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🧣WE'RE TALKING TO SOMEONE
🧣AND NIGHTMARE SAID THIS:
🧣AND I'M LOSIGNG MY SJITH THWAT THE FUCK IS THAT BAJAHAHAHAH
#nightmare 🌙#[okay. jim stepping in. dust just tried to make his tag “kys”]#dust 🧣#< THERE. JIM. >:(#also my favorite color is red#so we can fill out the stupid freaking journal#because they kept ASKGIN and i said IDK#/lh ig#i don't like tone tags they don't capture my vibe#nightmare really needs them tho WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT. ACTUALLY WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT. BRO.#[edit from jim: changed dust's tag to just his name}
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"A Shimmer In Darkness" AU by -me- jackhornersimp, art by @staticart , Inspiration thanks to @mustymausoleum 🫓🩷💜😈
Dark, cold, foggy, that's what you could say about the road this poor soul was walking on, had to because of that stupid old car he had to get, knew the engine was gonna bust soon but he thought he would've made it home in time. He lived out in the mountains, no neighbors for miles upon miles, but obviously he had friends over a lot and they're way to chill to get rid of. So he took his rusty old car to get him and his friends some munchies, he was the sober one so they asked him to take them to the store that was near this old pie factory that could never be accessed, and the world they were living in was filled with beings that are descendants of fairytales and or nursery rhymes, but also....darkness that is too horrific to describe...a few days later Jack Horner, yes, THAT Jack Horner, in this modern day after being resurrected by the star after given a second chance, was taking his early morning jog when he stumbled upon an odd scene, he looked around and followed a trail further down the road, then he saw a journal on a rock, he was curious as after he picked it up he saw blood, he opened the journal and began to read it...
To whomever finds this journal, run while you still can! I am writing this because I believe no one would believe me if I survive this, but if you have found this journal, please take it as proof of what is truly living in these cursed woods, because my friends are dead and I will be soon so please, read my story that I am about to write....
As I said before I was walking on this creepy, eerie road, my friends were behind me laughing and thinking we're safe, but me being a paranoid person and a cryptid nerd, I felt like we were being watched. We walked deeper and deeper into the mountains, it was dark, my stomach started to give me a strange feeling as soon as the moonlight hit us when we entered a clearing. My damn friends, they started to frolick in the damn clearing, "Guys stop..." I said
"Come on man, lighten up!" said my friend Luis
"I'm serious..." I sternly said
They just laughed and continued to play around, I just couldn't shake the feeling that we're being watched. Then I saw it, a large lanky figure, it's skull slowly emerged from the thick darkness into the moonlight, my heart was pumping, it slowly emerged fully out from the thick shadows, I turned to it, my heart stopped. My friends were still laughing and then Luis turns to see me frozen in fear, he laughed....
"Yo, Johan, what's the matter?" Luis asked
I didn't answer
"Johan come on man...."
I lifted my hand to point at the creature slowly coming to us and he followed my finger to it, I never saw him so white with fear, the rest of them were the same....
"Wha-What is that thing?!" Luis asked
I stuttered with hesitation and fear, to speak the name of this monster...
I whispered....
"Wendigo....."
They all freaked out, the creature was closer now, then it stopped, we stopped too, like frozen statues on a battlefield to see who would shoot first, then it lunged at us, killing Luis first, I ran and ran and ran and ran, till I came here, where you found this journal, I hear it eating my friends, their screams, their cries, I'm shaking and crying as we speak, wait...I heard it stop...no...please no...
I do hope you guys enjoyed this!!! As you can see I'm a little rusty on this as it has been awhile since I've written, but please give thanks to the ones I have tagged!
#big jack horner#jack horner#puss in boots big jack horner#big boi jack#tumblr sexyman#puss in boots the last wish#smexy af#puss in boots#msdhkwbflakf his belly is somsdjnsbfnsbd#alternate universe#i can feel his weight#horror#cyrptid#wendigo
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ooooh babeyyy who's the best headmate? yeah, that's right - it's me LMAO. hi everyone, how y'all doing, it's Chase again 👋 in an effort to be somewhat social and also to brag about my capabilities, I am making a post on this blog lmao.
Look at this shit y'all (idk what mobile formatting looks like so uh. use desktop maybe):
You get a secret sneak preview to this lmao, the link isn't anywhere on the main page yet.
Anyways in the past three days while Juno's been AWOL, I've figured out how to add an audio player; how to layer elements on the webpage; and how to align the text and images beside each other inside the scroll box while maintaining the vertical scroll (it kept lining everything up horizontally for a while lmfao).
The text beside the images is just some bullshit that Lake and I came up with (based off of stuff Juno's written/brainstormed in the past) to test the text alignment out since Juno isn't around to give me any input, but I feel like we did a good job making it sound like some shit they'd come up with lol.
I'll give a small update on The Situation while I'm here in case anyone's wondering what's been going on:
I never know how much I'm supposed to say about anything lol uhhh.
TL;DR is just that Juno was having a very difficult time the past week because of Things, and is now unreachable and thus won't be fronting for an indeterminate amount of time - they could be back tomorrow, they might be back in a week, I have no fucking idea tbh. So this blog is on semi-hiatus until they're back because the rest of us either don't have a lot of interest in the s.elfship stuff ourselves or we just don't want to like... intrude on this space.
slightly longer version of it (TW abuse and suicide mention):
some emotional abuse stuff at home has been ramping up significantly, and this has been having an extremely bad effect on Juno (understandably so) especially since they've been trying to handle this shit without our help, so we've had to put them on lockdown essentially so we can like. remain alive lol. I'm trying not to be too flippant about it but uh yeah. that's the gist of it. love a good suicide scare, amiright? I'm not in charge of the decision to put them on lockdown, I have no say in how it all gets handled, I'm just here to fill the host role while Juno's gone.
They'll be gone until Kam and Lake decide they're okay enough to not do anything stupid and desperate the moment they get into front lmao, so in the meantime I'm the one who'll be fronting for the most part. And while I do like the idea of getting with G.uzma myself, I don't have much of an interest in posting about it LMAO - plus my own dynamic with the guy would be pretty fucking different from Juno's, and that's not what y'all followed for.
(Kam - "gatekeeper"/the one who's basically in charge of shit and also the resident lesbian; Lake - bisexual swag with big caretaker energy; Chase (me) - faggy freak who probably shouldn't have this much responsibility lmaoooo)
#dandy.cmd#dandy.sys#<- new tag for any posts made by anyone who isn't Juno specifically 👍#we all go by Dandy as a general name btw lol but prefer our individual names when possible#anyways hope I didn't say too much. been trying to figure out what a good amount to share about the situation would be#we are dealing with it as best we can 🙏 rolling with the punches or whatever lmao
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Hello there! A different kind of ask but, how do you characterize characters? Like how do you, personally, understand how this particular character acts and why it may or may not be justified. Because your writing has some amazing characterization and it’s so freaking in character too— like, damn, this shit amazes me.
Re.:Hi there ... Thank you so much for the question and your kind words. I'm actually smiling like an idiot now, reading that you enjoyed my characterization xD (added) I hope this answers your question, if not feel free to reach out <3
So let me try to explain...
In terms of understanding characters, I wouldn't say that there is a single "right" way to do it. For me, it is a mix of imagination and observation. I'm someone who watches people closely -this may sound like I am a creep - but I do it out of genuine interest, wanting to understand people (or characters). That fascination with people and their actions, motivations etc. helps me understanding them better.
What might sound even more unusal is that i keep a few notebooks filled with headcanons, imagines, short notes, whatever comes to my mind when thinking about a character or scenario. Believe me when I tell you that those are like treasure troves of tiny details, quirks and observations about characters. It's surprising how even the tiniest details can help you bring a character to live.
And now to the weiredst part of my writing process... I have lucid dreams, which means that I Know I'm dreaming, so when it happens, I put myself or my o/c's in specific situations and scenarios and try to "see" (or dream, idk what is right at this point) about what happens. This sounds totally stupid, but it is the reason I started writing.
It's perfectly okay to make mistakes or take creative liberties because that's how we learn and grow not only as writers. Headcanons are a reflection of someones unique perspective and imagination, so trust your instincts and embrace the journey of exploring and developing them.
However heres some tips that might help some people: (actually I wouldn't say I'm in a position to give those but here we are) Empathy: Put yourself in your character's shoes and try to feel what they would feel in a given situation. Empathy can be a powerful tool for understanding motivations. Backstory: Dive into a character's backstory, even if it doesn't all make it into your story. Contradictions: People are full of contradictions, and characters should be too. Explore the conflicts within your characters to make them more believable and natural. Dialogue: Pay close attention to how your characters speak. Their choice of words, tone, and speech patterns can reveal a lot about their personality. (Thats why I love to write made up quotes, giving them more personality, I just think it makes them more real) (Character Journals: Consider creating character journals or diaries where you can explore their inner thoughts and feelings. This can help you understand their inner world.) Character Surveys (something I learned at school and helped me at the beginning): Fill out character surveys or questionnaires to flesh out your characters' traits, likes, dislikes, and personal histories.
#headcanon#headcanons#writing#fanfiction#imagine#lotr headcanons#lotr imagine#lord of the rings headcanons#harry potter headcanon#the witcher headcanon#the hobbit headcanons#writer#writers#tips#request#requests open#writing requests#opinion#lucid dreaming#character design#character development#charcter#original character#charcater writing
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Risetober Day 19: Scary Movie
Blue's Journal
I really messed up. I didn't know, but I should have. Orange got really scared and Red got mad. I hurt my brother and now they hate me.
Last night Orange said he wanted to watch a movie with me since Red and Purple where going to be out with April tonight.
He said he wanted to watch a new scary movie that just came out, since it was close to Halloween. I know Mikey isn't allowed to watch scary movies at night, but Orange isn't the Mikey I know.
Orange said it would be fine. He said he wanted to see it.
I personally thought the movie was boring and ended falling asleep. I woke up to Orange grabbing a hold of me during a jump scare. The movie really seemed to be freaking him out, but he wanted to keep watching it.
After the movie Orange was really jumpy. He slept with me in my room that night, too scared to sleep on his own.
When Red and Purple came back this morning they saw how jumpy and scared Orange was. Red had asked if we watched scary movies last night. I told him the truth. I thought it would be ok.
It was not ok.
Red was really angry. Orange is jumping at nothing. Purple is...I don't know. He had a blank look on his face. Maybe he is disappointed in me.
I would be. I did something to hurt my brother.
Orange admitted that he never told me he wasn't allowed to watch scary movies. I agree with Red though. I should have known when Orange started to get freaked out over nothing.
I crossed a line. I know I did. Know they are going to kick me out. I know it. I don't want to go. I want to stay with them, but I will go if they tell me.
Red's not the Shredder. They aren't the foot, but they aren't the Hamato's I know. I shouldn't expect them to be the same. We may be brothers, but we are strangers. I can't expect strangers to put up with someone hurting their family.
Orange has been trying to reassure me that Purple and Red aren't upset with me. Purple is just disappointed in Orange as well as impressed. Apparently Purple is all about defying authority.
Orange says that Red isn't angry either. He is just worried. I want to believe Orange, but Red seemed pretty upset. He gave me what Orange calls a "Raph Lecture".
Apparently everyone in the family gets them, but am I really a part of the family. They don't even know me. How can Orange say that so easily.
I want to be though. I want to be so bad it hurts. I love them. They are so bright and happy. They are filled with so much personality. These 3 are so warm and welcoming. When I'm with them I feel like I'm home.
That missing feeling I have had all my life is gone. When I'm with them it just feels right. Like I'm whole again. I don't want to lose that.
I think I might have though. I let Orange watch that stupid movie. Why didn't I stop him? I knew he was getting freak out. I should have done something.
I hope they aren't too upset. Maybe I can still fix this. Yeah. I will be on my best behavior. No complaining or refusing to do the things that make them happy. If I notice one of them is uncomfortable, then I stop.
I really hope I didn't screw this up. I hope they give me another chance. I want to be a part of their family. I want what the Shredder took from me.
I want to be with them.
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Day 18/ Day 20
Part 1
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#rottmt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise leo#rise donnie#rottmnt leonardo#rise donnatello#tmnt 2012#rise/2012 crossover#separate au#tmnt crossover#2012 shredder#rottmnt x 2012 crossover#leonardo hamato#donatello hamato#rise mikey#rottmnt mikey#michelangelo hamato#rise raph#rottmnt raph#raphael hamato#2012 leo#2012 donnie#2012 mikey#2012 karai#2012 raph#2012 splinter#rise splinter#The Blue Guard#risetober 2023#risetober day 19
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“This is Jeremy Fitzgerald speaking.” Jeremy yawned, rubbing his eyes. It was too late for normal phone calls.
“Do you ever think about dying?”
“Mike?” Jeremy blinked, suddenly wide awake. “How did you get my phone number-“
“I think about it all the time. Dying,” Mike’s voice sounded hoarse. “It comes and goes, but it usually happens after I speak to my father.”
“Woah, buddy. Do you need me to come over?” Jeremy walked away from the wall, pulling the phone cord tightly as he reached for his jacket.
Mike didn’t talk about his family. He didn’t talk about anything usually. Normally he��d just sit there during detentions in complete silence. Jeremy long ago gave up trying to fill the silence with conversation. Mike never replied. So, he just started talking about anything and everything. Mike had unintentionally become his journal, and the man probably knew more about Jeremy than Jeremy would know about anyone.
“You don’t know where I live.”
“Then tell me. Buddy, trust me. It’s better to talk to people in person about this sort of thing.”
Mike was quiet for a moment. “Okay.”
“Okay? What does that-“
“Do you have a pen and paper ready?”
“Oh- Uh, yeah.” Jeremy grabbed a pen and scribbled the address on his hand. “I’ll be there as soon as I can. Okay? Don’t do anything rash without me.”
“Okay.” Mike’s voice sounded dull and empty. “We’ll have to be quiet. My family’s asleep.”
“Yeah, of course. Sure thing.”
Jeremy didn’t worry about leaving a note. His aunt trusted him enough to take care of himself, and she knew he wasn’t a troublemaker on purpose. She didn’t know that he talked to Mike all the time though. If she did, she’d probably freak out about that.
Jeremy shoved his shoes onto his feet and combed his fingers though his hair. Why did he care so much about what he looked like? Shaking his head, Jeremy turned off the light and slipped out of the house, locking the door behind him. Mike wouldn’t care anyway.
He didn’t even have the chance to knock before Mike opened the door, finger to his lips. Jeremy didn’t say a word as Michael led him into the entryway and waited for him to remove his shoes and jacket. He knew he should ask what was going on, why Mike was so particular about his movements, but he was afraid that Mike would just throw him back outside.
His grip was rough around Jeremy’s wrist, and if Jeremy wasn’t so fascinated by the sudden knowledge, he was learning simply by virtue of being inside Mike’s house, he’d be concerned about the pressure. Mike yanked him like a dog on a leash, and Jeremy was too distracted to care.
He was suddenly in a bedroom face-down on the bed. Jeremy pushed himself upright, opening his mouth to speak, when Mike shushed him from the doorway. What was going on?
Mike slowly let the door close and exhaled softly. A heavy layer of tension vanished from his shoulders; a tension Jeremy hadn’t even noticed Mike having in the first place. He thought that was just how he was, but seeing him now, it was clear that Mike was stressed out by something. The light creeping under the door was bright enough to illuminate the shadows under Mike’s eyes.
He ran a hand through his hair, closing his eyes.
“So…. Are we not going to talk about that phone call?” Jeremy whispered.
Mike’s eyes flew open again, snapping to Jeremy’s face. Jeremy was struck by how blue his eyes were in that moment. Mike opened and closed his mouth, like he’d forgotten how to speak. “Jeremy…” he eventually said, trailing off as soon as he said it.
Jeremy suddenly felt hot. He felt odd where he was, so he stood up. “Mike…”
Mike swallowed and looked away. “It was stupid to say anything in the first place.”
“What do you mean?” Jeremy forced himself to approach Mike, even though the tension had come back into his body. “You wanted to talk.”
