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botcomplex · 2 days ago

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Apparently, it's "Appreciate a Dragon Day". Hope Astarion's got enough AC and Constitution for that! Lil oc x BG3 shitpost to start off the year as I force myself back into drawing

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knifearo · 1 year ago

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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one

#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts #course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism #being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn #i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus #cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself #into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation #but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy #and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system #you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao #yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic #aromanticism #aro positivity #aroace #arospec #sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon #you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better #life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not #i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao

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bixels · 7 months ago

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tarpit site.

#personal #delete later #for context a tweet i made in the middle of the night blew the fuck up and brought the attention of anime fans who've been #harassing and hassling me about my big factual blunder for an entire day straight #“ok i'll apologize” “bro it's not that serious.”#“you're right it's not that serious“ ”why won't you just admit that you're wrong and apologize!“#i'm not going crazy right. i feel like i'm getting manipulated into thinking i must've been wrong #it's crazy how twitter hate will trick you into believing saying something someone else disagrees with is a moral failing #sorry i haven't seen frieren i guess but what's it to you. i wasn't making a claim or statement #also because nobody has gotten this in the original post i wasn't talking about the quality of animation i'm talking about solid drawing #which is a very specific principle of animation. dandandan has really good solid drawing wherein all the characters are animated #with realistic and proportional 3d depth. newsflash but trigger doesn't prioritize solid drawing in their animation and that's fine #it's an aesthetic choice and has ties to production limits. none of this is a big deal. this is all so stupid lol #i've dealt with worse and more annoying weebs though it's fine i'll put on my clown nose twitter needs their stupid guy for the day #oh btw at the end of the day this doesn't matter. it'll be over by tomorrow. all that's happening is petty angry emotions.#so please don't involve yourself by jumping into the argument and prolonging this shit #i'm about to go on a date with tulli after being apart for a month this is the furtherest thing from my mind rn

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whorefindel · 8 months ago

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this has me in tears yall 😭

#or throw yourself off a cliff after breaking into a war camp to steal cursed jewels #or turn into a bird #elrond lore will never not go crazy #im actually jskdjskkds he looks so done #how is it always the kind as summer ones who have been through the most #elrond #lotr #tolkien #silmarillion #lord of the rings #the hobbit #rings of power #elros #elwing #earendil #maedhros #maglor #arwen #celebrian

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bunnieswithknives · 5 months ago

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OK JUST A LITTLE THING BECAUSE IM INSANE @cubbihue

Song: Plastic by Cheekface

#IDENTITY HORROR MY BELOVED #I want to watch him fall apart #I need him to explode #fop #fairly oddparents #fop a new wish #fairly oddparents a new wish #animation #animatic #art #digital art #fanart #body horror #I sent in an anon ask a bit ago about Chimmy being able to accidentally destroy himself if he realized what he was #and that idea makes me so so so crazy #The slow dawning horror that you arent yourself #followed by the horrific deterioration of your body as a direct result of your knowlege #like a punishment you cant undo #a horrible cycle of falling to pieces reinforcing this horrific reality and that horrific reality tearing you to pieces #you know now. you cant go back even if you want to #and the visual symbolism body horror of literally falling into pieces. AGHGhgh he's hollow in there just so you know #He could stick his whole arm in and not reach the back of his skull its just a dark pit completely hollow and unnatural #I like to think if you looked deep enough you could see stars #AUGHGH STRIPPING CHARACTERS OF THEIR HUMANITY MY BELOVED #removing even their basest comforts. Even their body isnt familiar to them anymore #Its this strange horrifying thing. What will it do next? Was it ever theirs? Should they be afraid?#and in my hands the answer will always be yes #Sorry Im going insane I love your au #I like characters who cling on to humanity that can never be theirs ♥

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shuploc · 7 months ago

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Ai art?

Are you fucking joking?

Sorry, no, it is not and I find it so disrespectful you would even think to ask that. I have not and will NEVER touch anything AI related ever in my life, I think it's so utterly pointless and destructive and it frankly makes me wanna kill myself.

So no, it is not and never will be, and you can safely hold that to me for the rest of my existence. I really hope this is the last time someone asks me this.

