#so it’s just like ¯\_(ツ)_/ oh well
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coming out as a reani fan with screencap redraws
#reanimator#bride of reanimator#herbert west#daniel cain#doodl#ive seen both movies like 5+ times :].. n e way i dont super love these but they were just for fun/practice so oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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“im glad that at least one of us has maternal instincts” zhu when i fucking get you >:(((
#ma was so happyyy with the kid oh my goooooddddd#rlly i REMEMBER when i finished reading swbts i was rooting for zhu/ma messy divorce in the second book dkfgjdk#when zhu is like oh i know that every step in my journey to greatness will only bring suffering to ma but well. sucks to be her ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#MA BABY LISTEN TO ME NOW DUMP HIS AAASS!!!!#i was at least hoping ma would yell at her until zhu realized she fucked up big time but alas :(((#once again tragedy of characters bound to society's roles :(((#fr in a kinder future modern au ma should dump zhu's ass a few times#and then get back together with them juuuusttt as baoxiang is gearing up to shoot his shot#laying his heart at her feet and she's just like ah that's so sweet of you but uh. the call of toxic lesbian situationship was too strong#you see i'm 95% of zhu's morality#we're getting married tomorrow <3#and so ma is off getting 6 orgasms in a row while wbx is once again rebounding on mid nefarious sex with ayushiridara#u see the vision#anyway ONTO HWDTW WHO'S READY FOR THINGS TO GET MUCH WORSEE??? YIPPPEEEEE#tre reread#send post
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glaring directly into the sun as I write them into my unpublished f/o list
#i was already in trouble w Donnie but I've been spending so much time with Leo fic I'm just like oh. well. shit.#plus I've been on the Leotello fence for. A While. so that hasn't helped#unfollow me now babes im officially coming out as a tcester#i don't have a tag decided yet#but yeah#au where rat stays w them 👏#ive been violently fixing on the show again to cope with the BATSHIT AMOUNT OF BAD IN MY LIFE RN#this year fucking sucks. i am going to kiss some goofy ass turtles instead.#plus they're both biters. stay winning ✌️#aight how am i tagging this#sorry in advance to whoever i piss off with this post#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#ficto tag#proship selfship#leotello#tcest#i will probably be putting up an updated pin post#at some point#fr tho what should their tag be#i was thinking like#two's disaster. three's chaos#or something#i dunno im still brainstorming#could just do emotes for this tho?#💜💖💙#that kinda fits tbh#olay sorry im done
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i think i mentioned that my dad let some guys put film on our windows so they'd reflect the sun a bit more or whatever right....... well they did that yesterday and everything was fine they washed my window and everything but now . i look out and there's a fucking CRACK IN THE GLASS????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
#i#HOW??!??! ?!?!?! “)”)=!=“)=!=!#HOW EVEN#WHAT THE FUCK#WHAT THEEE ACTUAL FUCK#IT'S SO FUCKING BIG TOOOO?!?!?!??!?#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#oh my god they're gonna have to take the whole thing out and then there's gonna be some more fucked up renovation shit going on#it never goes well#literally never#cue when they were doing the whole building and then they had to change our radiators and what had to be like a week long thing turned#into a few month thing#and i had to live in the living room for the entire time#and you might think that this is just a window but oh my god#they're gonna fuck it up they're gonna tear my walls apart again#oh this made me really sad actually wow#my dad was so chill abt it though😭😭😭😭#i'm standing there next to him like how how how did that happen what now how are they gonnafix it#and he just went ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#“idk”#jhdsgagdhsghdhsaghgdas#PLEAAASEEEE SIRR YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO KNOW ARE YOU A DAD OR NOT DAMNNN#ahhhhhhh anyway#i really do hate when there's any sort of renavation going on in my room the mere idea that there would be strangers in my room is making m#sick#😭😭😭😭#IT'S WEIRD I KNOW NO NEED TO RUB IT IN#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#mayor of loserville
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5 years difference, feels like progress! :D
[tumblr stole the quality :( click to see it better]
#i like my colouring now :]#ut art#the flowers felt easier to do this time#i remember struggling so hard with them back then#((lmao i gave up on them in the second one))#but i don't draw flowers now so maybe its just a better understanding of how to draw shapes like that?? idk man#frisk looks like theyre doing a sassy pose#oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#redrawing old art#my art#doodle#not turtles#tw blood#VERY slight blood but trying to cover the bases ig#fighting tumblr resolutions grr grr#Undertale#frisk
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i really am fucking poisoned. i was looking at the etymology of izutsumi's name and i checked her codename first, right, Asebi, aka the Japanese pieris/andromeda and like all I can think is damn that was Justine Dantzer's working name for the character who would one day be She-Ra. that's crazy
#and then i found a surname pronounced like izutsumi (well. listed as イヅツミ but idk enough to understand why it wouldn't be itsutsumi)#and it's 井堤 right? so i did what i always do when i'm on my weeb shit and looked 'em up individually#井 is 'well'#堤 is 'dyke'.#as in an embankment. but can you fucking imagine the fuckor i felt in that moment. already thinking about she-ra.#ah christ there's even that one 'son of he-man' continuity where adora's offspring was a feral child. this shit haunts me#important clarification i know the difference between ヅ and ツ but i. oh. wait it's just rendaku isn't it. okay word nvm#dungeon meshi#she ra#it's been long enough this won't clutter anyone's shit up right#clare does research sometimes
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need someone still up to date with mcyt/dream in general to tell me what to think
#i watched the whole vidoe & i still dont care#i just need like a 'heres what was good heres what was bad heres extra context' plot summary.#bc my takeaway having not cared for three years is 'oh its all normal bullshit twitter cancel culture' but im aware that i do not care.#and that he is definitely hyping himself up to be more innocent than he might be ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i did think him. constantly talking about how well he handled situations. and how he supported victims. wss fuckin wrird#but otherwise im just so apathetic to everything. like whats real. whats fake. what does this video change.#i need the biased 'immersed in the drama' takes to balance out my one viewing of dreams essays or whatever the fuck#dreamwastaken#mcyt#m
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i know i’ve said that being able to do the stereotypical insane ao3 authors notes is fun and amusing to me but can the universe NOT take that as a challenge to add more shit to my list of things to add next time i post ???? like. fucking. Calm Down Please.