“I…” Mike stepped back, still unable to look at Jeremy. “You’ll laugh.”
“Will I?” Jeremy asked. “Did I laugh when you told me we’d have to be quiet? Did I laugh when I first answered the phone? Did I laugh when you told me you think about dying a lot?”
Mike grabbed at his elbow, refusing to answer. Jeremy saw his jaw clench and sighed.
“Fine.” Jeremy crossed his arms. “I guess you were right. It was dumb to say anything in the first place. If you’re just going to act like this, and we’re not going to talk about it-“ He reached for the doorknob, and Mike grabbed his wrist.
“Wait.”
“Are you going to talk to me? Are we going to figure this out, Mike? Because I can’t figure out what you want from me.” Jeremy didn’t shake Mike’s hand free.
“I… I want…” Mike swallowed hard. “It’s so hard, Jeremy.” He let go of Jeremy’s wrist, pulling at his hair while he began pacing.
“Let’s start with what you said on the phone.” Jeremy touched Mike’s shoulder and felt him tremble as he stopped. “You think about dying. You think about it a lot.”
Mike nodded mutely.
“What is your dad like?” Jeremy hated to push, but Mike obviously needed someone to listen right now. Even if Jeremy didn’t have any idea what his family was like. Even if Jeremy still couldn’t figure out why he’d come in the first place.
“He…” Mike’s hands slid out of his hair to wrap around Jeremy’s hand on his shoulder. One hand slowly slipped under Jeremy’s, and their fingers linked.
“Let’s sit down. This seems like a sit-down conversation.”
Mike nodded, letting go of Jeremy long enough for both of them to sit facing each other on the bed. And then his hands were both trapped between Mike’s. “I guess he’s like your mom.”
Jeremy blinked. He hadn’t realized that Mike paid that much attention to him. “Oh?”
“When he’s in public, anyway.” Mike focused on their clasped hands. “At home, he’s like this living storm cloud. He could zap you at any minute, if you’re unlucky enough to be in his way.”
“Which is why you were so cautious when I came in.”
Mike nodded, slowly moving his thumb across the back of Jeremy’s hand. He tried not to shiver at the sensation. “I couldn’t risk it.”
“So, do you imagine it now?” Jeremy asked. “Dying, that is.”
Mike laughed so softly Jeremy wasn’t sure if he was imagining the sound. But the faint smile on Mike’s face, that was real. The tension that had released from his shoulders was real. “I feel more alive around you, Jere. There’s no reason to imagine dying when you’re here.”
#cloud reblogs#cloud writes#absurd source of inspiration to write something like this#but I don't control my mind#smh#michael afton#jeremy fitzgerald
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Mono
"Mono, Dean, really?" Sam struggled to breathe through the laughter "You have mono?" Dean let out a groan as he huddled under the thin, tattered blankets on his dingy motel room bed. In an attempt to stave off the cold, he had even taken the blanket from Sam's bed. "Shut it, Sam," he muttered irritably, his teeth chattering. " ‘S not funny." "No. Sorry, you're right it isn't funny." Sam snickered as he offered the bottle of Tylenol to his brother with a bottle of water "It's freaking hilarious." Sicktember Prompts filled: Day 13: Mono Day 22: "You didn't use my cup, did you?" Day 29: Sick on a road trip
"Mono, Dean, really?" Sam struggled to breathe through the laughter "You have mono?"
Dean let out a groan as he huddled under the thin, tattered blankets on his dingy motel room bed. In an attempt to stave off the cold, he had even taken the blanket from Sam's bed. "Shut it, Sam," he muttered irritably, his teeth chattering. " ‘S not funny."
"No. Sorry, you're right it isn't funny." Sam snickered as he offered the bottle of Tylenol to his brother with a bottle of water "It's freaking hilarious."
"When I can move again I am going to kill you." Dean groaned. He cursed his luck as he coughed into his arm.
"Maybe this will teach you not to stick your tongue down random girl's throats in sketchy bars." Sam offered as he sat back down at the round wooden table. He pulled out their father's journal and flipped to the page he found while Dean had been gone. "Looks like this town has had a problem in the past with this thing." He started as he opened up his laptop "Same kind of killing happening over the course of twenty years. It's looking like a Crocotta."
"Great. Not these again." Dean groaned. He draped his arm over his eyes and coughed again. "I thought they had a longer lifespan than humans?"
"At least it's something we know how to fight. You're not going to be much use right now so I'm on my own. Also, who do we know who moved here around the time the killings started?" Sam started packing up everything he was planning on taking.
"Jason." Dean pushed himself up, regretting it as the world spun around him, and added "But you aren't going alone. I'm going with you."
"Not a chance, Dean. You can barely stand up. You will get both of us killed." Sam said firmly. He wasn't about to let his idiot brother get them killed over his stupid pride.
Dean flopped back on the bed without a fight. He knew Sam was right and didn't have the energy to argue right now. It was something he could trust Sam to handle on his own. Or maybe... "Bobby isn't too far. Call him. I would feel better if you didn't go alone."
"I don't think we need to bother Bobby over this. I can handle it." Sam was already scrolling to find Bobby's number as he said this. He gave Dean one more pointed look before disappearing outside to talk to Bobby.
Dean stifled a groan as he rolled onto his side to grab the TV remote. This was the worst thing that could have happened to him. He hated staying in bed. He hated being sick. Whatever Sam had given him was making his drowsy -definitely not Tylenol- and he was beginning to struggle to keep his eyes open. He heard Sam shuffling around in the room, but his body felt disconnected from his mind. He would have to get revenge on his brother for this one. He drifted off as the click of the lock echoed loudly in his ringing ears.
It was dark out once Dean came to with a start, the fever-induced nightmare leaving anxiety bubbling in his stomach. He blindly reached over and downed the water on the nightstand. The cold water felt heavenly against his scratchy throat. It was only after he had placed the metal bottle back on the nightstand he realized that it was Sam's. Oops. He rolled onto his back before turning on the TV. It made a strange popping noise that couldn't be normal before slowly coming to life. Screw this crappy motel. He let the noise from the TV fade into the background. It was not interesting at all, but there wasn’t anything better on right now. He drifted in and out for countless hours before he thought he heard something move outside the door. Against the protests of his aching body, he grabbed his gun from under his pillow and slowly, ever so slowly, pushed himself into a sitting position. He eyed the door with unease. Sam should have been back by now right? What was the time? No, focus Dean! The lock clicked. Dean raised his gun in shaky hands. The knob turned. Dean moved his finger to the trigger. Would his gun even work on whatever -whoever- was on the other side of the door? The door opened with a slow creak, hinges squealing, and Dean prepared himself to shoot. A figure moved into his line of vision. Tall and looming in the inky blackness. Then the light was flipped on and Dean squeezed his eyes shut against the blinding light.
“Dean? You okay man?”
Sam. Thank God. Dean felt a rush of relief at his brother’s voice. “Dude,” Dean groaned “I almost shot you!”
“I see this. Who did you think it was?” Sam asked amusement in his voice.
"I don’t know! You probably ate whatever ate you!" Dean exclaimed before flopping back onto the bed with another groan. His brother's cluelessness was frustrating at times. This fever must be scrambling his brain, Dean thought to himself before huffing and then breaking off into a fit of coughing.
As he picked up his water bottle from the nightstand, Sam paused in thought. "So I did leave it here. I was wondering about that," he mused, recalling his actions from the night before. He was pretty sure that it was full when he left, but now it seemed lighter. Shrugging it off as fatigue, he made his way into the kitchenette and refilled it before taking a long drink. Just as he turned, he heard Dean making a choked noise, like a suppressed laugh. "Something funny?" Sam inquired, raising an eyebrow.
"Nope. Not a thing." Dean coughed for real. This was unintentional, but the revenge would still be sweet. He could see the gears turning in Sam's brilliant brain as he connected the dots. He felt the corners of his lips slowly inching upward and snickered again.
"Hey, did you use my water bottle?" Sam asked seriously. He swallowed thickly when Dean just grinned at him "Dean? Did. You. Use. My. Water. Bottle?"
"Good luck, Sammy." Dean snickered before plopping back down to the bed.
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7/4/23
I'm just gonna start this by being the guy who says... it's is absolutely stupid how people celebrate the Fourth of July... on the Third of July. I'm pretty sure it's the only holiday that is named after its exact date. Why the fuck would you be the asshole who sets off fireworks on the second or third? First, it completely ruins the effect of having a ceremony on one specific day when it's spread out over a week. No one is impressed with someone who celebrates their birthday every day for 4 days straight. After day 3, it's like... "okay... how long are we doing this for?" Second, and this is the big one that's fueling me being pissed off. You're setting off explosives for this holiday. And I get that it's exciting to get to do something that normally you don't get to do. But... I really feel for the combat veterans with PTSD. Like... if you've really got a firm grasp on your shit, you can buckle down and brace through the night of July 4th, since you know it's coming, you know the general time to expect the noises, you can prepare yourself. But being blindsided by the sound of explosives a day before you're expecting it? That's gotta really fuck with people, that's gotta be an actual nightmare. I feel really bad for them. And all so a few people can fire off fireworks one day early for a holiday that is named after a specific day. It's just dumb.
Okay. If it wasn't blatantly apparent, I'm in a bit of a mood today. It's not about fireworks, it's whatever, they were firing them off yesterday too. I got 3 hours of sleep. I don't know why. Dreams probably, really don't know. I woke up and... my heart was beating very heavily in my chest. I didn't feel like my heart was beating fast, it felt intense and heavy. And that freaked me out. And I said out loud to myself "having an anxiety attack about my heart beating heavily is just going to snowball." And I immediately tried to go into palate cleanse mode. I opened my phone... looked at the icons on hand... Reddit, Instagram, YouTube. I picked Reddit. I immediately regretted it (more like Regreddit...) and closed it after scrolling barely a whole screen. Then Instagram (more like Instascam...), and it was again just filled with weird scammy ads - get rich quick schemes, miracle exercise plans and diets and shit. But the skate clips helped. Eventually I just got up, and I've been up since.
So... I'm going to do a short journal tonight so I can squeeze a shower in and still get some good rest.
Today, I did a really nice yoga practice, it was very perfect for what I needed and inspired me a lot. It was focused on the concept of Ahimsa, which has been resonating lately. I want it to take more of a forefront focus in my life. I'm sure I'll get into that another night, but it was good to have a reminder.
I did more work on the beads, they're coming along. I basically just hung out and laid low today. I played Hades most of the day. I made chinese Chicken with Broccoli from scratch. I watched videos. Just a low key self-care day of rest. (minus the work on beads, so... I guess just a light day.)
Because of that, I'm not going to do tarot tonight. I'm just going to wrap up. I want to take this opportunity to get to bed a tiny bit earlier.
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Wounded Love (Lady Dimitrescu/F!Reader) Pt. 3
Fandom: Resident Evil: Village Rating: T for blood/violence and language Genre: Action with a lil bit of fluff Warnings: Lil bit of blood Notes: There's an unnamed character in here who may or may not end up as recurring in my stories. I don't really have anything in particular planned for her, she's kinda just here to fill a role/allow for some easter egg type shit in the next chapter. Previous Chapters: Pt. 1, Pt. 2
{Wounded Love 3: Bloody Valentine (No, not that Valentine)}
“Mother Miranda, I must insist, if these lycans stray any further they might start feasting on the village as well! Pray tell, who will you use for research then? We can’t just-... Forgive me… Mhmm. Yes, I understand. Of course… Have a good night, Mother Miranda,” Lady Dimitrescu said, before setting her phone down with a loud thunk. Her hands shake a little, and for a moment you worry that her vanity won’t survive the coming moments. Then you make eye contact with her reflection, giving her an encouraging smile, watching as her gaze softens. “I’m afraid there’s nothing she can do, my dear. I cannot allow Heisenberg’s negligence to go unpunished, but we will have to take care of it on our own, without Mother Miranda’s support.”
“Is that wise, love? To go behind her back like this? I can’t imagine she’ll be terribly pleased if we cause chaos for one of her favored few,” you replied, clicking your tongue as you thought things over. Again you see anger cloud Alcina’s face, though she makes sure not to direct it at you.
“We are not the ones who started this mess,” she reminded you, through clenched teeth. “But we will be the ones to end it, one way or another. I don’t care if I have to gut that wretched man-thing and bring Miranda his corpse as proof of his incompetence! He has shown his lack of loyalty hundreds of times… and now he will pay.” Gulping, you rise to your feet, wanting to comfort your girlfriend. While you had understood that your injury angered her, you hadn’t (until this moment) realized the sheer intensity of that rage. How much blood would be shed before this was over?...
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Crimson drips down the beast’s side, across matted fur, before hitting the wooden floor. A stench as awful as you had ever found filled the air, only made tolerable by the nearby presence of scented candles. What a mess, you think, glad that you wouldn’t be the one to clean it up. Why had the girls insisted on bringing the damn thing inside? Couldn’t they have simply snatched a few teeth from its jaw as a prize? Somehow you doubted that the thought had even crossed their minds. Violence was a passion of theirs, and they preferred their trophies to be as large as the effort they put into getting it.
“How close to the path did you find it?” You asked after finishing your examination of the lycan. Next to you, the eldest daughter is rapidly taking notes in a leather-bound journal. Both of her siblings stand near the fireplace, hands held out next to the flames, needing to warm up after being outside for so long. It wasn’t even that cold of a day, with temperatures averaging around eighteen degrees celsius. All the snowfall from the prior week had now melted. While you knew of the family’s weakness, you also knew that they had bundled up before leaving, and had even taken a torch with them in the hopes of using it on a lycan. Their powers had taken somewhat of a hit, temporarily, but not nearly enough to prevent them from killing a single lycan.
“Heard it howling almost as soon as we left the castle. We couldn’t smell it until halfway to the village, though. Once we could we tried to track it, only for the stupid thing to come charging at us. Must have been eight, maybe ten, meters away by the time we collided,” Cassandra answered. There’s a bit of a shiver to her voice, and you can’t help the rush of sympathy you feel in response. Being out on the path, wearing little more than a dress and scarf, had been absolute hell for you. Even if it was warmer outside now, you imagined that being weak to the cold just about made up for the difference. “There was a little more howling once we started walking back here. Louder, if not closer. Heisenbitch isn’t even trying to keep these fucking things in check.”
“Cassandra, language!” Came a voice in the distance, making everyone present look up at once. Strutting down the stairs was a clearly miffed Alcina, eyes narrowed, body tense. “Did you three really have to bring the mutt inside? Surely you advocated against this, Bela? Or did you think I wanted new bloodstains right by the entrance, where everyone can see them?” Next to you Bela winces, but doesn’t respond, too worried about angering her mother further. “And you, my dear, what on Earth are you doing on the floor? You should be resting, in an actual chair, if not lying in bed awaiting my return. There’s enough for me to worry about without you limping around on a useless leg!”
Now it was your turn to wince.
“Please, love, I know you’re stressed, but I can still help. Given enough time I could help ascertain these things’ weaknesses. At the very least I could pass on what I learned during my fight with one,” you pleaded. Then you tried to stand up, wanting to prove yourself, only to stumble, barely avoiding a faceplant- and only doing so because of Bela’s quick reaction time. She helped you to your feet, letting you lean on her, then lead you towards a bench. Begrudgingly you sit back down. “You’re only doing this because I got hurt. Helping you in your endeavor to avenge me is the least I can do.”
“Don’t be foolish,” Alcina snapped, now just a couple meters away from you. Even with that space between you, her presence was intimidating, and you almost felt like a child being scolded. “Were you to get hurt again, how would we avenge you? If you fall by your own hand, there will be naught I can do other than lock you away somewhere without any dangerous elements. What sort of existence would that be for you? I simply can’t allow it, no exceptions.” At this you pout, feeling rather disappointed. It’s not as if you were asking to carry a gun and shoot Heisenberg yourself! Not that you would be opposed to doing so, of course. “Try to put yourself in my place, my dear. Could you live with yourself if you failed to protect me?”
