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#aaaaand I think we’ve tipped over into ‘if you touch me I will cry’ territory#I suspect there may be a period incoming#all of my ovulation tests are so so negative#and I’ve been off birth control for just over 2 weeks#so this all theoretically makes sense?#having endo and pcos just severely complicates things#also welcome to Oversharing Hours™️
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It just occurred to me that, most likely, the Lyctoral hoods are polyester. Like, the way you would get that gauzy, thin, oddly colored material would be through polyester and artificial dyes. I can’t imagine the Houses have strong silk production, or even high quality linen that could be thin and gauzy.
There’s just something about the literal symbols of sainthood, a role which is about killing planets and prolonging the life of an all consuming empire, being made of plastic, a material which pollutes and kills planets, oddly fitting. And also something I had not considered before.
#it could also be biological mater theoretically#but I don’t think that would make sense#all their clothes are probs polyester#unless they’re hella rich like the fifth and can afford clothes from costly animal products#they could probably grow human alternative leather#but not silk#not wool#tamsyn muir#the mind that you have#this universe is so rich#lyctorhood#the locked tomb#harrow the ninth#mercymorn cristabel#john gaius
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When I first got into Kirby, I didn't expect to like, actually get into it. I thought it'd be like any other hyperfixation I'd had up to that point, that it would go away within a few months and I'd never think about it again.
Given I was so deeply in denial, I didn't care about being fully accurate and had some stuff that was really goofy and/or underdeveloped and unexplained. Stuff I'd made up to just work for the limited time I would be there.
Still, I came up with a few headcanons that I got attached to, and when I started realizing this was here to stay, I still chose to be stubborn and had to work backwards to keep these stupid headcanons, but adapt them into something a bit more fitting and polished.
It led to some cool stuff, like for example, my orbs aren't very magical, this was something I had settled on early on. But after I got invested, I had to think about what that actually meant and the implications of it like, how can they do this without magic? And what about that? What about this canon thing, how do I explain it?
I found decent enough explanations for all of these. But as a result of my unserious beginnings and continued stubborness, now I get really embarrassed at the time to actually talk about my headcanons and the stuff I've come up with.
Because what do you mean your Galacta Knight is half-dragon?
#what am i. 12 years old. you're making him a fucking dragon? and he barely even Actually resembles one? cringe#so so cringe. everytime i think about how im going to have to reveal that eventually i get so embarrassed#i've been by myself on my lore for almost 2 years. as in i had no friends who were into it#so i was talking to myself and people who only learned kirby stuff from me#so i never fully realized just how cringe an outsider would find it until recently#but it always made sense To Me. with what I'd come up with and how I'd made it work#i fear people wouldn't think his story and the role his dragoness plays into it is enough to warrant it.#they'll think i just did it because i wanted to. and that Is the reason too. partly.#when i started i saw that bit of text about mk's wings not being real. that they were his cape and adult orbs don't have wings#and figured gk's wings and horns mustn't be real either if that was true. but that was weird so i wanted him to actually have them.#but i'd settled on this at the time already so how would i explain him being the exception?#my solution was to just. make him a hybrid. that'd solve it. I didn't know he was a dragon at the time though. so it doesn't#show in his design a whole lot. when you look at his dragon dad he does look a lot like him. but said dragon dad also does not look like#a dragon at all. not a scaley reptile typical one. so that's Another layer to my problem#my thoughts on orb wings and horns have since changed. theoretically I could totally make gk a normal orb now. but#i also decided that the only reason he Specifically can use magic it's because of this half-dragonness 😭#another show of him being the exception. he's always stood out as odd#so there's actually no going back. i'd also have to get rid of his fuzz and who'd want that#text post
