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sp00kysk3lly · 2 years ago

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Maybe I'm just difficult

Maybe I'm impossible

Maybe I'm just one step over the edge

You're one foot out the door

Maybe I'm emotional

Too much to handle

Or

Maybe I'm unlovable

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hplonesomeart · 26 days ago

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Ah nothing stings quite like a doomed friendship. Especially when you’ve got no one to blame except yourself for all those careless, selfish actions that pushed them away. Going as far to hurt them for your own gain. You’ve become the catalyst of your own loneliness. A path you forged willingly. A path you thought would bring you recognition…but it’s only lead to you being forgotten. Irreversibly.

#TEEEHEE WAS FEELING ANGSTY AND SAD THINKING ABOUT HIM <\3 #he’s so broken oml #can we get reminders every now and then about how they were so happy together #how he was warming up to having a companion #and then BAM it was all an illusion that he unknowingly projected onto her #Meggy never really did like him and he was just lying to himself all along with Leggy :3 #I’m not okay about this I’m still not over it and neither should you be /j #LIKE GUYS. HE GOT DISCARDED 😭#‘friend request denied’ erm actally Puzzles it’s you that got cut off. Coping fr #okay actally I was playing around with the colors in this art for a while #I didn’t know if I wanted to purposefully make Puzzles darker then the vibrant colors #like there’s a disconnect between his outside persona & what he’s grappling with emotionally? maybe!#but another idea was that I’d highlight Puzzles in orange #so he would glow alongside the T.V lined background with the orange symbolizing Meggy’s color #……and what I ended up with is neither of those lol???#so sorry if it kinda looks odd it’s because I had too much going on in my brain and was indecisive #I like thinking the scattered around puzzle pieces represent how ‘nothing fits’ together…him & Megs weren’t ever meant to be bffs #so just uh. think about that for a while :))#*sobbing* I WANTED THEM TO BE HAPPY SO BAD AUUUUU #hplonesome art #mr. puzzles smg4 fanart #mr puzzles fanart #smg4 mr. puzzles #cw chromatic aberration #cw vibrant colors #cw patterns #<-help I don’t think I’m putting the right things but idk how else to word this?#I’m bad handling vibrant colors so it looks muted anyways :P #BUT I STILL WORRY ;-;

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theshadowrealmitself · 2 months ago

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As part of the former foster youth program I’m in, we get a lot of representatives who come to tell us about other programs and stuff that work with people with our background

And I never realized this until this representative corrected himself, but they avoid the word “help” and use “assist” instead, and now I’m kinda curious as to why

Like is it a professional thing? “Assist” just sounds more professional than “help”? Or is it to be more delicate about our backgrounds?

I know our program has an emphasis on making sure we feel supported without feeling like charity cases (which I really appreciate w/ my background on being used as a prop to make my “family” look good instead of actually being treated like a family member), and I can kinda see using “assist” as part of that, but idk if I’m overthinking that

#he’s here to tell us about an anthology book they make with former and current foster youth #filled with poems and stuff #no fandom #he’s making too much intense eye contact and I don’t wanna interact with him #I can’t even handle normal eye contact I’m sorry #I need you to tell me what it’s all about while you look at a wall or something pls #just. away from me.

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happi-dreams · 29 days ago

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Good mornings ,,

Fireafy doodle for me to cope ,,, (also TPOT 15 spoilers in the tags so we woo we woo we woo !!!!!! )

