#so that kinda took a lot out of us
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silhouettecrow · 1 year ago
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 286
Adjective: Calm
Noun: Waves
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Calm: not showing or feeling nervousness, anger, or other strong emotions; (of a place) peaceful, especially in contrast to recent violent activity; (of the weather) pleasantly free from wind; (of the sea) not disturbed by large waves
Waves: a long body of water curling into an arched form and breaking on the shore; a ridge of water between two depressions in open water; a shape seen as comparable to a breaking wave; an effect resembling a moving wave produced by successive sections of the crowd in a stadium standing up, raising their arms, lowering them, and sitting down again; (literary) the sea; a sudden occurrence of or increase in a specified phenomenon, feeling, or emotion; a gesture or signal made by moving one's hand to and fro; a slightly curling lock of hair; a tendency to curl in a person's hair; (physics) a periodic disturbance of the particles of a substance which may be propagated without net movement of the particles, such as in the passage of undulating motion, heat, or sound; a single curve in the course of a wave; a variation of an electromagnetic field in the propagation of light or other radiation through a medium or vacuum
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phonification · 4 months ago
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ive been thinking about taco and balloon forming a little alliance post s1/ pre s2 where they'd (begrudgingly) work together planning on how to break into hotel OJ to steal stuff to take back to their makeshift camp like food, blankets, pillows, etc,,, anything that could be useful to them
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mblue-art · 4 months ago
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out w these tall clowns 🌲🌸
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they-didnt-last · 7 months ago
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anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??
#okay incoming rant about this series#i read the first book when i was 10 or 11 and i was absolutely obssessed with it. i read it so many times i had the entire story memorized#the issue was that i could not find the rest of the series anywhere. it was either sold out or out of stock#and then i found out that only the first 3 books had been translated into my first language so at that point i kinda gave up on them#anyway#flashforward to a couple of weeks ago#i was re organizing my bookshelf and on the back i found LYKY (is this how y'all are abreviating it??)#and remembred how much i loved it#and since i'm now fluent in english and was stuck at home recovering from a surgery i decided to download the entire series and read it#to find out what the fuck happened afterwards#long story short i read all six books in 4 or 5 days#and i haven't stopped thinking about them since#it's actually so funny how little information we have in the first book#i went all of these years thinking it was mostly a silly series about a boarding school for spies when actually SO MUCH happens afterwards#i can't believe i went all of these years unaware of zach goode's existence#truly character of all time#but also i can't stop thinking about how interesting it would have been if zach had come to hate the circle and his mom during the series#rather than before#make it a true enemies to lovers#and have us witness that portion of his character developement in real time instead of being told about it#like him slowly realizing through cammie and his time at gallagher that maybe what they were doing is wrong#i think it would have been very interesting to read#although let's be real it took me until halfway through book four to trust him and he was fully one of the good guys so..#but yeah i have a lot more to say but these tags are long enough#gallagher girls#okay i just want to add another funny anecdote about my experience with this series#my copy of LYKY has an age warning in the back recomending that readers should be above 13 yo to read it#and i distinctly remember finishing it and thinking the warning was kind of dumb bcs besides a few mentions of death and other heavier topi#nothing really happened#and now i realize it was a warning for the rest of the series not just the first book because jesus fucking chirst everything after
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zuzu-romeave · 12 days ago
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big fan of the moments where jo n brad show zero regard for other people/beings
#and more broadly im a big fan of the moments where they r just being openly weird as hell#aka s2ep5 is one of my favourite brad n jo episodes despite the fact that they r fighting the whole time#i just think their weird kinda sexually charged predator vs predator thing they have going on that episode is wildly entertaining#their affinity for predator/prey dynamics is very fun to me and i love that they indulge each other in it#they are so dorky but also they are genuinely very strange and thats not to be forgotten!#brads a petty dork but he finds meaning in bankrupting poor people#jo’s socially awkward but shes made reference to killing david like twice#they contain multitudes#jo mythic quest#brad bakshi#mythic quest#morty talks woah#‘i looked through her texts’ ‘i taught her that’ i need to know how that conversation went#like was it a spur of the moment thing where rachel left her phone out and they took the opportunity#or is that something they talked abt outside of rachel entirely and jo used the tips brad gave her on rachel without prompting#i like that moment a lot i think the idea of brad teaching jo stuff like that is very sweet in their odd way#n the idea of jo teaching brad more overt/aggressive things is also very fun like i need to see more of them together just doing stuff#also ​smth very endearing about the way brad says he was gona throw the rat in a bucket of water so he And jo could taunt it while it drowns#he just likes doing stuff with her even if hes very indirect about it#also they should not be left alone with animals like babe why are u talking abt shooting and drowning a rat
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moeblob · 10 months ago
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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)
