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#ive asked our wine buyer SO MANY TIMES to fucking include me in the tastings he does with reps#because like. how else am i supposed to know what our fucking products taste like!!!! how else am i supposed to learn!!!#and every time he's like yeah of course i can do that :)#hes asked me if i wanted to try something once. one time. in six months at this job#tastings happen three to four days a week. usually at least three a day.#a handful of times ive just butted in and said hey do you guys mind if i join#but most of the time they're already most of the way through the tasting and i know the reps are on a schedule#so i dont feel like i can insert myself#he's just. he's so nice on the surface and so self centered underneath#and it drives me fucking crazy because eeeeeverybody loves him. our customers fucking love him. the reps love him#nobody else is in the wine department except me and him so nobody else is having this fucking problem#have i talked to the owner about it? yes. he told me to “just keep asking” SURE. IT HASN'T WORKED THE PAST TEN TIMES#BUT I BET THIS NEXT ONE WILL DO IT#honestly if i cant make something change in the next few months i might start looking for a different job
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4am slasher doodle to recover from the fact i spent 2 days hand sewing a shirt that i don’t even like the fit of HELP

you can NOT tell but his necklace is made of teeth hehehe
whoever it was that reblogged the last drawing i did of him saying they thought he was cool and u dug through posts to find him……. you gave me a crazy case of the smiles lemme tell ya /vpos
oh how i would love to lore dump about him…. if he had any solid lore to dump about
#he has a lot of mental problems to dump about tho thats one thing!#more rambles in tags#as always#creepypasta oc#creepypasta oc art#artsona#sona art#artist sona#my sona#art#small artist#artists on tumblr#my artwork#sketch#he has a whole playlist…. should i drop#i really do need to put aside some time to JUST write out a solid backstory for him#especially in my more ‘serious’/non slendermansion au#which this is him in that btw#not that there’s much of a difference visually but in slendermansion he’s a lot less of a disaster lets put it that way#also guys does he look androgynous guys#he’s canonically major androgynous and i can only hope i get that point across when drawing the freak#anyway. i’d like to experiment more stylistically and sketchbooking is such a good way to do that#small art dump soon perhaps? perhaaapss😋#anyone who has ever enjoyed him ever i love yall /p#is he an edgy self insert creepypasta oc? hell yeah but he also means so much to me LMAO im delighted that people enjoy him :3#slasher fans reveal yourselves so i can give you all a goodie bag of joy and wonder and whimsy and all of you life dreams being achieved#sometimes i feel weird posting him sm bc im like the fine people of tumblr dont wanna see my little oc but then i remember its TUMBLR#and creepypasta ocs are fucking awesome idk why i beat myself up#and EVERY CREEPYPASTA IS AN OC i forget that means he is in fact canon#well. he will be. i WILL write him an actual story and then in my own personal mind he will be canon and real
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BNHA manga spoilers btw
I have smtn to say ab bkdk like ok
I don't understand how ppl can't see it but ok each person has their own views and I get it but let's be so fucking serious here.
if I was ochaco or whoever you shipped w izuku and I was dating him I'd be so fucking jealous of katsuki coz????? what the actual fuck are you talking ab???? and like the opposite too like Kiri and Kats?????? my boyfriend died for his 'best friend' twice like???????? what have you done for me?
he saved up for 8 YEARS to get a suit for izuku??? do you think that's normal behaviour????
