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orcelito · 8 months ago

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Actually, it's so nice how much excitement I can give people just by updating my fanfiction... over and over, I'm seeing people express how happy they were that I updated...

It's hard to feel like it matters when you're all alone, head tight with strain, pushing to just Finish That Chapter... and then you're all alone, having finished it, and nothing's truly changed. You just feel wrung out and tired.

But it does change things, actually. All these people across the world, expressing how excited they are to see me update... It wasn't even a very momentous chapter (though the vashwood scene is setting the groundwork for their whole relationship, and is thus very important on an interpersonal scale), but people are still excited, enough so that someone even drew something from it.

Idk. A week later and I'm finally really coming to terms with how much people seem to really love my fic. I'd gone long enough without updating that I'd forgotten. Or maybe I was just scared that people would've lost interest. And maybe some did. I did lose a few subscribers when I updated (I've found that's normal after long periods, from people who are no longer interested in the fandom and such). But the number of people who have said in some way shape or form that they're excited Far exceeds the number of subscriptions I lost.

It's worth it. For them, it's worth it. I've done it before a number of times, and I'll do it again. I'll make sure this story gets finished.

#speculation nation #itnl shit #sorry for the random sentimentality. i peeked into the tags on the itnl artwork #and i saw people being excited and just. it's nice. it is. reminds me of what it's all for.#i love writing but it truly is so much work. and i dont have the healthiest relationship with posting.#in that i tend to push myself way too hard for it. im going to try to moderate myself more for my own health #look for beta reader(s) to check it and calm the neuroticism and also slow me down.#but no matter how difficult the process is. i bring people joy by posting. so it is all worth it.#just need to finish up this reverse bang fic and then i can commit myself fully to itnl... and i will.#im looking forward to it. i get to reveal some things ive had cooking for a while. one thing since the very beginning.#soon... soon.

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considermygenderminecrafted · 1 year ago

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It's missing Étoiles hours tbh,,,

#soon... soon.

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koobiie · 10 months ago

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shoutout to everyone who wants to infodump but cant string together coherent thoughts to form sentences and instead just look at you like this

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justscarfy · 2 months ago

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Guess who just watched sonic 3

#my art #not kirby related #sth #Im backkk #Sonic 3???#maria robotnik #shadow the hedgehog #first time drawing these two😭#skrunklies #I'll post more kirby content soon guys👍#ark siblings

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beholdthemem · 2 months ago

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My fellow bitches under 5'5. Whatever the money, do not take a job working at a middle school. A fellow adult tried to put me in detention last month and would NOT give up until I showed her my badge proving Yes, The School Hired Me To Work Here. It's not meant for people our height.

#personal #back to work tomorrow prepare thyself #i have had other adults try to take my phone away ask if I have a tardy pass the aforementioned detention incident-#THE LIST GOES ON #i usually get an apology after they realize im twenty fucking six but sometimes im like #....if you need to apologize this profusely for talking to me like that when you realized i wasn't a student #maybe you shouldn't be talking to the students like that either?#i get it they're irritating as hell but like. as soon as you realized i could report you for yelling at me the way u just did #u HELLA backtracked.#maybe some self reflection is in order?

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reallybadblackoutpoems · 3 months ago

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