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HEY ULTRAKILL FANDOM
This idea has been rattling in my brain for days now. Enjoy.
Gabriel x Reader, hurt/no comfort.
An angel, severed from the Creator's light because of a lost battle. Dying slowly, it would only take hours for Gabriel's life to be extinguished. Even so, before heading off to correct his supposed mistake, he seeks out his love, the one that holds his heart so gently. A spirit of a fallen human, one unfairly denied entrance to paradise. Warm and loving and bright, everything an angel should have been, everything he was not any longer.
He see the beloved spirit, waiting for him like always, and he feels his heart ache as he shares the news of his imminent demise. The light has been torn from him, he can't live without it. The burning fury is gone.
Instead, the spirit asks if it can be replaced, even if just for a few moments. If a furnace is still intact, why not simply add a different fuel? Gabriel scoffs, unable to think of such blasphemy, even after everything that has been taken from him.
"Our Lord's light cannot be replaced. I am doomed, love."
"...No. I won't accept that."
"What are you-? What!? No! Don't do that!"
The angel tries to remove their beloved hands from his chest, but their form has already started to shift. White flames slowly envelop the little spirit, blurring the form he loved so much.
"You can't! You- You wretch! Blasphemous being! Let go!"
Insults and anger did nothing to make his beloved stop. The flames burned ever brighter, slowly melting into his chest... until all he could feel was love.
He fell to his knees, sobbing pitifully. He reached, grasping at empty air. His beloved was no longer there. He could feel every ounce of love directed towards him, filling him from his fingertips all the way to his glowing wings.
Warm and loving and bright... everything an angel should have been.
#chitter chatting#ultrakill#ultrakill x reader#ultrakill gabriel#gabriel ultrakill#gabriel x reader#gabriel x reader ultrakill#ultrakill fanfic#btw i did send this to like#two blogs while on anon#so if it seems familiar thats why
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I CANT USE CSS ON ARTFIGHT...............
#I WAS REALLY HOPING TO FIX THE FUCKING. PARAGRAPH WIDTH. SIGH#idk why but it stretches across the ENTIRE page like. it takes up the full width of the browser and it BOTHERS ME. ON ALL THE PAGES#i could try manually putting shift breaks but im worried it might not look so good on mobile. ugghh... auyggghhh.....#im already learning CSS and API so i thought i could put it to good use but. AUGH#this whole time ive had to go into the inspect panel myself and change the padding so i dont have to read the length of the screen#like a fucking typewriter... i would have also loved to use custom fonts and animations......#i did find a guide for BBCode which the site uses on default and it covers basic styling but its not the same. sniffle#you CAN unlock CSS if you donate $25 to the page which seems fair. and if i could do it i would but. i do not have any way of#sending or receiving money online </3 i really need to figure out how to do that so i can set up comms like i said i would last summer#but it intimidates me.... and im already kept on a short leash when it comes to that so it feels like a lot of things could go wrong#i think toyhouse allows CSS or some sort of code...?? i remember seeing some oc pages with custom layouts#if thats the case i'll try fiddling with it but im not very familiar with using toyhouse so thatll take a while#(thanks again for the code sal ^_^ ill put it on my pin once its ready but im trying to learn my way around the site heh ;;)#at least i can use my pixel dividers.. ive been digging around for pixels to use and found some really cute ones#yapping
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shirt with a heart and child of divorce written on top but then there’s a picture of huntclaire. you wouldnt get it. i do
#child of divorce but theyre married and love each other but actually they’re divorcees#theyre like those couples that get married and then get divorced and then get married again. actually that’s so chic#you should be divorced by the time you’re 27. a little divorce makes life more exciting#do not consider red carpet diaries at all when writing claire but if i were to consider it#she wouldve broken up with hunt sometime after hollywood u and then it would’ve been kind of a divorce#<- well my timeline for hollywood u i mean. that would be in 2016#they get back together but they have even stronger + weirder divorcees vibes#claire is actually a divorced woman. when you think about it. that’s also a great descriptor for hunt but in a different way#so theyre like when you put two spiritually divorced people in a relationship#this makes a lot of sense to me. actually#they have the most loving relationship ever which is gross and disgusting. but when you look at them they have this weird vibe about them#theyre like bitter exes who know too much of each other and one of them is way too comfortable saying stuff in public#what do you mean theyre together and in love#huntclaire#actually i need them so be super fucking weird about each other in public#claire is too familiar with a guy who does Not seem to like her at all. why is she saying this stuff. claire thats tmi#he would do anything for her. he will still argue with her over the most mundane things ever.#her coffee order sucks and he’s not saying all That Stuff to a barista. kill him on the spot.#claire gets an extra cookie bc she threatened to cry#they’re just kinda stuck together idk. something something his line about the universe bending to get them together. he’s bitter about it#it’s also a form of foreplay but i don’t know what the tag limits are#just know that claire is weird about that as well#i mean tbf of course is foreplay what else would this be. how is this dynamic feasible otherwise#it’s*