#I really really hate to have to be that way' but my god #crazy how spending all this time teaching myself how to draw for literally decades-#and now people might just look at my stuff and shrug and go “well' that's cool' but a computer probably made that so I don't care”#not to bring it up again or whatever' but I have legitimately not been this depressed in ages since ai became mainstream #I hope it completely gets wiped off the face of the earth #I frankly do not care what it could/might be useful for #it's so exploitative and toxic and it completely ruins the fun of being a creative in every single way possible #good grief.#sorry lmao #but yeah' fuck no' and please just go through my stuff or my art tag and have a look yourself next time first before asking #that would be lovely

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unnonexistence · 8 months ago

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hermann thoughts: if i discredit newton and his approach enough, the martial won't give him the equipment for his kaiju drift, and i can protect him from himself. if he despises me for it, so be it. there is little i wouldn't sacrifice to see him safe.

newt thoughts: this is a Best Science competition and i have to Win

#unscientific aside #newmann #pacific rim #thinking about them again today #it's very easy to read hermann's animosity during the movie as him being pissed off at newt for his 'completely crazy'#theories getting attention + being a massive nuisance in general #that's exactly what it looks like if you just listen to WHAT he's saying #however if you pay attention to WHEN he says it & pay attention to his face when no one is looking it's very clear there's more going on im #like the kaiju entrails comment. newt has all these tables with guts set up right next to the line & has clearly been working there for age #theres a big pile of intestinal-looking tubes over on hermann's side of the floor already! not a peep from hermann!#but then when newt tries to join the conversation he happens to throw another little squidgy bit & suddenly hermann jumps on him about it #brings up in front of the marshall how CONSTANT this unprofessional conduct is while also cutting newt off #he physically puts himself between newt & pentecost #interrupts newt every time he tries to talk #starts making snarky little personal comments AT newt to discourage him - 'don't embarrass yourself' 'yes [just get to the point]'#'this is the point where he goes completely crazy' [significant look at newt]#keeps hovering in the background looking between newt & pentecost #like. ok he is SO MAD that newt is getting pentecost's attention here. obviously #the thing that does it for me though is how sad and resigned he looks when newt finally does get to the point #this is not the face of an angry rival #this is the face of a man with ulterior motives for his animosity #i dont think newt has any ulterior motives hes aware of lol he thinks hes in a movie about 2 geniuses vying for scientific superiority #happens to be in love with hermann but hasnt realized because hes so mad at him all the time #he only realizes how much hermann cares when he offers to drift with him

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marklikely · 8 months ago

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the movie did such a good job at putting me in isabel/owens shoes honestly because i was looking at tara/maddys monologue scene through a lens of just not letting go of nostalgia so i was like 'oh my god do not get in that hole in the ground. this is crazy' but then two minutes later with hindsight i Understood and was like 'NO YOU SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN IN THE HOLE IN THE GROUND GO BACK'

#thats how you know its a good metaphor because this was also exactly my cycle with hrt for like 6 straight years #'oh my god you cant get on testosterone right now theres all this. it would be crazy'#*2 years later* oh my god why didnt i start hrt back then that was so stupid. it would have been so easy. i cant do it now of course.#*2 years later* oh my god why didnt i start hrt back then it would have been so ea #avpost #movie diary #i saw the tv glow #but hey anyway i DID start hrt its not too late etc etc. please god go bury yourself in that hole in the ground right now.

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buwheal · 8 months ago

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hey spamton, do you know a place you can afford to get a decent meal NOT from the trash? you need proper nutrition.

#Passive agressiveness instead of listening!! yesss king neglect your health because youve convinced yourself its fine!! /j #spamton #[you've got mail!]#spamton g spamton #ignore the stray pixel thats not real youre crazy #deltarune #deltarune spamton #deltarune chapter 2 #props to this person btw theyve been sending asks for a while in hopes of scoring #this one hit the bullseye #so good job!! this is a good ask :-D #although a bit on the bait side aha #this isnt going to make him upset all of a sudden though loll theres more stuff i want to do with him while hes in a good mood for a while #im deliberate with his wording btw.

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etoilesbienne · 1 year ago

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it does make me crazy because you cannot post about qbbh being aromantic without someone coming up to you going Um Actually That Quote Is Out Of Context. And the quote is LITERALLY badboyhalo out of character saying he was playing an aromantic type character. like HOW MUCH MORE WORD OF GOD STATEMENT DO YOU FUCKING NEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

#discourse #like he's clearly aro bisexual from everything we've seen #i just dont get it why are people so fucking defensive over it #it doesnt mean he cant be in relationships. it doesnt mean he cant have personal connections #sorry it makes me crazy like why is this even an argument go fuck yourself for real #posts from the aether

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dailyjevil · 7 months ago

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hello!! hope you're having a good day :D

since you're doing the pride flag challenge, I hope you don't mind me requesting the lithromantic/sexual flag!

left is lithsexual and the right is lithromantic, idm which one you pick :]