#situations keep happening and i am TIRED#had to restrain a kid at work today which was AWFUL but he was trying to run into the road so i literally had to#almost cried bc of it but got the situation under control#but then when on my way to meet w coworkers to carpool to a meeting#my tire popped#super fun times super awesome super great#i mean my mom helped and we got it all fixed and handled#but basically from noon to like 6pm my mom and i were dealing w it bc everything had to be COMPLICATED#so i only just got home like 45 mins ago ish and i am SO tired holy fuck#but im eating left over orange chicken and then gonna shower and then just gonna be lazy and read and maybe write#if i have the brain power i will work on hb chp17#but i also have a 4 hour training for work tomorrow so yeehaw#its 12:30-4:30 which isnt that bad but still#im also going to my dads afterwards to stay the night and visit him and my siblings#which is a good thing dont get me wrong i love visiting them#it just means i wont have a lot of freetime this weekend to work on writing and cleaning and stuff#not the end of the world and definitely worth it to see my dad and my baby siblings#but i wish it was a 3 day weekend so i could also have a day to just stay home and do things that i havent had the time to do yk#oh well. tis life. adulthood. having to handle situations and finding the best out of shitty circumstances. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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man that was a lot of honestly really cool setup for........... absolutely not even remotely enough payoff
#i get that they're leaving it open for another one (prayer circle for padawan!kata protagonist) but that ending was Very abrupt#like the whole gameplay nudging you to use the dark outside of story beats thing#but also dathomir witches' magic is dark-based too right?#and one of the reasons they have so many rituals is because it's Very Necessary to handle the dark side carefully?#so it Can be done and i feel like that was underutilized#idk it just feels like a sudden door slam Right at the apogee of cal's arc#that i don't think another 4 year wait and 5 year timeskip is going to do any favors to#oh well. time to play them both over again anyway ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#chi plays jfo#chi liveblogs
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yes, i got the Goncharov tumbler
#only complaint is that there's no way to seal the lid so i have to be careful to not spill#which is not ideal. i've seen awesome lids that have a slide closure but ya know ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ still worth it#as seen on tumblr#wondering if i'm gonna get comments on it lol#yes i'm going to keep buying tumblr merch#very happy they finally came out with something for Goncharov so i had to get it#also got the ea-nasir bracelet which is way too big for my wrists and doesn't adjust :(#but still glad i got it lol#oh and the tumbler absolutely reeked like death when i first got it#so i washed it (hand wash only) and it smells fine now#could be unrelated but i've been drinking from it (obvs) and got super bad stomach cramps#idk if i didn't wash it well enough and am getting mildly poisoned or if coffee was just a bad choice this morning#sooooooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ rip in peace to me i guess
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Trying to tell mom "hey maybe don't call j ewish people rats even unintentionally" event leaves 10 dead thousands injured
#INCREDIBLE how any time i address mom's casual antis emitism she goes into a tirade like 'oh THEY get to be treated special' like#literally me n the 19 yr old give receipts and she always flies off the handle lol lmao haha#she was referring to the tunnel thing in new york and said 'an orthodox j ewish man climbed out the sewer like a rat'#and me n 19 yr old both 😬😬 and casually lightheartedly say 'hey you probably shouldn't say that abt j ewish ppl' and she took it personal#like we said she said it w/ malice and not the same tone as 'hey don't call a black person a monkey even if you didn't mean it offensively'#and 2 hours later she STILL is on her 'well i think it's an agenda some ppl just try and SAY things are offensive and they're not' mom.#u r LITERALLY black. WHY is this hard for u to understand#she did the same when i said a o t was fascist anti semitic nationalist but she's like 'i read it and i didn't see any of that so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#'if you didn't read it you can't say anything's wrong with it'#same w/ that Witches remake a few years ago and i pointed out the witches were coded as j ewish caricatures in the book#and hopefully it wouldn't happen in the new movie#and she thought it was an agenda to cancel it because the main characters were black now#somehow transferred into talkin abt cops and th3 m ilitary and me saying both should be abolished and now she's like#and how i think it's kinda unnecessary to include blatant mil itary propaganda in a show for 6 yr olds lol#and she's like 'are you saying every cop and military person is bad and evil? should kids w/ parents in those forces never be represented?'#no i literally didn't say every individual is but the organizations need to end at least 90% in my lifetime <33 and no i also don't think#a kid w a soldier dad is the same as a kid with a black dad so no mili tary n cop rep is not the same as poc rep lol she literally said that#and mad that i didn't have THEE solution to replace them like i need to know the exact plan to fix it to point out that they shouldn't exist#anywhooooooo she raises my blood pressure lol <33333#sentext