#moe talks a lot#i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry#and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds#LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO#shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds#BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER#i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up#i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong#after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before#YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain#oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older#and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds#holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang#sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat#but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like#welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant#anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain#im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake#but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry#anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering
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skeletalheartattack · 9 months ago
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hell yeah pride pfp thats--um. sweating nervously. whats that in the background
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seventh-district · 3 months ago
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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weirfq1 · 3 months ago
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with all these gaston crackships/rarepairs that are coming out lately it would be so fucking funny if he had a flig with all the main characters (ambar, nina, simon... hell luna too if you want) and they all know it except matteo
#mf would feel so betrayed once he finds out#and not because he's jealous or anything - or maybe yes (they kinda have a vibe between them if you get what i mean)#mainly because his best friend didn't tell him#gaston would 100% use “you didn't ask” with a shit-eating grin while shrugging his shoulder#he would have the time of his life making fun of matteo reaction lol#and matteo would also lowkey be insecure (understandable because gaston was probably a better boyfriend for all those people [real])#[from here on i'm gonna yap but like... YAP - get ready]#type of flings/situationships/whatever i think he had:#LUNA/GASTON : [barely a fling/ a kinda relationship (?)] - them just trying it out for the hell of it#they had a lot of fun and it strengthened their friendship#they never talk about it unless they're sure that they're by themselves#gaston sometimes reminiscences about it in front of others(to make luna panic/embarass)but in such a vague enough way that they don't get i#it always comes off as them play-fighting#it either happened before he and nina got together (which is what i'm running with for this post) or they did it after she left#because they were the closest to her and were the only people that could understand what it meant to lose nina#(luna also dated her in the past by this point)#GASTON/NINA: [literally canon and one of the main ships] so i don't have to explain it i guess#GASTON/SIMON: [was a “they were all in their feelings” during those moments - kind of deal]#that scene i reposted the other day is a good way to pinpoint when they started to actually eye eachothers /put a start to what they had#it ended two or three months later - don't know who put an end to it between them#but it wasn't a problem because they both had something else they wanted to focus on more - they're extremely chill about this#GASTON/AMBAR: [kinda the same - got to know eachother when they were kids and became extremely close (even tho it took A BIT since#even if gaston came from a good family ambar was still as standoffish as now (and also a bit shy even if she wouldn't admit it)]#gaston was the one that did the first step#at that point ambar actually never stopped to think about dating in general but especially him#but the idea of losing him as a friend for something so stupid as a relationship terrified her#he reassured her that whatever happened nothing between them would've changed#which was real but also not really#they ended up breaking up a year and a half later and became a bit awkward around eachothers for a bit (mostly because of ambar)#they're still cordial with eachothers
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sysig · 2 years ago
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Bitter breakup rivalry (Patreon)
#Doodles#Wander Over Yonder#Emperor Awesome#Commander Peepers#I dunno lol I just wanted to draw Awesome being pathetic and insulting Peepers and maybe immediately regretting it :)#As much as I think their relationship dynamic could go very well I also think it could go very poorly >:3c They have a lot of potential!#Awesome trying to get too close too fast to manipulate him before he's proven a useful asset would basically be a death sentence hehe#Especially if he tried to flex about it - he definitely has physical might over Peepers but honestly I think that'd just piss him off furthe#Like ''You think you can just sling your weight around and intimidate me? Hah! Who do you think I work for?''#Even with the equivalent of a peashooter I think Peepers could take him on ♪ I mean heck he beat the Potted Plant with just his hat#He's very resourceful! Out of necessity but hey it just means he's practiced! I think he could MacGyver his way out of most confrontations#Plus y'know - Awesome is already kinda pathetic haha ♪ He gets a bruised /ego/ and he goes home what would a smack to his face do#That said he was there for the Battle Royale - I think he's aware of his intimidation factor :) Intimidation is also charisma! Haha#I think a fight between them would be interesting Especially if they brought feelings into it but even just a slugout haha#Awesome's really fun to pose I definitely would've drawn more of him being dramatic if I hadn't run out of room#But I mean so is Peepers! They're so fun to draw ahh <3 Look at his shoe/knee contact! Flat foot on the ground! I'm so pleased!#Only took a very cartoony style to finally get me to work on contact points haha ♪
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slankyyy-revs-the-world · 2 months ago
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me trying to become academia brained about my blorbo and compiling any and all of voice-acted lines, dialogue and misc. lore into a dedicated obsidian folder