#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#bkdk#mha bkdk#boku no hero academia#bnha#bakugou katsuki#midoriya izuku#they're so gay your honour#like the jealousy that would come from this????#your lives have revolved around each other since you were 4#idk how i could possibly insert myself in there as a partner????#and like romantic partners are supposed to be the most imp people in your lives and youre telling me im fighting w your bestie that you have#a wejrd homoerotic relationship with????? people break up w their irl partners for less than that#the whole black whip awakening???#izukus little cant breathe moment when he sees katsuki dead???#oh i can go on for dayyssss#kacchan and the others#ok i see you#i know what you are#also i think kiri deserves better coz i feel like he does a lot for kats#like a lot a lot#but its not the same in return???? idk how to say it#again i havent watched past s3 and all yhe info i have are from spoilers but???? i dont think theres a lot going on?#im not including this in the post coz i could be wrong and ill accept that
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/ I feel like my current struggle when it comes to this blog (or any of my multis but specifically this one, bc with my j.ojo's I'm vibing) is that I do have the passion for my characters, but my attention is all over the place because I have too many interests, too many muses, and all my muses come from very different backgrounds where there's a lot of nuances and history and culture behind each of them that are miles apart; think of having to jump from greek mythology and all its pantheon of gods, to aztec mythology and its religion to then indian mythology to then Maya mythology, and then japanese history and etc etc and back and forth all the time while trying to keep it accurate to the muse's fictional story but offering these lil tidbits here and there of their backgrounds;; it's also why there are some cases where I have to go back and re-read a lot of stuff because I'm remembering only fractions (example; vlad III)
so in conclusion it's like;; for as much as I love history and love reading about it;; at the end of the day it's also a LOT of information that goes into each of my muses and the way I seek to portray them; which in some way, I'm also being a bit too perfectionist about it all (I am not an historian after all, nor do I seek to write accurate historical depictions either) hence why you probably can't see much writing in terms of threads and the such; lately I mostly just reblog a lot of stuff;; BUT YEAH- just some self reflection :thonks:
#;ooc#ooc#its like im lacking on the actual 'r.p schedule/etiquette' i dont answer asks nor write threads nor etc etc#in conclusion; this is why i write one in a blue moon OUETHIERUBHRUGHR#also english is not my native tongue and sometimes the day isnt englishing you see#but its also not spanishing either;; my mind is BLANK#i start going 'and he said and he did and he went and he and he and he-' OIUGHRAAAAAAHJJJJHH#which is totally fine on itself but i want to write like;; more descriptively#IT'S ALSO WHY- i had so many f.go solo blogs too; bc i could just focus on them and only them for that time i was logged there#what i love about multis is the flexibility;; especially for someone like myself who has a lot of interests#i can have them all in one place; so its really good in that regards#but at the same time; it makes me get too distracted; like theres so much on the table i just sit there thinking mmmmm who to pick-#-takes 50 hours-#U GET IT---#i dont know how to fix this tbh;; i think the key is to just let it go and dont be too much of a perfectionist since its a hobby and#all that stuff#but---- (insert a.rjuna complex)#me when it doesnt fit an inch of my standards: im going to release my final croar-#jkjk- unless-#im just going to start replying to stuff as one liners; that will teach me a lesson#there's also this thing about;; 'paragraph etiquette' of old rpc days l.ionfanged / e.rika was talking about#that you feel that if you dont write a reply with tons of paragraphs; u get the guilt that 'oh they will think im not as into this#-as they are'#GRAGHRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRGRGGHH#AWFUL#im going to start replying with gifs only to train my brain to let it GO#anyways i miss d.iego b.rando...
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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the way i secretly stalk so many people’s selfships blogs because.. i don’t have the confidence in me to give a follow or even send an anon because they seem so cool and their ships are even more amazing — it’s like seeing that one couple on the streets and you think to yourself omg.. they’re so pretty
#── 𝒚. ♡#but in my mind im silently cheering them on :3 the same can be applied to people’s self inserts like girrl…#pretty designs AND interesting lore? hoyo should just make them an official character because the way i would c6 e6 r5 etc#regardless though i enjoy silently observing from the sidelines ^w^ i dont think im ready to be percieved by others just yet ..#not directly at least i more so prefer being stumbled upon by chance if that makes sense#talking about my selfships still makes me feel embarassed at times although it has lessened over the past few months!#i think writing out different narratives has been a huge help with that along with reminding myself that at the end of the day:#im doing this for myself first and foremost and shouldnt let this place or self indulgent hobby become something i do just to satisfy others#in a way this blog has become like the diary i always wanted to have without worry of it being found and then looked upon unpleasantly#and a majority of that can be thanks to the people here who have been nothing but supportive since the start <3#so thank you all so much truly 🤍 words cannot express how happy i am to have a place like this where i can express myself freely & w/o shame
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thinking about when i had such intense phantom limbs as a kid i told my math teacher about it
#like. I've had phantom wings since i was a CHILD and I'm not even kidding#i remember specifically saying 'i pretend to have wings so much that i can just Feel them there all the time now'#and he reacted in a way where he didn't want to tell me that's weird bc i was a Kid but also he totally thought it was really weird#which. was a reaction i knew very well at the time. that kind of quiet 'i dont know how to react to that but ok'#the trying not to make a weird face about it#so i shut up about it ever since! and then when i was 20 i found out what otherkin was#i remember them specifically being pegasus wings too we've always loved pegasi it was entirely bc of the barbie movie#i can't remember what the term is. for when you're A Fucking Lot of things all at once? poly something?#but we've always been like that#our first OC was plural coded and otherkin coded to the absolute max it was insane#and she was fully and entirely a self insert (at the time. nowadays she's her own guy)#but like. she could absorb souls on the brink of death and communicate with them inside her head#and she could shapeshift into any of those souls' forms at will#and she was supposed to be some kind of chimera#her 'true form' that i made of her was just all of her different forms crammed into one body#like. one owl wing one dragon wing. a dolphin tail. a fox paw and a pegasus hoof. scales mixed with fur. human shaped body. horns#if we weren't a system at the time then we were at least REALLY REALLY susceptible to becoming one we've always been Like This#and I'm willing to say i was an otherkin kid in the same way i say i was trans before i knew what that was#i didn't say I Am A Boy i just said I'm the closest a girl can get to being a boy (a tomboy)#i always leaned towards boys interests and boyish things. in the same way i taught myself to walk like a cat and meow convincingly#(to a point where i meowed once and my sister yelled at me to put the cat down if she's meowing. i was not holding a cat)#i didn't know what being otherkin was but i spent about as much time as possible being as animal as i could get#and i got offended when my friends didn't want to be animals with me. i had a lot of Horse Girl friends as a result#(hard to avoid horse girls in the middle of rural ohio tbh)
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not sure who needs to hear this but i do not see myself as above anyone, like, at all. if something I posted makes you think I think I am you're probably misreading it or my intentions. I dont feel the need to compare myself and make myself feel like i'm above people, i'm just not really that kind of person. in fact, people make a point of constantly trying to make me feel below them on here so dont worry, you don't gotta help em'.
