#someone make me continue this LOL
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I'm trying to get back into writing, so I'm rereading some of my wips, and I love this one so much and I want to see it continued so badly...
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âDoctor Piper,â Spock said. âThis is Doctor McCoy.â
Piper stood up and offered McCoy his hand. âDoctor.â
McCoy accepted it. âDoctor.â
âI see you wasted no time,â Piper said, looking at McCoyâs bag. âSo eager to take over my post?â
McCoyâs cheeks heated. He didnât even put on his uniform. âI was told the Enterprise urgently needed a new surgeon. I didnât know you were still here until Spock told me a few minutes ago.â
Piper hummed. âGood to see some passion. Spock, I think you and McCoy will find you have some interests in common. Not like you and me.â
âIâve always found our conversations agreeable, Doctor,â Spock said. âNo matter how rare and infrequent they were.â
Piper patted Spock on the arm, and the hard lines around Spockâs mouth softened.
âWell, I can show you around the sick bay,â Piper said to McCoy, âor you can go settle in your quarters and come back. Itâs quiet today, but donât let that fool you.â
McCoy let out a laugh. âIf there ever was a starship doctor who had two days without an emergency, Iâll eat my hat.â
âYou're not wearing a hat,â Spock said.
McCoy didnât know what to say. Spock was either going to be the funniest person or the most annoying one. Decision pending.
The door to the sick bay opened. âHey, Mark. I need ââ
McCoy startled. The voice brought up a memory â not a forgotten one, but one heâd buried deep. Quickened breaths, hands roaming over his body, caressing, gripping, and whispered words that â he squashed it down.
This couldnât be happening.
Maybe it was just a similar voice.
He turned around.Â
And there he was. The man who introduced himself to McCoy as Jim three years ago. He hadnât changed much. His hair was shorter and thinning at the front, his shoulders filled up, and his gold-greenish tunic was tight enough to outline the contours of his biceps and pectorals. McCoy wet his lips, his eyes roaming up and down Jimâs body.
Two and a half stripes on his wrists. It was just his luck. Jim was the damned captain of this ship.
âWhat happened to you, Captain?â Spock asked.
McCoy frowned and looked at Jim⌠the captain more carefully. He had avoided looking at his face before, afraid of what he would see there. Recognition? Disinterest?
Their eyes met. Kirk looked away as if McCoy was just a piece of furniture.
THAT'S IT WTF SELF how DARE you end it here?
#someone make me continue this LOL#i wanted to write a fic where mccoy and kirk only become friends after mccoy gets assigned to the enterprise#sounded interesting#mckirk#my writing#tos nonsense#leonard mccoy#spock#jim kirk
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So for many, many years, the Prince believed that he was safe. And the price he paid for his safety was his freedom...
#rwrb#rwrbedit#red white and royal blue#alex x henry#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#userninz#userveronika#usersteen#usernuria#usermaloune#chrissiewatts#userlang#mine*#im literally crying you guys wtff!!!!!!!!!#the fact this was filmed#its so so important too<333#henry my baby we gonna get you out of there!!!!! (ik we already did but akhfk)#also 'sent the suit a prince of armour'...someone tell me how this makes sense lol#was that an error but they continued shooting?!#also the 3rd one is deffo the one we got in the montage just reshot
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Lily: Well, Severus, at least the Marauders donât use dark magic.
Severus: Well, Lily, then I guess I can slit their throats with a razor blade as long as i don't use dark magic for it, right?
#incorrect marauders quotes#incorrect marauders era#incorrect marauders textposts#lily evans#severus snape#marauders era#the marauders era#the marauders#marauders#Lily Evansâ logic when establishing her moral paradigm continues to fascinate me even after 15 years#I suppose for her#blowing someoneâs head off with a shotgun was always far more morally acceptable than temporarily blinding someone with a conjunctivitis cu#Everything is better as long as it doesnât involve dark magic#even dismembering someone or dropping an atomic bomb#i guess#i don't make the rules#she does#lol
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aaaAAHh
#ignore sneezless floating#im pretty sure someone already pointed this out but i cant remember lol#thay make me aaaah uuh#rayllum#callum#tdp#the dragon prince#continue the saga#give us the saga#no hesitation holy sht
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Best friends or something...