“I suppose I could not, love. Very well, I shall simply root you on from here, and kiss away any injuries you return with,” you replied, at last giving in. Then you found yourself smiling… and on the receiving end of a very soft forehead kiss. “Nothing will separate us, my love. None can tear apart that which the universe has stitched together.”
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“Like I said, my Lady, I already want him dead. Did you really think that your family was the only one to suffer because of his machinations? I know half a dozen people who would love to put a bullet in that fucker’s skull, bare mims,” the huntress said, white teeth showing in her half-smirk. There was an odd coolness to her voice, like this whole ordeal was just another job, and you couldn’t help but feel uncertain about her. Could she really be the solution to Alcina’s problem? You couldn’t even judge her arsenal, considering she had been instructed to come unarmed. After all, she was a hunter of monsters, with a sizable history to her name. If not for her hatred of Heisenberg, you would never have felt comfortable letting her come within two hundred meters of your girlfriend.
“How can I be sure that you’ll succeed? The last thing I want is to have that wretched man-thing come crawling out of the filth he lives in, angry and coming for vengeance,” Alcina responded, scrutinizing gaze locked on the huntress.
“Didn’t Duke give you my file? Or at least read the good bits out loud? I’ve been in my fair share of scraps, with all sorts of bioweapon mutant freaks. Besides, I don’t plan on leaving any receipts behind. If he manages to survive, which is already one hell of an if, there’s no way he can prove that you asked me to do it. Considering he’s already seen my face, and knows I want him dead… yeah, he won’t bother accusing you, not when I’m in the picture, and certainly not when you’ve got such a big reputation for following Mother Miranda’s word down to the very last letter. So, you gonna make this official, or what?” The huntress asked, gesturing her arms wide. Although you’re still not convinced, Alcina nods quietly, seeming ready to make her decision. Regardless of how you feel about the stranger in front of you, you’re more than willing to support your girlfriend in whatever she planned.
“Very well, huntress. Show us just what you’re capable of.”
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Flames licked at her heels, even as she charged forward, tickling like hot breaths against her skin. Behind her half a dozen lycans roared and screeched in unison. Smoke and ashes flew upwards, into the air, but could not poison her lungs, not when she had come prepared. Still, the mask was not as easy to breathe in as she had hoped, making her chest heave with effort at each intake of air. Good thing I’ll be gone soon, she thought, sparing a glance behind her as she ran. Dozens of trees were aflame, and countless glowing eyes watched from between the branches. They wouldn’t be there for much longer, not with what she had done.
Soon enough an explosion would shake the Earth. Then, finally, both the lycans who had killed her father and the man who desecrated the remains would be dead. And if a certain countess happened to pay her for her services? All the better, really. Funerals could be expensive, especially in such a remote village. More than that… there was no guarantee that she’d be able to outrun Mother Miranda on her own. A little money would make the flight out a hell of a lot nicer.
Assuming she made it that far. There was another scream behind her, this one more human, though somewhat warped by mechanics. It wasn’t a pained cry. No, it was filled with rage. Clearly Heisenberg had come out of his lair, hearing the fireworks, finding his scrap metal and werewolf army in chaos. From the sound of things- metal against metal, electricity crackling- he was coming her way.
“Fuck fuck fuck!” She muttered, desperately trying to get to higher ground. Even if the lycans succumbed to the overwhelming fire, it wouldn’t be hard for their leader to overcome. But the huntress was still too close to her explosives to risk activating the detonator. Just a bit farther, she thought, ignoring the way her lungs ached. Rocks kicked up with every step, loud enough to be heard from a distance, and made traction harder to keep. In the end she had to scramble to get up the side of a short cliff. A few scrapes appeared on her hands, making her curse under her breath.
But with one last movement, pulling herself up with both arms, she was finally far enough to be relatively safe. In one clean second she turned around, pulled the detonator out of its pouch and clicked the trigger. Just like that, a forest blazing turns into a mushroom cloud of pure hellfire. The setting sun makes for a beautiful backdrop, and the sight almost brings a tear to the huntress’ eyes. For a few moments she just enjoys the view. Then, without hesitation or remorse, she starts to walk away, mentally congratulating herself for a job well done.
Until something shoots past her head with terrifying speed. Before she can react another sharp piece of metal flies past her, grazing her arm, and there’s a blood-curdling roar from behind her. Then she’s running, fast as she can, pulse pounding harder than it ever has. One hand goes to the rifle on her back, pulling it out as quickly as she can. The area is rocky, with plenty of outcrops, perfect to hide behind (assuming there weren’t any hidden metal deposits). Quickly she ducks behind one, crouching to keep her head out of sight. Mere milliseconds later another metal spike slams into the ground just beyond her cover.
In the distance, more screams pierce the air, and something heavy drags itself across the ground. It almost sounds like a tank rolling through the woods. The thought alone worries the huntress, but she had never been one to let her fear control her. So she double checks her rifle, adjusts the scope, and pops out of cover. Less than a second later she has her target in her sights. It’s Heisenberg, for sure, more metal than man, but dripping with red. One press of the trigger sends a bullet straight for his ugly head. Unsurprisingly, it’s not enough to pierce his cranium, instead making him mad as hell.
Which is why automatic guns were invented, probably. The huntress holds the trigger down this time, though briefly, before dashing to the next piece of cover. She repeats the process a few times, hoping to kill the man before he could climb the cliff she stood on. If he managed to get up there with her… no, she couldn’t think about that, not now. She had to focus.
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Hidden among the trees, the Dimitrescu sisters watched as plumes of smoke rose in the distance. Even though they had been aware of the huntress’ plan, they hadn’t expected this much carnage. It was certainly exciting! But they really couldn’t see much from where they were. Getting closer was probably a horrible idea, and yet Cassandra shared a meaningful look with Daniela. A split second later they were forming a swarm, rushing into the trees, leaving their elder sister to yell after them.
“Mother’s going to kill me,” Bela said, before rolling her eyes and following. Maybe she could at least keep them out of trouble?... Probably not.
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Metal hands wrap around the huntress’ throat, squeezing hard, but do not twist or otherwise break their prey. No, Heisenberg does not intend to end this that quickly. This rodent had taken so much from him, set his plans back by decades. He was going to kill her slowly. When she still fights back, pulling a knife from her boot and trying to stab whatever she can reach, he does little else but laugh. It’s a crazed cackling that echoes through the surrounding rocky hills.
Just barely loud enough to drown out the sound of insects buzzing.
“Fuck that guy!” Someone shouted, right as a sickle descended upon the monstrous Heisenberg’s neck. The first slice isn’t enough to sever the connection, which is why it’s immediately followed by a second, from another sister, then a third, from the eldest, that finally does the job. Just like that the hands release from the huntress’ throat, and she gasps for air. Coughs leave her distracted as the sisters move to surround her. “Good thing we wanted to see the show up close and personal, eh?” Daniela asked, twirling her sickle with a little giggle.
“You idiots are just lucky I followed you,” Bela added, glaring at her sister. Internally, she was relieved that the end result was a success. Still, she worried about what her mother would think, and certainly didn’t intend to voice her satisfaction at delivering the killing blow. “Now let’s get back, before mother assumes the worst and comes to get us herself.” Sighing, she extends a hand to help the huntress up. Though their mutual enemy had been defeated, there was still much to be done. Who knew how Mother Miranda would react? Who, if anyone, would take Heisenberg’s place? There was plenty to be unsure about, and Bela let her mind wander the whole way back, hoping that things would only get better from here...
#lady dimitrescu#lady dimitrescu x reader#alcina dimitrescu x reader#alcina x reader#I know the reader didn't have a big part in this#but don't worry next chap will have a bigger part#partially cuz reader's leg will actually be a bit better by then#gotta give time to heal!!!
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I can't really get myself to write this currently so instead I will type out some ideas like I used to do for my spidey noir blog. Spoilers for Gravity falls ahead.
Arrives some time before the show begins, maybe about winter the year before. Ends up at the mystery shack somehow after hiding his ak gear in a duffel bag in the woods. Stan catches him shoplifting food, realizes he's a homeless teen with nowhere else to turn to (seeing a bit of a young Stan in him) and basically says "alright you're staying with me, work at the shack and I'll pay you and stuff workers like"
He immediately forms a union with Soos and Wendy
Doesn't find Gravity Falls that strange because Gotham is also like that, is completely and totally ready to mount a unicorn's head on the wall, especially after how they treat Mabel in the Season 2 episode. Probably has free access to the monster black market because he's a Gothamite (and the suspected titan serum but we don't talk about that)
He's actually super lonely, before summer starts the only people he interacts with are Stan Soos Wendy and the odd customer. His job basically consists of filling in where necessary
He was Mr. Mystery once under the name Mr. E, and has never done it since because he tried fighting a tourist for "asking stupid questions". Following the reveal of his massive anger issues, Stan puts him more in a backstage role.
The twins come along and he is immediately defensive, he is convinced Stan's going to boot him soon, and is suprised when it never comes to that. Dipper and Mabel's first impressions of him were "there is something deeply and undeniably wrong about you, you are clearly dangerous, avoid at all costs" and "huh what a weird guy" respectively.
Mabel thinks he's deep and mysterious (not in a crush way, in an almost Dipper way). She realizes he's just a normal kid like the other teens in Gravity Falls in a new episode about a "no clowns" rule in the shack. The twins learn he's from Gotham. Mabel decides he must be homesick and going forward will do her best to make him feel better. Dipper just has his fears confirmed because everyone from Gotham is weirdly dangerous like you don't survive Gotham as a pacifist.
Speaking of surviving Gotham, he's obviously got a lot of scars. There's some he can hide, he always wears long sleeves, a bandana around his neck (it changes design each episode like Mabel's sweaters), a facemask, and gloves, he also tends to keep his hand with the missing fingers in his pocket. There are still scars he can't hide like the ones over his eye (not the branded one), and a few on his forehead that aren't quite hidden by his hair. Only Stan has seen his scars.
Dipper eventually reaches a breaking point when he and Jason are the only two in the shack. He grabs a knife, points it at Jason, and screams "WHO ARE YOU? WHAT ARE YOU?" Jason goes quiet and responds, "legally dead." This does not help things. He manages to ground Dipper from completely freaking out, and when Dipper is himself again he takes off his facemask and explains that he's a real person, he promises, it's just that a lot of bad things have happened to him and he's trying to rebuild away from where it happened but not somewhere so completely different he's surrounded by things he's never known growing up. Dipper's sympathetic and apologises for freaking out. Jason apologises for making things worse. By the time the rest of the mystery shack inhabitants come home, Dipper's showing Jason the journal.
Wendy ends up introducing Jason to her friends. He spends some time doing normal kid stuff, but comes away still feeling like he doesn't belong.
He fucking despises Gideon, what he would give to punt that child across the lake. The day he finds out how Gideon was acting towards Mabel, Soos had to physically restrain him from going to the prison and doing something drastic.
He likes McGucket, and because McGucket has an honestly shit memory, he feels free to talk about some of his own technilogical creations with him, including the Cloudburst tank.
Dipper ends up looking up to Jason quite a bit after Little Dipper. Jason's short but he's still strong, he's short but he uses it to his advantage in fights and in games, he's short and he's fine with that. (Jason isn't actually fine with that but he'd never let Dipper know because he knows Dipper's also insecure about his height)
When Waddles moves in, Jason was very averse to him at first, wanted nothing to do with that pig (he was reminded about Pyg), but slowly grew to appreciate him when he realized he no longer has to force himself to eat everything he's offered because if Waddles eats it then it won't be wasted.
During the Bottomless Pit, he tells the story of how he stole Batman's tires then hit him over the head and managed to get adopted. Soos calls his bluff because "Batman's not real, dude."
In the Boyz Crazy episode, he makes an offhanded mention about Riddler using that brainwashing technique, adding "but it's fine because Riddler's a skinny bitch and super easy to beat". This raises some questions for Stan that he leaves unasked for now.
He stays at the shack for the land before swine episode because he would have solved that problem immediately with a gun no one knew he had until that moment
He calls Bill Cipher an iscocoles twink in the dreamscapers episode, he also calls that this definitely isn't the last they'll see of him. During the fight he chucks dream molotovs at Bill.
He then spends most of the Rise of Gideon wondering how worth it a murder charge would be, heavily considers bringing back AK. So heavily in fact that he goes out to the woods and digs up the bag. He eventually decides against it, but doesn't hide the bag as well as he did the first time.
Real quick I should mention after Mabel gets her grappling hook, he sneakily steals it for a few days and modifies it so it can actually be a grappling hook, because in this version it's a bit shit at first because it's from a tourist trap's gift shop.
So when the twins fall and Mabel uses her grappling hook, he is running to them, thinks he's just out of time, and then sees that line and knows that his little bit of immaturity in giving a twelve year old a fully functional grappling hook saved them.
Between S1 ending and S2 starting, Dipper manages to find the bag with the AK gear in the forest. He recognises the helmet from a newspaper article belonging to Jason and takes it to the only Gothamite he knows. Jason, who also immediately recognises it because he built that damn thing, flips out and asks Dipper where he found that. Dipper takes him to the bag and he starts panicking like fuck fuck fuck, Dipper thinks Jason's panicking because he thinks what is almost a Gotham Rogue is on the loose in Gravity Falls. Jason takes the helmet and the bag, tells Dipper to not mention even a whisper of this to anyone, which Dipper finds weird, and Jason takes the bag back to his room in the shack, hiding it under a floorboard he pried open.
He is absent from scary-oke, but shows up again in Into the Bunker, where Shifty tries to take his appearance but doesn't realize the brand scar is there so doesn't copy it. When Dipper, so far the only one other than Stan, points out he's missing his big obvious scar, Wendy wacks him, and Shifty scuttles off, returning minutes later to take Wendy's form.
After the bunker incident, Wendy, Mabel and Soos are like "Dipper mentioned a scar, what's it like?? Is it cool?" And Jason's a little hyper so he just pulls off his facemask, laughing, and everyone is totally shocked about the brand. Mabel starts crying and hugs him, and Jason slowly calms down and realizes oh right, she's a pretty sensitive kid from a regular place. He ends up telling the gang + Stan some of his background (non graphic) that night, revealing that the no clown rule isn't entirely to do with him just being a Gothamite, but because a clown did this to him in the first place. The cast have a newfound understanding for him and what he's been through
He sleeps through the Golf War, then briefly appears in Sock Opera helping Mabel make her puppets. He does not have his mask or gloves on this time, and doesn't have one hand jammed in his pocket the whole time.
After Sock Opera, he goes to Dipper all like hey if you're having troubles you can talk to me about them, thinking Dipper's suicidal, and then Dipper's like "Bill's back, he possessed me, and tried to kill me." Jason reacts as such: "CALLED IT!- I mean, I am so sorry he did that."
Soos briefly speaks to him in Soos and the real girl. The conversation goes as such. "How do you talk to women?" "I don't." (The bandana he is wearing in this episode is a rainbow one)
Sees Stan with his glowing wrists without hands and is like "you pissed off the hand witch, huh?" Then makes a joke about her doing "this to [him]" while he holds up the stubs of his one and a half missing fingers.
Doesn't appear in Society of the Blind Eye.
I will be completely honest, I haven't watches Blendin's game. I don't know how, but it completely slipped my radar when I was watching the show, I have no clue what happens in it other than more time shenanigans.
Doesn't properly show up again until Northwest Mansion Mystery, at which point he says "hard pass" on the idea of going to a gala to bust ghosts, adding "Dipper, the people at those events are usually so old they are bordering on ghosts themselves, and you can't bust those people, or you'll go to jail. You don't want to go to jail, do you Dipper?"
In Not What He Seems, when the agents arrest Stan they also seize Jason's AK gear, though he himself slips under their radar, he spends most of the episode trying to get it back, until he runs into the twins again and helps them get into the basement.
His first words to Ford are: "six fingers? Don't you think that's a bit much?" Then holds up his hand with the missing fingers and adds, "I mean, leave some for the rest of us, man." He is delighted by Ford's existence because he can just tell, this guy is trouble but in the best way.
