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i wanna write my season 4 fic but i don't wanna retread canon scenes because i just think that's boring (possibly more to me as a writer than to readers, idk, i haven't thought about it that deeply) but because of its nature as a limited canon rewrite and some of the components being changed certain scenes NEED to be retreaded but i'm still like if i don't care will anyone else??? also it's just not as fun playing with scenes that have basically already happened because the things the characters say and do are already set in stone and diverging from that too heavily would be weird when this is a fic that's literally striving to emulate canon but also just lifting lines isn't Fun for anyone because we've all Seen that scene already. like??? ugh
#why is having mike figure out that he's cursed so difficult#like he's SCARY smart#it's not ooc or anything#idk. it might be the secondhand anxiety monster again#the perils of relating too hard to your leading character i guess#and of having to wrangle the character reactions#like i don't despise nancy or anything but she would be so fucking difficult about this#we know how they interact. it's not great#and there are all these People#some of whom have known mike for like yeeeears#and i'm not working with the limitations of television so i couldn't in good faith skip lucas' reaction to mike AND max being in peril#it's just uuuugh#like would they even? grasp? what this symbolises for the state of mike's mental health????#they're either a bit dim or don't know him (or don't... act like they care about him honestly. nance. shape up)#so i kinda doubt it#and then there are max and mike who see each other but they're difficult so they've gotta fight about it#why am i rambling in the tags when i could be writing this STUPID SCENEâ you ask?#because i don't wanna#like i do but i don't#you know how it is#wip: butterflies and bullshit#bnb posting
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makes me a little sad when star trek ignores IDIC. like. vulcans are logical. that is true. But 'logical', for vulcans, does not amount to 'without compassion,' and it definitely doesn't amount to 'racial superiority.' Belief in 'infinite diversity in infinite combinations' should NOT result in the weird racist/speciest stuff we're getting in some of the newer treks. It does make sense that some vulcans are discriminatory. They're still flawed. But that should not be common or expected, like it seems to be in SNW. If it is, then it's a race of hypocrites, which. doesn't seem very true to Star Trek's message.
I think TOS Spock does a pretty good job of embodying this. Not always, it was the 60s, after all, but mostly. He was often trying to find non-violent routes, and get by without killing - even if they were in danger or had already been attacked. (See: the mugato, and the horta (until Kirk was the one in danger, lmao. t'hy'la > IDIC), the Gorn ship). Kirk, in his eulogy, calls him the most human soul he's ever known, and I've always read that as Kirk calling out Spock's overwhelming compassion.
It's just so much more interesting when Vulcans get to be radically compassionate. I want them to believe that everything and everyone has value. I want them to respect all ways of being. I want them to find ways for even very non-humanoid aliens to exist unfettered in society. I want them to see hybrids and think that it's amazing. Also, like, disability rep. I want Vulcans to have The Most Accessible Planet and available resources because they want everyone to feel accepted and valued. It makes for better characters and more interesting stories.
#tbh feels like some weird racist/misogynistic enlightenment-era philosophy coming through when they do that. y'know?#like 'oooh if you're fully logical you're BETTER than those who have EMOTIONS like WOMEN do'.#and the paramount execs are eating it up like 'yesss logic means being an ASS to people LESS LOGICAL than you!'.#like really guys. c'mon#like it makes sense in TAS that spock would get bullied by some kids. kids bully. that's common. makes sense that even vulcan kids bully#but if ADULTS are OFTEN doubting spock because he's half-human? that just kinda sucks. if i may it's even illogical#IDIC for me but not for thee type thing.#i think that being discriminatory should be a source of shame on a vulcan's house.#i think vulcans should adore learning about other cultures#star trek#vulcan#star trek vulcan#vulcans#vulcan culture#spock#star trek tos#tos#star trek the original series#sorry for my lack of mention of other major vulcan characters. I am so so behind in my star trek watching.#from what i've heard tuvok is also a good example. i know next to nothing about t'pol so couldn't say for her.
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My page for @sheikahzine; about Impaz's duty to her village, empty of people and full of memories.