Feeling so much like a dead corpse lately. It's probably the stress of the semester... and being mistreated/ underappreciated a lot. Still, I'll manage.
Happy Valentine's Day to those who celebrate it, by the way! It's a coincidence that I drew something mildly mushy on the occasion, lol. It wasn't really my intention. Just gotta let these thoughts (Toxic YAOI LMAO) about them out, and then I can get back to business. If you're confused, that's just how I draw younger Jimmy and Curly. What an odd pair of friends(?)...
#mouthwashing#wrong organ#mouthwashing jimmy#mouthwashing curly#jimmy zare#curly grant#again yes this is toxic yaoi but not extremely toxic lmao so#jimcurly#curlyjim#curly x jimmy#jimmy x curly#co pilot jimmy#captain curly#usagifuyusummerart2025#digital art#infinite painter#fanart#fanart 2025#sketch art#art#art 2025#tags or post might change if there are any mistakes#not much to babble here. just been feeling terrible. i have to continue doing my duties for a while... washing the toilet is gonna take time#still just letting these thoughts about them flow for a while. they are such intriguing characters... maybe it's how jimmy isn't seen as a#human character that makes me think about him. like how the fandom constantly dehumanizes him by yeah you've seen it. i understand why#but it just creates this... feeling of further alienation and abandonment to someone who obviously needs help#but nobody is willing to (sans Curly pre-Mouthwashing lol) because of how he is as a person. something like that. it makes me really#understand him like he obviously needs help but he doesn't acknowledge that he needs it and thus turns into a complete monster. not all of#us can be saved is what i think when i look at jimmy. thank you wrong organ/the game devs for making a game about the systemic abuse of the#working world and how it turns us into monsters. if you've read this far thank you. hope your day is good.
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e/riels are singlehandedly the most misogynistic group within this fandom and god does it make my blood boil
#just saw someone insinuate that women knowing how to defend themselves aka know how to kill people in fantasy novels#is not only 'unrealistic' but a masculine trait#this coupled with that one that was copy and pasting asks today using the term 'wokeness' just confirms what ive assumed#they just continue to expose themselves#antielriel#anti e/riel#tp#how i worded the first tag is kinda all over the place forgive me. they make me angry lol
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TRAGIC: beautiful william afton post suddenly unrebloggable after mentioning minor thing that doesnt fit canon characterization
#whenever someone mentions grief on a wafton post it triggers smth horrible in me and i get rlly scared shaking and crying and whimpering..đ¨#i just never know what people mean by this. when was he sad#point to a place in time in canon where he was explicitly grieving that isnt smth you made up. i will wait#BUT ANYWAUS. its always smth so small and minor like noooo no.o....... now i cant reblog bc it BUGS me it bugs me so bad like sorry im evil#the rest of this was so beautiful and true until you said that............ đ˘ . lol#this isnt even to say that he cant its just like......... when you imply that grief is a big part of HIS CHARACTER specifically its. a teen#bit silly because..... where. where. besides yall making stuff up abt fnaf4 like im just wonderingggg okay be honest............#like his thing is that he doesnt give a shit abt killing people yo he doesnt care that that kid died he cares abt his gay restaurant and oc#im gonna cry im gonna sob#anyways#fnaf 3 minigame where ge was scared abt the child ghosts like...... that wasnt him feeling remorseful about it.............#that was him being afraid of The Consequences of his own selfish actions...... guy who creates costumes and characters and masks and facade#so he doesnt have to face the whole world as he knows he is. so he can continue to indulge. it wasnt REALLY ME YOU GUYS haha...... not your#beloved friendly neighbor William Afton âşď¸ hes so kind and nice and polite and he loves absolutely *adores* kids. he could never really hur#anyone. not him. not Afton.#coughs**** or something whatever erm *tugs collar* is it hot in here or is it just me haha heehee hoohoo đ hehr **falls down flight ofatai#he wants his child flesh and eat it too đ#lmao
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me trying to hype myself up to posting online again despite The Horror
