#sorry I’m too much to handle
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Maybe I'm just difficult
Maybe I'm impossible
Maybe I'm just one step over the edge
You're one foot out the door
Maybe I'm emotional
Too much to handle
Or
Maybe I'm unlovable
#mental health awareness#mental health#fake friends#no one likes me#no one wants me#all alone#blog#fake people#unlovable#diamanté lyrics#broken#destroyed#liars#you lied to me#sorry I’m too much to handle#sorry my brain is fucked#sorry I’m broken#sorry I am difficult#I’m so fucking sorry#loser#pathetic waste of space#self hate#self destruct mode#emotionless#blank#emotional numbing#ptsd#pure ocd#purely obsessional ocd#intrusive thoughts
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As part of the former foster youth program I’m in, we get a lot of representatives who come to tell us about other programs and stuff that work with people with our background
And I never realized this until this representative corrected himself, but they avoid the word “help” and use “assist” instead, and now I’m kinda curious as to why
Like is it a professional thing? “Assist” just sounds more professional than “help”? Or is it to be more delicate about our backgrounds?
I know our program has an emphasis on making sure we feel supported without feeling like charity cases (which I really appreciate w/ my background on being used as a prop to make my “family” look good instead of actually being treated like a family member), and I can kinda see using “assist” as part of that, but idk if I’m overthinking that
#he’s here to tell us about an anthology book they make with former and current foster youth#filled with poems and stuff#no fandom#he’s making too much intense eye contact and I don’t wanna interact with him#I can’t even handle normal eye contact I’m sorry#I need you to tell me what it’s all about while you look at a wall or something pls#just. away from me.
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- 🥀 To each Thorn its Rose, sure, but even the most beautiful must wither!~ 🩸 -
A different drawing subject from the usual, but not any less tragic~ 💔
From the color of the text you can guess just whose brilliant idea was the latter part of the quote above 💗😼💋
#I’m sorry#I enjoy causing myself and my audience sufferance way too much 😀#And Marjorie too evidently#THE MINX ���✂️🩸#Can’t handle stepping aside from the spotlight even only once#lackasona#oc#original character#marjorie ford#oc art#self insert#mordecai heller#sketch#christina ford#lackadaisy oc#lackadaisy#tracy j butler
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Thank you for watching Wicked so we don't have to. I mean, the marketing is insane and I almost fell for the lesbian trap but I knew people were doing the most. But fighting over a man???? I'm never watching that shit
Sorry to disappoint but I didn’t watch the movie!! I watched a bootleg of the musical because I was considering seeing the movie, but felt like I should be familiar with the original musical first.
The marketing for the movie has been so insane though. The interview where the leads fall into the whole song and dance of “ohhhh nooo it’s not same sex love, it’s something DEEPER and BETTER and QUEER, and does this character like women? Well idk she just kinda likes whatever, she’s Fluid, isn’t that so inspiring, hope that helps xoxo”…that lost me. Just say they have a crush on each other and are bi or shut up. Acting like you can’t say two same sex characters have a crush on each other because their relationship “transcends” that is stupid and homophobic. Why does it need to “transcend” same sex love. Why is same sex love never enough.
Anyways. Yeah, there’s a penis creature who both of them have a crush on, and they both sing a song about “boohoo he likes her and not me” and then fight over him. Glinda tries to marry him, Elphaba ends up with him. Standard hettery. Nothing gay about it unless you’re desperate and decide that “these two women clearly have a deep connection but lol they can never be together and also there’s a man” is an amazing same sex love storyline.
