#solo party

[sainely]

July 30th 2024: SHE’S BACK AND I’M HAPPY AGAIN!

(Archived from my notes)

- Soooo itchy (head, shoulders, back of right thigh <from mosquito bite tho>) (2:24 AM)

- Gonna try to sleep (3:00 AM)

- Up for work (7:14)

- Not gonna smoke today.

- Trying to be better

- Felt scattered brained and anxious at work doing till <i stepped on sidewalk cracks on purpose too prove nothing will happen at work>

- Couldn’t count money quickly or remember what people said

- On lunch and still feel anxious

- Really weird feelings at work

- Came home from work and saw a really cool spider in my garden that was eating something in the centre of its web

- I stayed in my work clothes and sat in the rain for 2 songs

- It felt refreshing <i collected a bird feather>

- Picked my body for 25 minutes after taking my wet shirt off in the laundry room

- Thinking fuck it! I have free will. Can do whatever the fuck i want as long as i’m not hurting anyone

- Okay… i shower now done feeling gross

- Maybe i’ll colour after

- SHOWER WAS WONDERFUL! <Shaved and cleaned so i don’t look like a troll for my love☺️>

- Opened a kitty savings account (for me to save for my own cat) ((Loki is family cat))

- Heavy hit the pen (4:45)

- Been laying on my bed on tiktok (6:09)

- Heard nia’s voice outside my door

- She said “sainely?” then just hummed for a few seconds

- She’s not outside my door

- “Hey google! Play Tonight Tonight on Spotify”

- “Volume 6”

- Took another heavy hit of the pen (6:37)

- Energy’s up

- Nostalgia music

- I sound like my sister (not the one from last post) (( will call this one… mara)

- I’m gonna look back at these and laugh one day

- Holy shit i can’t sing but i don’t care!!!

- Took a sick ass photo

- See enoris (sister mentioned in last post) this is why i never text you… anyways

- I’m gonna say everything that’s on my mind now even if it’s uncomfortable

- Fuck mood dropped after thinking about how to say uncomfortable things

- MORE WEED Party On <pfffff>

- Another Heavy Hit (7:12)

- Another Heavy Hit (8:07)

- been killing it at mariocart <not really it’s actually been very very bad>

- NIA’S COMING HOME

- MY BABY ☺️

- thinking of ideal society: every non creative job is done by robots however if people would like to do these jobs too they can in the regulated way or suggest better ethical and logical ways to run the operations at hand to a governing body (cause we still need one of these)

- everyone can just live how they want cost free:… screw money

- NIA IS HEREEEEEE: she said “it looks like a depression room in here”

- Heavy Hit (9:09)

-Nia’s dad was texting her since she came home for something and waited 20 minutes for her to come out… Very Angry Dad

- Heavy feelings hit until I crack a joke

- Rest of the night I switch from feeling great to getting really sad

- Think i might’ve taken one last hit sometime when nia left the room (or that might’ve happened already)

- Went to bed around 11:30 <i think>

Hope to see you another day <3

[fallenangelblade]

i always wonder in the wake of these category 5 destiel events how long it takes for misha to get a “hey man” text from jensen

[maiko-coy]

So I did a thing...

[sunlit-mess]

DROP ANOTHER ART W SEBASTIAN AND MY LIFE IS YOUURS

I actually have backlogs of sebastian sketches/doodles in my files...

[izzylimon]

Harrison Ford coming in at the last minute to endorse Kamala Harris even tough he´s never endorsed a political candidate before is the most Han Solo thing he´s ever done.

[skepticalkoi-catastrophe]

𝕊𝕜𝕦𝕝𝕝 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝔹𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤

Pairing: Sung Jinwoo x Reader

Genre: Mutual Friendship, Hinted Mutual Crush, College Au

⚠️Warnings⚠️: None

Word count: 769

𓆩 ♡ 𓆪 [10:45 PM] - "Should I be worried that you know how to replicate fake blood this well? I probably should be, right?" Jinwoo jokes as he enters your dorm room.

You decided to be a killer playboy bunny for the Halloween party tonight. The five-kitchen ingredient mixture drips from your neck as only moments ago you finished your makeup.

"If you want to get bloody tonight, I've got enough to share." You chuckle, placing the bowl of red liquid on your desk. "Where's your costume?"

Originally, it was supposed to be you and your best friend. She got hit with a bad stomach virus the night before and was still in recovery.

He offered to be your plus one once you gave him the news. It's somewhat of a favor he owed you from before. He's dressed in a black cotton button-down, partially unbuttoned, with matching black jeans. Black high-top Chuck Taylor's on his feet.

"My package got delayed, so no Ghostface mask. You're my plan B."

"Plan B?"

He takes a seat at your desk, crossing his arms as he leans back into your chair. "You've got any ideas?"

You squint, trying to picture a look at him. Something that would take no time at all.

"A Skeleton." You snap your fingers, having an 'aha' moment.

His mouth curled into a smile as he nodded, lifting his shoulder in a half shrug. Digging through your makeup bag, whatever wasn't in there was strewn about.

Your posters, tapestries, and post-it notes with reminders and daily affirmations on them catch his attention. Everything had a similar color palette, from your sheets to your laundry basket to your rug beside your bed. It made him wish he'd stop by more often.

"Do you want me to paint your neck and chest too?" You asked, sizing him up as you organized your brushes and body paints.