(it means to feel romantic and/or sexual attraction to someone but doesn't want the feeling reciprocated or stops once it is :>)

Day 297 of posting Jevil every day

#pride palettes #lithromantic #I wanted to go with the Lithromantic palette because I thought the green and red was interesting and also because it feels familiar #five colors.. mostly black? this is the closest I’ve gotten to drawing Jevil in his actual color palette since we’ve started this!#this whole June Pride event has been so exciting and it makes me really happy to see you all getting happy when you see yourself reflected #in a palette. But I do miss drawing regular Jevils!!!#I may get my chance though. Day 300 is coming up fast and it’s gonna be during June. do I do a regular Pride jevil or a special normal #palette Jev? I guess we’ll see how I’m feeling day of.#hmmm. hey if you’ve read this far- want some Dailyjevil lore?#when I started dailyjevil.. Jevil wasn’t even my favorite Deltarune character #It was Rouxls Kaard actually. Actually had a big crush on him- crazy right?? I don’t get those often.#Anyways I started Dailyjevil on a whim in the middle of my 5th period English class. I noticed there wasn’t a daily jevil art blog and #thought I could try it for a month or two. By the way- I had drawn Jevil like twice before this. Never could’ve seen it lasting this long!#Now I have around 300 Jevils in my camera roll. I didn’t think it would last once my Deltarune fixation wore off.#I’m probably gonna go in detail of it all later once this is all over in a big thank you post #I’m starting to plan what I’m gonna do for the final day #gah!!!!! I can’t believe I’ve almost made it!!!!!#dailyjevil #deltarune #deltarune jevil #jevil #jevil deltarune

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youandthemountains · 8 months ago

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it probably is insane how much I wish I could express the thing about spones. the vibes about spones. Like there's the joking fun fandom vibes and I love them, I love to play with them, of course of course. but the THING. the CORE to me. i wish i could capture it and share it.

#like. the constancy. like the friction matters because it's hand in hand with the steadfastness you know? and it doesn't preclude tenderness #also climbing into the mind of the person you've been obsessed with understanding and being understood by.#and the fact that it's lifelong. and the teasing. and the fact that the growth is in the allowance of imperfections #allowing that imperfections exist in who you love allows you to love them allows you to love yourself #and i always love people knowing what you believe and bolstering it when you feel lost even when it's not their philosophy #(bones asking spock hope? isn't that a human failing? and him not allowing that #spock losing himself to emotion in all our yesterdays and bones reminding him how antithetical that is to him)#but even with all that seriousness - the TEASING. the plain fun. the constant reaching out regardless of their moods #the constant seeking each other out. the almost - given nature of the relationship.#it's not in some ways as dramatic as a Simple Feeling as the When I Think of You I Feel Shame.#it's bones growing into old age the human way one day at a time with spock #when people are like oh spock just put his katra in him because he was there - yeah. and he was always going to be the one who was there #this is why the earth moon sun metaphor works for the triumvirate so much better than sun moon stars imo #bones is the earth spock is the moon kirk is the sun #'the captain was indispensable'#the sun - a distant lifegiver to them and many others. they do revolve around it. have unique relationships to it #the earth revolutes the sun which brings it life. the moon has a face it only shows the sun #and the moon revolutes the earth. their gravity shapes each other. they reach out to each other. they formed in a collision outward #in some ways are entirely different but have the same stuff in them. spin the same.#idk it just makes so much sense for them all.#but even just getting back to them. again just the obsession with each others mind.#'i will never understand the medical mind' 'mathematically perfect brainwaves'#and then complimenting each other always so startlingly out of the blue with their own fields -#'you have a good bedside manner spock' 'perhaps if they had your ingenuity they would have'#the seeking each other's advice out even if it's just to argue with it lmao. the motif of their last words always going to each other #even wrath of khan - we know spock was talking to bones in his head. i do always wonder what was in their tsfs reunion scene #that shatner didn't want to happen.#I don't know and even this isn't the heart of it.#there's the families and the way they fit into each other's conception and value and weight of family #do i even tag this spones. this is just crazy rambling.

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ruthlessness69 · 16 days ago

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chapter 16 is out! 🌊

#my art #epic the musical #odysseus x poseidon #poseidon x odysseus #the man and the sea #my fic #the man and the sea au #odyseidon #i can't draw landscapes and anything realistic at all #but i wanted the part IV pic be like this #i have no chill #i have no mercy to myself either #if ruthlessness is mercy #so can you mercy yourself?#or do you have to be ruthless to yourself too so it would be mercy #sorry I'm going crazy in tags today xD #i overslept

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androphagy · 3 months ago

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yeah, i knew i wasn't making it up or misremembering. this is the person who was back in either late 2023 or early 2024 that was bothering me and is also claiming to be entirely transfem now. don't even talk or engage with impunkster-syndrome if they come crawling back, they're an extremely bad faith run of the mill internet troll and literally the exact type of person i was talking about in that post.

