#sorry for this serious ramble
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ramble rn sorry.
having an existential political crisis rn bc of a convo i had at lunch today. once you start listening to stories it's not hard to realize how insidious politics can get even at a very small localized level. at the barangay level there's already shit like hoarding insulin (firsthand account from my grandfather only recently receiving his months worth of insulin) + at the mayoral level you already have political dynasty stories that sound like some mafia type of shit but are Really Real. and some of the horror stories as recent as like, three or four years ago. and we even had our own mayor assassinated just fairly recently! while that info alone isn't enough to dox myself (there's a lot more mayoral/mayoral adjacent assassinations that happen than you would think. i checked) i won't talk abt my proximity to the site but like It's Real. politics is terrifying. sometimes you realize really one of the only ways to incite change is to let the old fuckers finally die off so the power keeping their opposition threatened no longer sticks around and they can finally be replaced in whatever seat of power they used to hold. mahirap patayin ang masasamang damo etc etc. like i don't wanna be cynical but we are kinda fucked.
#sorry for this serious ramble#when u already know it's shit but knowing is different from Experiencing and Hearing.#op#pers#real world issues#<- for blacklist or smth. i dont wanna tag this as p.olitics lmao
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actually fuck yall who hate fauxcest, ageplay, cnc and whatever kink you think is currently "problematic" yall are just anti kink people who foam at the mouth at the chance to unperson a tranny
#jeady rambles#sorry but im very staunchly pro kink fuck yall#serious#pro kink#transmisogyny#also calling us who stand up for our trans siblings with these '''normalizing abuse''' fuck you fuck you fuck you#transphobia#yall are crabs in a bucket. yall are 8th grade bullies. fuck you
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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Sweethearts 💕
Less edited versions under the cut
+some other sketch I had of em
#kamen rider#kamen rider gavv#kamen rider valen#GavValen#or uh I think everyone calls em#chocogummy#let's take sfx pill together#mecha's shitty doodles#Anyway hope it is apparent that Valen is smiling? 'cause he is#sweetheart is tad of too mushy word for me but that's all that comes to me for this one </3#I don't even think of em in ship way yet much more of just “they look very cute together”#I honestly could talk about how I see em but uh#sadly for em my current headspace is taken by best match and idk if it'll change anytime soon#<been trying to draw something em too. but more serious so idk when I'll even finish that#anyway sorry for tags ramble I sure like doing that
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kayne: what kind of great old one calls himself fucking john
john:
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#malevolent#malevolent ep 40#malevolent spoilers#like damn! leave him be!#kayne really was like stupid ass name...#from the guy calling himself KAYNE i dont wanna hear SHIT#at least john doe has like. meaning behind it#kayne just means little battler like okkk little soldier has daddy looked at u this month 🙄🙄🙄#sorry i love making fun of his daddy issues#NOW THAT ITS CANON HE'S NYARLATHOTEP#hes never gonna hear the end of it#god forbid azatoth is ever introduced guys im so serious#remi rambles
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When others are the best version of themselves, they remind you that you are not.
Certain people, instead of reflecting and thinking how they can be the best version of themselves too, focus all their attention on finding evil that doesn't exist.
Nobody can be that good, everyone looks after themselves and no one else, right? they think, very seriously, without realizing how ridiculous it sounds.
That's why so many people hate the Jedi. Because the Jedi remind them that they can be better, they just won't, unless they put in work they are not willing to do.
Source: me and my limited knowledge of psychology and human stupidity.
No, I will not accept any criticism on this.
