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The Child and the Star
I reach out to that distant star. The one beautiful shining light in this dark world.
Blindingly beautiful like an inferno of fire, yet as I grab the light, it spools in my hands like water.
It's warm and comforting and fits perfectly my hands. Light blankets me like that the warm glow of birth.
And I hug it close to my chest. The darkness is enclosing in on me, but still, I pour my hope and love into the light.
My heart beating and the light pulsing. The cold air would turn my lips blue, but I don't shiver with the light against me.
And that light seeps into me, and for an instance, the world is completely dark and still.
But then that light fills the cracks of my being, and that unlit spark in my soul ignites.
And the once dark universe becomes filled with suns and planets and galaxies, and the darkness has never been so light.
DC Pride #1 - "Spaces" (2024)
written by Phil Jimenez art by Giulio Macaione
#phil jimenez#dc universe#dcu#dc#wonder woman#DC#DC comics#wednesday spoilers#spoilers#comic spoilers#poem#original poem#poetry#poets on tumblr#the tortured poets department#poems and poetry#poems on tumblr#poems#this really inspired me to write#thank you for your beautiful message#truly#differences make the world shine#the world that was in sahdes of grey becomes a rainbow of colors#sometimes life can be hard#but than there are moments that make it brilliant#light and dark#that beautiful balance of life#These moments where we look back and we see how we grew#how we changed#life
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Does Timmy have any friends in fairy world?
Timmy is more of a socialite than a friend-getter. He can easily make connections with others, and can slip into established groups and create a dynamic with them! The kind of guy who is always invited to events but not related to anyone.
The closest he's gotten so far is Sanderson.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop timmy turner#fop timmy#timmy turner#fop sanderson#sanderson#asks#itty bitties fop au#timmy had the same issue that peri has!!! nobody in fairy world is his age :(#or like. nobody was his age with the same set of life experiences#bcs smnth smnth time and perception isnt linear in fairyworld#but liiiiike.#hard to make fairy friends when everybody knows you as TIMMY TURNER THE ONCE HUMAN BOY#nobody comes up to you with good intentions :((#so timmy's pretty avoidant with making new friends#not to mention that he like. struggles to do so bcs of his prior experiences of being the social outcast on earth#hes NOT a social outcast anymore bcs hes now in a very loving welcoming environment. but ouguhh. imposter syndrome is strong sometimes.#sanderson is his friend due to prolonged exposure and constant contact. timmy is only JUST accepting this as fact (begrudingly)#not that sanderson cares. (he cares) (he cares a lot) (fuck yeah he's entered the FRIEND ZONE!!!)#(now sanderson can feel the euphoria that is sending a friend request on fairy facebook!!!!) (timmy accepts it (begrudgingly))#(he rode that high for a week)
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thinkin' about Bardaby and his illusion smoke...
#went on yet another bardaby bender. these are only part of it lmao#i am often seized by the fatal need to Draw Barnaby In Some Shape Or Form#but yes. thinking very hard about the illusion smoke#i feel like sometimes he uses it recreationally... mixed with other stuff to dilute it ofc#but it keeps the color!#im imagining that it can act sort of like a Mood Ring!#the core color that he exhales yk yk!#but using it full strength for proper illusions and such#he's gotta be careful about it! it'll fuck him up!#he's built up Quite The Resistance to illusions and illusion magic over his life#but everyone has their limits...#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#IM NOT USED TO DRAWING SMOKE. IT LOOKS BAD LMAO#i'll have to work on that! look up tutorials! Practice!#anyhow i think the other scribbles need their own post#its mainly bardaby and our little warlock...#there are three ways i love drawing barnaby#i love scribbling him angry. i love scribbling him with howdy. and i love scribbling him being soft w/ wally#side note i realized earlier that part of the reason why i love characters who are just so much bigger than everyone else#ex: poppy & barnaby#is bc then its like. they're the smaller guys' personal jungle gym lmao#free bed! free climbing wall! free bean bag! free Getting Tossed Around!!!!#all wrapped up with the wonderful bow of Friend!!!!#...my touch starvedness is showing isnt it. away with ye demons!!!
