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saline-coelacanth · 2 years ago

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I randomly had this memory pop into my head and I kid you not I struggled to fall asleep last night because of it I just kept going "Echo, Echo, Echo, Echolocation" in my brain it was a nightmare

So I'm shoving it everyone's face now and making it they're problem

#for a bit more context #when i was in second grade my teacher showed us this video #and for some reason this catchy fucking song as continued living in my brain #for all these years its just been in the depths of my brain #until i finally remembered it existed #btw i just woke up so im still a little tired #so if i sound a little crazy that is why #random ramblings #Youtube

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lazylittledragon · 8 months ago

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question for ghost fans who were there for the transition from terzo - copia (or before), how did you. deal with that. because i've only been a fan while popia has been around and i think when he dies/moves on i'm going to be genuinely emotionally devastated

#ramble #ghost #ghost bc #since he announced that it was actually his last show i've been like. preparing myself #which sounds stupid but ghost is so special to me #like the butterfly effect that happened bc i started listening to ghost is crazy #listen to ghost -> buy festival tickets Just to see ghost -> start listening to other bands on the setlist -> find my favourite bands ever #-> make new friends and go to a LOT of gigs -> go a little batshit and start dressing exactly how i want to -> become happier with myself??#wack #idk ghost is one of those bands who makes me understand why girls in the 80s threw their bras at the stage and fought eachother for tickets

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oscar-pitlane · 2 days ago

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you guys don’t know how disturbed i am by oscar being just… a regular white boy a year younger than me…just him and his little thumbs-up against the world…. and yet i am so incredibly infatuated with this man.. who gave him this power over me

#oscar piastri #i’m supposed to be a lesbian irl so why am i endeared by several random white men #and like ofc some of the other guys have like modeling contracts and are rich af and do all this crazy shit (looking at u charles)#they are doing it on purpose. they know everyone wants them #but oscar is just like ‘i am here being nothing more than my authentic self and i don’t give a single fuck about it #lil buddy said idk what a face card is but thank u for liking my face #meanwhile carlos is like yeah i’m hot but i think i could be hotter actually.#lando is also kind of a little guy but in a rich boy kind of way #in a photography student at a prestigious college kind of way #oscar is just sooooo regular maybe that’s what i love most about him #ALSO it sounds like he’s into engineering (or maybe everyone just universally agreed on that characterization in the Ao3 universe)#but i am ALSO an engineer! so it’s correct #but i could easily find my own little regular guy. i’ve met 50 versions of oscar just going to college but this one is special and precious #oops i wrote an essay in da tags

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jrueships · 4 months ago

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zesty lowkey just another way for str8 ppl to say faggot / faggy and get away with it

#and im sick of letting them #cus why my lil nephew not even ten yet saying that and 'acting 'zesty' ' with his friends #i hate sounding like a boomer like i value the upside of technology #but u give humans / ANYONE rlly a chance to relax and a lot will turn it into laziness / neglect just because they can #like it's good to spread awareness but it's maybe likeeee. Not a good thing to spread statements/stereotypes with no further explanation #and peddle it to CHILDREN #whose comprehensions skills are. surprise. that of a CHILD'S #i say this ironically. btw #'oh im so mature for my age' no bro ure an immature HUMAN whos being forced to immaturely consider urself mature #due to the nature of ur relationships and homelife (or more-so the lack/negatives of them)#like it's ok to be a little stupid #as long as u keep trying to improve instead of just sitting in fault #or acting like they dont exist #anyways this got off topic but ya. crazy #kids have been killing each other n crazy shit like that but lately the crazy murder stories have HEAVILY leaned into #a misunderstanding of materialism #instead of just 'i wonder what it feels like' it's 'she took my ipad & also i wonder what it feels like'#like the first was already scary enough & now we've got this shit???#empathy is going thru a downside and we need to adjust the scales back!!!#im not gonna act like this is some new never seen b4 onset of fear impacting a generation after mine #bcs it's not never seen before in LIFE.. it's just never been seen b4 in UR life. which can feel like LIFE LIFE bcs like. uve only got one #that u may be cognizant of or etc religion aspect insert here. the point is. history repeats itself. but the points of history #can vary in visibility. some events get more notice than others bcs history's voice is ppl & actions & sometimes that gets erased #this isnt some bastardization point of one generation. but it IS a flaw that can show up in any gen (usually the oncoming ones)#bcs changes can be comfort & discomfort & the one u'd usually consider negative isnt always #anyways what im trying to say is. we need empathy back up period. always. we need empathy #lack of it is concerning. end of argument

