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iwakuraz · 4 months ago

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everytime I think even just a little bit that I'm starting to sort of get better at speaking aloud, somebody will say something horrible to me about my voice and ruin everything

#im so glad i don't have to speak aloud on yhe internet. i will only ever share my voice with internet people that are extremely accepting #but in real life i have no choice but to speak aloud and it is desroying me. im trying so hard to get better at speaking #i have gotten better in some areas. my pronunciation of words is better than when i was a kid i think!#thr only words i think i mispronounce often are actually sort of simple ones like 'the' or 'that'#the one thing ill never ever be able to get rid of is the stuttering #and ill never be able to change that i just . sound autistic i guess?#i dunno i get called retarded for my voice but also. i get retarded for everything i do #thank you classmates. i am going to kill myself #is anybody out there reading this? if you are are you familiar with any ways to get rid of stuttering #i have stuttered for my whole life #and i get made fun of it all the time #but when i ask how to stop nobody ever helps me #ive tried so hard to stop!! i dont wanna stutter #and also i think just the way my voice sounds and the volume which i speak at is part of the problem #again those are things i don't know how to change . i don't know #im never gonna have a voice im comfortable with huh #why am i lying in bed abd typing a tumblr vent post again im so sick of this #maybe i should just stop speaking at all #im only going to communicate through meows now #meow meow meow. meow #i can't stop thinking about my voice and how much i hate it and how much everyone else hates it. bleh #throat hurts for some reason but i dunno why #i thinj im going to avoid speaking aloud from now on because its not worth the pain #life sucks #so much. so fucking much

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puppppppppy · 5 months ago

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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^

#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH #i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing #this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only #know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that #make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3 #the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design #so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery #i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess #my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty #originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY #but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw #my art #myart #hatsune miku #miku worldwide #philippines #vocaloid #miku

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technofeudalism · 1 month ago

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CNN suggested that Luigi Mangione stage a boycott instead of what he did. a boycott of the health care industry. exercising my right to protest by fucking dying.

edit: it was ABC. tomato, tomato.

#text #fuck my life #i hate this fucking country so fucking much #luigi mangione

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chiimeramanticore · 8 months ago

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compilation of this type of post

edit: idk how much this is gonna do but since making this post i got covid and need some help, please consider it

#juno.txt #'k smog and batboy caught flipping a grunt' and 'is chep a brambles company' get me so bad every fucking time #actually preemptively putting this in my fav tag just cuz they make me laugh so much #fav

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raddagher · 1 month ago

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Idgaf if you don't want to write essays for school. I don't care if you don't want to write corporate emails yourself. I don't care if you can't draw well, I don't care if you can't write well, I don't care if you just really really want to talk to your favorite fictional character but don't want to RP with a real person because you have social anxiety or whatever

If you're still regularly using generative ai, chatgpt or midjourney or character.ai or literally whatever the fuck, im personally blaming you when my utility prices start going up.

#fuck i hate genAI so much #it wasted so much fucking energy its ridiculous

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asteroidtroglodyte · 1 year ago

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#troglodyte thoughts #free range sustainable shitpost #anti doomscroll patrol #fuck advertisers #fuck youth worship #you’re just getting started sweetie #there’s so much plot left to uncover

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problemnyatic · 3 months ago

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when will we talk about the willful helplessness epidemic on here. So many people on this god forsaken website demand to have any and all things that exist outside their personal experiences directly, personally pre-chewed and spoonfed to them. And when you do, they'll then ask for you to swallow for them, too, because, you see, in THEIR experience..,

#this is about people who show up in the replies asking shit that has already been answered in the replies #this is about people who show up in reblogs asking people to explain very obvious things to them that'd take one second of listening to #others' experiences to be aware of #For the love of god if you're presented with information or turns of ohrase that conflict with your personal experience don't just sit down #Consider that perhaps things unlike you exist and that things that are one way for you may be different for others #This isn't difficult you just need to stop centering yourself as the only point of reference you have #you're not. There is so much more than you out there. And you can hold it and know it #you just need to get the FUCK OVER YOURSELF #fucking christ #mumblr #problemnyatic thoughts

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eatinghisheart-inthemarketplace · 8 days ago

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I can't believe the horse is back in the fucking hospital

#us politics #god we have to hold on #ON MLK DAY TOO #its so over but theres so much to be done #as long as there's hope there's work to do #mo.txt #donald trump #fuck trump #trump #president #inauguration #john mulaney

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hamletthedane · 2 months ago

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The movie Wicked is proof that any source material can be vastly improved by simply making the intense female friendship much gayer + the mutual male love interest both wildly bisexual and lowkey down to just be their third

#i can’t believe they improved Fiyero’s character so much just by making him intensely into both women at the same time asdakdga #Elphaba: *screaming at people*#Glinda: yeah baby you tell em! my girlfriend is gonna kick your ass!#Fiyero: god I’m so fucking turned on right now why am I so turned on by this #ideal dynamic tbh #i have other much more meaningful thoughts on this movie but this was so funny I had to post it #It was a very very good movie ngl #wicked #wicked movie

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apollos-boyfriend · 11 months ago

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something they don’t tell you about being autistic is that every character you write WILL end up autistic/autistic-coded whether you like it or not

#icarus speaks #thinking about orion’s belt!purp #i’ve made her so fucking autistic on complete accident 😭#just bc i project so much onto cpurp in general

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randomalistic · 1 year ago

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Selfshippers who ship with weird/unappealing characters. I love you. Like hell yeah you go get with Mr Crocker. Go get with lord faarquad

#I get it.#EMBRACE THAT SHIT #it’s such a fucking power move and I gain so much respect for u #also I’d like to add I selfship with spamton neo and king candybug #if that makes you feel any better #selfship #txt #1k

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