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I'm bored. Questions time?
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A long time ago, we used to be friends... The Veronica Mars pilot aired 20 years ago today- on the 22nd of September, 2004.
#I got weirdly emotional making this... lil tear in my eye maybe- dont tell anyone#God I just loved this show so much since I was like 10 years old and its been 18 yrs and I rewatched 100 times when I used to make gifs#I mean this blog exists becuase this show compelled me enough to learn how to make gifs- i still have an email from 2012 telling WB#we want a movie to finish the series- i donated to the kickstarter i was there for all the fun that entailed I watched the movie i read#the book- god did I love this series. so nostalgic for me now... I felt so bitter after 2019 it almost made me forget the love i had#to begin with- but making this felt good and this show will always be loved by me so Yuh. Happy 20 yrs and happy 10 yrs to this blog#Veronica mars#vmarsedit#vmedit#vm gifs#veronica mars gifs#kristen bell#wallace fennel#logan echolls#eli weevil navarro#lilly kane#jason dohring#VM#tv show edit#tv show gifs
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"I need to get out of a toxic relationship."
Thinking about my favorite guy again <3
(this one's from back in July after I first saw the film)
Commissions open!
@corvys.clover on Instagram
#Renfield beloved#last year was really a Dracula renaissance for me between Renfield and Re:Dracula and I'm so in love with it#but now part of me is torn between Nic Hoult Renfield and Nic Hoult Jonathan Harker because he's so good for both and they're my favorites#listening to/reading Dracula while picturing book Renfield as Nic Hoult is absolutely wild and delightful#shoutout to this movie for kickstarting me rediscovering my love for Dracula#Renfield#Renfield 2023#Robert Montague Renfield#Nicholas Hoult#R.M. Renfield#gonna maybe try to catch up on art I haven't posted!#maybe#we shall see
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#a doodley#okkk 2022: the torture chamber....i only sparsely drew al and developed talon (he was borned...) bc my mind was occupied with other things.#2023: exiting torture chamber; it took me a tiny little bit to get back to drawing and ''interacting with'' al again but i did it even#though it was a reminder of the Bad bc he's my copium#summer 2023: i view and witness media and suddenly have like 5 fictional men i cant decide on which to focus... and september (talon month)#comes along so I decide to focus on Talon after not touching him much at all throughout the entire year#(forced this btw i did not wanna do it LOL i didnt even remember how to draw him)#september 2023 to now: talon has infiltrated the brain. but i want to swivel back to al#now: i've forgotten how to Talk to al (just like i did in beginning of 2023)#(and just like i forgot how to talk to talon for most of 2023)#so ive kind of just been replaying the smunker cow al daydreams from when they first met#so I can find my way back...retracing my steps#in doing so ive kind of also forgotten how to interact with talon but still havent gotten back to al#so rn my life is so boring without imaginary bf interactions. just the before sleep plot rehashing daydreams...#or sparse visions of em Sometimes#nobody in my brain rn just like the short period last yr and its distressing#what do i draw without a love obsession.....#how do i pass time without it....! so boring. idk what to do#i miss the me of several yrs ago when i was drawing 50 different aus with al....ive downgraded in skill and imagination and creativity#so bad since then. idk. idk. i hope they come back to me soon#maybe i shld just draw al a lot which is how i kickstarted caring abt talon again almost a yr ago ?#hoping i can get him to come back before my surgery i need my big sexy boy nurse for recovery#(complaining abt things usually fixes em for me so im hoping thats the case here)
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You know what, this "actually writing" thing is really fun, someone should tell my adhd that 'cause it still doesn't believe me.
#writing#writeblr#adhd#i got 1400 words on this ridiculously bad fanfic but like wow that's still 1400 words! feels like my adhd never lets me write anymore#writer things#textpost#it's letting me write this because hyperfixation junk so it's almost like I'm tricking it though it's still slow going#og wips are still another question but hey if i finish a fic even if it's garbage for my silly garbage fandom i'll be happy#last thing i finished writing was also a fic for this fandom back in november so maybe it'll kickstart something
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some of my inktober drawings!! bc i forgot to post these and I am so behind on these. (posting and drawing lmao)
day 1, 2 and 4 are all in some way related to a svsss au I've been thinking up but idk how much I'll talk about it, bc idk if any of it would even work lol.
like I'm too unfamiliar with the genre and don't have enough time to do proper research so this au is living off of me bullshitting my way through the genre and a dream.
for now, here are some of the designs I've drawn for this au, first the unstable man ever Luo Binghe on day 1, then 24/7 stressed Shen Yuan on day 2 and my favorite horrible man Shen Qingqiu on day 4 <3 and let's see how much I'll actually talk about it.