#sorry to the people who’ve been fans of this musical forever and are looking at me like ‘lmao where have you been’#I stayed away from it for the longest time because the first song hurt my ears I’m sorry 😭#but yeah moral of the story is never trust a fandom that says something is gay#unless you’ve seen a love confession a kiss or a sex scene#otherwise you’re just going to end up with this shit#because the highest degree of ‘lesbian’ fandom can handle is two women hugging (and even that might be too much)#asks#anon
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Leblanc Smoked Salmon…
#THERE’S ANOTHER ONE. Y’ALL. I CAN ONLY HANDLE SO MUCH.#i’m so sorry for spamming but i figured these were missable so worth sharing.#please let me know if it’s getting to be too much!#sakura sojiro#sojiro sakura#wakaba isshiki#isshiki wakaba#jest replays p5r (gayass%)
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i need to remake my cup bros ref… both cup and human designs… it’s been almost a year(?) and i’ve developed the headcanons and i would like to share with the class!!! (i wrote thirty tags. Please help me)
#my little hc i kinda showed in the refs but didn’t point out: cuphead’s handle appears broken/in human form his ear is halved#cause he has microtia (that also affects the eustachiantube/middle ear). basically i am a HoH cuphead truther#also to add onto that i think he has poor auditory processing issues cause i also see him as AuDHD#double also. while he would use ASL on a bad hearing day i think regularly he also uses home signs to express words/concepts#autism-related btw. it’s actually a bit visible in insert cuphead media (to me at least LOL) that cuphead expresses a lot of body language#so not liking conversation oral or signed as well as replacing oral words w home signs is in character. at least to my headcanon whatever#floats your boat!#OH! plus his split upper lip that i draw him with isn’t related to the microtia. he just roughhouses and chipped/tore his lip open when he#was younger#cuphead is also a trans boy. it feels right to me LOL#even back in 2017 when i barely knew the game or also much about trans people i saw cuphead and was like hm. hm!#tbh he just pawned his clothes onto mugman. who i’ve also changed my hc for i see him more as bigender than a cis boy now#LOL. i cast bi on mugman. sorry buddy#OH HIM TOO. im so sorry mugsy i have like two headcanons for you 😭😭😭#she uses he/she 2 me. i like casting personal parts of myself onto mugman even if i gravitate more towards cuphead/chalice#i see him as a bi ace as well. and a hopeless romantic. i don’t ship uhh i don’t remember what it’s called#i don’t ship cala maria X mugman (respect though) cause i see the cups as kids and i’m also a hilda X maria shipper LOL#but in the show. i will be real that she is a hopeless romantic. Look at that dork#FORGOT TO MENTION. i am a cuphead aroace truther to my grave. KEEP THAT MUSHY ROMANCE OUT OF MY HIGH SEAS ADVENTURE!!!!#like i said w cuphead before mugman is AuDHD (they share. many genes LMFAO)#however the difference is that they express it in different ways; while cuphead’s is more linked to his hearing/social behavior#mugman’s is more related to her emotions. i see it through my headcanon colored glasses that especially in the show mugman has more#meltdowns between the two cups#he has high emotional sensitivity both in positive and negative ways; former as in being strongly attached to cuphead and latter as in#more prone to meltdowns as well as being very literal#which isn’t a bad thing of course. mugman we are shaking hands so hard we are the same#OK that’s all the ones i want to share right now. i also haven’t shared her human or cup design i did but i’m workshopping chalice!!!!!!#i am leaving her out intentionally she deserves her own post because i luv her so much#ok post over. twenty minutes dedicated to autism about the twins out of the trio#cuphead
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Sometimes I wish I had more people interested in my creations, but then I get hit by thoughts like “Imagine the outrage you’d be faced with if your Avatar Suiren AU was more popular. This is the fandom that still cannot ‘forgive’ Korra for SOMETHING THAT WAS DONE TO HER, calling her the worst Avatar for losing the connection to her past lives (which came about because she HAD RAAVA LITERALLY RIPPED OUR OF HER) and acting like that is somehow a worse offence than, say, inaction leading to genocide. The hate you’d get for intentionally making Suiren the last Avatar would be IMMEASURABLE” and go “… actually, I’m glad that for the most part it’s just @katkastrofa and I–”
(Though then again… would it even be an AU by yours truly if it didn’t contain at least one cancellable offence? 😁)
