#olay sorry im done

[yestrnight]

ZHNGXI ANON HERE....i need a better name.....WHTVR ZHNGXI IT IS OK ANW. i started.....playing dol.......ive been playing it more than genshin for Four Days Straight.

finally attempting a normal route 💔💔💔 and GOD. do i need sydney. BAD....

what hav u done....i need....i need to draw him getting absolutely visibly wrecked...the religious trauma that he may or may not have....the inevitability of him being turned into a harlot forgetting the teachings of the church that were so deeply instilled in him, just from getting his pretty dick kissed.

WHAT HAPPENED....WHAT HAPPENED HERE.....hrnrrgnnngghhhh sidney......sidney.....(need that man flailing pathetically above me while frotting pussies w him....oug.....)

N3VER OLAY DOL!!!!! WORST DECISION OF MY FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!

(the farthesr ive gotten is like. ive whispered something lewd in his ear.nd he had a small reaction. that man owns my dick im sorry its completely his now.)

WAAAA OMG SOMEONE WHO GETS ME... SOMEONE WHO FINALLY GETS ME

sydney is just so!!!! so!!! he's crazy, he's pure, he's insane, he's the next mother mary. i want his pussy on my mouth so so so so bad! i've been changing his genitals from dick to pussy in my playthrough bc i for the life of me cannot figure out what route should i take with him! i wanna destroy this boy so bad and i want him to destroy me as well! my life is at your hands <3

[thegreatlibraryfangirl]

gang au where wolfes puppies are slowly gathered due to their poor living conditions. wolfe and santi themselves were almost killed after betraying the archivists gang like a billion gazillion yrs ago but they somehow avoided that idk how and made a rly big yk violent reputation of themselves on the streets as the Stormcrow and his Knight idk and started a gang themselves snd then they accidently adopt a kid and one kid becomes like 5. and then those kids make a name for themseves too bcs their the cjildren of yk rly well known gang owners and yea they live like that somehow. morgan lives au obivoously i haye tjat morgan died she had potential ngl.

olay im done ty for listening to my completelyy unplanned odea i made tjis up whole typing. ignore all tje spelling mistakes im sorry… also i love ur posts and ideas ans revlpgs they give me life. xx

Aaaah thank you for the nice words anon! It makes my entire month to know that people enjoy all my ramblings here.

I LOVE this AU, thank you! I think there's lots of fun potential with criminal AUs, or just dark!characters in general. And Morgan should always live.

[knapsackcat]

Here it is my undertale one shot fan fic I'm sorry in advance!

As ur Leaving the ruins and started the Walking through snowdin ur stopped by sans and his brother paps "hey (y/n) are u coming over to our house later ? We are gonna teach rock a new trick" sans says "ha ha ha yes of course Sans! I wouldnt miss it" u say with a smile they both smile at u and sans looks at u intently before saying "well we are going to get some nice cream with alphys and undyne right now though do u want to come (y/n)? U get excited but deflate just as fast before u say " oh no i cant i promised muffet id help her bake for todays bake sale but ill come to ur guys house as soon as im done" ^stupid responsibility ^ u think to urself and remeber u wouldnt have seen ur crush Sans today if u hadnt agreed to help ur friend papyrus inttrupts ur thoughts "Human im sorry but we must go so we arent late" papyrus says happily and instintanly "oh heh yea better get going see u later (y/n)" says sans as he waves and turns around the brothers walk away before u even have time to choke out a respone u kick urself for being really uncool and head on to help Muffet

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U knock on the brown door to the skeleton brothers house and wait for an answer instead u hear knocking back u smile and call out "whos there?" Sans playful voice rings out "nobody" u reply "nobody who???" As the door swings open u hear a loud "Nobodys home" and see sans greeting u with a smile and a hug u luagh and follow him in when he puts u down he walks ahead of u as u put ur stuff down and say " hey i dont have a cerfew tonight and torriel said if i wanted to stay the night i could as long as ur ok with it" u finish putting ur stuff down and sans says "im ok wirh it now ill have someone to eat all of this spaghetti paps made" u smile and ask "speaking of paps where is he wadnt he supposed to be here with us too?" Sans comes from the kitchen "oh Paps decided to spend the night at alphys and undyne so he could train and watch trashy anime after" ^ so papyrus is training with undyne which means im all alone with sans just the two of us^ "oh ha ok i guess thats cool well since its just the two of us do u want to watch something?" U ask and hopw ur voice doesnt sound too nervous and shakey "sure let me just leave another note on the sock" u watch him scrible something on a note and put it on the sock that he just wont ever pick up but u watch his movments carefully had sans always been this hot or was it just this massive crush u have gottwn for him u didnt know but soon u realize ur staring too late though he caught u "my eyes are up here" he jokes u chuckle embarrassed "ha i just spaced out in ur direction i didnt mwan to" u hope tht he buys it he shrugs and grabs the remote to put on something its werestling Hulk Hogan vs the BIG show u both move to sit on the couch and u accidentally loose ur balance and u land right on his lap u look at eachother and u blush a bit "u ok kid? Getting a fever or something?" Sans asks with a bit of concern u get off his lap and sit next to him instead and insist tht ur fine ans u guys watch fhe match in silence for a bit with all the tension in the air before he is back to making jokes and bold statments "i bet i could do tht" he says refering to the indian death lock "pft u could not" u say back and pushing his arm a bit "if u can u should just prove it" u joke with him but his eyes tell u he will accept ur challenge "ok he says and he reaches for u and gets u in to the position very quickly ur hearts poundinv and u are ingnoring the slight discomfort and the i told u so of sans because how can u focus when he is almost right up against ur butt was this really to prove something or did he feel it too did he know how u felt no he didnt i should just olay along " say uncle and ill stop" sans says u smile and get out of the postition and try to pin him but he is too strong and he ends up pinning u instead after a bit of a struggle