#being a fireafy shipper is the worst fate I could ever give to someone #jacknjellify HATE ME #ME SPECIFCALLY /silly #they literally fought for 6-7 YEARS …#over a ferris wheel ….#A FERRIS WHEEL…#AND YOU TELL ME.#LTTLE OL ME #THAT FIREY WOULDVE JUST LET HER IN FROM A NOISE OUTSIDE???#IT WAS THAT EASY TO CHANGE HIS MIND????#WHAT IF I EXPLODE.#but that moment is also so VITAL to the rest of the timeline that it literally breaks down good god #.. they can’t even be happy rn EITHER #I wait 6 years #with leafy going through it and them fighting #the worst communicating duo in the world btw #and they FINALLY MAKE UP AND HAVE A SWEET LIL BOAT TRIP #I WAS SO HAPPY #they were so nice and sweet and gibing on their nice little island #but no firey and leafy never get a break that’d break some cardinal rule within the scriptures of course !!!#one I hate you #I truly do please go be all mysterious and blue #SOMEWHERE ELSE ….#I’m closing my eyes and going lalalalala at firey and leafy being separated i can’t handle anymore #they’re happy and building their own dream island #with no stupid numbers in the way go AWAY ONE #sorry not Lego related I’m just mad …#also reveal I’m a fireafy shipper I suppose I’ve been here ever since Bfdi hbshdb #please let these two have a happy ending WITH NO TRICKS LATER #I’ve invested too much time I need them to be happy and smiling and yippe yay yiopoeee

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gentlelass · 4 months ago

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- 🥀 To each Thorn its Rose, sure, but even the most beautiful must wither!~ 🩸 -

A different drawing subject from the usual, but not any less tragic~ 💔

From the color of the text you can guess just whose brilliant idea was the latter part of the quote above 💗😼💋

#I’m sorry #I enjoy causing myself and my audience sufferance way too much 😀#And Marjorie too evidently #THE MINX 😩✂️🩸#Can’t handle stepping aside from the spotlight even only once #lackasona #oc #original character #marjorie ford #oc art #self insert #mordecai heller #sketch #christina ford #lackadaisy oc #lackadaisy #tracy j butler

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vintage-bentley · 2 months ago

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Thank you for watching Wicked so we don't have to. I mean, the marketing is insane and I almost fell for the lesbian trap but I knew people were doing the most. But fighting over a man???? I'm never watching that shit

Sorry to disappoint but I didn’t watch the movie!! I watched a bootleg of the musical because I was considering seeing the movie, but felt like I should be familiar with the original musical first.

The marketing for the movie has been so insane though. The interview where the leads fall into the whole song and dance of “ohhhh nooo it’s not same sex love, it’s something DEEPER and BETTER and QUEER, and does this character like women? Well idk she just kinda likes whatever, she’s Fluid, isn’t that so inspiring, hope that helps xoxo”…that lost me. Just say they have a crush on each other and are bi or shut up. Acting like you can’t say two same sex characters have a crush on each other because their relationship “transcends” that is stupid and homophobic. Why does it need to “transcend” same sex love. Why is same sex love never enough.

Anyways. Yeah, there’s a penis creature who both of them have a crush on, and they both sing a song about “boohoo he likes her and not me” and then fight over him. Glinda tries to marry him, Elphaba ends up with him. Standard hettery. Nothing gay about it unless you’re desperate and decide that “these two women clearly have a deep connection but lol they can never be together and also there’s a man” is an amazing same sex love storyline.

#sorry to the people who’ve been fans of this musical forever and are looking at me like ‘lmao where have you been’#I stayed away from it for the longest time because the first song hurt my ears I’m sorry 😭#but yeah moral of the story is never trust a fandom that says something is gay #unless you’ve seen a love confession a kiss or a sex scene #otherwise you’re just going to end up with this shit #because the highest degree of ‘lesbian’ fandom can handle is two women hugging (and even that might be too much)#asks #anon

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ancient-day · 2 years ago

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Leblanc Smoked Salmon…

#THERE’S ANOTHER ONE. Y’ALL. I CAN ONLY HANDLE SO MUCH.#i’m so sorry for spamming but i figured these were missable so worth sharing.#please let me know if it’s getting to be too much!#sakura sojiro #sojiro sakura #wakaba isshiki #isshiki wakaba #jest replays p5r (gayass%)

