#sorry for that venting session

[mourninglamby]

they should invent therapy that isnt expensive

[rapidhighway]

[zoomclown]

i am such an avatar of the buried because I require hugs and safety and sleep and weight on me while I sleep but also I am deeply afraid of being crushed underground, being poor, and intimacy. Like my biggest nightmare is what if I get buried alive in a coffin. Like I will only rent because I'm terrified of the idea of buying a house and not being able to up and leave on a whim, I'm afraid of any job that I anticipate needing to commit to for more than a year.

Like I will give you the tightest, best hug of your life but you want me to let you in emotionally? You want me to form a relationship with you that doesn't allow me to just ghost you whenever I feel like it isn't no consequences? Ew get away from me.

[juliandrws]

“I don’t understand why people ship Ava and Janine, they’re like sist—”

[coquettejohnny]

i feel like my acc is so boring now i apologize deeply for that </3 i initially made this account to post my fuckass outsiders related thoughts without caring what other people think and i didnt have any friends who liked the outsiders as much as me so like why not just post them not the internet. idk anyone on here anyway so like even if they make fun of me it's whatever lmao idgaf what other people think. but then erm..... i kind of started caring about what they think......now im terrified if i say something wrong one of my mutuals will find me annoying hate me forever LMAO but we ball ^_^

also i have like no more ideas LMAO they all just happened in the span of a few weeks and i posted them all at once now i have no more.... my bad

[skyloftian-nutcase]

I love your health au. Does Twilght wanted to become a veterinarian? He loves animals.

He gives me the vibes not only helping domestic and wilds animals and humans.

:D I'm glad you're enjoying it! Sorry it's been a hot minute since I've really done anything significant with it, actual healthcare is burning me the hell out and I'm trying to find joy in it again so I just need... idk. Sanity, I guess, lol.

Twi could be a vet, but that takes a lot more schooling than he's honestly willing to go through. I could see him maybe trying for being a vet tech, but it would be in addition to what he's doing at the hospital, because as much as he adores animals, he finds helping people very fulfilling. He does volunteer at the local animal shelter, though, and he wants to do wildlife animal rescue too! He wants to stretch himself so thin he'll fall apart, it's great. :)

[dandyshucks]

ouhhhh the neighbour doesn't have any supplies of her own for crochet and I'm teaching her and my mother today starting in just over an hour

and i am ... not selfish with my supplies but i am unemployed and living off a very tight budget (cannot purchase any more yarn for projects unless i manage to do some pretty spectacular savings on my groceries for the month which is... not very doable) so I'm a tad worried she's going to be good at crocheting and want to Make Something with the yarn that i do have fjdskl and I would normally be totally fine with that but considering there's basically nowhere in town to buy yarn (i've had to buy online) and shipping is $20+ lately, that's not exactly a great thing for me right now 🧍‍♂️

[lovsome]

>:(

[musicandi]

This might be an unpopular opinion but with how many people are not coming back and some character development I am honestly a little bummed they made this Teen Wolf movie.

The Series ended perfectly in my opinion. They were able to bring so many people back, I loved all the characters that were there (Main and supporting), the relationships that were set up and settled, even those that were HEAVILY IMPLIED (thiam was implied, that elevator scene denies any platonic or ally relationship)

And now years later you want to make a movie that dismisses everything with how the series ended?

I know people are looking forward to it but is it bad that this movie is basically going to be non-existent to me? One, because I don't have paramount plus and fuck if I am buying another subscription to watch it. Two, the movie really wasn't needed. I love the way the series ended and I want it to stay that way. I want to stay in my "Theo/Liam, Mason/Corey, Stiles is still around, Nolan and Alec appreciation, and so many more things" universe.

THANK GOD FOR FANFICTION!!! Those stories don’t follow the rules at all and I love it.

[alorz]

(SHOCKING)) local man combats her desire to run away by staying, and somehow, managing to make things generally worse

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

i think im the asshole in every situation ever. i suck. im awful im a fucking hater for no reason and i cant justify my thoughts and i hate so so so much in my brain everything is evil in there. im so so mean and im so wrong all the time theres no correctness in there

[slutforyous]

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*cries in sexual frustration*

RUNS AND HIDES FROM HORNY

[cookiebonbon]

You're not annoying. How can you tell yourself that? Surely you're amazing.

Look, the pinned post is not only for people, but also you. You deserve to be heard and understood, but you also need time. And your feelings are valid!

Don't make yourself down like that..

-someone dead.

Well, my mind loves to torment me. It always tells me stuff that hurts and I grew to believe it. I cried whole 1 am last night because it just doesn't want to give me a break

If you're talking about my pinned post, I actually made it for others and not myself. I had too many cases of my friends being close to suicide or harming themselves [I don't want people I don't know to be hurt either, I saw many people reblogging that post and saying that it made them happy <3]

But yeah, I already accepted that I was simply made to be the world's punching bag. If considered my childhood [which I never told anyone on here about, I don't think] it really seems like I was just created to be a laughing matter for others

But really now, no need to be too alarmed! I'm too cowardly to kill myself so it's all good, I guess. Please focus on yourself. Can you try to do that for me please? I would love it

[suddenlymicah]

ugh i need to clean so much and i only have until tomorrow at 6:45 am (its 3:55 am rn and i have to clean up my entire room and plan about an hours worth of d&d for the characters to meet up for first session and they cant even fucking decide who is coming.)

[xxlethal-lunaxx]

If anyone relates to this even just a little bit, then I'm so sorry.

[newtness532]

im feeling too much