#literally. feel free to send me an ask on anon 'what i meant' by anything. literally ever. i will gladly elaborate.#id rather you get it from me than someones wild interpretation of what i'm saying anyways.#a lot of the times when im trying to put myself on a pedestal i'm playing a character...... which im realizing now isnt immediately#recognizable for people who dont anything about my art..... uhm. well. so. i have a character. thats a jackass. and is my self insert.#but he wasnt always my self insert. but he is now. but he has always been a jackass even when i wasnt nearly as much#and since im still in the beginning of my comic in many ways im still holding on to that asshole version bc thats what hes like in#the beginning but i do actually have the wisdom and lived experience to know hes a jackass and that i dont want him to be#like that and he was always supposed to grow out of it ever since i first conceived of this comic- so in a way i hold on to it as a method#acting kind of thing. on the other hand its just a really funny persona to me. but its only really funny if you know its in the context#of a persona and thats not actually how i feel about the thing like im not actually being that extreme about it prolly sdjhfdvshjsfhvd#its the kind of persona you love to act bc you love to make fun of and mock that kind of person yknow?#idk how to explain it. but. rest assured that im probably just in my persona mode and hes very sassy and snarky and an ass#🤷 what can ya do#i also maybe put it on at bad times and not realize it and for that im sorry >_>#THAT would be bc of the bpd. and thats not me grasping for sympathy at all im speaking purely on facts.#bpd tends to make ppl express 'incorrectly' at the wrong times and yeah etc etc
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if I try to mess with the eyes on the first one anymore I'm going to lose my mind DBDNDML so here have some self insert art,,,, also the houndoom was largely copied from someone else's art (dvixie/SkyVixie on deviantart, the art seems to have been taken down from their gallery though, I just found the art on pinterest and then had to track down the artist fjfkdl idk why ppl repost art with no credit 😭), I was trying to just get a feel for drawing them so I figured (HEAVILY) referencing someone else's piece would be alright for this sort of personal art thing!!
#aaaand I'll turn off rbs too djdksl i dont want to take any credit for that houndoom#i changed a couple minor things but dbfkdl it rly is just me looking at that other person's art and trying to draw it myself#it was good for getting a feel for how to draw them though!!! this was before the other art featuring houndoom i did a while ago#so i think it helped a lot to be able to draw houndoom again on my own this time fjfkdjdl#gave me a feel for placement and anatomy and whatnot#i know copying is largely considered to be Bad in the art community but if u do it the right way i think it can be beneficial to ur art#u just have to be careful and not claim credit for it fjdkl like... idk be smart and respectful#i think this is the first time I've ever done smth like this actually SNDKSL#the closest i get to copying is using free-to-use pose bases occasionally and even then i sometimes clarify in the tags that im using one#every day i fear someone will walk up and show all the drawings I've used free-to-use pose bases for#and be like AHA. I'VE FOUND YOU OUT. YOU'RE A FAKE ARTIST!!!!#and its like... no... i just like using free-to-use pose bases sometimes DBDJDKL#takes out the work of figuring out posing sometimes when im tired of coming up w my own fjfkdl#ANYWAYS. RAMBLE OVER SORRY SNDJFKDL#moral of the story: if u copy art just do it in a respectful and clear way and don't take credit for it when its not yours sbdjdksl#okay im going to skedaddle off this post before i stick my foot in my mouth if i havent already djdkdls WAUGH i am afraid of posting this#but i want to share self insert stuff somewhere sjfjdkl and i like the human posing i did on the second one so... SIGH.#dandy.cmd#doodlebug.png#junebug 🪲
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Oh, before I forget
I (🦊) tried to like. Headspace shit. And I ask 👑 stuff bc we're all so obsessed with him ig 🙄 (He honestly stands out the most, even tho he like. Never or rarely fronts.)(It's cuz he's british /t /j)
But yeah I asked him smth and he like. Bro did a shush gesture. I dont even remember what I asked??? But it was smth when we were gonna ask if he wanted out, like. Try and TALK and see if he was interested in fronting (since everyone wants him out 🙄). But yeah no.
