#sorry for the rant probably gonna delete this

[jellyshark-jester]

I’m so sad

When I was younger and look Thai and is literally a walking roast chicken I used to draw myself wHITE and now that I don’t go outside like ever aside from work and idk hangouts witch is like once a week I am pastier than my wHITE friends but i just wanna draw myself tan cuz I was fucking tan but no I’m out here Casper, the fucking ghost, literally out whiting my white friends.

My point is that I wanna draw my self inserts tan but because I’m not it feels weird cuz I did that with my HI3 oc :/

[numberonepartyboy]

'kai raised nya alone' is such bs. oh yeah those other village people wouldn't fucking help two babies who's parents are missing. they totally wouldn't provide them food and help them to get enrolled in school or help with their home.

(( i do hc that kai and nya grew up very fast, being too mature for their age and having no close friends with others bc of their more adult behavior. both of them are school dropouts (kai dropped out in middle school and nya in highschool.) ))

[noodl3s4dayz]

Alright so basically the whole concept of this came to me while i was doing a photo study of a gymnast using fabric for like a routine or something and my body horror obsessed self went “oh hey! That’s kinda cool! Wouldn’t it be funny if i drew something like this but with a ‘gut rope?’” Yeah this isn’t me trying to be edgy so much as just drawing stuff I enjoy

And I DID try to draw clothes on him at some point but they kind of got in the way of the focus of my composition so I was all like “oh well, artistic nudity it is”

[pkmn-smashorpass]

Respect to those making clear that the baby pokemon aren't actual babies, but even as someone who's been assuming that all of these pokemon pass the harkness test, I still don't want to fuck anything that looks like a baby. I'm not trying to claim any moral superiority, but the looking like a baby part is still a deal breaker here

Completely valid

[tantei-armin]

Man, it's so sad (and kinda pathetic, sorry), that so many of the bad reviews for Trigun Stampede on MAL, are basically "it's different from the OG yadda yadda".

Why is it so hard for people to separate both shows? I mean, Im ok with people not liking Stampede, or not liking the new designs or missing Millie, but if your only argument to shit on the show is because you are a nostalgia baby that cant deal with change, then Im sorry, but I consider your opinion invalid.

Don't like stampede, then just go rewatch the OG anime. At least be real and admit that the OG had its faults too (have u seen the static fight scenes?), but dont come at me saying Im stupid for enjoying Stampede and claiming the OG anime was "perfect".

Dont like the show? Dont watch it. I didnt like the OG anime, but you dont see me going around calling it trash or insulting people who enjoyed the show. I like Stampede's designs more, I like the darker tone of the show and I find Orange's CG style stunning. But I understand why people enjoy the OG too even if I didnt, its just a matter of personal preferences.

So really guys. If you dont like Stampede, thats fine, no one is forcing you to watch it. But let the people who do enjoy it have their fun and bebhappy instead of going around trashing the show and insulting people.

[ganondoodle]

something thats been driving me crazy is the constant worry that i am somehow using harmful stereotypes for the characters i write

like i am unfortunately white tm and me also being autistic and queer does not erase that obviously, im always trying to educate myself as best as i can, yet i feel like im always doing something wrong

its less of a problem when im working with the normal forms of hylia and demise since they are not really human, and though their humanoid disguises technically are still not human they do represent what they might have looked like if they grew up as one; i didnt want to make demises form too dark since i felt like it would perpetuate that stereotype of dark skin = evil which is already not great about ganondorfs character design, but didnt want to make him too light since i felt it would erase that part of his connection to ganondorf altogether and make it all the worse, but then again my demise isnt actually that evil, hes good at heart, so making him too light then would be even worse bc it would imply that light = good thing again

for hylia im even more anxious about it bc i intentionally gave her very dark skin to kinda subvert that light = good thing with zelda (tho in my AU the gods are not good and hylia isnt actually as loyal to them as it may seem bc she knows that.. which i feel complicates things just further; and also light an dark is just a very good contrast aesthetically?) but then i also like to intentionally make characters rather ?gender? but then i worry her being somewhat masculine would also be sth harmful bc i know black women are often treated as inherently less feminine .. which isnt my intention at all (tho my hylia .. doesnt rly have a gender? idk many characters i like to write/design dont have anything specific, like what more do you need than knwoing the right pronouns to call them?? qnq) her being rather cold and ruthless also feels like im doing something bad somehow

then theres the whole sexualization worry, i dont know if im doing that in a bad way bc honestly i just like .. drawing ...bodies? aesthetically? like yes they are very sexy but also wheres the line, am i somehow overstepping it without knowing?? how can i recognize what is normal 'finding certain things pretty or sexy' and what isnt??

