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omppupiiras · 9 months ago

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don't mind me but here's my ranking of käärijä's song just for funsies

in order of what i would like to listen to the most i guess, all based on a quick gut feeling

ruoska

menestynyt yksilö

viulunkieli

välikuolema

icip

huhhahhei

mic mac

urheilujätkä

toiset samanlaiset

miljonääri

kiertävä sirkus

cha cha cha

online

hirttää kiinni

paidaton riehuja

punainen marli

siitä viis

koppi tules

alaks olee

aikuinen

z

fantastista

rock rock

morgan

yhtä vailla

auto jää

puuta heitää

klo23

kovis

nou roblem

peliä

ajoa

if i forgot a song don't tell me (remixes and the intro don't count..to me)

#omppu jorisee #peliä and ajoa are dead last simply bc i never ever listen to them #so i cant really judge them #and i love cha cha cha i do i just never listen to it #listening to it is an event not a pastime #käärijä

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thefulcrumfiles · 5 months ago

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Now that I'm rewatching The Acolyte I just can't with the fact that Mae is not unhinged enough, I don't see her seeking revenge the way she should and has the right to. Fr, like, the man stabbed your mother in front of you and you still fight him with strength and without losing your mind? I would become feral until that man is dead. Sorry Sol but honestly Mae's been very calm about it like, I would not. And that also makes me think about all the Sol/Mae connection through the force...maybe she felt something too. Maybe she just couldn't get herself to kill him, I don't know. I just now have a lot of empathy and compassion towards her because she really lost it all and when she saw her sister again, Osha looked at her with hatred and disgust that she did not deserved. And I know Osha also did not know it all but imagine it from Mae's perspective. I need to hug her!! Mae was a kid too, and she went through a lot. I'm Mae's #1 defender after all of this, sorry for judging you wrong, babe, I'm with you now, all the way down.

#i just can't really with how much she suffered and even after osha pushed her away...shoot her and saw her as a bad menace...#(i mean i know Mae's not like good now but she has reasons honestly. i wont judge her for seeking vengeance.#the jedi didn't care about her either so...kill them babe)#i just think that osha is also on the verge of being a morally gray character by letting herself being seduces by qimir #who just killed two friends in front of her and its manipulating her...i mean #i just cant stand mae being pushed aside now. I'll take her with me i dont care #she needs a big hug #mae aniseya #master sol #osha aniseya #the acolyte #alstalking

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pinkinsect · 3 months ago

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aryu and tokimitsu are so special to me actually

#tokimitsu picking up styl/glam/osha as a manner of speech from him in canon is so cute.#but also i read tokimitsu's egoist bible profile and like. ougghhh. he is so unconfident. i think he thinks aryu is really cool #because he thought aryu was weird at first (he still does‚ a bit) but he admires how unapologetically himself aryu is and wishes he could be #like that. tokimitsu has never worn nail polish in his life and keeps his jair at that length because it's a Normal length no one would #judge him for. and then he meets all these freaks in blue lock who are not scared like he is. but aryu specifically is so flamboyant and #Unashamed it's just incredible to him.#and tokimitsu is like a scraggly baby pigeon to aryu. not quite glam but endearing. they've bonded.#actually aryu would probably rest a hand on tokimitsu's shoulder and be like 'you have strong muscles like a beautiful racehorse. that is #so glam of you.' to which tokimitsu is baffled but a little flattered. anyway i think aryu makes tokimitsu look at pictures of horses. and #they listen to music together. i think they would enjoy each other's favorite songs. and of course aryu would convince tokimitsu to let him #paint his nails so he can stop biting them (it's not stylish). tokimitsu wants to hide his hands afterward but cant help but notice how #his hands aren't so bad to look at with emerald green nail polish on them. it feels nice.#Where did this come from. Goodnight #masayapping #aryu jyubei #tokimitsu aoshi

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skeletood · 2 years ago

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Doing cool roller skating tricks to pick up on chicks was not as easy as they’d hoped.

