#recognizable for people who dont anything about my art..... uhm. well. so. i have a character. thats a jackass. and is my self insert. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

snekdood · 2 months ago

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not sure who needs to hear this but i do not see myself as above anyone, like, at all. if something I posted makes you think I think I am you're probably misreading it or my intentions. I dont feel the need to compare myself and make myself feel like i'm above people, i'm just not really that kind of person. in fact, people make a point of constantly trying to make me feel below them on here so dont worry, you don't gotta help em'.

#literally. feel free to send me an ask on anon 'what i meant' by anything. literally ever. i will gladly elaborate.#id rather you get it from me than someones wild interpretation of what i'm saying anyways.#a lot of the times when im trying to put myself on a pedestal i'm playing a character...... which im realizing now isnt immediately #recognizable for people who dont anything about my art..... uhm. well. so. i have a character. thats a jackass. and is my self insert.#but he wasnt always my self insert. but he is now. but he has always been a jackass even when i wasnt nearly as much #and since im still in the beginning of my comic in many ways im still holding on to that asshole version bc thats what hes like in #the beginning but i do actually have the wisdom and lived experience to know hes a jackass and that i dont want him to be #like that and he was always supposed to grow out of it ever since i first conceived of this comic- so in a way i hold on to it as a method #acting kind of thing. on the other hand its just a really funny persona to me. but its only really funny if you know its in the context #of a persona and thats not actually how i feel about the thing like im not actually being that extreme about it prolly sdjhfdvshjsfhvd #its the kind of persona you love to act bc you love to make fun of and mock that kind of person yknow?#idk how to explain it. but. rest assured that im probably just in my persona mode and hes very sassy and snarky and an ass #🤷 what can ya do #i also maybe put it on at bad times and not realize it and for that im sorry >_>#THAT would be bc of the bpd. and thats not me grasping for sympathy at all im speaking purely on facts.#bpd tends to make ppl express 'incorrectly' at the wrong times and yeah etc etc

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