so far i dont remeber anyone pointing anythign out as bad which im taking as a sign that i cant be doing that badly .. hopefully, maybe all this is a very stupid thing to worry about and its obvious to everyone else but i am so god damn afraid of doing something even slightly questionable and being hunted down for it (probably bc similar happened to me when i was a teen and it was about an absolut non issue, literally, so even the thought of doing something actually bad is mind boggling to me bc that other thing nearly cost me my life and i literally dont know how i survived and i would 100% not if it happened again..)

this is probably a very chronically online thing too but hoenstly i needed to get it out of my head for once

[itslottiehere]

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[diagonal-queen]

i really am like...the worst, huh? like i sometimes get sad that people hate me but i also get it cus same girlie me too! like fuck me!! i suck!! every time i think about myself, my identity or character or whatever, i'm always so wowed by how much i fucking suck!! i'm not even doing anything with my life- i'm not making any kind of impact or helping anybody. i'm doing the opposite, in fact. i'm also just...a really terrible friend, and i think about that every single time i talk to anybody i care about. it makes me feel so sad. i am just the worst!!

[gogoakechi]

CANNOT express just how fucking mad i am that masc and fem are being equated to male and female in the trans community. like its obvious where theyre replaced so it feels more Weird Gender Friendly but most of the time when i see transmasc or transfem it makes me feel even more alienated because theyre literally just used as substitutes for "men and could-be men" and "women and could-be women"!!!!! what happened to masculinity and femininity being separate from gender itself!!!!!! youre reinventing the gender binary by replacing words this way!!!!! trans men can be transfem if theyre feminine!!!!! you cant tell anything for certain about a persons gender by whether theyre masculine or feminine. would you call a cis butch feminine???? then dont call a trans butch transfem??????? and if youre like "transfem just means trans women and adjacent 🙄" think what kind of importance youre putting on the term fem to represent women. stop it. stop trying to align the feminine/masculine spectrum with gender identities. im pulling my hair out. we are reinventing the gender binary. im a man im a peacock and im transmasc transfem and transandrogyne and the tik toks are so afraid of me

[that-angry-noldo]

we have a saying in ukrainian, "горить сарай - гори і хата", which basically translates to "if the stalls are burning, let the house burn too", and if it doesn't describe my attitude towards school perfectly.

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[drrobobitch]

Sometimes I feel like I’m actually going to blow my brains out because I’m literally so done with everything (again suprise suprise)

I literally work so hard and get nothing in return.

If I see someone complaining about getting less than 100 notes I may crash tf out like actually I may hurt someone 💀💀😭

I CANT DO THIS SHIT ANYMORE I LITERALLY WORKED ON A FIC FOR LIKE WEEKS AND GOT NOTHING I DONT GET IT I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO BE AT LEAST A LITTLE IMPRESSED WITH THE WORK I PUT IN BECAUSE I ONLY HAVE ONE PERSON WHO WILL ACTUALLY TELL ME AND THE OTHERS JUST LOOK AT ME FUNNY OR LIE STRAIGHT TO MY FACE I WANT TO KILL MYSELF I DONT UNDERSTAND I WORKED SO HARD AND GOT NOTHING AT ALL LIKE WHAT

IM SICK OF LYING TO MYSELF I FUCKING LOVE VALIDATION I NEED IT I NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME WHY THE HELL I DESERVE TO EVEN BREATHE WHEN I GET UP I DONT GET IT I CANT MAKE IT STOP EVEN IF I TRY I JUST CANT IT WONT

I work my ass off for nothing. I just want people to talk to about the things I like and enjoy I’ve never gotten that before and idk how to talk to people I don’t get it I’m doing all this to impress you because if you like my work = you like me I need everyone to like me I NEED EVERYONE TO FUCKING LIKE ME

[liesmultixxx]

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[scuorge101]

(Probably gonna delete this later)

I honestly do hate it when people try to paint Remy LeBeau as an awful boyfriend/husband to Rogue. He’s not.

Does Remy have flaws? Yes, especially in the beginning! But, he grows from it and they both work through their problems TOGETHER.

I know Gambit did push some of Rogue’s buttons in the beginning of their relationship but he did grow from it if you actually read the comics.

