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fuuuuck i havent posted any like. ACTUAL art here since october damn.
#I PROMISE IVE ACTUALLY BEEN DRAWING STUFF I PROMMYY#nowhere NEAR the rate i drew stuff before but still a decent amount i think ?#like errm i counted. i think excluding small doodles i counted 44 since that shrimp aiba ?#so its smth atleast#tho not a lot of fuuulll colored pieces in there#im going to blame my slow down in art to the fucker thats in my pinned. NIRVANA INITIATIVE STRIKES AGAIN !!#not only is it a shitty sequel it also gave me art block !! !!!!!#<- joking with that.maybe.#should i be annoying tomorrow. and srb a bunch of my older art.#idk smth to atleast get me posting on here#ik ik i have requests in my inbox some of which r months old but graahhh <- explodes#pastell speaks
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Imagining Billy, a boy who has been stuck in time due to a weird time leak that was never quite patched up right in Fawcett, exploring the rest of the world as a hero and just getting so many odd looks at what he says. He says such dated things that make someone go 'What? No, that was outlawed in XXXX....' or 'That law was introduced before I was born?' and he is just scratching the back of his head like Huh..... The outside world is wild... No wonder no one leaves our lil shithole
#billy batson#similarly. laws that were recrnly passed or smth that were big whenever he was first born are probably never thought abt now#so hes like 'we cant do this!' and whoever hes with is just baffled 'whos gonna stop me?? the cops??' and hes fucking astounded goin 'YES?!'#tomfoolery!#found this is my drafts. think its been there for 2-3 months atleast
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[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide spoilers#JUST NOTICED A MILLION MISTAKES FUUUUUUUUCK BUT WWHATEVERRRRR IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA HHUURRRLLL#SO I REALLY LIKE FISH AND CHIPS RIGHT. IVE BEEN IN LOVE W THE SHIP EVER SINCE THAT NAT 20 KISS#BUT I THINK I SHIP IT WRONG. OR LIKE. I AM CORRECT BUT EVERYONE SHIPS THEM DIFFERENTLY#THE FISH N CHIPS I SEE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SO FLOWERY AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC. AND THATS NICE! THAT STUFFS NEAT#but gillion and chip would NEVERRRR enter anything similar to a romantic relationship. chips too damaged and gillions too uninterested#I LIKE MY FISH N CHIPS ONE SIDED AS FUCK#bc 2 gillion chip is his best friend in the whole wide world but hes also kinduvagross little man that took him a MINUTE to really warm up2#but to CHIP gillion is this powerful and gorgeous and heroic paragon of destiny and his best friend in the whole world who will#bring about the eschaton. 'i didnt believe in destiny until i met you' until i met a champion radiating with a light thatll alter the world#OHH REMEMBER THE FIRST ICE ARENA?he was so mad.still probably shaking from the ordeal.NEVER had he felt true divine radiance CLEAVE through#his SOUL like that.do you remember that moment in the forest w the bugs. an alien from the ocean; lacerating the land w lightning#when the realization flickered in chip for a moment.that the thing standing before him was more powerful than he could ever fathom#remember when grizz mentioned that the nat20 kiss was the 'best kiss chip ever experienced'. that has nothing to do w this. where was i.#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. BUT HEY. I THINK at the beginning chip absolutely knew that gill was smth grand n powerful n scary#when gillion revealed what exactly the prophecy was;chip got defensive and mad.sure he was sleep deprived but OOH. HES SCARED!#he believes gillion too! he believes that his destiny is to eradicate either the sea or land and that scares him!#but then he gets past it bc ultimately he trusts his bestfriend gillion so so much. he fuckin loves this dude.#he would throw himself intothe path of fire for this dude. he would boat across the ocean for this dude.he would build arenas for this dude#even if this dude will end half the world.even if this dude wields the power and the obligation to eradicate him at any second.#even if this dude is going to throw himself into harms way for his own comrades.even if this dude is just going to sacrifice himself.#one way or another one shall die for the other.these self-sacrificial bastards click so well with eachother!!#chip believes his body is best used to pave roads and gill believes his body is destined to pave prosperity.WHATEVER!!#i really love their dynamic!! they care for eachother so much!in MY heart tho. the icing on the cake here is the fantasy that chip is#just a bit more In Love w gillion than he realizes. like this powerful fish guy is HOT and PRETTY and KIND and FUNNY and LOYAL and STRONG#but gillion would never rly feel that same sort of attraction towards chip. its just not rly his thing. aroace as fuck man.#thats how it is in MY little heart atleast. and i sit here and play w my touys in my brain n i explore my silly lil one sided fish y chips.