#so turned out taking a break was both needed and the worst thing I could have done#having Anything to do day to day was the one thing keeping my brain from engaging nuclear meltdown lol#was trying to tell myself if the election went well maybe there'd be a chance for someone like me and it'd be worth trying again#but uhh no need to explain the flaws in that logic lmao#still stuck in the same place with no where else to go#and like#the more I learn about the scale of history the more I understand that relief won't really come until long after I've died#not at a scale needing to overcome the sheer ocean of grief and blood my country is built on and continues to feed year by year#have to live with it now somehow#its not liberating to acknowledge#but there's no such thing as miracles so I guess I'll stop hoping for better#that kind of thing has to be built by hand#really feelin that pingu rn#anyway time to stop whining I gotta start planning to post art or something#might need a second blog for my other non-nature-y artwork#trying to figure out how to make things manageable#maybe will make something silly just to break the ice#rompopolo calls
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uh, ladies? i don't feel ready to turn 27
#personal#i currently have 68 euros on my bank account bc two of my pays have been late again#upside: my rent is payed! downside: i am not sure i can currently afford breakfast ajkfdshg#and i got humiliated in an auto body shop and spilled stale mozzarella water all over myself#and got yelled at by random guys to not park literally right in front of my building#and work has been shit#and uni as well#and this is just not how i imagined my 27th birthday lol#to be fair it is tomorrow not today#but still#anyway i wanted to scream into the void#i am overworked and tired and i have been ill for over a week#and i feel like everyone is mad at me and i am continuing to make Wrong choices aaskjfdsg#i hope it is Just A Feeling#and not actual reality#adsjfhghjgfdh#anygay i have emerged to be Sad Emo uwu and now i return to my regularly scheduled suffering#pls someone tell me it's normal for your late 20's to feel like this askfjdshjgdfhjd and i can still have nice things
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More heartache (Edelthea edition)











#FEW3H#fire emblem three hopes#dorothea arnault#edelgard von hresvelg#edelthea#azure gleam#sorry about the miserable formatting#dorothea is uh.. she's not doing well on this route#worried sick about not just edelgard but also hubert and ferdinand#anxious over encountering the empire#lost her motivation to fight but also continues to do so because she views it as her responsibility#crushed by survivor's guilt#seeing dorothea be this worried over edelgard makes me so unwell when we know what happened to her#I don't think I've recovered from ag yet someone help me lol
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Okay this is the *actual* last comment, for real, but I just found out Spider is now smearing me as a convert and accusing me of being involved with drama I was not involved with because he mistakenly attributed my apologies for his public temper tantrum as being about something unrelated.
THIS IS A FALSE ACCUSATION and I do not appreciate having yet another bit of fake malicious intent falsely ascribed to my actions and* attributing a completely unrelated attack to me.
Also, it's very sad and disappointing whenever a Jew gets mad at a convert because something else is going on in the Jew's life and the convert happens to be in the splash zone and the Jew falls over backwards to smear the convert and invalidate her faith.
Just....the childish aggression is making me so, so sad and disappointed, from someone I used to think very highly of, who is now lying about me and publicly smearing me with false accusations based on a conflict he started because he misinterpreted something I said and I went out of my way to give him the benefit of the doubt when trying to clear up the mistake HE MADE that led him to decide bullying and attacking me for three fucking days was appropriate and okay and that I'm the bad guy for saying it's wildly unprofessional to behave like this in public to a former customer face.
Sorry, but facts, reality, linear time and the truth of what I actually said and did are on my side here, and I will not stand for being smeared and attacked and shat all over because I had the gall to try to kindly resolve his uncalled for, unjustified temper tantrum.
I am also not sorry that I left a side note in the tags that it was also unacceptable for HIM to drag his daughter into a stupid internet slapfight based on his own reading comprehension failure. Because it was and is unacceptable, and she needs to hear that message from someone.