That doesn't mean he isn't still close with Stan. Right after Stan and Ford's old man conversation in front of the mirror, he catches Stan and says "You lied to me. But I've lied to you. I say we're even."
Ford has no idea about AK so when he gets the agents to go, they accidentally leave the crate with the gear behind. Ford moves it into the basement where Dipper eventually finds it in DD&MD. Dipper says "oh man Jason'll flip when he sees you have this" and Ford's like "why?" So Dipper explains that Jason's from Gotham and that the armour in question belonged to a guy who tried to invade Gotham to kill Batman. He has to backtrack and also explain Batman. Ford is highly suspicious when he learns the lengths Jason went to to hide this stuff and how stressed he was when Dipper found it in the firstplace.
During the Stanchurian Candidate, Ford pulls Jason to the side (into the basement) and asks about the goings on in Gotham over the past thirty years. Jason catches him up, and then Ford asks, "and what about the Arkham Knight?" And Jason freezes, he knows Ford suspects him, and realizes that him freezing is just confirming things. So he confesses.
Having only known Ford for like a few weeks at max, he goes into a lot of detail about everything, about the torture, about his mindset, about how in the end he couldn't kill Batman, the man he once thought of as his father, a man he still loved and wanted to be cherished by as the son B claimed him to be. Ford tells Jason about some of his multidimensional crimes, and promises not to tell anyone. He gives Jason the gear back, and during the Last Mabelcorn, Jason goes out and hides it in the bunker. Ford assures him that he's changed, he's not the same person anymore. Jason tries to believe him.
He goes along on Roadside Attraction, mostly just surveying the areas and wondering how good of a backup plan they would be if living in Gravity Falls falls through.
In Dipper and Mabel vs the Future, he goes back out to the bunker, intending on giving AK a funeral of sorts. He then finds out about Weirdmagedon, and dons pieces of the suit again in a sort of Jason AK hybrid suit I will draw later.
And it is almost midnight I will talk about Jason vs Weirdmagedon later
Gravity Falls Arkham Knight crossover. Jason goes to Gravity Falls after the invasion fails
#arkham knight#arkhamverse#jason todd#gravity falls#stan pines#mabel pines#dipper pines#soos ramirez#wendy corduroy#ford pines#gravity falls shifty#bill cipher#batman#dc
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10. I like that you make me laugh so much that my cheeks hurt
“So, tell us! How did you two finally get together?” Ashido asks in song.
Immediately, Bakugou almost spits out his beer.
He chokes down a whole mouthful in his throat, left coughing in a frenzy. Lifting a hand to his mouth, Bakugou blinks rapidly at the blurriness in his vision, and looks over to his left.
Midoriya’s in a worst state; furiously blooming red in the face, and his eyes are blown wide and open. His mouth is agape, like a damn fish out of water, and brows raised up to his hairline. His wild curls terribly help to make him appear crazed.
“We’re not fucking.” Bakugou spats towards his damn extras, slamming a fist onto the dinner table.
Apparently, that’s the wrong answer. Midoriya twists his face towards him, upset. “K-Kacchan!”
Kaminari laughs loudly, shaking his head at Ashido’s face of confusion. “Living together, doesn’t mean dating, Mina. Even I know that.”
“Ohhh.” Ashido looks over to Kirishima, seated right next to her. She places a hand on his shoulder, as she leans close to his face, furrowed. “You told me they were.”
“I said they were moving in together. Not getting together.” Kirishima deadpans. Easily, he lifts up his cup of water towards her. “Now, sober up, before you try to start acting like Cupid.”
While Ashido pouts, begruindgly sipping her boyfriend’s water, Sero snickers, “Well, so how did you two finally live together?”
“Signing a lease? The fuck, what type of question is that?” Bakugou growls.
“I have no use for owning an apartment of my own. I basically paid for a place that I rarely stayed in.” Midoriya corrects sheepishly, “So, sharing rent would be easier for me, as I can still have a place to sleep, but it can still be taken care of, by someone else.”
“And, you didn’t ask a girl?” Kaminari whines outright, “Seriously?!”
Midoriya blushes. “I-I just needed a roommate. Anyone, really.”
“Haven’t you heard? Living with someone can bring your hearts closer! Make you fall for each other!” Kaminari groans, placing his hands over his face, “Midoriya, you could have totally bagged a wife!”
“I’m not looking for a relationship. Right now, I only want to focus on my career.” Midoriya admits, embarrassingly.
Sero raises his own can of beer in Bakugou’s direction. “That’s right! Cheers to singlehood!”
Bakugou scoffs, glaring. “I ain’t clinking my drink for that shit.”
“I will!” Kaminari yells, connecting his can with Sero’s. He grins stupidly, before raising a teasing brow towards Midoriya. “C’mon, bring your drink over, too! Mister Rather-Be-Working-Than-Ask-Anyone-Out!”
Weakly, Midoriya lifts his can, joining the duo.
With the other two idiots cackling, Bakugou rolls his eyes. Drinking with his group of idiots was always irritating at best. They’re all light weights, left in a giggling fit after only a couple rounds. He’s surprised the damn restaurant hasn’t requested them to get the fuck out.
He doesn’t realize he’s staring, until Midoriya meets his gaze, blinking. Immediately, Midoriya offers a wobbly smile, shrugging.
Usually, Bakugou goes out on his own, meeting up with his idiot friends without company. Taking a cab there, alone. Taking a cab back, by himself.
But, tonight was different. The group had begged him to invite Midoriya along, having not heard from him in a long while. They wanted to see him finally, as his usual self. Not the heroic facade he gives on the media and citizens.
And, it’s not like Bakugou had to bring him. If he didn’t want to, Midoriya could easily be back in their apartment, doing his Deku-like night activities. Journaling. Cleaning. Rewatching old movies. Being an absolute nerd.
But, as Bakugou looks away from Midoriya, taking a big gulp of beer, he remembers why he asked, anyway.
It’s the closest thing to a date. Without it actually being a date.
Well, at least in Bakugou’s mind.
Yeah, they ain’t dating, but that doesn’t mean he isn’t trying to get there with Midoriya. Taking things slow. One step at a time. He doesn’t want to jump on Midoriya, freaking him the fuck out, with his emotions.
So, this was like a practice run for Bakugou. If he can survive tonight, then he can easily breathe and live out a night with just Midoriya.
Speaking of which, he feels a tentative tap on his thigh. With a glance, Bakugou meets Midoriya’s hesitant expression.
Fortunately for both of their sakes, the rest of the group was too busy chattering among themselves to notice how close they were.
“What.” Bakugou voices.
“I need to head home.” Midoriya whispers, looking up at Bakugou apologetically, “Media press, early morning.”
Giving a quick nod, Bakugou starts getting up, stretching his arms over his head. “Let’s go, Deku.” He announces, "We're done here."
“Whaaaat? No, the night has barely started!” Ashido cries, expression disappointed.
“Yeah! Why don’t you stay just a little longer?” Kaminari begs.
Standing up from his seat, Midoriya shakes his head. He gives a smile towards the group. “I wish we could.”
Bakugou bites down his tongue. Damn lying bastard.
Graciously, Kirishima waves a reassuring hand. “Get home safe, you two.” He softly states, grinning over to them, “It was great seeing you together. Looks good.”
Shitty Hair purposefully said that shitty remark. Bakugou imagines multiple explosives hammering down on Kirishima’s face.
On the other hand, Midoriya remains oblivious. “Thank you, Kirishima. And, good luck with the rest of the night, everyone!”
After leaving a couple bills on the table, covering their meals, drinks, and tip, Bakugou and Midoriya say their goodnight’s and walk out. The city lights helped to brighten the streets of Tokyo, busy and crowded, despite it being so late.
They don’t say much, walking back to their apartment complex. But, after a couple blocks down from the restaurant, Midoriya coughs. “Everyone’s still vibrant, as before.”
“Yeah, vibrantly idiotic.”
He hears Midoriya snort. “Kacchan.”
“Don’t ‘Kacchan’ me.” Bakugou mocks, shoving his hands into the pockets of his leather jacket. “God, can’t make a damn insult, without you calling me out.”
“That’s not what I sound like!” Midoriya defends. Though, there’s a resounding laugh behind the words.
“‘That’s not what I sound like!’” Bakugou makes sure his voice shrills high, breaking at the top.
Midoriya laughs out loud, shoving Bakugou lightly. “Stop!”
“Fucking hell, I’m quitting hero work. Book me as a damn Deku impersonator.”
“You are terrible!”
“You are terrible.” Bakugou huffs, feeling the corners of his lips upturn. “You continue to fucking deal with me, when you know this is the shit I put you through.”
“There’s plenty of things to like about you.” Midoriya justifies, smiling.
“Hell, you know there’s none.”
“I like that you make me laugh so much that my cheeks hurt, Kacchan.” Grinning, Midoriya tilts his head up to Bakugou. “That’s plenty enough, isn’t it?”
“Yeah, at your expense.” Bakugou scoffs, shaking his head. He shoves lightly at Midoriya, a return from before. “Dunce Face is right. You should have fucking asked a girl to tolerate.”
Sighing, Midoriya shrugs. “If I wanted a girl to live with, I would have asked one.”
“So, you deliberately wanted to live with me?”
“..Yeah, I guess I did.”
There’s an odd lightness in Bakugou’s chest, consuming him from the inside out. Forcing it down, he coughs. “Stupid, do you even know what you’re asking for?”
“A year’s worth of laughs and time with you? Why yes, I do.” Midoriya smirks, looking away. “On the other hand, you could have said no.”
“Ah, well I guess I didn’t mind.” Bakugou offers simply.
The rest of the walk is quiet, with only the bustling noises of the crowd around them filling in the space. But, it was a comfortable silence, easy and light.
Bakugou wonders if the damn nerd is just waiting for him to ask him out, and the whole sharing an apartment was meant to speed up the process. Which, if he is, and if this is all an elaborate plan, that’s fucked.
Though, it’s totally working.
#star responds#CKAI !! THANK YOU FOR THIS#super comedic & bakugou pining#meanwhile midoriya's pining just as hard aaah#also making bakugou kinda funny?? that was fun#fun fact: this was written during my plane from amsterdam back to the usa#so i was eager to see my friends & drink with them. hence. drinks in the fic#also snippet of kirimina we luv#the bakusquad in general. we STAN#bakudeku#bkdk#katsudeku#dekubaku#dkbk#ckatsudon#my beloved#FICLET
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AOT Armin x Reader Not so Innocent Part one
Content: Smut
Warnings: losing virginity, Jean being an ass, slightly sub Armin, oral sex (giving and receiving), minors not allowed!
Artist Credit @Yuna_s10
TW: almost noncon
After Armin finds out he is a Titan and with the weight of his life being spared over Erwin's he really needs some comfort. You were there to give it to him, ever since that day he has wondered if you had deeper feelings than just friends. Armin kept a journal filled with his deepest desires for you because he is too scared to tell you how he feels. Meanwhile you try to make him jealous but it just makes him upset because he thinks you friend zoned him.
This is a side story between season 3 and 4.
You were out taking a midnight stroll because you couldn’t sleep. You could hear someone crying. “That sounds like Armin.” You said to yourself as you walked in the direction of the cries and found Armin huddled in a dark corner with his back turned to you. You walked over to him and hugged him tightly. “Armin please don’t cry.” You spoke softly as you pulled him in closer.
“(Y/N)?” He wiped his eyes. “W-why are you out so late?”
“I couldn’t sleep so I decided to take a walk. Now tell me what’s wrong Armin.” You said sweetly as you played with his beautiful blonde hair.
He pulled your arms around him more. “I feel so lost (Y/N) ever since Floch said that everyone resents me because my life was spared over Erwin's…. Part of me hates my-myself…. Why? Why did Levi chose me over Erwin? The Commander of the Scouts life is far more v-valuable t-than a m-measly Cadets life���.” Armin started to cry again.
“Shhhhhh Armin please don’t cry I hate to see you upset.” You said in a comforting voice but he didn’t stop sobbing. “I don’t think Levi made the wrong decision.”
Armin looked up at you with his big blue eyes. “Y-you don’t?”
You wiped away his tears. “Not in the least bit.” You hugged him closer to you. “I feel like all Erwin did was come up with half-assed plans.”
“What do you mean?”
“Hmmmm well every plan he came up with to take down the Titans failed, but every plan you came up with worked we took down the armored and colossal Titans because of you. You even figured out that Annie was the female Titan. Without that beautiful brain of yours we would all be dead right now Armin. You saved everyone else.” You kissed his cheek making Armin blush. “And for that I thank you from the bottom of my heart.”
Armin awoke from his dream. “Every night I have the same dream about that night with (Y/N)…. I can’t get her out of my head…. I…. I think I’m in love with her.” He looked over at you asleep next to him in your sleeping bag he had a smile on his face. “She always sleeps next to me…. Could she feel the same way?” He kept looking at you, his eyes traveled down and stopped at your breasts.
“She’s so beautiful.” He thought to himself, his mind wandered as he watched your nipples become hard. He let out a sigh. “The things I want to do to her.” He could feel his pants become tight. “Armin what are you thinking!? Ugh, but I can’t help it…. I want her so badly…. I, I need to make a move soon before someone else takes her away from me…. I see the way Jean looks at her.”
Armin took out his journal and started to write. ‘I had that same dream again about (Y/N)…. I just can’t stop thinking about her…. All the naughty things I want to do to her…. I just want to bury my face in her big breasts and crotch. I want her so bad…. This isn’t fair….’ Armin let out a sigh.
“Well, I guess I should take care of this growing problem down here….” Armin thought to himself as he quietly pulled down his pants and grabbed his length gently stroking. He bit his lip as he imagined it was you doing this to him. He gazed over at you while he touched himself quickening the strokes. He watched you roll onto your side facing him and your breast popped out of your tank top. His eyes widened as he felt his warm seed seep into his hand. Armin quietly pulled his pants back on and went to wash his hands. He came back and snuggled closer to you.
“Goodnight my sweet angel.” He whispered and kissed your cheek.
You woke up the next morning laying on Armin. You freaked out and scrambled to get up. “Why was I laying on Armin!?” You thought to yourself your cheeks turned red as you stared at him sleeping. “He's so cute when he sleeps.” You smiled at him as you stroked his hair.
“Hey beautiful good morning!” Yelled Jean.
You looked at Jean and smiled. “Why good morning to you too Jean!” You replied happily.
He held out his hand to help you up. “Care to join me for breakfast pretty lady?”
You took Jean's hand. “Sure! I just need to go get dressed.” You grabbed your uniform and headed to the bathroom.
Armin laid there in silence. “Stupid Jean always taking (Y/N) from me…. He takes up most of her time it drives me nuts!” He though to himself. “I feel like she doesn’t even give me the time of day anymore…. Have I been friend-zoned?” He curled up into a ball. “When she does talk to me she treats me like a kid.”
You came back from the bathroom and saw Armin curled up. You walked over to him and were about to comfort him but Jean stepped in the way.
“You ready?” He held out his arm for you to take.
“Oh uh yeah I’m ready…. I just wanted to make sure Armin was okay….”
Jean looked down at Armin. “He’s fine lets go!” He attempted to pull you away.
“I'll catch up with you Jean.” You replied dismissing him.
“But-“
“Jean I said I’ll catch up with you.” You repeated as you knelt down next to Armin.
Jean stormed off.
You rolled your eyes. “What a meathead…. Armin are you okay?” You asked as you stroked his hair.
He closed his eyes and melted as you touched his hair. “I’m better now that you’re here.” He muttered so you didn’t hear him.
“Hm? What did you say Armin?”
“I don’t feel too good.” He replied looking at you with his beautiful blue eyes.
You leaned over to take Armin's temperature and he could see right down your shirt, making his skin get hot. “Well, you are warm. Do you feel sick?” You asked as concern coated your voice.
“Hmmm, maybe I can milk this and have her attention all to myself today.” Armin thought to himself.
“My head is pounding and I have a stomach ache.” He replied in a quiet voice as he clutched his stomach with one hand and his head with the other.
