#sorry i was being a baby this morning
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#ooc. / ☁️#ok#thank u guys sm for the asks sobs#sorry i was being a baby this morning#but#eats u all
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#bon réveillon !#(je sais pas où j'ai foutu mes santons...)#jesus is too big we did not find a tiny baby peanut sorry#i saw a peanut nativity on my dash the other day but it only had mary & joseph and i wanted to at least add a donkey#i had so many things to do this morning but still wasted half an hour stalking my chickens hoping they would lose a feather#(for a peanut angel.) but no luck#the hens did not appreciate being stalked and probably started wondering if they were on tonight's menu
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“When your need grows teeth” is so good I literally bite the pillow like a dog while reading it!!! I need to know more about Ghost and the ‘unlucky person was misfortune enough to unleash the muzzle on that particular dog’.!!!!!
haha i really didn't think people would pay much attention to it, tbh! i like adding little things like this into the stuff i write. a little story within a story, i guess. but i would love to flesh it out, since where it was this undertone of "oh, you..." (sort of cheeky, kinda sly when you looked at the bigger picture) with Price, it would more-so be, "oh, no..." with Ghost.
Price's original convo with Ghost would have been acknowledged as gospel and adopted into Ghost's own scripture for the longest time (since it's my weird little hc that Ghost uses Price as a yardstick for normalcy—or, almost like a needle in his morality compass), and then seeing Price give into those needs was sort of like this big moment that caused that compass to go haywire.
essentially, if Price is a starving dog, then Ghost is one on the verge of death, willing to sink his teeth into anything just to survive. and that's sort of the crux of it. in my head, Ghost would have been unleashed by this, but what took the muzzle off is his own MC, who thinks they're taking in this sick, old dog from off the streets, and helping it as much as they can, only to wake up and realise this dog is rabid. and it already bit them. but what really caused this poor person such misfortune was that little tossed in line by Price when he's volleying with Laswell about his status. Or damn near close to it. and that's what sealed their fate lmao. the implication that this baby is somehow more permanent than a ring.
idk! i like the idea of someone sweet, if a little naïve, being bit by him, a man who wakes up most days thinking he's still buried in a grave. or what happens when a living corpse feels heat for the first time in ages after being given a bed and a warm body with a soft touch. quite catastrophic, imo.
#the Ghost fic would be a legit babytrap tho lmao#like youd wake up after Simon broke into your apartment to him fucking you already and hes shushing you#and youre just a little too sleepy to realise you ran out of condoms before his deployment#not that hed have bothered anyway#youd probs wake up the next morning with him calmly drinking tea and the only thing hed say is something like#“if its a boy well name him Tommy”#and ur like fuck fuck fuckkkkkk#kinda rambled sorry!!!#but my writing really doesn't let me dive into stuff as in depth as id like without being omnipotent so whenever i get the chance i go off#ghost x reader (baby trap edition)#cod#call of duty
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tagged by ko @tofumilanesa for wip wednesday! big shout out to writevember for making me feel like i can actually call any of these works in progress… your guide to my emoji code under the cut
wip!
🪻🐈⬛ - the doc title is still just. YOWLING but i am like 7/8 of the way done with omega yamo fic and hopefully salem isn’t reading this so i can just drop it over a year later with no warning <3
🫃2️⃣ - DEWEY^2 P2!!!! she is almost done (i am lying) but she is so close i can almost taste it. sorry to my pwp that grew its own feelings baby
😇🤭 (🕒 -> 🕜) - rip i’m not telling you about this one until it’s posted but it IS complete aside from being ao3 formatted and the eight billion edits i inevitably do right before full-sending it
☁️💧 - cloud petey fic, which exists mostly as an embarrassingly large tag on a different blog and is condensing into a narrative about as well as water at 30° N/S. the time loop fic also falls under this description
eternally in progress (short list)
🌑🐕 - tyler borzoituzzi exists… there is an index of scenes/plot points… it plays like a movie in my head…
💯❕- fantastic! ‘verse
👁️👻 - stevie brandon seeing ghosts au, which has eight different (now nine i guess but you haven't seen the mustache adam post yet) plots. sorry
just. rotating like a microwave
🍎 - because they didn’t have a pomegranate emoji, this is what i used for the fic that feels like it should be a 50k connor bedard character study hanif abdurraqib/cathal kelly thesis about legends and mythmaking in sports and eating your young. yes i know pomegranates aren’t actually pomes and apples are but it’s fine
🦈 - the one cat da fuck they doing over there meme but about the sharks just like. in general. more on this at five
tagging @colap1nto, @songsandswords, @whitenikes, @gordiemeow, @acheronist, and anybody else who wants to share!!
