#so im just gonna fake it lol
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#dan and phil#dan howell#phil lester#daniel howell#phan#amazingphil#danisnotonfire#bethaniegifs#dpgdaily#dnp#dapg#dnpg#i love when i have to pretend its 2 seperate gifs#cos my tumblr will not let me post 2 side by side gifs anymore and i still have no idea why#so im just gonna fake it lol#1k
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experimentin w shit heehee
#fake peppino#arts#mine#horror#eye strain#guh#body horror#a lil tho but i just think thats a more commonly blacklisted tag than 'horror'#spooky month is the only time im like. i guess i should TRY to draw spooky shit#i always feel like my style is too loose and roumnd to convey it in the way i want to#but spooky month is like okay u can fuck around and fuck up and itll still be good. the spirit of spookyness n all that#i love horror so much but it feels so hard to grasp. like what is ACTUALLY scary yknow?#its very easy to say whats not scary but then its also so hard to stop urself from doing the same things lol#to be fair. stories and 'motion' (through the use of comics or animations) are far easier ways to convey things like suspense n stuff#still art is like. well that is an image alright lol#not entirely true tho; theres an artist i dont know the name of that did trailcam images that were photorealistic#and theyre sooooooooo fuckin creepy#like when i get around to doing more fp art i wanna use that and the lighting in it as practice#okay thats it i think; gonna draw furry shit bc i need comms yay yippeeeeeee
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you: nicholas alexander chavez, the actor from ryan murphy's recent work
me, a mama's girl and daytime tv viewer:
#text post#general hospital#nicholas alexander chavez#spencer cassadine#sorry i'm still not over my shock at this lol#i remember asking my mom MONTHS ago (she follows general hospital news online) 'hey wheres spencer i havent seen him in awhile?'#'oh his character died off. the actor is doing some netflix show where he plays a murderer'#and you have to understand. i dont consume anything to do w true crime. but to my 63-year-old mother. ryan murphy doesnt exist#so bc of just how self-contained the archaic institution of network soap operas are. i just. idk i didnt assume it was a big role#it didnt register to me that it was the sequel to the dahmer show. is what i am saying. and i never thought about it again#mommy made it sound like he might be coming back bc soap opera characters fake-die all the time#and so i put the thought out of my head until completely independently i was watching a video about monsters: menendez being flawed#and i was like. going absolutely insane w how familiar he looked i was like 'ok i know that man cant be too famous but i KNOW him'#'i know him from something and i know him WELL from something. like whatever hes from is iconic to me'#and then the video creator said his name and i was like THATS INSANE WHERE DO I KNOW THAT NAME??!?!??#it's a name i read in the credits but probably never thought in my head at all bc sorry he's just spencer to me#so i googled it and i was gobsmacked. i was like MOM DIDNT SAY he was gonna be in THIS SHIT!?!?!?#i also do lay my life down on the defense that the cinematography of a prestige netflix drama makes him less recognizable to me#who knew him best under cheap soap opera lighting in basic back and forth dialogue shots. like#i have to be honest i never cared for his looks on gh bc he just kinda looked like too perfect. like he looked like a mannequin#i see it now though i get it#i get why he's very fan editable to the true crime girlies i get it#not that it matters. im just in mourning bc it never occurred to me the spencer era was over. i actually liked his character#i cant tell u why bc he wasnt all that distinguishable from all the other basic dramatic character archetypes. idk it was a good performanc#i cant explain to u what makes a soap opera character distinct while still being completely generic (they all are)#i also liked his relationship w his girlfriend in the show it was cute. he was evil but they were sweet#nicky please come back. im begging u. as your only general hospital era fan who is your age#i dont wanna watch monsters menendez i reeeeeally dont
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"Hows writing going?" I literally look like this
#reaction pics#memes#op's reaction pics#op's memes#i fucked up my sleep schedule. haha.#im in sleep limbo hell! hooray!#im too tired to do stuff but cant sleep#solition: do stuff while pretending to be asleep#might have figured out why i keep getting the depresso spells too lol#so hopefully that gets fixed soon too#i love you guys#im gonna be more active soon im just a lil dead rn /lh#fake guy fierri voice: WE'VE ALL HAD IT#i love fake guy fierri so much#my son#my father#my holy spirit
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i'm getting a 90 min massage tmrw, thank god but then later that evening, i'm going over to this potentially new friends house. it's... okay well so a friend of mine works in kids ministry and i went to help her a few weeks back for an event (we met in church when we were kids) and she introduced me to this other woman she knows, and we were stationed together and chatting. and she was so sweet to let me know she was starting a woman's group, and so she text to invite me. and i'd feel bad if i said no bc basically i haven't been to church and/or the religious thing for years (my faith is what i make of it imo), and now i'm like ok so maybe new ppl to meet (which i desperately need) but also theyre all probs church girlies and my ass can only handle so much of that. we're gonna see how this goes, lmao.
