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nthflower · 2 years ago

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I have things to say but no words to explain and my talking skills are not enough can someone telepathy me right now. I need to share my pure thoughts directly.

#i love seeing what people think #and i love saying what i think #but i suck so hard at communication #actually no sometimes i am good but not with text #also language means a lot too sometimes i am better at explaining thing in my native lang and sometimes its only make sense in English #or it makes sense but changing language vhange the message of sentence thing i wanna say change meaning just a little nit #and i can't find a correct way to show my thoughts in that language #and sometimes things make sense only in my brain with my context and i first need you to learn my context than decipher my own thoughts #like i need someone to learn my language because i vant translate myself #soo i just talk a lot

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forgettable-au · 2 months ago

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CHAPTER TWO | The Scientific Method

FORGETTABLE-AU (page 73-77)

* His brother is annoying.

[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]

#alahskwj FINALLY #okay so I HAD TO DO HALF OF THE COLORING AND SOME LINEART ON MY TABLET AND IT WAS SOO ANNOYING #BUT!!! I FINISHED!#akshwkdjwj #SAANSS #I missed making him talk with lowercase #It feels like a crime making him use proper capitalization sometimes😔😔😔😔#just wanna clarify #Flowey knows Sans but Sans doesn't know Flowey #Flowey used to reset a LOT when it came to him so #in Sans memory he only know Flowey from that one time he tried to steal their souls and from what Papyrus has told him #He doesn't really trust the guy but #He does trust Papyrus #Flowey is so funny #He is SO bad at not sounding suspicious LMAOO #dumb #I don't know how Sans is using sunglasses either🤩#he's trying to enjoy the sun #he spends a lot of time there lol #QKWGWKDJ #So glad the comic is back but I am SO BUSY rn #I think the next pages might come late too.....#forgettable-au #forgettable-au-comic #undertale au #undertale #sans #flowey #sans undertale #undertale comic

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lotus-pear · 1 month ago

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rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no one’s surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening

#let’s talk about sayaka miki for a second #genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent #she’s selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice #in fact i think it’s rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around “justice”#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid #how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka #selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again #her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey #she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process #becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain #finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesn’t deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making #last words being “i was so stupid” which trumps her previous statement of “there’s no way i’d regret this”#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ☹️#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayaka’s wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died #sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me #genuinely just like. sick and twisted #very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of “justice” or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl #harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become #actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain they’re in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break #refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them #last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring #being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn #also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make #i have a type i fear #HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that they’re both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series #meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice #i’m gonna shut up now but they’re soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh 💀

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honey-doc · 10 months ago

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Canaries: paralyzed and unconscious

Me: Look at everyone carrying them awwwww so precious <33333 I love them so much🩷💗💝💘💕❤️

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unriding · 20 days ago

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a … a gift from the talented @kruinka 🥹 thank you so much!! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)

#彡 moevie!#彡 cherishing.#kruin …. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in #your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say — i am in the chattiest mood despite my #sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for #eternity really 😭 !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up … gaze at it before i sleep …. gaze at it when im sad … when im happy ( to #amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style … i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i can’t just say ‘i like how you do this’ ‘and this’ because it’s the literal entire thing that i love #aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that — i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know you’ve been busy — and of #course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this — so i’m just so soft over the fact #that you spent time to do this for me and i :’) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart — i would like to say ‘you really didn’t #have to!!’ BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME — YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i #awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin … it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK #ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . i’m dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE #LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO #ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE ….. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i #will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so — instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A #oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i don’t want to talk about it !!!!! but you — the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a #cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me #to even make any type of comment ( instead — i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long …. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl #explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front #of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh #the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are #there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE #tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!

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nach0 · 6 months ago

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wanted to draw fanart for @remxedmoon's isatscryption au but i realised i didn't actually know the plot yet which. whoops! so i settled for chucking my oc at it

OH YEAH INSCRYPTION IS 60% OFF ATM!! Consider this my official propaganda to go get this game

#siffrin was so unexpectedly hard to draw?? i kept making them lopsided :sob:#got there in the end though and i'm happy with it #ok details time!!#the wolf and raven cards are meant to represent lucas (oc in the comic) and foxglove (their alternate) version respectivly #lucas is normally fox coded but siffrin's taking that role atm and there's no fox card anyway soo #even without the talking card aspect (or even the 'this isn't meant to be in the game aspect') they would have taken wanderer anyway #they prefer bone decks #something something sacrifices. and it takes longer to set up; they're stalling the game as long as possible #whereas foxglove buffs the fuck out of their starter cards and abuses fair hand #the constelation vulpecula is in here!#both for loop since that's their card in this au and bcse it's significant to lucas #i didn't realise siffrin had a bindle until i started drawing. fully ready to believe they just got a Big Stick for pure vibes #i love drawing wood grain #that's not significant in any way but i just like drawing it #fun pattern #anyway that's a lot of yapping to say i hope you like it!!#following the au with great interest and i can't wait to see where it goes especially plot wise #will probably draw more fanart as it unfolds but don't hold me to that (the brain demons control motivation)#my art #art #nach0 art #oc: lucas #oc #the realmleaper #isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #in stars and time siffrin #in stars and scrybes #isatscryption