#i regret to inform the public (beloved mutuals who read my tags) that we have hit the doldrums re: creativity.#got SO excited because i had no prep for tomorrow and got out unreasonably early and proceeded to do nothing 🤩 zero motivation/inspiration#anyway. being a big baby. have looked at dewey^2 for too long and now hate it which makes me sad because i was on SUCH a roll solving plot#and really i just need to pick something else from my (looks at smudged hand) 10000 other documents but none of them are calling my nameeee#maybe i’ll ao3 format 🕒 -> 🕜 or maybe i’ll read wandering stars (did finish a book this morning) and then hope something strikes me#preferably very aggressively like with the force of a train? OHHHHHH YOU GUYS MAYBE I COULD MAKE SOMETHING FOR HOLY JUMPING MACKEREL FEST#because you know what DID hit me upside the head like a 2x world champ coming from behind with the steel chair WAS BERGY & JOE GUESS WHO#joey first of all did not deserve to lose those games and second of all i am SO immensely delighted i don’t know if it’s on here yet i am#so sure at least one of my beloved drw moots (beth and nik are likely culprits but all of u would) has it on here yet BUT THERE’S SO MUCH#BERGY VERY BLATANTLY CALLING JOE A NERD BC HE KNOWS ALL ABT HIS TEAMMATES &LOVES THEM!! BERGY NOT KNOWING A SINGLE FUCKIN THING ABT ANYONE!#the absolute unsurprised yet still heartbroken disbelief & disappointment of joe saying ‘he uses black tape!’ oh that’s rent-free forever#anyway.#liv in the replies#p.s. it's fic friday now don't worry about how late i am#as always ask away ask about anything in post tags y'all know i love to yap u are always welcome in the inbox or dms#i was trying to be slightly less mysterious about all of these but i am a secret-keeper sorry and also you need to live inside my brain#in order to understand half of what i'm referencing sometimes. sorry.#also there are some un-hockey fic projects i want to do but i have. so little time in my life for anything sometimes that we will make do
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Your post about misogynistic/patriarchal women really resonated with me and I empathize SO much girl I would be rich if I had a dollar for every single time i’ve seen a woman say some variant or another of “women are WAY worse than men!!!!” and wholeheartedly mean it. It ESPECIALLY makes me feel like the Joker when I see women who by all means carry themselves as feminist/progressive say shit like “misogynistic women are way worse than misogynistic men!!!” or some other misogynistic gaslighty bullshit that came straight from the ancient misogyny playbook.
I wish there was more of us having the space and drive to criticize our own sex class’ actions in a fair and just way without carrying the guilt of how our sex class is treated & without also following the subconscious path of least resistance (woman bad, man good). I wish there were more outlets for us to just be so fucking for real with each other, but in the way of respect, maturity, empathy, dignity, and accountability. I wish we all had more self awareness about the patterns we perpetuate.
It sucks when you not only have to cope with 50% of the population automatically hating you because of the morally neutral biological sex you happened to develop as in the womb, but you also have to deal with the members of your OWN sex perpetuating the cycles of subjugation and working against their own interests on top of that because of how deeply the knife of misogyny is plunged into our stomachs. As an individual girl/woman in the world, you have to incessantly deal with and mentally prepare for the indiscriminate bombardment of misogyny that is almost guaranteed to sneak up on you from every single direction possible. Feeling like you have close to no true allies, or only very few of them on a global scale. It’s a brutal, harrowing feeling.