#x#as i'm sure many are aware church ppl got a diff mindset and that's fine#i am just not one of them lol and im rly gonna have to reign in my personality#bc i think it might be A Lot given the crowd and by personality i just mean im sure ceratin opinions will not vibe#not that anything like that will be a topic of convo but having to fake understanding is exhausting and i rly just... no im getting ahead#of myself i havent even met this ppl i full capacity yet lmao#there was no context either for the group so idk if this is gonna be just a chatty get together or if theyre gonna pull out the bible#and if that's the case... LMAO @ me. omg do i bring my bible just in case like do i fake it to fit in YALL#the joys of growing up in the church but not being in it as an adult /sigh
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fake promo poster, made as a replacement for last year's failed attempt at this visual concept.. i think it turned out pretty cooooll
#ocs#concept art#fake movie poster#no id#do i feel like tagging wveryone.. sure#nat#frederick#noemi#frankie#ross#oh god thats gonna be the first post. w his new name. uh#qamar#molly#vivi#bryony#HELLO SMITTYW NATION. if u wondered whether i threw my other ocs in the trash? NO I DIDNT!!!#ive been figuring them out in the background this WHOLE TIME. badly#the title is just what ive been calling it in my notes for a couple months#if i say 'im still not making it a story or anything' that could age poorly so. lol
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i am genuinely so crazyyyy about lbruuuuu.... like Genuinely Genuinely. its pretty bad guise
#like. im crazy about the.m#unfortunately ive been touched by autism and therefore the pattern seeking. they are so dirkjake#and also so me nand my husband <3#its kind of freaky actually#my husband and kabru both have ptsd overthinking masking disease. he said he didnt like kabru (anime only) and i told him about those trait#and he was like is he me. is that why i dont like him. and i was like LOL#he was ilke i dont like that he says what he needs to get what he wants... and i was like sir we literally just talked about how bad your#Fake Conflict Avoidant has gotten bro dont even play#im laios ofc.... ofc... not only is our autism like. similar in presentation. but also the whole never fitting in#and getting told off by a friend granted i wasnt told she always hated me but i was told about how annoying i am and on another occasion#how unreliable i am so LOLLLL that entireeeee scene seriously wrenched my soul#anyway im gonna commit egregious acts against myself to atone for this#alsoooooohis relationship with falin... is really relatable..#now this may sound harsh against laios but im his number one fan i will defend him to death but...#he left his struggling sister to avoid his own pain and didnt reconnect with her for years#like. Yeah. wow. i will say i was much more cruel to my sibling than laios ever was to falin lol he was just kind of a normal brotherly ass#and ofc he was a kid when he ran from home! and i was a kid when i had severe unmanaged adhd (with tism) and had 0 hold on my emotions#and then i withdrew from my sibling once i got on antidepressants lol#it was really difficult to deal with the guilt of having mistreated them to the extent i did while also acknowledging i was failed by our#adults its hard figuring out what exactly youre sorry for#anyways#i love oversharing here. do you guys like it. does anyone ever read these rants#DM
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im done w moving and out of the shitty apt w the shittier roommate (who did not let move out happen without adding as Much drama as possible) and have just. been feeling so much better. living w my two friends who actually communicate well and all work together on our needs and gah. so less stressed and anxious now!!! and also in a week kitty introductions have gotten farther than they ever did w shitty roommates kitties (they were kinda bullies, so we had to move glacial speed even w oregano cat expert) and just. thank u the universe things are so much better now