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Its just me, and 4 bitches who still actively blog about thasmin against the world
#i think im spiraling over here ngl besties#im spending too much time on ao3 which is never good#and this ship playlist keeps growing and its like half of what ive been listening too atleast#i kinda need them back on my screen or anything actually anything ever im nawt picky#im this close to dropping the stupid fucking 19 dollars on combat magick just so i can read something new and canon#i dont even expect much i just need smth#doctor who#thasmin#char.txt
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WOUND UNDER THE CUT. CW FOR WOUND
#CW injury#fuck uhhh idk what else to tag this as#good tweet anomaly#so i stopped posting on twitter while at work and ive just been 'tweeting' in the Truck Channel of one o my friends' discord servers#GREAT ENRICHMENT HONESTLY#ANYWAy heres the saga of me 'tweeting' after getting burned by. and youll never guess. a curling iron#i havnt been around a curlin iron in foreeever so i forgot how carful u hadta be around them TToTT#i reached for somethin passed it but pressing my arm into it a bit too long#wooooopsie!!!! anyway ive been kinda lovin it#this wound has been AWESOME. stings like a MOTHER FUCKER#i love pain from wounds like this... so much more noble than the bastard chronic body pain and back pain#atleast this one knows to be hurt when pressed against. atleast THIS wound is tangible and solid and real and not FAKE and IMAGINARYY#like the foul hashimotos disease. which hides deep inside. like a motherfucker.#ITS BEEN 3 DAYS SINCE I GOT IT BUT NO ONES COMMENTED ON IT.... NO ONES EVEN SEEMED TO NOTICE IT... MY WONDERFUL WOUND...#ive had so many responses locked and loaded.. 'this is what they do to dealers that get too many black jacks ina row'#'yeah me and the homies were playing Swing Curling IRons at EAchother. the game where we swing curling irons at eachother'#'ieah it was a terrible turkey sandwich accident'#'you know how it is with spaghetti'#'i got bit by a radioactive curling iron'#LIKE CMAAAHHNN NO ONE EVEN CARES ABOUT MY AWESOME WOUND......#ANYWAY. i know the gay people in my phone will care about my amazing wonderful awwesome wound#also if u need me to tag this as smth lemme knowww i love youuu
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Tw vent in tags uh ed
Sobbing to this uh
#vent tw uwu#i haye myself so much lalala#i cant even fucking just starve myself cuz my parents have to give me food and now they want me ro eat onfront of them so i cant just throw#it out#im tryinf to eat 500 cals a daybut it keeps being 800#im literally fucking discusting bro#its so hard to hide my eating disorder when i had this SAME ed when i was 7 ans now if i dont eat one meal my parents are concerned#ive just been feelinf like shit the past like#4 fucking months#im going to school in September and im tryinf to starve myself as much as possible before then so i dont look like a ugly shit#but im just fuckinf failing#im suposed to be eating 300 or500#but instead im eatinf like800 to 1000 on some days#some days i atleast get to 600#ive bren doinf tgis shit for a month and.ive only lost.like 4 pounds#sometimes i just feel likr laying in my room all day and fuckinf rotting#eating only fucking gum and drinking monster or smth#i hate this and i know its stupid and i know i dont want to die but i KNOW this kills#i almost died when j was 7 from it#and i dont want to die#but i dont want to get better#anyway the main person keeping me alive in this shit is my poopir#egg 🐻#Spotify
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nyquil save me. save me nyquil
#mic#bro i feel like ive been actively dying for the past 4 or 5 days. i dont think its covid but bro. holy fucking shit bro#plus my nightmares are way more vivid for some reason. some of them are recurring from the past too which is always an uneasy feeling#i think bc ive had a couple prophetic dreams before so whenever i dream smth more than once i start to tense up. even tho the prophetic ones#were as far as i can remember only ever dreamed once and didnt feel important at all til they actually happened + i remembered i dreamed it#even so i get all tense and twitchy when i start having recurring dreams again#thank god theyre atleast not the same ones i had as a kid when [redacted]#id kms lmfaooooo those bitches were CRAZY#god i hate liquid medicine sm. shouldve been taking nyquil since day 1 but im stubborn and dumb. better late than never ig#ok time to stop procrastinating.....save me nyquil (reluctant)
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fuck FUCK fuCkkKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!