It definitely gave me more insight into how the human mind copes with pain and injustice in bizarre and miserable ways, I guess. Newlyy I am ripping off the skin of my face thinking about this, it truly is suffocating. The patterns, the cycles, the history repeating itself!!!! I see you and I get it
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#one note i was on tiktok this morning#and saw a tiktok of a guy who was like idk fucking 40 or something and hes like showing his house which is still like#decorated like a college guy apartment like he ued a hockey stick as a curtain rod for example#and he was being self deprecating but clearly thought it was more charming than embarrassing#but anyway his voiceover is like 'guys if youre in your twenties and have a girlfriend lock that down and marry her or you'll end up like m#and it was so annoying cause like first of all male no one is forcing you to live like this. you could choose to live like an adult even#though you thankfully dont have a mommy--sorry a wife#second its so annoying that hes like telling other guys hey be sure to marry a girl so she can do all these adult things that you dont want#to do#but finally#the reason im sharing this here#is because there were soooooo many comments from women being like 'dont worry! youre some womans cup of tea! just keep looking'#or like 'wheres the green flag guy?' referncing a guy i guess on tiktok who like takes note of green flag male behavior#to be fai there were other women in the comments saying like thank god you aren't married. no woman should have to deal with this#i just hate when women baby men
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EEEK good morning and happy sunday friendsss !! (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ i hope everyone has the bestest day ever today and im sending out all of my love !! MWUUUAH !! <3
#i’ll be responding to askies and reblogging a whole bunch today !!#also doing a bunch of tag games that i was tagged in YIPEEE !!! :>#so sorry for the inactivity lately sniff T^T ive been supa busy with my 700 event !! <3#i watched the new demon slayer episode this morning and omigosh </3 i missed my genya baby !!#was supa happy to see more of him and he was being so sweet too !! hes such a doll T^T#i haven’t been sleeping too good so im super tired but !! I MIST PUSH THROUGH FOR TUMBLR.COM !!!#smooching all of you to end this yap sesh :3#₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ
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#sorry im thinking abt death again#because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died#that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from#time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed#i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she#died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way#my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today#for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days#and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt#future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her#last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that#and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving.#sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless#others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club#i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her#stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i#dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my#family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters#probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno.#i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity.#again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a#full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length#unrelated
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?????? What do you mean Anders is all like, "We have a kid now" when Keir gets back from the Fade ??????? Where did he get the nugget?????
#sorry i could not resist the opportunity. anyway could be this#could be that anders picked up a random mage kid bc i really do mean it when i say keir is 85% of his impulse control#with 5 amells in the circle theres a fair likelihood there are baby ones out there that were separated so thats another line of thought#if u cant have a baby get ur husbands second cousin once removed on sale now#but anyway ya ive always had trans anders hcs in one direction or the other so like#bio keir/anders kid very possible in my mind why not! grey wardenisms permitting and all that#i have not thought it through deeply but it is for sure on the table#like i think they both want kids and they know how dangerous it would be but like if the opportunity was suddenly there#i DO think anders is the kind of messy decision maker to keep a baby while on the quest to cure the calling and being separated from#his husband for a couple months. that IS on brand. and he wouldnt tell anyone for ages bc hes stupid#also im rlly fascinated by yrsa dealing with it bc of like dwarven issues with infertility and the royal pressure for heirs and the#inability of two grey wardens.#this is messy it is very early in the morning and i have a cold. suffice it to say i have been throwing concepts around#i just think its terribly interesting. i love when fantasy generational chaos#also i want bethy 2 hold a little niece or nephew is this too much to ask i thibk#*think not
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Getting ready for bed now. Ended up taking no nap. Realized that I have gotten about 4 hours of sleep over the past 58 hours. Which is not recommended.