#only improvement would be if anjo Also lived here curse grad school!!!!!!#i moved out over a week ago but we just tuened in keys after cleaning day on sunday#and across just those two days bad roommate accused me of faking cleaning a part of something (that was not requested or clear)#tried to turn anjo against me by saying im a liar and manipulator and gaslighter (which. listen the last one i could say the fuckin same)#(which is also so funny bc anjo and i are so close. became codependent in a heart beat. why tf would u think anjo is gonna be on ur side)#then at the walkthru pointed out things that were damaged (which they are Alsonin on that security deposit what are u doing)#and the texted again accusing me of shit with a stupid fucking infographic on weaponized incompetance#thankfully like all of these i had my friends with me bc when infirst got there for cleaning i uhhhh had a panic attack lol#so i had good support thru everything and now never have to deal w them#its just. been So much lmao. and its so fucking nice how calm and smooth things have been#like i had that sort of shit. i in general am good at communicating and avoid shitty drama like this person#so its been So exhausting. but im done now thank god#and the new place is so much better and nicer and i love the friends im living w and Yeah :')
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no one can say a disorder or neurodivergence cause ill be like "what if you have it." "I DONT I DONT I DON'T I DONT, IM JUST DOING THOSE BEHAVIORS BECAUSE I KNOW ITS A PART OF THAT AND I WANT THE ATTENTION FOR HAVING THAT"
#silly little bear bitches :[#< chat you really gonna wanna block this tag soon lol#lowkey kinda wanna cry#i can not stim in peace no toe walking nothing for me#can i invite a neurotypical person over just to see if im normal or not#MAKES ME SO MAD THAT I FEEL LIKE IM FAKING THINGS FOR ATTENTION IM NOT IM NOT IM NOT
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A look at all the earrings, among other things, I have made to sell at my parents' shop this holiday season! It's stocking stuffer central!
#the two racks of earrings on the sides are ones thay are in the shop hear round#i did make a few new sets to fill out alk the hooks#all the Christmas earrings are new#i made all these in like a month?#its so much nicer/easier now thay my laser is vented out the window#everything runs so much smoother#im especially proud of the Christmas tree seeds#i just randomly got the idea cause one of the earrings i cut had the little tree scraps and i was like what can i make with these?#cause i hate to throw away anything lol#so i painted and glittered them and put them in the tiny jars with some fake snow and made the labels#theyre just super cute!#really hoping i sell a good chunk of stuff this year cause idk how im gonna store it all if not
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ok but like all jokes aside im genuinely kind of fascinated by the incorporation of bdsm. like it's interesting from an objective viewpoint! im actually curious to see how/if consensual bdsm is fully depicted and how the characters involved approach it. if that makes sense. bc specific acts like that haven't really been represented much in thai qls or at least gmmtv as far as im aware. im willing to bet it's at least rare. and i havent seen much of it in western media either really? like people seem to relegate bdsm + kink community stuff to pornos, which like, obviously it's not gonna be talked about in a pg-13 show, but i think it's very rarely brought up in mainstream media at all despite being a significant part of the queer community. im not expecting anything super deep from thk bc it's ultimately a 'fantasy', and i doubt this is the (full?) reason they chose to go this route, but maybe (if it's not a shitshow) people will learn good things from it, gain a new perspective or wtv. at the very least i think itll make a few waves.
