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also, considering i fell into a bit of a thinking mood tonight, have some more important details for my take on mig's powers in his main verse - a bit of new and old hcs are mixed in here-- ;
yes. they'll end up killing him, when his body becomes incompatible with sustaining life. so he won't ever become '100% spider' here
diminished life expectancy - with exceptions, because look, happy endings are fun, too <3
the usual stuff of obligate carnivore, enhanced sense of touch, ability to detect pheromones, etc
notorious for not taking proper care of himself; be it diet and, especially, nutritional needs. supplements missing vitamins, minerals, all that good stuff with occasional booster shots.
hardly sleeps / eats; reduced sleep because of the Nightmares tm and diminished appetite because of, basically, spiderness
but here's something that i don't think i've touched on yet; that 'spider' side? it's still pretty much him. i don't see it as like a separate entity or influence. it's still miguel, except it's the parts of miguel that were recombined and replaced during the dna imprinting process.
and, being a part of him, a different shade, if you will... hardly a day doesn't pass by where he's not on the lookout? why, because he's in uncharted waters here. he's got no basis for what to expect. It's not a Jekyll or Hyde kind of situation, which in its own way makes it more horrific when that shade of himself, that 'spiderness', asserts itself.
and when that in itself happens, it's all encompassing. a change in speech is the big giveaway - spiders don't speak, so neither will miguel. but!!! i have kina leaned on the thought that he'd hiss or something - probs silly, but just helps with the cues for narrative sake!
it'll take him a while to come back to his senses, and will leave him gasping for air and feeling like he's got twenty rounds wrestling with a bear.
a fun/scary part in all this is also the possibility that when he's caught up in this state, new abilities, or different techniques may be discovered?
and you bet miguel is conscious for all of this. :) he'll recall feelings and sensations quicker, rather than actual memories of events.
and this in particular frightens him. it's like a dice roll-- he can't tell on a given day what sort of trouble ceding to these aspects of his altered being will dredge up.
only that, chillingly, in the moment it feels right
ooof all around... :')
#hc#i kinda think of mig's spiderness like dexter's dark passenger#something that /needs/ moderation#bc when it gets too much... when miguel neglects to look after himself#that's when shit will start to happen 💀
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give me some whiskey and ill draw The Most Thing i can come up with
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#this wasnt the personal thing i wanted to draw this weekend but it has been on the back burner for a while so. it counts !!!!!!#i did sketch this last night. MODERATELY hammered and the final comic is Just A Tad diff from the sketch im wheezing#just in terms of angles but still thats huge to me#CHAT everyone knew i was gonna draw SOMETHING as soon as i saw those tentacles#however i flipped the script on you all. probably. idk SOMEONE prob assumed i woulda had magneto use them#but how the turn tables .... have turned. this is so stupid JVLKJVLA if this gets 5k on twitter ill do a charles ver MAYBE.#welcome back to my ongoing series of These Old Men Will Make Their Weird Love Affair Everyones Problem#i have an exam in the morning i need to stop this#ill have to this week like Truly but still VJELRKVJE I GOTTAAAA STOPPP DRAWIN THIS LATE#anyways. please enjoy this is so dumb but i got to try drawing charles' powers in effect so thats nice#i should do a study of that one day ... not anyday soon LMAO GOD moving on goodnight everyone !!
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For all those skiing accidents Bruce gets into, he must have to actually go skiing a couple of times just for the press coverage.
And before he buys the Planet, Perry sends Clark out to do a piece on the skiing industry and hopefully get an interview with the walking safety hazard that is Bruce Wayne.
Or honestly, have them meet as civilians at any of Bruce’s extreme sport covers. Because galas are boring as fuck and I wanna see Brucie Wayne try and teach Clark Kent how to ski.
