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Did a little doodle in class!
#totally forgot to take a pic earlier#so it's on my pillow :D#badly drawn etho#ethoslab#etho#mod scar
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There is something very delicious about Gojo satoru spending his whole life fighting curses since his childhood for humanity's sake while yearning for the King of Curses.
Do you think Gojo was tempted to eat Sukuna's finger given that he had it for god knows how long?
I mean ......He was lonely and bored.
Imagine feeling different from everyone else, like a freak, and being told that the reason curses are growing stronger is because of YOU being born into the world. and the only person you might possibly connect with is this 1000-year-old king of curses, to whom you are holding a mummified finger that you must destroy in some way in order to save humanity.
All of this for people who can't even begin to understand you.
However, you could just... eat it.
and HE will be present.
The only being who can comprehend YOU.
Do you think the finger's cursed energy was luring him to eat it? That thing has strong cursed energy, and the seal was weakening everyday.
I know Gojo was salivating 😮💨
There's only one in a million chance that someone survives eating it, but this is Gojo Satoru we are talking about; he's the first person born with six eyes & limitless in 400 years; he's as special as he can get.
he's also very confident, arrogant, and CRAZY; the fact that the higher-ups will not approve if he consumes it will just serve to entice him to do so. What are they going to do about it? execute him?
He appeared to be pleased that Sukuna had been reincarnated & was all giddy giving Yuji another finger to eat. he was giggling and shit, he was way too excited about this. I'm starting to think it's the reason he likes Yuji so much (lol)
The whole thing about him relating to Sukuna wasn't brought up before the Shinjuku showdown, but Gojo must have always felt that way.
He was a little shit when he was a child, and he was also an edgy teenager with a fuck the weak mindset.
I know he had a crush on Sukuna prior to his reincarnation.
I JUST KNOW IT OKAY??
#jjk#gojo satoru#ryomen sukuna#sukugo#gosuku#my post#I saw fan art of Gojo using Sukuna's finger as d*ldo and I've never been the same#What if we were soulmates separated by hundreds of years and I slept with your mummified finger under my pillow to feel your cursed energy#so I feel less alone🥺#Honestly we need more fics about this#We need more of gojo yearning for sukuna#I just need sukuna inside of gojo in every possible way please#Gokuna I will always love you#hashtag wish i could write
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Law just sitting there, waiting to be back on the boyfriend express
#specifically this little moment has filled my head with pillow princess law#im so sorry#I mean what am I supposed to think if he's just there doing nothing waiting for Luffy?#lulaw#lawlu#trafalgar law#monkey d. luffy#dressrosa arc#jeiyu txt
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Just had the worst Terrible Horrible No-Good Idea
Okay so let's say that jarthur fulfills their end of Kayne's deal and by some big fucking miracle he actually upholds his promise, with no catches, caveats, or extra "surprises". They don't get any sort of punishment from him, he gives them their reward of being sent back to their world, a body for John, AND Arthur gets Faroe back (maybe not technically *his* faroe but I don't think it would matter to him all that much, idk u get the point). All carrot, no stick.
Kayne has been satisfied, with this timeline at least.
He leaves them alone.
. . . the same cannot be said for Horig.
#had this thought at about 9:30 this morning while washing dishes for kitchen prep at work & had to go scream in the walk-in fridge for a bit#anyway enjoy the poisons of my sadistic mind :D#...AUGH NO BUT SEROIOSLY ok so like. idk where in the world arthur would be but i dont think it matters.#he would be back *in his world*.#in 1934.#(or '35 idk how far along the passage of time has gone i nthis scenario)#*with Faroe*.#and idk for sure whether john would be given a human body or not but the direction things are goingwith his character development in canon#it seems likely.#so. Arthur Lester in 1934. Disciple of The Plague with the 2 people who mean the most to him. yeah.#imma go scream into my pillow for the next halfhour bye#(if someone wants to write anything like this pls tag me to lmk pls pls pls pls plssssss)#malevolent podcast#malevolent spoilers#malevolent s5 spoilers#lucifanbabbles#zizistuff
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Why, is he so pretty (Patreon)
Bonus Max ♥
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#Helix#ZEX#Max Vyer#Doodles between studies and playing with hair how could this have happened hehehe ♪#Hghhghgh every time - Every Time!! Every time I see sketches it Makes Me Want To Draw and then I do and it's great and I love it#Inspire!! My favourite ♪#Helps when the subject is as cute as ZEX is hehe <3#First one was before that but I'm still counting it because he's still just as cute lol#Back him into a corner do it (and also give him kisses he deserves it)#He's just so popular! All eyes on him!#The more experienced in the leader role ♫#The rest are all inspired-bys lol - the studies were quite fun as well! They always are#I hadn't really given much consideration to his hair to be honest :0 Other than feeling like I make his hair too long and fluffy lol#But to me fluff = fluff = fluff so seeing the shapes broken down was really neat :D#How it would react to being up or down or different weights and thicknesses and curliness - very cool! Like it a lot :D#I really like his bangs covering his closed eye hehe <3 Weighted or otherwise! Just seems like it'd be convenient for him#That way that hair in your eyes limits your visibility and/or blink a bunch but he just keeps his shut haha#There's also something nice about it being out of his face and you can see his closed eye so clearly as well ♪#Conversation starter hehe#And one that's not a style study but /is/ from after doing a couple haha - nose ear and eyes seem to be the big factors there hmm#It's interesting :3#And fun! :D#And then a bonus Max for funsies because I'm Love Him and he's So cute <3#Cannot draw this man without a pillow he embodies pillows to me he needs a pillow that is His Prop in my head lol#If/when I make that Max plush (it's still on my mind) definitely gonna have to make him a pajama set with pillow and blanket#Needs the cute sleepies! It's required!!!