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ohhh you guys are reading bsd without suspending your disbelief. you guys are expecting to get a clear cut perfectly understandable scientific explanation for something that can't actually happen in the real world, and then you're upset when you don't get it. you're forgetting that bsd has always had fantastical elements in it and it is not meant to be a 1:1 replication of Our World. you don't have to know and understand every single scientific concept being talked about in the recent chapters; you just have to be able to get the general idea and realize that this isn't the real world, so it won't make sense by the standards of our reality. then maybe you can stop whining about how nonsensical all the dialogue is and start appreciating the story itself
#ive been so baffled by this bc. like. i took one (1) basic physics class in high school 7 years ago that i was failing for most of the year#but ive been able to keep up well enough with what's going on in bsd to like. understand the science theory on a base-level i feel#but i just saw a post and something clicked. people expect this to make Real Life Sense#guys tripolar singularities created by magical abilities ARENT REAL#you HAVE to suspend your disbelief and remember bsd was never realistic fiction#it's the same with jjk tbh#so many of the cursed techniques are CONFUSING if you look only at the specific details#but if you look at. like. how kirara's ability affects the events of the plot when she uses it#you can get at least a base level understanding for how it works#while knowing nothing about the scientific explanation for magnetic pulls or whatever#like maybe asagiri is offering a genuine plausible theory for what might happen IF abilities were real in our world. i dont know#i dont have enough knowledge in theoretical physics or whatever for that#what i CAN do is suspend my disbelief and not expect the explanations to make perfect sense to me#then look at the outcomes in order to work backwards and understand some of the dialogue explanation#'dazai wouldve lost me at 'youre still at the airport'' well first of all you're not even trying#and second of all. of course. because that's not really possible in our world. but it IS in atsushi's.#(and third. that's not dazai. that's dazai's voice in atsushi's head. but i digress)#hello grace here
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Hi there!
This is the hotly anticipated post I said I was eventually gonna make discussing netflix's recent Dead Boy Detectives series in conjunction with 1960s Doctor Who, especially the Second Doctor's era, his companionship with Jamie McCrimmon, and the concept of '6b' (the dubiously canon continuation of Two's tenure, post-War Games but pre-regeneration, which has a habit of capturing the imagination of BBC-licensed writers and fanon alike).
It grew!
Considering what it's become, I wish I could say it amounted to something more useful than that - some really grand analysis beyond "Hey, I noticed I like these two things for a lot of the same reasons!" - but however long it's gotten, that's still all it is or was ever meant to be: a Disclaimer of sorts (Which is why I might pin this).
Although I never have tried to make this a single-fandom-specific blog, I do realize that Classic Who is both mine & my mutuals' main interest on & use for tumblr. And it's not that I feel bad about posting unrelated stuff when it comes to Dead Boy Detectives - I do 'unrelated' all the time, nothing wrong with that - but I do think I've failed, so far, to articulate why this particular thing doesn't actually feel unrelated at all, to me, and I often think of the two in very close conjunction these days.
It's gotten super long, so I've broken it up into parts, which are each their own posts, linked below - partly just so it's less annoying to deal with than one giant textpost would've been, and partly because (who knows?) maybe some sections might actually stand okay-ish on their own, if anyone happens to be interested in engaging with them - BUT, at the end of the day, it really was intended as one continuous thought (which, lol, is why the organization never got any better than what it is). I obviously love a bit of media analysis myself, so I'm sure there are moments where this slips into sounding a bit academic, and I did occasionally have the urge to commit to that route more fully (I'm sure you could fish the rough sketch of a couple different essays on themes & character development out of this if you wanted to) - but as I said before & had to keep reminding myself: this is, at best, an explanation of this blog's perspective, and as such wouldn't really be appropriate structured into anything more serious than that blog itself. And this is not a serious place!