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sometimes I think about how when I went to college for a year before I dropped out (basically failed out,) the counselors/dean told me they can't help me at all or give any accommodations unless I have an official autism/adhd diagnosis. that might sound logical at first, but when you think about it more, it's actually quite fucked up. if someone is struggling really bad, what's the harm in helping them? why do they require a paper to get even the smallest amount of help? people who don't need help aren't going to be failing miserably without help! even NTs could benefit from some adjustments to the horrible school system! (but changing the entire system is a whole other conversation that the school system isnt ready for)
but even if you do agree to jump through their hoops, you realize it's even more fucked up that the diagnosis process requires YEARS in most cases (in my case it took 4 or 5 years, can't recall exactly now, for autism/adhd diagnosis, which would have meant i finished school before getting it if i managed to mot fail out, or i wait that long before going back, which is a whole struggle itself) and they also tried billing me for THOUSANDS of dollars because of insurance issues!!
so you put a ton of time and money into this, and then get told the only accommodation they are willing to give you for autism and adhd is "a little extra time on tests"
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my test scores were the best part of my whole class experience. that was NOT what I struggled with!!!!! those tests were all online and could be done in the comfort of your home where you can accommodate yourself and have plenty of time left over when you finish them because you are comfy in your own space, (and also, no one was stopping you from having your notes/books/google open to find the answers,) and you don't even need a time consuming, expensive diagnosis for that!
SO WHAT'S THE POINT!!!!!!!
#mind you this was over 10 years ago now. it *could* have gotten better but id be extremely shocked if it has#autistic#autism#actually autistic#adhd#neurodivergent#audhd#school#school problems#yes i know theres rules or maybe even laws for this and its why they are like this but its bad and should change#if they offered smaller classes with less sensory overloading bullshit and other things i needed it would be great!#but they refuse to accommodate your actual needs and make up useless accommodations to legally say they help disabilities#ND people (not just audhd) and other disabled people that graduate with no useful accommodations are so strong and cool. proud of you!#ones who had to drop you youre also cool for not dealing with their bullshit snd allowing yourself to not suffer for a sheet of paper!#(though i know it can feel bad when everyone around you makes you feel bad for needed to drop out or failing out and not going back)#i completely stopped going to my psychology class because i started a week late due to scheduling issues and#suddenly we are told theres a paper due in 3 days and need to hse the textbook i didnt have yet as the source for it all#and it was in the syllabus i didnt get because i was a week late and didnt know we got one. the professor didnt notice me out of#the 100 other students in that large lecture hall. that room was also a sensory nightmare hellscape#too many students made things noisy and distracting. multiple fluorescent lights were flickering constantly and never fixed#the professor used a mic to speak to us and it had a constant horrible loud buzzing. it did that loud mic screech noise randomly#without warning. all the time. the quality of the sound was horrible so it was hard to understand her. on top of that she had a very thick#accent i wasnt familiar with so that on top of the horrible buzzing mkc quality that also cut her out constantly was auditory processing#disorder HELL. I dont know how ANYONE survived thst class but i seemed to be the only one struggling. everyone else turned in their papers#and i gave up and stopped going. was too late to drop the class to get my money back so i wasted probably a few thousand dollars#and THATS what i mean by give me reasonable and useful accommodation. test time would NOT make that class better at all#fix the mic and light issues at least or give me a smaller class with more attentive professor or something!#offer smaller classes for struggling disabled people! if the issue is not knowing who needs them then offer a switch to those struggling!#i got called onto a dean/counselor meeting because a professor noticed my horrible grades and stuff so its possible to catch us and help!#THESE SCHOOLS JUST NEED TO START BEING WILLING TO. dont make us do all the work to accommodate ourselves and expect to do well in school!