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Today I bring you a simple 07 study cuz I wanted to
#not necessarily Nate#but can be#soooooo#nate as male07#or jyst#male07#for any enjoyers out there#half life#oooo getting refs for him was hard i hate meme culture sometimes#i just wanna doodle him like genuinely#but it be like that#anyway i smooch him#but also i shake him in my tight grip
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I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.
#messyr#doodle#vent art#idk what im feeling but im just really tired- pessimistic and agitated lately#overthinking stuff about growth as a person LMAO. Envy that builds inferiority then dissolves into insecurity ew#ive yet to accept the truth that it will never get better- so i can only be there for others until i watch them go.#And I walk back to the same cage where I grew- bc the cage is all I know. I'd watch from afar and wait- wait for what? Idk#Genuinely happy and proud to those who worked hard for that success-- an ugly thought whispers to me thinking why cant I have the same#well- people w the same situations as me- knows how unfair life is so we work twice as hard. but sometimes... It's-- not enough.#And to an unfortunate fate- it'll never be enough. and it feels as if you amount to nothing.#I've been stuck for so long- I'm convinced enough that I cannot be helped. Still I cling onto the tiniest spark of hope.#bpd#abuse mention
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"You're crying over Kiki's Delivery Service?"
You don't UNDERSTAND. The toil of capitalism kills the joy in life but love and kindness brings it back!!!
#literally in the theater tearing up whenever someone is kind to Kiki just for the sake of kindness#when I was younger I thought that was unrealistic but now I watch this movie and think about all the strangers who have helped me#and all the random acts of kindness I've been shown#and I hope I can be that for someone else too#I'm tearing up again thinking about it T.T#life is so hard but sometimes it's so worth it T.T#squawk tag
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TAEHYUNG + 🌈 colors (cr. namuspromised, jung-kook)
happy birthday, kelli! @heybaetae 💕
#taehyung#kim taehyung#v#taehyungedit#bts#btsedit#btsgif#gif#maknaelinegifs#userkelli#usersky#annietrack#userdimple#raplineuser#rjshope#tuserandi#useremmeline#usermaggie#underbetelgeuse#dailybts#kelli my sweetest!!! happiest of the birthdays my love. wish you nothing but the best because YOU deserves it!#i know life can be really hard sometimes but i hope it treats you with easy on this new cicle of your life#since day 1 you made me think welcomed like i've always been here. always treat me like a friend and with the kindest heart.#I LOVE YOU SO MUCH#i'm grateful to have you... only you knows how hard for me some thing were here... and you more then anyone gave me strength to keep going#you're my baby! and i love you deeply. forever and always!
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Luo binghe dies.
The system offers the widowed husband resurrection, the ability to continue the world even after the 'true' story has ended. Because the world cannot exist without its protagonist, it comes to a halt. No time will pass until he is revived.
Sqq gets dragged through stories and universes by the system, trying to wrack up the 10,000 points needed. It takes a long time. Far too long. He plays too many roles, spends too years unable to truly settle, goes through so much it all starts to blur together.
Seeing this, an unsatisfying, boring ending without closure getting ever more likely as Sqq continues to fail to remember why he's doing it, the system releases lqg, sqh and the ghost of lbh from the stasis of their world and sends them after him. As the only one with any real understanding of the situation, sqh takes the lead. After chasing his footprints through a handful of worlds (that sqh can sort of recognise, and he adapts rapidly) they are finally find him. But he can't recognise them. He's seen too much, been too much, hidden himself away in more and more layers, not wanting to think if anything outside of the immediate problems. He can only recall the reason he set out in the vaguest terms, deflecting and outright interrupting when pressed.
So lbh manages to pull them into sqq's psyche.
From there, it's like a really big, five dimensional onion. Each role Sqq has taken solidified into another barrier between him and the worlds he was forced to live in and lose in rapid succession. Nothing, individually compared to the world of pidw, but added up they're quite the defence. Inside each layer is a false Sqq hidden in the crowd wearing someone else's face, and an item or location important to that version of him that'll take them through to the next layer.