Part 1: The Obvious (a thing about form & content) [1,419 words]
[I might add a genuine Sidebar later - general points of what I meant re: the role of Character in 60's Who]
Part 2: The Superficial (& the challenge with that division) [895 words]
Part 3.1: The Themes & 6b (three guesses what those are lol) [1,455 words]
Part 3.2: The Themes Again (but now applied to the basics of the dead boy detectives' universe) [1,448 words] Part 3.3: The Meaning/How It Connects (+ a little spoiler warning for the next part, if anyone cares about that sort of thing) [595 words]
Part 4: The Meeting (this one's the more typical gushy tumblr post, retracing the beats of Charles & Edwin's introduction to one another, with a very obvious eye towards similar resonances in The Highlanders) [1,288 words]
Part 5: Where Characters Go From There [655 words]
Part 6: In Conclusion, The Differences [1,267 words]
#second doctor#jamie mccrimmon#two/jamie#6b#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#charles rowland#payneland#(we're not getting especially shippy here but we're for sure discussing the relationships in some detail & their stories' queerness)#galacticRants#<< yeah i think it's time i made a tag for when i'm in seriously rambling mode#both so i can have some attempt at organization & so others could theoretically filter it if i get too annoying#i think out of respect for the fandoms this will probably be the only post i use any of their tags on but we'll see#there is oooone other section i think might both make sense alone & also legitimately interest some people if it were more findable#let's see how confident about that i am in a minute tho#(if anyone's seeing this before I sort it all out - I'll add word counts & links to each section as I post them how's that?)
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it's Harassing You o'clock so i am gonna discuss my oc some more in the tags
#really been considering misha's weird relationship with authority and how it'd present in like. his everyday life#i kiiinda feel like it wouldn't be as simple as 'if i am scared of you i bend the knee' or 'if i am scared of you i will kill you'#like i feel like for his Inevitable religious crashout. he kinda needs more nuance in this specific area#because he simultaneously fears AND idolizes the emperor. he like. Switches lol. i keep projecting my bpd on misha.#i think because the emperor like.. THEORETICALLY#he CANNOT and WILL NOT abandon or betray misha. because the Way to impress him (in misha's mind) is so straightforward? like the emperor is#a symbol. he isn't a person who particularly cares about an individual's fucked up thoughts or minor mistakes. and misha believes he is#like FAVOURED by him. has like this parasocial bond that many adepta sororitas seem to have with the guy lol#anyway. i feel like with REGULAR PEOPLE? things are getting a little fucked up for him. because he's been traumatized and betrayed and#tormented and maimed by Regular People. part of the reason he is soo Angry and willing to Pulverize—believes humans are predisposed to evil#he's not CONSCIOUSLY aware of that fact. but his misanthropy is a major factor in his character lol. always assumes he's going to be#betrayed yet often walks right into it because he is So Blinded With Hope that SOMEONE loves him and cares about him#HOWEVER he also pushes people away because he DOES NOT want to experience more betrayal or pain. like the typical borderline paradox#where you simultaneously NEED constant human contact and reassurance to function but also isolate yourself to keep yourself and others safe#i think by his like. ''game-time'' appearance he'd be very much in a 'DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME!!!' stage of his existence. makes his 'Own'#choices based on what He (emperor) tells him is right (misha is. delusional). struggles listening to authority figures like he could#when he was younger. generally just tries to keep to himself. which is a bit hard when you are in a nun mission LOL#i presume misha is working with an inquisitor or something and thus has more 'freedom' than his sisters. that's my only excuse for it akskdj#not to say he's like. some sort of rebel. he will go along with rules if it's easier and he has zero reason to Provoke you. but he is also a#moody and mentally ill freak with Anger ISSUES. thus will either be attacking YOU a heretic or himself. cannot repress his anger very well#at all LOL. it just Comes Out Of Him.#he IS a dogmatic puritan. at least for the most part. doesn't like BELIEVE IT in the sense that he GENUINELY believes it? believes it#because that's The Safest Way? Doesn't make him confront his relationship with religion and society? does that make any sense?#misha has MAJOR identity issues. he considers himself a totally empty vessel for the#emperor to enact his divine will. could not describe himself if you asked him to. not to say he DOESN'T have Traits or Qualities. he is just#hashtag bpd projection teehee..#had the Identity beaten out of him in the schola progenium <3#at least. misha believes the emperor won't abandon him. til he gets taken to commoragh and probably Loses It#anyyywayyyyyy. still fiddling around with him 👍#misha tag
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where the fuck are you from that everyone needs a passport? Europe??