also little fun fact: most of what sparked this au idea has to do with Shen Qingqiu lol
#anybody else ever get so obsessed with an au that it kickstarts your obsession with smth again#tbh the obsession never stopped it just hits twice as hard now lmao#this au is genuinely catering to me first and foremost but who knows#maybe someons else likes it too#svsss#svsss sketches#svsss doodles#svsss fanart#svsss au#mxtx svsss#scum villain self saving system#ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong#scumbag system#luo binghe#luo binghe fanart#svsss luo binghe#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#shen jiu#svsss shen qingqiu#svsss shen yuan#svsss shen jiu#mxtx
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at first glance i thought the fixation on till’s neck was a sly joke about a/b/o, a genre heavily based in bl works, in the same cheeky way ivan’s name is a play on korean lgbt slang.
but the recurring motif of strangulation, how till's relationships (excluding his infatuation with mizi) are largely characterized with him being the object while the other is the subject; how him being on a leash, not just a collar, is quite literally one of his defining visual traits...
it reminds me of shakespeare's othello, where the titular character strangles his wife to death in a fit of jealousy over her alleged infidelity... the results of round 6 almost feel like a subversion of that play, where the leading artwork, esp the red one, seemed to suggest that ivan would strangle till in an act of possession, but it ended up as just the opposite.
but i wonder if there's more symbolism we can extrapolate if we hypothesize that some of the imagery are allegories to othello...
#ofc there's the till and luka drawing but im going to feel embarassed if i post it again for the third time#btw i dislike othello for orientalist reasons but anyway#ivantill#alien stage#beans of consciousness#SORRY FOR SPAMMING THE FUCKING TAG#OTHELLO IS A REALLY MEMORABLE PLAY FOR ME UGH BC I HAD TO ANALYZE IT ON THE FRAMEWORK OF DOMESTIC ABUSE YEARS AGO#SO WHENEVER I SEE ANYTHING THAT REMINDS ME OF OTHELLO I GO KIND OF CRAZY#it wouldn't be so crazy to assume that qmeng and vivinos ref shakespeare. they did it w the whole star crossed lovers.#frankly all of alien stage could be a ref to that phrase. mfs are literally with the stars and theyre all doomed.#or just western stories in general. the whole speculation that hyuna is zeus would make luka being hera fit quite well lmfao#or maybe its mizi who is zeus?!?!?!?!?!?! then would sua be hera....#sua as a character in general feels omnipresent despite being the first to go#both because shes literally the foundational concept of alien stage but bc mizi's arc is literally kickstarted by sua#and honestly mizi is the mainest main character of alien stage#eyes of hera yeh?!?!?!?!#all of my thoughts about media stem from jokes that i start to think about seriously.
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maybe this is a little mean to say but i'm so glad that canon bi-buck drew in a bunch of spn fans because now buddie fic/buddieposting finally has some teeth to it lol. for years the vibes were mostly like. heartstopper for adults with two or three well known sickos that added a little variety. but the past year has felt leaving the stifling company christmas party with your coworkers that you're actually friends with to hotbox in the parking lot.