#pro jedi#pro jedi order#pro jedi code#star wars#jedi positivity#bit of a shitpost that got serious#my ramblings#bit of a rant#and they also invade the pro jedi spaces so they can poison our fun with their insecurities#I'd feel sorry for them if they weren't determined to make us all as miserable as they are
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teetering on the edge of "is this even sky anymore",
a ghostly train conductor and a runaway coven witch
#they have an interesting dynamic in my head#stoic serious fella who obeys the rules at all costs and tries to make sure others do the same#however the witch is a feral animal who hates being told what to do#eventually they learn things about eachother that makes both of them more lenient#but these two exist solely for my shipping purposes. im a filthy dog sorry i like my tropes#the witch was what i looked like in sky for a week but its different now#ill probably switch back to it i like the look alot :3#anyway eeeehehe.sorry for rambling#i just love them alot <3333#sky children of the light#sky cotl#sky: cotl#skycotl#sky:cotl#sky: children of the light#sky#original character
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2024 Abu Dhabi GP
#max verstappen#autumn posts#and of course Alain Prost!!#this moment is very much me thirsting tho 😵💫#his chesttt his hips his hair looking so BLONDE in the sun!!!!#🫠💫✨#sorry all the spam this morning!!#also I usually don't give too much thought to follower counts on tumblr dot com#folks should make the space they like!! follow and unfollow freely#but I did loose a couple folks and I wonder if it was all the asks ahhh#like definitely if someone is looking for f1 content then random factoids about this Texas gal are Not interesting hehe#but I'm trying to open up a bit more!#I even had some thoughts on Daniel I deleted ahh still trying to figure out where to blog about heavier stuff but probs not on main#this blog is more to escape the real world and bite Max's lovehandles in my mind#with maybe the occational ask game!!#but I'll probs keep my writing on the other blog and my heavier feelings in the old diary...idk figuring it out but its not that serious too#just rambling before work!!#but anyways!! 2025 year of being more open#if you are reading this then hello 😶🌫️ btw ricciardo133 is my fanfic writing space#I'll be waxing poetic about my Max and Daniel feelings there#and yearning over this man's hips and tummy and thighs my goshhhhh#😵💫❤️✨#anyways!!!#hope its an excellent time of day wherever you may be 🌇🏙️🌃#mentally I'll be here 😵💫😵💫😵💫
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As someone who ships people more as friends and someone who is genuinely cool with Sonadow and Superbat...
Can I see their relationships more like platonically? I want the soft moments of them, but something between them. I want their relationship to almost always be a slow burn friendship.
I want Sonic to chill with Shadow after a tough battle, not kissing and being all over each other. Both of them collecting themselves, as they are tired from the battle. I want them to maybe hold hands for a few seconds, but then stop once one of them moves or speaks up about something (like the sunset or the flowers around them).
Let me see Clark being a reporter for a charity event and spotting Bruce Wayne. I want them to "bump" into each other and just do a interview that turns into a casual conversation. Maybe even add a silly Bruce with his fake persona on throwing a flirt by accident and getting a small blush from Clark.
Have Shadow need to carry Sonic as he cannot move. Shadow being uncomfortable at first holding Sonic in his arms, however as he speeds along he starts to like the feeling of Sonic holding onto him. Sonic would be shocked by Shadow holding him, but he would clutch tighter to the soft chest from Shadow. Sonic would know it would not last long and could not be talked about, so he melts with the touch he loves to give others as he is in the receiving end with one of his closest. They both would blush once Sonic tightens his grip, but it would last only for a second.
How about Bruce as Batman needing to block Clark from a kryptonite bomb coming for Superman. So Batman has to hug Superman to block the explosion from him, which Bruce almost never touches Clark. The moment is panic at first, but Superman will instead lean into the hug. Their faces would be close, but no one makes a move as they just stare at each others eyes. Superman would hug back as the smoke fills the air, It would make Bruce flinch with worry for Superman, but it would fade into love of the small touch they have before the debris cleared.
Let me see more casual romance/platonic ships. I like Sonadow and Superbat, just differently I guess. I am not a hardcore shipper for these two ships, but I do think they are both adorable if played out correctly.