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shhh they are sleeping
#look at them#my boys#idk what it is about sleeping men but why are they SO CUTE BARK BARK BARK#Luffy is smiling even in dreams bless him#also a special tag for Zoro's...erm pillows#(not a ship post please don't tag as such thank you)#bas mumbles#roronoa zoro#monkey d luffy
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finally bought the new sufjan stevens album on vinyl today 🙏 god bless! OH AND THE MINI DJUNGELSKOG !!! whoopieee :3
#my friend was like... whos that. ? miss girl im so sorry you dont know about my guy sufjan#it's for the best tho#and i bought my mom some pillow cases at ikea :D
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so i’ve been rewatching community again and just. again. this show is so incredible and it deserved better than the way we’ve damn near forgotten it. shit is so fucking good both in terms of like. being so so fun to watch and also in terms of emotionally WRECKING you when you least expect it
#d speaks#community#yeah i just watched pillows and blankets#tbh troy and abed alone is something that is just. literally give me a show that has ever depicted friendship more beautifully#trobed#my BELOVEDS#anyways need to take a break for my sanity so i don’t get to s4 too quickly because then i’ll get to the END of s4 too quickly and be. so as#so sad* lol. anyways gonna go read hella community fanfic wish me luck. i imagine at some point i’ll have to dive onto ff.net…..#the sacrifices i make for my hyperfixation smdh
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Now that the translations are out I gotta say that IF this is trully how it ends for him, I'm disappointed. Like I was never under the illusion that Gojo would've survived till the end of the manga but this just feels so... off? So underwhelming, almost? Like, it feels incomplete and granted, Gege has killed characters that, arguably, weren't finished with their arcs (Nobara, Nanami) before but even if we take that into consideration this one still feels so wrong to me.
Obviously I wanted Gojo to win and obviously everyone knew that he wasn't going to (historically, he has always lost something so important whenever he 'wins' a battle that it renders his victory almost meaningless) but killing him off screen, even with all of the explanations, when he was straight up folding Sukuna's shit for like 10 chapters straight just feels cheap and Sukuna's victory actually feels undeserved to me bc of it.
He was on the defence most of the fight. He pulled out every single thing he could from Megumi's CT and STILL got his ass handed to him multiple times. Im gonna be real, despite me making fun of his ✨fraud-core✨ chapters, I like Sukuna. I like him a lot as a character and as an antagonist and so I want to see his victory actually mean something, or be hard won since this was a fight between THE pillars of the jujutsu world. Perhaps if he killed Gojo with his own CT it would have felt more right ? Maybe..
Besides all of that, what happens now? What could possibly be done against Sukuna now that The Strongest is out of the picture? Kashimo, and let it be known that i love him dearly, will be folded in probably 2 chapters max. Yuta (<3), Yuuji, Maki, Hakari and his domain will not be enough.
Like sometimes I feel like people just either forget or don't grasp the sheer depth of the power gap between Gojo and EVERYONE else. It's just so insanely large that after defeating him, Sukuna is trully unstoppable. And if Gege pulls some shit and has him defeated regardless, then that will just be bad writing and Gege, for all I curse him on the daily, isn't a bad writer.
Truth be told, whenever a chapter ended before, I wasn't all that scared that Gojo was done for solely because the manga would have ended. Like, in universe, if Gojo goes down then it's a wrap for everyone else pretty much immediately (like mans got sealed and not even 10minutes later everything went to hell in that godforsaken train station) so now that this has happened I trully wonder where this will go from here?
