#so id rather be healthy

[tiphares]

re: the guy from my livestream:

yes i have put on weight! lol

it mostly went to my ass and tits, n my upper arms (bicep n tricep) r literally muscle like i could knock ur ass out 🤣🤣🤣

but thnx 4 bein a h8r n 4 the view 🫠

[mosstrades]

no one's doing it quite like Wrong Organ is doing it and thank god for that

[femslashspuffy]

We had gsa movie night tonight and the film was chosen just by description from a poll (it was debs) and I show up and someone asked me "so do you think they're gonna be lumity cute or caitlyn and vi cute" and I was like "oh ive actually already seen this movie, I love it" and they were like "oh so is it caitlyn and vi cute or lumity cute" and I was like..... "ok who are those women and ive barely seen the owl house" which resulted in a wholeee lot of gay people getting on me for not watching arcane or the owl house

Like guys.... I dont watch things bc they are gay.... I watch things bc I like them.......

This is why I didnt go at all last year but I am being strong and I will hold out in the gay war that will forever be heartstopper or iwtv. Please, people, please, I am a supernatural and hannibal enjoyer. I will watch killing eve and orange is the new black but I'll probably never finish owl house 😔

[ame-to-ame]

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[tbgkaru-woh]

I may seem very picky but honestly, despite having themes or dynamics i like or dislike, I'm able to love everything AS LONG as it has fixed dynamics of my preference.

No "switching as default", no "i used to too but now i will bottom for whatever reason", no "I'm bottoming now but I'm topping next time", no rapid character change just because there's stereotypes around what bottoms or tops act like. No. Just character preferring to be the bottom and default being seen and wanted as a bottom. That's it, that's all I want to be happy and all over someone's idea.

BUT IT'S SO RARE

[conanssummerchild]

im rewatching the good place again and its at the episode where micheal has that whole existential crisis about dying and chidi kinda says how he had one too and i was remembering my friend who said she had one when she discovered death as a kid, that never happened to me?? is that a common thing???

[vomitpukey]

Ok but honestly I hard-core headcannon hudson fnaf as an age regressor he uses that to cope with his trauma and it helps him a lot and I may or may not have an au I'm cooking up involving Springtrap becoming his caregiver👉👈

[jvzebel-x]

"After, in the torchlight, he wondered at the marks on me, the red around my neck, and the purple on my arms and chest where he had gripped me. He rubbed at them, as though they were stains, not bruises. 'The color is perfect,' he said, 'look.' And he held up the mirror so I could see. 'You make the rarest canvas, love.'"

x. "Galatea", Madeline Miller

[worldofgoo]

im probably going to go on hiatus again, i think i hate using tumblr. ill make a new pinned post and then uninstall the app again later today

[everythingsinred]

its not faiirrrrrr.

i wanna be a bookworm girl who lights little candles when she reads and makes a little tea for herself and sits in a nice chair to be all aesthetic and everything BUT

i have one candle (gifted to me by my friend and the only candle ive ever been gifted despite how much i love candles) and it means so much to me im sad to burn it

and i hate tea. i wish i liked tea. i WANT to like tea bc its cute and pretty and healthy. but i hate tea.

my family living room is gross bc of one of our cats so i have to read on my bed. no pretty chair ;-;

so i miss out on the bookworm girl instagram aesthetic and isnt that fucking tragic??? im so sad abt it actually. i dont fit the stereotype despite wanting to so dearly

[femwizard]

I love you body positivity

I love you disability accomodations

I love you diverse human experience

[burnthybread]

hauuggghhh

[saint-lajka]

g-d in heaven if you love me speed up my visa so i can get out of this household before i gain weight again

[capitalwildcat]

Kicking winter break off by getting fucking COVID.

Super cool.

[snekdood]

'oh but refined sugar is bad for you' newsflash babey, all sugar is bad for you, even if its in some fancy shmancy gel-like form and comes with "benefits". theres still lots of sugar in there. the benefits dont just cancel out the sugars

[domesticated-whores]

listen, I know that depression is more of a chemical thing and while it has triggers it doesn't actually care how good or bad things are, but it's so stupid and disrespectful of my brain to be having a moment when everything is fr going perfectly my way.

also, I may be mildly anemic because I was really prone to iron deficiency as a kid and I'm feeling about how I felt then. and it might also be some general burnout due to things being good and feeling pressure around that. idk. not having fun rn.