#but i cant! handle it!!!
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im actually really worried that im not that interested in &j anymore like ivd been having a hard time writing about it and talking about it online and i mean i talk about it a lot irl but idk like people have been knowing more than me and im starting to feel so incredibly inferior that it's hard for me to enjoy it
#im in this group chaf and im the only one there that doesnt live in new york snf doesnt know any og them irl and theyall know more and see#it a lot and know about the swing order and i dont and ive been feeling so bad about it and it's been so hard for me and then i have friends#that are clearlv better at fandom in general than me so theyre better at characterisation so if i get criticisrd i just feel Terrible and i#havent properly wtitten in ages caude ive been so worried about my characterisation cause a friend very gently criticised me on my character#isation like 2 months ago and i really look up to this person so now i just cant Do anything#and also the thing that they eere pointing out wad more anothrr friend's thing that i didn't even Like much but if someone talks enough i#can be persuaded to anything and also because im just terrified do i#'ll go along with literally anything just because i dont want poeple to hate me#and it's ruining my enjoyment and i mean i made an au and i was hoping that that would make it so that i could maybe write again but nobody#carrd so now i judt cant#i feel so broken right now#also people that were meant to be &j friends are now friend friends and i mean thats Fine#but i cant! handle it!!!#i cant talk about other things unless it's My other things#and i especially cant talk about five nights at freddy's because i used to be hyperfixated on that so now that im.not i just cant! talk abou#t it! or hear about it!!!#not to mention that that game fucking destroyed my life when i was 9 because everyone liked it but i didn't know what it eas anf they wouldn#t explain so now i judt CANT hear about it!!!!!!#i cant do it i cant. do this#i miss when it brought me so much joy but now i hate talking about it online and i cant do it anymore#i can't pretend to care i can't keep being an &j blog even though i do love it!!!! but i feel so insecure and inferior that i just cant!!!!!#i hate this so mcuh im sorry i needrd to get this out#i dont have anything interesting to say anymore and i mean there's also just like. the whole being autistic thing and not wanting peopel to#judge me for my interests which they have my whole life and now it's too much and i cant care this much anymore. i just can't#i dont have anything to contribute either i cant draw and i can't write anymore and i just dont know what to do#sorry
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crashing the tulpar into the asteroid that turns you into a dog ft. lil curlydog fanart by @rdhndrd
some design notes under the cut
Curly: Husky mix, maybe GShep? (mush, captain, mush!!!) Anya: Silken Windsprite (or long-medium haired sighthound mix) Daisuke: seen at least 2 different instances of people drawing him as a Papillon and i agree wholeheartedly Swansea: XL Bully/Cane corso Jimmy: badly socialized German Pointer mix
also ciarans fanart is based on this
#you know i'm obsessed with something when i start turning it into animals#mouthwashing#furry#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#captain curly#my art#allowing myself to draw something silly in between commissions...#also i thought about giving curly laika markings to honor some connections people have been making but ummm#if i did he would look EXACTLY like calhoun (oc) and i cant handle that bc theyre already so alike...........
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just following orders p2
p1 here
HUD versions
#tw blood#star wars#the clone wars#tcw#captain rex#arc trooper fives#tcw fives#commander fox#coruscant guard#aviiart#this one was a real trust the process piece#i cannot tell you how many times i was like#OK THATS IT I CANT HANDLE THIS ANYKORE and then just kept drawing#also#are guns shiny? probably no. however this is cooler
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Today at the thrift shop i found the best painting ever and i immediatly knew that she is coming home with me
#her name is Eunice and i love her so much my heart cant handle it#i had to fight my mom to get it bc i didnt have my wallet with me but it was so worth it#i wouldve never forgiven myself if i hadnt got it
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The terrifying thing about Hen and Chim's dynamic for S8 is that they've always been beside each other. Everything in their lives is intertwined, and they rarely keep secrets. But how do you tell your best friend you're jealous of the time he's spending with your daughter? How do you tell him that their bonding is breaking your heart? When he says he has two kids at home, you feel your place as her mother slipping away? And you know she's safe, loved, and cared for, and that's all that should matter. But you're missing out on these important moments, how what she likes is changing and what she enjoys is evolving. Sure, you guys have family dinners, but there's so much of her day that you're missing. So much of that time that's spent away from her. Because you're fighting tooth and nail to put your family back together, and he gets to just...enjoy it.
#911 spoilers#911 abc#no one talk to me im mourning#han wilson family#hen wilson#chimney han#i have thoughts about Chim's perspective too but I cant handle that right now
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THEY'RE AT HIS PICNIC TABLEEEEEE
im gonNA CRYYYYY
#stranger things#im#gonna cry#oh my god#stranger things spoilers#stranger things season 5#i cant handle this#dustin henderson#will byers#mike wheeler#lucas sinclair#eddie munson#hellfire club#this is fucking sad
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modern media literacy is so cooked like what do you mean you gave saltburn a .5 star rating because it wasn’t the class consciousness film you wanted that’s not what the fucking movie is about… ‘they made it hard to keep rooting for him and identifying with him’ idk maybe don’t project onto every character in media you come across & then get scared when they act in a way you wouldn’t
#like not everything is superhero vs villian#not everything is defined as a good vs evil#morally grey characters exist and you guys just keep proving you cant handle them#like for the love of GOD!!!!!!!#watch the movie as it is and stop fucking trying to make everything something you want it to be#i could go on and on but#saltburn#rambles#random#movies
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yeah
#click for better quality because somehow tumblr cant even handle pixel art#mckirk#if u squint#star trek#star trek tos#star trek fanart#jim kirk#leonard bones mccoy#myart#btw i imagine this so called “friend” to be spock........#or scotty.........#u decide in the end tho
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Just read that it was very important to Con O'Neill that Izzy's drag makeup didn't "look comedic". He wanted it to look beautiful.