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#legend of zelda#loz#twilight princess#loz tp#i'm still reeling that someone sent me an ask about this one.. that they took the time to find my tumblr and tell me they liked it#it really meant a lot; thank you to anyone that stops to leave comments like that. they make me happy#but yeah! here's the usual symbolism ramble:#i thought it'd be cool to have the 'spirits' flowing one way and the cats walking through them the other way#to kinda show the difference in life inhabiting the village in the past and present#link's face is covered because impaz was just waiting for 'the hero' so his clothes are what matters; not his face#and it (hopefully) gives a surreal and intangible sense to 'the hero' she could only hope would actually show up#you can feel free to interpret the glowy blue sheikah as ghosts or just as memories of the past! i couldn't decide either way#the one on the bottom left is oot impa since she's implied to be the village founder. so i guess she would be a ghost actually?#fan art#my art#project stuff#and ahhh the book-- everyone's stuff is so beautiful!!#especially the writing. some of the fics made me really tear up and some were so fun and clever. i really love them#a lot of them captured the sheer burden of the role of the sheikah; all of the time and grief and doubt#i know i always say this stuff about every project but. the people i get to work with in these are truly so skilled every time
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my attempt at making a fursona
#i never see any mole furries so i thought id try my hand at it ^_^#i was hungry making this and was thinking of dirt cup pudding so its partly inspired by that and mario grass blocks#i dont draw furries very often so this was a fun learning experience lol. also!! star nose moles are kinda cute!!!!#when i was coming up with a name my mind kept going back to that tiktok of dogs and the tts voice saying stuff like i like mulch#mulch is my favorite food! yippee mulch!! so if youre wondering where i got the name theres the lore for it#i also wanna make a sea otter fursona.. and perhaps a snowshoe hare or other winter animal. oh or a barn owl!!#im trying to free my mind when it comes to making multiple sonas bc im still trying to wrap my head around it#ive always kinda seen myself as my persona but i want to try and be silly with it. actually while i was making this i was a little doubtful#to call it my fursona bc it doesnt look like me but a little voice inside my head was like well. youre not a 5 foot tall talking mole eithe#so you might as well. and i was thinking abt ppl with their dragon wolves with wings and i was like wow.. youre right... i can do what i#want forever. and brother that shit was enlightening it was like my third eye opened when i realized that#my art#myart#my oc#oc#fursona#mulch#furry art#sfw furry#character design#oc ref sheet#reference sheet
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// bsd ch 119
akutagawaâs line in that one panel where he asks atsushi âwho the hell are you?â might genuinely be him losing his memories or something sure
but i think itâs more likely heâs gonna turn around later and be like âi asked who you were because you were sitting there sulking and crying for fyodorâs mercy like a damsel in distress. and that is NOT the atsushi i fight withâ
like maybe iâm just coping but that seems right up his alley. to practically slap some sense into atsushi mid-breakdown over his dead friends
#plus the do we need any more line seems very much like his typical self#so i kinda doubt he really lost all his memories#especially bc how would asigiri even manage that. akutagawa still has character development to go through đ#bro cannot be back at square one like iâm begging#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd atsushi#bsd analysis#bsd manga#bsd ch 119#bsd spoilers#bsd akutagawa#akutagawa ryuunosuke#bsd sskk#sskk
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i get such a sense of primal envy when looking at edwinâs clothes up close because god you can just tell his coat is real wool and made to last and not cheap flimsy mass produced garbage and auggagghhhh that was just STANDARD in his time. by no means am i saying i was #borninthewronggeneration because i like having vaccines and household appliances but. man. to have a personally-tailored coat like that thatâd last for years and yearsâŠâŠ. and fabrics of fine thread-dense qualityâŠâŠâŠ. if only