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thought my school was finally going to try & help me next year but it sounds like theyre just trying to get me to act normal without actually helping
#idk it all sounds very familiar#i have to 'prove i can do things i dont want to do' and theyre going to help me 'fix my behaviour bc uni wont tolerate it'#but the behaviour they mean is just me being disabled#its about how i freeze up sometimes i think#and i cannot bring myself to do whatever im supposed to#sometimes i cant even move or speak#thats the behaviour they mean#but i cant just make that go away#ive been trying all my fucking life#also??? i go to school every fucking day?? does that not count as proving i can do things i dont want to do#surely they dont think i want to be there#idk man this is exactly the kinda stuff they said in primary school before they started punishing me for being disabled#like giving me extra work bc i froze or something#or send me away to work alone in a room & not talk to any of my peers bc i didnt manage to talk to the teacher#force me to make eyecontact for a full 10 minutes while giving me a lecture about why eyecontact is so important#or not allow me to go outside for breaks#that kinda stuff#it sounds like they have the same idea?#so im very worried about going back to school in september#they were supposed to attempt to help more this year as well but outside of one thing they didnt really do anything#and now they want to 'be more firm about it' ????#i dont trust that#mine#also !! ive been getting told all my life that whatever the next stage is they wont tolerate my behaviour there#in primary they said id never get past first year in secondary#in secondary they say i wont get through uni this way#seems to me that really its fine#yeah i need help sometimes#but also i could probably go to uni & itll be fine#ill have my diagnosis & ill figure out who i need to talk to & how i can get the help i need
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"How is Bill going to keep a low profile or undercover as human if he didn't have a human form?!"
#bill cipher#gravity falls#thats not my hand btw and never will#he looks so cute#why is the color of the jacket seem familiar?#well at least he didnt need to have that human Bill form...not even the cannon one#human bill design#human bill cipher
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guys . please hear me out
#the flirty blond student council president and the scary looking members of the student council#THATS WHY THEIR DYNAMIC SEEM SO FAMILIAR TO ME#yttd#your turn to die#keiji shinogi#alice yabusame#q taro burgerberg#hinako mishuku#daily lives of high school boys#dude even the members also match like.. motoharu has a sister like alice.. karasawa has similar aloof vibes like hinako and qtaro and vp to#stels
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Chu! sorry for being cute!
#💘bandori layouts#bandori#bang dream layouts#bang dream girls band party#bang dream icons#bang dream#bandori icons#bandori layouts#i made these for my personal twt#so if you know my twitter @#then thats why it seems familiar#bandori pareo#pareo layouts#pareo bandori#pareo icons#pareo#arisa layouts#nyubara reona#reona nyubara#arisa ichigaya#ichigaya arisa#arisa icons#arisa bandori#bandori arisa
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one of the last times i ever watched the smurf movie (the tv was on in the background and the smurfs happened to be playing) my brother walked in on the normal human part where there wasnt even any smurfs so it looked like a boring movie about some couple but then it cut to gargamel running around the streets of real life new york and my brother was Very confused
#i dont think i ever watched that thing in its entirety. or the sequel with the evil gray smurfs where they turn smurfette emo#for some reason i really really wanted to see it though. i cannot remember my thoughts on smurfs 1 maybe i watched at least 98%#but i was also really really excited for umm whichever the 2d smurfs movie/special was. i dont remember#i think kid brains are literally like OMG ITS THE THING IM FAMILIAR WITH!!! with little judgment until they actually see it#but also theres something wrong with me so maybe its a mostly me thing i barely judged sht#i was too old for the peabody and sherman movie thats why i got disappointed and became a hater. i miss peabody and sherman#the cartoon seemed fine i just really did not like the movie i cant tell you why now cuz i barely remember it
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Have I ever talked about the concept I had of the squip being used to basically erase a person and create an entire new identity in that body?