End of story. Keep digging that hole as long as you like, Spider. It's not helping your case and is continuing to make you look progressively worse and more unreasonable, and the only person you have to blame is yourself.
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*revised for clarity
#don't buy from nerdykeppie#all receipts are under this tag#if you're so offended because my reporting on the things you say and do makes you look bad maybe the problem is you#this whole thing was completely needless#and yet he is continuing to DARVO me because he's pissed that his usual method of smugly lashing out at people over their poor reading#comprehension doesn't work when it's him who failed to comprehend what I wrote in the first place#also REAL FUCKING INCHRESTING that he's lying about me being involved in the jewvestigation of him so he responds by......jewvestigating me#lol#lashon hara. maybe he should study it sometime.#and maybe he'll learn warning others about poor behavior from a business so they don't waste their money there is not lashon hara#but honestly I doubt it because he's never going to let go of his desperate complex about always being the smartest raddest dude in the roo#it looks pathetic and I think he realizes that or he wouldn't have had such a dramatic extended meltdown over the things *he* said to *me*#I also still find it funny that he has conveniently forgotten to address the whole âhey bud your timeline doesn't add upâ part#and I think that's because he knows if he were to address the proof that he didn't remember it correctly he would be forced to admit that h#threw a massive shitfit at someone for no reason because his memory got mixed up#so so funny that he can't come up with an answer for that#almost like! he knows he fucked up bigtime and is scrambling to make himself the victim!#also funny that âworrying about someone who was dragged into a fight by a bullyâ got twisted into sneakily scheming to turn her against him#I'm not a scheming plotter I'm worried because the behavior you showed your child in public was wildly inappropriate TO HER.#it's sad! It's fucking sad and embarrassing and hypocritical and immature and SAD!#but the pretend me other people are attacking because they made shit up is none of my business#if he wants to keep writing fanfic about me he can go right ahead#because again#the more he talks the worse he looks#the more he digs this hole the deeper he gets mired in his own muck#and it's not my job to bend over backwards to keep him from experiencing the natural consequences of his actions.#I really should learn the lesson that people who are snide assholes in one situation are usually snide assholes across the board#really the worst part is knowing I defended him when he threw tantrums like this before#that's what I regret and feel guilty about: that I backed up his shitty behavior and gave it legitimacuy#that was wrong of me and I'm sorry for every time I jumped in as one of his flying monkeys
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God I freaking hate sirens
#raineyrambles#always have#when I was younger it was more so cause theyâre loud#and still is#but the longer they continue the longer they lowkey freak me out#no idea why#weâll technically thatâs a lie- itâs probably because of the urban legends#about siren creatures I most definitely should not have been looking into in middle school lol#anyways this was inspired by me hearing sirens for a bit longer than usual#and Iâm 90% sure someone got rear ended at the light down the road#looked like it was a cop car that just pulled up behind two cars from what I could make out out the window
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gonna treat this site more like a blog and give updates on my writings because i noticed that if i get so much as one 'this sounds interesting' or 'cant wait to read' my brain short-circuits and spits out words in an hour that wouldve taken me a week to write otherwise
and with that, welcome to my wip rants :)
because i havent come up with better titles they are called The Ring (second coming fic) and Only Human (Crowley has lost his memories fic) lol and the former is mostly done, it only needs some editing but im saving that till after my exams because i know it's gonna be time-consuming. The latter however is still in full plotting mode and today i outlined all of chapter 8 (except for the flashbacks lol im ignoring the flashbacks) which i think is very nice :)
#did i work on the outline instead of studying? maybe but life's too short to not be completely consumed by good omens :)#yes yes i know going back to studying now :(#also im gonna make tags for these two wips cause why not lol#The Ring#Only Human#i think the updates will be mostly about only human cause im not sure if i'll continue with the ring but we'll see hahah#it's just im not really liking it so far#also i really need a beta reader lol but i also cant handle criticism so maybe not the best idea lol#but ahhh i need someone to tell me what's wrong with itđ#ramble gamble