Sans Playfully teases u becuase of the wrestling "do u want to have a bad time because this is how u have a bad time" u sundenly realize how close to eachotehr u guys are and can feel his breath on u as ur bodies are pressed togather he notices that u have noticed u stare in eachothers eyes his starting to glow with determination u blush and try to move ur face away but he grabs ur chin and stops u and he kisses u soft at first then rough and u can feel his bone getting bigger and poking ur thighs but u just keep goinv uts making u burn hotter and just when ur about to wrap ur legs around him he pulls back and hurtidly gets off u "shit i. Im s . S. So sorry" he starts to panic a bit and is on his knees in fromt of u still laying down " i wasnt going to u just looks so beautiful (y/n) and i ah what am i saying" ^ im not going to lose this chance^ u think to urself and u get uo fast and kidd him hard toopling the two of u over on to the floor we embraces u and u kiss like tht for a while u can tell his boner is fully erect and ur ready for it u tug at his black shorts and his blue jacket and he takes them both off with our breakinv the kiss u take ur clothes off too and he pulls away from the kiss again " wait are u sure u want to do this ???" He asks with a look on his face u cant read "do u not want to?" U ask "of course i do but isnt this ur first time(y/n)?" Shit u forgot itvwas ur first time u had been so excited to Jump His Bones u didnt remever about urself " y-yes its my first time" u say shyly how could he bring up that ur a loser virgin with no experience and how could u tell him now that when he kissed u it was the first tome anyone ever has he sighs a breathy sigh "hey ur first time should be special and im just not the guy thats gonna be able to make this special for u im so-" u cut him off "this is special because im doing it with u and i think thts enough u dont have to do anything special or different tell me what u want me to do and ill do it" his eyes widen and he smirks "u will do anything i ask u to do huh? And u really dont mind me taking ur flower?" U nod and look at him hopeful he sighs and puts his head in his hand "well (y/n) if u really want to do this we can but u have to do everything i say understand slut" ur surprised at him calling u a slut but u soon feel ur insides heating up as he grabs ur face to kiss u again before u can answer him u melt and when he pulls away u nod blissfully " ok yes ill do whatever u say" he smirks and stands but ur still on ur knees now he gets in front of u "good then suck it" his dick now very hard just from kissing u start trying to do what he asks but u arent doing a very good job u can tell and he barks another order at u " open ur mouth wider u have time to get better at this for now im just gonna fuck ur throat " and with tht little warning u open uo wider as he trusts in to ur mouth hard he holds ur head in place so it doesnt move and he keeps going and he says "im going to cum in ur mouth and ur going to swallow and if u dont ur gonna be punished do u understand" u look up at him with no way to response since ur mouth is full of cock but it looks like he understokd anyways and he takes both hands and puts them on the side of ur head as he thrusts one more time and u can feel the warn thick cum filling ur mouth and throat he trusts a couple more times for good meassue befkre taking ut out he shuts ur moutn for u gets down to ur level looks u in ur eyes and says " now swallow slut" u do and it doesnt taste very good but u do it anyway he smiles at u and pats ur head "good girl" u cant believe u finally got to do something like this with ur crush ur so happy and even happier when he says "hey lets go to my room"

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U followed sans to his room its a bit dirty but u don't mind he looks at u and asks "(Y/N) do u trust me to please u?" Ir flushed and u say " yes i do why" he smirks and leads u to the bed which is really just a matteress and guids u to lay down u watch him walk out of his room and ur now naked on his bed ur mind is racing and just not sure what will happen he comes back in the room wth a box and asks again "do u trust me" u respind "yes sans od course i do why?" He smirks and pulls out rope and silk ties and blindfolds before u know it Ur tied up and gagged nervous about whats about to happen and shaking with excitement at the same thing sans chuckles "i guess with all the tension this was BOUND to haopen huh" he says with a small laugh but its diffrent then usually its more nervous u smile at least as much as u can with the gag in ur mouth he nervously moves to the bed ^how cute he is nervous to finally take me for himself bevause he doesnr want to make me feel badly about this^ he slowly carreses ur leg and trails up to ur thighs and breathes a deep breathe he opens ur legs for u and starts to flick his tounge inside u and u struggle at the feeling it feels good but its weird because u havent ever felt it before and he keeps going until it feels so good u stop thinking then u start to cum and try to tell him to stop ^its too much^ u think and try to say but ur gaged and its just muffled noise mixed with moans he drinks ur cum and comes back up with his face dripping u get embarrassed and blush and turn away quickly he takes ur chin and gentlely makes u look at him "loom at how wet u are" he teases u try to mive ur head away again but he keeps a firm hand onur chin "are u ready for me to fuck u (Y/N)?" Sans asks ^finally^ u think but u nod eagaely to him and he ungags u u take a full breath of air in " i want to hear u moan for me while i use my dick to please u so make sure ur nice and loud" he says as he adjusts himself between ur legs he rubs his hard cock on ur juices to get lubed up and says "i knoe since its ur first time i should be gentles but i wont be" he shoves it in and u feel electricity in ur body he is thrusting steadily and making small gruntinb noises ur moans and ur still tied up and cant do anything but let him keep fucking u like this it feels good and ur losing ur head in the moment suddenly he stops and u feel tugging at the rope and ur hands and legs are free and he orders u again "get on ur hands and knees im going to fuck u from behind now" u listen like the good slut u are and he sticks it in quickly and keeps fuckinb u he slaps ur ass hard u let out a yelp wirh ur moans and he says "fuck yes keep make noises like tht for me and im gonna cum" u feel urself tighthen around his dick as u cum all over it and he cums too deep inside u and fills u with his determination and u both collapse in bed next to eachother with his cum pouring out of u he leans over and kisses u "u did great for ur first time (y/n)" u weirly look at him and say " i love u" he kisses ur forehead and says "i love u too (y/n)

[allamericansbitch]

tysm for the sensitive skin recs!! im in the us but target has avene so im gonna try it!

i used origins ginzing for 10 years and it was perfect, but last year they reformulated with a lot of niacinimide and it peeled my skin off 😭😭😭 i started having reactions to their cleanser too.

ive tried soo many things. my skin was a mess for a year. recently i found dr. idriss soft wash and that really saved me as a cleanser. its online at her site and exclusively at sephora. i also love her as a person, she's from lebanon i think and has done fundraisers and spoke out about palestine from early on. she's funny and very no nonsense. she does insta lives most friday nights that she calls pillowtalk derm. sorry i love her.

anyway i was using an olay whips moisturizer but i think they discontinued it. also i could only buy it at tj maxx because it's $30 at regular stores wtf.

all these brands are dousing their simple moisturizers with actives to appeal to tiktok girlies and theyre burning my face off. i have a line of dead skin on my nose as we speak. as we speak!

omg im taking notes as we speak thank you!

