#sorry for being sad

[forsakendevil]

A depression playlist

Vampire Empire - Big Thief:

"Where you can't seem to hold me, can't seem to let me go. So I can't find surrender, and I can't keep control"

Gilded Lily - Cults:

"Haven't I given enough"

Washing Machine Heart - Mitski:

"I thought maybe we would kiss tonight Baby will you kiss me already and Toss your dirty shoes in my washing machine heart? Baby, bang it up inside"

Class of 2013 - Mitski:

"Mom, I'll be quiet It would be just to sleep at night"

Forsaken - Paris Paloma:

"And woe betide That one of my Selfish feet touched the ground"

half return - Adrianne Lenker:

"Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead"

Infections Of A Different Kind - AURORA:

"And I beg, I beg to be drained From the pain I've soaked myself in So I can stay okay And more than okay for a while"

Just Take My Wallet - Jack Stauber:

"Your mama's crying Your mama's crying for you Mama's lying Oh, what's she trying to do To you?"

Nothing's New- Rio Romeo:

"I wanna be touched Be loved I wanna heal Be hugged"

Harpy Hare - Yaelokre:

"You can't keep them all caged They will fight and run away Mother, tell me so I say"

Give Up - Low Roar:

"'Cause I've grown numb Dry as my tear ducts Have grown dumb And empty

But don't give up on me Give up on me Give up on me"

Yeti - Paris Paloma (feat. Old Sea Brigade):

"My tongue's forgotten how To shape your name the way it sounds We're nothing but myths now That neither of us believe in"

Welly Boots - The Amazing Devil:

""How could you leave me here?" you'll scream And louder, I'll scream back to you from that unknown And say, "I know you're strong enough, I know you're strong enough I know you're strong enough to do this on your-""

Pale White Horse - The Oh Hellos:

"Neither plague or famine tempered my courage, nor did raids make me cower But his translucent skin made me shiver deep within my bones"

Boreas - The Oh Hellos:

"Yeah, I'm one spoon away From setting the ends of my hair on fire If I'm kindling for a little while At least I'd feel of use"

Exhale Inhale - AURORA:

"My dear, come near Do you feel my hand? It is there"

[simplepotatofarmer]

never post a sad vent post you think is under a readmore and then go cry into a chicken!

[seagull9111]

hehe you guys im crying because my mom is screaming at me and she keeps giving me more and more work todo and is taking away the extra stuff i do that i like

[urdepressedslut]

[allthewaysyousavedmylife]

I'm so tired of taking care of everyone else in my life. Like I don't wanna do anything anymore. I'm so exhausted and emotionally I've got nothing. I wanna be taken care of forever now

[envylikes2talk]

efforts wasted; sorry

im sorry to have wasted your time,

precious time

wasted on trying to make me feel better

i’m sorry no matter what you say

it won’t change my mind

it’s almost offensive; selfish

the way i make people spend their time and waste their effort to tell me i’m lovely

to tell me i’m worth it

to tell me i’m wonderful

but i deny it of course, everything they say is wrong im afraid

there’s no point in wasting your energy

wasting your time

no matter what they say it doesn’t change anything

you’re wasting your time for nothing

putting in effort to something

someone

who will never change

so i’m sorry to have wasted your time

because there are better things to worry about

more important things to worry about

than me

[lilaxx]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน | Bad Buddy: the Series (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Pat Napat Jindapat/Pran Parakul Siridechawat Characters: Pran Parakul Siridechawat, Pat Napat Jindapat, Ming Jindapat, Dissaya (Bad Buddy: the Series), Pran Parakul Siridechawat's Father, Pa Jindapat Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Canon Compliant, Established Relationship, Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Relationship Reveal, (sort of), POV Alternating Series: Part 2 of and i wait for a change to come around Summary:

"I want to be able to talk about things with you. I want you to ask how I'm doing, and talk about sports, and have a dinner where the only topic of conversation isn't whatever contract we're signing. I still want to be your son, I just can't be your employee anymore."

or

Pat tells his dad and it goes both exactly as expected and not at all how he thought.

[anthro-cat]

im so depressed

[linklore]

i think loss is worse when theyre only just out of reach. not dead, not gone, but you cant talk to them anymore. never ever. because you fucked up massively. and now you have to live with the consequences

[one-time-i-dreamt]

I took Ragnar to work with me today because he is so depressed :(

Thank you all for the kind messages and support ❤❤ I will get back to everyone as soon as I get a little mentally better, but I have read everything and you guys keep me going

Thanks to people who supported me on Ko-Fi too, it helps a lot

Thank you all for always just being there for me to support me during hard times

And here is my favorite picture of Kai and me

I keep looking at it when I am down

Not a dream, advice and help needed

I am so tired of scammers in dog cancer supplement world

Our vet recommended us to use Yunnan baiyao supplements on top of chemo to give the best chance for our dog who has sarcoma to do well

Except, there is not a single place to buy it at in Croatia

Last month we had a situation with a site in Germany but ended up receiving the goods after a lot of back and forth and a lot of stress

Now my mom ordered from another site and they were supposed to send her 6x6 packages but only sent her one set of six

She contacted their customer service and they apologized for the mistake (that's over 300 euros worth of products not being sent + she paid around 100 euro customs for the products because of the overall price, but didn't receive the products she paid for) and promised to send the products on their dime, but now they have contacted her again claiming she received everything already, when that's not the case

The size and weight of the package prove that

Trustpilot had a good score for the store that just went down to 2.7 with two new reviews that only recently appeared

Does anyone have any idea what can we do? Who to report this to if they refuse to send products that we paid for, that we bought for our dying dog?

We're over 400 euros out (over 430 usd) for products we didn't receive

As a family that lives paycheck to paycheck and we scrambled to cover this (I worked overtime many days to help) this is such a significant amount of money to pay for something not received

And the fact they admitted their mistake and then went back on it really scares me that we're not going to receive neither the products nor the refund

Not to mention that the customs were calculated for the full price, not the price received

It is so predatory to prey on desperate owners of dying animals like this

And it is reall, unprofessional to act this way, too

The site is American, btw. so please Americans help with advice

I believe they are located in Texas

If they do not end up sending us anything, who can we report them to?

[wojtekaneko]

That's how it went

[forsakendevil]

I don’t know if I can do this. I think I am going to end up on a ward. If I want to live then there’s no choice. I don’t want to be sectioned.

[sadfragilegirl]

It will get better tomorrow?

More like...

It will get worse tomorrow.

[a-little-less-than-okay]

[deeeaahh]

[saduboiss]

my soul is too sensitive for this life.