#edwin would be so disgusted by shein products can you fucking imagine#i mean heâd be disgusted by most mass produced brand/off-brand clothing but fast fashion shit like that would be the Worst#thank god for the fact that I donât think anyone in the group would wear that kinda shit. for wildly different reasons#crystal wouldnât because why the fuck would she. she can afford the most expensive high quality shit on the market. and even if she goes#thrifting you can just tell if something looks/feels like cheap garbage sheâd not even touch it#nikoâs a fashion icon and constantly changing her outfits BUT she seems like the type who loves repurposing old clothing/re-arranging things#in her wardrobe and making different combinations rather than buying new clothes all the time and wasting perfectly good clothing#plus she wasnât raised in America and likely did not get normalized to fast fashion#charles doesnât because. well#you know.#ghost. and whatnot#even so I doubt his parents bought him clothes that often so heâd have to either save up the money to buy stuff he wants (probably thrifted)#or repurpose old clothes in various ways. his coat absolutely looks high quality and I bet he saved up like crazy for it#rambling#edwin#dead boy detectives#edwin payne
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HTP; Ghoul Lore Audio Log Spoilers/Analysis/Discussion
Dude holy shit uh Spoiler barrier and then all in cause
Okay Okay fuck where to begin this episode literally changes everything okay I guess lets start at the Draught. Based on what we know about this unique Draught, it means Grimal might not be the ghoul?? If the ghoul potentially has this Draught (which I vaguely doubt will come into play in this arc specifically) it could mean anyone could be the ghoul so long as they were only in a place without 1 other person. Atleast I assume so because if they could use this high power Dominate on multiple people simultaneously then this whole operation would be cooked from the start. While I was very mixed on the idea of Gloria as the Ghoul previously, I think its far more possible now. This high level Dominate (Lets assume 4 dots) This ghoul could have access to Rationalize or Forgetful Mind, Or any others in that category. If Grimal is was being commanded to act that could explain why everything is so suspicious around her. Have someone else go in and take care of Occam while the ghoul sits with someone else and has the perfect alibi. So now I think the possibilities for Ghoul are; 1. Grimal is the Ghoul (The Draught is a red herring and simply setting up something in a future arc instead of this current one.) 2. Gloria is the Ghoul & has this Draught; this is based more on Vibes and the fact Gloria doesn't actually do too much in part 1 outside checking Occam's pulse. If she's the ghoul and commanded someone (Namely Grimal) to attack Occam, she would have a vested interested in knowing if the attack was successful. Okay thats about it for my thoughts on the Ghoul right now. Onto the far more important bit of this episode. Because this was not simpyl a Ghoul Lore episode, THIS WAS A MARCKUS LORE EPISODE TROJAN HORSE.
But before the deep Marckus shit- Markus was 12 in 1988. Door was present and seems to be in his 20s or 30s. Boy has not been born yet and Boy is 11 in 2006 so he was born in like 1995. So I think its reasonable to place door as being in his 20s here, having Boy in his 30s. This means Door is probably 8-15? (Maybe) years older than Markus which would make him roughly 40 in modern day. D does look markedly younger in these photographs but I'm not sure if thats art style or actually because he's aged. It does put a damped on my thoughts about D being MUCH older than he seems. But we do know his previous Ex-Wife Rozalia (The Ghoul) is roughly 108 in modern day. It seems to be implied D had met & later married her after she was pretty deep into being a ghoul so there probably was a large age gap already. But it still kinda stands out to me. D is very afraid or Marckus becoming a Ghoul because he sees himself in him. I don't necessarily think D was a ghoul (thought it could explain his weird age). Thought all this might be confirmation Bias as in the more recent episodes D's hair has been more consistently colored with grey streaks when compared to earlier episodes where it was more like a sheen in his hair. It just feels like D has done too much to only be roughly in his 60-70s and very fit. While older people can certainly be in good physical condition it doesnt seem like D has suffered any real negatives from aging? He's MINIMUM 18 years older than Door who is in his 40s but again that's a low ball. I don't know. Alright time for the Marckus stuff. So its rather basic background knowledge that HTP's main cast is inspired by the cast of Warhammer 40k TTS. Now up until this point I had thought it was mostly a baseline thing. Only really carrying over personalities and vague relationships between characters while having the freedom to change them with that background knowledge. But based on this episode it appears to be more relevant.