[alberivh]

OLAY SO UH IDK IF REQUESTS ARE STILL OPEN BUTT

Mutual pining hcs😩🙏

It can be with any character :D (cause I'm a whorー)

‘to love(d) you’

summaries : mutual pining trope // where genshin men fall in love with you but couldn’t drove their confession out of their face because how scared they were from your refusal.

characters : diluc x GN!Reader (seperate)

contains : slight angst, comfort/hurt, implementations of unrequited love, slight fluff.

A/N : funfact, i don’t know what’s mutual pining is until i search it on google sO IM REALLY SORRY IF THIS ISNT WHAT YOU WANT IN THE FIRST PLACE. anyways, thank you very much for requesting!! sorry if it’s pretty short, though i hope you like it. I’ll also make this fic into one of my happy ending angst so..make sure to prepare yourself HAHHA

DILUC

- as a nobleman, Diluc is familiar to those who ‘love’ him for his fortune. He was really annoyed by it in the first place, their action and plea became his first reason to ran-away from monstadt. As once, he almost kicked them from their resident after corrupting his clan’s money for their own bargains. He was severely exhausted by these scums behaviour, although he still couldn’t complaint about it. After all, he is Diluc Ragnvindr, A perfect gentlemen from the mighty Ragnvindr Clan.

- his first ever meeting with you are at the winery job recruitment proceeding. you were concerned and anxious. Elizer even took you as a ‘lost cat’ instead of a recruits. You look like you have no reason but to apply to this job for your family finance, although diluc would say he has a bad feeling about your decision, He still recruits you right away as his personal assistant.

- working as diluc personal assistant is pretty interesting…he would let you know about his favorite food, his favorite flowers, favorite fragrant, and lastly you would always feel as if it there’s an affection between both of you. And..As For Diluc, all of the things he have done for you are only a test for him to know how serious you were working for him instead of being a financial-parasite for him who plead for his fortune.

- what he doesn’t know about, is the tiny side of him who’s actually trying to know you better. He was trying to get close to you, why? No reason. He only did this because of his interest towards you. You’ve always looked so beautiful with those hairpins he lend you. even when he was out of his facades guard, he compliment you as bluntly as his mouth could guide him to. You smile purely and respect his personal side, what could be better from someone who respect his life after all the times he been bothered by the parasites living on his steps?

- but now, did he realize it? Did he realize the fact he fells for you? He still took you as an assistant, an only assistant. But are you really his assistant in the first place? Diluc have already fell for you, does that explains enough..? Kaeya even teased him awhile back for not accepting the truth of his emotions towards you, it even raged kaeya to know that both of you have mutual feelings for each other yet still never approach the others arm. Bullshit, kaeya quoted

- “master di— i mean, diluc pardon me..i’m here to resigned myself from the winery since my family hav–“

- “you’re going to resigned yourself..?” , diluc cutted your words and turn to your gaze immediatly. Thinking he did something wrong to pissed you and your family, he was so concern he could even saw his poker-face break in no time. He try to reach his normal tone while asking for your reply, but still, his tone are frail as ever.

- “i apologize diluc, but my family need to go back to liyue in the next 2 days..the favonious couldn’t repay our debt and so, we’re prevented from monstadt.. i need you to understand this, i just couldn’t make myself to tell you yesterday because i—“

- “then, alright. I understand that and i also allowed you to resigned tomorrow, just..please meet me tomorrow at the tavern after you finished the paperwork, i’ll be waiting.” Short and sorrow, diluc cutted your answer and explanation. It was normal for him to do so, but why does it hurt so much?

- the next day, as you both promised. You came into the unordinary quiet tavern. It was quiet out of the box since how quiet it were, you think diluc arranges this for you but who knows? The master of the ragnvindr clan are the mysterious one indeed.

- “i don’t know how to properly say goodbye but before hand..please do accept my confession, i love you (name)..so much, in fact i wish you to stay forever..i-i just couldn’t make myself say such a word, but i love you..i really do..”

- cracked voice and sobs turn their way to his poker face. He was a dissastrous and you know it. Yet you still accept him the same as ever

- “i won’t go anywhere haha..i shall stay with you, diluc. I’ll be back soon, i love you too, keep it in my mind would you? I’ll be back home, to you..”

- he kisses the palm of your hands in goodbye, his tears fall to your palm as you wipe the unremarkable scars in his face. He’s really yours for tonight and forever. He wants to keep the night the same as forever, but diluc know his lover wouldn’t hesitate to meet him again in the future, so he say goodbye for the first time ever as he watch them love him again in the future of his predictment.

- first goodbye came and their marriage are going to be held in 5 months start from now. how time flies. even after this long lost love and relationship the two of you kept, he still loves you the same as ever.

“how i wish you could stay longer in this nation of freedom with your doting husband sweetheart..comeback to me again, won’t you?”

[oshicakes]

gift | kuroo tetsurou

pairing. kuroo tetsurou x reader

genre. fluff to angst

warnings. cussing, suggestive jokes, blood, hospital

a/n. just feeling a little sappy lately and here's the result! im saying sorry in advance, or maybe im not? hmm hahaha jk. but! im saying sorry for this is kinda long, legit sorry.

it's raining outside. you've been staring at your window for a while now. the ringing of your phone made you come back to reality.

it's a call from your boyfriend, kuroo tetsurou. you answered his call.

"hey, love. ill be there in a minute, wait for me okay?"

"okay, tetsu. please be careful on your way home, it's raining and the road might be slippery."

"yes, ma'am!" then he chuckled. it made you smile.

after that, you started preparing for dinner. you made some sushi, his favorite salted mackarel pike and shabu shabu and for dessert you made a fruit skewer since tetsu will buy you a cake.

the table is set. then, you changed your clothes into a red jumpsuit, done your hair and spray some perfume. all set!

minutes later, the doorbell rang. you hurriedly open your door. and there he is- your boyfriend sporting a damp and messy hair in his office wear. which made him more hotter, you thought.