This version we have in our head just likes to be a cheeky bastard sometimes ig =_= Even tho most of the time he. Like... isn't.
Also thinking about if we tried to use music as a trigger for him (which like doesnt work), it would have to be something at a slower pace, lower bpm or smth. Most of us can't rlly handle anything slow though. Probably related to adhd or some shit idfk
Idk man.
#sepiasys.txt#I am so serious telling you that we/I dangle a daydream-ish scene of writing to coax this fucker out#Not like it'd work very well but yeah we're. Very much visual when it comes to our wants and desires and stuff internally? Idk#We often just WANT to do smth and so that plays in our mind first. Like it starts hypothetical; unless its an impulse for the fronter ig idk#But yeah our wants and stuff get communicated via MAINLY images. Hypotheticals. Daydreams of what we want to do as if we WERE doing it#So when I dangle this scenario; it is in fact to tempt you. It's to take an interest of yours and try to bring out a strong enough interest#in it or desire for it that you eventually front. Yes this is how I imagine triggers work when it comes to intentional fronting (atleast us)#<- /pf#OH YEAH SOMETHING HAPPENED RANDOMLY. INTRUSIVE THOUGHT OR INTRUSION THAT WAS SO RANDOM AND BRIEF!?!?#It was about 👑 and/or his source. and it was smth incredibly abstract as a concept; like more abstract than most things like that?#Which makes it even harder to pin down what it was. But SOMETHING about it was attractive/hot in some way??? I dont get it tbh.#It was weird as FUCK to get slapped in the face with that imagery AND feeling manifesting in the body.#Btw I genuinely dont get why he's here. I legit drew myself (shittily; in pen) asking him what the point/purpose of him was#And like the response? Looking up from smth he was doing like 'hm?' >:|#Like dude what the FUCK are you doing in here. Is it purely a relationship thing??? Is it to be a caretaker??? FUCKING FIGURE IT OUT!?!?#I WANT AN ANSWER!!!#Anyways I'm like tired. I wanna lowkey switch out to someone else rlly bad. Ideally not 🎭🃏 or 🌼 or the mystery valley girl#Purely because they usually have energy or require it to exist. Expending it when we have none 🙄 I mean I do the same but only cuz anger.#And I can still be like. Generally annoyed and quiet and chill and a bitch. I dont NEED to use up a whole lot of energy to be a bitch.#God 👑 would be so nice bc like. Ok it's probably bc smth about him is an 'ideal' to us. Or smth. Someone to BE ADMIRED. Sorta.#I wouldnt mind one of the less preferred coming out either bc yk. About to sleep. 🪶 is fine. 🌿 is fine. Even if they like. Usually have#a bad time in front. Y'all have permission to just chill when we're tired as fuck bc yall could probably use the comfort of sleep.#☕️ idgaf about if they came out or not. 👁️🪽 would be odd but not usually a problem either afaik??? idk.#I usually have a rough time tryna leave as well; btw. Like 🎭🃏 was strugglin? Valley girl ass was strugglin? Yeah it's hard to switch out but#it's still possible. Just requires… a certain type of effort? ig? its hard but possible and likely replicable.#Anyways fuck y'all (/nsrs) I'm goin to bed. [insert middle finger]
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okie anyways its my bedtime before i start to freak our too hard abt everything. lets all hope and wish together that the water will come back on tomorrow and i can take a shower and everything will be happiness forever
#and also that the half a bottle of pepsi i chugged doesnt ruin everything#i dont rhink its truly affevting me my brains just fixated on it rn. you know how they do that they get like. extremely stuck on something#you ate and you can feel it foing down your throat and you can feel it in your stomach and it s like hell#or it does it with organs it will decide something is wrong with my insert organ and i just cant stop feeling that organ no matter what no#matter how i try to distract myself. NOT MY FAVORITE ! i wish it would all stop.#but its okay we are fun and positive vibes and im going to turn my light off quickly so i dont get scared abt how my room is messy#and tomorrowww i will clean my room and fold my laundry and Please Please Please Please Please god let me take a shower andd i will finally#put away the needle thats been stuck in my couh arm for like 2 weeks now. i keep meaning to put it up it would not be that difficult but i#just havent. and it just sits there . im looking at it rn. its one of my bigones
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my life would be so much better with a 2nd non-bathroom room and a bunny rabbit
