#ramble shmamble

[pest1c1de]

(OuuUUghhHH im so sorry for posting so many asks here but i love the way you draw him so much and im getting the sweet fishie man brain-rot)

Hii! Totally not respawned for the fifth time haha-

Anyways, does your anglerfish bulb help see in the dark? Or is it not that bright?

(You’ve answered me once and been nice to me and now you’re never getting rid of me /j)

nerding out under the cut to keep my profile clean :D

so like .... i think that sebastian's esca is sort of beneficial but also not because his natural eyesight is just poor because of all that. Stuff. that happened 2 him ashjkgjkdfl

in my headcanon we think that he's partially blind in his right eye because they basically just split it into two separate eyeballs. they do NOT fit in that humanoid skull and therefore he can hardly see out of it.

in the same sense, though, i like to think he's got a 'night vision' like cats do, whereas he can see better than humans can in the dark, but he absolutely requires a very small amount of light to reflect into his eyes in order to be able to see in the dark.

so yeah i guess it helps??? but uh. only if he's in the pitch black i guess LMAO

[bluebudgie]

now that ive set the record straight that half of my rats are awful people to varying degrees i can go back to the regular content of woobifying them

[babyangxl]

always wondering if i‘m being realistic when i describe my s/i constantly whimpering and whining in spicy smexy time fics, only to realise occasionally that i am indeed being very realistic

[shmalex]

despite it being a little messy monkaLaugh the UKSM session was probably one of the coolest fucking things i’ve ever done (also before it someone came up and asked the three of us for a picture??? which is wild????)

[peachesaremelancholy]

i feel the sun on my face and smile now, i like to sing with the birds and dance in my room. i curl my now too long hair and draw on a think line for that sultry cat eye. i dress my now leaner frame and walk, chest and head held high. i laugh and dance with new friends, pass a joint sometimes, we are glorious and young. i walk and talk with a sway, an air of aloofness, i am honestly a sight to behold. something about my way. i am taking art again, bought shiny new tools today, proudly gleaming beside me. i am reborn. but i can’t help but think of you. i am all confused and hurt and knotted up when i think too much. i guess i do dumb shit to compensate sometimes, but i’m trying. god am i trying. suppose i’ll always think too much, of you, of me, of things yet to be, of love. think i was just built this way, think i’ll think some more.

[0the-silent-artist0]

Ramble time bc anon asked me to do more!!!

[arooomofmyown]

I have the manners of an absolute cretin. No shit. I have no idea how to talk to people, what to say, when not to open my big mouth, and how not be a rude ass.

[itsagreatbigbeautifultomorrow]

Guys, I need some hobbies and some books to read.

[nmorsecode97]

Okayyyyyy either tiredness is linked to mood, or those six cupcakes I ate are starting to kick in

[bluebudgie]

Privileged blorbo gets to try out more new fashion on secondary build. Getting very unusual vibes from this one but I kinda dig it.

[lemonbuttshroom-blog]

This is so cliche. But I just want someone to cuddle with and watch Netflix with.. I want someone I can be comfortable with.. I want someone I can be best friends with but also fall in love with..

[bimbowshmimbow]

Bowie’s silly little poem, by Bowie. (My adhd brain while sad)

The thought of you aches me, maybe it is why I avoid every string that could be tied with you. I did not know love could feel like this, could be burning, aching, longing. When my eyes meet a vessel that reminds me of you, I will always feel it. I will feel it when I hear the strumming of guitar in the background of my favourite song, I will feel it when I lie awake at night when I am staring at the cieling for too long with tears running down to my ears because i think too much of you and I cannot allow myself the aching, the hurt any longer, so I ignore you. I feel it when I am staring at the candle I lit in my bedroom, the flickering rays of glowing fire lights up my dim dark cave that is me but it reminds me of you. It reminds me of how every time you uttered your words, your thoughts, your breath from those lips it reached, It reached every corner of the room, My heart aches and it is all because of you and it is something I will never forgive you for but also something that I do not know how I could have ever lived without. I ache because of you. Your eyes the ones that completely entrapped me that I wish would have seen mine the ones that held the pain that you caused just by being. Your lips that I wish spoke to me and consumed me the way you consumed the room. Watching you aches me, thinking of you aches me. So for now I will ignore you. Until one day you ache for me the way I for you.

[faux-blonde]

Finished my event planning class! Took my final tonight and got a 94%, yeeeaahhh buddy! Now I just wish my allergies weren't giving me so much trouble. On Claritin D, daytime sinus meds, benedryl here and there.... still have had a sinus headache today and now a scratchy throat. Blah. Psyched about class being done though and getting such a good grade! Off to bed, grocery shopping in the morning!

[bimbowshmimbow]

I love love love! my 20 followers, I wanna kiss all of you 🤟🏽🫶🏽

- love your bowie shmowie

[bluebudgie]

ok but what if i finally mary sue'd my boring (<- endearing) twig commander with some special powers

ramble shmamble

you know a bit of residue jormag magic. for no other reason than "because jormag"

could go about it two ways

a) he was like this 🤏 close to being corrupted by jormag and it dragged on over years since post HoT so u cant tell me all of that stuff is gone. something had to stay. like partial corruption or something idk. a bit of drakkar rot. a bit of ice. idk how that would show? maybe the celestial avatar??

so that would mean this is IBS / post-IBS.

b) never dabbled with the whole "aurene's champion" thing bc quite frankly i dont like that part of the plot at all so i just un-canoned it for bobbie. but what if there was some sort of (undescribed) connection (he did kinda protect that egg from pocket raptors) and thats how post-EoD once aurene slurped all the dragons' powers he got just a bit of it. but like. just the jormag bit. why? idk because jormag.

.........the more i write about option b) the better option a) sounds tbh. plus the whole jormag corruption thing is already part of his story anyway.

in 3 days i'll think about this again and go "he's just a twig he doesnt need any stupid special powers"

.......but jormag.

mh.