#ranting#rambles#thoughts#sonadow#superbat#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#bruce wayne#clark kent#batman#superman#sth#dcu#platonic ships#how about romance but always slow burn and never too strong#i am cool with hugs and cuddles#just they are not popular with the duo#but when it happens it gets serious and helps their relationship out a lot usually#if the happy character is going to be with the broody character this is how i want it to play out#just a weird view of romance#also they both have a female who supports it#sonadow has amy supporting in the corner#superbat got diana pushing them from time to time#amy and diana would both have mixed feelings at the start once both duos tell them about their relationship#sorry if you disagree#i just wanted to rant about my ways of ships
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Them!!
#I'm going to my first ever market as an artist in a month!#tiny Ciel a couple of posts back was a lil keychain#this one is an acrylic stand (a bit unfinished tho)#I'm kinda exited but more scared of not having enough merch and other artist not liking me and just generally fucking up :')#rationally I now it's probably going to be fine though I still worry and draw non stop to worry less so here we are#want to draw more serious stuff but brain ain't cooperating with me on that for now#sorry for rambling#kuroshitsuji#black butler#ciel phantomhive#our ciel#sebastian michaelis#sebaciel#my art
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RIP to those who made the fatal mistake of crossing paths with Viktor and Mordecai's situationship
Sniffles
Poor Shmuck
The only pet dog in the Lackadaisy universe
Honorable mentions
Assorted goons
Defiance General Store owners skull integrity
#sorry for the lack of NEW posts i just got my computer back from repairs so been stuck reposting old posts#will be posting FRESH rambles#Vikdecai and hopefully more serious character analysis#this wil be good or bad news depending on your opinion on my nonsense#lackadaisy#lackadaisycats#vikdecai#tracy j butler#mordecai heller#viktor vasko#mordecai x viktor#sniffles#poor shmuck#defiance store owner#situationship#*Dreamy sigh* what is WRONG with them?
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trump won. fuck.
Queer people across the USA, may the gods protect you. Trans, non-binary, genderfluid, genderqueer, etc. people, may Dionysos help you feel comfortable in your own skin. Gay, lesbian, bi, pan, etc. people, may Aphrodite help you never be ashamed of who you love. We will survive. We will not be silenced.
#plague rambles#us politics#us elections#donald trump#sorry for the serious post i swear i'll get back to shitposting soon#just wanted to acknowledge this#hellenic polytheism#hellenic gods#hellenistic#dionysus deity#aphrodite deity#i'm not a devotee of aphrodite but tagging her either way#small prayer to help protect us. we will survive.#the gods are with you
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I know at least a handful of local Indonesians follow me on here and I've already seen concerns over whether Lunar Boy is available in book stores after a recent take down of queer books. I'm here to assure you that as far as I know and from quickly checking, Lunar Boy is still available on periplus, tokopedia, and open trolley. While I know this is a frustrating time, please exercise patience to the staff working at these places- they're doing what they can.
I say this as someone who has to walk this tightrope between being vocal about queer representation online and in western spaces but also having to carefully navigate how things are in this country- keep this discreet and on the downlow, locally. I understand how the immediate reaction is to make recommendations lists or databases on other queer books to find and support, but right now it's clear someone is targeting these books and reporting them to be taken off shelves. I fear all this does is put a target on our books, and I don't want it to happen more than it already has. Imported books are hard enough to come by as is here.
I've already had book reviewers from the US ask permission to have Lunar Boy on recommendation lists, and that's fine! Feel free to add Lunar Boy on your lists. The accessibility of these books in western countries is a different story. But at home- locally- the motto is "tread lightly". Be cautious and discreet. Smaller things have caused huge moral panic and I think this is a precarious moment. Be safe out there.
#ramblings#sorry serious post today but it's urgent#i think it's still a miracle that lunar boy managed to be sold locally and is even a bestseller here. i want more kids to get to read it#queer media just isn't as plentiful as it is in 'murica. esp kids books with characters that look and act like them.
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DON'T YOU REALIZE OUR BODYS COULD FALL APART AT ANY SECOND?
