#i love my sisters

[a-study-in-bullshit]

[fianne-0123]

My sisters do not look at me as much as I look at them.

She thinks that I am my mother’s favorite but they are each other’s favorite and I have nobody if not my mother. But my mother does not listen to me, so in reality, I truly have nobody.

My elder sister will not know how I make my fried rice. She will not know about my 6th grade unrequited love, about my favorite authors, and my talents. She will not know.

But I will know her like the back of my hand; I know how she loves watching true crime, I know how much she adores dogs and how particular she is about her stuff and I will take all of this to the grave.

(I do not want to, I think, but I feel more than that.)

I know how she’s still hungry after, in a fight with mother, she says she isn’t. 

I know she is so I will stay behind and eat a little bit slower. I’ll whisper to mom hushedly, “I’ll wipe the table and wash the dishes” to get her off my back, even if I don’t want to, but because I want my sister to eat.

I see her and she doesn’t see me. Or, she does see me but she doesn’t understand me. She looks at me like I’m darkness looming through her and she looks at me like I’ve somehow ruined her life and I don’t know what I’ve done. 

I haven’t done anything but it’s almost like I’ve died in my mother’s womb, and I am now just a ghost haunting them for when I speak they respond but their arms dig past my heart and instead of feeling through me, they feel past me.

I’m here and they’re choosing to ignore me.

I’m here and it’s like I’ve never been. 

I stand on my right foot and contort my body into a woman when I am barely a teenager, and I would do so again and again just for her to see me.

I would tear my body in half for her to see me for me.

I am afraid that she will only do so when my body has long decomposed in its casket and she receives my folder of files just like this one, detailing how I’ve felt.

Shivers may pass through her veins, and instead of satisfaction, she will feel guilt. She will feel rotten and disgusting. I do not want that.

I am torn into bits and pieces and my lungs have been removed and yet I am still breathing and I am already inexplicably dead when I feel shame for dying out of guilt for living.

[futuretherapoo]

"Touch her and die"

But she's my sister and I'm the eldest daughter.

[loveforfay]

my older sisters are my best friends i fear

[cassetoi-fam]

said the phrase "we're siblings. we're splinters from the same tree." to my sister today while eating dinner in a mall twenty minutes from our house. she looked at me like i had three heads. ominous and weird older brother mission accomplished.

[bimbowood]

FaceTime calls with @flowersforfics and @shawtyfromdirtydocks go CRAZYYYY after 12:30 AM

[politicalmamaduck]

I cannot even begin to express the extent to which I'm internally screaming right now. I am praying to every patron Saint of lawyers, civil servants, et al. that a certain alleged human trafficker/rapist doesn't get confirmed.

[h2llish]

im like really afraid of roaches and my sisters dont often take it seriously and tend to laugh when i freak out about them

[dragon-flies-72]

Just a reminder to go thank youre older sister's today cause I've just learnt they do not get enough credit despite practically raising you and they definitely didn't deserve to be treated like adults when they were just kids too. This is comming from a middle child who watched her sister suffer for not being academically gifted despite raising me and my younger sister, when our parents were busy working.

Seriously because they really do not get enough credit in society and no matter how mad and stubborn they are it's what they needed to survive and it took me a while to understand that (ofc if theyre assholes then dont thank them but being the eldest daughter is hard work)

[mos-twin-mattress]

I LVOE BLACK WOMEN OK?

I love hood black women

i love nerdy black women

i love dorky black women

i love high femme black women

i love stud black women

i love ratchet black women

i love loud black women

i love black women

i love fat black women

i love twiggy black women

i love THICC black women

i love trans black women

if youre black and a woman, i love you so much

I love mean black women (they have their reasons)

WE are the BLUEPRINT, dont get it twisted!

ALL BLACK WOMEN ARE CELEBRATED HERE!

[canadian-pug-cartel]

Making your own food < stealing food from your sisters

[anawkwardgalnamedtarazan]

Dude. I think me and my sister, @frootychick ,are time travelers🤯⏰️

[astrosnort]

there is no one on this world i will ever love more than my siblings.

i could be on a battlefield and i would fight and crawl and live just to make it back to them.

i am an astronaut and they are my four stars. i will always make it home to my constellation.

[laikas-star]

they never tell you that the actual hardest part of being a lady isn’t the senseless violence and microaggressions you’re constantly subjected to.. it’s actually learning every single terf dogwhistle so you can blacklist them

[caminthemoshpitatweezer]

For anyone who has no siblings here it is. Here is the average sibling experience.

[divorcedwife]

who wants to plays bunnys gate 3 with me