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#i don’t really talk about headcanons pertaining to characters outside of dante especially when there are active blogs for them#or headcanons in general (publicly anymore)#but i do like thinking about the fact that nero’s disbelief that vergil was his father stemmed from the fact that he’d in some way accepted#he was related to dante and subconsciously put dante on that pedestal#i think dante tried to maintain that distance#to try and give nero a life of normalcy because nero is probably the most well adjusted in the family#he’s got a family. he talks about issues more openly than the twins + other characters#but nero latched on regardless#also nero idolising and fantasising about ‘returning’ the favour when dante isn’t ever expecting anything back from nero#god… I LOVE HIM SO BAD#he does get a little funny with it sometimes like damn what if this crazy thing happened and EYE got to save dante instead… yeah…….#do i think nero had at some point started to consider that dante was his dad? absolutely <3#also dante knowing that nero is vergil’s son and keeping that from him but also wanting to do small things for nero … while not fully being#in his life bc he thinks that nero doesn’t need him there……. god#he’s not making this easy#no idea why i put this in the tags#how whitney-coded of me <3333#ooc.#hi gabe + dmc mutuals if ur readin this :) tell me ur thoughts….#i am jst rambling bc i got off work and am now doing my skincare + getting ready for bed#yh… immediately after 😔#tbd.
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Binghe with little curly ram horns like Aradia is my favorite thing. He would have such a complex about the them but Shen Qingqui would love them.
YESSSSS I LOVE BINGHE WITH RAM HORNS. i love him having any kind of additional demonic features, but I'm especially fond of ones with a sheep association because shen qingqiu refers to him as a lamb so often! I feel like binghe feels a little insecure showing his demonic side in front of sqq at first, but sqq LOVES getting to see it. that's his sweet little sheep, all grown up to be a handsome ram! a ram who has very scary claws and fangs! his completely normal and handsome disciple-husband-demon lord!
#asks#anonymous#the ram horns also give shen qingqiu something to hold onto. who said that.#but yeah i think he should have horns :] especially if their curls blend into the waves in his hair#i think as a child maybe he had like. little nubs? but they weren't fully formed and very small#so they could just be excused as sometimes people's skulls have bumps#especially if it was covered by his thick hair#and it's not until the abyss that they become fully developed#it's something he can hide with the minor shapeshifting he uses as part of his human disguise#the same thing he does to hide his zuiyin and his claws#and early on he doesn't like showing them to sqq because he thinks it'll scare him#little does he know sqq is into that shit lmao#would this mean tianlang-jun would have horns too?#would zzl have them?? or does being a snake demon outweigh the heavenly demon genetics there
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I can’t help but get ideas wandering down the “miniatures” isle in craft stores



Any borrower I knew would be set for life, let me tell you
#I love looking at these#especially things that are functional#mini lights run on batteries and things of that nature#it’s fun to buy them sometimes#giant/tiny#g/t community#miniatures#small items#doll accessories
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4am slasher doodle to recover from the fact i spent 2 days hand sewing a shirt that i don’t even like the fit of HELP

you can NOT tell but his necklace is made of teeth hehehe
whoever it was that reblogged the last drawing i did of him saying they thought he was cool and u dug through posts to find him……. you gave me a crazy case of the smiles lemme tell ya /vpos
oh how i would love to lore dump about him…. if he had any solid lore to dump about
#he has a lot of mental problems to dump about tho thats one thing!#more rambles in tags#as always#creepypasta oc#creepypasta oc art#artsona#sona art#artist sona#my sona#art#small artist#artists on tumblr#my artwork#sketch#he has a whole playlist…. should i drop#i really do need to put aside some time to JUST write out a solid backstory for him#especially in my more ‘serious’/non slendermansion au#which this is him in that btw#not that there’s much of a difference visually but in slendermansion he’s a lot less of a disaster lets put it that way#also guys does he look androgynous guys#he’s canonically major androgynous and i can only hope i get that point across when drawing the freak#anyway. i’d like to experiment more stylistically and sketchbooking is such a good way to do that#small art dump soon perhaps? perhaaapss😋#anyone who has ever enjoyed him ever i love yall /p#is he an edgy self insert creepypasta oc? hell yeah but he also means so much to me LMAO im delighted that people enjoy him :3#slasher fans reveal yourselves so i can give you all a goodie bag of joy and wonder and whimsy and all of you life dreams being achieved#sometimes i feel weird posting him sm bc im like the fine people of tumblr dont wanna see my little oc but then i remember its TUMBLR#and creepypasta ocs are fucking awesome idk why i beat myself up#and EVERY CREEPYPASTA IS AN OC i forget that means he is in fact canon#well. he will be. i WILL write him an actual story and then in my own personal mind he will be canon and real
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what is happening with this weird discourse i've been seeing whispers of that it's suddenly super offensive to write trans woman or trans man without a space? not too long ago that was the norm, and before that it was to include an asterisk. why are we shouting at people for not being able to keep up with the endlessly changing queer semantics landscape???