#don’t even try to tell me I’m wrong#also Suiren is even less like Aang than Korra is. she wouldn’t stand a chance in this fandom#everyone knows most people in this fandom can’t handle angry brown girls#and Suiren is honestly on a whole different level#so yeah#I’m glad it’s not a well known thing#but her biggest offence would of course be letting go of Raava#and thus also losing the connection to her past lives and ending the Avatar cycle#her next incarnation will not be the Avatar. they’ll be just a normal EK kid#and that is the biggest crime an Avatar could ever commit#deciding to spare future generations of the burden#the Avatar should not exist. it is too much power and responsibility for one person#and every Avatar we know of was stuck in an endless cycle of fixing their predecessors’ mistakes#nobody deserves that. especially not a child. and the Avatars ARE discovered as children for the most part#even at 16 like Roku Kyoshi and Kuruk is still way too young for having the fate of the world on your shoulders#I’d argue any age is too young#the world can’t depend on one person to solve their problems#the avatar is ultimately human. they make mistakes. they’re biased. they can be corrupted#and not a single generation goes by without at least one world-scale threat. nothing any avatar does is every enough. it’s a thankless job#no era of peace has ever lasted long. that has to be something worked for by the world at large#ending the cycle is the correct move because then the world will not be looking to the Avatar for every issue#and will actually start sorting shit out themselves. that’s my (very correct) view of it. at least#but again. this fandom will not be able to handle that. because they care about a bunch of long dead ghosts more than living characters#I’m sorry but sparing at least one kid of the trauma that comes with being the Avatar makes losing the past lives connection worth it#to me at least. and it’s not like breaking the connection erases them from ever existing like Greater Lord Rukkhadevata. they’re remembered#just can’t be accessed anymore. and that’s okay. they deserve to rest#(forgive me for the Genshin Impact reference it was the only thing I could think of. it was a brief phase I don’t play it anymore)#anyway. idk where this rant/meta just came from. I apparently have A Lot of thoughts about this AU that aren’t limited to Kuviren smut lmao#Avatar Suiren AU#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness
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when the unhealthy homoromantic friendship got yu that bad your therapist had to treat your separation like a bereavement and is teaching you coping mechanisms for grief
#dawgs dont get into situationships with your closest friend you’ve ever had it dont end well#LMAO#i have to laugh otherwise i might completely break down#LMFAO#(im afraid i’ll never find someone who will love me unconditionally because im too much to handle)#HAHA WHAT PARKER’S GETTING EMOTIONAL ON MAIN??#(im afraid that i’m not only unlovable but also that i will inevitably ruin any relationship i form)#WHAT THE FUUUUCKKK#THIS IS SO CRINGE#(i’m completely delusional and the more i keep repressing this shit the further i regress into my head)#WOOOAH GET A GRIP DUDE????#(i can’t cope with this type of stuff)#parker spews his troubles connecting emotionally and romantically and platonically and just generically with people#sorry guys i am cringe feel free to ignore this
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shut up abt blue sky STOP TALKING !!!! nobody CARES 😭😭😭
#stream#they’re CRINGE#it’s too hard to use sorry i’m not using it i literally don’t care#what do u mean ur name is ‘@name.some random group#like i’m not remembering that i don’t care fuck off#make handles simple again 2025#like i’m not getting on discord either 😭😭😭#i don’t care ? ALSKAKSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA#too many options too many buttons too much software girl it’s too much i don’t care fuck off
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cleaning my room by myself: so yippee!, im getting stuff done, going at my own pace, get to listen to music or talk with partners if i’m on a call w/ them, not getting yelled at!
cleaning my room with my mom: not yippee, im still getting stuff done but i constantly feel like i’ll be judged if i don’t do a good enough job, having a bunch of tasks given to me one after another so now i feel like i need to do things faster, i have to endure her annoying and loud show she watches on her phone, gets yelled at(and slapped :3)
#vent#kinda???#how did i get slapped? you may be asking#well dear reader!#you see i was being handed two items and i was told to handle each with one hand#(otherwise they get squished and my mom doesn’t like that)#but i had my phone in my hands bc i was trying to see what my wife was showing me#so i grab one candle#(oh yea the item was a candle sorry i didn’t specify it)#so i grab one of the candles and figure out where to put my phone#my mom is trying to get my attention so i can get the other candle#i’m still figuring out where to put my phone#i decided to put it in my pants pocket that my pj pants have(MAJOR W BTW)#however bc i probably took too long to put my phone away she yelled at me#and slapped my back REALLY hard#idk if my partner heard the screaming but ye👍#i’m having a good night y’all :3#small edit:#‼️DISCLAIMER TO MY WIFE‼️#‼️YOU DONT NEED TO FEEL OR THINK THAT IT WAS ‘YOUR FAULT’ THIS HAPPENED‼️#‼️I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND WOULD NEVER EVER BLAME YOU FOR THINGS LIKE THIS‼️#‼️ALR ILY I HOPE UR HAVING SWEET DREAMS RN‼️#buttons are being pushed
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Ok if I have a comfort movie, it’s definitely Porco Rosso
#it’s so cute and charming#and it’s about this one last hurrah when times are changing for the worst#and they’re Italian#me rambling#I’m sorry? is the main character being a pig too much for you to handle?#I’m bitter how many people overlook this movie
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siiigh . . .