"hey there, my birthday girl!"

right after closing the door, he crashed his lips onto yours. your hands made its way to his neck then cling on him. his one hand slip on your waist while the other is holding the cake.

he stopped kissing you and then shower kisses all over your face. it made you giggle. you held his face to make him stop and rested your forehead onto his.

"take of your clothes."

"ohoho? we wildin tonight, huh?" he smirked at you. that made you laugh. you cupped his, gave him a chaste kiss and turn away from him.

"hmm, no. you're wet and you might get sick if you don't change immediately." he just let out a whiny noise. you just laughed at him.

both of you started eating after he changed his shirt. you just planned to take a glimpse of him to see what's his reaction on the foods you cooked but you find yourself staring at him.

you wonder how it all started? was it the debate against him? was it his passion for sports? his mesmerizing eyes? his messy bed hair? the way he calls you? his corny ass science jokes? or is it the awkward moment when he confessed to you?

wow, you've been with him for ten years now, and six years from that is being in a relationship with him. you've come a long way now, you've seen his best and worse part and you shared with him your best and worse part too. and i regret nothing at all. it was the best, and if i were given a chance to turn back time id still choose to be with him.

"you know, if you want me you can just say it, love." he said while grinning at me.

"i love you, tetsu." you said out of nowhere.

his grin faded and turned into a genuine smile. his eyes look more softer now, just like how you love it. he reached for your hand and kissed it.

"you know that i love you too right?" you nodded at him. "i love you so much, y/n."

after that soft moment, both of you continued eating. you remind him that there will be a small celebration in your parent's house this weekend.

he talked about his work and how he's happy seeing kids olaying volleyball, making him remember his junior high. he cracked corny jokes that made you laugh but not because of the joke, its because of his hyena laugh.

you we're cleaning the table while he's washing the dishes, when his phone rang. he put down the dish and answered his phone.

after a while, he finished talking on his phone. he immediately embrace you from behind.

"work?"

"yeah, they said that they needed me for an urgent meeting with our prospect sponsor."

"then, get your ass going! so you can come back here faster then we can enjoy eating the cake you bought!"

"im sorry, love. i didn't expect this to happen."

"it's really okay, tetsu. go now, be careful on driving." you kissed his lips.

he's pouting. with a heavy steps, he put on a coat and grab his things. before he finally go, he kiss you a little bit longer now.

"wait for me, okay? i didn't give you my gift yet, so wait for me."

you just nodded at him. and off he go.

it's almost an hour when the doorbell rang. you got off from the comfortable couch to open the door. well, that was fast, you thought.

kuroo never drove his car this fast like before. he's always a careful driver, because you always get mad at him when he tries beating the red light.

"where's y/n?!" his fist is turning white because of a hard grip. kenma pointed the door of your hospital room.

when he opened the door your parents are there. your mom's crying while your dad's comforting her.

"tetsurou, oh god! you're finally here!" your mom said and hugged him. then she guode you close to your bed.

"what happened to, y/n? im sorry i didn't mean to leave her alone."

"we understand. your friends called us when they can't contact you. they said y/n suddenly fell on the floor."

he's too preoccupied with you that he didn't even realize that his friends are there. your mom said they're all outside.

when he got out of your room, his friends approached him. saying sorry for what happened and they didn't know why you suddenly fell on the floor then hit your head on the table. yaku panicked when he saw your head bleeding so they immediately run you to the hospital.

it's a little late when your parents decided to go home along with his friends. now, he's all alone in your room. still wondering why his friends are in his house, but he just shrug it of.

he was woken up when he felt someone caressing his head. and when he opened his eyes, he met yours. your now sitting in your bed.

he quickly got up from his chair and embrace you tightly. he kissed your lips repeatedly too.

"stop... tetsu... oh god!" he stopped kissing you but he burried his head in your neck.

you we're surprised when you felt your neck get wet and his back is shaking. he's crying!

"tetsu? im okay, don't worry hmm."

"i thought i'd lose you! don't do that fucking act again!"

"i promise, i won't. now let me see my first baby before this belly of mine pops out in eight months."

he let go of you and look at you with full of confusion.

"pop what? what do you mean by that?"

you held his face, caressing it. also, wiping his tears away. "im one month pregnant, love."

he shuts down. like he can't process what you just said. "no fucking way! fuck! im gonna be a dad! yes!"

he's crying again! you motioned him to sit beside you and hug him while patting his back. your also whispering sweet nothings to him, and what made you laugh a little is he's replying too while crying. he calmed down. clearing his throat, he takes something out in his pocket.

its a tiny velvet box.

"this is supposed to be the gift im giving you today." he handed you the box. you opened it, a silver necklace with your name on it and small diamonds. he put it on you.

"and this, this is supposed to be my gift to you for this weekend. i just felt the urge to give it to you now." he took another velvet box inside coat.

he knelt infront of you. "this may not be the sweetest place and time to propose but i can't wait any longer now that you gave me the most beautiful gift id ever receive in my whole life. please be my wife?"

you're now crying. you can't utter any words so you're just nodding your head at him. he slip the ring in your ring finger.

"thank you, tetsu. i never imagine that we'll go this far. just a while a go, i called your friends to plan my surprise to you this weekend and now we're here."

"that's why lev congratulated me! i almost wanna punch him tho. they also know that ill be proposing to you this weekend."

"wow. we really sucks at planning, ha?"

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just kidding with the angst lol. sorrrrryyyy 🤪

[wlw-lovestruck-fiction]

Okay i know that's not about lovestruck but i have to ramble so im sorry i guess a year ago i moved to another city because my gf life's here and she didnt want to move , started a new job cause my old job just wasn't what i wanted anymore i felt stuck, so now my new job is great and everything great opportunitys but im in a new city, i only know my gf's friend's around not the people i grew up with, now there is talk about kids and everbodys just saying how good it is that im so responsible and level headed blabla im taking care of

Things i can take charge and stuff i don't want this i feel so tired but nobody is listening i dont want children

I don't want all the responsibilities everyone should get there own da** stuff done

But nobody is listening as soon i say i can't do this its like what do you have to do you cant be thst stressed etc. Like what the people are just so ugh..