#batman#bruce wayne#superman#clark kent#superbat#bruce trying to figure out how competent he needs to pretend to be at skiing#because all of the accidents happen in remote mountain ranges since no ski lodge would allow that sort of bad press that often#and he needs to be moderately competent in order to sell doing the high stakes skiing#but the whole point is that he often ends up in multiple casts so he’s gotta be somewhat accident prone#and then there’s clark from kansas who can fly but has more experience cross country skiing than downhill#and bruce entertains himself flirting with the reporter he knows had been at a couple of galas but always had a different story to cover#maybe the get snowed into the lodge and just end up playing chess or something and bruce can’t tell if he’d rather have his kids here#or is thankful they aren’t here to wait him fail so badly at flirting with the cute reporter#idk how to reveal their identities maybe they both get an emergency JL call but god let them meet somewhere not a gala
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#That 21 one questions meme#I don’t know if I should feel sorry yet.#Maybe there are several reasons why the people tried to discourage me to play this-#Have I ruined the thing for you ?#If so ; I’m moderately sorry ; also it’s never too late to unfollow -you know that right ?#I have forgotten many many things. But a few - probably meaningless or barely relevant - things seem a little clearer to me.#I hope this year will go ok. I don’t want to completely lose my mind. That’s my single wish right now.#these tags make less and less sense.#Don’t you find it easier to organise ur thoughts this way tho ? Little entries of words.#disco elysium#I need to say; I’m only day2 but if something ANYTHING happens to Kim ..#I’ll gun everyone down in this hellhole
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i keep adding things to this one post and then realizing they'd make more sense as a separate post. so here's how the party explained what happened in dagger ending au to bonnie:
Siffrin was very sad and worried about everyone leaving, because he was alone before he met us and he didn't want to be alone again. But he didn't talk about it because we all had plans that seemed very important, and he didn't want to get in the way, and he didn't want to admit that he didn't have anything else to do. It sounds pretty silly when you put it like that, but the rest of us were nervous to admit how much we cared about each other, too! Sometimes it's hard to tell someone how important they are to you, if you don't know whether you're important to them.
During the quest it was okay, because Siffrin knew we would stay together until Vaugarde was saved. But getting to Dormont meant the quest was almost over, and they got so upset at the idea of everyone leaving, that they didn't really care about what they were doing. Why did it matter what happened to them, when they were going to be sad and alone tomorrow either way? So they weren't very careful while they were training, and they got hurt. Luckily Odile saw, and Mirabelle healed them right up.
Now, he's really glad that we all decided to stay together longer! But he might still feel worried for a while, because it's hard to believe that everyone isn't leaving, after he's been dreading it for so long. And sometimes when you're sad for a long time, your brain just tries to keep being sad even when there isn't any reason to be. But if we keep reminding him that we love him just as much as he loves us, it'll start to stick in his brain better! We might also need to remind him to be careful and take care of himself, because that can be hard to remember when you're sad. And while he practices that, we can help take care of him, too!