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drawring exercises
#art#traditional art#watercolour#pen#marker#in a constant state of making up new warmups for myself so i dont get bored of them LOL this continuous line thing has been interesting#lowkey that was one of the biggest things thats helped me develop my markmaking confidence#early in my fine arts degree they made us do a bunch of half hour long blind contour drawings#so like we'd look at something and draw the contour outline of it without lifting our pencils until its done#but also this is a 'blind' one so we're not allowed to look at the page. again until its done#and we always had time requirements so like a contour drawing for like 30 sec 2 min etc. and they made us do some 30 min ones at one point#and it literally sucked so bad to do. but also it forced me to really painfully feel out that contour line LOL#it didnt make my lines neat or clean or smooth or anything. but it helped make me not care about that in the first place#which is good for someone like me. and it also built my confidence cause now i know any line i draw will not suck as bad as trying to#draw the outline of like i dunno a hammer as slowly as possible for 30 minutes without looking at the page or lifting your pencil#so now i can do anything. now i can do anything#sometimes art exercises teach you by torturing you until you get good? sometimes that happens#anyway these are of course way more fun than a 30min blind contour drawing <3
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btw
CHANGING STATES
Lately, something has taken hold / of meânot hunger, not shame. It is like a flower / blooming in the injury. âRichie Hofmann
On the evening Jeremiah decides heâll drive thirty hours to Maryland, the other half of his mattress is cold and Madonnaâs on the radio. In his bedroom, he taps his cigarette on the windowsill, the ash scattering into rainy blue hour, and listens. Time goes by so slowly, she goes, her voice singed through his boomboxâs broken speakers. Heâs meant to replace it, though heâs meant to do a lot of things: check the mail, make a quiche, buy lightbulbs, call his sister, take up cross-stitch, recycle an olive jar, move his bed to the opposite side of his room. But time goes by so slowly, and Jeremiah would knowâheâs twenty-one, yet feels heâs been alive for much, much longer.
#i already shared this BUT I WAS TINKERING WITH THIS PROJECT TONIGHT#(this morning I had revelations to make this autofiction-y about going to a place and before getting there someone dies)#which is loosely based off 2022 me in maryland and this is 2005 jeremiah in maryland!!!!#ANYWAY TONIGHT I WROTE A PARAGRAPH ABOUT JEREMIAH IN LOVE WITH THE WEATHERMAN#but i was sick of not having a title (the document is legit 'jeremiah book' lol)#SO I THINK THIS IS FINE????#also it's not going to be a book it's probably going to be a short story!!! and it's like my apology to this poor man for inflicting#harrison upon him#my bad babe#i still need to fix this paragraph the phrasing is a little off!!! BUT he talked about madonna's new album in BB#AND HE'S LISTENING TO IT NOW!!!!#I'M A LIL UNWELL OVER THE CONTINUITY#also pls read that hofmann poem (linked!!!!!) I LOVE THAT COLLECTION SM I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT IT FOR FREEEEE#changingstates
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i think if i go to work today i may actually explode or turn into a puddle of mush or some other sort of physical manifestation of a mental breakdown
#i mean i will still go it wouldnt be fair on my coworkers#but fucking hell i dont want toooooo#so anxious!!!! and for what!!!!!#did maybe have a little cry at work yesterday and yet that apparently wasnt enough to get it out of my system#i hate customers can they go die please#sick of being humiliated constantly!!!! all my life ive felt constantly humiliated!!!! humiliated as a child continue to be humiliated by my#disabilities and body malfunctioning as an adult!!!! and now humiliated everyday by rich middle class customers who think they are better#than me and that anyone who works in fast food must be stupid!!!!! which is not true!!!!! but even if it was thats no reason to look down#on someone!!!!!!#hateeee that i feel like i as a person am being sold as a product too hate that i have to have a name badge and be perceived want to hide#under my covers in my flat and only think about a-yao forever#how a-yao put up with constant and worse humiliation for so long is actually insane#<-linking everything back to ayao to make me feel better lol
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