so im. academically intrigued by the bdsm
#genuinely intrigued from a media culture standpoint#im still gonna cringe at the fake gasps but ill be taking notes 📝 (for analysis not practice)#ive already said this to two mutuals who are uninvolved in thaiql stuff lol so im just posting it here for now. archive of my thoughts#nof's nonsense#thaiql#thk#wish i had someone to discuss things with but im extremely hesitant to become involved#bc a lot of the rpf culture makes me incredibly uncomfortable#and the infantilization.......but thats a topic for another time#<- if anyone agrees hmu ig lol
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Ralsei deltarune is literally so sketchy but also have we considered. That’s hes cute your honor have we considered this
#deltarune#decided im gonna replay deltarune and then maybe attempt to do evil bastard shit in undertale#cuz i am just so hyped up after replaying the pacifist route and want to do more but hm#just dont think im mentally prepared to kill these bitches yet#and ive literally forgotten everything that happens in ch1 of deltarune#im halfway through the first chapter and damn lol ralsei really is just so fucking sketchy#like he tells kris that their choices matter of course and he’ll support whatever they decide#but obviously kris cant actually make any decisions of their own and ralsei is like following the hero script to a T#and he gets upset with susie for constantly defying the narrative#i dont think id say ralsei is like the mastermind of this strange universe where you cant make choices#but he is suspiciously conformist like hes very eager to uphold a narrative and its like hes on a completely different planet#also you know theres the fact that hes like an alternate asriel or some shit#i dont trust him but despite this. he is very cute i do wanna kiss his nose#like hes such a satirized version of the pacifist that it feels fake as shit but i still love him#like. we go through the acid tunnel of love. DOES THIS MEAN NOTHING TO YOU#he could kill everyone and i wouldnt be surprised in the slightest and also im squishing his face
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Okay so basically the United States MINT of all people is going to be working with DC to make a line of coins! These coins sadly won't be in circulation (the things I would do to live in a world where I could get Batman coins from the supermarket) as they're collectors coins, but will be releasing over the course of the next 3 years, 2025-2027.
Designs haven't been released yet (the same is true for all 2025 designs) but we know there will be 9 coins in total (3 each year) with the first year featuring (of course!!!) Superman, Batman, and Wonder Woman.
Although we know the first three heroes to be featured, the remaining six have yet to be decided, and it turns out the Mint is putting out a survey on their site to gauge which of a group of culturally significant heroes people want to see most! (link to the form is mentioned in the article above)
The considered group includes: Supergirl, the Flash, Green Arrow, Black Canary, Captain Marvel, John Stewart GL, Aquaman, Hawkman, Jamie Reyes BB, Robin (Damian?), Cyborg, and Batgirl, of which 6 will be selected.
As someone who does a bit of coin collecting myself (mainly circulation coins like the quarters sets, but I also have a couple proof and collectors coins) I think this is a really cool and interesting idea that showcases the history of the comics medium and these characters and their influence on American culture. Really excited to wait and see what the designs look like for the coins already announced!
#ABSOLUTELY INSANE TO ME#sorry just. only thing that could make this crazier is if these were circulating. i would fucking die actually lmao#i mean you could buy something with one of these legally but like youre an idiot if you do that so likeeee#someone showing up with the solid gold superman collector coin and its only legally worth a dollar lmao#not that someone would do this but future generations/archeologists finding a coin in some ruins and it just has like. batman on it#amazing to me#also just the transition from us currency having all fake people (lady liberty some random native american guy etc.) and then going to real#people and presidents then expanding that to honor people that they believe should be honored (think the harriet tubman coin set right now)#and representing beauty and innovation and culture through representation of the states#only through that lens to swing back around and have fake people on the coins again in the form of the freaking dc trinity. insane to me#no one ever gets me when im nerding out over coins its okay. at least its not postage stamps (i actually do have some special postage stamps#its like 1 sheet though it was for the 2017 eclipse and the image changes from totality to the moon with the heat of your finger theyre so#cool okay) anyways i like dont really know that much abt coins lol i originally saw a post abt this on reddit 💀 lol and had to check this#was real which is insane. anyways my dad got my all my coin stuff ive got a proof set from the year i was born albums to hold the 50 states#and national parks (america the beautiful but its 90% natl park designs lets be honest here) quarter collections as i find them irl#(dont have an album for us women yet sadly but do have some of the coins) as well as a few dimes and other circulation albums i havent used#much. and then i have a few collectibles like the hubble telescope $1 coin the 50th anniversary apollo 11 one and the 2021 anniversary peace#dollar. though like not the gold ones or anything like that lol but yeah. i talk abt coins every once and a while with friends and i know#things but then my dad is in the car and its like nevermind lol.