than myself to get me off and I get extremely jealous of people who can just have their partners get them off. I don’t know if this is a problem or not or even like a shared experience)

((((((Also this is why I have such a funky relationship with masochism))))))

[lupine-trees]

nothing & everything

[ for @microficmay day 15. drarry | rating: t | word count: 109 | part 13 | part 1 here | tagged #lup’s microfic may | read the full story here ♡⋆˙ ]

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Harry props himself against the desk, plucking Draco’s quill from his fingertips.

“Potter,” Draco drawls, reaching out. “I need that, if you please.”

Harry twirls the quill a moment, striped and ink-mottled, teasing, before placing it back in Draco’s outstretched hand.

“Have you responded to Monsieur Maudrillard?”

Draco scratches something out in his notebook, eyes averted.

“Not yet.”

“Well,” Harry says, reaching for the quill again, “are you going to?”

Draco pulls the feather away, out of reach, and glances up to him.

“I’m thinking about it,” he says, and that could be all it is. It could mean nothing.

(But it could mean anything. It could mean everything.)

[jameswilsonsupremacy]

cannot believe it has been 24 hrs since I posted an edit of chase (it had some clips of house too) to the song daddy issues, and 256 of the house md fuckers showed up and liked my tiktok. insane. all of you probably have daddy issues. that’s the only reason. i accept you as you are. its okay.

[tetzoro]

i have a bunch of silly lil self indulgent blurbs with kuroo that i kinda wanna post but also … The Horrors™️

[whatacartouchebag]

tfw you finally recover from being sick for like three weeks only to be forced into another two weeks off because you gotta get some weird fuckin moles schlooped offa your damn body because the sun is a deadly lazer and you can’t lift your arms above your chest like fam i just wanna write

[ihearnocomplaints]

Im not entirely satisfied with this but

Passive aggressive Sun my beloved

Drew it at work while the kiddos were sleepin :]

[tumblasha]

lifetime travel goals

[1] go to the “brazils” of each continent (the country that’s seen as a “fantasy” / magical place)

a. brazil in south america (runner-up: colombia)

b. usa in north america (runner-up: mexico)

c. egypt in africa

d. france in europe (runner-up: greece)

e. australia in oceania

f. japan in asia (runner-up: korea)

[2] go to the “carnavals” of each continent (spring-ish festivals that celebrate that it’s “getting warm again”)

a. carnaval in brazil in south america (runner-up: inti raymi in peru or carnaval in trinidad & tobago)

b. mardi gras in north america

c. mombasa carnival in kenya in africa (runner-up: august’s festas das gatas in são vicente, cv)

d. venice carnival in italy in europe

e. gay and lesbian mardi gras in australia in oceania

f. ??? in philippines in asia

[malinaa]

MUSICAL BINGO

tagged : @sorcerry tyy <3 we r CLUTCHING hands tagging : @rosesau | @evcndiaz | @ryekat | @coucheddie | @wherepoetsdie | @oretsev & anyone else who wants to do it <333

[henrystars]

ty @thelastwalkingsoul for the tag 🫶🏼 rules: in a new post, show the last line you wrote and tag as many people as there are words;

“Fucking Steve,” he mumbles, falling face first onto the bed with a huff.

i tag @sharpbutsoft @sparklyslug @greenlikethesea @thefreakandthehair @stargyles @ghosttotheparty @patheticgirlsteve @stevethehairington @toburnup @babyboyargyle @starrystevie @strawberryspence @fastcardotmp3 ✌🏼

[jennifersminds]

Hey, I just want to say, I love your blog so much! Your fics are amazing and the TVD fandom is so lucky to have someone so talented. Thank you so much for all the gifs you make and the fics you write! ❤️❤️

crying thank u sm <3333

you have no idea how much you and everyone who reviews or even reads my fics mean to me,,, thank you for enjoying and (i promise i’ll have an update for u guys v v soon) 💖😭💗

[gregmarriage]

everyone say thank you to the person that left a really lovely comment on my fic, that (eventually) inspired me to continue working on it, as of last night

[englishmagic]

Why is my depression so fucking bad in the mornings Jesus Christ

If I wasn’t contractually obliged to go trudging through a winter wonderland there’s not a chance in hell you could persuade me to be conscious right now

[brasiliangp]

People aren’t just bringing up the Felipe thing again, he’s done it at least 3 times now. I don’t think it’s an accident. I understand it’s his dream to be in F1 but there’s no need to be a dick on social media, plus it’s just super unprofessional imo

he did it twice. the tweet about lance’s injury and the chants in brazil. unprofessional? maybe. understandable? yes.

[meterokinesis]

The mortifying ordeal of being known blah blah blah when are we gonna talk about the mortifying ordeal of heartbreak and the crushing fear you’ll never be loved again