#vent ahead#spent so much time picking specific pics from near about 600 photos (all of which i clicked) and was down to the last 50#guess fuckin what#after all that time#i went to delete them from the backup version#and voi-fuckin-la!#the originals disappeared too#AAAHHHGHGGHFF#thankfully i had already forwarded them to my cousin (the whole stack#not the selected ones unthankfully)#so i went and screenshotted a few#then#fuxkin THEN#i realised that its letting me forward/download tge pics i don't have (which whatsapp doesn't normally do smth not on internal storage smth)#(and yes it was whatsapp and yes u had to painfully select and send 600 pics in itty bitty batches)#(atleast they went from 30 to 100)#(cuz otherwise my fingers. and patience. would nOT)#(some pics did repeat bcz whatsapp sucks and messed the order)#bUT#now i forwarded all 600ish pics to another phn#and am debating btw letting my sister pick the pics (lol sry not sry) or doing it myself#again#which pain#P A I N#but also specifics#argh#its now officially a ✨later✨ prblm#as if i wasn't tired enough honestly#tag limit reached </3#eph
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SCREW IT, NIGHT TERROR UPDATES SOON TODAY
If i wait to post the entire thing at once, it'll take waaaay too long and the artstyle would look so different lol
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Hey, I just saw that you only take gn!reader or male!reader for the poly nick and Charlie thingy. I made a request earlier today where I said I'd prefer female reader but I'd also take gn!reader if that's fine by you. You still don't have to write it, but I just wanted to say it.
Sorry, if I asked to much.
No worries! If you want F!Reader that is fine, it’s just the reader won’t have romantic feelings for Charlie :)
Do you still wanna change your request? Also lmao, I’m not sure I’ll be able to write it as a fanfiction per say… like it’ll be wrote into bullet points with a scenario written under it, if that makes sense.
It might switch between Reader and the dude’s pov too 🤔 I’ve decided to name him Aaron lol so for exmaple:
There were little things that caught Aaron’s attention and those little things may have been because of his fall. He couldn’t say, he didn’t even realize he had a thing for you until he walked in on you and Nick in the classroom. (Luckily not kissing, right? For him atleast)
His heart turned at the sigh of your eyes gleaming with affection as the blond spoke with very big animated movements, he didn’t like you laughing at it.
“And then I had to apologize because he was just trying to get his poor ol’ cane. I picked it up and helped him to a bench to rest but, till this day, I’m surprised why I thought he was trying to kidnap Nellie?” Nick’s raised arms now flop to his sides and he heaves a heavy sigh – ending his outrageous story with a question which makes you laugh harder.
“That poor old man… good for you for wanting to protect your dog though, no? Even old men can be so dearly scary.” You’re currently sitting on top of a table so you cross your legs and poke Nick with the tip of your shoe. He lightly slaps your leg away with an eyeroll.
“Thank you but were you mocking me at the end?”
“No, I could never, sweetheart.”
From his cheeks down to his neck, red tint dusts them and he looks away. Aaron did not like that. Especially the petname, if he wasn’t frowning before, he definitely is now. Plus you haven’t even noticed him standing here this whole time?
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(Newsflash Aaron, she dgaf about you! just kidding)
That… isn’t necessarily a canon thing from the story I just came up with something silly on the spot aha. Let me know if the writing form is alright for you and if you wanna change the reader’s gender!
This’ll be written after I finish another request first but I already have some notes/ideas written down for it so it’ll be done in a jiffy I hope :,) Thank you for requesting!