#lohst.txt#from the void#sci fi horror i guess#i had an au where Jake goes missing and loke a month later this new celebrity is everywhere#the thing is. he looks exactly like jake#rhe only difference is his hair colour#and his eyes are now a bright electric blue#howevee the squip hasn't deleted the memories and everything#more like suppressed them#so jake is still theree. just veey deep down#however there are things that still seem oddly familiar#why? he hasn't figured it out#why is this town familiar#why does kt feel like he knows his way around#he keeps going to the same places like hes been there many times before#but thats impossible. this is the first time he's been here#what really trips him up is the boy he meets#the boy who looks at him like he's scene a ghost#the boy who's touch feels oh so familiar#like theyve done this before#then suddenly he remembers#but he's stuck in this loop of spending nights drinking to be himself#to fight against the thing locking him deep in his own mind#knowing that as soon as he's sober again he disappears#i dont know why i went with jake. ir coild probably work with rich#anyway i mist sleep
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I'm so exhausted I don't really know where or how to begin my one-day weekend, have spent the day just kind of collapsed into executive dysfunctional confusion when what I WANT to do is post on tumblr about gay tv
#i wanna talk about 23.5 because the latest ep made me feral but for like side couples#i LOVE the main couples but nidabambam and mawinton make me insane#i was rooting for aro ton but now i want mawinton so badly#there's something that happens with the ships that aren't the advertised pairs so whether they happen or not isn't prescribed#i know mawintinh is what everyone on tumblr wants and it's not like i would be unhappy with that ok#but mawinton both obsessed with other people and relationships and oblivious to how they already have a boyf -#thats my shit.#tinh just seems so uninterested in mawin rn too whereas ton is laser focused#and to put a character like charoen into a yuri like come on how many of us who DIDN'T 'just know' we were not into boys#picked a dude to crush on from afar and then went EUGH STOP WHY IS THIS HAPPENING if/when he actually spoke to us#that is way too familiar a narrative to put in a GL and then resolve with her getting with a guy i'm sorry#but her and ton becoming besties who love shipping OTHER people together. hell yes lmfao#that's what i'm talking about! two people who think they like each other but actually just enjoy doing fandom together <3#buddhism fandom and friend fiction fandom#anyway i can't believe i spent that many words on them but i'm truly invested now. FLOWERS AND KNEE TOUCHES FOR MAWINTON#and i don't even know where to begin with nidabambam??????????????????#i thought this would be us projecting headcanon onto some women who had some nice scenes together#i didn't dare hope for ?????? lucky/unlucky protective/clumsy glorious t4t grown woman love story#what the heck i felt like my brain was unravelling as i watched them#they really stumbled(/carefully protected the other from stumbling) their way into a STARGAZE DATE#what the heck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i think something magical just happens when you hit a certain point in a story and you've LET the main couples grow and evolve#so they're more or less together and it's hilarious and adorable (oh my god ongsa and aylin taking initiative oh my god)#but they also leave narrative space for MORE LOVE STORIES IN THE BEAUTIFUL ENSEMBLE#and that's where i start to lose control apparently#23.5#23point5#dear diary
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your birthday bear looks to be the same style as late 90s/early 2000s Commonwealth teddy bears. they came in many many different colors and patterns so it may be hard to find one of the same exact pattern but it could be a good keyword to start hunting
thank you so much for the feedback!! i have also been looking at mary meyer teds too, but searching through the commonwealth bears seems promising! ive found a few stuffies that look so so similar to my birthday bear, but none with spots yet! commonwealth bear 1 (this is the most similar one!) commonwealth bear 2 commonwealth puppy with a similar face
#ask#thank you so so so much for giving me more search keywords ;_;#i need my baby boy im so determined#the ones i shared are the only pictures i could find of him ;;#the commonwealth tag feels right too but i have a couple other commonwealth friends so thats why it might seem familiar
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#so i wake up and find out that Escaping Virtuality got chapter 4!!!#very good chapter!#and theres sooo much to enjoy and talk about!#1) everyone still has difficulty remembering their past despite the familiar environment-#-and it seems that from Jax's part of the chapter theyd feel more familiarity with their circus names than real ones#2) who is the man ragatha found? who knows? but itll probably be revealed next chapter!#3) Caine's movement being eerie in his human body!!!! AMAZING!!!!!!#stiff and robotic. with a grin that seems too wide for a human. his unblinking eyes which stare a little too intensely.#human physically but moves in way that triggers uncanny valley#4) Caine Desdemona#Desdemona means 'ill-fortuned' or 'unlucky'#if you were implying that Caine is human then he got the worse end of the stick#he keeps his first name. but forgot everything else.