Each time, they find another thread to the peak lord they lost. Another habit, or memory, or trivia comes back to life. It gets easier and easier to identify him no matter the body he wears. They share stories about him during rests, or moments of travel, to help the others identify him too. They kinda sorta maybe bond.
Then, finally, after a world of zombies and inter sect wars, they find a mimicry of qjp, and Sqq at the table. He's confused but delighted to see them. Even sqh gets hugged. He's shaken at their story, but over the moon at finally reaching 10k points and more than ready to return to reality.
Congratulations! The system says, and offers them their return to the real qjp, with the points needed to save lbh and with it, the world.
Lbhs eager hand on the yes button is clamped in a vice grip.
Sqh is looking at Sqq. Sqq furrows his brows in confusion.
Every transmigrator can see the system. As such, every version of Sqq can see the system.
However.
To the outside world, there is no system. There cannot be a system. To play their role, a transmigrator pretends to not have a system. They do not see a system, they do not hear it, there is nothing there. They play as a native.
This shen qingqiu cannot see the system.
He too is a role.
Lbh presses decline.
They search the house. Fake Sqq, User 002, lets them with mild befuddlement.
In the bedroom, over the bed, they find the rip.
There is a glowing city of glass, a thousand people of every shape and size on the streets. Thousand more race past in cars and buses and trains. By the nature of the dreams, their appearance does not stand out, and they've learned quick how to adapt from the crowd.
They have no clue how to identify him, but for the hundreds of variations they've met. They know his tics, his stance, the way he words his sentences. The way he frowns when confused. By now, they would know him blind and deaf - and they're going to need to.
They split up. They meet back up when the sun starts to go down. Cultivators can work without rest, and they're all highly levelled. They keep searching, unwilling to give up, but they've been doing it for a while, not wanting to pause at the last stretch. They're tired, stressed and jittery from the flashing neon lights and constant roaring sounds and unmoving smog.
A man walks past at 2 in the morning with a luo binghe phone case. A luo binghe key chain. A luo binghe lock screen identifiable from ten paces.
Airplane feels it would be justifiable to punch him.
But he recognises them on sight. Probably. He seems (entirely bro platonically) entranced by his xianxia husband, so it's hard to say.
Congratulations, congratulations congratulations! The system says. Good things should be said three times!
The man startles.
Ten thousand points, lqg says, grabbing him by the wrist. Let's go.
The system doesn't break them out this time. Instead, they treck back to his apartment, where his bedroom computer is the only light.
FIN, it says, and underneath a blinking cursor in an empty comment box.
In the computer, shen yuan says, with the certainty of a dreaming mind.
In the computer?
In the computer, he confirms, shoving sqh forward. The computer is the rip. Aight, sqh says, and reverse girl-from-the-ring's himself back to reality.
He lay on a bed. Looking up: a white, gauzy canopy hung overhead, with finely crafted perfume pouches hanging from the four corners. Looking down: he wore a green robe of an ancient style. Next to the pillow lay a paper fan. Looking to his left: three handsome young men, also in that ancient style.
The one closest to him burst into tears and kissed him full on the lips.
#svsss#shen qingqiu#svsss au#svsss fanfiction#svsss shen qingqiu#svsss fic#luo binghe#bingqiu#shang qinghua#liu qingge#He's an important part of the team!#Moral of the story: it's very important to truly get to know your friends and persevering can be hard but critical. Sometimes those friends#Can be pspsps'd like cats by their blorbo and that's also important to know if you want to understand them.#Also: don't forget why you're doing what you are. Don't get stuck in the sunk cost fallacy and run your life away. Don't shut yourself out#long post
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feel like a rebirth is coming. going on a cleanse before the new year. i'm going to end the year in a completely different place than when i started. back to getting closer to God, doing morning yoga and prayer, reading more books, not cursing, going on long walks with my dog, learning foreign languages, wearing less makeup to appreciate my God given beauty... everything i do and say will be for a bigger purpose, because i am made for a bigger purpose.