#bonnie: oh you mean like depression?#isabeau: uh. yeah exactly. we don't know for sure yet but it's very likely that siffrin is depressed#bonnie: [nods very seriously.] i'll wash all the dishes so he doesn't have to. but if he feels like helping then he can help.#<- this bit goes in the tags bc we're getting into my very specific nille headcanons lmao#dagger ending au#did i need to write this whole thing out? no. but i had fun 😌#explaining things to people is my favorite thing in the world. especially children#note there is only ONE direct lie in this - the 'while they were training'#killing yourself sure involves being so upset that you stop being careful with your body!!#unfortunately without Some 'context in which it makes sense that being a little not-careful could get you really hurt'#bonnie definitely woulda asked what happened#and then it's more difficult to avoid the truth without more specific lies#so. we lead with one lie about an inconsequential detail that the full truth doesn't actually contradict#maybe siffrin Was training when he decided to kill himself.. who knows......#very important to be truthful as possible here i think bc a 12 year old could definitely figure out at some point what actually happened#and if that happens you do nottt want to be the person who Straight Up Majorly Lied#they'll be upset enough without also totally losing trust in you#(however 10-12 is young enough that bonnie really does NOT need to know right now. especially not on top of everything else.#they may figure it out eventually but ideally we will try to prevent that happening for as long as possible.)#plus bonnie is gonna. be around siffrin. so all the emotional stuff is gonna be relevant!#better to explain it preemptively and establish that it's something we're allowed to talk about#i know this party is shit at communicating but i do have to believe they could pull this together for bonnie#at least if given an hour to decide what they're gonna say#mirabelle has been to therapy#isabeau has crisis response training#odile is 40 something years old so this can't be the first rly difficult situation she's had to navigate. and she's very practical#and siffrin takes bonnie seriously and has proven he understands when to establish yourself as a trusted adult who#won't bullshit you and when to use that power to get away with lying or avoiding the truth when it's really necessary#or maybe the occasional prank but that's fine i think if done carefully and in moderation#isat
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Wow I sure love being psychologically tortured by an anime
#This episode is... Heavy. I get why b/sd is a seinen (tm)#I cried again. Btw#Idk what else to say. The animation is so pretty and detailed.#Mori is so ruthless and despicable to watch but it all makes for a moderately interesting political commentary?#Shuzen is so pretty!! And even though we've seen so little of him he's so likeable and symphatetic...#(Still tho. Believe me I GET the mental instability and depression–#but did you really need your last words to be something to plague a 11 y/o forever. Like I get it but c'mon dude help me out here)#This arc is daunting.#The only time I cried in the manga and the only time I cried in the anime and you'd think I wouldn't cry after all this time right?#Wrong I cried again#I still sense. The usual underlying morals that I don't share with b/sd. But I don't want to get into it I probably wouldn't make sense#Still this episode poses such a good new moral interrogative I love it#Love it! Let's see what comes next!#random rambles#Once again I wish chapters 84-88 had this kind of budget too (╥﹏╥)
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not to keep waffling on about this but a thing I have noticed in many areas of my life, from protests to marital arts to mosh pits, is that
while I'm not particularly good at proprioception, have no depth perception and frankly mediocre core strength for someone who's been weight training for 2 years, and at times in my life I have just Fallen Over Regularly For No Reason because my legs stopped being legs for a second
I am, for whatever reason, basically impossible to push over or move through force
like I don't know if I just have an unusually low centre of gravity or just fuckin stubborn or what but I am just preternaturally good at being Hard To Move
some of it is a learnable skill but I think I just have short little tree trunk legs and solid body mass and when I plant my feet and drop my weight down even a bit I become like unto a boulder. it's a fun quirk of my character build.
#red said#can't believe i ever thought my avatarsona could be anything but an earthbender#to be clear if i start moving I'm moderately fucked#like not unusually so but I'm a normal or slightly more than normal amount of easy to push over if i lift my feet#so i reel around mosh pits constantly on the verge of total collapse#but if I'm on the edge of a mosh pit a stack of people twice my size can collapse into me and i won't even need to rebalance#my superpower is My Feet Are Floor Magnets#idk if it's genetic but if it is it comes through my dad#cause like a year ago my mum was talking about tai chi and how her teacher had them all push each other without resisting#and see how a light push could unbalance them#and to demonstrate she said 'don't try to stay standing straight' and pushed me and i watched her increase force#and get more and more confused and i literally Was Not Consciously Resisting my body just Doesn't Do Being Pushed#and she was like 'what the fuck. my partner pushed me way lighter than that and i stepped over sideways'#but i do think it's to some degree familial cause my brother is also something of an immovable object#and we have not dissimilar builds in terms of shortish muscular legs and hips#so yeah i think that's just physical advantage
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I am already a big enjoyer of Friede and Amethio's rivalry and dynamics in general, so if Crave turns out to be Amethio's father, I feel like this knowledge would reframe their rivalry in very interesting ways and give additional readings and perspectives..