#bnuny thoughts#i think im getting burnt out on splatoon and it's making me sad#idk what else to do i wish i could pursue my hobbies but without space or meds i can't muster the strength i need#also i tried looking for a job today and wow. you even need a food certification to be paid minimum wage??#i just can't deal with this shit at all still#job hunting irl doesnt work and neither does online#too many barriers to entry for the simplest of things#i don't understand how anyone functions under these conditions#im not good enough at anything to be paid for it i guess#this system thinks i should die i guess#food is taking up all my extra money nowadays#and im still running out of food stamps#im eating 2 cups of ramen a day ($3 each) because i keep gagging on the $1 maruchan cups of ramen#i ordered a copious amount of noodles on amazon hoping to keep my food costs strictly on my EBT this month#trying to go out by myself as little as possible so that I can afford to be able to *insert literally anything that isn't play video games*#im so so deeply tired of video games i wish i could experience the wonders of life and reality but that costs money each time#video games cost money 1 time and can be played over and over again#sometimes they dont even cost money#but a drink that isn't prepackaged costs at least $5#and food is even more than that#and no loitering because everything is actually private property#and also i feel extremely uncomfortable in public places like parks because strangers have always been hostile to me (in georgia)#and i have not had any experiences that conflict with that trend as i avoid public spaces (which is easy because you have to seek them out)#i want to be in one but i won't feel comfortable because i will feel like i don't belong#also i wouldnt know what to do#and anything like “daydreaming” or “relaxing” would probably result in my dazed ass accidentally staring at someone for too long#i just don't know how to deal with such an intense fear#at least not by myself
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TW- suicide
(sorta?)
While I was thinking about Stone bein an anomaly to Ivo I was thinking of like... a comic idea where Ivo just wants to fix that. He doesnt want to NOT understand.
A dumb GUN soldier shouldnt be a fuckin MYSTERY...
So Ivo like does a bunch of weird scans and tests on Stone (Stone annoying doesnt complain or question him, the blind trust is a lot for Ivo to process so he puts it in a folder and inserts it into another folder in his mind to try & forgot about the feelings) and then dismisses Stone and starts the REAL tests.
Using Stones tests he creates a simulated version of Stone to see what it will take to push Stone away finally because DAMN hes tried but Stone is ...SOLID. Ivo hates that Stones always there, that Stone knows what he wants and needs, that hes stuck around for YEARS despite Ivo abuses... He 'hates' it. But more importantly he doesnt UNDERSTAND.
He calls his program 'Sycophant Test: ONE' and just starts tormenting simulated Stone but no matter what he does Stone stays until he ends the simulation himself.
Ivo has to contend with the fact that either... A- his program is a complete fucking failure or B- Stone might actually genuinely care for him. Either option sounds IMPOSSIBLE & horrific to him.
So he gives it his all and simulates as much terrible shit that he could conceive himself doing to the bastard just to really finally figure out how to even chip Stones resolve... in the end he tells ST:1 to shoot him.
ST:1 has the free will that Stone does to refuse an order but also Stones personality to NOT want to disobey.
All Ivo learns is that hes more attached to Stone than hes willing to admit to even himself and that is just so cringe and human. He hates it. Hes also gone and done fucked himself up overestimating how much he can tolerate Stones pain... even if it wasnt the REAL Stone.
Im just posting the little doodles I made to remind myself of my idea... but then I realized a comic like this would be a whole lot of work so I dont wanna do it anymore.
So im just posting the idea.
(It wasnt intentional... but this DOES remind me of a BtAS episode now that I typed it all out. LMAO Oh well.)
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Fear vs War 2
Fright Knight was in Gotham trying to find his target. The clown was in Arkham, so he was going for the Scarecrow. He was hoping to find him before the rogue could spread any Artificial Fear. He was going for the Scarecrow's Minions, who preferred to go by goons, hoping to scare his location from them. when mortals meet him it triggered the 'fight or flight' instinct, as he was Phobos a God of fear. But in Gotham this was only a hinderance, because everyone choose fight. EVERY. SINGLE. ONE.
Fright Knight: *trying to scare some info from a goon*
Orphan:...*Waves her hand to get his attention*
Fright Knight: *startled but doesent jump* Can i help you?
Orphan: *signs*
Fright Knight: I can speak all languages, but not sign language. Truly a flaw in Divinity.
Spoiler: She's asking who you are and what are you doing here?
Fright Knight: I am Fright Knight! Greek god of Fear and Right hand to the Ghost King. I am here to punish the rogue know as Scarecrow for his crimes against my domain. He is out of Arkham Yes?