“Well then lets get you some medicine.” You got up and went in your bag to grab herbs and your stone grinder. You lit a small fire to boil water for tea and started to grind the herbs as you sang in a soft voice.
Armin sat there completely entranced by you he loved to listen to you sing. He got lost watching you prepare the medicine. “Come on you dummy now is the perfect time to tell (Y/N) how you feel!” Armin thought to himself.
He went to speak but nothing came out.
You looked over at Armin. “Are you okay sweetie? You’re just starting off into space.” You spoke breaking Armin's thoughts.
“Y-yes I’m fine (Y/N).” He replied his cheeks were red.
You gave him a sweet smile. “The tea is almost ready. You should be feeling better soon!”
“(Y/N) you’re so talented if the Survey Corps didn’t have you as their medic we would be screwed.”
“Awe Armin thank you.” You blushed at the sweet compliment. “I’m thankful my parents were herbalists and passed their wisdom down to me.” You stirred the pot of tea.
“As long as I’ve known you (Y/N) you always had your hands in the dirt studying plants.”
“And if I remember correctly you were always by my side with your hands in the dirt with me studying the plants.” You stuck out your tongue.
“Just like you I love to learn new things.”
You smiled and nodded your head. “I love to learn new things with you, Armin….” Your cheeks turned pink.
“What do you mean?” He asked confused.
“Hm? Oh, n-nothing!”
“Shit, why did I say that?” You thought to yourself. “He doesn’t even get it I honestly don’t think he likes me how I like him.” You let out a sigh as you poured the tea.
“Here you go Armin I added some honey to make it sweet.” You handed him the cup.
“Thank you so much (Y/N)!” He smiled and took the tea. “It smells really good.” He said as he inhaled the steam.
You sat there with Armin enjoying his company.
He smiled at you. “Ahhh this is so nice, being able to spend time with you.”
“What do you mean Armin? We always spend time together.”
“Well yeah we do but it always seems to be interrupted by Jean or someone else….”
“Hey! (Y/N)!” Yelled Jean.
“Speak of the devil….” Muttered Armin.
“Hey Jean!” You waved at him.
“How’s little Armin feeling?” He asked sarcastically.
“A lot better thanks to (Y/N)’s medicine.” He answered back. “She's truly amazing.” He smiled at you.
“Well since you’re feeling better you wouldn’t mind if I borrowed her for a bit would you?” Jean asked as he tugged on your arm attempting to pull you away.
“I think I’m going to stay here with Armin.” You replied pulling your arm away.
“But I really need to talk to you.” Jean kept tugging on you.
You swatted his hand away. “Jean I said no! Now leave me alone!” You turned away dismissing him.
“What the fuck.” He muttered under his breath and stormed off.
“That idiot just doesn’t give up its so annoying sometimes.” You growled.
“But don’t you like the attention?” Armin asked.
“Not from him…. He’s not the guy I want attention from.” You sighed.
“Who do you want attention from?”
“W-well uh I-“
“Hey (Y/N)!” Yelled Eren as he came running over to you.
“Hey Eren! What’s up?”
“Levi needs to talk to you he’s in his office he said it’s important.”
“Oh okay!” You got up to leave.
Later that day you were going through Armin's stuff because you wanted something that smelled like him and you came across his journal. “Hm? Armin keeps a journal? Let’s see what secrets he keeps in here.” You opened the journal and started to look through the pages. You noticed the journal started the night you found Armin crying outside and most of the entries were about you. Your eyes widened as you read about all the naughty things he wanted to do to you.
“Sweet little Armin isn’t so innocent after all oh my goodness. He wants to tie me up and lick honey off my naked body?!” You kept scanning through the pages. “Oh this is a good one make love out in nature under the stars. Heh even when he is writing dirty things he still makes it sound romantic.” Your skin was getting hot and you were getting extremely turned on reading about what he wanted to do to you. “Ohhhhh Armin what am I going to do with you?” You laughed. “Well that was a rhetorical question….. I want to do everything to you.” You got up and went to go find him.
“Oh my sweet Armin I can’t wait to make you mine!” You made your way through the city, suddenly you were blindsided by someone and knocked to the ground. “What the hell!? Jean what are you doing!?” You tried to push him off of you but it was no use.
“(Y/N) you’re such a god damn tease!” He yelled as he ripped your shirt open. “Why? Why do you do this to me? You know I like you I’ve been trying so damn hard to make you my girl but no stupid Armin always gets in the way!” He kept shouting as he ripped your pants off.
“Jean! STOP! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING TO ME!?” You punched him in the face but it didn’t phase him in the least bit, he just grabbed your wrists and held you down. “Jean I don’t even like you like that! I’M IN LOVE WITH ARMIN! I HAVE BEEN SINCE I WAS A CHILD! I was just flirting with you to make him jealous!”
“NO! I’m in love with you!” He shouted back as he choked you. “No one can have you but me!”
You started to get light-headed. “J-Jean I-I c-can't b-breathe.” Your vision was getting blurry. Suddenly someone pulled Jean off of you. All you could make out was blonde hair before you passed out.
Armin tore Jean off of you. “How dare you put your hands on her like that! You disgusting pig!” Armin continuously punched him in the face. “If you ever so much as look in her direction.” He pulled his fist back. “I will tear you to shreds!” Armin punched him one final time knocking Jean unconscious.
Armin ran over to you. “(Y/N)! (Y/N)! Please wake up!” He shook you but you didn’t respond to him. He scooped you up and jumped into the window of a inn. Armin ran over to the door and put a chair against it to keep it locked. He came back over to you and put his head on your chest. “Well she’s still breathing thank goodness.” He sat there staring at your half naked body. “This is so unfair. She is literally being handed to me….” He felt his pants starting to get tight he reached out his trembling hand to grope your breast but he stopped himself. “But I know I’m friend-zoned….” He curled into a ball.
You started to wake up. “Armin?” You spoke in a quiet voice as you reached out your hand towards him.
“(Y/N)?” Armin looked down at you. “You’re okay!” He hugged you tightly.
“What happened? Last I remember Jean was trying…. Trying to…. To….” You shuddered as you recalled what Jean just tried to do to you and started to sob.
Armin pulled you in closer to him. “Shhhhh it’s okay stupid Jean won’t ever hurt you again (Y/N).” He ran his fingers through your soft (H/C) hair as he pulled you into his lap.
You turned about eight shades of red as you felt a bulge poke at your butt as he sat you on his lap. “Armin?” You looked at him as your skin got hot.
“Yes (Y/N)?” He replied. “Why are you so warm?”
“Armin I…. I….” You started.
“Yes?”
“I…. I…. Awe fuck it!” You yelled as you tackled Armin and kissed him.
Armin was momentarily taken aback and stunned by the sudden kiss. He pulled away, his face as red as a tomato. “(Y-Y/N-N) wh-what? B-but I…. I thought I was friend-zoned?”
You looked at him shocked. “Is that why you’ve been so distant? Awe Armin sweetie no you’re not friend-zoned at all.” You pushed him down onto the bed and straddled him. “In fact, it’s the exact opposite…. Armin….. I’m in love with you.” You leaned in and kissed his neck, a small moan escaped his lips. “I’ve been in love with you as long as I can remember Armin….”
“R-really?”
“Yes Armin really.” You repeated as you pressed your body closer to his. “And I found your journal…. You certainly write a lot about me….” You lightly nibbled his neck making Armin moan again.
“(Y-Y/N-N) wh-what are you doing?” He shuddered beneath you as you nibbled at his neck again.
“Oh don’t you play innocent with me Armin I know that you’re far from that.” You gave him a look as you gently grinded on him. “I know how much you want me.” You leaned in and kissed him again.
Armin trembled as he wrapped his arms around your neck pulling you in closer to him. He moaned against your lips as you bucked your hips against his growing bulge.
You took the opportunity and instantly invaded his mouth with your tongue kissing him deeply.
He wined as you quickened the motions. “(Y/N) it's, it's starting to hurt.”
You looked at him confused. “What is?”
He turned even redder. “My, my growing problem d-down there.”
“Awe sweetie do you want me to help you?” You cooed.
Armin bit his lip and nodded.
“Very well my love.” You got off of his lap and slowly pulled off just his pants. You crawled back up his body just to be tackled to the bed by him.
Armin rolled you onto your stomach and held your wrists as he started to hump you. Little whimpers escaped your lips as his length gently caressed your butt. He let go of your wrists and held onto your waist as he quickened the pace. “Am, am I doing a good job (Y/N)?” He asked shyly.
You moaned louder and nodded your head. “Ah-ahhhhh yes Armin you’re doing a g-great jobbbb!” You wined out as you gripped the blankets.
He leaned in and ran sweet little kisses down the back of your neck. “(Y/N) I love you so much…. I, I can’t believe this is really happening right now…. I’ve dreamt about this day for so long and finally, you’re mine.” He cooed. “How did I get so lucky? I finally get my sweet angel.” He reached down and unhooked your bra. He got off of you and rolled you back over to face him. His eyes grew wide in wonder as he removed your bra staring at your perfect body and breasts. “You truly are beautiful (Y/N).” He leaned in and kissed your neck slowly tracing your collarbone with his lips as he traveled down towards your breasts. He gazed at you his eyes filled with excitement as he gently rolled your nipple between his fingers while his mouth encircled your other nipple. He licked and nipped at your nipple as he grinded on you.
“Ah-ahhhhh A-Ar-Armin.” You wined out as his bulge rubbed against you. Your hips bucked wildly out of control every time he made contact, soaking your underwear.
He looked up at you with his beautiful blue eyes. “Yes (Y/N)?” He asked.
“Every little touch is driving me crazy Armin…. I…. I’m going mad right now…. Please Armin I…. I want you in the worst way….”
His eyes widened in shock as those words left your lips. “W-wa-wait are you saying what I-I think you’re saying (Y/N)? D-do you want me to, to take you?” He stammered looking at you shyly.
You blushed and nodded your head. “Yes Armin I am.”
He got off of you and sat on the bed.”Woah hold on a minute th-this is a big decision…. Are you absolutely sure.”
“Is it really Armin? By the way you write about me in your journal, it doesn’t seem that way…. Don’t you want to experience everything life has to offer?”
“I…. I…. I… well that’s writing in a journal I thought no one was going to find…. I never thought this was going to actually happen.”
“Armin.” You took his hands in yours. “It’s written all over your journal that you’re in love with me…. I have known you my entire life I have seen you at your worst I have seen you at your best…. I know you better than anyone else…. I was your friend before Eren and Mikasa knew you…. Armin, I’m in love with you also. I want to spend the rest of our lives together.” You leaned in and kissed his cheek.
He took a deep breath in. “I have no idea what I would even be doing….” He glanced between you and him a smile formed on his lips as he gazed at you. “But if you really want this then….” He pinned you to the bed and nipped at your neck, taking you by surprise. “I am willing to pleasure you my love.” He traced his lips down your torso showering your stomach in sweet kisses. He pulled down your underwear looking on in wonder. “Tell me what do you want me to do to you?”
“I-I want you to rub my clit.” You propped your legs on the bed and opened your lips with your fingers revealing your soaking wet core.
He took his fingers and massaged your clit making you squirt all over his hand. He continued to rub as he took is other hand and gently plunged a finger inside you.
“Ohhhhhh A-Arminnnn!” You moaned out as you gushed again, he pulled his finger out and innocently licked your juices off looking like a child licking cake batter.
He smiled at you before plunging face-first into you. He grabbed your hips and attacked your clit with his tongue as he pulled you in closer to him.
You gently gripped his soft hair, tugging on it with every flick of his tongue. Licking, sucking, nibbling Armin couldn’t get enough of your sweet taste he wanted to eat you up. You bucked your hips as you felt yourself gush into his mouth, Armin licked up every last drop.
He looked up at you and smiled. “Are you enjoying this my love?” He asked wanting reassurance.
“A-Armin.” You said panting. “Y-you're doing an amazing job.” You sat up and leaned in to kiss him. Locking lips you kissed him passionately as you lowered yourself onto his lap. You slowly started to move your hips rubbing your clit on his member, earning sweet little moans from Armin. You broke the kiss tracing your lips down his neck leaving love bites all over his collar bones. You made your way down his torso kissing right above his waistband. You locked eyes with Armin as you pulled down his underwear, revealing his rock hard member. Your smile grew wider as you gently took his length in your hand, little whimpers of excitement escaped Armin's lips as you ran your hands up and down his shaft.
“O-oh-ohhhhhhh (Y-Y/N-N) this f-feels even b-better t-th-than I ever i-im-imagined!” He tilted his head back as he moaned louder and louder.
You lowered your mouth to his pulsing length wrapping your lips around it, ever so lightly licking the precum off his tip. Slowly you started to suck running your tongue along his shaft.
He gently tugged at your hair as he watched your head bob up and down, his hips bucking with every lick. “Ahhhh (Y/N) I’m going to….. I’m going to c-cu-cummmmm!” He moaned as you took his length in its entirety down your throat he released his seed, but you didn’t stop sucking and almost instantly he became hard again.
You released yourself from him. “Let’s get back on the bed where it’s more comfortable.” You helped Armin up and tackled him to the bed, grinding on him making yourself squirt everywhere. You continued to rub your soaking slit all over his size, driving him crazy. “A-are you ready my sweet Armin?”
He looked at you shyly. “Yes, I am.”
You shifted your hips and positioned yourself right at his tip, you leaned in kissing him as you slid down on his member. You yelped into his mouth as you felt a pop.
Armin broke the kiss. “Are you okay?” He asked his voice drenched in concern.
You smiled at him and nodded. “Yes, I am perfectly fine my love.” You leaned in kissing him again as you rocked your hips back and forth. You held onto his shoulders as you quickened the pace, feeling him go deeper and deeper with every thrust. “Ohhhh A-Ar-Aminnnnn j-just like that oh my-my God!” You screamed out.
Armin was in complete sync with you, every time you came down he thrusted into you. “Ohhhhh (Y-Y/N-N)!” He moaned out as he grabbed your butt spreading your cheeks to go deeper into you. Soon he was pounding you wildly. He couldn’t get enough of you as he ran his hands over every inch of your body, caressing your soft skin. He looked at you with amazement as he watched you ride him. “I-I still can’t believe this is-is really h-happening.” He smiled at you.
“Ar-Armin I’m, I’m go-going to cummmmm!” You arched your back as your walls clenched around Armin's length releasing yourself. Toes curling, hips bucking you rode out your first orgasm.
“(Y/N)? Can we try another position?” He asked shyly his cheeks turning bright red. “I-I want to be in control.”
“Of course my love” You got off and stood in front of him.
He gazed at you completely captivated by your beauty. “My, my, my you are a sight to behold my beautiful (Y/N).” Getting up from the bed he walked over to you, he tugged your waist as he pulled you in kissing you deeply. His hands made their way down your torso, gently he cupped your butt as he pressed his length against you, sweet whimpers escaping your lips. His tongue danced with yours as he backed you into a wall. He soon broke the kiss, trailing his lips down your neck, between your breasts down to your soaking core. He got on his knees. “Wrap your legs around my shoulders…. I want to try something.”
“But how is this going to work?”
He placed his hands on your butt for support. “Trust me it will.” He pushed you into the wall more as you lifted one leg over his shoulder than the other one. He adjusted accordingly to make sure you were stable on his shoulders. Armin brought one of his hands forward and spread your lips so he could dive back into your core. He ate you up like a hungry animal, licking every bit of your juices.
Your body shook as Armin swirled his tongue around your clit. “A-ahhhhh Ar-Arminnnnn!” You grabbed his hair, pushing his face into you more as you gushed into his mouth. Slowly he inserted two fingers moving them in and out of you. He quickened the pace as he nibbled on your clit rendering you a drooling mess as your walls clenched around his fingers, earning another orgasm from you.
He came up and lifted you off his shoulders, but kept you pinned to the wall. He pressed himself closer to you as he raised you up again, you wrapped your legs around his waist. Instantly his member slipped back inside you, moaning out he thrusted into you. “I love you so much(Y/N)!” He roared as he pounded deeper and deeper in you.