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jitteryjive · 7 months ago

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i need to remake my cup bros ref… both cup and human designs… it’s been almost a year(?) and i’ve developed the headcanons and i would like to share with the class!!! (i wrote thirty tags. Please help me)

#my little hc i kinda showed in the refs but didn’t point out: cuphead’s handle appears broken/in human form his ear is halved #cause he has microtia (that also affects the eustachiantube/middle ear). basically i am a HoH cuphead truther #also to add onto that i think he has poor auditory processing issues cause i also see him as AuDHD #double also. while he would use ASL on a bad hearing day i think regularly he also uses home signs to express words/concepts #autism-related btw. it’s actually a bit visible in insert cuphead media (to me at least LOL) that cuphead expresses a lot of body language #so not liking conversation oral or signed as well as replacing oral words w home signs is in character. at least to my headcanon whatever #floats your boat!#OH! plus his split upper lip that i draw him with isn’t related to the microtia. he just roughhouses and chipped/tore his lip open when he #was younger #cuphead is also a trans boy. it feels right to me LOL #even back in 2017 when i barely knew the game or also much about trans people i saw cuphead and was like hm. hm!#tbh he just pawned his clothes onto mugman. who i’ve also changed my hc for i see him more as bigender than a cis boy now #LOL. i cast bi on mugman. sorry buddy #OH HIM TOO. im so sorry mugsy i have like two headcanons for you 😭😭😭#she uses he/she 2 me. i like casting personal parts of myself onto mugman even if i gravitate more towards cuphead/chalice #i see him as a bi ace as well. and a hopeless romantic. i don’t ship uhh i don’t remember what it’s called #i don’t ship cala maria X mugman (respect though) cause i see the cups as kids and i’m also a hilda X maria shipper LOL #but in the show. i will be real that she is a hopeless romantic. Look at that dork #FORGOT TO MENTION. i am a cuphead aroace truther to my grave. KEEP THAT MUSHY ROMANCE OUT OF MY HIGH SEAS ADVENTURE!!!!#like i said w cuphead before mugman is AuDHD (they share. many genes LMFAO)#however the difference is that they express it in different ways; while cuphead’s is more linked to his hearing/social behavior #mugman’s is more related to her emotions. i see it through my headcanon colored glasses that especially in the show mugman has more #meltdowns between the two cups #he has high emotional sensitivity both in positive and negative ways; former as in being strongly attached to cuphead and latter as in #more prone to meltdowns as well as being very literal #which isn’t a bad thing of course. mugman we are shaking hands so hard we are the same #OK that’s all the ones i want to share right now. i also haven’t shared her human or cup design i did but i’m workshopping chalice!!!!!!#i am leaving her out intentionally she deserves her own post because i luv her so much #ok post over. twenty minutes dedicated to autism about the twins out of the trio #cuphead

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foolishfalls · 5 days ago

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having a bad time

#can’t stop thinking about how bad i feel #both emotionally and physically #and then when i try to stop thinking about it and just feel it #it becomes completely unbearable #keep thinking about how i’ve ended up so alone/lonely again #and how much i cannot comprehend or accept or tolerate that #and then i’m just like well all this pain is too much for me to bear #so i wish i just didn’t exist instead #i will probably never get out of feeling this way #and like i knowwww i will eventually and feelings pass and pain passes or at least changes #but i will end up back in the same feeling or at least a similar one #that is inevitable #and i feel like i’ve not only reached my limit with myself #but like the world has reached its limit with me #i feel like there is nothing left for me unless i create it myself #maybe that’s just reality #but i feel like no one else cares about what i create #and maybe i’m wrong but i’m too scared to share it or even TRY to do it #because i can’t handle more of the same #humans NEED each other right?#but i have just been left behind too many times #and i can’t go through this again and again #i’m too tired #sometimes i really wish my health scare last summer just killed me for good #sorry for all of this lol #i hate being so traumatized that i can’t fucking function at a baseline #i hate being so sick nothing i do mattwrs #even resting is impossible #i rest in hope that i might not get worse and that’s the only illusion of control i have #the idea of getting better feels like a pipe dream at this point