#something something about amethio rejecting his father and friede stepping in to be the positive male figure in his life at that point#Not saying friede takes on that role (dad) because i don't interpret him that way at all#however he is very much meant to be someone amethio takes inspiration from#most adults in amethio's life aren't inspirational i think so friede is probably the first person he met who is free and independent etc#i need to be moderately invested in that theory so i'm not disappointed if it doesn't turn out to be true lol#but i think it adds a lot to the narrative.. amethio and liko's parallels etc and even friede's character!#the thought that he is giving back to the younger generation after being nurtured by teachers and mentors#oh friede the man that you are. the coolest guy ever that you are.. luv you#horizons tends to be very intentional about its writing.. the mentor character (friede) has been helped by Very Specific People#and feels indebted to them. before his rvt era. those people are liko's mother (lucca) and roy's grandfather. and director crave.#hmm. i wonder what that means!#(not saying friede isn't helped by the rvt. but they act as equals. lucca was a hiearchical superior as a teacher etc.)#also. on a personal level. i think it's funny if friede knew amethio's dad before meeting him#crave going like 'i'm glad my son has taken a liking to you professor friede :) i hope you can continue to get along'#and ame being like 'we don't get along? smh'#we'll see where that leads. but hz doesn't really trick its audience. it expects us to pick up on all these themes and hints here and there#like how this ep points out that yeah gibeon still being alive at this point seems odd and for him to be ame's grandpa too.#it's intentional! so i'm just pointing out reocurring patterns.. but yeah. we'll see#friede#hz074#character notes#episode notes
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finally finished all of one character's entire quests/optional dialogue/questions/etc.... 100,000 words... .... aughhh
#Given some of it IS lines of code and stuff but like.. minus all that it's still probably at least 85 - 95k words hhhhhh#AND I have to do this for another 3 characters. Then a few partial quests for 3 others. THEN the other random misc stuff in the game#(like there are public areas in the city like a park and a forest that you can go and do a few things at. and chat with a few random#townsfolk that aren't actually full characters or anything. And there's a community board where you can#browse some of the random job advertisments or silly things that happen to be posted around#and also pick up a few odd jobs of your own to help earn coin to buy gifts for the npcs. etc. etc.)#Originally I was thinking like 'ah I'll make a short little game just to try it out! :3 It'll take maybe a few months!''#haha........................hee hee........................................hoho#Also evil that it would have been done already if I didn't totally drop itand stop working on it for like 5 years randomly#i could have made 5 years of steady slow progress gradually. instead of like 'one initial idea dump + about a month of art and writing'#...... 5 year break..... 'sudden mad dash to try to get probably 400.000 words written in a year or less' lol#I just really want to be done and have something out there already so it can lead to doing other things in my world..!!!!!! T o T#Like this can be an introduction and then maybe from that I can make other games. or short story anthologies. or other such things#But there needs to be some initially not very complex easy to interact with starting point first I guess... if that makes sense#That's part of why I stopped posting worldbuilding lore dump stuff as often because its' like.. massive walls of novella length#text are much more inacessible to engage with than like.. ooh a game! and there's characters! so its more approachable! and theres#visuals! oo! and the text is broken up in small bits line by line with other things in betwen! oo! etc. etc. lol#Not that THIS is even very accessible. I think dialogue heavy interactive fiction/visual novel type stuff is pretty niche and considered#boring or tedious compared to something with more ''gamplay'' like where you can actually move around in a world#and shoot things or whatever lol. But its an inbetween point. something SLIGHTLY#more accesible for now. Since i just dont have the budget or means or ability to make some skyrim type thing obviously LOL#Though maybe if theres any interest in the visual novel that could lead to making other things too. or at least I hope. I have a VERY cool#idea for a more ''gamey'' type of game that is a super fun concept and etc. but I would need to hire at least 2 people to make it.. ough..#I could do all the writing and probably half of the art. But I think I'd inevitably need a 3d artist and someone who can Code For Real hbjh#the system for ren'py (the thing I'm making a visual novel in) is not that complicated if you stick to just simple dialogue and stuff.#Making a whole moderately sized 3d game with minigames in it and a bunch of quest features and etc. would be out of my simplistic scope#''just learn it yourself!!' ... i barely manage to eat and sleep reliably every day lol... i do not function well enough to spend months#learning that many new skills. I already have a lot of of things I'm good at (not in a braggy way but just factually like.. i already have#a wide variety of different things under my belt).. at some point I have to just be happy with what i CAN already do and focus on that#and admit I need to get outside help sometimes ghjbh... NO more new skills/hobbies!!! ... ANYWAY
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my post on reddit about the newsletter got removed?? and i have no idea why???? it doesn't break any of the rules. it's relevant to otherkin, doesn't ask for any personal information or info at all. im so confused.