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1. Dont ever accuse me of being from europe again 2. We dont NEED them its a fucking. Government issued travel document we just HAVE THEM
#ask#im from canada 😪#i guess we all tend to have passports bcus we're obsessed with going to your fuckass country#which makes sense bcus i am foaming at the mouth to get into the us . my mutuals are down there#u guys have so many national parks and they are all so different#florida 🙌 lousiana 🤸♀️ maine ✨️ montana 🌠 my theoretical favorite places#all in ur dumbass country#but i disgress. its strange to me the way americans talk about it#not having one isnt inherently strange ive gone periods of my life where mine has been expired#my parents dont have passports bcus they dont leave canada#its the way they talk about it#americans go on cruises and theyre like WHAT DO YOU MEAN 😡 I NEED A PASSPORT 😠 HOW DO I EVEN GET THAT 😡 WHY DO I NEED THAT 😡#and its like well u see u are going on a travel. you are visiting another country
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spent a bunch of time trying to figure out the Oz Macbeth rehearsal timelines (what with people coming and going) before i decided i don't care lol. what i did learn is that the character who plays Lady Macbeth is apparently named Stein.
Now here is a picture of Miguel reading his script:
#text#i say i don't care but i mean i do but the main thing is that none of the other shit matters bc the fic that i wanted to write#would only take place across the week(s)(?) contained within episode 1 and 2 anyway#episode 3 doesn't have any theater storyline tho so theoretically i could fit something there too ig#but whatever#fuzzy timeline anyway#i have been surprisingly active with this wip after all#finished another section and i'm like hmm it would kind of make sense to turn this into a 5 times +1 fic almost#but i never end up sticking to those lol#miguel alvarez
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anyway i spent too much time reading offbe/at wedding and now i’m involuntarily scripting out my online cancellation in a universe where i for some reason send in our wedding to them to profile but get called out for asking them not to refer to it or us as “queer” anywhere in the article
#i just don’t like that term very much. i intuitively feel that if considering oneself queer but not gay is permissible the inverse should#be as well. but as we know that is not the current state of the art.#box opener#offbeat wedding content is a beautiful 50/50 split of things i can theoretically appreciate but don’t want#and things i would find so painfully awkward to be near that i can’t finish the article.#which is real reading catnip.#for me. a hater of varied tastes and long standing.#however one of my objections was that having your ‘subtle’ lord of the rings touch be ‘one dessert to rule them all’#as a sign on the catering table#is terrible and makes no sense. because first of all it’s not even slightly subtle#but second of all. why would desserts be the one ring. are they scarce and a major cause of conflict? do they corrupt your ability#to feel a full range of emotions and empathy? are they possessed???#i just don’t think they thought it through.
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Okay no one talk to me bc I haven’t watched the race yet but I just finished Nightbane by Alex Aster and am currently Losing It. I need the third book rn.
#lightlark#nightbane#spoilers for the book from this point on#OH MY GOD#WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE’S GOING TO KILL ONE OF THEM????#ALEX#ALEX PLEASE#I HATE LOVE TRIANGLES YOU CAN’T DO THIS TO ME#wait if it’s possible to bring people back to life in the Other World then could she theoretically bring Oro/Grim back?#also SHE’S DEAD???? WHAT?????#also are the dreks what Oro was talking about when he said Grim was protecting them all from something in the last book?#WAIT BUT-#SHE’S LIFE AND DEATH SHE’S BOTH#SHE’S BOTH ALIVE AND DEAD#YOU CAN BRING SOMETHING BACK FROM DEATH SO WHAT WILL SHE BRING BACK FROM ORO/GRIM’S DEATH?#also what are your bets kn who she kills?#atp signs are pointing to oro especially with the stuff that enya was saying#like isla is basically born to be his doom#but also i don’t think isla wants to go to the other world atp#idk I NEED THE THIRD BOOK#also if she’s going to shack up with grim now: how is he going to act knowing she isn’t only his?#how will they act together? just bc isla loves him doesn’t mean they’ll be all domestic like she and oro were#and god idk which couple i love more#they also hate each other so polyam seems unlikely#i think the only thing that makes sense here is that she dies as well#she can’t go and kill one guy and then live happily ever after with the other#she’ll be haunted by the loss of one of her great lives#and whoever guy lives wouldn’t be able to bear it#honestly in situations like this i’m always an all or nothing person#also i hit 30 tags so i can’t say more but gods. this series man