#thoughts#life can be hard i get inconsistent with these sometimes but im in the zone now#need to be more present and mindful
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Izutsumi character study
#dungeon meshi#izutsumi#One of my goals for this year was to spend more time doing art studies.#What better way to start than with my favourite danmeshi character (not seen: a whole page of figuring out her features)#I feel like she is by far one of the most poorly understood characters in the series. Partially due to her 'late party member' status.#'She's abrasive and mean' - 'she's a picky eater' - 'she's a catgirl who acts like an asshole cat ' YES and that is the point!#Everyone in dungeon meshi is traumatized and messy about it but izutsumi is just less polite in how she tries to cope.#Izutsumi is a extremely traumatized teenager who has utterly lacked autonomy her entire life.#She is the epitome of a “If I can just have X thing then all my problems will be solved!” character. And the X is 'Freedom'.#Her epilogue was one of the best and wrapped up her character so wonderfully (WARNING: I WILL NOW SPOIL PART OF THE ENDING)#Because she finally gets her freedom! She can go where she wants to and she doesn't need anybody! Yet...it doesn't fix her.#She is so focused on doing only what she wants that she forgets her own needs. Sometimes you have to eat the things you don't want.#And sometimes you have to face the hard truths that you need more than just one thing to make you happy.#Life is not all about only seeking pleasures and avoiding pain. You need to be balanced in order to grow.#Eat your vegetables (including the metaphorical ones: I am eating more art veggies this year by doing art studies!!!)
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Looks like you found one of those golden retriever girls! Good luck with that, Tamarack
(Fake screenshots! These are fan made based on incorrect quotes and not in the game)
#our life#our life 2#our life now and forever#olnf#olnf tamarack#tamarack baumann#our life tamarack#incorrect quotes#fan edit#fan made#not canon#mc annabeth#annabeth is soooooo jason mendoza coded it's crazy#like she's not stupid but she is kinda dumb and happy most of the time and she loves tama more than anything#this quote probably works a little better in step 3 but i don't have those sprites so maybe I'll redo this when i do#also tama is the ONLY person allowed to call her annie! everyone else calls her beck or maybe annabeth if they're close#i need the step 2 angst so bad it's not even funny. i need it and i need it right now#like none of my mcs are having a good time in step 2 but becks arc is about how hard it can be to always be the positive and upbeat one#and that maybe her two best neighbors take that for granted sometimes and need to let her feel negatively wo making her feel guilty#sunshine characters breaking down/snapping my beloved
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Bonus piece from this art
#kirby#kots#kirby of the stars#kirby fanart#hoshi no kirby#Taranza#Galacta Knight#Galacta doesn't know how to go about life without being mysterious#the difference between Galacta and Meta Knight is that Galacta is quiet and mysterious by nature#meta knight does it on purpose to appear cool#Taranza is trying hard not to judge#I think he gave up on trying tp understand#Galacta is mostly quiet but sometimes goes into these monologues while looking at the horizon and Taranza politely listens#Galacta is like 'I've been through so many lifetimes and relived my death time and time again and yet trusting is my demise'#and Taranza is just like 'sure'#Taranza just appreciates the companionship while he's gardening it's like listening to youtube while you draw#you didn't understand half what you just listened to but at last it feels like you're not alone#I'm not sure how to free Galacta Knight in my au yet#but i know they can't fight or they risk to go back to their crystal#that's a rule mentioned in the novels and we don't have tons of those in Kirby canon I'll take what I can get#so instead of fighting they take on gardening isn't that nice#Galacta probably arrived at Dreamland first (Because of course they do) and Dedede doesn't want to deal with them and just sends them away#they probably live temporarily with Kirby because in the novels Kirby actually likes Galacta a lot it's their kin#enough talk about backstory this is supposed to be taken at face value#but Galacta and Kirby would be besties and probably the first person Galacta trusts in basically forever#Galacta would HATE magolor#that's all im going away im so sorry im autistic
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genuinely though i love that the critique that gets lobbed at tng sometimes is that it's boring because the characters sit and think and talk and many of the episodes resolve with very few explosions, and yes! that's the point!!!
