#about my life

[afro-elf]

can a therapist explain why my mom saying she loves me and doesn't mind having me around during this extremely prolonged and fruitless job search because she loves me and just wants to make sure my needs are met makes me SOMEHOW feel worse about being an unemployable little shit?

[peppermintmochafem]

Attempting to live up to my url and girboss femme reputation and bake a peppermint mocha cake between meetings for one of my lovers birthday wish me luck that it turns out good 🫶🏻

[lizbethsletters]

letters | 023

𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓻, 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓶𝔂 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮

Should I even call you that, I mean you aren't even in my life right now and you might never be again. When I see someone that does something you would've done like balance a pencil on their mouth I feel my eyes start to water but I blink them away because I shouldn't be feeling like this when I broke up with you. Your eyes that were always filled with love and happiness would look at me with anger and hurt but I would do anything to even see your face. I still love you and I get flashbacks when anything reminds me of you, it feels like we are back to that exact moment and talking about anything. When in reality, we don't even speak and you aren't even in my life. I want more than anything to just see you even from a distance a glimpse anything to even know that you are okay that this didn't break you. I'm telling myself that if it's meant to be we will see each other again and we will have a second chance that it means we truly are meant to be but realistically, it won't happen. We live in different states and live completely different lives there's no way for us to bump into each other. I want to pick up the phone call you and just hear your voice, if you sound mad, nervous, or even sad I just want to hear your voice. You mean everything to me but, I might mean nothing. This sounds harsh but I want you to hate me because that means there is no going back that you truly hate me that we truly are done. In some messed up way, I have no way to heal because you aren't here but it's like you never even existed. I miss you more than I need oxygen. I love you more than my body needs water. But I don't have you and I feel like I might be dirt on the floor for you. I love you but we aren't anything. I'm sorry for breaking this off but it was the only option for you to move on and be happy and have someone to be there for you. There's one song that reminds me of you called "De ti me enamore?", I love you. I wish I could send everything that reminds me of you instead of making it into a folder on my phone that just says love these instead of just sending them to you. I love you so much. I'm sorry.

𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓵𝔂,

𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 :(

[delusional-ninjago-fangirl]

> be me asuming my mom is homophobic

> buys book I Know has gay characters anyway

> mom asks to borrow the book

>I give her the book thinking I'll take it back when the gay moments come

> mom reads so fast she overtacks me

> mom gets to the gay part befor me

> mom says "I think boy1 is in love with boy2, their're really cute"

> me supriced mom isn't homophobic

》 never jundge your parents

[flowerandblood]

✨ meet your author ✨

Hey, it's me, my nickname is Hagi! I live in Poland and write stories for you in my free time. For several years now, I have been the happy wife of a wonderful man who supports me in my silly hobby, as in all other aspects of my life.

You can read about me, him and our relationship on my side blog @godilovemyhusband. ✨

I use a lot of feelings and experiences from our marriage in my stories, above you can see our wedding photo! If you have any questions, feel free to write to me, I will be happy to answer! I love anon asks. 💐

[skullsandsunflowersxx]

follow my tiktok!!! @ BrianaMcEvoy

[complextheories]

Starting 2025 off with my daddy issues

[runejinx]

More about me:

Cereal and cookies fr.

•My favorite YouTubers:

T3ddy

Mr.Beast

Felca/felquinha

Jazzghost

Oli Natu

Matheus Erd

Kaikeflex

Mori Mura

•FANDONS:

Hazbin Hotel

Helluva Boss

The Amazing Digital Circus

Inside Out

Murder Drones

Everybody Hates Chris

True beauty

Chikn Nuggit

Pokemon

Mundo do Torajo

Tmnt (2012/2018/2023-4)

WolfWalkers

Spooky Month

[alta-et-astra]

One of my favorite things about having kids is that they push you out of your comfort zone. My family went moonlight sledding tonight because I thought the kids needed some outdoor time after school and the sun sets early. I love sledding! It's so much fun! And if we didn't have kids we wouldn't have been tromping through the snow, seeing how fast we can go down hills, and marveling at the beautiful winter night sky. My kids gave me that.

[heytheredelulu]

The name’s Stark, Sj Stark.

Welcome to my blog.

I’m a 31 year old aspiring author with a love for all things Marvel.

By day I’m a mother & wife, working a 9-5 and by night I write smutty fanfiction for the beautiful people of the internet.

I’ve been in my field of work for many moons now & while I absolutely love what I do, my dream since I was a kid has always been to write a book.

So here I am, procrastinating again while I indulge myself by writing MCU fanfiction.

I’ve been enthralled with the MCU since I first saw Spiderman in 2002 when I was 10 and only became more and more obsessed with the release of Iron Man in 2008 when I was 16. Spiderman and Iron Man are my two great loves (aside from my two children of course), going as far as having the arc reactor tattooed on my body.

