#sobbing... ugh god FUCK...

[glacialswordsman-a]

" you deserved to be cared for you know . " they press another soft kiss to his jaw, slowly beginning to trail them towards his ear before nipping at it softly . " you deserve to be treated with kindness, with love. " finally they begin to trail the kisses down his neck , every so often dragging their fangs against his skin. "so let me show you, let me show you how much i love you. let me take care of you for once , starshine . " ( hi jamey. this is for when they're in sumeru :3. )

“Ch-Childe,” Kaeya breathed out before a soft gasp left him as they tenderly kissed at him, lovingly tending to him and making his face darken considerably from the blood rushing to his cheeks.

Not too long ago, Kaeya had gone silent as his expression grew melancholic. The same expression he has when he thought way too much about things he could have done differently. The same expression he has when he thought about home, about his brother. It was laden with guilt and shame, and sometimes Kaeya cannot help but think about what-ifs, especially now when he has the freedom to simply be around someone he trusted most.

Ajax.

The ginger usually helped him out of this headspace by giving him quiet affections. Soft kisses, warm embraces, gentle assurances—quite similar to what they’re doing now. Yet now there was the addition of reverence, the addition of heat, as they traveled their lips against his skin and down his neck.

Shuddering, a quiet whimper left him as his brows pinched upwards. It wasn’t a sound of pain, but rather one of uncertainty as he took in their words. His heart hammered in his chest while his stomach tingled with butterflies, his Adam’s apple bobbing whenever he swallowed the lump in his throat.

“You…love, me?” he asked, his tone delicate and fragile as he absorbed their declarations, allowing them to sink into the very marrow of his bones and kindle a flame within him. “Ajax—.”

Tears that have always been so cold up until now slowly streaked down his cheeks as he took in a shuddering inhale, his hands clinging to the back of their head and clothes, keeping them as close as possible. A hand found itself back to his own face before it pulled off his eyepatch, leaving it forgotten as he held them close to his heart. “Please…

Please. Help me believe you. Help me think that what you say is true.”

Even if just for tonight.

[gingermintpepper]

Obsessed with the way Evadne's relationship with Apollo is described. Obsessed with the way Apollo was especially gentle with her because she was sheltered, hidden away and hadn't had any sort of experience with love prior to Apollo (and due to it being described as her 'first learning Aphrodite's joy' through Apollo', it was probably her first time even being attracted to someone). Obsessed with the way when she runs away, she stops in a violet patch to give birth. Y'know, violets, very famously the flower so strongly associated with Aphrodite that they were used in love potions? Those violets. Obsessed with the way that when Apollo realised his lover was going to have to deliver their child alone, he sent BOTH the goddess of childbirth and ALL THREE OF THE FATES to help and support her. Obsessed with the way that Apollo sends snakes to feed his baby honey straight from their fangs because Evadne abandons their son out of straight primal fear when her stepfather finds her and how the description of that honey is 'sweet venom' [ἰός] of the bees and is DEFINITELY a poetic pair/pun with [ἴον] aka violets and that every single thing about this relationship, conception and birth is a complete and utter fairytale down to Evadne's insanely overprotective stepfather having an immediate change of heart when he learned Evadne's child was an actual, legitimate Son of Apollo and the babe, after being cared for by his dad's honey-fanged snake buddies, was found perfectly healthy five days later swaddled in a blanket of violets (y'know the flowers so strongly associated with Aphrodite that they were used for lo-) and they called him Iamus aka Boy of the Violets which is AAAAAARRRR I AM GNAWING AT MY ENCLOSURE

Iamus was made of love. Everything about him was surrounded by deep and profound love and like, let's not even talk about his whole Thing of when he came of age and was like "I need to find out what my purpose is" and he literally had a Disney Protagonist moment where he ran out into the wilds and was like "Father!! Grandfather!! Tell me what I'm supposed to doooo!!" and then APOLLO FUCKING ANSWERED AND LED HIM TO ONE HIS TEMPLES ENTIRELY BY TALKING WITH IAMUS AND LETTING HIM FOLLOW HIS VOICE FOR THE WHOLE JOURNEY LIKE -

What do y'all know about the kind of SSS tier romantic escapades Apollo had fr?

