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They turned Monty back into a bird. That’s so sad
#I liked his character#season 1#episode 7 spoilers#dead boy detectives#monty the crow#although#the evil character#recognizing that their actions#have consequences#only when it impacts themselves#is definitely overdone#but he was cute#so I’ll forgive him
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the quote “everything i’ve ever let go of has claw marks in it” but it’s richie breaking down outside of neibolt screaming eddie we have to help him he’s still in there eddie eddie eddie
#reddie#still can’t believe bev dryly told him richie he’s gone and then made out with her new lover in front of him???#while he cleaned eddie’s blood from his glasses#i’ll actually never forgive her for that#they are fucking worms in my brain#i can’t see anything without relating it to them#except… this one’s kind of obvious#richie tozier i’m so sorry
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you know those instances when the pain of losing someone is too much and you consider forgetting them altogether? that, but Bruce chooses NOT to forget. instead, he'd rather remember Jason incorrectly. gaslighting himself is his coping mechanism. it's literally the opposite of honoring the dead
Oh, anon, you are really tugging on my heartstrings with this one. I completely agree. Honestly, to me, Bruce’s response to Jason’s death is unforgivable (not the immediate grief, but the way he rewrote the narrative). He destroyed Jason’s legacy, the piece him that should have lived on forever. Fifteen year old Jason Todd hardly had a chance to make a mark on the world. As Robin, he made a difference, he gave everything he had to making Gotham a better place, to standing up for people who didn’t have anyone else behind them. The public didn’t (couldn’t) know about Robin’s death, so the only keepers’ of that memory, of that legacy, was Jason’s family. And for completely selfish reasons, Bruce didn’t just obliterate it, he tarnished it beyond recognition. And he spread that poison to the next generation. As you said, it’s the opposite of honoring the dead.
To me, the true tragedy of Jason’s story is not that he died, that Batman didn’t save him, that he was a collateral damage in Batman’s crusade, that even after he came back begging for his Dad to choose him he still lost, that ultimately his death meant nothing. It’s that his father, the person that was supposed to love him most in life, made it so his life meant nothing. It’s heartbreaking.
I will never understand how dc decided to go from these two boys who loved each other so much (Batman #383):
To a father, who, almost in the same breath, could say his son was responsible for his own death (Batman Hush):
And then turn around and claim his son knew how much he loved him:
To a father, who claimed his son was nothing more than rage (Batman 614).
and recklessness (Detective Comics 790).
That is tragedy.
#keen converses#thinking about that quote that’s often miss attributed to hemingway—you die a second death that last time someone says your name#but what about when they’re saying your name in vain?#i have a special place in my heart for good dad bruce#but i’ll really be able to forgive him for what he does to jay in death#jason deserved so so much better#jason todd#bruce wayne#batman#batfam thoughts
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IAN WAKE UP
GOOD MORNFIGN??? iT’S 5AM IMSMSJSBIS
JAMILSHWHS HES SJSBWWKE
P .
PARDON MY FRENCH hHU. WHAT THE UFKC
iM SORRYYY????? WHAGT IS WRONF WITH HIM HES DANCING WITH SKEELTONS NOW???
tHis SKELETON. ME. THIS IS ME I’M DEAD DECEASED ROTTING JAW GAPING OPEN EYES HOLLOW IM DEAD GONE IN JAMILs ARMS
AND SEEING THE ROPE IM ASSUMING HE GRABBED A HANGING SKELETON AND DECIDED TO DANCE WITH IT??? GOODBYe. HES SO MESSED UP
ANYWAUS HELP ME HIS SINGULAR (1) FANG AND THE WAY HES LOOKDINHDH I WANT TO BSBSVESIOSXONXNXAKM PINCH HIM
SOMEOWBE COME PICK ME UP OR I FEAR YOU’LL FIND ME ON THE NEWS
#[—✦ chatting#-✧ bawling#I’M SO SORRY IM GOIN INSANE#THIS WAS SUCH A JUMPSCARE ID DINT EXPECT FOR THE GROOVIES TO DROP TODAY 😭😭#THANK YOU 🙏🙏🙏🙏#FOR SHARINF ME THIS#ANYWAYS#JAMIL LOOKS LIKE HES HAVING FUN THOUGH I’LL FORGIVE HIM FOR HIS ATROCITIES FOR NOW#it’s okay it’s fine#i’m good#i’ve let it out#b r e a t h e s#i’m Normal
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Dr. Habit doodles n a demo of my Smilesona!! :-)
#Charmingest game ever…#The style was such a blessing 2 my brain and def beat up artblock 4 me <3#Sooo many good n funny characters n I had the option to KISS them??? Hellooo <3#Dr. Habit is so cool n interesting… I want 2 put him under a microscope for sure#Funny guy#Smile For Me#Dr. Habit#Boris Habit#Ackkk just wanna mention how much I LOVED the PSAs!! Stayed up late on purpose just 2 hear Habit threaten me :)#Him and Gator are BESTIES btw cuz I said…#She kindaaa forgives him but I’ll talk abt that later!!!