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queued 30-something succposts 👍 i had to stop because i went far enough down my "x" tag to crash my app but i remember where i was so unfortunately i will continue sometime tomorrow. i don't know how a queue works so. i'm sorry in advance for the dribbling and constant stream of succession posts to come. just block the tag "succmas," you don't have to unfollow me, please, i'm begging you. 🙏
#i was so..#happy/sad/passionate just emotive. period.#i'm not like that about anything anymore#i forgot i had ever been like that#👉👈 i think i might be balls deep in a sexy little depressive episode rn#talking about.. like 6+ months deep#and before that i was in the trenches of grief which i still am tbh#think i might've locked down pretty bad recently because i'm no longer going to therapy so it's just like oh well the healing is over#and there wasn't a lot of it#so i guess i will just be an open wound now#which simultaneously isn't true#but is very fucking true actually#i probably shouldn't have pursued cbt last year#bc it's bad to look at a year's worth of weekly therapy appointments and think 'what was accomplished'#but then again maybe it was really the difference between me killing myself and not idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#adam talks too much
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#i think i mostly just feel really stupid and embarrassed whenever i post anything now#and i hate that feeling a lot#it’s really conflicting trying to balance a hobby that is fun and incredibly disappointing at the same time#and i’ve been feeling this way for months so idk what to do really#i feel like i take a hiatus every six months and it never really helps reboost my confidence or anything#so it’s just like ¯\_(ツ)_/ oh well#if i’m not spending hours on something i’m missing out entirely#if it’s not being stolen/reposted it’s being ignored#if i don’t queue 30 self reblogs over a twenty four hours period it’s still not likely to be shared across three people at a time#if it’s not brand new or lightning fast it’s forgotten#if it’s not jungkook…forget it lol#anyway this isn’t fun anymore
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#Person: oh i'm your friend!#Person when i show all my good qualities and talents and stuff i'm geniunely good at: *cricket noise*#Person when i'm an unsavoury asshole: DID YOU KNOW YOU'RE AN UNSAVOURY PIECE OF SHIT BY THE WAY#like lmaoooo you're not my friend#you're in fact nothing to me#if you cannot afford to be just as loud about all the good things about me#as you are about my shortcomings#you're not my friend you're just someone who tolerates me and expects me to take your apathetic indifference as love#''well i haven't said anything. this means i love you actually.'' no it fucking doesn't#lack of reaction is not love#not when you find it oh so easy to list off and pinpoint every single wrong i've ever done#i'm so tired of being surrounded by people who know damn well how to bite but dont know how to love#match your level of dismay with your level of affection and be just as expressive or get the fuck out of my face#¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh....
#I feel like it should be typed as 'Ah ah uh-uh-oh'#the post-ticket buying guilt is getting to me fellas (I bought everyone's tickets at once so that we could be together and get good seats)#but! we're all extremely excited and this will be our first time seeing them ever since we loved them back in 2009 🥲#I'll have you guys know that my mom is currently rewatching BTR too (I never made her btw she just wanted to) and she's coming with us#just a few 20 year olds and 59 year old woman rocking out to an early 2010s boy (or beefcake) band 🤙#remember the wise words of ''Opportunities like this come once in a lifetime now grab onto that dream with both hands and go big time''#but this isn't really a once in a lifetime opportunity but oh well if it makes my post-ticket buying guilt get better then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#plus everyone is so incredibly excited to see them that it's worth it#btr#big time rush#btr can't get enough tour
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#MMMmmm day's starting off swell 👌#had a therapy appointment at 12:30pm and im waiting on my provider to show up#30 minutes pass and i see nothing and nobody#so i contact support and they say im all good as far as being charged since they didnt show#then i got to my messages and apparently she is there but somewhere else waiting on me#so im like ??? because i clicked the session link sent to me in the email#so now im like 'ok now what' because technically thats a no-show and theres a charge for not showing#i ask support if im going to be penalized in any way and first they dodge around the question#i ask again more directly this time and finally the lady says 'oh well thats up to the provider you should explain what happened'#HUH.mp3#so they sent me the wrong link and thats on me somehow?#lmao alright. they can charge me but that shit is absolutely getting disputed#keep in mind i messaged this provider 3 days ago and up until now shes been like. radio silent.#so im just thinking she went ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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