Most important part under read more:

#beavis and butthead #beavis #butthead #a skele fanart #mike judge #beavis x butthead #slightly implied #their skates are fruity bc theyre kid sized ones #their dumb asses cant fit in the regular people ones #i felt bad only ever drawing them on a plain colored background so like #here have a background #it was really hard and i felt my soul leaking out my ears the entire process #and it doesnt even look that good #so i have to go die now bye #my art

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imabiscuitinthousandworlds · 6 months ago

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A friend of mine kickstarted a short film project and it's really cool but why am i the only one in the storyboard group who seems to have a grasp on actually writing. like, not just writing the words but the technical stuff around that. fellas 80s/90s musical is still not a genre exactly. a crossover is complicated as fuck especially regarding pacing. we have three protagonists currently who are introduced on their own but we can't just go out and write them! we need to coordinate how long those parts are so it's even! with pacing there's gonna be several scenes per introduction so we can piece them together and not have three blocks that is confusing and weird! pacing! coordination! length! and for the love of god we can't have a single perspn write the main crossover plot if they don't even know the characters

#a biscuit's rambles #one of them actually wants to be an actor in the film and gave zero writinf reasons #im not judging hes doing the most besides me actually but. i dont think he really understands our baseline yet?#and the other two have hardly said anything so far. like i love you but please #friend didnt you say youve helped with writing a play before GIVE US POINTERS PLEASE #like we cant just go off throwing plot at the wall and see what sticks! were several people! we need a plan!#plus at least the bare bones are so relevant to figure out beforehand bc this is a COMPLICATED plot!! this is anything BUT easy!

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thegreatyin · 12 days ago

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How would the Scoundrel react to Miss Emilia Stone, do you think? To give you an idea of who she is, the Threadbare Outrider is one of the alternate identities of Barnabus Moss, and possibly the closest to who he actually is - he's only still an egg because he's too busy with his job to give too much of a shit about being trans right now.

She is functionally the Hyde identity; open revolutionary, Parabolan wanderer, purveyor of extreme and generally unnecessary violence. I also considered naming her the Extremely Unlicensed Silverer - she has never actually fulfilled the requirements to become a proper silverer (she thinks the sunglasses look kind of dumb) but she offers equivalent services for cut-rate prices to people who can't afford a "real professional."

In terms of her actual personality, she is... frighteningly happy. To steal a phrase, she wields her joy like a hammer; judiciously and with great violence. Moss is basically drunk on life whenever he's her, and it very much shows. She is a release valve on all of his life's worries - whenever he gets too pissed off at his life as Moss or Haversham or the spy, he can just duck into Parabola and gut a few chessmen with a meathook to unwind.

Correspondingly, he gets really irritated under the hood when she has to act consistent with the persona rather than how he actually feels - for example, Emilia is the kind of person who doesn't really dislike anyone, so when someone pisses him off she can't really show it without breaking the cheer, and it is thoroughly upsetting to him.

I think original flavour Moss would probably be fascinated by the Scoundrel, from a professional standpoint - he has a degree in the Correspondence and the whole bat thing is very interesting - whilst simultaneously being deeply, deeply exhausted by the man's life choices. Meanwhile I think Emilia would enjoy doing this to him.

Thoughts?

first of all, love the OC dissertation, chewing ur little guy like a gummy bear as we speak

second of all, the scoundrel would probably react the same as they always do- with overwhelmingly smug manners and more than a little bit of "i'm better than you and i'm being generous and indulging you by existing in your presence"... at least at first.

depending on how their interactions go from there, the scoundrel would either be delightfully open to infodumping about the bat thing to the point of tedium, or needlessly spiteful for Literally No Reason aside from a vague sense of pettiness and jealousy. how dare she get to be so damnably happy all the time, how dare she act so damnably carefree about it, etcetera etcetera. whether or not they'd like to admit it, i could see them holding a grudge against emilia purely on the principle of (supposedly) having everything they've ever wanted.

which is to say, they absolutely get scrunched like a cat, and they are biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + b

#it's a bit like how the scoundrel responded to their TLC #all they've ever wanted was happiness and freedom from their myriad troubles. they kind of cant stand seeing people have that so easily #seeing people have it when they cant #bc why do they get to Simply Achieve It when she's (deluded herself into) giving up everything for it?#why do they get to be fulfilled and whole when her entire life has been marred by an emptiness in her soul??#it's not fair. it's Not Fair.#which of course drives them to sabotage that happiness out of spite. which usually backfires into making themself feel even worse #which drives their jealousy even more...#the scoundrel's mind is an ouroboros consuming itself in a misguided attempt and belief that All Of This will fix her #it will not fix her.#but it's really fun to see her bite her own tail and choke on it #anyway. tldr they'd probably get along with emilia at first but i feel like the irritation would build up a lot over time #and they'd also probably judge her for being bad at silvering #in their eyes at least #they take their job Very Seriously. wym you dont have a license. you are making them specifically look bad #(and everyone else they guess. but mostly them. the making them look bad part is obviously the most important part of this equation)#ask #long post #ty for the oc dissertation + hypothetical interaction it's very fun.. i love putting the scoundrel up against other people's FL guys #especially because so many would grate against him like fucked up gay cheese