And as soon as i cant do something there like how hard can it be bla bla bla im a quite person i would rather sit at home read and olay video games nkt be social with all this people sometimes i just listen i dont always have to talk now my gf's mother told me how respectsless that is made a giant scene and ny gf agreed like seriously.. Few days later everything's forgotten and now we have to help renovate

I don't know i feel helpless 😣

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First of all dear, I am sorry you're feeling so helpless 😣 And never apologize for needing to vent or reach out to people ♥️

Secondly, when I say I felt this on so many levels. Like holy- I moved to Texas a few years ago because my gf at the time was from here. I also left behind all of my friends and basically my entire support system (until I moved my Mom and brother down here), and only had her friends and family to talk to or hang out with. I am also a quiet, nerdy introvert, who also happens to have no filter. All things that are severely frowned upon and misunderstood here. I spent years putting in an effort and trying to be this version of myself that was acceptable. I was called rude or disrespectful if I didn't keep up with conversation or act a certain way socially (I also have really bad social anxiety, so yay) After awhile tho, all it did was make me lose myself. I forgot who I even was. I felt depressed and misunderstood everywhere I went. And my ex also always sided with her friends and family. There were days here where I felt (feel) completely alone. It hurts, I know it does, dear. And I'm so sorry you're being put through all of that. You have every right to be the shining light that you are, and not be judged for it. Best advice I can give you is maybe talk to your gf about it (if you haven't already - and if you have, maybe try again) and hopefully she will be receptive to how this is all making you feel. You have every right to not want children, to need time for yourself, to not want to engage in every social activity that happens in your gfs life, and just to be yourself. It's OKAY to just be you. That should be enough. Always. I wish I had better advice to give you, and I truly hope that everything gets better for you. I do feel as though maybe taking a stand on how it's making you feel might be needed at some point, tho. Just remember, dear.. you are amazing.. you are incredible.. you are enough, just the way you are. Don't allow anyone to make you feel like being introverted or a quiet person is a bad or disrespectful thing. I allowed that to happen in my life for way too long, and now here I am... Single, alone, and trying my hardest to find myself again. Be kind to yourself, and know that we are always here for you ♥️ - Mod Runa

[raedas]

i’m sorry I just-

RAINSTORM????????

nova what have you done to me his show is destroying me

THE SCNE FO THEM OLAYING TOGETHER I JSUR BESTIE WHAT I HAVE TEARS COMING DOWN MY FACE

“EDA DO TOU HAVE KIDS” AJSKSLSKDISKKSKS

NO RAINE AAAAAAAAAAA NOOOOOOOOO

IM DONE IM DEAD WTH NO NO NO RAINE AND EDA NO RAINE DONT SACRIFICE YOURSELF NO

AND EDA KNEW WHAT THEY DID FOR HER BUT STILL HAD TO GO BACK TO LUZ AND KING AND BE HAPPY FOR THEM AND HELPED KING WITH HIS DAD AND ANAKSKSKSKDKDKKS

can I just- king clawthorne

eda may have lost the love of her life but at least she officially adopted one of her kids 🥲

aaaaa raine NO NO I THIUGHT IT WAS BAD BUT THEN IT GOT WORSE NO

nova my beloved I blame you for my tears rn I fell in love and then was emotionally destroyed it was awesome and now i’m going to soak your blog ily

RAINSTORM RAINSTORM RAINSTORM

no the way we lowkey predicted rainstorm was very iconic i think

GODDDD THE DUET MY BELOVED I DIE EVERY TIME /POS

RAINE DO .... GO YOU KNOW I CANT STAND AN AUDIENCE I AM GOING INSANE

YEAH . YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH

KING CLAWTHORNE !!!

trade offer! you get an adopted son, i get the love of your life kidnapped and mindcontrolled!

YESKSDLFJHIOASLJK THERE ARE SO MANY GEMS ON MY BLOG RN NOT TO SOUND TOO SELF CENTERED BUT

[lunatens]

Hi i’m herE FINALLY and i’m crying that was the fluffiest sweetest ending ever i love JEON WONWOO sorry jun i just do🥺 and i love ONE writer and that’s u baby🥺🥺💘💘 it’s okay for u to upload late bby, u know we’ll wait for u🥰 everything should be grateful already that you exist and you write and we get to read it😤 anyways i hope school is getting better and you’re doing well with that🥺 remember to take care and drink water and get some sunrays if you can💓💘💞

OMG RO HI SORRY TO KEEP YOU WAITING 🥺 EEEE IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKED WONWOOS ENDING !! he’s so good ugh 😩 i live for soft things so i was like guess what...he gonna be SOFT AHAA ALSO OLAY STOP UR MAKIN ME BLUSH 🥰🥰🥰 i’m gonna cry tears of love and joy 🥺

i’m trying !! there’s TWO WEEKS left in the semester i’m so pumped to be DONE like i love school but i’m v ready for a break oof but yes!! i’m trying to eat healthy and be active and sun is annoyingly hard to get right now >:-( but when it’s here i’m outside like a plant photosynthesizing YOU DRINK WATER AND GET SUN TOO!!! i hope everything’s going well with you !!

ooh yes i hope one day you can come to visit canada!!! i mean it is a nice country ngl i complain about cold but i also love it here

BLESS UR SKIN ND NEW BIRTH CONTROL PULLING THROUGH 😩😩😩 i’m so happy for you that’s the best!! QUEEN

OMG HOW DID FINALS GO IF YOU DID THEM?? if not then good luck you got this bb!! 💘��💝💓💗💕💞 a mood though i’m like hm i should work on assignments and then i’m like....i could watch haikyuu tho 😳

okay low key kinda...wanna watch that exo is LIT and netflix is also lit 🤪

THANK U BB 🥺🥺 yes school is the worst and please vent to me too!! i haven’t been on here much bc uhh lol School and Volleyball (luckily the seasons done until next semester) BUT I LOVE HEARING FROM U!! yeah i’m a lil tired it’s like 4:30am whoopS but it’s okay i can make it and two weeks from now i’ll be out of the continent lmao ANYWAYS I LOVE U!! 🥰🥰🥰