#afab transfem #impunkster-syndrome #transmisogyny #transphobia #<- for filtering #be serious. be so serious #see i wouldnt have even remembered this and outed the fact that they're faking being transfeminine to sound more authoritative (which is #crazy for hopefully obvious reasons?)#i hope that they don't come back online until they're able to understand that words mean things #and that the way you portray yourself online unfortunately is how people are going to view you because that's all they have to go on #i wont even go into the endogenic and trauma/neuro/cripple punk stuff #but believe me i have thoughts on it!

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beastking-golion · 1 month ago

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Did christian linke actually do anything wrong beyond saying he didn’t see jayvik as romantic or are you guys just losing your shit over a difference of opinion?

#dex rants #genuinely I can’t tell cause you guys are acting like he shot someone’s dog #seriously yall are saying his name like a curse or smthing #unless he actually did something wrong you gotta fuckin calm down #people are gonna disagree with you especially on something like this so what #unless he’s harassing people I don’t see the issue #however it seems like a lot of you guys are starting to harass people instead #I must ask is it really appropriate to turn someone into the enemy over something so harmless?#people view character relationships different all the time due in part to opinion and personal experience #personally I’m jayvik crazy I think of them as painfully annoyingly and frustratingly gay for each other however my friend sees them as an-#extension of his close friendships and how he’d go that far without any romance holding him to it #this doesn’t hurt me nor does it hurt him for feeling that way #but it does hurt to harass someone incessantly and twist words into daggers #you need to learn to move on #take a nice deep breath and say ‘we disagree’ and instead focus on enjoying yourself with the people who agree #christian linke #arcane #arcane spoilers #every year that passes I realize people are so quick to anger #often times they make themselves the most upset with their own feelings #it’s kinda frustrating liking popular mlm ships because so often people resort to arguing over actually enjoying themselves #jayvik I’m so sorry they’re doing this to you #and before you say ‘well what if you held this opinion on [serious matter]???’ we’re not talking about anything else we’re just talking-#about shipping okay?#different situations have different nuance #anyways I’m gonna go make a jayvik playlist and kick n my feet and giggle looking at these fuckin 30 year old men /gen

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birdmenmanga · 2 months ago

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A while ago I received a beautiful painting of Eishi in the mail from @kitsoa!! I've been meaning to post pictures of it but I so rarely have physical objects I wanted a proper photoshoot to do it justice <3

When I first saw this I was absolutely blown away by the colors. These magenta-maroon hues aren't ones I associate with urban cityscapes at all and yet it's beautiful and dreamlike. There are a lot of poignant moments of loneliness in this series and this piece really captures that feeling, in my opinion. I almost feel like crying when I look at it sometimes. Kitsoa just has a way with color I can never hope of coming close to; I often look at her artworks and think, "Ah, her brain's just wired in a fundamentally different way from mine." (NOT a lamentation btw-- I consider it a blessing that we are put on this earth to show each other pictures of that which the other could not conceive of)

I have it up on my wall with sticky tack (didn't want to put tape on the front in case it got damaged when I inevitably have to move away) and I look at it all the time. I love it so much!! Thank you!!

#birdmen #karasuma eishi #not mine #LOLLL perceptive members of the health committee may notice that these are the same flowers as the ones from my kaish*n merch shoot #and you may be thinking to yourself. wow. the colors of the flowers match this piece WAY more than the kaish*n stuff.#and well. you know. I actually DIDN'T bring this with me to the flower shop because. you know.#my merch gets damaged... whateverburger. I have more of it at home.#if THIS got damaged though I think I would go directly to hell do not pass go do not collect $200. so she didn't know about it at all #she just looked at my stuff and went 'ohhh what a shame we don't have blue flowers right now...'#(points at the bottom half of the book cover) we do have some orange-pink-yellow ones though #like the roses here or the [those other flowers. idk what they are lol.]#and I was like hmmmmmmm perfectttt actuallyyyyy #she even threw in an extra rose bc I told her I was going to take photos tomorrow #and she was worried the rose would have opened too much by the time I did it... sighing dreamily.#its crazy bc like. I kind of get it now kiriko.#and like in chorus too he has flowers in his apartment #but like I get it now. it's kind of great. to have flowers I mean. LOL

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