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orcelito · 2 months ago

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Yet again hindered by the "this reply is hidden because you have the user blocked" message. It has me Almost wondering whether I'd be better off not blocking so many people. So that I can freely be a nosy bitch.

Almost, but not quite. My block list is for my sanity, after all.

#speculation nation #though sometimes i do wonder about whether all the ppl i have blocked Should be blocked.#they all get shoved into the same list but it's not like tumblr lets me record why i blocked them.#sometimes it's as inane as 'annoyed me too much with that one take in the tags'. and sometimes it's like. genuine bigotry lol #there r definitely plenty of users id like to keep blocked. but i wonder if there r any blogs that like. dont Really deserve to be blocked?#but to go thru my list of blocked users would require taking psychic damage in my attempts to judge Why i blocked them all.#sometimes i do wonder if random ppl in the fandom try to go on my blog but cant bc i have them blocked for stupid shit #bc i do have a semi-popular fanfiction!!! a well love fanfiction!!! what if someone reads it then finds out theyre blocked on here!!!#frankly id be mortified if i discovered that lol. like 'what did i even do????'#and well there are some things i dont budge on (like blocking anyone that puts k/v in front of me)#(it's an immediate block bc even tho i have the tags blocked i still hate even seeing mention of them in a blocked post #so i block anyone who posts it into the tag so theres no chance of seeing it from them again! simple solution.)#but. for the things that r just stupid reasons. i feel kinda guilty. like im sorry. im just a little block-happy in the tags 😭#it's how ive stayed sane tag diving daily for the past 4+ years. you must understand.#im probably overthinking this lol. but if ur blocked by me & dont know why then uhhh. sorry !

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thetisming · 3 months ago

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im actually really worried that im not that interested in &j anymore like ivd been having a hard time writing about it and talking about it online and i mean i talk about it a lot irl but idk like people have been knowing more than me and im starting to feel so incredibly inferior that it's hard for me to enjoy it

#im in this group chaf and im the only one there that doesnt live in new york snf doesnt know any og them irl and theyall know more and see #it a lot and know about the swing order and i dont and ive been feeling so bad about it and it's been so hard for me and then i have friends #that are clearlv better at fandom in general than me so theyre better at characterisation so if i get criticisrd i just feel Terrible and i #havent properly wtitten in ages caude ive been so worried about my characterisation cause a friend very gently criticised me on my character #isation like 2 months ago and i really look up to this person so now i just cant Do anything #and also the thing that they eere pointing out wad more anothrr friend's thing that i didn't even Like much but if someone talks enough i #can be persuaded to anything and also because im just terrified do i #'ll go along with literally anything just because i dont want poeple to hate me #and it's ruining my enjoyment and i mean i made an au and i was hoping that that would make it so that i could maybe write again but nobody #carrd so now i judt cant #i feel so broken right now #also people that were meant to be &j friends are now friend friends and i mean thats Fine #but i cant! handle it!!!#i cant talk about other things unless it's My other things #and i especially cant talk about five nights at freddy's because i used to be hyperfixated on that so now that im.not i just cant! talk abou #t it! or hear about it!!!#not to mention that that game fucking destroyed my life when i was 9 because everyone liked it but i didn't know what it eas anf they wouldn #t explain so now i judt CANT hear about it!!!!!!#i cant do it i cant. do this #i miss when it brought me so much joy but now i hate talking about it online and i cant do it anymore #i can't pretend to care i can't keep being an &j blog even though i do love it!!!! but i feel so insecure and inferior that i just cant!!!!!#i hate this so mcuh im sorry i needrd to get this out #i dont have anything interesting to say anymore and i mean there's also just like. the whole being autistic thing and not wanting peopel to #judge me for my interests which they have my whole life and now it's too much and i cant care this much anymore. i just can't #i dont have anything to contribute either i cant draw and i can't write anymore and i just dont know what to do #sorry