#idk if it's a super widespread thing. i've only seen small pockets of it#but we need to stop doing thing. especially younger queers#sometimes an older queer person is gonna use language that you were personally told is offensive#get over it#unless that person is being obviously hateful there is no reason to attack them#i'm so very very tired
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it's so hard yet inspiring to get feedback on my writing.
#especially from professionals in my field#i feel so so so small compared to them#yet they offer good feedback on how to improve my writing#and how to better engage with the audience i have at work#but it's so so hard to accept sometimes that it wasn't perfect the first time around lol#things i need to work on :)#nova speaks#about my life
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In my imagination of red and leaf being twins and both autistic I think the only reason leaf doesn't have the same totally blank 😐 face as red is because she did the age old classic of practicing facial expressions in the mirror every day until she learned the basic ones. She also made her default expression a smile 🙂 to seem more approachable.
Unfortunately since the expressions don't come naturally to her and she had to learn them, the can come off as exaggerated/overly dramatic. Which is fine for some people but others find it equally as off-putting as reds poker face. It makes her a little sad when people dislike her because of it bc shes doing her best to fit in but can't seem to get it right.
She puts a lot of effort into masking at least when she's a kid-teenager but once she's older and has made more solid friendships she can let herself relax and not need to stress about it so much, although in social situations she may still slip back into old habits.
Red does not mask and never really has. I choose 2 believe his mom was really supportive and accommodating so he wasn't forced to hide his autistic traits unlike leaf. This is because in my au they are twins but their parents split and leaf had to stay with their dad. Who is not as understanding as their mom.
Idk if he'd be actually horrible to her but he was not as patient or understanding as their mom + leaf also just craved more friends and wanted to be able to socialize more so she eventually learned how. Red is content with the 4 people he knows (mom, oak, daisy, green) and prefered to mostly be alone so he didn't have that motivating factor to do it.
He was very content with having one friend, green, but he was def lonley during their "rival" phase when green stopped hanging out with him and was focused on trying to prove himself in some way only he understood or worried about. Along with that is green also being the master of masking for the most part. I don't see oak as being particularly accommodating and patient with him so while Daisy probably was, she's also not a parent so she couldn't be responsible for caring for green the way oak should've been.
As they got older green also craved to be seen as cool and popular amongst his peers so he started masking heavily and also distanced himself from red. Unfortunately he realizes that being accepted for a fake version of himself by mainly strangers is actually very lonley and he misses their friendship 😢 but atp he probably figures red wouldn't wanna be friends again bc of how green ignored him for so long so I think they don't become close again until After the gym challenge "rivalry"/red dissapearing/reuniting years later. So they were both missing each other a lot but both felt unable to reach out bc of the distance that grew between them when green pulled away. Anyways tldr green pro masker leaf trying very hard to mask but struggling a bit and red rawdogging his autism never masked a day in his life.