#im just... idk feeling a lot of things abt this chapter#on another note MAKI COMFORTING YUUTA IN THAT ONE PANEL MAKES ME WANNA D WORD#yuuta my beloved this wasnt ur fault you would have been attommized the moment u stepped foot on that battle field#this was just me having to get these tought outta my head bc. it was driving me up the walls#i have. somewhat. of a trust in gege that he will somehow pull through#and by that i mean i have faith in his writing skills#gege when i catch ur ass in hell its so over for you#anyways someone check on shoko and yuuji before i track down this fukass one eyed cat and make him into wet cement#i trully hope that his pillows are warm on both sides. unless he enjoys that. in which case i hope they r blocks of ice#jjk spoilers#jjk 236#gojo satoru#pebbles (me) ramblers#long post#-ish#the anime ep tho... the amount of Toughts i have are just. unlimited#gotta say the decision to make him gigfle when he was making hanami into wall paint was DIABOLICAL#feral gojo my absolute beloved you are so mentally ill its insane#im NOT talking abt the box. im NOT. thinking abt gojo's 'huh?' when he heard kenjaku calling him i am NOT subjecting myself to that again#okkotsu yuuta#jjk thoughts#jjk sukuna#its 2.20am and im so so 'eepy#youtube play 'mr loverman'#jujutsu kaisen
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Ever just have a screaming fit about ptsdee (and nightman cometh, and missing out on childhood so you go see a robot’s boobs) and Charlie/Dennis feeling connected over suffering ‘real trauma’ the others haven’t, but also absolutely never admitting What Happened?
LITERALLY EVERDAY CONSTANTLY THEY HAUNT MEEEE.
PTSDee is one of my favorite episodes because I just absolutely love episodes that explore the gang’s trauma through absurd hijinks (dee’s self esteem issues n mac n frank daddy issues exploration r also favorites of mine) but charlie & dennis’ connection is just soo special and i love the way it’s portrayed. they’re such different people but the way they can see through each other’s denial and bullshit to recognize the specific ways that each of them was hurt KILLS me. they can only truly comprehend and try to process That Thing That Never Happened through projecting onto each other it’s so tragic. Real Recognizes Real and such… the charden worms in my brain r wriggling so fast rn AUGH
#THISSS IS WHY CHARDEN IS THE SHIP FOR ME#they understand each other they look at each other and see the things they hate in themselves and love the other more for it#charlie n dennis r blood brothers in the literary sense imo#wayy more than mac n dennis#charlie n dennis r blood brother just like dennis n dee r related… like theyre so entangled all 3 of them in my mind#mac n dennis r in love and friends#what charlie and dennis have blurs the line between family and lover and friend#same way dennis and dee do imo#putting that in tags bc its rambly and also i dont want to be crucified LMAO#TYVM FOR THE ASK IM GONNA GO SCREAM INTO A PILLOW OVER THEM NOW /pos :D#iasip#charden#charlie kelly#dennis reynolds#PTSDee
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A wardrobe a pyromaniac and a goth walk into a bar...
A revamp of a thingie I did back in 2016 (under the cut). They grow up so fast 😭 LUCKILY
#dragon age#warden cousland#elanor cousland#hawke#kerry#inquisitor lavellan#ankh#ndo sta l'art tag#homegirl was b l o n d e#more like hair dye done wrong and now your head is orange fluo and you're laughing at your reflection asking yourself why#why did I trust this loreal colorista box that said 'keep it for 2hs' and why did I take a nap with my head literally baking on the pillow#2016 was The YearTM before 2020 entered the chat#I was totally not asking 20 euros for a full illustration back then. no no#ela amore mio what was going on#did your bycycle break#I do have a couple of pics I'm very nostalgic about#but nobody cared back then so I was like 'perhaps they aren't good enough'#past me listen#stop posting for people and enjoy being idiotic about things you like#the more you try to validate yourself through others the less you enjoy fandom space#there you go#now keep drawing pigeons
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opinions on helen of sparta being compared to prey animals? blink blink
*blink blinks back* Then immediately sits like this because of the question.
It's a good question that I'm happy to answer! It just makes me mad.... I sincerely hate the wording of "prey" being used to describe her.
SHE IS A VICTIM! THAT DOES NOT MEAN SHE IS "PREY"!