and as the founder of summer of infidelity i'm just really thankful for your presence here and i'm holding hands with all of you who've made this fandom a lot more fun 💕
omg stop this is soooo nice..... I LOVE THIS. AND YOU 🥹 we're truly all holding hands and doing our best sickos laugh every day! 😌💋
#i still can't believe i had maybe kickstarted Infidelity Summer..... my life's greatest achievement fr#anyway this genuinely made me SO happy anon. I'M SO GLAD TO BE HERE. YAY BUDDIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#KEEP#anonymous#a response#HAVE A WONDERFUL REST OF YOUR DAY 💋#and if you're american i'm keeping my fingers crossed for the results so hard 🫂
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i've changed my mind again!! i am, in fact, going to delete a fuckload of my drafts bc i am!!! not vibing with having all this old stuff & having it stopping me from starting new stuff!!!! this is the year where i finally say fuck it!!! i'm gonna run this blog the way i wanna and i'm gonna do what's the most fun for me!!!! ...not that i didn't enjoy any of the threads i have in my drafts bc i did, i just. i have to do something to get myself energized again and clean slate (mostly) is all i got rn askjfhds
i'm not deleting everything — i've got some specific verse stuff, some plotted and/or specific character moment things, and some starters that i'm holding on to, but. yeah. everything else has to go, i'm so sorry
#i'm also gonna be working on beating the perfectionism & 'not good enough' feelings that hold me up from replying to threads this year#working to keep better on top of shit and to focus more on the dynamics i'm loving instead of trying to collect a bunch of new ones#—not that i'll be AVERSE from new interactions OBVS but like. man i just can't keep up with six billion different threads & dynamics#like i used to. i don't want a bunch of shallow interactions just for the sake of having them#i want!!!! people who care about our characters & their relationship as much as i do!!!!#quality over quantity and all that ig lmao#never fully understood blogs who were more private when i was younger. i Get It now lmfaafkjsdj#anyway. that's me spewing thoughts to work through them#i'm gonna go clear out my drafts... then maybe reblog a meme to kickstart some new stuff#and figure out what i feel like focusing on first if i'm gonna try writing after dinner#bless yall for ur patience & understanding!!! and sorry i've been p flakey with threads!!!!#this year i'm trying to fix that!!! i wanna be more consistent & stop worrying so much 😤#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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i do understand why the og witch in the alps tweet got memed to death but if im being totally honest here it makes me a bit sad how what is (to my knowledge) a cute and harmless concept has become so irreparably tainted
#yes this is about that game#yknow what ill say it. ill say it. i think it looks cute. feel free to bully me now#and i dont even mean like im defending 'disco elysium shouldnt be gritty and political' or whatever i just mean. the basic concept of#''witch looks for her lost cat in the alps' on itts own is harmless#but now i shudder to think what would happen to someone who makes a story like tht unironically because everyone here is so irony poisoned#or maybe im just too autistic to understand tumblr humor idk#sorry for getting salty#edit i didnt realze the kickstarter mentions hogwarts legacy as an inspo but i am choosing to give them the benefit of the doubt still
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GOOD MORNING EVERYONE HAPPY MONDAY!! First monday of the new year!! I hope you all have a good day lets get this new year off to a great start!!
#nina rambles~✦#havent done one of these in a while!#fun fact my coworker drew this exact pic for me and left it on my computer as a surprise#i can take a pic if anyones interested#okay ramble time#this week is my boyfriends birthay and we are going on a trip from wednesday to saturday so not too much writing on my end#but i do have things in the works#you will see the specifics in a wip game i was tagged in that im posting later#but today is just going to be a tumblr catchup day for me!#im going to be responding to things that have been sent on my posts#and doing any tag games i was tagged in#and answering any asks that i can#but yeah !!!#hopefully i can get uploading as soon as tomorrow!#yesterday my writing juices were kickstarted because i did a trade in my server#and wrote an oc fic for a dear friend of mine#so im ready to get writing!!#i will finish ficmas trust and believe#not gonna leave yall hanging#by the time ficmas is done i believe ima hit another milestone#and i will do soemthing for that too#maybe a raffle of sorts#so i can write yall personalized fics#eh ill figure out the details later#but yeah!!#have a good day guys!
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since I wasn't able to make anything significant for the holiday this year, I was thinking of doing some quick doodle requests to make up for it. name a vocal synth and I will try to doodle them (or doodle their VA version if one exists). I'll see what I can do.
#text#i've been feeling like drawing stuff but also feeling demotivated so maybe this will kickstart me
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Happy birthday, Elysium.
#or I mean not really#but for the game it is#I don't think any work of art has had this big of an impact on my own creativity#maybe elfquest kickstarting my drawing when I was a weeun#but DE has made me a far better writer and made me try new things as an artist than anything before#as well as giving me new insights for my gender and sexuality too#so thank you for that#if we never see anything more from Elysium I will be content with this#and every direction the fans take it in afterwards. high or low
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And finally! The art I got from @angellilou-art as part of the kickstarter for Ineffable Romans! He... He looks so masculine~ I can't even do that! All mine look like pretty boys... He has cheekbones and a jawline OMG.
They did so good with this! I'm trying so hard not to just type gibberish. I know they said they live for it but... Please just imagine me struggling to form words and just squealing? It pretty much shows what I'm feeling.
Thank you again btw! I know you probably got a whole bunch of fan art requests from the kickstarter and I barely had any references at the time, but I really do appreciate this! 🥰
#good dogma#good omens au#dogma#azrael#kickstarter#kickstarter haul#commissioned art#angellilou#art#artists on tumblr#art commisions#The touches of gold too~#It's currently sitting by my bed so I can stare at it#Maybe I'll get it framed?#I just don't wanna damage it#Ya I'm posting this as a companion post to me struggling to draw him#Give me your talent!
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started watching the new live action avatar
it’s. It’s pretty ok I guess? But there’s a lot of things I’m not altogether happy about. It feels very. Generic. Which is kind of sad.