Excuse me while I sob myself to sleep while listening to La Vie En Rose.
#ofmd#our flag means death#con o'neill#izzy hands#destroy me#i cant handle anything but i especially cant handle this
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Guys holy shit there's something going on w SCP shit I just found out thru the reddit scp sub and I'm losing my mind so much I need to report on this OK like.
So there are joke scps. If u don't know. That are jokes. Usually digs at common tropes on scps like the rock that makes u procrastinate is probably the most famous joke scp. Or the one I can't find rn where the researchers in the article are critiquing the scp item for being too tropey.
But. There's a new joke scp. SCP-021-J. It was posted yesterday and it's fighting for its fucking life. It has been slingshotting between bein rated -5 to +12 this whole time. The discussion on it is wild people fucking hate it or love it. Hard-core scp ppl are goin on paragraphs bout how it's not funny, its not even anything it's jus the worst of 'lol random' internet humour. And then there's the enjoyers who are jus like 'lol mfer can't handle it'
And all it is. Is evil water bottle.
This is it. The entire article. Evil :(
And ppl are LOSING IT. the discussion is full of ppl talkin like this is a sign and example of how the scp site has fallen so far, that scps are all shit now and things like this are taking away from Actually Good Scps. That it's disgusting and horrible. Like genuinely here's one dude calling it actually problematic
And this battle in the forum is genuinely the funniest thing bout this article like this exchange shows it perfectly
#i upvoted it i want this thing to live#SCP#mfers cant handle EVIL WATER BOTTLE#also the author has said fuck all bout it which is funnier to me. theres no meaning here. evil :(
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Leona 8. A party outfit
From this ASK MEME (not accepting new ones)
yknow, aside from taking two months to follow up on this, I nearly lost this file entirely and all the backups thanks to a technical problem, so you (whoever u are) can imagine how livid i would be if it didn’t recover
let’s pretend i knew what i was doing
#my art#i messed up somewhere but i cant be bothered to fix it#twstposting#leona kingscholar#twisted wonderland#we all know he dont go to parties.#(DONT TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY I CANT HANDLE ANY ERM ACTUALLYS—)#edit: i regret making this post.
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he saw god
#i love how glitch couldve just put him next to pomni and make the fandom squeal with joy#but no#they put him next to caine#my poor boy cant handle this#and i find it hilarious#tadc caine#caine#the amazing digital circus#tadc#gummigoo#tadc gummigoo#glitch productions
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ctommy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 arggrrhhhhhghh !!!!!!!!!!!
#im ok guys#please stop saying shit like how poetic it is that we’ve seen tommy’s pov for so long until now . bc he’s moved on#just stop . i cant handle it#please#im gonna cry#tommyinnit fanart#ctommy art#ctommy fanart#ctommy#c!tommy fanart#c!tommy art#c!tommy#dsmp tommyinnit#dsmp tommy#dsmp tommy fanart#dsmp fanart#mcyt fanart#tommyinnit mcyt#tommyinnit art#tommyinnit#tommy mcyt#dream smp#dream smp fanart#dream smp tommy#mcyt art#dsmp art#my art
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#messyr#something happened on the way home- smth that brought old memories.#i hate it. I hardly cry out of distress but i cant handle this one#iyak saglit. tas patayin nalang ulit utak HAhA#'m never taken seriously anyway#vent art#vent post#artists on tumblr#dissociation#sa tw
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this is everyone’s friendly reminder that this is how husk reacted when angel said “if i end up broken, i won’t be his favorite toy anymore.”
i have two thoughts about this.
1. he’s just like us fr
2. im literally going to curl up in a corner and start crying HE HAD NEVER ACTED LIKE THAT BEFORE IN THE WHOLE SHOW. HIS WINGS FUCKING DROOPED AND HIS EARS PINNED BACK AND EVERYTHING IM GOING TO SCREAM 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#guys the way that every time i see this i need to find a fucking pillow to scream my lungs out in#i cant fucking handle this#i can’t fucking handle them#they are TOO FUCKING MUCH.#IM LITERALLY SOBBING RN.#hazbin hotel#huskerdust#angel dust#husk
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Who else has an unhealthy obsession with Spencer’s hands 👀🙋🏻♀️
#dr spencer reid#mgg#spencer reid#criminal minds#i cant handle this#mgg icons#mgg pics#dr reid#reid#spencer reid gifs#spencer reid imagine#criminal minds reid#criminal minds gif#criminal minds fandom#obessesed#my obsession#his hands#unhealthy obsession#daddy sorry daddy sorry daddy sorry
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