“I-I l-love you toooooo Armin!” You howled as you bounced wildly with every thrust. You grabbed his head attacking his lips kissing him deeply as he went faster. You moaned into his mouth as you gushed again soaking the floor below you.
Armin broke the kiss looking at you his cheeks were bright red. “(Y-Y/N-N) I’m, I’m going to c-cu-cum a-again.” He pulled out barely in time his seed exploding all over your stomach.
Panting heavily the two of you collapsed on the floor wrapped up in each other’s arms. You smiled at Armin and pulled him in for a long sweet kiss.
He broke the kiss. “(Y/N) t-that was a-amazing!” He said as he nuzzled into your neck.
You sat there playing with his soaking wet hair. “Mhmmmmm it truly was amazing Armin.”
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Duke Thomas/The Signal Fic Recs
This is for @capttain-emo who saw me reblog this wonderful rec list by @stories-from-the-batcave , and asked if I knew any more. (I highly recommend those, btw, I love all the fics on that list! Yes, that includes the one I wrote in there) Duke Thomas is my favorite Batfam member, so I have a bunch! Unfortunately, there isn’t as much Duke content out there as I’d hope - people just don’t seem to like him as much for some reason? It’s sad. So, there are gonna be a couple here written by me. Rest assured, I have way more Duke content on the way - including a WIP coming out this week! (Ao3 linked out at the top of my blog)
I love recommending Fics, so hit me up in my inbox if there’s a trope or character or relationship (platonic or not) that you’d really love to read! I also write fan fiction, and my requests are always open!
1. Siblings: The Truth of the Matter by Me!
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & his siblings
Duke had a strange family. Two of his siblings had been raised from birth to be assassins. One was born in a circus. One had been a crime lord for a time. Yet another was the CEO of a multi-billion dollar company by the age of seventeen. All of them dressed up in spandex every night to punch bad guys.
So when he was woken up by icy water being splashed in his face, tied to a chair in nothing but his boxers, he wasn't surprised. Now, that's not to say he wasn't worried. Duke was definitely worried. Especially since it was these two.
AKA Duke gets tied up and questioned by his siblings, all while drugged with Truth Serum!
2. Bliss by Me!
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Damian
Duke walks in on a sleeping assassin child in need of comfort, and takes a chance. Brotherly bonding ensues!
3. An ever growing family of birds and bats by alicecrow6
Rating: General Audiences/Teen Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Damian
a series of Batkids Age Reversal fics where Damian comes first, then Harper, then Duke and so on.
4. look at me, all the things I can do by Aelig
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Cass, Duke & Bruce
"Duke took a bite of his toast, gaze still on Bruce. His foster father was sipping at his coffee, eyebrows frowning. To an outsider, you would think he was reading the morning news on his tablet, like always; Duke knew better. Bruce's look was a little away from the screen, his lips downward.
It was almost funny, to watch Bruce internally panic."
OR: It's the morning, and Duke is going back to school for the first time since his injury.
5. The Batchair(s) Issue by NightFlier
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen w/ background ships Relationships: Duke & Cass, Duke & Steph, Steph/Cass Trio & Batfam
Duke Thomas feels like an outsider, and not just because he's part of the new Outsiders team roster. He's the newest member of the legendary Batclan and hasn't yet formed the close bonds that the others share. Not to mention, he's the only active Meta on the team. As if it wasn't hard enough to relate with people with such colorful, unique backgrounds.
But it's okay! Duke has a plan and it'll probably work for a while before crashing & burning. BatShenanigans ahead.
6. All That Glitters is Gold (Unfortunately) by IndefiniteIceCube
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Tim, Duke & Steph
The world is gold and Duke can't breathe.
He can't breathe.
He was sitting in AP World History just a minute ago.
Was it a minute ago? It seemed like a minute ago but it could have been hours because all he can focus on is that he can’t breathe. His lungs won’t fill and- and he’s trying he swears but he just. can’t. breathe.
And the gold—
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Duke's powers emerge.
It doesn't go well.
7. Be the Light that Helps Others See by Ace_Corvid @ace-corvid
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Batfam
Duke didn't really know what to expect from movie nights with the Bats.
He could only assume they approached this with the same determined intensity as they approached everything else. They were all so extra it was like their gauge for normal was completely broke. He wasn't really prepared for this.
And yet here he was. Surrounded.
(Alternatively; Batkid's have a movie night.)
8. I've Made a Million Mistakes by Sohotthateveryonedied
“Y’all need Jethuth.”
Rating: Teen Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Batfam
“Don’t worry,” Dick says, throwing his arm around Duke’s shoulders. “Everyone in this room has had their teeth knocked out at one point or another. It’s a rite of passage around here.”
“I don’t know how to tell you thith, but that doethn’t happen to normal people. We acthually prefer to keep our teeth, believe it or not.”
“Wait until you get your first major battle scar. Trust me, they’re cool.”
“Y’all need Jethuth.”
9. Children (All of Them) by TheFalconWarrior
Rating: Teen Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Batfam
In which Tim is not stupid but Jason might just be, Damian is furious, Dick kind of feels like he should be doing…something, Steph is ecstatic, and Duke wonders how long he can survive.
10. In the Dark of the Night by Aelig
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Jason, Batfam
"Duke was woken up by someone sliding into his bed. Someone big judging by how the mattress shifted.
Because Duke was a well-trained vigilante, his first reflex was obviously to kick whoever was being creepy right now and push them out of his bed.
It was only when the someone landed on the floor with a yelp that Duke realized that he was at Wayne Manor, which was incredibly secure – normally. He could recognize the voice, too."
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: none
OR: The Batfam and their way to deal with nightmares.
11. Welcome to the Family by angstyelephant
In which Duke Thomas goes back to the beginning.
12. Family-- by incorrectbatfam
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & batfam
“Your assignment over the weekend is to write a poem about your family.”
13. I'm Still Climbing(Even When the Rest Have Fallen) by anidear
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Dick, Duke & Damian
After his first exposure to the Fear Toxin, Dick checks in on Duke.
14. The cat and the newcomer by Fleur_de_Violette
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Alfred the Cat
Duke always found people talking to their pets about their problems silly. And yet here he was.
15. Duke-napped by NightOwl1600
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Bruce, Duke & batfam
The others don’t really bother Duke with his business. They all care about him, he knows, but outside of the vigilante business, they don’t really care to ask aside from the typical “How was school?” or “Can you buy me some chilidogs after you’re done with whatever you’re doing?” So he’s a bit concerned if they’ll even notice when he’s been kidnapped as Duke Thomas, Bruce Wayne’s newest ward. But he’s not about to panic; as the others seem to be so determined that traumatizing new experiences are part of Bat-initiation.
Meanwhile, the rest of the family freaks out because “Did anyone go over the do’s and don’ts of getting kidnapped with Duke?!”
16. Nightmare/Hallucination by FearfulKitten @fearfulkittenwrites
Rating: Teen Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Jason
Duke found himself staring at the ceiling again. His heart was no longer racing, but he wouldn’t exactly say that he was calm either. This is the moment after the end of a race you lost, when all of the adrenaline is starting to wear off and the hopelessness sets in. That’s it. You’re out of the competition, buddy.
Except that this isn’t a race, and Duke hasn’t just lost his spot for the finals. He had simply lost sleep.
17. Jason Todd, Big Brother Part 8792 by Gemini_00
Rating: General Audiences Category: Other Relationships: Duke & Jason, Duke & Damian
Robin and the Signal sneak along the Outlaws mission in order to steal a bazooka and hang out with Kori. Jason has to deal with two little brothers and feeding a team of outlaws. He's putting this on Bruce's credit
18. "What's wrong? What's happening?" By FearfulKitten @fearfulkittenwrites
Rating: General Audiences Category: Other Relationships: Duke & Tim
Duke runs into trouble during his daytime patrol, and ends up needing some back up. The resident over-productive insomniac bat picks up the call.
(A little bit of and Duke interaction for a nice tumblr Anon :) I hope you like it!)
19. Nightmares by FearfulKitten @fearfulkittenwrites
Rating: Teen Category: Other Relationships: Duke & Dick
Filling the nightmare square on my bingo card with the help of an anon on tumblr who asked for a fic where Duke has a nightmare and asks for the help of one of the older batboys!
"Duke checked the time again. Two minutes had passed.
Time was ticking too slowly. He was tired, but sitting alone in the dark was definitely not a good idea right now.
He’d have to ask for help."
20. Brothers in Arms by TheFalconWarrior
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Batfam
...possibly against each other. Batkid prank wars are the worst.
Duke is learning. Tim is evil. So is Damian. Dick is embarrassing. Jason is dramatic. Steph is brave. Babs is all-knowing. Cass wants in. Alfred is a little amused, and Bruce is so. Tired.
21. First rule of Robin, right? By ALzzza
Rating: Teen Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Damian,Duke & Dick
"Nothing’s going to hurt you—you got that, nothing.”
Duke doesn’t have anything better to do but it’s not like that matters. Hell, he’d drop everything and run—always in time to catch this little bird.
Or, Damian’s Been Having Nightmares, Duke To The Rescue—Dick Always With The Reassurance
22. Duke's Diary by fiery_day
Rating: Teen Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Batfam,Duke & Dick
This is a couple of journal entries by Duke as he learns to become Signal. He relates his thoughts on the batfamily and aspects of the vigilante life he now leads.
23. Significance of a Gala by nxttime
Rating: Teen Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Batfam,Duke & Jason, Duke & Tim
This year’s Wayne Gala would be Duke’s first, and he had no clue how to feel about it.
25. The cloud that looks after each other by Batmango
Rating: Teen Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Bruce, Duke & Goliath
Duke wakes up the Bat cave after a fight with the Joker.
For MashpotatoeQueen5 as a thanks for using so many of my prompt in the excellent January Jot-Downs.
Prompt: a hurt comfort after an injury/illness? Or just cuddles. I love me some cuddles.
26. The One You’ll Know By by Redrikki
Rating: Teen Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Bruce, Bruce & Alfred
After losing his memory, Bruce asked Alfred not to tell him about his vigilante life, but he's beginning to think his butler left a few other things out. Like, say, his kids.
27. Duke Thomas Hates Bullies by Gemini_00
Rating: Unrated Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Steph, Duke & Tim, Duke & Bruce, Duke & Damian
Everyone loves that Duke Thomas isn't like all those other crazy Waynes. Everyone loves that the Signal isn't trying to get himself killed. Duke may not see Bruce as his dad, but he is definitely part of the bat family. and nobody is going to bully his family. Or, Duke Thomas Kicks Ass.
28. batman is dancing to fortnight and this might as well happen because vigilante life is already so *Goddamn* weird (Duke Thomas: A Memoir) by MashpotatoeQueen5
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Bruce, Duke & Batfam
You may not have time to unpack all that, but Duke Thomas does.
(He doesn't get it either.)
(He loves his new crazy family nonetheless.)
29. In a World Where You Can Be Anything, Be Kind by RedHoodie1723
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Bruce, Duke & Batfam
Day Six of Batfam Week 2020: Take Your Child To Work Day
It was Duke's first time visiting Wayne Enterprises, and he couldn't help but be intrigued by the Martha Wayne Foundation.
30. You’re My Brother by blackpercy
Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Duke & Dick
Duke's missing his parents a lot and Dick comes in to help his little brother.
And that’s it for the list! I hope you enjoy these thirty works! Once again, send me an ask if you have requests for fics, recs, or if you have general questions!
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I Don’t Want To Wait, seven
rowaelin high school bff au masterlist
Based on the prompt:
Sharing is caring. Now, give me the hoodie!
“I’m never drinking again,” Aelin moaned as she rolled over on Lysandra’s bed, shoving her head under the pillow. She knew Rowan had censored himself filling in the gaps of her night. Saying she was an angry drunk, though accurate, was not quite specific enough.
Apparently, she and Rowan had had a screaming match in the kitchen that he failed to mention, and Aelin had zero recollection of.
“The entire kitchen cleared out,” Lysandra explained, “Lyria included. But you were… pretty loud.”
Aelin groaned into the pillow.
“Why wouldn’t he tell me?”
Lysandra patted Aelin’s foot, trying to be comforting, but Aelin didn’t want to be comforted right now. She kicked Lysandra’s hand away.
“This is the most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to me.”
Lysandra snorted and poked her bare foot. “At least he thought you were talking about someone else?”
Aelin peeked out from beneath the pillow and frowned again. “That is so much worse. Now he thinks I’m mad at him for not letting me kiss NOX OWEN.”
“What else was he supposed to think? You can’t exactly blame him. You smacked his drink out of his hand and started screeching about how he ruined your kissing plans.”
“As if I’d ever have a chance with Nox. I barely even have a chance with Rowan, and he’s been my best friend since we were eight.” Aelin sighed loudly. “Whatever. Everything is ruined now. He’s going to prom with Lyria.”
Lysandra frowned, the pity evident in her bright green eyes as she flopped down next to Aelin on her comforter. “I’m sorry, boo.”
“Tell me one more time,” Aelin sighed. “Exactly what we both said. Every word.”
“In the kitchen?”
Aelin nodded.
“You stared at Lyria’s hand for like… a full ten seconds. Then you smacked the drink out of Rowan’s hand, and screamed – Where’s my drink, bitch? And he very calmly said, What the fuck, Aelin? Because… you know. The drink spilled all over the floor. Then you screamed at the top of your lungs, I NEEDED ANOTHER DRINK, AND YOU RUINED EVERYTHING. And he did that eyebrow thing you hate and asked, What did I ruin? And then you screamed back KISSING PLANS. That’s when the kitchen started emptying out.” Aelin groaned.
“It’s so much worse hearing it again.”
Lysandra paused. “Do you want me to repeat the rest?” And Aelin nodded tentatively. It was masochistic, but she needed to hear it all again.
Lysandra sighed loudly, knowing the worst was about to happen. “You fucking raged, Aelin. You incoherently started screaming – I HAD KISSING PLANS. AMAZING REAL FIRST KISS PLANS AND YOU RUINED THEM BY GETTING DISTRACTED.” She crinkled her nose at that. “And it looked like Rowan was going to say something, but you just kept going on and on about your ruined kissing plans. You called him an idiot….” Aelin cringed. She couldn’t believe how belligerent she was. “And then you screamed, YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO COME BACK WITH MY DRINK. THE DRINK WAS INTEGRAL TO MY KISSING PLAN. Which, by the way, nice SAT vocab drop while you were blackout drunk. That was impressive.”
Aelin couldn’t do anything more than flick off her friend. She was too busy berating herself for all the stupid things she didn’t remember saying when she was drunk. She’d been this close to telling Rowan she’d planned to kiss him. And she’d said FIRST KISS. It wasn’t like she hadn’t kissed anyone before – she totally had. There’d been several games of truth or dare which included kisses and a braces-filled makeout session at Camp Terrasen in eighth grade. She’d just meant their first kiss. She wanted to die.
“Then he got really mad himself and screamed back at you that you should have told him about your kissing plans, so he didn’t ruin your night. And you screamed back it didn’t matter since it was already ruined and clearly you could get your own drink.”
“I think that’s when he realized you’d had a little too much to drink that he’d clearly missed. And he sought out Nox, who explained the drink chugging, and while that happened, you literally chugged another drink and then launched yourself at Salvaterre.”
“I have to apologize,” Aelin said, but Lysandra shook her head.
“He didn’t bring it up for a reason.” Lysandra softened her eyes, running her hand through Aelin’s freshly showered hair. “I think once you punched Lorcan he chocked everything up to wasted nonsense.”
Aelin shoved her face into Lysandra’s pillow and let out a low laugh. What a nightmare. “I’m just grateful you and Elide were there to change me,” she said. “I can’t even imagine my embarrassment if Rowan had to peel me out of puke-covered clothes.”
“Yeah, you owe us for that one.”
Aelin’s mouth dropped in shock. “You left me to sleep on the bathroom floor!”
Lysandra laughed. “Only because you scissor kicked Rowan in the knee when he and Wes tried to take you up the stairs.” She looked at Aelin. “He’s not mad at you, Ace. He was going to let you sleep in his bed. Puke-covered and all.”