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willowser · 1 year ago

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honestly if i had a bigger brain, i would write an entire android shouto fic

#I JUST HAVE SO MANY SCENES IN MY HEAD #you fix his faceplate but cant get him a better eye so he just as this neon blue light #he's always saying things like 'my mother used to read to me when i was young'#and you're always like 'you don't have a mother. you were never young.'#bc you've spent your whole life afraid of machines and how overlord-esque corporations have used them to implement their beliefs #they've taken away so many jobs they are unfeeling they are ruthless they are judge jury and executioner #they're given more power for the sake of being morally grey but they're really just EMOTIONLESS BEINGS THAT SHOULDN’T MAKE CERTAIN DECISION #and then you find him 🥺#and at first you want to sell him and make a quick buck but his face is all fucked up and then he starts TALKING #telling you he can feel pain and sadness and love #and you're like !!!!! no you cant !!!!!!!!!#and then someone tries to bother you in some bar and shouto smashes his face in — literally smashes HIS FACE IN —#and then someone tries to stab you and he moves in the way and takes it and HE BLEEDS AND HE CRIES AJFHSIAKALAL #AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK !!!!!!!#WAAAAHHHHH #but it would be so in depth i couldn’t do it justice honestly akfbsjakqk #GOD i wrote too much in these tags #✿ willow writes #✿ shut up willow #✿ thoughts: shouto #✿ theme: android shouto

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bmpmp3 · 4 days ago

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(little bit of silence at the beginning because it wouldnt let me upload otherwise RIP) quick plug-and-play this-mix-is-ass-session-terminated type shoujo-a cover but (said in a hushed voice filled with wonderment and awe) soyogi........................................

(ust by Taketonbo)

#I MIGHT look for a different project file or edit it to work better with soyogis voice and cevios.. cevioness #but actually i do like this song with him a lot.... he does better with the fast parts than i expected #but i really love his sort of chesty long notes....... hmmmm.....#also i started like silencing his breaths (NORMAL THING TO SAY WHEN USING VOCAL SYNTHS) i started silencing his breaths in the volume #parameters for like the first half a verse but then i realized im plugging and playing this shit first actually so i gave up and just like.#loosely noisegated them. but man. i do wish cevio had better breath controls #the current situation is um. the voice breathes at every empty space. every single one. no matter how small #the only in engine solution from what i can tell is just manually turning down the volume for any pause where you dont want a breath #which is why every plug and play cover i post for a cevio/voisona voice sounds like they just ran into the studio LOL #(yeah maybe i only figured out what noise gates are like last week..... shhh.... shhhhhhhh)#because i did use that noise gate its not AS BAD but he does still sound a little like hes hyperventilating #which sometimes. especially for a song like this. might be what you want. but you dont really want the breaths on the glottal stops LOL #which is the biggest issue. i do hope someday they figure out a better way to do this. other engines dont breath until u tell them to #i dont mind the opposite situation but there is currently from what i know no way of making them hold their breath LOL #id love like. a phoneme that just cuts out all sound or something. a true 'sil' for cevio #theres xx which like has no phonemes. and an apostrophe does like devoicing shit to vowels i think? but they still like #gasp and wheeze over everything its so funny like soyogi ia tsudumi my friends....... ur breath control....#although can i judge? i cant really sing without getting a headache because i run out of breath too fast LOL

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dreamsy990 · 29 days ago

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Out of the characters you know which one of them do you think their situation is the most fucked up

ohhh this one is hard hm. i think roxas specifically in kh2 is a good candidate though. it has to be the kh2 stuff though because thats where like 80% of his existential dread is.

#akiren is pretty high up on that list for me but i think thats just recency bias #but also poor guy is going through it at all times his situation legit sucks #i mean i think the badness of situations should be like. considered relative to the storys setting #and in the semi realistic modernish setting of p5 i think his situation is like. absolute garbage like damn #so roxas is higher up on this list because just generally i think his struggles are worse. but also theyre things that couldnt possibly-#-happen in other stories so it feels like an unfair comparison #like in the setting of kh? his situation is terrible but not too abnormal #like its worse. but theres other people in similarly bad situaitons like repliku (rip repliku roxas wouldve loved you)#but roxas was kinda the narratives punching bag #anyways i have the specification for roxas bc his situation varies. very greatly. depending on the game #like in days it sucks hes depressed hes working the worlds worst 9 to 5 with only one day of UNPAID time off but at least its not all of kh #anyways kris deltarune is also really high up on this list #shoutout to kris being possessed making me a huge fan of silent protagonists. what is going on in their head. kris walked so akira could ru #except not really i played deltarune after p5 so #ummm who else #akechi was in a bad situation but he did do a lot of that to himself #so i cant really judge that on the same level. like oh nooo the consequences of your actionssss #anyways thats my favorite little guys who suffer tier list #i need to make a tier list for my blorbos and rank them based on suffering