Whatever the fuck Marckus managed to summon, It was something not even D understood. This is in directly parallel with 40k's Magnus who Marckus is based on. For those who don't know about 40k lore (I don't blame you its VERY long.), Magnus is a Primarch (Emperor's special kids) who ended up being manipulated by 40k's god of trickery and ended up fucking up literally everything because of his lack of thinking things through and the influence of said trickster god. Gods in 40k are manifestations of humanity (and alien's) collective subconscious minds and often take the forms of their most volatile negative aspects. They're entited formed from 'The Warp' which is the source of magic in 40k. Magnus is very naturally tuned to the warp. Almost all the issues in TTS (and 40k) relating to Magnus are because he has a MASSIVE complex. He craves parental affection and affirmation but in TTS every time he thinks hes denied it, some shit goes wrong. When he actually gets that parental affection (Earlier season 2 iirc) he mellows out alot until finding out the only reason the emperor (D's counterpart) brought him back was so that Magnus would act as a pawn and decoy in his 5d chess game to deal with political enemies. Magnus is not happy about this. With all this background information, whats present in this episode slots into place. Marckus seems to have forgotten about the incident yes. The better case is that he blocked out the memory due to trauma. But the worse possibility is that a seed was planted. One that's been festering within him since that time. D may be planning to tell Marckus everything in a few months, But I get the feeling before those months are up, That seed will sprout. In one form or another, Marckus will be given the option to go down the same path of darkness as his predecessor. I don't think Marckus would go for such a path without a push but the one providing that push might be D, even if unintentionally. D is so focused on the forest that he's missing the trees.
#hunter: the parenting#D's sprites were pretty funny cause the heads are like very light shading but the one where he stares forward has really intense shading so#he just randomly gets really grim looking at the most random shit#also I might do a second post theorizing on what Marckus actually summoned but idk if its actual wod lore or original stuff for htp#he wasnt (and still isnt) a mage so I kinda doubt it?
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soon :3c
#aristotle.txt#i have to go out tomorrow so there might be a few hours delay depending on when i get back but im hoping i can finish up enough#i say 12k but given we are not even kinda close to wrap upzzz press x for doubt lol#tumblr mobile eats the quality of my banners so much dear gos
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unsure whether to hope my coworkers notice my haircut and think it looks like shit so i can proudly tell them i did it myself, think it looks great so i can proudly tell them i did it myself, or just not comment on it regardless of whether they notice
#đ#kinda hoping theyre appalled tbh#unfortunately it really doesnt look bad so i doubt they will be
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sanemi and genya with ptsd from their father
both of them being able to handle it mostly & itâs all fine, right? really, itâs hardly thereâand most of it is because theyâre so used to their father being so much bigger, much more intimidating, and both of them arenât, well, children anymore. anyone taller tends to be nothing more than, maybe, a foot. hardly comparing to the gut-wrenching feeling of being as small as an ant under their fatherâs gaze. so it was fine. they were fine.
butâ
it wasnât like it was a secret that gyomei was possibly the tallestâlargestâin maybe the whole corps. gyomei was actually pretty (emotionally) close to both shinazugawaâs, always very kind. he might even be one of the closest people to sanemi now. definitely for genya. but whatâs also not a secret is that both shinazugawaâs are also⊠prone to starting arguments. mostly sanemi, of course. but genya has had his times, too.
thinking about sanemi and gyomei getting in a (verbal) fight over genya (with genya present). shinobuâs there, unable to step in because theyâre both too loud and she could hardly detain them this far into the argument. gyomei sort of losing his coolâheâs aghast at sanemiâs treatment towards his brother and heâs just had a shitty day, heâs riled up and canât bother taking a breatherâso he raises his hands, mostly to show his frustration. heâs about to say something butâfor some reasonâitâs really quiet.