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the worst part is how much it feels like its not my fault bc I did so much work and I put so much energy into this and I genuinely cared so much but now I have to fit it into this mold of research that doesn't work how my brain does and I wanna fucking bite smth its so unfair
#kyle.txt#it also is my fault bc EYE choose this topic all on my lonesome#eye wanted to do it abt smth weird and non traditional which doesn't actually make sense and has no theoretical basis outside of my brain#going u like that thing n also that thing what if u smoosh#so it is my fault but also it isn't
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every time i try and actually think about gender stuff i always just come to the conclusion that its all stupid and pointless which probably isnt the best stance but also wtf else am i supposed to do at this point
#like a while ago i somehow stumbled across implagender which like i guess man. but also. ehhhhh.#< though also thats like A Part Of That so its probably it. or at least close enough#another problem is that irl me and online me are VERY different gender wise#irl idfc if i get she/her used on me its all the legal shit and like besides how i dress i look enough like a girl.#online though its. less ok. id rather it not happen it feels weird#also ive been thinking about he him???? like using it on myself is fine i do it on accident sometimes#but the thought of someone else using it on me feels werid. not as much as she her but still weird#it its is another option i guess. i dunno man#fucking terms are a whole different thing. i think i prefer masc ones but idc at this point#whateverrrrrr man#like. i guess i could also just go unlabeled. which is basically what im doing now i dont think ive got anything saying it#unless ive got the agender flag on my strawpage or something. thats another one that like kinda fits#“kinda fits” meaning it does but i feel weird about labels#annyways my problem w unlabeled is thats a label in itself. so like im unlabeled in concept but not fr if that makes sense??#maybe. i dont fucking know i never have i probably never will#irs so funny how complicated this shit is but then my sexuality is so easy.#gender is. ??????. sexuality is aroace lesbian#though i gues si could theoretically go more into the whole aroace thing cuz i know im full on aro but idk where i am ace wise#but like literally it doesnt matter why should i put myself through that. i can't#and im like 99% sure im like. is it still called sex repulsed#which is a shitty name unless im thinking of a different thing or getting it wrong bc like the idea of sex isnt gross 2 me. but ok#ANYWAYS rant over. jello literally who asked#jello shut up challenge#wait i figured it out my genders actually [deltarune gaster noise]
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the ending of i saw the tv glow fucked me up because in a meatphor sense she's going to spend the rest of her life in misery because she was too afraid to embrace her true self. her happy self. and in a literal sense she's LITERALLY being buried alive which is like top 100 fears of mine and the fact her inhaler stopped working which is like. the sign that she's losing oxygen kept me up at night. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAA
Ourgh yeah the burying alive is. Fucked up if real! But personally I've said before but I do see the ending as not Great but at least hopeful, I think even if she doesn't accept herself right away she's going to at least try to like, find people who can help her, because she is screaming for help at the end, even if no one responds. And that's much better than suffering in silence. At least, that's if you assume her life outside the Pink Opaque is real in some way, which tbh I do. I think even if she were to bury herself like Tara, it wouldn't perfectly put her in Isabel's body, and she wouldn't be young again. Idk I'll say that I think the world of ISTTVG is supernatural and sitting within unreality rather than full fantasy, and neither The Pink Opaque or "Real Life" is fully true. I think they blur together one way or another