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nerdie-faerie · 11 months ago

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Currently thinking about the last time I met up with my college friends, and we went around the table reintroducing ourselves with names and pronouns, cus it gets like that. And every time it would come around to me, I would deflect and distract instead of answering because I hadn't actually figured it out yet. It's coming up on a year since then, I still have no idea what the answer would be

#Queer gang #it was literally this time last year cus it was the last time i went home for winter break that i saw them all #i panicked and got distracted the first time i was supposed to introduce myself despite the fact theyre the last people who would judge #but were a bunch of very easily distracted fckers so it wasnt even that noticeable that i hadnt answered at first #but then one of them realised id never actually introduced myself and i cant even remember how i changed the topic #but someone would always realise in the middle of someones story so id just redirect the attention to what we were already discussing #to buy myself time to think but i never actually came up with an answer and im stuck on a coach rn so my brain has all this time to think #and im just. its been a year since that incident its been several years since i started to think maybe my gender didnt entirely fit #but every time i try to figure it out like a puzzle like i did with my sexuality the first time i realise i dont really have an answer #its not that i feel that something else would fit better and i cant figure out why it doesnt feel right in the first place #is it because i was raised hyperfeminine despite growing up predominantly around brothers?#is it because tradition gender roles dont fit anyway when yoyre queer because so much of gender is tangled up in sexuality?#is it because im taking too much of a theoretical/whatever approach to it when i know gender is predominantly a social construct?#is it because its just not that deep and i dont care? or do i care and i just havent figured it out yet? idk

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poniko-w · 2 months ago

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been making concepts for magical girl adukin au.. i am forming a semi-consistent plot & having fun.. i might draw some other characters in magical girl outfits even if ive sort of laid out what the "canon" magical girls are for the au, but idk who i would draw.. maybe fusakin and syumitaro because well. ones a balloon with a human body and the other is God

#ekurambles #i really like this au if i am being honest even if it is just for funsies.. been working on it inbetween doodles and requests #i have a lot of things jotted down on how adukin even like.. became a magical girl in the first place #& i definitely think it could tie into her feelings in the maingame after the events of mo3 #with her feeling like she wasnt as good of a person as jack is but instead of getting manipulated by mdcr #she sacrifices her own selfworth to act more like a hero and force herself to be someone she isnt (“magical girl adu”)#rather than accept who she is and not try to live as a cheap copy of someone who already loves & cares abt her *for* who she is.#taking on a much more dangerous nightlife as a magical girl just to feel like she can amount to any of what jack has done #& that'd probably also lead into jack and his magical boy form where he just wants to help protect her even though adukin hates that idea #she knows she can protect herself and she knows jack isnt trying to say that shes weak (he thinks shes really fucking strong)#but she cant accept his help without accepting herself first otherwise shes just going to keep comparing herself to someone-#-who already thinks shes perfect as the foulmouthed yet kind numa that she is #+ the whole thing with bachikin being the villain shes trying to defeat even if she doesnt know that #because like. she loves bachikin. it is an adubachi-based au afterall #bachikin is only doing these things to create what she thinks is a perfect world #where it's just her and adukin and nobody can judge them or keep them apart #shes been an awful person in the past and she doesnt know how to handle these emotions shes feeling #so she thinks that she has to deal with it the same way that she's dealt with all of her problems in the past #taking what she wants (adukin) and not letting anyone else near her #and bachikin is completely unaware that adukin is the one trying to stop her from doing this #probably in part because she doesnt want to believe that adukin wouldnt also want to live in that idealized world shes created for them-#-in her mind.#...Ok i gotta shut the fuck up this is way too long.

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widevibratobitch · 1 year ago

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me when im obsessed with dead singers from 50 (well... mostly 70-120) years ago and im heartbroken to know i'll never see them on stage... never hear them breathe, never see them sweat, never even touch the hem of their garment...