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jils-things · 9 months ago

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by the lighthouse.

dividers

#alright i suppose i should tell what's up lately! im mostly posting this like a mini update or whatever haha #so - since i made that last post on my disappearance i worked endlessly to finish my animation project and thank goodness it's finally over #i had to take a break from trying to be social here and just stay in my own space and i did that by having a smaller side blog to ramble #the project was very... tiring - definitely took out so much energy from me post physically and mentally and i was just frustrated everyday #so i just took my time to be alone with a few close people and i like to think im okay now?#i like to think so - since i was able to deliver a few commission drafts today so i'm relieved that im back to my usual pace #I'll post a few of my doodles here i did during my project just to fill the void haha #i've acquired a minor familial from another video game and i care for him a lot :] idk ill bother to talk abt it here but yeah thats funnn #also indulging a lil bit of t.n.m.n content as of late also thanks to my friend who knows abt it hehe #soo yeah! I don't know if ill be active like the usual but know that i'm doing alright now! hope everyone's doing okay too xoxo #ill probably still stay in my smaller blog for a little longer but will occasionally pop in here!#sooo yaaa #~ art #💚 memoryshipping #also yea i think no.rton only had like. 10 days worth of being the blog brand here until i switched back to the usual guy lmaooo sorry 😔

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rogloptimist · 1 month ago

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demi/puck at wc but like. specter of lotte right

#avoiding being productive by kopeckeringing god bless. but i’m Thinking #going back to this article ab demi responding to lotte questioning the dutch team’s leadership and if they really had a proper strategy #and it bring’s up a quote from puck saying that it makes the rest of the team more confident knowing demi is so strong #like AUGH. also the two of them getting closer in paris… puck being a little shell shocked over beating Demi Freaking Vollering on stage 4 #but the journalist bringing up puck’s quote like ammo for demi’s side of things…. getting w someone like a post breakup Fuck You #and not even like she’s using puck to get over lotte or even thinking she’ll notice but it’s like an I Moved On sort of thing #like she’s soooo unbothered! she’s Fine!!!#also puck did seem a little starry eyed w/ demi #being not only new to road but having her first win be against the literal best in the world and to have her sing your praises to the media #PLUS THAT CLIP OF THEM TALKING POSTRACE WHERE DEMI’S LIKE “ahh you won” and the first thing puck does is go in to hug her 😭��#like i would be having a girlcrush too fr. not to mention demi vollering looks like demi vollering soo.#idk i feel like demi is someone puck respects/admires a lot and to have someone like that like you… no better way to be absolutely taken #so whatever happened w lotte puck’s automatically gonna be on her side and it’s nice to have someone tell you no you’re right they suck #in a breakup. even if she feels split about it if puck’s there to be like fuck them demi you’re better!! it’s sort of like a tether right #everyone needs a friend(?) to hate on your ex 😌😌 and maybe they’re a little in love with you #it’s just easier to be with someone who likes you that much with no caveats as opposed to something more complex but also an emotional mess

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blackhholes · 1 year ago

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Teen Wolf as Horror Subgenres

Season five B: Gothic Horror

#teen wolf #twedit #teen wolf edit #twgifs #stiles stilinski #scott mcall #malia tate #tracy stewart #theo raeken #lydia martin #my gifs #mine #twgenres #this will probably be the longest and most text heavy of this whole series don't worry y'all #also if you disagree with me just know i talked it through with a friend who has done a lot of research on the gothic genre #so i have the power of academia on my side for this one #ALSO i was initially gonna call both 5a and 5b body horror but just out of stubbornness for not wanting to include an a and a b section of #season in one gifset i set out on a quest to find something to call 5b and when i was looking through a list of horror subgenres and #saw gothic it was like i had an epiphany like it suddenly all made sooooo much sense to me #and then after talking it through with su i became 100% convinced it literally fits soo well and it makes the season even more interesting #TO ME

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sammygender · 2 months ago

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Sam food post possession

my s9 sam bulimia manifesto <3 really what else to say. this is a favourite of mine because i love writing about sam and eating disorders. will probably finish soon hopefully as soon as i figure out where im actually going with it... right now its just ramblings for 2k words

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This could not, in fact, be further removed from that. This isn’t healthy, and it is, emphatically, wrong. Bad. It goes against all Sam’s health principles. It’s a hundred times worse for him than Dean’s greasy diners ever could be, a hundred times worse than ‘fasting’ for two days straight has ever been. This is, for lack of a better word, disordered. Nobody does this. Sam can obsess over working out and go on cuts without the bulking part and tell himself he’s just “into his health” while he drinks demon blood and hallucinates the devil all he wants, but nobody does this. Gym bros skip meals. He can rationalise that. Teenage girls puke in the shower and try to hide it from their brother. Sam is now reduced to the latter. He can't rationalise this.