Spoiler: He's in the Hospital getting a colonoscopy. Hes like 50.
Fright Knight: i also planned on giving him a colonoscopy. but very well. i suppose ill just have to go visit Wonder Woman.
Spoiler: to avenge you're Father?
Fright Knight: HA! No, i wish to thank her on her victory and introduce myself to my aunt.
Spoiler: ah Ares is a shit father huh? I know the feeling.
Fright Knight: I advise you avoid saying his name, But yes War is no kinder to children then it is anyone else. Worse even...
Orphan and Spoiler: *nods*
Spoiler: Hey i gotta say NICE purple flames.
Fright Knight: Its not really a choice. My mother is pink and my father is black. together it makes purple. I dont suppose i could convince you to keep this visit a secret from the Batman. My liege doesent want his attention and paranoia.
Spoiler: oh you absolutely could- *she stops and puts a hand to her ear and talks to someone on the comms*. Hey lets make a deal. theres a riot in Arkham asylum. you help us clean that up and Batman will never hear a word of this. Deal?
Fright Knight: Deal. now what do you have in mind?
Spoiler: *Grins evilly*
(insert any jojo theme here)
As Arkham's riot continued many Rogues, convicts, and psych patients were making a escape attempt only one vigilante stood in their way. Spoiler looking strangely buff with her face more defined and over animated(jojo style) stood alone. In front of the rioting mod she struck a pose and behind her a black and purple knight appeared. Both of them struck a pose and flexed as a aura of fear and terror washed over the mob making them flee back into Arkham and into there cells.
True to their deal Batman never heard a word of this. They used sign instead.
#yes i made Fright knight a jojo stand#no regrets#Fright Knight vs Ares#Fright knight is Phobos#wonder woman's nephew#dpxdc#dp x dc#dc x dp#dcxdp#dp x dc prompt#batman#fright knight#dc spoiler#spoiler dc
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-> period headcannons || whb
• characters :: paimon ,, morax ,, amy ,, barbatos
• contains :: fingering ,, paimon's blood fetish obviously ,, clitoral stimulation ,, mentions of both heavy & light periods ,, nasty stuff bc its period blood and im on my period writing this ,, somewhat switch paimon ,, sub amy ,, morax ,, and barbatos ,, afab reader ,, fem reader ,, oral sex ,, face riding ,, vaginal penetration ,, foaming at the mouth restraining myself from adding ronove and glasyal ,, sorry for the excessive word usage of clit ,, noose mention & usage (barbatos) ,, horns for leveraging (barbatos)
- paimon
| • the moment you complain about cramping paimon is all ears ,, after all when you first had your period in hell he was the most interested by it in gehenna
| • it was a bit selfish for him ,, but he couldnt contain his fantasies about period sex ,, how it wouldnt only fulfill his interests and kink but also help you with cramping
| • thus paimon is the first to offer to help ,, ready to assist in any way possible ! he doesnt mind all the blood that comes with ,, rather the opposite; hes quite excited and turned on
| • in the past ,, it was angel blood that he'd enjoy . killing angels wasnt anything new ,, but when their blood spattered onto him it just changed his whole motive
| • when his fingers first enter you ,, he doesn't know what to expect . if youre having a heavy period he'll definitely be surprised by how much comes out ,, though if its light he still enjoys what blood does show
| • paimon's quite traversed with the female body ,, not having to insert his fingers too far in to find your g-spot . massaging the area softly ,, he enjoys the moans pulled form you
| • with you on his lap ,, your back against his chest and legs spread he'll take advantage of the position
| • pressing kisses to your neck and whispering compliments to you ,, one hand occupied with fingering you and the other rubbing circles on your clit
| • if you dont feel up for fingering he'll gladly offer his mouth in replacement ,, taking his time as he eats you out
| • he doesnt mind how bloody his face becomes ,, pressing kisses to your thighs and painting both your bodies with blood
| • every time you get your period ,, hes over the moon and ecstatic about it ,, ready to help you if thats what you so wish . hes just a call away !