Also realized upon taking them off that id been wearing my glasses for Most of the past 23 ish hours. Maybe closer to 22 hours (for shower and such). My ear kinda stung a lil when I took it off. Which made me realize how long I'd been wearing them but ALSO the fact that they HAVENT been hurting my ears in daily wear. For a while there, wearing them for too long would make my ears Hurt. Hell, I literally ended up getting scabs on my nose where they rested. But it seems like my body has been adjusting to them... it is accepting that we are a glasses wearer now... this is a marvelous realization
#speculation nation#and now im up in bed and im hanging out with june. who im still kind of mad at for clawing my thumb so bad this morning#(like SORRY i had to move u from my bed!!! instead of my normal tactic of annoying u so much u move urself. i didnt have the TIME!!)#at the same time tho she laid on my stomach for like half an hour while i was trying (and failing) to take a nap last night#which she almost never does. neither of them like sitting on me usually. so it felt...very special.#baby forgiven. also forgiven simply for being baby. June doesnt mean bad by it she's just easily startled & i moved her too quickly...#i was on the way to 20 mins late leaving for class tho i did NOT have the time to take it slow. sorry June.#(cant leave her on the bed when im not here bc the door stays shut so tally wont try to eat my plants when im not watching)#(usually i just smother June with love in the morning so she gets up by herself. Tally too. then i shut the door once theyre both out lol)#anyways i took a melatonin so hopefully TONIGHT after a day with no sleep and a day with half sleep i can actually sleep thru the night.#still mad that i laid down for 3.5 hours last night and couldnt sleep a wink. it was still rest but it could've been SLEEP!!!#whatever. 8 hours sleep here i come#(unfortunately not more than 8 hours bc i have to get up to do my readings. but 8 hours is still better than what ive Been getting lol)#(i'll... try to catch up on my sleep some more over the next few days...)#anyways goodnight 🫡
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❛❛ ⪗ 𝗨𝗦𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗣𝗨𝗧 𝗥𝗘𝗤𝗨𝗜𝗥𝗘𝗗 : 𝗔𝗥𝗘 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗦𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗦𝗙𝗜𝗘𝗗 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗦𝗘𝗥𝗩𝗜𝗖𝗘 ? ⪘ OH & ALSO, I’VE BEEN PRACTICING MY BABY VOICE PROTOCOL; ALLOW ME TO DEMONSTRATE: ❜❜ the bot ‘clears’ her throat, straightening just ever so before- ❛❛ That’s not gonna fit, Mister! ❜❜ Kitty looks, for all the world to see, proud of herself; she had to fiddle her own program code to optimize her voice successfully to deliver that line, ❛❛ I HAVE A LOT MORE PRERECORDED LINES; WOULD YOU LIKE TO HEAR THEM? ❜❜
#⠀( 𝟐 ) ⠀➧ 𝐊𝟏𝟕𝐘.𝐙𝐈𝐏﹕⸝⸝⠀threads 🎀 no esta a la venta#ㅤ click the link to see the movie clip; of course it's Sugar Lyn Beard that says it. she's my second voice claim for Kitty#ㅤ the 'I'm from Maui & I love to take my cat to the dog park on Sundays morning in my bikini :D' line is also very much Kitty; nonsense AI#ㅤ i'm sorry ( i expect to lose half my followers but what can ya do ) - to those that stay: gimme all your muses replies. free 4 all#ㅤ spray her with a bottle; bonk her; hurt her; be disgusted; shut her off. give it all. poor sex bot... bad Kitty! stop being weird#cw daddy kink#cw nsft#cw baby voice#cw kink#cw sex talk#cw sex joke
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BTW back during fall term and once or twice during winter term, i would see these random peacocks wandering the parking lot (literally no idea where they’re coming from) and i hadn’t seen them in forever but!!! this morning i saw one of them wandering in the grass again!! and this time it had little baby peacocks with it 🥹🥹🥹
#bella.txt#sorry the photo is literally terrible bc i took this while rushing out to my car to get to class#but like!!! holy shit baby peacocks in the grass!!!#tht being said i have absolutely no clue where they’re coming from#but i’ve only ever seen them pretty early in the morning so like. ig they have somewhere they return to??