#have a doodle#hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannibal fanart#art#my art#<- new tag !!#csh#bodys#this is like half shitpost half serious mostly just car seat headrest on loop at 3am insanity#was planning for that other will painting to be my first art posted on here but then twin fantasy happened. sorry#also this is like the second digital drawing ive ever finished i only spent like 2-3 hours on it the last one took like a week#mostly just traced from screencaps in case u couldnt tell by my absolutely atrocious clothing creases i have no clue what im doing#i kinda wish id picked a different scene for the first one . but i rlly wanted to go 1x01-3x13 yknow#anyways enough rambling gn little gay ppl in my phone
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honestly the more i hear about engstars and its TLs the more i absolutely dread the inevitable release of poltergeist and what may ensue from it, bc if if the translators themselves are already invalidating arashis identity then i Really Truly do not want to see how theyll translate natsume and tsumugis microaggressions/transphobia towards her. esp since ive noticed a rise in people being comfortably transphobic towards her, and i REALLY do not wish to see natsume and tsumugi being stupid fucking morons be used as evidence to discredit her
and i think this is all the more reason why its VERY IMPORTANT for engstars to DIRECTLY ACKNOWLEDGE arashi and her gender. bc sometimes characters are STUPID and RUDE and APATHETIC. enstars is a story with NUANCED and FLAWED CHARACTERS, and when a character is being a fucking asshole youre meant to PROVE THEM WRONG. but they dont even acknowledge arashi as a girl themselves. so, if you do use engstars, please keep pressuring them bc omfg this is so bad and i can only see it getting worse
#a bit of a serious post sorreys its kinda me venting im just preparing for the worst#We should be legally allowed to beat the shit out of ntmg for what they said to arashi#i dont remember the exact quotes verbatim but tsumugi basically just expressed confusion abt her gender identity#n natsume flatout said something like shes lying to kids by calling herself a princess#so.#not good.#having characters show bigotry is not Necessarily a bad thing. but that is ONLY WHEN that bigotry gets disproven#but. engstars arent doing that.#theyre not disproving it.#they keep pretending like her gender is. well. Nothing#so i worry that this story is just gonna fuel the flames and make everything so much worse than it already is#anyway. if u play engstars please do keep pestering them for blatantly ignoring and misrepresenting arashis identity#i try to stay out of whatever goes on on that app but. Man.#she deserves better#But hey knowing them maybe theyll just fuckin cut out the dialogue alltogether to further act like trans people and their issues arent real#nat rambles#im a bit peeved as u can see sorry i just know how this fandom is and how they cant handle nuance or flawed characters#and im REALLY not happy with happyele REWRITING THE TEXT#and getting RID OF SAID NUANCE#GRHAGGRAHGRAGHHGHGH#sorry.#its like 3:30am i just needed to get this off my chest#maybe ill delete this but god.#free my girl
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WHEREEEEE ARE THE FAT JOHNNY TRUTHERS
#jjba#johnny joestar#gyjo#gyro zeppeli#jojos bizarre adventure#my art#I will never stop with my fat johnny propaganda I’m fucking SICK#HEEEEELLLLLLPPPPP#I keep rereading the same two ao3 fics with phat johnny hnnggmgg#gonna draw fanart for dem…#it’s a shame they’re orphaned fics mannnnn they were scared that the world wouldn’t be able to handle them 😭😭😭#but I can…#no I will never be sorry for the rancid ship art in the community tags IDGAF#literally all I draw is self indulgent bullshit#like what do you mean this is my hundredth fat johnny fanart and I haven’t ever drawn a serious piece#what do you mean Johnny joestar is a caterpillar what the fuck is wrong with you#EXACTLY!!!#let me live my truth…#*rambling to myself from inside my white padded room* LA LA LA LA LA LAAAAAAA#ANYWAYSSSS#time to draw more fic fanart ;))))))))))) you know exactly what it is… you reading this…#chuckles darkly and then slithers away back into my cave
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