#༒ milena zip#cw vent#mooties . . . i’m verie sorrie you’re gonna see dis . ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა huhu . .#i’m so tired . . . huhu#૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა i’m gonna sob. i hate dis so much ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა#i hate how one of my friends unfollowed me :<#like she was saying how i’m too negative ? ? when she literally talked crap about my two other friends . . .#how are you going to say that but also do the same . . . it’s so . . sad :<#this is so tiring . . . i’m gettin’ so fed up w/ all of dis . .#‘m tryin’ so hard to distract myself w/ my interests . . . and going on tumblr more#but it hurts so bad knowing she chose someone i despised for years instead of me :<#i even told her some of my concerns and feelings . . . it didn’t mean anything to her#this is why i prefer making friends online. sniffsniff#<< ‘s less stressful & i can handle being hurt . . but irl ? ? i can’t.#i should’ve known that makin’ friends and keepin’ friendships is as hard as anything else . . .#i’m just glad i graduated . . & i don’t have to see her but it stills hurts a lot to see her become so cold . . . ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა#sigh. oh well . . sniffsniff ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა#she wasted an entire friendship all because of somethin’ SHE was doin’ . . . she confuses me. ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა
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#my Mom keeps bringing up how our family dog doesn’t have a long way to go anymore#and like#where we’re gonna bury him and so in#and it just keeps wrecking me#like she wants me to be emotionally prepared but I’m not#I’ve already lost two very near family members over the past two years#and I love that stupid silly old dog#I just keep crying at random times because I can’t stop thinking and it hurts#why does grief never get any smaller#my life gets longer and my knowledge and experiences grow but the fucking grief stays static#it just appears in new forms. every time I think I’m ready to move on it takes a new form#I love that silly stupid old dog!!!! and I can’t handle losing him I can’t#I just need everyone I love to stay and not change and to stop the match of time#is that really too much to ask#sorry about this unhinged rambling I’m currently sobbing into a pillow#death mention tw#cecil blogs her life#pet death mention tw
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Please for the love of Wyrd tell me Celaena actually gets to say “I love you” to Sam at least once.
#I cannot handle another Nessian situation#or the ol’ I love y— Lincoln Campbell goodbye again (so help me Wyrd)#Celaena Sardothien x Sam Cortland#Sam Cortland x Celaena Sardothien#Celaena x Sam#Sam x Celaena#Sam Cortland#Celaena Sardothien#the Assassin’s Blade#the Assassin and the Underworld#the Assassin and the Empire#Adarlans Assassins#Maasverse#TOG#first read#reading reacts#reactions while reading#he’s said I love you#and practically vowed forever#and she’s kissed him and literally given him her heart (or a piece of spider silk cut to save his heart)#and Chaol’s whole “I love you I’m sorry bit already hurt enough#don’t even get me started on the fact the final novela begins with after#how painful is the story when the writer spends three books warning you it does not end happy#and still again and again and again we fall for the tale#why do I keep playing Hadestown#and please someone what is their ship name lol#fangirl problems#I love them too much#they deserve better#I’m not saying their perfect I’m just saying they are happy and hopeful and it fits the arc but I still wish the happy ending was part of it
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The imperfects typings!!
The moment that no one was waiting for!! Anyways I’m not 100% sure on these so like. don’t quote me but I can hash out my reasoning if asked so ask box is always open!
Abbi: LSE sp136 LVFE
Juan: SEI sx964 FELV (maybe like EII sp6 not sure)
Tilda: SEE sx827 VFLE (she’s sx487 EFVL nvm)
Hannah: ESI sx468 EFVL
Sydney: LII so612 LVFE
Finch: SEE sx872 VFLE
Alex: LIE so153 LFVE
#you can see my votes on pdb for big 5 and temperaments I just dc abt them as much + it looks more aesthetically pleasing w/o it here#pdb handle is in my carrd#i'm a little iffy on tilda but imo irrational>rational & she's more of a gutcel & cognitive extraversion is better#maybe so8 idk#4E tilda is not great but 1V e8 so#finch is lowkey so ethical don’t even @ me#also typing clear e1s/gutcels as e3 is so weird to me#sorry too lazy to type out the jung typing but I’m panjungian anyways#socio > jung tbh <3#typology#the imperfects#sydney burke#alex sarkov#abbi singh#tilda weber#juan ruiz#also idk what crain is but vibe type sp7 lol#it's my typology cringe era <3#enneagram#socionics#psychosophy#also I do use trifix but tritype for character typings that go on pdb lol#like the ordering being any order cause idk why trifix has a set order#like it's by fixation but i can put them in any order#also before anyone gets on my ass about this (no one will I am just being self critical) no i didn't type all the scientists logical just#bc they r smart it's literally just how the distribution turned out
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love when people see me struggling and feeling uncared for, and instead of perhaps trying a new way to show they care or asking me how to, they decide to say they just won’t. thanks. that really shows how much you Want to care. why do i get punished for expressing the fact that i feel isolated and uncared for and useless? why is that your response? why not go in the direction of Attempting To Get Through To The Mentally Suffering Person?
#it’s because i’m too much work#i think that’s what it comes to#and i accepted that Years ago#and i’m not sure why i allowed ANYONE to convince me otherwise#i’m too much#and people really want to be a belt i handle it i think#but eventually realize that can’t and just…. don’t want to anymore#and that’s okay#that’s my fate#that’s what’s always happened#and i’m sure it will keep happening#oh locked up blog im so sorry for all of this#it has spoken
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