#And if Caine was human then itd explain where he got his human body from!#this is more explainable than '' caine has a human body because it was made from pieces of the others' ''#...i wonder how Caine would react to seeing that document. jax IS carrying them so hes probably gonna give them to the others.#and how would everyone react to that file? they believe hes an ai so him being human would be shocking#or was Caine based off of Caine Desdemona and thats why Caine has his name?#and if there was a Caine Desdemona then was there a Abel Desdemona?#and what does C&A mean?#also pomni needs a russian name because 'pomni' is a russian word! :-)#who knows? who knows?#all i know is that is an amazing story and i cant wait to see how it goes! no matter how long i need to wait i have the peace of knowing-#-that itd release anyways eventually!#and caine angst is going to come soon enough!#seasalt speaks#EscapingVirtuality
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I don't know how to phrase it but like. There's something about living in a place that's only represented in media when it's media *ABOUT* that place yk
#like. 90% of the time when australia is a setting in a movie/show its focused on it being set in australia#and so theres less familiarity ig#it like hyperfocuses on making it seem as exotic and different as possible and almost distances you from it#like im from there! i should recognise this place!#but its just missing all the small details im familiar with#i think thats why i prefer aussie media because it usually has those details#like a kid eating weetbix or reading an andy Griffiths book in the background#or a box of aldi brand cereal on the bench#its the little things yk#but even then like. so many australian films and shows are set over east so im not as familiar#and like i feel like if western australia was the setting the show would be about how its set in western australia yk#agh#me.txt#aussieposting
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im not as familiar with cevio vbs so im sorry if im late to the party but Coko sounds great 👍I really like this song
#the MV is so nice too#ngl tho at first i was like “wait this isn't gumi...who is this?” lmao#i hate being the guy that compares voice synths like that! becos gumi and Coko are different enough imo#ig they just have a similar nasal quality to them that made me do a doubletake#Coko is much more breathy(?) than gumi tho#im also not familiar w/ any of these vtubers lol#maybe thats why im not as invested in cevio? a lot of them seem to be based on vtubers and im not rlly interested in those#up until now only KAFU caught my attention#scout.txt
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i watched tate no yuusha back in 2019 when it still aired and i remember not liking the fact raphtalia turned into a grown woman in a short time. so the other day i was like hm years have passed and maybe my sense of judgment has changed and maybe i'll get the point of raphtalia's development better. but no. i hate it more now
#krispeaks#im giving tate no yuusha the biggest benefit of doubt ever like. maybe its bcs i avoid isekai animanga so im not familiar with the tropes#(← screaming in denial)#I DONT GEEEEEET WHY MAKING RAPHTALIA A LOVE INTEREST. OR MAKING HER GROW UP QUICKLY.#it doesnt happen with her friends (although theres the 'raphtalia grows faster bcs of her level + the yuusha's influence' but that-#-still doesnt sound good. like either make her a love interest (& risk naofumi picking her to be sketchier after the accusations from myne)#or keep her a child or at most a teenager. since this thing is so full of loli bait anyway#you dont even know how much i clinged to naofumi calling raphtalia his daughter back then cos i rly dont want them to end up together#its weird to me. its weird to me!!!! like idc if people ship them but personally i cant. its the fact that raphtalia rly wants naofumi to-#-see her as a grown woman and not a child anymore. she's not shoyo she just grew up too fast like. raphtalia saying stuff like-#-how she's jealous of naofumi pampering filo-brushing her hair. petting her. just treating filo like a normal girl#and raphtalia denying that she doesnt want that anymo-with the kids meal and the toys too. saying shes a big girl and not a kid anymo now#girl lost her childhood twice. parents killed. friends kidnapped. slaved and tortured. got saved by a yuusha who saw her as his daughter#and yet she had so little time to enjoy being a child bcs thats just how being raised by a yuusha impacts non-humans#which is just. god. tate no yuusha did my girl so wrong. wdym being around specific types of people makes you mature faster.#if that doesnt sound weird to you idk what is.#i was so excited about the found family aspect so i kept watching#because it couldve been so good. it could've been game changing. it could've been my gintama#but it seems to good to be true i guess#anyways i rewatched it bcs there was no info for a long time that i assumed it was discontinued which was weird bcs it had quite the fandom#and the other day i found shield hero season 3 2023 and it was like *hoh cat face* so i rewatched it last night to regain my memories#before finally watching the other two seasons. wish me luck etc#should i give this a personal tag...#nyaofumi#not a slander at naofumi btw i believe my guy. i wanna ramble ab his characterization but personally i have no beef towards him nor raph#its the story and the writers that make me rage
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