edit: i am just going to message the mods and try to be so normal and not annoying about clarification. i don't wanna be the annoying reddit user who cant comprehend the rules but like i cant comprehend the rules. and i want input augh !
#i dislike reddit for this exact reason#but like i want to at least see if its worth reaching out to them#i guess because it's about something other than the subreddit itself that it got removed#and also they probably don't like that i included the fact that it'd require an email#but like. pray tell.#how else do i do a digital newsletter.#you need an email to make a reddit account#but it wasn't a "''give me your email'' post it was a#''hey if i do this what sort of things do yall think would be cool to see/include''#ive read the rules i am looking all over for any rule that i could have possibly broken and i can not find a One.#its not even an outside community or anything#i doubt i'll get any sort of message from the mods about it#you'd think for a subreddit with 14k they'd have some sort of moderation system that sends a dm when things get taken down#it's probably some sort of AI bot thing tbh my post got taken down within 3 mins#whatever i have a final in less than an hour i should not be worrying about this sort of thing#gdbwye#blub blub#rant
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some leftists, even those who will vote for Kamala Harris while holding their nose, make claims like, "fascism doesn't just go away if you vote against it" & while there are those out there who do feel this way (or at least want to) there are MANY who know that something like Project 2025 doesn't just go away if they lose their chance to implement it nationwide.
a leftist responded to one of my comments on facebook when i mentioned something about "accelerationists." it was only part of my comment & not even my point. they were SO offended by me calling "all of them that" when i did no such thing. what i see is that leftists who claim they're above everyone because they don't fall for propaganda that easily are proving they are just as human as the rest of us & only read what they want to read.
i get it: the US has A LOT of issues. this is not a great country. there are so many things i want to see get changed for the better. there are plenty of folks who feel the same while not identifying themselves as far left.
one other issue i have: i mention Ernst Thälmann quite a bit in my political posts. he was a German politician & leader of the Communist Party of Germany. he regarded the Social Democratic Party as "social fascists" which made it harder for the two leftist parties to work together. when he ran for office again in 1933 he lost by a landslide & Hitler took office. Thälmann was arrested by the Gestapo & sent to Buchenwald. his party rival, Walter Ulbricht, ignored requests to plead for his release & Thälmann was eventually shot & killed on Hitler's personal command.
when i brought up Thälmann recently, someone commented, "yeah, don't be like the guy who wanted to beat fascism but vote them in instead." that is NOT what i meant & these folks who claim they're the smartest ever because they don't like the US (that's actually a low bar; plenty if people dislike it) like to pretend they don't see my point. my only point is this: we are stronger together regardless of your normal party affiliation. working apart? making purity politics your hill to die on? it won't help us & we probably won't like how that'll turn out.
leftists who don't see the forest for the trees: you're right, you can't just "vote fascism away." the issue is your wanting to be superior to the rest of us is you may be part of what helps them get that kind of power. you're not the MAIN problem; our justice system is garbage & there's decades of poor education & people have been falling for propaganda & people are voting for anyone who is as hateful & ignorant as they are. my point in saying to not be an Ernst Thälmann is: don't tear us apart because of even slightly different ideologies. we need to work together. start at the local level. please remember it's not just the president; Congress & the Supreme Court are also filled to the brim with corruption.