[sasug4y]

OH MY GOD I FUCKING HATE SAIOUMA WHAT THE FUCK UGHDJKSJDIAKDKKSJEKDKCN PLS WHY ARE SAIOUMA FANFIC WRITERS ALLERGIC TO FUCKING HAPPINESS WTF (i just read 25,244 on ao3 and i’m CRUMBLING…)

anyone seeing this pls recommend fics that are angsty with a happy ending or something because I CANT KEEP READING ANGST ONLY… (i literally read dear saihara~ last week bro,,)

[hookhausen]

god we as a country are so beyond fucked at this point like the only hope for us is if we get a meteor striking us down before november so we dont have to vote in any of these useless fucking idiots

[critter-of-habit]

I can't remember crying this hard at a tv show before?? Where did that even come from i'm

[rouge-the-bat]

the way they made shadows eyes so expressive in shadow gens 🥺😍🥺😍😍🥺😍 the small movements of his eyebrows and him looking around!!!!! i LOVE it so much, this is exactly how he should be animated, his eye are supposed to be the most expressive part of him

[gayspock]

i havent been to the gym since i moved out & i wanna get active again but fr -_- i feel like everything is too much faff, too expensive or something that will bore me to tearssssss

[alaskan-wallflower]

greattttt there’s two kids who im pretty sure hate me in my english class where i have to do public speaking every week! yay!

[zenithpng]

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[digirainebow]

i didn't think jacob would be arguing with olivia, wanting it almost as much as her. what the hell. i expected the self defeated, taking one for the team attitude but actively needing it like her? when he had been trying to stop her all night? i feel like i've been blasted by a buckshot

[microwaving-tesilid-argente]

creating a spreadsheet of the trio's lines in the webnovel vs webcomic (as one does), and. i am on the FLOOR their characterisation differs so much from the webnovel and webcomic?!?!??? 😭😭 they took away all of hestio's flavour!!! and Ephael is a lot more stereotypical sunshine too i am losing my mind

Gone:

In the toy mansion, Ephael said that Tesilid was not just his friend, but his "best friend", so Ailette gave him more food. Hestio got very visibly sad and angry.

Whenever they're in battle, Hestio kind of talks to Ephael like he's a P*kemon ("Ephael, go and bite them!" / "Uh... okay.")

Ephael is pretty quiet and subdued throughout the toy mansion, while in the comic he's very artificially cheery.

ALMOST THE ENTIRETY OF HESTIO'S LINES WHEN THEY SNUCK TESILID FOOD IN PRISON IS GONE?!?!?!?? 😭😭😭😭😭😭 THE VIBES ARE SO DIFFERENT

Webnovel has BOTH Hestio and Ephael handing over food (in the webcomic only Ephael brought food. I dunno what Hestio was doing there.)

ONLY the webnovel has Hestio's extremely cute "What? Are you going to refuse the food because the rules are important? (annoyed but also genuinely scared)" / ".....I thought I'd have to shove the food down your mouth if you refused. Well, eat up."

The webcomic has Hestio suddenly ruin the entire mood by saying "🙄😒 did you know 🤓 the vatican is taking things out on you bc you refuse to kill heretics. also idc if the heretics are actually evil or not, what matters is that the vatican wants to know if youre on their side." like stfu please 😭 In the webnovel Hestio only brings this up because Ephael went "cheer up! if it werent for the city making a fuss, the vatican wouldn't have done this" and Hestio corrected him bc he wanted Tesilid not to misunderstand his situation with the Vatican.

What did they make comic!Hestio so callous for !!!!! 😭😭😭 Hestio is a SOFTIE with a mean streak and sharp tongue!!!

[cassmouse]

Okay but... Comparing a person to some kind of historical art. A Lord Byron poem. A Chopin piece. A renaissance painting. It makes my heart absolutely flip it is one of the most beautiful expressions of love I could POSSIBLY imagine

[mikereads]

The last season of Dead to me destroyed me like why ugh. It was harder than Beaches and Thelma and Louise combined fuck! Jen x Judy endgame. They were so in love. Why didn’t they get to live out the rest of there lives together with there children and get there happily ever after.

[jimimn]

just finished watching the suchwita episode and I'm in tears 😭 from laughing from crying from both 😭😭😭😭

[milo-is-rambling]

I am so high I love you dabs I love you big bong rips I love you huge heavy bong I love you only having 20 dollars to my name and no plans but getting high and ignoring it I love you oh no I’m thinking about it

[pinkseas]

girl help i started thinking Too Much about the fic avert your eyes