- amy
| • he's not too knowledgeable about periods ,, but he does freak out at first ,, thinking youre about to die on him and that was the last thing he needed
| • of course when you explain it all to him ,, he somewhat understands but is more concerned with the fact youre hurting because of it
| • he'll ask if theres anything he can do to take that pain away ,, and with the newfound knowledge of period sex ,, it ends up a little like this :
| • with amy on his back and arms wrapped around your waist ,, youre placed perfectly and ride his face ,, spewing degrading images into his head as he eats you out
| • he becomes more sloppy the more worked up he becomes ,, but after being given advice (he wont say from who) he does focus more on your clitoras after learning it stimulates you more and brings more pleasure
| • " i wonder how satan would think seeing you like this ?" you whispered ,, hand curling into his hair and the other hand on his horn ,, " knowing one of his trusted friend and subordinate is being used like nothing more than a sex toy ."
| • he gets riled up easily ,, and its so easy to put him in degrading situations such as this
| • only using him like hes nothing more ,, maybe sprinkling a little about how gehenna may view him in general should they know just how easily you use him
| • thats not to say you cant ride his dick either ,, keeping him down on his back so you can set the pace yourself ,, please yourself however fast or slow you wish
| • he'll whine and moan about you going slow ,, but youre the one in charge ultimately ,, and he'll follow any instructions given to him
| • rubbing his thumb lightly on your clit while you bounce on him ,, keeping his hands to himself if you ordered him to
| • amy is another person you could always go to if you ever need a little help during your period :) always offering a good time and allowing you to let any anger or frustration out
- morax
| • morax is already knowledgeable with this and knows that medicine isnt the only remedy for your pain
| • after work he will offer himself ,, wanting to take your pain away (alas he has no uterus to claim your cramps) ,, encouraging you to be rough if it helps with your pain and anger more
| • he'll give you a few small chocolates throughout the day (for cravings and as a natural aphrodisiac)
| • when youre both alone ,, whether it be in his room or yours (anywhere from prying eyes really) he'll be unclothed and ready for however you wish to go about it
| • whether its sitting on his face first or having him finger you he's willing to help anyway
| • thick fingers moving in and out of you ,, the other circling your clit as blood attaches to his skin ,, soft moans coming from you
| • his middle and pointer will curl into your g-spot ,, rubbing gently against your clit to pleasure you more
| • morax doesnt mind any mess that comes with this ,, only embracing it as its natural for your body
| • he'll slowly unwrap some of the bandages around his head ,, lowering his mouth to you and licking softly up your labia and towards your clit
| • hes one of the best to receive head from of all the devils ,, morax enjoys taking his time with you and ensuring nothing but pleasure and your safety above all
| • his bandages on his body will be more bloody but he doesnt care for it ,, he does change them often but at this moment he couldnt care for it at all
| • 10/10 cramp remover
- barbatos
| • oh no ! this will not do at all ! barbatos doesnt need his sunshine moping around the palace ,, in pain and miserable
| • he makes sure to take some private time away from work to help your needs ,, always happy to lend a hand to soothe your pain
| • the other devils would understand surely ! of course they would ! they all love you dearly and you being in pain is the last thing they want for you
| • and barbatos is just being a helpful and kind devil
today ,, offering to help take it all away from you <3
| • he has tea prepared ,, the softest blankets on his bed ,, he's even nude and ready to go for you too
| • barbatos wants you to be as comfortable for this as possible
| • he'll lick away any blood from you first ,, preparing you for whatever else you wish to do with him for the day
| • you can manhandle him however you wish ,, not minding a little bit of bruising here and there
| • maybe tugging on the noose around his neck to pull him closer to you ,, forcing his head to where you want him to focus on
| • or just pulling it to move him ontop of you ,, making him do the work for this time
| • using the noose as a warning ,, or to control the pace to your liking ,, or to just bring him in for a kiss
| • if the noose isnt to your liking you could always tighten it ,, or use your own hands around his neck ,, and even then his horns are at the perfect grabbing height
| • you could easily use them to bring his head down if the noose isnt working for you ,, or switch places with you on top and him on bottom
| • using his horns for leverage ,, to keep yourself atop of him ,, maybe one hand on his horn and the other around his neck or holding the noose
| • either way ,, barbatos is used to being in a rough position and is used to the pain (from leviathan’s choking and his rose ivy) so if anything all this just excites him more
| • though the aftercare will be insane <3 after all he wants the best for you ! he’ll wash you up ,, make you more tea and cuddle you to sleep
#whb#whb x reader#📼.whb#what in hell is bad#whb barbatos#barbatos x reader#whb paimon#paimon x reader#whb morax#morax x reader#whb amy#amy x reader#smut#whb smut
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Since you’re still doing thruples and polycules
Can you do more Dick x Reader x Wally please?
And if its not too much trouble can you make the reader a Thanagarian too? i.e:Hawgirl and Hawkman
Thanagarians are so cool and dont get enough attention
-thanks and lots of love as always
Dick Grayson x Wally West x Thanagarian male reader
Headcanons
Hi guys, how’s everyone doing? I haven’t been this tired in a while, and I feel myself spiraling almost daily when I get home from my internship, but I’m trying to cope. How’s everyone else’s week been? This also means I’m so tired I’ve been struggling to do anything but sleep when I get home, but I wanted to try writing again.
Sorry if this is a bit messy, im very tired.