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eeblouissant · 3 months ago

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even more au stuff … fiddleford rose has been stuck in my head since @the-eclectic-wonderer mentioned the idea !!! I’m in love !!!!!! Scientist Rose scratches my brain in general actually

#crazy old lady Nylund I guess (why does this sound canon)#she collects pins :) and walks on a stick she found in the woods :)#and also has a strange look in her eyes that no one can ever quite place (everyone’s slightly afraid of her)#I love her SO much and thinking about how she would have progressed through All That was sooooo much fun #a little bit of young rose for you also :) sheeeee #the golden girls #golden falls au #dorothy being a loser nerd in the back (possessed by her gf)#was it casual when she let her inter-dimensional demon gf possess her body & mind #rose nylund #dorothy zbornak #art #artist #artists on tumblr #golden wives

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boxwinebaddie · 3 months ago

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if you don’t mind me asking, how in the everloving fuck did you get mercury AND arsenic poisoning?? is that common??

siiiiiiiiiiiigh.

so, no...thankfully, my dear, sweet darling:

i don't think it's terribly common, ( neither was the arsenic i guess, but i'll get into that ) but it is when you're stupid as fuck like me.

because i am too lazy to type it all out again and don't have it in me to be eloquent ( i am saving that for writing about the boys, now that i, thankfully, can coherently write again ) i will send you the synopsis that i sent elite sickfic style dr. ana ( god's fucking angel )

**it's the updated, more articulate ( give or take ) version because i tried to explain it to the girls the day i got home ( take it easy on them please, i couldn't text or call and gave them quite a fright, ily girlies ) unfortunately, i was still not super good at making words and processing things, so i wrote this now that i am functioning better.

sorry for spooking you all about the parasite; long story short, it was not as deadly as i thought -- I DID, HOWEVER, STILL HAVE A VERY NASTY BACTERIAL INFECTION, LIKE WHEN I SAY NASTY, I MEAN VERY, VERY, VERY BAD AND I WAS FIGHTING IT CONCURRENTLY WITH THE PARA WHICH MADE IT SEEM A LOT WORSE, VERY ASS!

but long story, medium:

alright! gather round kids --

it's uncle nina story time.

tw for gross medical stuff / me being in mentally ill hell

anyways, looking forward to sharing my writing with you all again and answering my asks if we still care!

love you and hyh,

metal head uncle nina

#uncle nina: village idiot #kind of; i am glad my brain still works #when i tell yall i wasnt writing bc my body was so weak from my bac infection and the crazy metal poisoning me #that i could not think clearly it was hard to talk it was hard to move i was very very very frightened and very light sensitive #i do have bipolar but i was seriously worried i was lowkey schizophrenic for a second there bc i was starting to hallucinate #i am not! just psychosis from the stress and toxic amount of certain elements in my body! whew! jerseykyle moment #my tinnitis is starting to get better and sounds are less scary now i do still get these intense flashes of light in my vision #i'm talking like 80s slasher movie strobe lights like someone turned off the light and turned it back on it fucking sucks #i do still think they should skin biop me for the bac for anythin it caused but fuck if i'm seeing another dr. fuuuck no baby!#but yeah scary when i tell you i thought everything was contaminated ( which it kind of was and was why the para wouldnt clear )#there was ( i think ) a lot of it because i didn't catch it very quickly and or didn't know what it was or what to do because #the doctors wouldn't listen to me about it ( and specifically failed to catch my super serious bacteria infection which #became resistant to several antibiotics which they piled me with to treat conditions that i DID NOT HAVE THX AHOLES )#idk just be gentle with me i am a little fragile just bc its weird to be back to normal and okay again ( i do take a lot of meds )#and i am sorry for all the neglected asks i very much want to answer them and hope to get back to you soon #i love you and sorry if this is tmi i like to be honest with yall

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call-me-copycat · 5 months ago

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Another ask from one of my friends! So glad to see you! \(❁´∀`❁)ﾉ𖤐´-

🦋 ⇢ Share something that has been on your heart and mind lately

Granted this one was a little confusing for me, I didn't know if it meant something that you've just been thinking of lately or to share your emotions? I'll do my best otherwise (⁠๑⁠•⁠﹏⁠•⁠)

I suppose it fits both categories, but I can't help but have the realization that MHA is ending constantly weighing in the back of my mind.