like the whole ethos of tng was "space (and everyone in it) is not a threat once you understand it" and sometimes you have to get quiet about it for a minute or have a productive group discussion or do some pontificating to reach that moment of understanding and communication, but at the end we warp away having made a friend or gained a greater understanding of the complexity of the universe and maybe it was a little bit silly or a character learned how to be a better version of themself along the way and that's why i love it!!
#and sometimes things can blow up like that's fun too but the best of both worlds and yesterday's enterprise are excellent partly because#those fate of the universe dark lighting intense stakes episodes are few and far between so they hit hard#there might also be something about the cold war as a backdrop giving the audience an understanding for why picard and co#will go to such extreme lengths and risk life and limb rather than fire first... idk. a thought is brewing.#tng
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i really hold professional adult conversation and eye contact with clients and then turn around waxing poetic about how I want to have a threesome with Deadpool and Wolverine
#sometimes the only things in life is being sandwiched by the two of them#all i ask is to remember each and every vein#at the same time every time#“thank you for your help! you've been great” you have no idea#the filth running through my mind rn. can you stop talking to me now? thank you.#until their color schemes turn me orange#until logan's claws come out#until wade finally shuts the fuck up#they went all night and day in that honda. i wanna set a new record#clear the slate you know?#brainrotcharacters#i'm disappointed in myself before any of you could be.#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#deadpool 3#deadclaws#deadpool 2024#oh to be spitroasted between deadpool and wolverine#the suits stay on? sometimes. we're willing to experiment#aftercare is not only accepted but encouraged#i need to be screwed hard and afterward cuddled soft by them#shut me up? shut me up
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Death to the trope of rewarding disabled characters with an abled body. Death to the trope that a disabled body is a punishment, a sight, something to shame and be ashamed of.
#disability#ableism#ableism tw#i can appreciate different themes with regards to how we relate to/with disablity and disabling events...#...but i cannot get behind the idea that a disabled body is a punishment or a horrific thing y'know...#...my life is worth living as a disabled person. people with even more disabling things/more disabled experiences have lives worth living..#...and it's so hard to stomach sometimes knowing that there's a non-insignificant number of people who disagree#i'm just so frustrated with this 'trope' and i've been ranting at my dad for two days now about how much i hate it#thank you to my dad for letting me rant and rave at him :) (lighthearted and genuine)
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#masato arakawa#ryo aoki#snap sketches#AH jumpscare#i aint drawn aoki or masato (funny as hell i have to distinguish) in forever BYYYYYEE i miss him. i want him to be even more dead#my favorite genre of masato art is aoki killnig him so its my turn to do that. kinda. in spirit#Understandably its always aoki as the aggressor but i wanted to ask myself Can I Flip It#evidently aoki wasnt happy even with all of his power and all.. it makes me wonder how much his self hatred exists in aoki#A LOT EVIDENTLY LMAOOO but im having issues trying to articulate what i mean#aoki is very much a persona Fake Through And Through so sometimes i wonder if aoki ever gets tired of having to act all the time#he's on edge all the time and constantly trying to figure out how to use people instead of just. chilling LMAO GROW UP#he refuses to let himself be genuine and vulnerable with others yet at the same time he wants the love that comes with that#sure his new persona gives him the life he wanted but its gotta be wild to think 'people only like me for what i can do for them'#its hard to accurately describe what i was thinking while drawing these i just know i like rattling masato in a can#there's just so many layers to him it makes my brain itch SOOOO bad#having the love and sincerity he said he always wanted but not being able to see it because of his own self hatred... wild...#relatable... im gonna throw up... he still sucks tho lol......#ok bye im gonna contemplate drawing something moody cause i guess it's a moody sunday idk sue me
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