In this story we are going with the hawkpeople we know, coming from space. Since that’s the origin I know, and I don’t know a whole lot about the whole ancient Egypt storyline.
There could be many different ways you came to earth and when, but lets assume its some time after Dick becomes Nightwing and Wally The Flash, since Thanagarians live for longer than humans.
Maybe you work alongside the titans, or with the justice league like Carter and Shayera, maybe you even work by yourself.
Perhaps you’re somewhat of a revel amongst your people, which is why you left. You figured out how to make wings and armor like others, and wanting to be yourself and make your own decisions, you left.
This would lead to you working alongside different heroes, but in this scenario, mostly Dick and Wally.
Dick and Wally would both already be dating when you show up, but they can’t deny you are pretty damn handsome, even if it takes months for them to see you without your helmet. It’s similar enough to Hawkman and Hawkwoman that your origin is obvious, but you stand out in your own ways.
I also see Wally sighing sadly when they learn the wings aren’t natural, and that they’re mechanical, since he wanted to help you preen your feathers for bonding reasons.
It takes a while for you to learn to trust them, and for them to trust you in return. But it happens, and with that comes feelings. I have a feeling Dick would start feeling attracted to you first, or rather hes the first to realize since hes so used to looking into himself and his feelings.
It would take Wally a while, and even longer to accept that what hes feeling for you is the same thing he feels for Dick.
Dick knows that his heart is big enough to love multiple people, hes just never acted on it. Wally on the other hand fears somehow hurting Dick, and that he will become a cheater or monster for these feelings.
As Dick and Wally spend way too long accepting their feelings and talking about them, you just kinda hang out. Maybe you’ve set up your own base in your own city, with your own gaggle of villains and allies.
You would have started feeling drawn to the two heroes as well, but its so clear that they’re dating that you take a step back, not wanting to step on anyone’s toes.
Being a hero of your own city with your own villains and allies, also means you will start having your own romance. Maybe its not an exact romance, but it could develop into one. Think like Bruce and Selina, or Clark and Lois.
Hearing you mention this budding romance during on of your hangouts makes Dick and Wally finally jump into gear, since they know the chance of wooing you and confessing is dwindling.
Cue the two putting their heads together as well as they can to somehow woo their winged wonder without scaring you away.
Insert Dick using the batcomputer and bat-archive to look up everything the bats know about thanagarians, wanting to see if theres anything specific in your culture they can do to woo you. If it gets really bad, Wally might even just end up asking hawkwoman and hawkman about it, getting the info right from the source.
Shayera and Carter think it’s cute, so they help where they can, acting as the perfect wingmen, pun intended.
You tolerate them most of the time, since you guys are the closest to family you have, you do get suspicious when they start helping around your city so you can spend more time with Wally and/or Dick.
In the end they woo you the earth way, since you express regularly how much you love earth and its people, and how creative they are. Being given flowers was strange to you. You hadn’t expected it, since you were a big tough warrior and all, but the flowers left you flustered.
After that success, the two kept going when they had time outside of patrol and their daily civilian lives, even if that involved just texting you every day. Wally had a much easier time visiting you almost daily with his speed, where Dick had to take not being able to see you always.
At some point the two finally muster up the courage to confess, probably after some dramatic situation or patrol, the good ol “we cant lose you because we love you” scenario.
First you think you have misheard them, until they both take the step and kiss you, one at a time. Your eyes just widen almost comically, your helmet askew and wings quivering.
Part of you wanted to fly away to curl up under your blankets to give yourself time to blush and sputter about this, as well as give time to think about your own feelings, but the two are just so bright and intense that you cant help but buckle.
The small romance you had budding with someone else in your city never mattered much, it was just a situation that developed into more, so you don’t feel guilt about starting to date them.
It was strange to date two guys at once. Part of you feared that you would be set aside or forgotten since Dick and Wally had dated for much longer, and had a much longer history before you even showed up.
Your boyfriends of course never allowed you to think that, both of them being very affectionate in their own ways, which was different compared to you, who could be colder and have a harder time expressing your feelings.
In the end, Wally doesn’t get to preen your wings like he had hoped, but he gets to polish them. He catches you doing that yourself one day, and he immediately jumps in, asking if he can do it instead.
Its also a bonus that you are shirtless when he has to do this, allowing your speedster time to gawk at your back for however long he wanted.
Dick does it too sometimes, but mostly leaves it to Wally since you guys know it brings him a lot of joy and satisfaction. Instead, Dick will polish your helmet and weapon if he’s feeling frisky. Its kinda like foreplay sometimes. And sometimes it’s just because he’s being nice.
And of course you take them out flying on the regular. Like yeah, they could fly in so many ways, but being carried in your arms is the best.
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