I can...see how people in ancient times may have used that word and still meant it in how she is a victim... but modern-day English-speaking people calling her that??? (considering how in different languages the word "prey" could have different meanings.) I'll just say that as someone who has been "prey" herself at one point, I REALLY hate that word as a descriptor. Just say victim or survivor. 👍
Honestly to call ANY victim "prey" is so fucked up. "Prey" to me, feels like "it's meant to happen." "Prey" are part of the food chain and so that's what happens. And to compare that to abduction and SA? Almost as if "that's our place"? It also kind of implies something being "eaten" or killed... Helen SURVIVES. She's traumatized and definitely needs healing and support but it's not like she can't find joy or peace ever again. Prey just feels so fucking gross.
Also, if someone calls victims "prey", I hope they know that Moose, Elk, Boars, Bovine, ZEBRAS, etc. are technically "prey". And these are VERY aggressive animals while still being "prey" for some other animals. And also that doesn't mean that "Oh, they're powerful! Clearly they should've been able to stop it." That's victim blaming :P
She is a clever, determined, caring woman who was ripped from her home for YEARS because Paris was a dipshit who decided he needed the prettiest woman in the world despite already having a wife. He didn't care about the fact that Helen didn't want to be there and was already married. He is so selfish that he will not let her go back even when THOUSANDS have died in the war! EVEN HIS BROTHER HECTOR AND PRIAM DO NOT BLAME HER! Granted, we do not know if Aphrodite would have let him undo their deal of "I want the prettiest woman" if he DID end up feeling bad for Helen and he wished to let her go home (I doubt it based on his personality though).
"Oh, if she is so independent/strong, then why didn't she just kill Paris and leave?"
AGAIN! Victim blaming!!! First thing, people who ask that have media literacy that is piss on the poor. You also have no idea about the political implications that would have happened if she DID kill Paris. She literally cries about staying there and argues with Aphrodite about seeing Paris, only to get strongarmed by Aphrodite as, guess what? A GODDESS WILL ALWAYS OVERPOWER A DEMIGOD. (This isn't Percy Jackson where he "killed" Ares as a 12 year old (Percy, you were my childhood, but that's bullshit.))
Even confined in Troy, she ARGUED with APHRODITE about going to see Paris! She is not some meek woman who just does as she's told with no pushback! She argued with a GODDESSS! Very few survive doing that!!!
She's not "Prey to fate", she's a "VICTIM of Fate".
#Thank you for the ask anon!!! :D It's a very fun question! I just really don't like the word of 'prey' being used to describe her.#...#Yes. there's poetic shit with writing. but if I heard someone say 'Helen is prey to Paris' I would be miffed and think that person's stupid#Prey just feels like 'one and done. You'll be a victim from now on and nothing else. You have no life after this.'#I mean you can probably say that if you simply mean that Paris is an abuser I guess. but...idk homies. I just really hate Helen being calle#that you know?#as if she could never be anything but prey in a way. as if she herself has never been the one pulling the strings or the trickster#Helen isn't a rabbit in an eagle's talons about to be eaten. She was a PRISONER. Who still lives and thrives afterward.#idk I'm probably looking too far into the word 'prey' and what it means to ME as an animal lover and survivor but it just feels#really bad to me. like wrinkling my nose and thinking 'out of all the words out there. that's the one you use?'#*sighs*#probably got quite fired up about this :P#ask#anon#yes I plan to write Helen as a big buff cheeto puff but again. she could never fight a goddess no matter how strong!! she's Mortal!#end of story!! I just want to write her that way as A.) it's fun. B.) Sparta upbringing.#(I got SUPER into ancient athletes stuff. (look up Pankration. it's so cool) and since I really love writing women. I just...like it :D#And no. everybody is strong in their own way even if they don't physically fight. I have plenty of women who are not fighters#but still have their own strengths and personalities and silliness#Leda actually doesn't like the 'exercising lifestyle of Sparta'. Ctimine loves running but that's it. Anticlea is the one who taught#Odysseus how to carve wood and is a 'trickster' but she's not really into athletic stuff. (she actually has a heart condition later on)#there's more too it but...tags are already long as hell#Mad rambles#shot by odysseus#my headcanons#kind of#If Helen is prey then she is “prey” like those clever mother birds who pretend to be injured to get predators away from their nest.#*shrieks into a pillow* I'm fine now :D#essay
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Chat I’ve got a girl crush chat I’m crushing on a girl chat I’m in the trenches chat-
#I love being gay :D#BUT FUCK WHY AM I GAY#WHY AM I GIRL KISSER#RAGHHHHHHHHHH#we literally went to a pride event together ik she’s not straight#she could theoretically like me back#but I don’t think she does#she’s so pretty and idk if she even realises how pretty she is#and she’s a nerd too#we’re the same flavour of nerd#we like the same stupid fandoms in the same ways and have the same hobbies#and one of my friends just told me she also likes her#which is an entirely other can of worms that I don’t have a clue on how to open#chat I’m struggling#I’m struggling#idk if I’ll make it out of this one boys#anyways ignore this lol#this blog is the void I can scream into#this is me screaming at the void cause screaming into my pillow is simply not cutting it
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My f/o making a soft comfy spot for me on the floor in the living room for me to pass out onto is self care.