#green is better at masking in the sense that he doesnt struggle with facial expressions and can mimick others social behaviours pretty well#he really learned via watching others and practicing fake conversations in his head until he could navigate most conversations well#he does still have times where he did not account for certain factors or new situations so he has to observe and learn some more lol#leaf struggles with socializing even when she watches and tries to copy bc unlike green who is naturally a bit dramatic and animated#she instead leans heavily into having flat affect like red. she also struggles really hard with picking up on other ppls intent/feelings#the type of person who isnt sure what the emotion were feeling right now is bc she also struggles to identify her own feelings sometimes#red does that too. part of why hes very avoidant and internalizes everything is that he often can't identify exactly what hes feeling#and if he can he doesn't know how to make it feel better/would rather ignore it and try to focus on something else#green tries to internalize his negative emotions but i think hed struggle with it so he js def the type to bottle things up for awhile#but he quickly gets overwhelemed and ends up having a bit of a meltdown when he can't hold it in any more#hes very reactive. part of why his and oaks relationship is difficult to mend is bc green gets very easily triggered by any small jabs oak#makes at him even jf theyre unintentional especially if he compares him/his strength as a trainer to red#when red dissapears it would get worse bc he is constantly weighed down by guilt and can end up lashing out a bit#especially with his bpd making him prone to mood swings/very strong emotions he struggles to process#he gets better at it as he gets older but it's really overwhelming and difficult as a kid/teen bc oak is 0 help and daisy#does what she can to hell him when she can but shes his sister not his mom. im not making her take on a parental role she is also a kid#anyways. thjs js ungodly long#trainer red#trainer leaf#green oak#blue oak#pokemon headcanons
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(mgv) the first few heats after giselle's birth leave house consumed with parental devotion. he is protective to an insane degree and if she isn't gone to stay with someone before his heat really kicks in, any and all energy that would have gone into sex instead goes to being feral over the baby. example:
house and their pup are curled up in a nest he has carefully constructed for Maximum Comfort + Hide, practically wrapped around her as they nap. wilson left earlier to go grab a snack house had asked for and got sidetracked while at the store (keeps finding stuff they may want/need/might like and it becomes a Whole Thing) so he ended up being gone for long enough that house dozed off. when he comes back and house hears the sound of the front door unlocking, his eyes shoot open and he's instantly growling -- he's not even really awake, just running on pure instinct while his brain struggles to catch up. it's enough that when wilson walks in and hears it he stops on reflex -- an omega, in heat, nesting, with a pup, growling? alpha weakness. shakes them to their blood even when it's their omega because when instincts run high like that. even those in bonded pairs will tread carefully because the omega will Not Hesitate. it's not until wilson hesitantly calls out to him that house shakes himself out of it ("rrrrmrrgghhrrr--" " 😰 house?" "--rrrmpp?"). then when wilson walks in with the snack and whatever other little tokens he found he plays it extra safe as an apology for being gone for so long; keeping his head bowed, placating notes in the scent he puts out, staying a respectful distance away from the nest until house explicitly permits him to come closer (house rolls his eyes when wilson hesitates to enter the nest even though he so clearly wants to)
#look you can hire an actual sitter with this ->#all you have to do is make sure when we come to pick her back up she has *your* scent on her so house doesn't find out#house mgv#hilson#house md#mgv#copy pasted from discord wojaflamh them folks over there get me on a roll sometimes#house hates leaving her for someone else to take care of especially when she's still so small#claims it's for health or developmental reasons but really he's just incredibly attached#his top 3 options for babysitting are chase thirteen or cuddy but they're all doctors so. yeah#luckily wilson was prepared for that. he brings her over and sneaks them some money like#once they meet nora the process has a lot less steps bc she can actually just watch giselle herself. i think#i haven't met her yet idk what she does but we're running on the assumption she is Not as busy as a doctor. plus she thinks giselle is ->#just the cutest thing and is glad to have her for herself for a few days
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sometimes it seems I must be a contrarian in every fandom space, even my main niches kajdjdj. I never feel this in the jason fandom as much as I do whenever u guys make your dog-coded jason posts... like, okay, maybe for your prime earth guy. but as someone firmly in the "new earth jason and reboot jason are two separate characters, and unless I explicitly remark otherwise, assume I only hold the pre-reeboot version in my mind" camp... that guy is a CAT 😾
#the other time i really feel this is whenever there's willis discourse#that guy just isn't that important to jason's journey#talking to the void#my thoughts#dc#dc thoughts#dc comics#jason todd#fandom nonsense#aljfjfjf the dog cat thing seems small but i swear it really shows in characterisation stuff sometimes xD#fanfic especially needs more cat jason#large cat jason...