#.asks#.anon asks#does this count as a writing update idk#also not reader n nick literally making out with eachother minutes before aaron walked in#like okay.#and charlie appearing afterwards? its messssy#NOT MESSY LIKE CHESTING OR SMTH messy like omg aaron just met two importsnt figures in readers life and hes finna be yelled at by them soon#NO I LOVE THE REQUEST THO I THOUGHT IT’D BE STRESSFUL BUT IVE BEEN GIGGLING KICKIN MY FEET OVER SCENARIOS#also do u have a set personality you want for reader? 😭 i always make reader a lil sassy im sorry#get your fuckin reader or smth. they dont bite tho <3#also no aaron does not know (nick & reader here) are dating 🤭#atleast yet…. ;)#also tao is gonna be there just bc thats your platonic dad so… but charlie and nick will still step in ykyk#or so u like to joke…. will this be my downfall when iwrite taoellereader maybe#LMFAOO#angst? taoellereader? stop..#him liking you and elle but he thinks u only feel plato-#alright not the write post#aha write post#i did that on accident 💀
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I have already told myself I dont need to coin a grian/jimmy ship name I already did my piece and campaigned enough to create a tag with smallidarity. however. I cannot stop rotating grijim in my mind
#I LOOKS KINDA METAL TYPING IT IUT#**OUT??#it looks like smth youd call a kaiju#its not the tag name I Want necessarily. but its fun to say. for me personally atleast#its too vague and#its like a tag Id use on my nsft so it doesny show up in grians tag tho like LMAO#but I also think its cute. gri/jim… nicknames!#prisspeaks#grian/jimmy
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not sure if i can read this book . the mcs name is my first name
#making me go 😟😟#nobody outside of my fam uses my first name#dont get me wrong i love it i think my first + middle is an ICONICC duo i love how they fit together#but even my fam uses it Rarely everyone calls me a nickname or by my middle#so reading the book makes me feel like my mom is scolding me or smth#atleast its a slightly different spelling
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#why did i Do That why whywhywhy#i think im actually going to throw up#I JUST WANTNRD TO SAY HI YP MY FROEND BUT NOOO OFC ITS NOT ACTIALLY HER ON WHATS SUPPOSED TO BE H E R FUCKING PAGE#“since you eont syop messaging ny sister” BRO THAT EAS LITERALLY OVER A WEEK AGO WHAT??#and when something happend between her mom and i thats been iver a year oh my god.#i shoulfve fucking known it wasnt her why did it fucking do it#UGDHDHDHSHS#i fucking hate it here#i sent maybe like 5 total meaages but thats bc i had things to say dickhead AMD ALOT OF IT WASNT EVEN ABOUT SPECIFICALLY WJAT HAPPEND WOTH#HER FUCKING MOM AND I LIKE?? IM BEINH CALLED THE FUCKING INSANE ONE WHAT#Thats not continually messaging your sister thats beukg concerned for her asshole and again! LITERALLY. OVER A WEEK AGO.#its not like i messaged anyone else either like. i did last year WHICH STILL WASNT ABOUT THE THING I (ADMITTEDLY STUPIDLY#bc iy was smth else i was mad ad-) GOT MAD AT HER MOM ABOUT LIKE.#im just really concerned for my friend and im supposed to stop caring like that?#idk ehy i did that. ofc it was her mom on her fucking page.#I EVEN GOT TOLD TO LEAVE HER ALONE?? AS IF IVE BEEN MESSAGING CONSTANTLY OH MY GODDD#“drama stirrer” my fucking ass i was just hoping one of you was actually a fucking decent person so my friend can get the proper help she#should have#i did have a inking that ofc it wasnt myfriend on there so i did send a message saying how sad it was for other people to be on someones pag#page acting as them i didnt say anything hateful or anything either and yet i get told “friend showed me this and basically you can fuck of”#and a whole rant from her sibling. acting as if i messaged them specifically again. lmao okay then#IF THRY DONT WANT HER BEING FRIENDS WITH ME SO BAD WHEN ITS BAD ENOYGH IM LITERALLY IN THE SAME FUCKING AREA AS HER#THEN JUST FUCKING BLOCK ME?? ATLEAST I WOULFNT BE GOING IN HOPIMG IT WAS ACTUALLY MY FRIEND THIS TIME.
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#time isnt feeling real btw.#my birthdays in like 3 days . its on sunday someone do the math 4 me thanks#n like . i have othing fucking planned. my mental health is in Shambles. my finances are i Shambles#and Yet . i am living like noyhing is Wrong .#centre of a hurricane and im making daisy chains essentially.#im 22 soon n thst doesnt even feel real#i get older n every year my birthday feels Less and Les and i dont actuslly likenthar um hello?????#no?????#anyway i soent like . 4hrs cleanjng today. its looking prrsentable. i plan to attack my bathroom n lounge room Properlu tmr#So Atleast . if sll plans fail i can have ppl over and not worry abt . being judged fkr the state of my house :/#bedroom will be locked fromcthe inside (aj#aka smth heavy jus pushed against the dkkr so no one can get in#bc it reeks n its messy.#i did 4 loads of laundry + 2 more to go in the maxhines.#and i still have 3 baskets worth of clothes to wash 🥴🥴#if my bedroom isnt like . clean by tmr night i am judt sgifting my clothing hanger to . behind the coucb#so at least thrn i can keep moving w what i want / need to do#naso . if i have ppl over ill feel less weird w them looking at my clothes if theyre . whrre i plan ro move them to?#bc then i can just throw a blanket ove rit and literally . were good as gold .#side note i jus realised that if . i shut my bedroom door inside . ill have to possibly climb through the window to get in /out#fuck .#alrighto.#ill have to climb out anyway. but ill make jt light enough that i can open it with s rlly hard shovw yknow?#if not . window !