Imagining my f/o coming with me to the bathroom so I can squeeze their hand when I'm in pain and then reassuring me and not being grossed out is self care.
My f/o reminding me to drink a lot of water so it flushes out those nasty little bacterias is self care.
My f/o helping and reminding me to take my antibiotics in the morning and before bed is self care.
My f/o comforting and reassuring me when I'm having a break down because I'm so sick of this constant state of my body shutting down or having something wrong with it is self care...
I just want to be better.. :c
#I didn't sleep well last night. the urgency to pee thanks to this stupid UTI kept me up almost all night.#I am t i r e d and I don't own a bed so the next best thing is to sprawl out on the floor with my squishmallows and blankets/pillows#💤 very tired 😴#I just want to sleeeeeeep but its hard to do rn :c#Want my f/o to tell me its just another bump in the road and I'll be okay soon... This has been the sickest ive ever been in my entire life#in terms of things ohysically going wrong with my body. cold/extreme salmonella poisoning/covid/and now this damn UTI.#im frustrated. im trying whatever i can to be healthier... i cut back drinking a lot and ive quit smoking#I make sure to shower when i can even tho its hard. I try to do exercises in the mornins now.....#im just so tired of my body not being well#vent.tw
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Ma'am do you have a store in which I can purchase your wonderful artses? In any and every form I might desire?
Funny you should ask that, Anon! >:-3
I am currently in the process of setting up a Redbubble store, featuring all the digital art I’ve been posting over the past month. It’s taking longer than I thought it would—because I am a Perfectionist(TM)—but I expect to have the store all set up and open to the public by the end of this week. So keep an eye out for that!
A few Q&A, to keep this simple:
Q: How many designs will there be in the store?
A: Approximately 35. Most of them feature hobbits, Gollum, and/or Beregond.
Q: Will all the digital art you posted be available in the store?
A: Not yet. Things like In The Van are a bit too small to make good products, so I’ll have to redraw that sometime in a higher resolution. (I also plan to redraw Perfect Satisfaction sometime, since it turns out it’s too small an image size to be a proper poster.)
Q: Will you be adding more designs to the store in future?
A: Absolutely! Currently I’m a little under halfway through my stockpile of sketches that I want to turn into digital art. As soon as I finish those, they will be going into the store!
Q: I requested something for the store a long time ago. Will it be there?
A: Eventually. ;-) Patience, my friend.
Q: Are the Field of Cormallen and Scouring of the Shire posters available?
A: Nope X-D Sorry. Haven’t gotten to those yet. But they will be! And in the meantime, I will have both versions of the Horn of Rohan poster available, if that strikes your fancy.
Q: How many designs do you have uploaded in the store right now?
A: I estimate I’m about a third of the way through. If I continue at the same pace, it’ll take me another couple of days to get everything uploaded and set up.
Q: Will going back to your day job affect your posting schedule?
A: Yes it will. The building where I work has been under renovation for the whole month of June, but they just finished, and I’m going back to work tonight. That means I’ll have less time for digital art. But I’ll continue to chip away at it when I can!
Q: Can we have a preview of the store?
A: Maaaaaaybe.
#asked and answered#for store (and seven years ago)#YOU CAN GET HIM ON A PILLOW 8-D 8-D 8-D#you should have heard me squealing at my laptop when i made this realization#watch me waste so much of my own money on products with my own silly drawings on them LOLOL
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i finally put my little dining room table together, and i decided i'm gonna work out here and use my desk only for drawing & gaming 😊
there's a big picture window behind me, and the sunshine is actually nice 🌿☀️
#still sleeping in the living room btw 🥲#because i'm having Issues screwing/nailing anything to my walls (i am weak and they are very sturdy)#and the baseboard trim i got for my room would NOT be nailed in place so i used heavy duty adhesive...and immediately ran out 🙃#so i ordered more but in the meantime i can't put any furniture in there until it gets here on Wednesday and i can finish the trim#so it's me 'n my Ignis pillow sleeping against the wall where my TV is supposed to go :'D#buying a house is chaos basically
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