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I am liking Jujutsu Kaisen, way more than I imagined I would, but I foresee it will let me down and it's keeping me from enjoying this as much as I could haha
I think the characters and dynamics are well set, and I think many of them have an incredibly good and deep potential, but I would be willing to bet they'll not get a proper development, enough for them to really hit. A well assembled set of gears is not enough to make the movement go, you have to wind the clockwork.
I think Gojo and Megumi have a fascinating and very complex dynamic, but I doubt it will be given the time and care that imo it needs to actually work. And it is going well enough for now! One could see the intimacy between them was deeper than the one Gojo had with, say, Yuji and Nobara ever since the very first few episodes despite the fact Fushiguro too was a first year. But the pieces forming what they have are extremely complex, and it just wouldn't be realistic if it doesn't show, even if in a not showing way, or if it doesn't have consequences or implications.
It's one of those dynamics that shape one's life, the way one regards the world, the way one establishes or not relationships with other people. It's one of those dynamics that could be full of fondness, gratitude, resentment, admiration, trust, and that imply intimacy, the good kind or the bad, even if in just the knowledge of someone who's been a constant through your life. It could, and would, imply a myriad of feelings, and probably in such a mix it could imply contradictory feelings too. Even the nothingness would weight, even the nothingness would be significant and meaningful.
Gojo took Megumi and his sister under his wing, the son of a man who murdered him, because of both selfish and selfless reasons. Megumi looks like Toji. What does Gojo feel about this? How does Gojo deal with this? How does Gojo go about taking care of Megumi? Would he walk him to school? Make him breakfast? Celebrate his birthdays making him blow candles? Did he take him to the zoo? Does the relationship between them feel professional or is it something more? Gojo appreciates his students, but is Megumi to him just another student? When Gojo faces Sukuna in Megumi's body, did he see the kid he raised, or does he just see Sukuna in one of his students' body? Did he have one faint wavering instant? And how does Megumi feel about this? Is he resentful of him? Resentful of the situation? Of the selfishness behind his actions? Does he feel like a pawn? Is he grateful? Does he resent feeling grateful? Would he rather not? Does he love Gojo? Does he feel nothing about him other than what he could feel about a teacher that sort of annoys him but knows he's reliable in his strength? Does he think it unfair, cruel or unfeeling that Gojo is close, closer perhaps, with Yuuji or Yuta, considering their story? When Sukuna slices Gojo in two, does the remnants of Megumi's soul tremble?
And not just Megumi and Gojo. Yuuji and Nanami, Gojo and Nanami, Yuuji and Fushiguro, Nobara and the boys, or Nobara and Maki, Todo and Yuuji or Yuta, Gojo and Yuta, Megumi and his sister. Gojo and Geto, even! If the pieces are well set, the dynamics are intriguing, interesting, and have potential to be deep, but then the characters have like two plot relevant scenes that punch you hard, but little more, it's not nearly enough. Especially not nearly enough for the enormity that is shonen dynamics and situations. And the potential existing at all, and then not delivering, makes it all the more frustrating when you're left with something mediocre that could have been so good.