Aelin rolled onto her back. “But he’s going to prom with Lyria,” Aelin repeated again.
“She’s nice,” Lysandra quipped, causing Aelin to glare at her. “But she’s not you.” Aelin’s lips quirked upward at that. “He’ll figure it out eventually,” she said, letting Aelin breathe a sigh of relief. She really hoped Lysandra’s assessment was true. “Or he won’t, and you’ll spend the rest of your life pining away.”
Aelin snorted loudly. “Gee, thanks.”
“Welcome, bitch.”
Lysandra paused, her green eyes soft and nervous instead of holding their usual brash confidence as she continued. “I know you and Rowan are special best friends with, like, a special best friend song and everything.”
“We do not have a special best friend song?” Aelin interrupted, causing Lysandra to laugh and boop her nose softly.
“You do. It’s ‘Dancing In The Moonlight,’ which is adorable, but not my point.”
“And that is…?”
“I know I’ll never be Rowan, but I’m still a best friend, and if you need to talk about things… you can tell me. Especially if they’re Rowan things.”
Aelin bit her lip and breathed nervously. “I’m glad you know.”
“Oh, babe,” Lysandra laughed, rubbing Aelin’s shoulder softly. “I’ve known about your feelings for years. I’m just glad you finally told me.”
Aelin groaned and shoved her head under the pillow again.
~*~
Dear journal,
I don’t know who else to talk about this with. I know Lysandra KNOWS now, but I just need to vent to someone impartial, okay? Things with Rowan are so weird… because they’re not weird at all. After Lys told me what I screamed at him, I was sure he’d finally come out and clear the air, but it’s been a WHOLE WEEK, and he hasn’t said anythingggg. Everything is just…. normal??? He even let me keep the lacrosse sweatshirt Lys and El put me in. I tried to give it back, but he told me it was mine now. What the hell is THAT about? What does it mean?
I want to tell him I know about the fight, but then I’d have to explain I was screaming about kissing him, and I don’t know if he wants to hear that anymore.
All I know is that every time I look at him I feel like I’m about to explode. Not to mention I’m about to go suit shopping with him for ~PROM~ and I’m kind of freaking out. What is Rowan in a TUX going to do to my body? I might just combust there on the spot. Maybe he’s right. I should ask Lys to teach me how to … you know (masturbate). I tried to watch a video (I KNOW), but I got a million pop ups and got too nervous and shut my laptop off. Maybe I should look on my phone next time. Do phones get pop ups?
UGH OKAY. HE’S HERE. WISH ME LUCK.
Xo, Aelin
5/21/20 – age 16
Aelin slammed her journal shut and shoved it under her stack of decoy notebooks in her nightstand just before Rowan appeared in her doorway.
“Ready to go, Ace?”
She nodded and stretched her arms above her head, shaking out her hand, which was cramped from writing so neatly in her journals.
“Don’t you want to bring a jacket?” Rowan asked, looking at Aelin’s bared stomach pointedly.
“It’s almost June, Buzzard, don’t be such a prude,” she answered, her arms self-consciously crossing over the chest of her cropped t-shirt.
He rolled his eyes, leading them back downstairs, and Aelin grabbed her purse and followed. “Don’t come complaining to me when you’re too cold.”
“I would never,” she gasped, feigning shock. “And don’t forget you owe me post-shopping ice cream.”
“Oh, bring me back a pint of chocolate peanut butter,” Rhoe called out from the kitchen, his blue eyes peering out from behind the giant pages of the Orynth Times.
“Sure thing, Dad,” Aelin called out, passing by the kitchen with a wave.
“Wait, wait, wait.” Aelin doubled back and peered into the kitchen where her exhausted looking dad sat. “Rowan is taking you shopping? Has hell frozen over? Rowan, how did you get conned into this?”
Aelin looked up at Rowan, who scratched his head uncomfortably. “She’s actually taking me shopping. I need a tux for prom…” Rowan trailed off, his cheeks turning slightly pink as Rhoe returned a surprised look at the child who was practically his surrogate son.
“Ae, do you need a dress?” he asked, suddenly looking worried. Her dad would give her the moon if he could, but supporting a daughter on a firefighter’s single salary was often more than he could manage.
“Oh, no,” Aelin shook her head, carefully concealing her hurt feelings with a devilish smirk. “Rowan got asked to junior prom.”
Rhoe’s eyes widened, flickering between his daughter and Rowan rapidly, before smiling softly. “An older woman, eh?”
“It’s not like that…” Rowan grumbled, his cheeks flushing slightly as he looked down at the ground at his well-worn running sneakers. “I barely know her. I just said yes to be polite…”
“Sure, Buzzard,” Aelin said, poking Rowan’s side. He frowned at her unhappily, flicking her finger away.
Rhoe barked out a loud laugh. “Have fun, you two.” He fixed Aelin with a serious stare. “Make sure he picks out something really embarrassing, kiddo.” His stare broke as he winked, sending them off on their way, Rowan rushing out of the house as fast as his feet could carry him.
“Oh yeah,” Aelin laughed. “I’m putting him in blue ruffles first.”
“You are not!” Rowan called from outside, already starting up the jeep.
Aelin waved goodbye to her dad and hopped into the passenger seat, cranking up her mix, which was still playing in Rowan’s car.
~*~
“I look stupid,” Rowan whined, shoving his hands into the pockets of the umpteenth different styled tux the shop attendant had pulled for him. This one was black, again, but some kind of shiny material, and the pants had a stripe up the side.
Aelin couldn’t help the small frown that tugged at her lips at how picky her best friend was being. She honestly assumed the boy who mostly lived in athletic shorts and t-shirts would be fine with the first suit he tried on, but he was being finnicky and far too particular for someone who “just said yes to be polite.” And it was starting to get on her nerves. What she thought was going to be an exercise in sexual restraint was actually just trying her patience.
“Shiny, no good!” the salesman agreed, his accent curling thickly around his criticism.
Rowan sighed and turned to look at Aelin, who did her hardest to neutralize her facial expression before he saw her frown, but it was too late.
“I knew it,” Rowan grumbled, peeling the jacket off and handing it to the salesman, who cleared out the full dressing room again, and Aelin gnawed at her lip, trying to think of something comforting to say.
“It’s not bad…”
“Don’t fucking lie to me, Ace.”
“Language!” the salesman snapped, and Rowan’s mood lifted for a brief second as he laughed in shock, his eyes going straight to Aelin, as if to say Can you believe this guy? She shook her head in agreement, and she was relieved to see a smile on his face for the first time in two hours.
Aelin pushed herself off the small chair in the communal dressing room space and approached Rowan. She cocked her head to the side and let her eyes shamelessly trail his form. He was right about this particular suit. It did look stupid. But none of the suits, all in differing shades and cuts of black, had looked right. As her gaze trailed back up to his face, his breath held, patiently waiting for her conclusion, Aelin had a stroke of genius.
“Black isn’t your color, Ro. It’s washing you out.” Rowan’s face scrunched at her assessment, clearly unpleased. But the stark contrast between the white and black, combined with his pale hair was doing something to his usually tanned and glowing skin, and it wasn’t good.
“I refuse to wear a light blue suit,” he said, his eyes narrowed in suspicion.
“Not something bright. Just… subtle color,” Aelin explained, and the salesman started nodding rapidly.
“Ah, yes, the Bellissima is correct. Color. Yes, color! COLOR!”
He excitedly ran back into the shop and returned with suits in various dark shades of navy and emerald and maroon slung over his shoulder. Aelin watched in amusement as he shoved Rowan back into the dressing room, telling him to try the green first.
Aelin stood impatiently, arms crossed and leaning against one of the 360 mirrors, hoping against all hopes that her assessment was correct. She wasn’t sure she could endure another two hours of this. Another five minutes would be bad enough, to be honest.
When Rowan walked out to the small platform, she knew she’d nailed itt. Her pulse thrummed loudly, and she could feel her lips part, inhaling a large gasp into her drying mouth. Rowan looked…
“Wow,” Aelin whispered at the same time Rowan said, “Huh,” peering into the mirror.
Aelin stood up straighter, pushing herself up and getting a closer view of the striking boy in front of her. The green was so dark, it just barely contrasted with the black lapels and trim of the suit, but the color brough a warmth to his face that had been missing, the green of his irises prominent beneath his long blonde lashes. Those bright eyes peered over at Aelin, searching for her reaction, and she couldn’t help the soft blush that appeared across her skin as they locked with hers.
Rowan cleared his throat, coughing lightly as he smoothed the jacket out, pulling the lapels gently. “Uh, yeah. Good call, Ace.”
Aelin lifted her long hair into a high bun, needing something to do with herself besides stare and to allow the breeze of the store fan to cool the back of her neck.
“The one!” the salesman cooed, running his hands across Rowan’s broad shoulders proudly. “We did it!”
When Aelin looked back up, she was surprised to see Rowan’s eyes still on her, gauging her reaction with curiosity. He raised a blonde brow in her direction, and Aelin was afraid for a second that she was going to launch herself at him right there and kiss his face.
Instead swallowed loudly and clapped her hands, shaking off the intensity of his gaze and smiled broadly. “About time, Buzzard. Now, let’s go get me some ice cream.”
The moment was broken as Rowan rolled his eyes and made his way back into the changing room, slinging the suit over the door as Aelin exhaled and slumped back into the chair for a brief reprieve.
“Ice cream, ice cream, ice cream,” Aelin chanted as Rowan paid for the tux rental.
Rowan slung his arm over Aelin’s shoulders and smiled down at her. “Fine. You earned it.”
“Hell yeah, I did,” Aelin said, as the salesperson shouted, “Language!” at them again, as they ran out of the store, both giggling.
By the time they reached their favorite ice cream spot, the sun had set, and the swift down current breeze of the Staghorn Mountains had started up, cooling the temperature significantly from the balmy afternoon Aelin had dressed for.
She looked out at the dark water, shivering slightly as she took her first bite of mint chocolate chip. Rowan bit back a smile as he wrapped his hoodie around himself tighter, keeping the winds out, happily eating his cookie dough without danger of freezing to death.
On her third bite, Aelin finally broke. “Oh come on, Buzzard, sharing is caring. Now, give me the hoodie.”
“I told you to bring your jacket!” Rowan laughed just as a particularly strong gust cut against Aelin’s exposed skin, making her shudder. “Oh for fuck’s sake,” he snorted, opening up the hoodie and nodding to her. “Get in here.”
“Really?” she asked, teeth chattering.
“You’re the worst,” he joked as he unzipped his hoodie and held it open, and Aelin practically raced into it. Rowan’s smile grew as he zipped the hoodie back up, which shockingly stretched large enough to fit them both. Just barely. Aelin pressed her cheek against his chest, soaking in his warmth as his free hand rubbed her back. She shivered again, but this time having nothing to do with the cold, warmth and desire radiating through her body as she felt every twitch of his muscles, every shallow breath.
“Better?” he asked, and she nodded, smiling happily into her next bite of ice cream. She savored each bite, not wanting the moment to end too soon. Each bite tasting better than the last, surrounded in Rowan’s grasp and heat. She breathed in, his heady scent filling her head, his embrace feeling so perfect around her. Her stomach calmed, everything suddenly feeling so right.
“Thanks, Ace,” he said quietly, resting his chin on her head. “I know that’s not how you wanted to spend your Saturday.”
Aelin finished her last bite and leaned harder into his warm chest. “I don’t care how we spend our Saturdays,” Aelin admitted. “As long as we’re hanging out.”
“Cool,” Rowan said, sounding so lame that Aelin couldn’t help but laugh, and she could feel him hiding his own smile in her hair. “Okay, we have to get back into the car,” he laughed outright, his hands rubbing circles onto her back, and Aelin shook her head into his shirt. No, she wanted to stay just like this forever.
“I’ll freeze to death!” she countered instead.
“We’ll just have to make a run for it. I don’t plan on losing you tonight, Ace.” Aelin groaned, but Rowan knew he’d won. “On the count of three,” he warned her. “One… two…” On three, he unzipped the hoodie, and Aelin screeched, her voice raising to glass shattering levels as she sprinted towards the jeep, wind whipping through her thin t-shirt and cutting against her warmed skin like ice.
Rowan unlocked the jeep as they ran, and they both launched themselves into their seats simultaneously, joyful laughter bubbling up in both of them and filling the car.
Aelin watched Rowan as he turned the car on, and immediately cranked up the heat. Her stomach fluttered again, and she crossed her legs to quell the ache of desire that had begun to take over her body.
As stealthily as she could, she pulled out her phone and texted Lysandra again.
I need some help.
Her phone lit up with Lysandra’s returning message almost immediately. XYZ kind of help???
Aelin snorted at the use of Rowan’s code name. Lysandra had suggested if Aelin ever wanted to talk about Rowan in text, she probably shouldn’t use his name. Just in case he ever saw. Aelin had immediately suggested his initials, RW, but Lysandra smartly pointed out he was the only RW they knew. Lysandra cackled, suggesting XYZ – because it came right after W. And with any luck, Aelin would be coming soon.
Aelin’s cheeks flushed as she texted back. Can you teach me/instruct me/explain how to masturbate?
OMG!!!!! MY BABY BUTTERFLY, YES YES YES GIRLLLLL!!!
Aelin laughed softly, and Rowan looked at her curiously, from her cheeks to the phone lit up in her hand.
“Who could you possibly be texting right now?” he asked, and if Aelin didn’t know better she would have thought he maybe sounded slightly put out.
“Lysandra,” she answered, a little too quickly, but her heart was beating too fast at the inappropriate back and forth she and Lys were having, especially since she wanted to fantasize about the person sitting right next to her while she… learned.
“What about?” Rowan asked, curious.
Aelin bit her lip. “You were right,” she said, her face probably beet red. She was grateful he couldn’t entirely see the color in the dark.
“About what?” he asked. “I mean, I’m often right about a lot of things,” he added cheekily.
“Masturbation,” Aelin replied as confidently as she could, while feeling like her skin was going to burn her alive. The car swerved slightly as Rowan snapped his head to look in her direction.
“Yeah?” he asked, his voice sounding strained and high.
“Lysandra’s going to teach me.”
Aelin could feel her best friend’s gaze puncturing holes into her flaming cheeks as he searched for something to say. But when she looked up, she couldn’t speak fast enough.
“ROWAN!” she shouted as the jeep crashed straight into the taillights of the car in front of them.
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A fluffy, angsty Amberprice fic. Chapter 2/2. Read the chapter on AO3 here, or the full fic here.
It's hard to drive with only one hand, especially a truck as big and old and clunky as this one, but Rachel doesn't plan on letting go of Chloe's hand for anything short of divine fucking intervention right now. Right now, Chloe's happy--definitely still drunk, which means definitely still a little volatile, a little quick to anger, but smiling right now, looking out the window like Arcadia Bay's not such a terrible thing to look at, here on the way out.
Out. God, it feels like the whole world's opening up, and that's exciting, that's wonderful, unless Rachel missteps and it'll just expand until they're nothing, just someone on the side of the road.
But that's not important. She's not gonna think like that right now. She can get into a big crazy anxiety freak-out in her own head, later, once Chloe's fallen asleep. For now, she squeezes her hand again. Chloe squeezes back immediately.
The drive to her house takes awhile longer than the drive from Blackwell to Chloe's place. Chloe lives on the--not the bad side of town, because she's through falling for her dad's smug, self-assured way of seeing the world, but definitely the...less wealthy one. It's not something Rachel likes to think about, especially not once Chloe had confessed to giving away a couple hundred they could've used to get out of here so that her mom wouldn't have to pawn her wedding ring, something Rachel had gotten angry about for a minute, something that had led to a full-on screaming fight in the junkyard.
Rachel had basically had to grovel for forgiveness. It's one of the times she's had to that she thinks was actually justified.
You can see the difference between their two parts of town as Rachel drives. She crosses one intersection, and the houses stand taller, colors brighter, more uniform, no chipped paint or cracked windows in sight.