Your question hangs in the air. He hasn't had his face painted since he was a child. Tonight was the one night he could be truly himself. Carefree and stupid like every other twentysomething. Based on your makeup alone, he knows he's in good, capable hands.

Jinwoo scoots forward in your chair.

"Yeah, go all out. Make me a skeleton."

You smirk, standing between his legs. Raking your fingers through his hair, you attach two larger hair clips. His exposed forhead meets a cooling sensation from your primer. Its slushy to then tacky consistency threw him off.

You trace a black outline around his eye sockets, whispering for him to close his eyes. He does so, allowing you to deepen the shadows. Drawing on his nasal cavities and each tooth across his upper and lower lip, you're deathly close. Your thumb smudges away any mistakes, much to his confusion. He almost thought you were doing it on purpose. Almost.

Down his neck, your thin brush goes as he twitches a tad. "Are you ticklish?" You take a go at him. There was no reply. He merely blinks and scoffs.

You keep going, carving out each spinel vertebrae. From the cervical to the thoracic vertebra, brushstrokes flowed into his ribcage. His toned chest surprises but doesn’t shock you. Guess all that excessive training paid off.

"Tell me, what made you take this route this year?" A cheeky grin plastered across his face. "Never would've thought you were one for the classics."

"Classic easy access, you mean?" You joke, applying the white body paint next. It fills in the shaped skull of his face like an X-ray. Your brush strokes earn another twitch out of him.

"Jin, quit moving, or you're gonna look like shit." You huff, sucking your teeth.

"Okay, okay, I'm sorry. I can't help it. It feels weird."

His mischievous glint in his eyes trails up and down your neck and exposed chest.

"I guess I'm playing guard dog tonight, too? All things considered?"

"If you're looking for an excuse to kick some guy's ass for looking at me too hard, be my guest. You don't need my permission."

You straightened your stance, making sure every marking was symmetrical. Up went your thumb. It splits his face into two halves. Closing your right eye, your tongue sticks out from between your lips.

He leans his head to the left, taking your thumb in his larger hand and pulling you forward.

"Whaddaya doing?"

"Admiring my work, you're one hell of a canvas." You thread a hand through his hair, removing the hair clips. His bangs flow back where they were.

Jinwoo rises from your chair. His hand never lets go of yours, nor does he break his gaze.

"Paint me again sometime, yeah?"

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A/N - HAPPY HALLOWEEN 🎃

[surreal-duck]

lullaby for another

[gods-favorite-autistic]

Track list for Fig and the Cig Figs independently published Junior Year album (officially named “Infaethable”)

Teenage Rebellion

Night Yorb (a heavy metal banger)

Summer Scaries

Devils Nectar

Time Quangle (a love song about Ayda)

Multiclass (Gorgug sings on this!)

The Ballad Of Lucy Frostblade (Kristen was the one who convinced Fig to write this)

So Late, So Tactical

Do You Have A Fucking Warrant

Cassandra (Can You Hear Me)

Hall Of Mirrors

President Applebees (written entirely in the night after Kristen gets elected by a drunk Fig with extremely drunk notes by Kristen)

Raging For Love (inspired by Gorgug, of course)

The Elven Oracle (Has A Day Job) (So Stop Bothering Her)

Maximum Legend

Fury Of The Ball

Cursed

Infaethable

The Bad Kids

[skumpkin420]

Urban SheRa is another fave to draw, these girls could tear up a town! I might do more of them but I might need to find a better fit for Catra. Any suggestions?

[ms-boogie-man]

Ahem…

If at this point, you are supporting the political establishment's candidate, Kamala Harris — 'cause let us face facts here, RINOs like Mitt Romney and Liz Cheney are supporting her and it is totally obvious that the two political parties are and have been a uni-party playing good cop/bad cop with Americans — then you are doing so out of ego and selfishness, or just plain ignorance

Have fun with that yo

… and if I am wrong, I do not have an ego and I will gladly admit I was wrong and apologize. You heard it here, bae

Angie/Maddie🦇❥✝︎🇺🇸

Meme by Angie

[sainely]

July 27th 2024: Partner left me for a week

(Archived from my notes)

(btw i promise these will be better, i just need to post what i’ve already written even though i missed quite a few days)

- Went to work fine and completed my shift with no problems (8:30-2:30)

- Wanted to use my afternoon to get fucked up

- Before I did so: I made dinner (thai lettuce wraps <i made em way to spicy>), baked muffins from a bag, cleaned some dishes and took out the garbage, had two showers (not consecutively <one right after work and one once i was ready to put pjs on>

- It was 11:00 PM before I actually did anything in my getting fucked up plans

- Got super high on a blunt and drank some of an alcohol concoction that i made earlier (2 large sips) ((it was poison))

Hope to see you another day <3

[grilledcheezy92]

I need Sweetheart to get stuck in a wall....

[aeolianblues]

Working out what Kele’s tone setup is bc I think I have the same amp hee hee

[cinnamonsikwate]

speaking of racism in dm (both fantasy & regular), this exchange has haunted me since the first time i read this chapter

and regardless of actual origin within the eastern continent/archipelago, ofc she wouldn't recognize the name shuro bc it's not even his real name 😭

[rozerem]

vibe check~ a summer coda

[natjennie]

mick is the funniest motherfucker on earth. you gave them the PLAGUE bestie!