#also put a ? after damian's name bc theres a chance it could be dick and they just used the wrong picture. because some of the character#bios had names but his didnt and seemed very dick grayson (acrobatics mention “batman's partner” etc) but not so specfic exclude either one#and the pick was damian. but then the ollie pick was goateeless for some reason so who knows#culturally dick is more important but dami is current so idk#dc comics#blah#ive really been learning so much today. first all in announcement and subsequent leaks and now this. what a ride#also love how im anticipating and know future comics things lol. when did that happen haha. ive really transitioned from only reading back#issues and never knowing current events to following a lot of releases lol and somehow finding out about the freaking coin collection...#crazy how that happens#cant scroll up at that first image without losing it a bit still actually. what a world we live in. anyways take your bets who is gonna be
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i dont think i like talking abt music actually lmao...... i never agree with ppl... and i just get confused. like i couldnt predict ppls taste if i tried. even ppl i know rly well im like well this is rly a shot in the dark but here ig? and ppl will like ask me... like theyre like u have good taste wat do u recommend! and i say something and theyre like oh........ and im like IDK IM SORRY.... i just listen to things for me ok..... mecore. selfish listening.
#n then certain artists will be massively popular and im like.......... i just dont get the appeal at all........ i must b missing something#i dont think... i listen to music in the same way as others.... like... i dont think i understand wat 'good' music is... i just like..#my music ^_^ only#and one of the first things every1 wants to talk abt when getting to kno u is music and im just like ugh idk... here we go again loll#like it's not that bad ofc it's still fun to share music taste it just gets a lil tedious when i already kno our commonality is low#and the convos just gonna be like fake niceness like no yeah that's... that's cool too ig#lol like... can we just fast forward ;-; im lame move on. im not fun quirky music girl#idk why i give off that impression. or maybe just bc every1 is like that now. so it's just the norm expectation
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#havent really been active on tumblr the last few days but now i came back to post another vent and fuck off again lol hiiiiii#i havent cried in way too long. ngl sobbing hysterically in your bed does hit different lol#anyway. what a great time to remind myself of every single bad thing anyone has ever said about my body and my face <3#anyway i finished the sobbing till i cant breathe session and now my one eye hurts like there's sth stuck in it but there's nothing#but while i was digging in it trying to find sth under my eyelid that could explain the pain i really really looked at it#my friend once said my eyes are the colour of a swamp and by god she was right.#and like damn. i was never insecure about my eyes but maybe i should add that to the list.#but like whatever. like obv im not gonna start being actually insecure about mu stupid eyes but it did hit me that there is really#not a single thing about my body that i can with all confidence say is nice/pretty/whatever. not a single thing that i genuinely like.#like at best case it's 'not as bad as it could be'. like i have nothing lol. cant even honestly say something as silly as 'i like my eyes'#cause no. they look like a swamp.#idk im just so tired of trying my best all the time and still looking like a rotting leaking bag of garbage.#i try to remind myself that i dress funny and do fun make up and that is what people will notice about me but the truth is#everyone will still always see that under all that bs im just plain ugly and just generally unattractive#and ill never be able to distract anyone from that not really#like ik people who like me dont care about that but thats the thing.#im just tired of being one of the people that will always be liked/loved/whatever 'despite' sth.#like there is nothing of value in me that is NATURAL. its all fucking fake.#anyway. wish i were dead same old same old.
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WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST READ????
#bsd#bsd 114#what the fuckkkkkk#i am not okay because what#dostoy you bitch#bsd 114 spoilers#so did he fake his whole ability?????? or just the activation of the ability????? what the fuckkkkkkk#this one chapter a month thing is actually gonna drive me insane#of course i understand it takes ages to make a chapter and i dont wanna rush anyone obvi#but im actually going insane what the fuckkkkkk#cannot even#time to scroll and see how everyone else is taking the news lol
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