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did 90 pages of my reading for three different classes is everyone proud of me :) finished the chapter on judaism for my sacred texts class, read "an apology for poetry" by sir philip sidney for my lit theory class, and did my two chapters of reading from the truth about stories by thomas king for my folklore and mythology class. and wrote a summary paper on that sacred texts chapter. and did my little writing assignment for my french class. all while sick. who is going to kiss me on the forehead and tell me i did a good job
#read an absolutely inordinate amount of hannibal fanfic in the time inbetween and it's frankly impressive that i got anything done#considering the sheer volume of words i consumed on ao3 today. but that's simply the way and nature of things#so tomorrow i have until 12:30 to do a journal assignment for folklore and mythology#and also to read billy budd by herman melville which the internet says should take an hour and a half. easy peasy. baby reading#hoping i feel better when i wake up tomorrow. called out of work for the morning so i just have to be well enough#to get through that like. six hour period of school between 1:30 and 6:45 :/#masked up and hands sanitized and body dayquil'd. obviously. and i'm covid negative i think i just genuinely have stress sickness#felt this sore throat coming on for like two weeks before it actually hit yesterday the moment i got a good night's sleep. so. haha#shout out to the exhaustion sickness! sorry for being so rough on you body. i'll try not to schedule you for activities#from the moment you wake up to the moment you go to bed again. i don't make the best of decisions#valentine notes
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#sorry I just#not to complain again but I need to#I hate when I’m enjoying my. 6:30 in the morning and then boom. ship art that I do not want to see#I have all the tags blocked. I have done EVERYTHING in my power to avoid seeing it#and. tis all for naught or something#genuinely like#tag your fucking ship art#literally just put character x character in your tags so that I don’t have to fucking see it#I’m being a big baby but like. I really don’t like seeing it like this one ship drives me up a wall#like genuinely ripping my hair out sends me into a blind rage you make me sick#and it sucks because I love these characters but I’m really starting to dislike one just because of this ship#I’m just. I have to see it all the time and I’m so sick of it#its literally everywhere#that’s my man do you MIND#I love him so much it’s literally suffocating I hate seeing him with anybody else#he’s mine idk what to tell you#I’d rather die than to see him with anybody else ever#okay I’m over it#I’m just. I’m not good rn and this isn’t helping#♡.bullet proof heart
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I'm thinking about kingsley being uniquely suited for handling small children again and AAAAAAAAUUUUGHHH
#not in a camp counselor way yk but in a like#'oh yeah i remember this being a lot when i was three. sorry man. want to walk about it?' kinda way#baby won't go to sleep and it's like 'it's ok. i don't sleep a lot either' and holding bab while working late into the night#partner finds both of them passed out at his desk in the morning#the plank king of darktow as a doting parent and also completely fucking terrifying to cross#new tea leafing
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sometimes i think things are okay but then i go through the most painful shit of my entire life i was like lil nas fighting for my gd life on that toilet
#i was both constipated and had diarreha and my stomach STILL feels a bit crampy#i had to use 2 seperate bathrooms for this shit i was completely naked literally dripping with sweat#idk why it feels harder to poop when the toilet seat is warm but i had to stop clean and flush 3/4 way through and switch toilets#don't make fun of me my name is hailey and i can't stop dumping ass#morning zoe sorry it stinks in there i can't stop dumping ass#not the ppl who haven't seen nightmare time not knowing about haley and her stomach problems#we stan ibs rep and sabotage in this hatchethouse#how am i supposed to birth a baby one day when i can't even deal with being regular sick#like i was vomiting yesterday today im having an at home colonoscopy
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Hi :) what time do you think the a&e update will be posted?
I am still at work (RIP) and will then be going straight to see my lovely baby Pop - I wanted to get it up this morning before I left for work but life had other plans 😩 it will be up tonight - but unfortunately not for a few more hours, probably around 9 or 10 EST. I'm so sorry! I'm hoping to be better next week and actually get it up before I have to leave for work! Real life is just very inconsiderate to my fanfiction posting schedule smh. Hopefully the update will have been worth the wait! I look forward to hearing what everyone thinks!
❤️Ally
#ask ally#allylikethecat#anon ask#rid me of the blues#a&e fic#the a&e fic#infection verse fic#infection fic verse#infection verse#the infection verse fic#the infection fic verse#the infection verse#im sorry for being so bad at getting it out in a timely manner on Tuesdays#somehow every tuesday manages to be my business work day and i leave early in the morning and then dont get home until late#and im not not going to go ride pop#he's my baby and my best boy and my number one priority#but because daylight is now a thing i have to worry about#i have to go directly after work#because he is as perfect as they come#but riding in the dark is not very fun lol#this chapter is a tad shorter than some of the previous ones#but im happy with it#or as happy as i can be with my insecurity and lack of beta reading lol#i cant believe this thing is almost done#makes me sad
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