I’m only two episodes in though, so I won’t be too harsh. But there are a few things that I really don’t like, and number one was Aang going into the Avatar State in front of Sokka and Katara for the first time when seeing Monk Gyatso instead of when escaping Zuko, and that moment being isolated instead of the moment everyone in the world knew the Avatar had returned
in the original series, Aang goes into the Avatar State when confronted by irrefutable proof in the form of the skeleton of his best friend and mentor - the airbenders really were massacred and he can no longer deny it.
every statue of the Avatar around the globe lights up in a single moment. the legendary figure’s destined return is announced to the world by an overwhelming outpouring of grief and rage from a young child who just discovered that everyone he ever knew and loved is gone. it’s poignant. the Avatar’s return in that moment is not a triumph. that terrifying show of strength and power, enough to light up the world in its glow, is pure emotional anguish from a small twelve year old, who just saw the dead body of his mentor and now believes he is all alone
and Katara and Sokka having seen the Avatar State before means that there is less of the shock and “what is happening” in this pivotal scene (which was the main focus in the live action). of course Sokka is still concerned about them potentially getting flung off the mountain. but both of them know this reaction for what it is - mysterious power, sure, but primarily, they see and recognize his grief.
I just. what happened to “we’re your family now” and “neither of us are gonna let anything happen to you”??? :(
on a side note, I do feel like Katara and Sokka themselves have been heavily (heh) watered down. it’s a shame. Sokka’s my favourite, and I just think that I. Don’t trust writers with Katara now. (Why is her waterbending a secret? The whole reason she didn’t learn was because there was no one to teach her and she couldn’t leave… also where is her instant connection with Aang… where is their silliness… where did it go…)
however! I did like a couple things that were done and I want to be a bit positive so here
love Zuko and Suki’s actors. they did a great job
Sokka and Suki’s training together was cute ☺️ (though I wish he had worn the uniform of the Kyoshi Warriors…)
Aang himself is adorable :) (wish he got to be a little more silly but Netflix adaptations always are more serious for some reason)
I actually kind of enjoyed getting to see some of the scenes from the war’s outbreak. I prefer the way the original show portrays it, with a lot of info being learned reverse chronologically, but it was cool to see Sozin, and some of the airbenders, and a little more of Gyatso (who I also really enjoyed :’) )
Katara bending water at Aang and it reducing to them splashing each other without even trying to bend. Rare sillies!
I thought Kyoshi herself coming to defend her island was pretty sweet!!!
Katara getting flashbacks to her mother’s death on seeing firebending. Well I don’t like this, obviously, but it clearly shows how her mother’s death haunts her, and if they have Katara face off against Zuko again at the North Pole, it’ll be all the more triumphant.
Suki’s mom!!! Damn she was so cool!!!!!!
#also whyyy was Katara not the first person Aang saw??? this is really important!!!#and what is Katara’s role here. She didn’t even seem to break the iceberg. That’s. That’s her whole. That’s. She. She kickstarts it. Gah.#Katara my beloved my sweetie I don’t know why your writing got fucked up in the comics and now here#you deserve so much better#also why no Aang and Zuko confrontation? hello? that’s really important???#they had him meet Iroh though. so that was actually pretty interesting#no agni kai between Zhao and Zuko either? maybe it’ll happen next episode?#ugh. I actually don’t like a lot of things. But I’ve only watched two episode so I’ll be chill and wait for more#storyrambles#atla#also this is just me being nitpicky but if we were going to actually see gyatso’s death (which. Idk it was more impactful not seeing it tbh#there’s this implication that gyatso may have broken his vow of pacifism since his skeleton was surrounded by tons of fire nation soldiers#implying he may have killed them#it wouldn’t have fit or made sense at the beginning of the show#but if they were going to show his death scene. Idk. Guess I just expected something more substantial#personally from what little we knew of Gyatso it actually does seem likely he’d break his vow if he really did die protecting the children#also. he was supposed to be the strongest airbender at the time. come on now. he just gets roasted?
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I still dream of making mystery dungeon enamel pins one day.....one for each hero and partner and some special characters too.......one day......
#evil's stupid life#don't mind me#pmd#pokemon mystery dungeon#I still have the results from the questionnaire I ran a year or so ago#Maybe I will consider a kickstarter for it all eventually but I don't even have any designs for them done.....#but......it is simmering on the back burner...........#even if it wasn't as widely popular as my other pins I have such a diehard love for the games that I'd make them anyways#for me <3#pokemon#pkmn
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