sanemi was probably ranting and shouting the whole time, gritting his teeth and acting like a petulant childâgenya was not his responsibility and he had no reason to be nice to him!âbut then gyomeiâs hands fly up and, without meaning to, sanemi flinches. he doesnât know why, but he stiffens, arms raising half way up, already stepping towards genya. instinctively feeling the need to protect. it takes him a moment to come to his sensesâthis is gyomei, for fuckâs sake. he wouldnât do anything! yet sanemiâs already backed away. he tenses, more, somehow, and his eyes are wide as he realizes what heâs done.
gyomei seems confused, a bit worried. most likely sensing sanemiâs sudden panic. genya and shinobu are different storiesâthey saw and neither are strangers to impulsive reactions. genya had almost ducked behind sanemi, forgetting himself. his mind had decided right then to trigger the little button that said âhideâ and, looking at sanemi and his defensive posture, âsafety.â but his movement wasnât as quick as his brotherâs and he stops, able to come to terms with what had happened faster than sanemi. shinobu, on the other hand, was already putting two and two together. placing both the shinazugawaâs behaviorsâtheir inefficient, somewhat physical ways of dealing with things⊠and now this.
shinobu was the one who stepped in, in the end. sighing, she begins to direct genya inside. sanemiâs posture is slumped, heâs curled into himself, almost ashamed. gyomeiâs confusion has morphed to worry and heâs asking something, tentatively, but shinobu quiets him with the promise to explain. she ushers sanemi away gently, speaking in a soft tone as he tries to avoid her.
the ptsd was just buried deep, snuffled out by sore attempts to forget the past. doesnât mean itâs gone, though. sanemi gets let off from the conversations about genya for now and gyomei gets a little more careful around the shinazugawaâs, despite the reassurances that it wasnât his fault.
(genya doesnât mind and is mostly worried about sanemi⊠sanemi, on the other hand, probably agonizes about it for weeks on end :c)
#this is kinda rambling LMAO#sanemi shinazugawa#genya shinazugawa#gyomei himejima#shinobu kocho#shinazugawa brothers#kny#angst#kimetsu no yaiba#hashira#demon slayer#i js doubt they got out of that unphased#kny genya#kny sanemi#ft. gyomei & shinobu#kyogo shinazugawa#mention#genya seeing sanemi as immediate safety#also i wrote this at night so if it doesnt make sense im sorry
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devotionduo so codependent that when they try to be less so they end up hurting each other what if i kms
#mine.txt#zam hated being relied on so Heavily in s5 so now mapicc values team interindependence to a level that i dont think?? hes had before#which means hes taken more liberty in grinding for himself and his teammates a lot more than he used to#and because zam places a lot of value in himself in being the team grinder he feels useless and unneded#and since zams a huge grinder it means mapiccs main method of helping him is through violence but since hes a pacifist this season#and while technically zam is fine with other ppl killing and most importantly killing For him; he doesnt really have any beef that requires#killing as a form of revenge which means mapicc cant do the main thing that zam (and anyone else really) uses him for#and they both want to do and be more for the other but theyre stuck at a standstill cause theyre in uncharted territory#cause theyre friendly but not teamed (or even pseudo-teamed like in early s5)#i will say tho mapes more active in trying to find ways to hang out with zam#but if there isnt a clear opportunity to do so hes so Weird about it lmao like he basically just kinda. hovers over him lmao#whether in chat or otherwise#but when an opportunity Does present itself tho he seizes on it basically immediately#like the stalking is easy pickings but theres also gaias hand and literally anytime zam asks him to kill someone for him#ok but seriously tho the fact that mapicc basically declared them as teammates (even if its not official)#after he finished with the stalking was so sdfsdklaghsaljh#like bruh why does zam even have doubts about mapicc prioritizing him above everyone else he doesnt even do all that for his actual team đ#devotions
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modern au fengqing is real because in their world therapy exists while in original universe they just have pei ming and his only advice is to get laid
#don't get me started how these love love each other so much they recognize their problems and work on them to be together#tgcf#tgcf mu qing#feng xin#mxtx tgcf#fengqing#mu qing#tgcf feng xin#tgcf headcanon#okay actually pei ming can be a very good friend but he treats them sooooo differently#he kinda bullies fx#mq is his favorite because he finds his long lasting crush very touching#and while mu qing has like million doubts and insecurities feng xin is just annoying and stubborn#i just know mu qing watches this psychology videos on YouTube and tries his best to deal woth his passive aggression
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#iron bundle#special sweeper moment. once again delibird is such a random pick but i do kinda like the vibe of like#normal delibird is borderline useless with like a 25% chance to HEAL the opponent but then this thing has infinite speed#and hydro pumps your entire team into oblivion just because it's from the future#what's the implication. with paradox pokémon being so strong. why are pokémon in the future and past so much stronger#what's up with our modern day that's holding pokémon back so hard#did they talk about this and i just forgot? i doubt it probably because the two paired versions don't really acknowledge each other
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reminder that Will Byers canonically hates himself and believes he doesnt deserve love(specifically romantic from what weve seen) and if the ending of stranger things proves him right by making him end up alone that would make no sense!! it would also be just disrespect to the character since that would mean Will's feelings were simply used to strengthen mike and el's relationship!! that is sickening!!