[dreamy-hearts]

olay im done . sorry again for the spam dream blogs <3

[egobangforthesoul]

Olay so heres a thing im sures been done before but who knows. Vernon gets added to the main grump group chat on his phone, and either he accidentally send a dick pic he meant for someone else, and they all get a rise out of it and i guess sexting or smth happens. Or, alternatively, he doesnt realize what he's gotten into until arin and dan start sending nudes/pics of them live fucking and then he realizes what this is REALLY about. Essentially one of those group sex chats you hear abt sometimes

(A/N: this was amazingly fun to write, seriously I thank you. I'm on mobile so I apologize in advamce if the lack of italics for messages is annoying. I tried to seperate them the best I could and male things clear)ao3 link: http://archiveofourown.org/works/11420109 (the italics are in this one)Arin added you to a conversation with Danny Vernon smiled when he saw the message, figuring that Arin had something about game grumps to talk about, an idea or a question. Even if it was work, talking to Arin and Dan was always pleasant. He had been scrolling mindlessly on his phone, but he abandoned the mundane task as soon as the notification popped up.Danny sent an attachment “You like that, Big cat?”Out of all possible outcomes, Vernon did not expect to see a picture of a hard cock with a firm hand around it to appear in a chat with two of his coworkers. Especially one that belonged to Danny. He cleared his throat and studied the photo carefully, trying to ignore the way his own pants started to tent in the extremely inappropriate situation. It was a very good looking dick. He had just recollected him self and started typing a formal sort of apology so he could remove himself from the group and call it a day but then his phone vibrated again, signaling another picture.Arin sent an attachment “It would look better inside of me.”A photo of two fingers buried in Arin’s ass was filling up Vernon’s screen. Notably, a reasonably sized dildo was next to him along with a roughly used bottle of lube. Arin’s skin was flushed hot and red, meaning he and Dan had been at this for a while. There was no way he was meant to be a part of this, even if he wanted to be. He was already shirtless and silently embarrassed that his nipples were so hard so he decided to send a picture of his own. A picture of his face that made sure to show most of his bare torso just in case he was invited to this sex-fest of a group chat on purpose.Vernon sent an attachment“I feel like I’m not supposed to be here”Danny saw the message first and nearly fell off of his bed before he let the message sink in, running a hand through his hair. Maybe they had fucked up this time, hadn’t been as careful as they should be, but his persistent erection was not going away and the picture Vernon had sent wasn’t helping. The dude was hot as fuck.Arin could have been just as shocked, but he was much more concentrated on imagining that the now three fingers inside of him were Dan. The picture of Vernon only added to his fantasy, letting him imagine the three of them together. Him fucking Vernon while getting fucked by Dan- this could be wet dream fuel for weeks. He had to stop and catch his breath so he wouldn’t fall over the edge so soon. Dan sent a message“Sorry Vern, you weren’t supposed to see that.”Arin sent a message“Your dick? Hasn’t everyone seen that, I think the fingers in my ass were more shocking.”Vernon found himself laughing at the banter, hoping that no one was mad at him. He had almost been hoping that he was put in the chat on purpose. Vernon sent a message“So I can’t stay ” Vernon made sure to include a sad face so they knew it was joke, or at least that it was supposed to look like a joke. In reality if they kicked him out he would spend a few hours jerking it non-stop like he was 15 again. He couldn't help but start slipping out of his shorts, only a little bit ashamed of the way his half-hard dick bulging against his boxer briefs. They were a little too tight, but in a good way.God, he couldn't remember the last time he had wanted to show off like this. Arin sent a message “Well no one said that.”Dan sent a message “Well if you want to be here…”Vernon bit his lip when his erection stirred again. He was really going to do this. Not that he hadn't caught himself day dreaming about it sometimes. He figured another picture was in order. This time the only part of his face in the image was his mouth, and his boxer briefs were tugged down enough to see the beginning of hipbones and a dangerously low happy trail. Vernon sent an attachment Dan sent a message“Holy shit, Vern”Dan had stopped jerking himself off when Vernon’s first message came through, but he did not hesitate at all to continue again with the picture in front of him. He even took a quick video with a few breathy noises to show his approval. Arin sent a message “Fuck me, show some more”It was hard to type with one hand occupied, but he needed something. Arin let his fingers tease around his rim gently, sending shivers up his spine. His body shuddered in a way that told him he wanted more, but he didn't give himself that privilege. He wanted to see more of Vernon before he went any further. Vernon sent an attachment “You mean show you this?” Dan groaned out loud in frustration when Vernon’s picture only showed an inch lower than the last, his underwear still not off and on the floor where they belonged. So Dan sent his video. Dan sent an attachment“Just a little lower baby, please”Arin pouted for a few seconds about Dan using a pet name for Vernon, but then he was watching the video and he couldn't remember why he was irritated. Those long fingers wrapped around Dan's dick drove him fucking crazy in more ways than one. He could imagine his own hand in their place, his own fingertips teasing the head of that beautiful cock on every upstroke. But he could also imagine those fingers teasing him relentlessly, slowly brushing over the bundle of nerves deep inside that made jolts of pleasure shoot through his body. Thrusting faster as he begged for more and less at the same time. Milking him through a seemingly endless orgasm while jerking him slowly, aftershocks ripping through him- and that was when he had to the base of his own erection to ward off an impending orgasm. Arin sent a message“If you keep it up with the videos this is gonna end before we get to the fun part.” Vernon ended up staring at Danny’s video for a while before he finally gave in and pulled his cock out of his underwear, jerking it slowly while making some breathy sounds. He bit his lip while his mind flashed through possible fantasies. Sucking Dan off, eating Arin’s ass, sucking Dan off while Arin ate his ass, getting fucked by Arin, getting fucked by Dan, getting fucked by both of them at the same time. His hole twitched a little at that one as his mind wandered to being filled with two cocks at once. He moved a finger down to tease around his rim, but he didn't push it in. Shit, that felt good. He snapped a picture of his hardening length and clicked send, struggling to stop himself from getting lost in a fantasy when he could focus on the real thing. Vernon sent an attachmentDan didn't think that someone could take a dick pic that was cute, but of course Vernon could. Obviously it was fucking hot too, made Danny moan louder as he jerked himself like his life depended on it. Vernon wasn't completely hard in the photo, but he was getting there. God, Dan