Maybe one day I’ll finally sit my ass down and write that novel I always say I’m working on.

But for now, it’s a beautiful day to save eyes..

and a perfect night to write smut.

xoxo

💋 Sj

[le-panda-chocovore]

Going off the "writing JJK smut on company time" post from earlier, I got curious for a little Panda lore (only if you feel like sharing).

If you don't want to share what you do for work that is totally fine, but do you enjoy what you do?

If you could have a dream career, what would it be?

Also! Do you post most of what you write, or are there hidden Panda archives the world has yet to discover?

P.S. Should we call you Panda? 🐼

Yes Panda is perfect !

My answer ain't going to go well with the post I made but I work in a school 😅😅 Well, to be clear I am not currently taking care of the children, I used to but not anymore. And I didn't write/look at smut when I was still doing that, I only started when I began the behind-the-office stuff. We're not allowed to be on our phones/computers when we're in charge of pupils anyway. Right now I just take calls and read emails.

I was studying to become a PE Teacher but I kinda gave up halfway through because ADHD was messing with my brain and I couldn't manage College anymore, so now I'm wondering where I can go from that. In all honesty my dream job has always been being a camp activity leader (I think that's the english name??) and it is still the thing I would love to do. But it doesn't pay well and it only works for holidays so I had to settle for something else. I just enjoy working with kids and playing sport to be honest, I'm not really greedy or ambitious.

Oh there's plenty of works I haven't published yet. I already have several WIPs on AO3 and Wattpad and I'd like to finish them before posting another one but my brain keeps having new ideas so I always end up stop working on the current fanfictions. It's frustrating. That's why I rather post my stuff once it's already complete but again, my brain constantly works against me. He tells me "you already wrote half of the fic, you can start posting it and then in a few weeks/months you'll be done" and it never happens that way. I'm tired of myself.

I think I have 15 or so Assassination Classroom projects, 2 MHA, 5 JJK, and maybe 1 MCU sitting in my drafts that just wait to be edited and published. Anyway, if you want to check my AO3 it's just there, but it's mostly AssClass content for now

[fireflys-things]

Давно тут не было

Раньше было яркое чувство - хочу все написать, передать свои чувства и мысли. Сейчас желание остается но совсем нет сил что то писать чаще всего. Слова не складываются, как так... Непонятно почему но на планшете тамблер не поддерживается в горизонтальной версии и это еще один минус - мне не нравится писать где то в другом месте... Еще один минус - я очень сильно зависима от внешних факторов, если нет атмосферы я не пишу. Просто не могу. Что изменилось за это время? Я переехала в Санкт-Петербург. Этот город всегда был самым любимым и значимым для меня, хоть и не родной. Каждое лето я работала в Петербурге и мечтала, что перееду. И вот...я здесь уже 2 года.

[peppermintmochafem]

Wearing my little lesbian flag bandana my croomf made me about to take a shower and nap date with ooml before going out with said croomf going to bake espresso brownies for us

bless my stupid little dyke life

[lizbethsletters]

letters | 040

𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓻, 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓶𝔂 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮

For the past week, after I told you that I was gonna go to on vacation for a week you've said only "blank" days till you leave. You get mad when you miss me and knowing when I leave makes it worse. I love you with everything in me. When I recently realized that you couldn't take compliments for anything, when your eyes look pretty, I say "your eyes are so beautiful" and your eyes dart everywhere with nervousness and smile before putting the phone down because you got nervous. When you get nervous the immediate sign is that your eyes dart everywhere and say "CHILLLLLL" it's adorable. You tend to get nervous from just looking at me. I'm so in love with you, you can't even believe it. You notice when I get tired and you tell people to shut up so I can sleep. One day, I'm going to write all these letters down and give them to you or make you a whole book, learn how to book bind just for you. I would do everything in the world for you to hold you, kiss you, see you, just do everything with you. I'm not going to lie to you when you asked what when we were gonna have paint dates, coloring dates, pottery dates; my heart broke completely because truly we never know when we are going to do anything like that. I told you about a folder I have of all the things I want to do with you and you wanted to hear some so I told you. I love you and I miss you so much.

𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓵𝔂,

𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵ᡣ𐭩

[terroristis3638]

Yo. I just want to tell you a little bit about my life. So, I want to say that I've wanted to do sports for a long time, especially the fact that I had some problems with physical education at school. So tomorrow I decided that tomorrow I will immerse myself in sports life. And today I went to the hairdresser so my hair is even shorter now >:).

Also, I MAY soon start wearing lenses instead of glasses, because to be honest, it's not very convenient for me to wear glasses.