#i keep seeing people spreading byler doubt here so i was kinda pissed but i wanted to say this anyways#its one of my fav byler proofs#will byers#byler#it would also be queerbaiting.. soo#byler endgame#stranger things#real#anti milkvan#anti mileven#somesaintiamđ»#byler theory
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Still haunted by my conversation with @oblonger about my most bizarro Slay the Princess theory yet. His reaction scares me. I definitely got things wrong, but theyâre wrong in a way that amuses the people who have seen the theories I pose, which feels veRY MUCH CONCERNING
#canât wait to reach the ending#also#realizing that I still havenât fulfilled the premise of the game and slayed any princesses#I dunno if itâs possible to keep this up and beat the game without doing so#but I find the fact that Iâve (accidentally) kept up my pacifism throughout all of the interactions Iâve had kinda interesting#itâd be neat if there was some flavor text about it at the end but I doubt itâs even possible to reach the end like this#I just donât want to kill the scary lady guys đ#slay the princess#slay the princess fanart#slay the princess meme#stp#stp fanart#stp meme#stuff by sofie
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Seeing Twitter users recommending the People Make Games documentary as a good way to get insight on the issue is soâŠ.
I know, Iâm always extremely disappointed whenever I come across someone who thinks itâs the end all be all explanations regarding the Studio ZA/UM situation.
Recommending that video always comes with a heavy caveat from me that the person needs to stop around the 40 minute mark since the interviewer shows a very clear bias thatâs unbecoming of a journalist.
Regardless, now that more people are finding out about these layoffs, which might take out members of the studio that have been there since the beginning, it could finally help smack some sense into those Twitter users that actually thought, FOR SOME REASON, Rostov, Kurvitz, and Hindpere were lying for shits and giggles rather than seeing what's ACTUALLY going on which is that the investors have a very obvious agenda against the real wronged party. Hopefully this'll also open their eyes to how the People Make Games video fed into this twisted narrative that Kurvitz was somehow at fault/responsible for the theft of his own IP, but that might be asking too much from their concrete brains. Here's hoping though!
#disco elysium#studio za/um#za/um#people make games#and Iâm not even getting into Brattâs response to the criticism he got#this man deleted so many YouTube comments that pointed out the inconsistencies and bias#itâs such a reddit conspiracy theory but at the time I briefly thought Kompus paid him off to push the narrative in his favor#now Iâve talked about this before in a post from almost a year ago#but i truly believe Brattâs heart was initially in the right place but let his anger cloud his judgement#after kurvitz rightfully denied him a way to wrap up his video in a neat little bow cause he knew the studio would use his words against hi#something in Bratt must've snapped cause all the blame got pushed on Kurvitz for no reason other than he felt slighted by his response#it's kinda tainted PMG's work for me b/c moving forward I'll have doubt if the story truly is being accurately reported#my response#mp
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