#slank-screams🗯️#yes this is about rancid gautier man‚ miklan my beloathed#heartbreaking news: windows shitty xbox gamer tab#is actually very useful for recording onscreen lines with audio#dunno if its the autism creature in me - but its relaxing putting character lore and making it super organized#seriously tho: the writing advice of ~hearing~ your blorbo speak#<- actually very good advice; it helps me to iron out dialogue to avoid the dreaded He Would Not Fucking Say That™#also Miklan's eng VA is honestly kinda incredible with how much ~range~ he gives the character#He's able to convey a lot of emotion and character within a single sentence#thats saying a lot since miklan's dialogue is Very Limited and sparsed out#You have to go out of your way to make the character speak way more#<- has gone out of their way to trigger Miklan's Ally Dialogue with Syl‚ Ing‚ Mitya‚ Fe and Purple-Haired-AntiChrist#anyways getting back on the topic: im ~almost~ done compiling rancid gautier man ally dialogue#i just need to add ing‚ mitya and fe ally lines to the note#while also try to unlock his special dialogue for non-crested units such as petra#b-money (byleth) is PWNING my ass who tf souped up this autist???#it took a level 24/26 syl to pwn the guy... ugh it was so grindy#honestly in the future when i play the other routes#i might just trigger all of the green ally dialogue and post it all onto here#will save everyone the headache of tryna grind thru 3hopes and ripping their hair out
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tiddiesoutwhenthetisout · 6 months ago
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not me curling my laptop charger wire the way you curl band equipment cords HAHAHA god i miss it
#i really said “okay big performance in the city square let's make this work” and i did but absolute fuckery of the manager just made me...#and she also used to complain about being an opening act-- like come on that's a nationally-renowned band and we're not there yet 😭#we used to fight a lot though so ack i really should have taken that as a red flag#but i was 14 and stupid 🤷‍♂️#being solo way better uM i shouldn't say this yet but i got a commission today audhauagah i don't even have a portfolio#fuck guys i'm so so so nervous from big changes in life because uM god i just came from actual hell with various things working to make me#kms#but uH we're uH not too keen on that anymore atm and uH it's probably going to all fuck up after i share that i have good news in life#but yk what#let's keep challenging god#i know he hates me#but we will not be defeated we will strangle him by the tie#AHHHH help me i want to get into music again pls pls pls pls pls#anyway back to my old band manager#she was known for being a shitwad in the scene anyw but i was young and stupid as i sais#and i defended her and rationalized her behavior because “we're friends right”#i'm starting to get why my mom is wary of people i get to know#i'm tbh a fucking idiot i would never admit that elsewhere (nah i do) uM my brain is bouncing off the walls#i took a bargain with 7pm coffee and look where it got me#i was also getting up there in my 5 days of uni absences agsgshags#DOES ANYONE ACTUALLY READ THESE I KINDA HOPE NOW NO ONE DOES#IM KINDA UHHH MY CHILD THERAPIST SAID UNCONVENTIONAL#I THINK SHE MEANT FUCKING CRAZY#sorry#oh yeah i walked tf out the band after that big performance set up just for us because i couldn't keep working with that kind of environment#other bands started flocking to recruit or proxy after i was let go by my famously fucked-up ex-manager LOL#but um i have issues so i'm not among them and i think they get the message tbh#appears and disappears#that is actually my brand
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0809sysblings · 9 months ago
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hosts in advanced denial.mp4
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calilk · 2 months ago
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i love being girlie online bc i dont immediately get perceived as woman. i’m literally just a profile picture here i’m just a guy being silly i love it it’s a place to express my feminine girlie fun side :3 but then irl i am desperately closeted so i do everything in my power to be perceived as less like a woman, meaning i neglect the girlie inside of me
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danielnelsen · 9 days ago
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as the dark urge, this is......honestly hilarious. the only thing i remember of my entire past is this random piece of local gossip
#personal#ash plays bg3#bg3#the dark urge#also. this is my current guy! eryn the dark urge! my murder hobo! not the best picture because of the lighting but i love him#named after the random bug(?) i the description for a cleric of talos. he's not a cleric of talos but i decided to make use of it anyway#god idk why it took so many rests to trigger the durge bard scene but i FINALLY got it so i got the invisibility cape from sceleritas#ive been hanging out for it this whole time because this is a solo run (by virtue of being a murder hobo). it's basically invaluable#also i discovered that you cant go to camp after entering waukeen's rest without florrick dying. oops!#obviously i was gonna kill her anyway but i wanted to go and talk to her at least. needed to get a hireling to heal me so i went to camp#and the quest auto-completed and when i went back (without doing anything else; not even healing) she was dead. oh well#that's two games in a row ive accidentally killed florrick because i didnt save her IMMEDIATELY#anyway. i still havent dealt with the tieflings and druids and havent even gone into the building at the goblin camp#because i still dont know what the best order is to be able to kill the most people#i'll get to it. idk. maybe ill do the underdark first lmao#can you do the underdark without failing that quest? i know you cant go to the mountain pass but i know in the game files--#the underdark is the same area as the rest of the starting area. who knows. i'll look it up first idk#but yeah im really loving this durge. in my canon worldstate ive still gotta have default durge as the actual durge but...........#i want eryn to exist. given the amount of murder he's doing he's probably a bhaalist. probably a pretty high-ranking one#maybe good friends with durge. probably doesnt get on well with orin. maybe holds down the fort a little while his buddy's gone#why do i always end up writing essays while my game is paused on my other monitor? can i just play the game????#maybe im stalling because the zhentarim hideout might be tough. im only level 4#but to the point of the post: the fact that durge is tagged as baldurian just makes a lot of dialogue kinda funny#because most dialogue that's tagged for baldurians is about remembering what the city's like. dude i dont remember shit
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oleanderspride · 12 days ago
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