The development of dynamics through not only a few plot relevant gut wrenching moving scenes, but also the smallness of life, is important. The friend who recommended this to me said that those things were just unnecessary filler, but I disagree. I think there's a big difference between a large amount of anime-only filler episodes whose existence is based on the fact they had run out of manga chapters to animate, and moments of quietness. The low stakes character-driven moments of quietness can be so telling and so insightful, and they are so satisfactory when brought back later in higher stakes situations. My friend teased me there was no scene of Gojo making breakfast to Megumi, that it would be an idiotic idea, but it would be so telling. How he makes breakfast, what they eat, if he tries hard or if it's all mechanised, if they have personal bowls or if they use whatever, if he just buys them some pastry on the way to school, if the way they have breakfast changes through the years, or if he doesn't make them breakfast at all! All that would be very insightful on their dynamic and its evolution. All that would give a glimpse on how they regard each other and why, even in the present. All that could become meaningful in tense situations and high stakes scenes.
These moments also let the plot breath; if a lot is happening all the time, if every character is always experiencing trauma after trauma, the entire story is so emotionally draining that at some point you don't even care all that much. Besides, these nothing moments or low stakes plot arcs, besides deepening and developing dynamics, also let some in-world time pass, which would make the intimacy and bond between characters more believable imo; between Yuuji eating Sukuna's finger and their last confrontation in December how much time has passed? A few months? Am I truly to believe these characters are so everything to each other in only a few months?
Without some smallness, some repetition, some daily life, some low stakes not plot-centric development, the dynamics don't hit, they don't truly feel fleshed out, and dynamics as complex as the ones Megumi and Gojo have, or as supposedly meaningful as the one Megumi has with Yuuji or his sister, should be fleshed out if they're going to exist at all. Otherwise they'd risk making the writing feel awkward and fake. Besides, if the dynamics felt well fleshed out and realistic, they would shape the way the characters interact and act, and how they deal with situations, thus being plot relevant.
The shonen genre has so much happening all the time, the stakes are so high, the dynamics are so rooted in big events and the relationships carry enormous weight and implications. Yet they barely get developed, and it feels so stupid, so plain, the absence of something so important noticeable like a constant void, a shapeless nothingness present in every scene. It makes the characters feel like cardboard figures. Jujutsu Kaisen is already getting a better job than many, but I doubt it will do enough for what I've heard, and I fear I am bound to feel let down, and bound to feel unmoved.
After all, if not enough time and care has been given to develop a dynamic, I am not going to feel pressured by the high stakes; if not enough time and care has been given to develop the dynamic between Megumi and Yuuji, as good potential as it has I am bound to feel little for this last confrontation between Sukuna and Itadori, and his effort in getting Megumi back.
#It's not that I think everything has to be character driven or take a lot of care about dynamics#Death Note for instance works well without it. There's juice in the dynamic between Light and his father and the role of Matsuda there#and it works well with Light's views and their evolution and the whole Kira situation. It isn't much. It doesn't need more#But Death Note doesn't truly drop something as big as Gojo and Megumi to then do barely nothing about it#('But L and Watari' not the same at all. That was deepened in the anime and besides Watari is not one of the main characters)#Or Megumi and his sister. If we see barely nothing of Megumi and his sister other than shiny flashbacks of her#how am I to feel moved by it all beyond superficial emotions? I don't know. It just feels so like cardboard to me#And it annoys me! It annoys me a lot! Because Jujutsu Kaisen has amazing potential! The dynamics and characters could be amazing!