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still thinking of what happened last night as i was heading home from pride
#i was at the bus station and a group of like 13 year old boys was walking by and one yelled 'thats totally real hair bitch!'#.. like well naw ofcourse it isnt#no shit sherlock#i said nothing at the time i just walked on but i really wish i said smth back#i didnt have the energy at the time to yell back either#oh i missed my bus aswell so that was fun :)#i got to the bus station from the city bus at 7:29pm.. the only bus that goes to my village. that also only goes once every hour was at its#pickup spot cus it gets here at half past every hour. its also on the other fucking side of the bus station so i'd have to run#(smth im obviously not very good at cus im disabled and exhausted)#yea so didnt make it#AND FOR SOME FUCKING REASON#THE ONLY BUS TO MY VILLAGE DOESNT HAVE ONE THAT RUNS AT 8:30#THEY JUST SKIP TO 9:15 (for some fucking reason its earlier than half past idfk why)#so id have to fucking wait 2 hours#i just got a taxi instead cus i would rather spend 25~ quid than wait in a cosplay at a scottish bus station for like an hour and a half.#in cosplay.#pride was fun but god the way back was such a pain#atleast the one im going to next saturday is alot more local#(one im going to is like 15 min by car. the one i was at yesterday is like 50 min by car. to give example)#i only need 2 buses#and will hopefully see alot more cosplayers/gay people on the way there since its local sdjlksddj
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wasn't me no one in this home of mine voted for anything of the sort and most likely anyone I know didn't either. I forget how many ppl live in the uk sometimes peace and love to the william wanters well and truly
#HONESTLY. not suprised though british mothers in their late 30s-40s i see you grandmas i see u the gay men peeping ur head out the corner#i see the princess fantasy it is not without its flowers i see it all and i meet u with acceptance#hes not ugly tho i'm the type where i don't think anyone really is or i haven't had that sort of reaction to anyone so idk though#also tbh idk how many ppl are actually taking those tests.. unless harry styles was on there because the fans the stans will get their favs#the acalades the little titles if they can with speed could be best juggler best dog shit picker upper best at climbing shit they love it#they love it all. their twitter handles at the top that shit gets cropped in obis paint on their iphone and put on twt like a proud parent#(i get it in that sense though its steering off the william topic matter)#with their kids art. was 1ce real in2 kpop and i got out to my benefit lot of shit long story i'm glad i'm in a better place now#since i got into in in probs objectively my darkest or some of my darkest not that u cant like kpop or talk about it or be in that scape#in a way thats positive or like healthy with me it was just not healthy unfortunately. my relationship is better with it now and i still#interact with content personally and more casually. i-#still have alot of love and appreciation for what ppl meant to me even if its different now i still have so much love for shit. just not so#deeply in the environment yk that round and round#standom as previous.. no doubt at the time i was thirsty for distraction i cudnt handle myself or my life basically my#life feeling like a fuckn tornado that was pissing on me so i probably no matter what were going to find vices but i have no doubt about th#talents and passion and artistry over there. all the racism and colourism n shit that just felt constant had a part#my conduction#what i surrounded me with my landscape because its a lot of inter like personal connections and heavy online bonding n just mess where its#like my fckn life force just i was screaming from the inwards outwards and still deaf to it. for me it was a host it turns out 2 be for man#cant track my gradual change really other than a year or maybe between 2 years we grow still thbink about stuff i hate myself for doing#the change happened gradually and naturally i feel though it all had dramatics its hard to track#there was shit before that when i was even younger and oh hellscape i fear it was bumpy i'm not gonna say it got better with age or smth#cause i dont believe thats true atleast not entirely i hate all of it i some of the connections i made are so key in my growth and i have s#nice wonderful like irrefutable memories i hope ppl r doing well so bad so bad some i even want to talk to again but i know for me i cant#give in 2 that pull and the day if i reconnect i will and hopefully there'll be wonderful ppl to reconnect with in that case to meet me#its all ever changing if i think differently in the future i do i just hope that will be me coming to understand myself and development#being hyper critical of myself tho i talk about me like i jumped through hoops to do detestable shit so its a balancing game and im wonky#its the fans the stans or its the royal family entourage they are vivid in my head or the ppl who came across it and decided to just add-#their 2 sence or saw it and were like hehe this is so unserious im going to be mischevious or take the piss lol#all of which get their acknowledgement its all fun and games truly those who take it serious will and shall however
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