#ISTTVG spoilers#I saw the TV glow spoilers#This is heavily theoretical but I think Tara sorta. Didn't choose the best option. I think the MC was too afraid but Tara was too#Idk. She was too ready to basically die for what she thought was the truth. I think the idea of the MC being Isabel FROM TPO is not the bes#Like. Movie message as someone who has been deeply fixated on things + specific characters to the point I was filtering almost all of my#Thoughts through them. So I think the best case is for the MC to understand how much she wants to be Isabel or wanted to be#And let herself feel that without shame while also becoming her own person. Does that make sense?#I think the ending is less her losing air underground and more just. The breaking point of something. And I do think Mr melancholy is uh#Doing some shit in both realms but maybe not specifically the way the show plays out? Idk I have thoughts but they're a mess#Also I wonder if someone could say something about the moon being traditionally feminine and the villain being a masculine form of the moon#Tho the man in the moon isn't like a new concept I still think there's something worth digging into there but Idk enough to do it myself lo
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update on building isat characters teams btw. siffrin has 11 pokemon and counting (help)
#thats including the 2 that the creator drew w them that one time but. still#and i Refuse to get rid of any of them bc theyre all too good. theoretically i could move one to a different character#but. i dont want to <3#they can have doubles#if they must.#and thats still like . im so tempted to give them another bc it would be neat for them to have a water type#probably a lapras.. but it could be smth else too..#also the teams are NOT based on what they realistically would get their hands on theyre almost purely theme-based#tho i still dont give anyone legendaries or mythicals bc that feels too weird and obvious#i might give em seperate teams that would actually make sense for what they Would have..#creator seems to have actually gone that route which is epic of them tbh#much to think about.#isat#pkmn
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programming is scary because i understand it in theory but when i see how its actually written i get scared
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almost 4am can't stop thinking about the meaning of the idiom 'to have blood on [someone's] hands'—to be responsible for a person's death—combined with the fact that Zach is the one we are specifically shown with Daryl's actual blood on his hands (once for real and once in a dream)... Not Josh who had been holding the sword Daryl fell onto, but Zach who took the sword out.
#super dark times#+ part of it that's insane to me is: Josh COULD have easily ALSO gotten (literal) blood on his hands—we see him go to check for a pulse#after Zach did... but we don't see his hands during that—they're left out of the shot! we just see his face. and when we see his hands next#there's no visible blood on them (if any got on he theoretically wiped 'em off ig? similarly Zach's hands when seen AFTER the shot of him#touching Daryl ALSO don't rlly show blood anymore—we see his hands in the leaves tho so it prob went there) BUT SO there was a CHOICE made#to give us a close up shot of ZACH pulling his hand away from the wound with blood on it... but to NOT do the same/smthn similar with Josh.#and yet ZACH is the one who CAN'T ACCEPT THE ROLE HE PLAYED IN ANY OF ITTTTT!!!!!!! GAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#this post brought to you by me rewatching the Zach + Charlie on the phone scene and needing to just. stop and scream at Zach being#like 'Josh‚ or fucking somebody else‚ they went up there and if they found Daryl alive—' LIKE BRO. YOU *KNOW* HE WAS DEAD.#YOU KNOW. YOU KNOOOOW. YOU WERE THERE. YOU KNOW HE WAS ALREADY DEAD. the denial. the trying to find any fucking way that#there could be even a sliver of a possibility that it WASN'T even PARTIALLY his fault.... shifting the blame entirely onto Josh...#[plus like. the 'somebody else' only added in after Charlie was giving him shit for trying to complicate this more—at first he was#straight up saying Josh was the one that fucked with the body]... aghghghsfd he makes me INSANE#also fwiw. i'm forever a 'Josh didn't harm anyone on purpose until AFTER his fight with Zach at Zach's house' truther. that provides#at least SOME sort of motivation to push him over an edge into... the shit that happens. anything before that just fuckin' doesn't make#sense. To Me. ive already written a lot on my thoughts about all of that though [uhhh in the tags of my gifset of the fight at Zach's house#anyways. im also NOT trying to say 'ah so we should Just Blame Zach' because nah nah this whole thing was a fucked up accident. they're all#to blame. plus Josh did horrible shit at the end On His Own there's no way of getting around that—but the messiness of how Zach handled the#initial incident and how that ripples out across the whole movie is simply soooooooo... ghghGHGhghGHGhghghgh. To Me.#in conclusion: im soooooooo normal about the characters in this movie (<- lying)
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