#But I don't trust they'll live to their full potential and the potential existing for nothing is ruining this for me xD#Jujutsu Kaisen#Sorry this time I'm tagging it. I want to find this and see if I was right when I'm finished. I think I'll read the manga too#The condescending filler breakfast comment by my friend was ironic considering the Kramer vs. Kramer breakfast scenes exist#Breakfast can be so telling. And besides he loves the Chainsaw Man coffee scene so I don't get why not breakfast#But truly some small daily life moments can tell us a lot about a character that we could recognise later on in high stakes scenes#such as how they deal in tense situations‚ what makes them snap#how they go about dealing with a problem.#Sometimes it could be smaller moments or conversations what makes characters reconsider things‚ not just having Sukuna rip their heart out#In Pandora Hearts the conversation between Elliot and Oz about the book series they love and their favourite characters becomes key#Oz's development and how he regards things‚ his own person‚ and how he deals with situations will be shaped later on by this conversation#till the very end. The entire main character's development is shaped by a 'filler' conversation.It's not filler. It's just not a fight scen#Shonen manga readers find everything filler except for fights which is ironic considering that many fights in shonen feel unnecessary#Breakfast is unnecessary. Just filler. Fighting thirty seven secondary monsters or chapter after chapter of physical training is not. Okay#Things can be small but plot relevant. If it shapes and fleshes out and deepens a character or a relationship it is not filler#And mainly MAINLY for the love of everything good if you're going to make a fucked up or Meaningful Beyond Everything dynamic#give it time and care. Actually write it. Don't give me two panels and one conversation after some life and death situation. It's not enoug#Especially if I'm to believe they are important. Make me believe they actually are#I don't know... This issue with not trusting the development of very well set potential in Jujutsu Kaisen#has not only been keeping me from thoroughly enjoying the series‚ but actively keeping me from watching for weeks#It makes me doubt if I want to spend my time in this at all since after all time is limited and we can but spend it in a handful of things#A pity. I really love some things and I really think Megumi and Gojo could be everything to me haha the Heathcliff/Hareton vibe gets me
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hi im sorry to bug you i realized i accidentally made an oc looks similar to one you posted on twitter a long time ago and not part of your current roster of ocs. Im changing their outfit since it looks very close to one you made (total coincidence) sorry if you see them around. was not intending to copy you. I didnt know the art or the oc of yours
Thats totally ok! These things happen, and it has happened to me before so i understand~
#sometimes people can independantly come up with the same thing#its actually kinda cool#especially if it is genuinly a coincidence#like one of Vals outfit designs apparently looked like traditional outfits from a small community in like i think it was ukraine#and he uses a handaxe and they also used these like ceremonial hand axe#it was absoloutly a couinsidence i had never heard of these people#id based his outfit on a fashion line and gave him a hand axe cause he is just the kinda guy who would use one#so it all just kinda fell in the same line
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Jashtober Day 20- Gothic
Its an Announcer design!!
wahoo
#i have a good bunch of sketches to post eventually as well#small idea of connecting him to THDPH especially Chonny's Inferno#would draw them digitally and post em with this but I have things to do tomorrow so i have to sleep correctly for once#anyways tho. im thinkin about giving him the nickname Ace#starts with an A like announcer + the pair of aces line from SUYS#also the microphone/microphone stand is sorta taken from the one CJ uses sometimes in Vol 1#specifically Storm & a Spring at least#the string of lights on it at least lol#chonny jash#cj gothic lit#cj gw#jashtober#jashtober day 20#cj announcer#uhhhh do i make a tag since he's a bit different & like had added lore/story?#sure why not#cj ace#ace announcer#-atlas art-
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having one of those nights chat.
found out i cant really tell my friend anything private because if his partner wants to hear abt it, he will tell them when they complain. found this out with a small thing, but they know things that i havent told their partner. its kind of scary.
on top of that, my friend keeps making really weird comments about me that simply make me want to remove my skin. most of my friends find this amusing. i do not.
yeah. i think im gonna go sleep for a bit. hope shit gets better in the morning.
