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calilk · 10 days ago

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i love being girlie online bc i dont immediately get perceived as woman. i’m literally just a profile picture here i’m just a guy being silly i love it it’s a place to express my feminine girlie fun side :3 but then irl i am desperately closeted so i do everything in my power to be perceived as less like a woman, meaning i neglect the girlie inside of me

#it’s really funny i’ve been procrastinating coming out for ages but i’m lasy #this is why i need deadlines #i’m great at working to deadlines #but also i kinda wanna get my shit together and become more independent before coming out bc i want to be taken seriously or something #listen a childhood friend of mine came out as nb when they were like 13 and my parents never took it seriously bc of their age #i’m not 13 but ykylykylykykyk it sticks with me #cal original #also this post feels very mysoginistoc #i really hate talking about my gender because i havent got it all sorted out and i’m scared that it’s literally all internalised mysogony #and i’m lying to myself #anywayyyyyy i love u feminine people and women and ayyyyyayayayyw just not as me ok!???? ok!!! mwah mwah #i love using the term girlie to describe myself bc i use it for a lot of my guy friends so it feels very gender neutral to me #whilr still conveying fun and whimsy and girliness and yayyyyyyy :3 #ok shutting up now

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