#sorry for the vent idk I’m just sad
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angelic-waffles · 1 month ago
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Trad art
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the-ozzie · 5 months ago
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sorry for
the lack of new art, I’ve been kinda depressed and pretty lonely lmao
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nuppu-nuppu · 2 years ago
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Ignore if you don’t want to read about me being stupid once again
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weezerlvr228 · 1 month ago
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hi fam !!
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#mikey welsh#ahhh omg :( i just fumbled so bad socially#and i just need to like. never speak again i feel.#and i’m trying to comfort myself because like. my friend started talking badly about me#and said i only use her to vent which makes me sad because i didn’t think that was true and i try to do sm for her#i made physics study guides for her ; compliment her when she posts ; and post her on my story a lot and always wave to her and talk to her#and i dunno. it makes me sad to think that but i can’t help it; you know? i just need to be alone sometimes and not speak to anyone#and it isn’t like i don’t wanna be her friend ; of course i do but like. it just hurts my heart she doesn’t wanna be my friend anymore#and it hurts my heart so bad and i dunno what im meant to do. and yesterday i had a party#and i said a bad joke in front of the wrong people and i just. accidentally embarrassed one of my good friends and i feel so bad#and everyone js went quiet and it’s just. i feel awful and need to be like. beheaded.#and i try to comfort myself like oh it’s okay. today is a new day. but today i feel even worse about it and there’s nothing i can do#to fix this; like on one hand THERES NOTHING I CAN DO TO FIX MY BLUNDER!!! but on the other hand; there’s nothing i can do and i have left#my imprint in their minds and it’s so bad. i wish i was like. dead or something; yk? like not even weezer can make me feel better and it#sucks so badly . i wish i could just not think anymore and ignore everything in my life. i just hate myself so badly right now ; and i can’t#even be sure that i’m gonna be better cuz i just lack so much social awareness. i wish#i was more socially aware . i just hate when i get too comfortable. i wish i awkwardly sat in the corner and#didn’t speak to anybody the entire night to spare myself from any awkwardness. i hate parties!! i shouldn’t have gone :(#SORRY FOR THR BENT POST I JS NEEDED TO TELL SOMEONE AND LIKE. GET KT OHT YK?#it’s just so. ahhh i hate everything sm rn :( but liek me and the friend joke like that all the time and idk. im just. :( i feel terrible#and i’ve apologized and he said it was okay but embarrassing cuz some ppl looked at him for his reaction#and i dunno. i just feel awful and need to just. focus solely on academics until my brain is fried and i can’t function or something !
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ace-disgrace-on-the-case · 6 months ago
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I wonder if maybe, just maybe, in a better world, I could have been a better son to my parents
Where I’m not trans
And they never had to yell
And they never felt the need to punish me
And I never deserved it
Where I still felt as good about them as they say they feel about me
Where I was their golden boy they could really be proud of instead of this…wretched thing
I don’t know if he would still be me
But if that version of me is out there somewhere I hope he’s doing well
He deserves it. Better than I do anyways
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toddlrboy · 2 months ago
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˙𖦹 Forever boy : small in a big world.
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tw : vent post.
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Feeling so small, but unable to.
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( not supposed to. Alone. Feeling disgusted. Feeling unwanted. Feeling isolated. Am just a lost boy here, with nowhere to go. Am just a kid, but shouldn’t be. Am just a child, stuck in a mind I cannot cope. Turning my back. )
not small enough. Not like them..
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( not afraid. Having things to soothe. Things to hold and touch and play. Having nice sheets and fun toys. Having cute pacifiers and patterned sippy cups. Having things. Dressing up in onesies and cute toddler clothes. Having diaps and baby plates. Maybe they have a carer to love them, maybe their sibby, maybe their friends they share their tiny time to/with. Maybe they are all better than I ever could hope to be. Maybe they deserve more than I. )
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pastelpousay · 5 months ago
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Hadina thought I had
Hades: bitch are you depressed??
Rina: no!
Hades: *lifts a brow*
Rina: ……yes
Hades: come give your big blue boy a hug snoppy boopy bear
They kiss the end 💪🐺
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immren · 5 months ago
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i’m in that type of mood where i think i’ll probably feel better if i get a good cry out but that’s not happening T_T (is at work and i’ll get embarrassed)
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stargirlrchive · 1 year ago
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lucky-clover-gazette · 1 year ago
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i would like to not wake up wanting to cry. like can we maybe not start the day like that as a default, brain. can we do that.
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forgthetheaterkid · 6 months ago
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Just recorded myself singing and I kinda wanna give up ngl
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mom-friendtm · 9 months ago
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period blues
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your-local-granny · 10 months ago
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Being critical of art is all fun and games until you are the art that is being critiqued :(
#God I was feeling so good today but duuuude I’m so scared abt the opera from purely a technical standpoint#like I’m not even stressed about fucking anything up anymore it just hit me that like. I invited people to see this and it might be bad :(#due to variables outside of my control!!!! I hate not being able to fix things#I would be less stressed if my mother wasn’t seeing it but tragically I’m proud of what /i/ am achieving so I really want her to be there!!#but I know it’s going to be SUCH a fucking let down after the other shows she’s seen at my school like#the productions she saw were SO GOOD on a technical standpoint and both of the productions this year were so bad :((((#like even conveptually I don’t even know if I’m fully convinced and I’m in the show!!!#And idk. It’s hard when you don’t have an extended family (or like much of a family at all)#so the only people coming to your show are like. Broadway technicians#the closest thing I have to an uncle is a lighting designer and a stage manager my mother knows#very fun sometimes. Other times I want to throw myself onto a pyre#Why do the stakes have to be so high why can’t they just be happy to support me :)) I shall never be the center of her world. Ah well#But also we would not be as close as we are without our shared love of theater production so. Catch-22#And at the end of the day I’m more sad that I can’t be proud of the show#it’s not anyone’s fault it just is and I need to be okay with it#I worked really hard and it matters that I’m doing this#GOD SORRY!!!#vent#portal of rambling
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atypicalsouda · 1 year ago
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Just had to block a second person who shares Fuyu as a romantic f/o. I accidentally saw their art- ngl I was pretty upset.
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zees-little-blog · 2 years ago
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*whimpering noises*
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finalhaunts · 1 year ago
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Man.
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