#yapping#vent post#its kind of hard.#i trust that one friend with my life and his partner is basically my brother but.#theres some things i simply dont want them to know.#They dont need to know what their cousin did to me- but they could find out if they simply asked their boyfriend.#scares me man. scares me a lot.#not going to fault my friend for that. i get why he did tell them abt what we were talking about#and it wasnt a huge deal#but if that happens with that small thing what does that mean for when its a big thing?#and my god. my friend makes me want to scream sometimes.#psa that it is not funny to tell your friend that youre going to touch them or fuck them and call them weird nicknames#especially when they tell you to stop#yes im a chance fictionkin but that does not give you the right to treat me how you want to treat him in canon.#makes me dread when they join us sometimes.#anyways. Sorry for all that.#gonna try and sleep off this mess and think abt noli tmrw#Sorry for the vent#tw vent#cw vent
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My main focus of video essays rn is the Kikaider one-which is only a bit stuck in limbo since I have not gotten feedback on my script rip-and I’m trying to hold back on doing ideas until/if I even enjoy the process past the scripts but I’ve been rotating in my head on doing a ranking video for all of imagawas mechas cause he’s still the one dude who’s adaptations have had a profound impact on me so at the very least I wanna rank them either as a video or at most as a post just the problem comes 1. I will be ABSOLUTELY jumped for my ranks even if I’ll give genuine criticism 2. I need to still watch shin tetsujin and finish shin mazinger and neither of those have been a compelling thing for me to do, putting aside I may be mecha fatigue as per usual but I worry to go into them and get a mixed or negative reaction- especially with the second one that I’ve literally put off for years 💀
#meg text#mecha rambles#seriously knowing imagawas very small but noticeable impact on mecha adaptations has done something to my brain#but it was all leading to this the most fucking Armageddon was my first proper mecha#and putting aside the g side story salt I don’t think he’s a awful writer but I’m also very CRITICAL of his works#even if I’m not gonna hate the guy cause that be as weird as worshiping him 💀 met a person who hated him and wasn’t pleasant#but I wish he got more critics that obviously weren’t just “he radically changes the source material” cause that doesn’t matter to me#<is a film student who learned adaptations being different is okay it just depends on how it’s handled#just how he writes stuff sometimes is MORE of a issue even if it’s admirable he does like the same tropes and wears it with pride#but the way he handled shin mazingers beginning few eps… I’m more conflicted about as time goes on#Which I shouldn’t be until I literally finish the fucking show but the more longer shows I’ve seen the more off putting it is#Especially with how G was handled it was a similar thing going on but 100x better#And going into shin tetsujin I have no idea if it’s beginning is as strong as g or has the same problems mazinger#But also I just- can’t explain why tetsujin doesn’t compel me even if more people tell me it’s good or what’s it’s about#I can’t tell if it’s just cause GR didn’t resonate with me much but I’d like willingly look at the authors stuff sometime#atp I’ll need to be strapped down to actually fucking watch these unless someone can sell me to watch them
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Godddd I fucking hate this ugh
This isn't about the rain btw
#peach speaks#zilla speaks#im tempted to leave a friend's server honestly but i really dont want to#but i might because an ex friend/a person who is very much still associated with a major ex friend is in there#and is a bit more active than i am#i know i should jyst block and move on but discord blocking can be fucking annoying sometimes#i dont wanna bring it up with anyone else or the friend who runs the server cause i dont wanna cause a problem#i already had to soft block two people now because of this shit#i really fucking hate this#but i especially hate causing issues or getting involved with shit#cause i know the outcome#i know itll end badly for me because im not white or popular#im small and people will say im trying to cause shit when im not#im just tired of this#and im getting tired of being scared again#why cant things get better#why cant i just get over shit
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#at my sister's house for a big family get together this weekend#and i love my family#i love my sisters#but sometimes when i'm with them i feel so small#and it's late and i'm tired and i've been crying#but i just wanted to come on here and say thank you#thank you to everyone on this webbed site for making me feel seen#for making me laugh and sharing my sense of humor#for getting excited about the same things i get excited about#and for understanding the ways i struggle and the ways i feel sad#it makes my life better and means so much every day but especially on nights like tonight
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