#tw ed #kinda hard to pick a snippet theres a lot i really like in this one but i went with something that hopefully is a little less triggering if #it just randomly shows up on peoples dash <3 cause sam is a bit crazy #spn #my fic #oliver talks #asks #thank you soo much for ask i love ur fic so so much<33

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alexcabotgf · 1 year ago

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not to be true crime posting on main but i think i'm falling down the wm3 rabbit hole again

#xenia.txt #when i tell you this case keeps me up at night to this day #not even the murders themselves as much as the general public's reception to and opinions on the case 3 decades later like #i get why it;s always been so divisive especially after the pl docus came out (lots of opinions on those btw none of them are good #from the bottom of my heart fuck you joe berlinger and bruce sinofsky)#but it's truly baffling how no one is willing to do the research on what is arguably THE most well documented true crime case in recent #history like. everything that's ever been released to the general public is available online and i mean everything #you can find all the court files trial transcripts depositions interogation tapes aerial photos you name it it's out there for anyone with #internet connection to access at any and all hours of the day #and yet people are still foaming at the mouth fighting on reddit abt their innocence based off nothing but a couple of movies like #bffr with me right now!! almost every point the innocenters make can be easily debunked by scrolling through callahan for 15 minutes #'but they've been pushing for dna testing since their release so they can't be guilty' baby the case is closed!#it's been closed the second they took the plea. they can be striking under that courthouse and it still won't change a thing and they knowi #that's why they're pushing for it in the first place but that's just my opinion #^ and i say they but it's really only echols which makes a lot of sense to me personally #and if you want to talk abt dna testing let's talk abt the one that was done in 2011 and how the defense hurried to propose the plea as soo #as they got the results! let's talk abt those cause no one's ever seen them and i would very much like to #braga share the results the people want to know!!#makes me wonder which pieces of evidence they even submitted for that 2011 testing because if i'm remembering correctly #there was one that would've closed this case instantly and maybe that's why the results were never disclosed and the plea was rushed #but that's also just my opinion #and it's also interesting how the majority of people who have in fact deep dived into this case #(and i'm not talking abt big true crime youtubers as i'm very sceptical abt their research abilities)#all collectively lean towards guilty. much to think about #i was hoping someone would make another ~actually~ unbiased documentary for the 30th anniversary and go over all the case files #but i don't think that's even realistic at this point seeing as everyone and their mother has some sort of an opinion on this case #hbo deserves another lawsuit for this. they should've never won the first one in the first place #true crime tw

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fappellmoan · 2 months ago

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so i just wanna say i think i fumbled with a bad bitch a little bit the other night but not just in a shy loser wuhluhwuh way i just have so many other problems. but going forward i am going to be brave 🙏

#ABBY. give yourself a chance #now namely i am just weird about any intimacy and well lbr especially sex/romance etc #but then also like it’d been a while since we hung out and sometimes my self esteem is terrible and i’m like ok what if this is a pity #hangout or what if this is all a plot for this friend group to have drama to embarrass me and whatnot #which i stand by not liking many of them but i don’t think that’s like. a realistic problem lol #and now we’re gonna complicate thing with. well my dumbass 🤦‍♀️#i haven’t been smoking! and i was offered. and i was like well im j chilling rn sure! that one single hit murdered me.#my mouth was so dry. i was gulping my water. i’m making stupid ass jokes i’m not good at reading situations etc #and top it all off with the simple fact that this person just makes me wildly nervous and flustered #and i’ve kept it together through a lot of this but we r approaching a point.#some of it was so lameeeee it’s so lame to recount lol but well isn’t that something beautiful #when two people get together and hang out and are soo lame together and trying to impress/make each other laugh. well yes #abby talks #my hands were so so so cold at one point tho. and i didn’t even try to use that to my advantage in a lame corny way

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aengelren · 1 year ago

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what other animes or media should i talk about