wished he could use his mouth to get Vernon all the way there. He also wished that he could see what Vernon’s hand was doing because it was definitely on his ass. Dan wanted to see that ass, wanted to see the ass he had admired through tight jeans with wandering eyes. He really wished he could see Vernon like that in person.Arin immediately thought about 69ing with Vernon while Dan watched and gave his prostate a few less than gentle rubs with his fingers. He was going to need that dildo soon, his fingers were now only succeeding in making him feel more desperate. Vernon had a nice dick and probably a nice ass and all Arin could think about was having Vernon and Dan dirty talking him at the same fucking time. Vernon and Danny both had adorable laughs, and while Danny's voice could tell him what to do and make his stomach do flips, he was sure Vernon’s innocent and adorable voice saying such vile and dirty things would drive him wild. Arin could hardcore bottom, but right now his mind was filled with Vernon telling him to fuck harder and Danny telling him how great he was doing. Arin sent a message“Is everyone alone right now?” Dan sent a message“I don't know what you're planning but I already like it.”Vernon sent a message“Yeah, why?”Arin smirked and sent a picture of him holding the dildo that he (surprisingly) hadn't started using yet. Arin sent an attachment“I want you to hear all the pretty noises I can make while shoving this up my ass.”Vernon sent a message“Like a conference call?”Dan sent a message“A sexy fucking conference call. Of course, babygirl.” It was only a few seconds before Vernon saw the incoming call on his screen, immediately answering and placing his phone on speaker so he could use both of his hands for this. “Hi there, Vern.” Danny’s voice rang through his phone a little more gravelly than normal, laden with arousal and need. That voice saying his name was enough to make him whine just a little. “Jesus, Vernon and me need to have a pretty noise contest, I'm sure Dan would love that.” There was a slick, sliding sound coming from Arin’s line. The lube was obviously coming out to play. Dan let out a shaky sigh, thinking about how much the combination of two sets of needy moans and helpless noises would get him going. Dan groaned softly as he involuntarily fucked up into his own fist, his cock beading just a bit of precome at the tip. He slowed his pace slightly. He was not going to come first. He was thankful for his self control when he heard Vernon speak, shaky and already sounding wrecked. “This is going to kill me-“ The sound of a bottle clicking open echoed over the phone. “Tell me what to do.”Dan cleared his throat, and he heard Arin choke on air around the same time. “Yeah, Dan, tell us what to do.” Danny took a moment to think about the fact that this was too good to be true, that having two attractive and willing men to boss around was obviously just a wet dream and a half, but then a loud, exaggerated moan from Arin snapped him out of it. “C’mon, Dan, I'm impatient.” It was Dan's turn to let out a pathetic whimper at the sinful pulse of pleasure in the bottom of his stomach. “Jesus- okay, Arin.” Dan took a deep breath, trying to recollect his thoughts. “You've been waiting almost an hour to finally get something inside of you, I know that.” Dan smirked. “So you're waiting longer, tease yourself but don't push it in yet.” A slightly annoyed noise came from Arin, but he followed the direction, no matter how badly he wanted to break it. The cold silicone was a shock to his senses, but he was more focused on the way his body tensed and relaxed against the toy. He was way to far gone for this teasing shit. When Dan spoke again, Arin let himself get lost in the tone of his voice. “Vernon, I heard you get lube so use it. Tease a little, but you can slip a finger in every so often.”Dan was satisfied with himself, listening to tiny, held back whimpers from both of them. A particularly loud moan from Vernon meant he was doing something right. “Vern, I think you can help both me and Arin out. Tell me what you're thinking about, what you want us to do to you.” Arin groaned deeply on the other end of the call, accidently letting the tip slide inside of him.Vernon felt his face get warm with embarrassment at the thought of revealing his fantasies. Dan cleared his throat in anticipation of an answer and Vernon was way too eager to provide one. “Well uh, first I thought about sucking you off, Dan- that video- I wanted it in my mouth.” Vernon bit his lip and made a desperate noise when he clenched around his own finger. “Then I thought about Arin eating me out at the same time.” Vernon spoke softer on that last point, but he moaned louder when he nailed his own prostate, slipping his fingers out so he wouldn’t overwhelm himself. Arin cut in with a shaky breath. “Fuck yes, keep talking.” Vernon spaced out for a second while trying to relax himself, but he was certain he has heard Dan tell Arin to start fucking himself. Judging by the string of desperate sounds and heavy breathing he had definitely started. “I thought about Arin fucking me then, about how he probably has a thick cock that could-“ Vernon whined just a little and started moving his hand again. “Fuck, it could leave me sore for a few days- in a good way.” Arin started slowly pushing the toy inside of him in and out, and in and out, with small, punched out moans. With the way he was jerking himself he wasn't going to last very long.“Then I thought about you fucking me because, shit, Dan I saw yours and it's that perfect length to hit just the right spot every time.” Vernon made a loud moaning- almost whimpering noise that he didn't think he could make, still teasing his fingers around his rim while he other hand continued it's up and down motion. “And you would fuck hard- and I'd tighten around you and everything would feel so intense.” Dan let out a low groan and then he was coming over his hand, thinking about being inside of Vernon. He was definitely coming first with no remorse. Vernon’s pace speeding up to a desperate one, the kind of disorganized mess that one became when they were so close they couldn't breath. “Ah- fuck- I can't stop thinking about both of you inside of me at the same time, stretching me open and filling me up with twice the come, it would feel so- ah.” Vernon was cut off by his own heavy breathing, a little quiet whining, and then he was feeling the starting pulse of an orgasm, a loud scream of a noise crackling over the phone while he repeated “Ah- I'm coming!” like a pornstar mantra. Dan hummed contently as the noises swept him through his aftershocks, laughing softly at how worked up Vernon had really gotten.Arin was not far behind, slamming himself down onto what he imagined to be Dan while he let out quiet little punched out breaths. Vernon’s fantasy only drove him farther, a moan the sounded like relief and happiness when he finally fell over the edge and shot onto his stomach. They all took a few moment of silence to calm down. “Vernon, can you like… actually take two dicks?” Arin sounded almost amazed, and Dan waited curiously. Vernon’s face actually went red now that his blood could rush somewhere else. “Well, yeah in theory. I just haven't done it with real people.” He neglected to explain the day he had literally gotten his own come in his hair while a hot, sweaty mess riding two dildos at the same time. Dan let out an exhausted, but interested breath, laughing into his blissful afterglow. “So when are you free?”