I grew up with this anime, and if I'm being honest the reason I'm so obsessed with it is due to the fact that it helped me through a very tough time in my childhood (it's silly I know, but it genuinely was something I needed to hear, it's constant themes of "Keep going!" and "Do your best!" and inspiration and courage were exactly what I needed despite how corny and stereotypical many find it)

So to see what has been my crutch for the last decade dwindling down and about to end really has my heart hurting ૮( ̳ т ̫ т ̳ )ა It feels like I'm grieving in a way, and even though it's just an anime, the impact it made on me during those tough times are the reason why I love it so

Ahh I knew it'd have to end eventually, but actually seeing it in real time is surreal ( ⌯᷄ ·̫ ⌯᷅ก ) At least I have the Vigilantes anime coming up to hold onto, but I suppose my biggest fear is the fanbase dispersing and not having much of an audience to write for or people to talk about it with (⁠^⁠～⁠^⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ

I'm sure it won't be as bad as I believe it to be, I'm in the denial phase right now but I'll get over it - until then Go Beyond! Plus Ultra!

*Had to get one in lol*

🦴 ⇢ Is there a piece of media that inspires your writing?

I feel this question is immediately answered upon looking at my blog ( ⑉¯ ꇴ ¯⑉ )

My Hero Academia

Boku No Hero Academia

僕のヒーローアカデミア

Whichever you wish to call it, I personally consider it my beating heart ♪⁠～⁠(⁠´⁠ε⁠｀⁠ ⁠)

The very reason I got into anime was because of MHA, then I moved onto reading fics about MHA, then I made a Tumblr account purely to read more fics of MHA, and then finally I decided to start writing for MHA due to the creativity of so many people ୧꒰*´꒳`*꒱૭✧

Before MHA I never considered myself a writer, I enjoyed writing a little bit every now and then in English classes, but that was it. After that pipeline I can't get enough anymore and strive to write whenever I have the time and energy ✍️(з_з)

Thank you for sending in an ask as well! I really enjoy these ʕ ◦`꒳´◦ʔ I hope you have a lovely day! ✧

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transrightsjimin · 2 months ago

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man, al ewing really fucked up the venom comics. i haven't seen any venom fan nor casual reader who likes other marvel stories who don't find the 2021- and venom war run either A. extremely confusing, B. a complete character death / out of character or C. lacking and undermining the brock family.

and now that same guy is gonna write the "all-new venom" series that doesn't have eddie as venom either.

and he claimed in an interview that this is wjat the viewers of the 3rd/last venom movie will want to watch. ???? im sorry but no, audiences of venom movies that are mainly about eddie and the symbiote's bond would want to read about eddie and the symbiote, not some other dude using it as a mere fighting suit just like fucking flash thompson and lee piece etc did.

#rambles #al ewing writes shit like making eddie say flash was venom's best host and have them seperate most of the time #and changes the hosts and timelines and plots every 5 seconds and is just so messy and then throws the main guy away #im sorry but fuck these other characters they are not venom and you can't just retcon the whole series #im already not enjoying the older flash thompson war criminal series rn but i read it for the little eddie moments #who is still more interesting as a side character than war criminal flash #but whatever im off track rn #we barely had any content with dylan brock AND EVEN LESS OF SLEEPER and now we're in an old man dylan brock with loki story #which is one of the more ok stories in it which sounds crazy to me but my god wheres venom.#and why have venom finally bond to the brocks and make it a big thing #when we already know that eddie nor dylan wont be venom in like 2 months

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bmpmp3 · 8 months ago

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i do think its kinda funny when i see someone in the year of our lord 2024 talk about vocal synth music like its all gone downhill since like 2010 because like dont get me wrong i love a good niconicodouga-ass 2008 ass vocaloid joint BUT also like. the past couple years have had the most fascinatingly creative and expressive uses of vocal synthesizers ive ever heard in my life DJFSKHJDFS dont write it all off just yet!!