There's also plenty of campaign signs scattered about here, her dad's annoying face peppered everywhere. Chloe must catch Rachel's face, because she leans in conspiratorially, like someone else is here that could hear them, and says, "If I were driving, I'd run it over."
Rachel laughs, startled out of her confusing mood, and says, "Keep an eye out for one that isn't above a curb. I don't think your truck could take it."
"My truck can take anything," Chloe says, then snickers at it. "Take anything, that's what she said."
"You dork," Rachel says. They're getting close to her house, now, and the houses are all second-story, all have wide, pretty lawns with flowers, all have stained-glass windows. She'd used to love those, especially the ones in her house. They're not there anymore. She'd gotten drunk and angry and didn't have Chloe's lighter that time, so she took her anger out by throwing a rock through the glass in the front of the house.
It shattered really, really satisfyingly, but now, when she pulls up, there's just a single pane of glass, tinted so that no one can see through. She'd lied and said she was looking for the spare key and just dropped the rock and it had fallen just in the wrong way, that she wasn't fucking drunk, God, why does James have to be so fucking paranoid?
Neither of them had believed her. Rose pretended to, at least.
Rachel has the art of sneaking into her or Chloe's house down to a science, and Chloe's muscle memory makes up for her being drunk, and they're up the stairs and in Rachel's room without making a creak or anything. She taps her hand against Chloe's in a silent high-five, back to excited. Chloe's all bright eyes and excitement, grabbing a duffel bag that's been underneath Rachel's bed for "when they're ready" for almost a year now and shoving random things in there.
"Chloe, c'mon, I don't need all that crap," Rachel says, kneeling down next to her. "I mean, this is--my Theater 1 textbook, are you trying to tell me something about my acting skills, Price?"
Chloe giggles, a sound she doesn't think she's heard ever, and Rachel can't help but beam at her. This, this is what it should be, this is what she wants! She wants Chloe to keep looking at her like that, happy and ready to take on the world and at Rachel's side forever. "No! You know I think you're--I mean, you're good at acting, you know that."
"I do," Rachel says, and risks a quick kiss to Chloe's cheek, because she can't not kiss her. Chloe actually puts a hand to her face, which is just about the sweetest thing, even if it makes Rachel feel bad about the fact that Chloe's so taken aback by it. "Want to help me pick what clothes to bring?"
Chloe sighs, but she's still smiling. "Sure. But we're not doing full fashion show, I want to be out of here before sun-up."
They have, like, six hours before sunrise, but Rachel doesn't actually want to do a fashion show, either. It's just--something, Chloe picking what she'll wear. Rachel's closet isn't that big, but she's packed so many clothes in there that a few fall over onto the floor when she opens the door. The first shirt she pulls out is Firewalk, which she shoves in the duffel bag right away.
"Aw, sentimental," Chloe teases, poking her cheek. Rachel bats her hand away. The next shirts are all boring, discarded without a conversation. Next is her costume for one of her first plays. It doesn't fit her, and it makes no sense to bring it, but she holds onto it for a long moment anyway, the bright red and completely historically inaccurate dress that she wore the first time she stood in front of a crowd and knew they were all watching her.
"You wanna do cosplay?" Chloe asks, voice gentler than the words would imply, and Rachel puts it firmly in the do not bring pile.
"We'll get it back when we get a place," Rachel says, and Chloe nods. "I'll ask them not to touch any of my stuff."
"That'll just make them think you're coming back," Chloe says, voice dull.
Rachel shrugs. "Not my fault what they assume."
That fixes it; Chloe's back to smiling. She vetoes one shirt, approves most of the rest, and then the bag's half-full and Rachel realizes that she's got so many other things to get through. Her tarot decks take up room, and then her flashlight is huge, but they can carry that one, and Chloe's face goes bright pink when she makes a beeline for it, so.
The bag fills up fast, and Rachel's left thinking...she wants more. They have a whole truck, they can fit a second bag, right? But deciding what to bring: she wants her bullet journal, she wants her pipes, not just the weed left in a little baggie, she wants she wants she wants.
"I know that look on your face," Chloe says, and it comes out bitter and mean, and Rachel's already prepping to defend herself. "You're chickening out?"
"I don't want to leave all this behind," she says, and sounds very young and very stupid.
"It's just--stuff! Who gives a shit!" Chloe says, loud enough that Rachel instinctively shushes her, which just pisses off Chloe more, even though she quiets down. "I knew you'd do this. I can't believe I got my fucking hopes up, you want to leave me, not Arcadia Bay, where are my goddamn keys--"
"Chloe, no," Rachel says, because Chloe is still drunk enough that Rachel can picture her in some fiery wreck of a fucked-up cycle that Rachel would never forgive herself for. "Chloe, come on, we just need to plan more, I still want to leave Arcadia Bay with you--"
"Fucking Bigfootville, I hate this fucking place, and I hate--"
Rachel doesn't want to hear another rant about this place, doesn't want Chloe to be pissed at her, really doesn't want her behind the wheel, and she just wants Chloe to be happy like she was not twenty fucking minutes ago, so she does the only thing she can think of, and kisses her.
Chloe doesn't step back, leans right into it, hungry for the kiss in a way that has Rachel's toes curling, a little. This isn't anything like Frank; it's better and sweeter and feels like something she could do forever. Minutes later, or maybe hours, Rachel eventually pulls back. Chloe's not smiling like she was earlier, but there's a raw hope on her face that's so much better, that hurts so much worse.
"Oh," Chloe says.
"Of course I wanna leave with you," Rachel whispers, right against Chloe's lips, and she shivers. "I just wanna do it right. We need more money, for one."
"Okay," Chloe says with a nod. "I can do that."
When Rachel leaves Arcadia Bay with Chloe, it'll be a victory march, the start of a grand new adventure. But for now, this: Chloe's hand in hers, a bag under the bed with all her favorite things...it's enough.
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Wish You Were Here (i)
Pairings: Tony Stark x daughter!reader, Avengers x Stark!reader
Summary:
an Infinity War/Endgame AU where Tony Stark’s daughter (you) is one of half the population that vanishes in the snap, Tony finds out later on when he arrives back to Earth, devastated, then you come back like the others to help fight Thanos.
Word count: 2,030
A/n: (moved to the end of the fic!)
Warnings: angst, death, swearing, a lil soft!Nat in the beginning bc I love her, mentions of anxiety/anxiety
read on ao3!
Part 2
gif not mine! credits to the owner^^
You wanted to help in whatever was happening, you weren’t quite sure still, but it had something to do with the infinity stones and how you guys needed to find them before some guy named Thanos does.
It took a lot of convincing for Steve, Natasha and Rhodey (they were the ones more protective over you) to let you come, especially with Tony not around to scold you since he was in space.
“I’m coming with you guys whether you like it or not - no, I know what you’re gonna say, I can handle myself. I’m sixteen! Did you know Peter’s in space right now with Dad? Outer freaking space. You’re not the only one who has a suit, Rhodey-”
The argument ended with, “if something happens and I-” you dragged your thumb across your neck, “then it’s on me. None of you are to blame. Can we go now?”
So they didn’t have any other choice. You went to Wakanda with them to get the mind stone out of Vision and intend to destroy it afterwards.
Things got a *bit* out of hand though, there was an army of creatures - they’re from space, you assumed, working for Thanos - trying to get the stone. You fought alongside Sam and Rhodey, sometimes even fighting with Bruce who was using the Hulkbuster. You also helped the Wakanda tribes when they got overpowered by the creatures.
Even Thor came back to fight and he brought a raccoon and a tree with him.
The battle was going really messy, until - “Everyone on my position. We got incoming.”
You fly to where Cap and the team are, and there he is coming out of what appears to be a cloudy, blue grayish portal, Thanos himself.
“Cap, that’s him.” Bruce says as he hides you behind the Hulkbuster to shield you. He slowly walks over to the purple titan before saying, “stay down, [Y/N], alright?”
Did all of them suddenly forget that you, if not more, are stubborn like your father?
Because when all of them attack, you fly behind Thanos when he's distracted and wrap both your metal covered arms around his neck in stupid attempts to strangle him. He effortlessly uses his gauntlet to throw you back to the ground, knocking you out.
He eventually got all the stones, snapped his fingers when Thor failed to kill him, and left.
“What did you do?!”
“Where did he go? Thor, where did he go?”
“What’s happening?” You get off the ground as Bucky turns to dust. You look around and saw the air filled with the same dust, just from different people.
What the hell did that snap do?
People are vanishing, disappearing, are they dying? Why are they dying? You’re pretty sure you're panicking. Your lips start to quiver and you feel your chest tighten, making it hard for you to breathe.
Natasha notices right away. She's the one who could help you with your anxiety attacks besides Tony. She comes to you and places her hands on your shoulders, looking you in the eye. “Hey, it’s going to be okay, you’re fine, just breathe with me,”
You watch Wanda, one of your best friends, turn to dust too which did not help in the slightest. What’s worse is when Natasha holds your hands to calm you down,
They start turning into dust particles.
“No no no no no no,” you grow weak, holding onto her. “Nat, I’m scared - I don’t - I don’t know what to-”
“Y/N, just breathe like we practiced, okay?”
You try copying her breathing but it’s no use. It doesn’t change the fact that you’re still fading away. You look at her, tears threatening to fall out of your eyes, “I’m so sorry.” She has no choice but to hug you tightly until you get dusted completely.
The Avengers just lost a kid. Not just any kid, for them you were special. You always supported the team no matter what. They couldn’t even imagine what Tony’s reaction would be.
When Natasha told Pepper of course she didn’t take it well.
You were Tony’s own flesh and blood (and some one night stand chic that we won’t mention anymore starting now), but Pepper helped raised you when Tony first took you in and treated you like her own. Sometimes you even called her ‘mom’.
She was so relieved when a spaceship came by the compound to drop Tony off - he looked weak and skinny - she didn’t know how to break the awful news to him while he was in that condition.
“I lost the kid,” he meant Peter. What he doesn’t know was that he actually lost two.
“It’s been twenty-three days since Thanos came to Earth.”
Bruce and Natasha keep looking over one another as images of the people they lost in the snap took turns popping up as holograms. Rhodey feels tense and keeps tapping his foot - nervous of what his best friend’s gonna do once he sees-
Tony abruptly stands up from his wheelchair. “Stop. Stop there.” (“Tony, you need to sit down,”) “No.” He stumbles over to a particular hologram, the one with his daughter’s face.
Y/N Stark.
The room is awfully quiet. Despite you telling them that it isn’t going to be any of their faults if something happens to you, they still feel responsible for you.
“Was anyone going to tell me?” He speaks softly. Too soft and calm for all of them that they remain glued to where they're standing, avoiding eye contact. He clenches his fists and sends a look to everyone in the room. “You better not be shitting me I already lost Parker and I - I can’t - I can’t lose her. I can’t.”
“Tony,” Natasha says. “We couldn’t do anything to stop it.”
It's like being stabbed with his own blade all over again. She tells him everything that happened, how you got dusted like Peter, and Tony just stares blankly at your photo, looking very pale.
Tony takes a deep breath and pushes his glasses further up his nose, holding in tears. Good thing his glasses cover it up. He mutters ‘okay’ over and over as he takes a seat back in his wheelchair. Steve hesitates to continue the discussion but Tony encourages him to go on, even though he feels like he was literally dying inside.
His mood definitely went downhill from there - Tony's furious with himself. Furious with them, with Steve, that he takes it out on the super soldier. By the end of it he's on the floor, passed out.
“Dad, come in, it’s [Y/N]. Everything alright out there?”
“Oh y’know, typical day in the city - pair of aliens came to visit again.” Tony sounded breathless.
You paused briefly. “...what? W-well, do you need help? I can help, and Peter’s probably on his way there - he just made a lame excuse and hung up on me so, I figured he sensed something was wrong.”
“Yeah. Stay where you are and when things get worse, find Pepper and get to safety.”
“You’ve gotta be kidding me.”
“Nope. Deadass serious. Stay out of this one.”
Tony opens his eyes and takes in his surroundings. He's transferred to a bed with the same wires poking his arm. He dreamt of his last conversation with you - before and while he was dragged to space.
“Hey, I’m still here, you know,” you cut him off while he was arguing with Strange.
“[Y/N]? How is this still connected?”
“I made the earpiece set myself - I guess it has really long range, huh?”
“You’re a nerd.” Tony cracked a small smile.
“Hi [Y/N]!” Peter shouted from a distance.
“Peter? You’re in space too? I’m so jeal-”
The line completely went out, guess the range wasn’t that long.
“Tony?” Pepper says gently. “You shouldn’t be up - it’s only been an hour since you passed out.”
He looks at her for a moment then returns his attention to the wall, eyes bloodshot. “Have I been a good father to her? ‘Cause I feel like she deserved more. Way more.”
“Of course, she loved you! Tony, [Y/N] loved you as much as you love her,” Pepper reassures, running a hand through his hair. “I know you’re upset but you really should be getting bed rest right now.”
He sniffles and gave a small nod, “okay.”
He closes his eyes again when she left the room and sigh, mumbling “goddammit kid,” before letting the tears flow down. Tony rarely cries. Barely cries. He usually keeps those stupid emotions in but this - the fact that his little girl is gone, it's too much for him. He realized never fully showed how much you meant to him and he regrets it.
Can't help but think that it should've been me Either way, I still wish you were here.
Fast forward to five years later: Tony now lived at a lakeside cabin with Pepper and their daughter, Morgan.
Moving on was better than to be sad and depressed for the rest of his life. That’s what you wanted for him anyway, to be happy.
So that’s exactly what Tony did.
He spent time with his family, made new suits which he enjoyed to do, living his life peacefully. That doesn’t mean he forgot about you. Sure the last few years were hard, he missed you every single day, but he had to face and accept it.
Tony moved your stuff from the compound and into a vacant room in the cabin. Sometimes he’d look through your crazy inventions, your journals that were filled with ideas for future gadgets and he hung up framed photos of you and him (some with Pepper) on the walls.
He told Morgan all about you. How awesome you were, how you were energetic and enthusiastic in everything you do, and how the both of you would be best friends if you two met.
“I wanna meet her,” Morgan says, looking at pictures of you.
Tony smiles sadly and looks at the photo of you and him. It was at your school’s science fair and your invention won first place (he remembered laughing at all the science teachers’ shocked faces because of your advanced gadget, way advanced than the grade you were in). Both of you looked really happy.
If a picture is all that I have, I can picture the times that we won't get back If I picture it now it don't seem so bad Either way, I still wish you were here.
“Someday, maybe.” He replies, giving her a warm smile.
Steve, Natasha and a new guy Scott visited him one day. They basically told him bringing back everyone who died in the snap was possible, hinting time travel.
Tony was torn. He didn’t want to risk losing what he had now, but bringing everyone back... that was something. Everyone in the universe that vanished, the other Avengers, the guardians he met in space, Strange, Peter, you.
That same night he thought about you, and Peter when he stumbled upon a picture of both of them. That same night, he figured out time travel.
“Hey legacy,” he chuckles a bit, remembering how you always frowned or pouted whenever he called you that. He likes that nickname on you though. “I... uh, this is just a little video. For you. Sure you won’t see this but... I like to pretend I could still talk to you. I miss you, a lot.”
“It’s been five years, hun. Morgan, your sister... you have no idea how much she talks about you. She wants to meet you someday,” he looks at the camera. “I know I can’t tell her the real reason why you’re not here with us, not yet, but anyway, ‘couple of old pals came to visit me. They want to try to get everyone back, that includes you.”
Tony sighs, looking away. “As of now I don’t know if we’re ever gonna pull off something like this. I figured it out, just a couple minutes ago actually. Time travel. It’s dangerous, very risky...”
“But we’ll see. We’ll figure something out. I hope to see you soon, [Y/N]. I love you.”
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so I’ve cut this lil idea into two parts - I’ll probs post part 2 soon right after this one - if everyone likes it of course :)
oh, and I listened to this song by Neck Deep while writing this, which is where I got the title too, you can listen here. (I also put in some lyrics from the song to the story, just because it fits well hehe)
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