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cuteniarose · 4 months ago

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Sometimes I wish I had more people interested in my creations, but then I get hit by thoughts like “Imagine the outrage you’d be faced with if your Avatar Suiren AU was more popular. This is the fandom that still cannot ‘forgive’ Korra for SOMETHING THAT WAS DONE TO HER, calling her the worst Avatar for losing the connection to her past lives (which came about because she HAD RAAVA LITERALLY RIPPED OUR OF HER) and acting like that is somehow a worse offence than, say, inaction leading to genocide. The hate you’d get for intentionally making Suiren the last Avatar would be IMMEASURABLE” and go “… actually, I’m glad that for the most part it’s just @katkastrofa and I–”

(Though then again… would it even be an AU by yours truly if it didn’t contain at least one cancellable offence? 😁)

#don’t even try to tell me I’m wrong #also Suiren is even less like Aang than Korra is. she wouldn’t stand a chance in this fandom #everyone knows most people in this fandom can’t handle angry brown girls #and Suiren is honestly on a whole different level #so yeah #I’m glad it’s not a well known thing #but her biggest offence would of course be letting go of Raava #and thus also losing the connection to her past lives and ending the Avatar cycle #her next incarnation will not be the Avatar. they’ll be just a normal EK kid #and that is the biggest crime an Avatar could ever commit #deciding to spare future generations of the burden #the Avatar should not exist. it is too much power and responsibility for one person #and every Avatar we know of was stuck in an endless cycle of fixing their predecessors’ mistakes #nobody deserves that. especially not a child. and the Avatars ARE discovered as children for the most part #even at 16 like Roku Kyoshi and Kuruk is still way too young for having the fate of the world on your shoulders #I’d argue any age is too young #the world can’t depend on one person to solve their problems #the avatar is ultimately human. they make mistakes. they’re biased. they can be corrupted #and not a single generation goes by without at least one world-scale threat. nothing any avatar does is every enough. it’s a thankless job #no era of peace has ever lasted long. that has to be something worked for by the world at large #ending the cycle is the correct move because then the world will not be looking to the Avatar for every issue #and will actually start sorting shit out themselves. that’s my (very correct) view of it. at least #but again. this fandom will not be able to handle that. because they care about a bunch of long dead ghosts more than living characters #I’m sorry but sparing at least one kid of the trauma that comes with being the Avatar makes losing the past lives connection worth it #to me at least. and it’s not like breaking the connection erases them from ever existing like Greater Lord Rukkhadevata. they’re remembered #just can’t be accessed anymore. and that’s okay. they deserve to rest #(forgive me for the Genshin Impact reference it was the only thing I could think of. it was a brief phase I don’t play it anymore)#anyway. idk where this rant/meta just came from. I apparently have A Lot of thoughts about this AU that aren’t limited to Kuviren smut lmao #Avatar Suiren AU #Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness

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bibleofficial · 3 months ago

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shut up abt blue sky STOP TALKING !!!! nobody CARES 😭😭😭

#stream #they’re CRINGE #it’s too hard to use sorry i’m not using it i literally don’t care #what do u mean ur name is ‘@name.some random group #like i’m not remembering that i don’t care fuck off #make handles simple again 2025 #like i’m not getting on discord either 😭😭😭#i don’t care ? ALSKAKSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA #too many options too many buttons too much software girl it’s too much i don’t care fuck off

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local-soda-can · 6 months ago

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cleaning my room by myself: so yippee!, im getting stuff done, going at my own pace, get to listen to music or talk with partners if i’m on a call w/ them, not getting yelled at!

cleaning my room with my mom: not yippee, im still getting stuff done but i constantly feel like i’ll be judged if i don’t do a good enough job, having a bunch of tasks given to me one after another so now i feel like i need to do things faster, i have to endure her annoying and loud show she watches on her phone, gets yelled at(and slapped :3)