#i’m jobless now that Aot is over #i meanni never run iut of things to say about it #ever #i post regularly on 2 pages and have for years & not by obligation but passion #i’m just genuinely in love with it but yeah i do read a lot of manga books and watch much ig #im talking abt my passion for Aot btw or was that clear idk i’m on the spectrum #OMG #do any of you know stephanie soo?#it’s 4am #gn

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lemongogo · 4 months ago

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#feeling so silly lawwlll walking in circles #i thnk im feeling a special type of way ..#i know i keep going on ab the samw bs and how crazy gf YEAAH UEAH WE GET IT #but i thnk in doing so im like revisiting parts of myself and writing more and i think im jst being sentimental #sooo sentimental .. so saccharine ..#everyone has been rly nice ab my art LIKE SOOOOO NICE RECENTLY #and imean people always have like im very lucky and grateful 2 be able to feel like i can share my hobby .. ^__^#but i thjnk like . to take smth that is so representational of my like . art goals and wants from a young age #ouuyyyyuuuuuyyfff T__T ooiujjjjjj #I DONT KNWWW i dont know . i dont know what im saying but i feel like i just need 2 talk abd be like hey this is so reaffirming .needs 2 #i think like . bc my life turned out soo different than i imagined ive been dealing w like . a lot of hopelessness and feeling soo stuck and #stagnant and idk bad things and in a way i think like . coming back 2 something years later and being able to see progress in such a physica #physical way and to feel like more at ease and more like myself than i ever have is rly crazy and making me think long and hard abt stuff #and its all of these like . reflections im dealing w that r then padded by like some of the nicest comments and tags itslike #head in my hands /pos . grief but like ij a way happy grief #INFEEL SOOO RIDICULOUS its ridiculous it rly is IHAHAHAHAHAHA #i think its bc im turning 25 soon and thats the age i told myself id never live past iykwim which ks like crazy to drop on tmblrdotcom #but there r so many emotions tied 2 that and i think this is just one of the things^ stupid fanart ^ that makes me rly happy idk #do you know what i mean . like i feel so goofy saying it but its genuinely the connection i rly appreciate and means a lot 2 me #i feel like my ‘thank yous/i appreciate it/ means a lot’ grow tired but its soo fr every time i swear #kicking rocks or watever . i wish i cld extend my gratitude but anyways . thanks 4 reading this far if u have #ughg man and i think of the friends ive made thru this blog specifically nd my eyes r burning #sorp.. guys i love u all thank u.

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eschynite · 6 months ago

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Interesting that the # of licensed drivers in the US is decreasing

#not really ig bc urbanization is still a force #but it remains up in the air whether we're going to see improvements in public transportation over the next couple decades afaik #also i think a lot of the migration to cities rn is cities that have definitively poor public transportation e.g. houston #or my own beloved charlotte (not beloved)#from experience i know that it can actually be more difficult & less safe to navigate without a car in those places than in rural areas #(btw just looked it up and confirmed it is this sort of city that's seeing population growth)#(mostly)#soo back to why are licensed driver numbers dropping #i think i want to pin it on lack of resources?#plus this is mostly an issue among young adults many of whom weren't physically at school during the time when students take driving classes #this interests me bc people have always thought it was really weird i never learned to drive but i've noticed more and more ppl #especially young women #talking about not knowing how to drive

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eighteenthofoctober · 19 days ago

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I always think about how people are rushing art nowadays. Art and literal animation trends die out so fast. Like, no, you are not late to the trend, it started a week ago. And don't even get me started on some animated shows. Either the artists are treated like shit or they release it half-baked or most likely, both. How are you pressuring your artists and not pay them well and disappoint your audience all at the same time. Like damn, you just wasted everybody's time!!!

Art takes time and effort. People are more than willing to wait if it means we'll get the best quality content. Stop trying to rush art, hell the process of making art is art itself. Why do you think artbooks of animated shows even sell?? Your audience aren't a bunch of braindead people with zero attention spans and will forget about your show if it took too long to make. So take your time and fucking pay your artists please oh my goddd I'm so sick of this

#also what the fuck happened to animation memes #we used to be a proper country #every animation meme rn is all tweening #and as much as i love tweening it gets soo repetitive #this is why animation trends die out in a week yall are animals #art takes soooooo long and its fineeeeeee #thats part of what makes it so impressive #the damn “post consistently” mindset is killing us #social media in general is killing us #this is why i understand it when an artist reposts their art or keep posting about a singular piece because-#-its so fucking hard to thrive in social media as an artist if you're not constantly posting stuff #hell my Instagram is has like zero likes and at this point idgaf about that place no more but ik an artist out there does and is struggling #i have so much respect for artists #a lot of people probably have talked about this already and i bring nothing new to the conversation but I just wanted to yell into the void #i just really love art and the effort it takes to make it #and it makes me so sad that other people cant even acknowledge it

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