#us politics#american politics#leftists#anyone can fall for propaganda#anyone can take something out of context#anyone fighting against what the gop has become needs to be welcome#keeping us all apart is a major problem#voting third party won't solve anything & only hurts the major party closer to your goals#america is awful in a lot of ways#there are pockets of fascism everywhere#and our government has been fascist to indigenous & non-white people for ever#but good things can happen if we work together starting at local level#yes call out the president#but i hope you're doing the same to members of congress#y'all act like our government is already a monarchy#even if the president doesn't wish for somrthing to happen Congress is the one that can make it awful too#liberals#conservatives#libertarians#centrists#moderates#democrats#republicans#you're all welcome if you don't want trump to win
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my mom read one or two articles with supposed "statistics" that say sleeping in a bra or even just frequently wearing a bra causes breast cancer and like I cannot believe that she's fearmongering to me about "would you rather wear a bra to bed because 'it's so uncomfortable without it' and have to fight breast cancer, or would you rather get your priorities fixed?"
#gurt made a great point over the summer bc she got the full brunt of my mom's insanity#she said that like. one or two small studies don't necessarily mean definitive fact#but my mom takes any statistics she sees from this stuff as absolutely true#so like... yeah maybe there's some correlation. but I don't think that me covering my massive badonkalonks when I sleep#is going to directly cause cancer#yeah maybe too much high omega 6s CAN cause inflammation and heart problems or whatever. but eating peanut butter isn't going to kill me#my mom has no sense of moderation. she's a statistics person and if there's a statistic that says something well by golly#that's the gospel truth apparently#Lu rambles#I have got to get out of this house. I have to#does anyone in the western US need a roommate? I'm working on getting a car rn
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always enamoured with that post adwd concept where brienne actually tries to kill jaime with oathkeeper, only to realise that she can’t and it’s wrong and she’s horrified that she actually considered AND acted upon it. and jaime being caught soooo off guard because that was the last thing he expected from brienne and like that didn’t cross his mind at all, the realisation of what it meant, what she tried to do, why she looks so horrified and why she looked so haunted prior. I know everyone thinks she’ll be too guilty to do anything but can you imagine if she actually tried and worse couldn’t go through with it i think it’d be delicious 😋😋
#I drew that concept before actually with brienne kneeling over jaime ready to stab him but she can’t so she ended up crying#and Jaime’s like ❓❓⁉️ but I love it ….. I need more scenes of it ….#not normally a fan of miscommunication/misunderstanding trope but something abt is sooooooooooo delicious with jb 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭#actually I lied I like that trope but only in moderation LOL
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i never buy fast fashion, but she's just so cute i had to. literally my soul sister what do you mean
#i'm gonna wear her forever and ever and ever#i hate that it's fast fashion but it also feels nice having something first-hand in my wardrobe#i need to get over the guilt of partaking in moderated consumerism#meirl#gothihop speaks
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damn i guess mental health does eventually heal
#2021 me hates to see me coming 😼🙏#that shit is still there but i can manage it#goodbye severe depression and social anxiety hello moderate depression and manageable social anxiety 🤩🤩#sorry guys i need to feed my ego every once in a while#just because something healed doesn’t mean there aren’t scars#huh..#wish does not shut up
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Today I watched most of my classmates present their bachelor's theses and basically graduate
I'm lagging behind by approximately a year, my home group is now basically gone, and I've been doing occasional courses with second and third year students but haven't Connected
#I need to get into their Whatsapp groups or something#Better yet someone should make a Whatsapp community or Discord server or something for the whole textile design department#Plus alumni#But that requires effort and possibly moderation#Huopatossutehdas
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