[peoniespoppiesandowlsohmy]

🇲🇽OLAY🇲🇽 IM DONE IM SORRY BUT YOURE STUFF IS JUST SO GOOD

THANK YOU SO MUCH♡♡♡♡♡ MOOD BOOST X10000

[a-collection-of-muses]

"Kyoya.... I love you and im sorry that I hurt you. I should have taken our date seriously. I just....thought that doing this was olay because it was the only day I could get things done without you finding out about it...and I missed our date and I hurt you." He said. "That doesn't change that you were on my mind. I was planning your birthday and getting one of your gifts. Its not like I was just hanging out and doing nothing. I would have rather been spending time with you. I know im a lot to handle which is why I wanted to make your birthday so special because you deserved a day to be spoiled and relaxed." He said

“💢" (Kyoya to Tamaki)

Send “💢” for our muses to get into a heated argument!

Tamaki put his hand to his temples with a sigh. “You constantly say that I’m the one picking fights but you’re the one that brought this up!” He said. “I don’t see why me hanging out with one of our friends is such a big deal.” He said to the other obviously a littler irritated. @alyssas-babies

[twinnedpeaks]

olay sorry im done ranting about my older sister now im just really hurt lol <3 anyone wanna send me asks please?

[replacement-dad-blog]

ignore this if you want it's just me having a CrisisTM and also some crying

ok i know no one is going to see this but i'm having a dilemma and i Don't Know What To Do. okay so i think i might be aromantic and i'm chill with that bUt my problem is... i have a girlfriend,,, and she's depressed af and has had her heart broken so many times and i don't want to hurt her and i really, really care about her, but,,, i don't think i can do this anymore,,, im so scared of being alone and i would love to be like queerplatonic partners or whatever but spoiler alert, we're really young and i probably won't be able to explain it properly also i'm not happy??? like... i'm pretty uncomfortable in the relationship, she's kind of a sjw and i'm not like... emotionally ready to deal with that and i really don't think i should be dating or anythingat this pointing like cause like spoiler le spoil i'm like,,,, wellmh age rhymes with welve and oh shit,,, im crying now sorry if my spelling goes to shit. i don't think i feel romantic attraction but the thing is ive had very short (VeRY ShORT) crush like... obsessions?? for people. like, it almost feels like a crush (or what people discribe crushes as) but it's just me relizing "hey this is a cool person who is also astheticly pleasing let's try to be there freind" but i've always been told that they are crushes and them i thought i had crushes on all my best friends but i didn't and also i'm not sure the "sexual" attraction is like sexual? i really think i might be aroace but i've like thought i was pansexual demiromantic for like years now and i'm already out to like everyone as THAT and i don't want to like, go SiKe (i know it's not the proper word i just can't make the words go) o everyone and then explain to my mother that she won't ever have a son/daughter/child in law, at least on my side but i can't keep pretending anymore. i just want like,,, a fairy or a demon or a fucking god for all i care,,, to come and just,,, fix me? so i don't have to cause such a fuss and i can just be happy with my girlfriend and- and not to mention the fact that if i do fuckin dump her (cause that's what i'd be doing don't fucking lie) she wouldn't be able to tell her. parent s cause she's not out to them yet, and i've kind of,,, taking advantage of her family a little bit? like not intentionally but i'm pretty clearly one of the only people to truly be friends with her and whenever i go out with her, because we are so young (she's a year older than me) her father comes with because he thinks we are Purely Platonic Heterosexuals. but he always insists on buying my things when i go shopping with them or coving my cost for things when i don't have enough (also i'm pretty sure he thinks my family is broke but that's anouther story altogether) and i'll just feel so guilty because--- you know,

anyway i'm not done and i feel like im going to have a panic attack but its 4 i the morning and my bedtime is 12 and i feel like shit and i just want to talk but i can't because i don't trust anyone?!??? but nbahbma it s teing to be too lonnng so i'm sorry s to anyone hi seesn

this,,, i really wish i were friend with you guys but i'm just a no body and i'm so sorry you have to deal with my shot

i can't saya anything to detadtick because my mom monitors my account because she doesn't TrUst MeTM but that's okay omhah i typed olay but it auto corrected and it was really funny

i can see the typos and stuff. ht not reallyyyy and i think i'm getting hysteric but that's okayyyy i'm fineeeeeeeeee

anywhah milomeepit pr whatever i think you're really cool and i really want to talk to you but i'm not gonna tag you but his oklsau

[ohhello-choir]

So lets talk about NATS

National Association of Teachers Singing. I'm in the Rio Grande chapter, and this year i compteted fir my first time.

I didnt make it to finals. And I'm olay with that?

Why am I okay with that? I've heard that question a lot over the last few days and my answer is this: because i went into that audition hoping for the best and thinking surely i would do the worst.

But i didn't.

You guys, i didnt mess up. I didnt do anything wrong. I did the beat I have ever done, and i know i did.

For all of you young singers or instrumentalists out there thinking you messed up just because you didnt make it - dont. Not making allstate or honor choir /band isnt the end of the world. Youre amazing just for trying, and now you know you have some inprovements to be made.

If you know positively that your audition was rigged in favor of someone else, im sorry. I know how much that sucks, trust me i do. Let yourself be mad. But come awag with the mentality that next time youre going to walk into an audition amd youre going to give them no choice. Make them sad that they didnt give you that opportunity last time.

But dont ever give up just because.of one failed audition.

Keep going.

Go.

Make.

Music.