Also to anyone saying “why doesn’t he just get Rogue to wear a collar or something?” Remy wouldn’t make Rogue do that, especially when he knows those collars do drain her. If she wants to put one on he will make sure before she goes through with it. He also experienced how painful one of the collars were!! So no he wouldn’t make Rogue wear one unless she absolutely wants to!!!

TW/CW// Talk of Sexual Assault

Also trying to call him a cheater feels super SUPER wrong to me because both cases of “cheating” I’ve seen people try to point out to me look more like sexual assault/harassment 😭 To me personally it looks that way, with how that woman practically drags him into that room after he constantly says no and then Mystique cornering him in his room and taking Rogue’s form 😐 also before anyone asks about that stupid Mystique situation; No. I do not think Gambit slept with Rogue’s mom. After how he tried to say he didn’t do anything and was shut down by everyone? Yeah no, I don’t think he did anything and everyone else was just being an ass.

Remy LeBeau has flaws, yes, but he’s not a bad boyfriend or husband. He and Rogue both have problems throughout the comics about their relationship that they both talk about and work out together.

God I’m genuinely sorry for all the rants lately. I promise I’m not a ranting blog 💀

Also everyone has their opinions! This is just mine! I personally don’t think either are bad. Feel free to debate with me or something in the comments or something.

I actually debated really hard with myself rather to post this or not, especially with the SH part.

[solchle]

!! Small announcement about this vlog !!

hello guys HIII gosh i dont usually do text post like this but i just really need to get this out of my chest for a while now /what a way to start the post,, (im really sorry my English is not my first language i just need to post this because it is bothering me)

i dont think im still gonna make content about dhmis like used to, it feels slowly like a chore now to me :( im sorry for the lack of post these past days, and now that i have this post out i think I better start posting about what i feel i want to draw. DHMIS was a blast, its a big interest of mine and it had a big impact on my life, thank you thank you so much for sticking around this blog, the community was so inviting and the people inthis fandom are the sweetest! this is Tumblr so archiving all post has no use but ill just put it out that I wont probably still post dhmis from now on. OH but you can still expect me to be around on this app, it will be mostly still art that i want to make for myself hehe :>

thank you for listening my rant! i would have this deleted soon and im planning to make another account so things could be organised for me (ill update soon!!). THANK YOU FOR REACHING THIS FARR i do have different interest atm so i will mostly post fanart on what i desirehehe! ihave a small introduction on my site you could check it out!!

[yandere-yearnings]

I won't keep this up for very long, but I think I do owe it to all my mutuals, followers and those who'd just browse on occasion or who found a safe space in this blog.

My previous account under the same name disappeared about a week ago, and it was sudden enough that I'm sure some of you may have chalked it up to Tumblr deactivating it. In actuality, it was because I deleted it myself.

I haven't been in the best mental state as of recently, even before I first started the blog, but I thought things would get better over time. My intention isn't to turn this into a rant or vent, so I won't expand but, I think all the self-imposed pressure I was placing on myself to write, paired with other factors had just pushed me to the point of breaking. I had a panic attack, and didn't give myself the time to calm down and think things through after, when I had decided to just give up.

My biggest regret is not making at least one final post, because I know how jarring it can be to have someone there one second, and find out they're gone the next. I can't imagine the worry I put some of my friends on here through, nor can I ever apologise enough that I still won't feel guilty.

I have a habit of leaving abruptly like that when I'm overwhelmed. Every time I promise myself I won't do it again, I end up breaking it. At the very least, this time, I'll try and have realistic expectations of myself and take breaks when I need them instead of impulsively deleting weeks and months of time and effort.

It's ironic to me because I'm the type of person who saves every single thing I write just in case anything happens, but I didn't do that with most of the content that I had on this blog — because I wasn't expecting things to turn out this way. Some of my works are probably still floating around Tumblr thanks to reblogs, so if anyone sees anything and lets me know, it'd help me find them again. For the most part, I'll probably have to start over from scratch anyway.

Unfortunately, all my unanswered asks are also gone, and I had a lot of them. I'll try to put out things for the ones I can remember somewhat. If you've sent any in that I never came around to, you're free to send them in again if you still want a response.

This got lengthier than I anticipated, but I hope it was a sufficient enough explanation. I'm sincerely sorry for any distress or just negative feelings I may have caused. I'm sorry to my mutuals who I left without even trying to talk to. I'm sorry that I took away a safe space for some of my followers, because I used to get the sweetest messages about how my writing helped and how my ocs would make everything feel less lonely. I truly hope this can become a place like that again. I'm gonna try my absolute best.