#usually i only see that from people who havent actually listened to any vsynth music from the past 15 years so i understand why they got to #that conclusion. and also usually theyre people who didnt listen to much vsynth music in the first place LOL they just dont know #but it is still a little funny. brother there are things beyond your wildest dreams if u just look #like some personal highlights: the stuff by rinri - particularly their use of the meika girlies #dont carry our memories away is LIFECHANGING the whispers. the spoken parts. the BELTS #plus the haunting and unrelenting instrumentation. fantastic song #and naisho no pierced's propose + birthday + gift sort of trilogy of songs. gift especially has been unreal #again the dynamics of soft intimate whispers to belts but also those fuller high notes with edges of growlyness.#plus the songs just generally rock. and those LYRICS. absolutely intense like physically painful and frightening like #yearning and codependency and possession. and the tuning and production just amps it up more #OH and slave.v.v.r has been doing crazy things for even longer but i only started getting into his stuff recently and holy shit #love eater is like. the scariest vocaloid song ive ever heard not because of the lyrics. but because of the tuning #im like. scared. i cant stop listening to it. the heavy synthesized breathy main vocals and whispered harmonies plus the VOCAL FRY #i didnt realized vocaloid5? i think? has a vocal fry option built in i heard? thats crazy #but specifically in love eater the fry and growl is amped up so deep and loud and clear compared to everything else it like #emphasizes the artificiality of the voice while also amping up the expressiveness #its awesome. and on the older slave.v.v.r songs i heard i will hit you 8759632145 times with this piano. also so fucking cool #addicted to that song. 1) its a great jazzy rocky piano tune with this piano flourish at the end of each phrase that sounds fantastic #but also 2) the lyrics are insane. using kanji to write english??????#people are doing wild ass things with vocal synths rn you guys #this isnt even getting into some of the really unique synths themselves too. adachi rei is awesome i love that shes just like #the perfect inbetween of sample based and reconstruction based vocals. shes a sample based synth #but her samples were drawn by hand LOL shes like dectalks granddaughter to me.....#a really good use of adachi rei is iyowa's heat abnormal/heat anomaly/whatever its called ITS AWESOME thats what it is hjrkfdgfd #i think the fact that vocal synths can be so realistic and clean and noiseless out the gate now has made people really stop worrying #about like. realism all together and looking more into expressiveness. omg vocal synth modernist movement

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ragnars-tooth · 29 days ago

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One of my big compulsions is taking a fuck ton of screenshots Just In Case a piece of information is important in like 4 years and I can't remember it (sometimes the information is an instagram post that I might not remember later and of course needs to be recorded everywhere (I will Not be looking at that again)) so today is my transfer 16000 images off my phone admin day (woo)

Like yeah I never looked at any of them and they were completely irrelevant to my daily life, But what if I need them ✨️ later ✨️ (you'll see that the idea of Later is doing a lot of heavy lifting here) OR what if there's a vital piece of information in the mix somewhere that I'll lose forever if I delete them? So: onto the external hard drive they go

This is one of those cases where. Yeah. Ideally I wouldn't take 16000 screenshots in half a year. And YEAH ideally I'd just delete them and not transfer them somewhere else to never look at again. BUT at least I get a clean slate and I can maybe not mindlessly save everything for 2 seconds. It's like. Small wins? Progress. Yknow.

#rangnar rambles #i also use my tumblr drafts this way which is how i have probably 2000 drafts for this blog that are just? like me saving a post for 'later #and then theres too many in my drafts for me to even find *MY* drafts #i need to just hard reset the draft function bc its literally unusable for me #'matt this is all irrational and weird' by god. my irrational thoughts disorder makes me do weird shit? are you fr rn??? 😨😨#i get so stupidly in my own head and then i dont make progress towards Anything #even like a fun sideblog where i can actually yknow. post that 2k nightmare? i just cringe myself out like a dumbass 😔#i feel like ocd thoughts always sound lame out loud (and in my head to myself too)#like the Urgency doesnt come across #like in the moment i am Completely convinced that my national insurance number and bank deets are in there somewhere #and theres suddenly no way on earth i could ever find them again if i delete the picture. so to the hard drive they go #i Would go through that whole thing if i suddenly needed a screenshot from 2019 btw. like the crazy isnt theoretical #ive hallucinated gas leak smells before and woken up my flatmates bc i couldnt convince myself i was over reacting #its just cus the seasons have changed that everythings ramping up but omg its hard to do anything but spiral nowadays #thats a little dramatic but i am losing like. a quarter of the day to my ocd #its like. not great 😬#im not back to convincing myself i gave my dad cancer but i am not letting myself use half the kitchen again #but eh soo la voo we ball #HAH i checked my drafts after this and i was lowballing so hard #5.7k on this blog. 12k on my main 💀. its not funny but it kind of is #this is why youll never catch me running a queue #this is such a miserable post but i do feel the need to not let it sit in the drafts pile. to prove the point i guess 💀💀💀#'no one gives a shit this is your blog' 'oh my GOD WHAT IF PEOPLE GIVE A SHIT' <- omg shut upppp youre so embarassing 🙄#one more time for the gallery: i am like. aware that these feelings are irrational. like i am fine it just takes time for reality to kick in #ANYWAYS what was that who said that that was so weird im gonna go look at old romantic era paintings now #if tam is a screenshot fiend in the next fic u know what happened

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lususnatura · 3 months ago

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a song that i associate with my muse meme!

AHH, hey, ramone!! thank you for sending in this prompt :D since you sent in three of the mic's, i shall now be treating you to three songs that make me think of blamore when i hear them / that i associate with it. an explanation of why i chose them will be in the tags <3

hozier - who we are.