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rewatching destiny is so funny but it also HURTS !!!!!!!!! jay has to hear his dad say he’d kill the destiny gang members, which includes little destiny, and i’m sure that finn would be understanding of jay and ld’s relationship but naturally since they’ve kept it a secret finn doesn’t fucking know and it clearly upsets the poor kid ,,, crying throwing up
#AS EVIDENCED BY HIM TELLING JAY TO GET LITTLE DESTINY TO SAFETY WHEN THE SCARAB SHOWS UP#shut up emrys#fac spoilers#fionna and cake spoilers#f&c spoilers#farmworld#farmworld finn#finn mertens#jay mertens#little destiny#fionna and cake#i also think he just. ok hang on#i think that as the oldest jay is more aware of finn’s mental health issues#and he Definitely knows his dad has killed people. like innocent people.#so hearing him say so bluntly ‘i’ll slay them. if i have to.’ makes him worry in several different directions#how would finn cope with that? esp if ld showed up?#would he be able to forgive himself for adding the blood of yet another child to his hands?#especially if that child was his son’s secret girlfriend?#would he withdraw even further into himself? how often does finn just stare into the fire with a haunted look in his eye?#(would finn be able to come back from killing someone without the influence of the crown?)#i’m thinking abt them so much.
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here i am, walking through my department and getting my work done while thinking about the hospital scene they dropped.
then i’m thinking about how i’m working until 10pm so ill be missing the episode live and can only finish it once i finish my shift.
then i’m thinking…… oh no….. am i….. tommy??😳
finishing shift before 🤝 finishing shift before
seeing buck in hospital seeing buck in episode
#i’m so sorry buck baby#i thought i was better#turns out i’m just like him#please forgive me#i’ll be there as soon as i can#i won’t even change before turning on the episode unlike someone#😂😂😂#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 on abc#911 buddie#buck and eddie#oliver stark#ryan guzman#911 spoilers#911 abc
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When I got my first job at 16, I was suffering with severe depression and suicidal ideation of all kinds. I was a shell of a person that hated and dreaded every waking moment of my life. Every breath felt like a waste of time
During my days of training, I was blessed with incredible coworkers that brought me out of socially anxious shell and really showed me the fun of working in the industry. One of these people is a family member of mine, though not related by blood
I didn’t know him then. We probably said “hi” to each other once or twice at a family gathering and maybe had one awkward side hug since he joined the family. That was the extent of it
But through work, I attached myself to him. He became my comfort. Who and what I looked forward to every shift. I was a stupid, depressed teen who swore like a sailor, and yet he, in his abounding grace and love, showed me those qualities every shift. There was equal amounts of teaching as there was snark, playful insults, and remarks. He made me laugh enough in one shift that set me for the week
It’s been quite a few years since I was that age, of that mentality, and since we’ve worked together as coworkers. Tonight, he sat beside me at a Christmas Eve party as a tease, and we laughed a lot. We threw toys at each other, shared half a brain cell, and laughed so, so hard at each others antics
He has no idea the extent that 16 y/o me loved and treasured him. He probably still doesn’t, and I don’t know if I’ll ever tell him. But boy is it sweet to hear his laugh and to eat Christmas ham beside him and know that his presence was something that I owe a little bit of my life to
#the last 3 or 4 days have been exceedingly long and busy#so forgive me. but he is someone I’ll talk about for forever#I really really love him#i came home from every shift and texted my best friend every little thing that happened between he and I#he was who and what I found joy in#and while I only see him on occasion anymore#I love him so so dearly. one of the best guys I know#and not just for how I’ve experienced him. but for who he is. he’s wonderful#absolutely wonderful#nobody’s listening L
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I’m just having one of those days…
(crying over a man I never met because I miss him)
#forgive me while I rant#does anyone else have friends or family that tease you over your love for elvis#I got randomly really emotional and sad on a car ride home last night#we were driving by the beach and it reminded me of his last vacation to hawaii in ‘77#and it made me think about how he passed away so young#how he was stripped of all the little joys life has to offer#like swimming in the ocean#feeling the breeze#relaxing in the sun#almost everyone in his group got to grow old and experience a lifetime of all the little things like that#but he didn’t#it’s just so unfair#and yeah then my whole family teased me and played unchained melody to purposely make me more upset#I know it seems dumb to some people to cry over someone you never met#but I just feel so sad for elvis#I know he had an amazing life and career but he deserved to enjoy it longer#I’ll miss him forever#personal rant#elvis presley#elvisaaronpresley#elvis#elvis fans#elvis photos#i love him
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thinking about how Belphie’s situation in s1 is so Blackbird (the song) coded
(Because I never stop thinking of lesson 16 and Belphie in season1 I could go on a word rampage about that arc.)
warnings: SPOILERS FOR LESSON 16 OBEY ME lesson 16 is its own warning guys
Notes: I basically just rewrote the s1 Belphie plot line. That’s it. It’s basically the exact same but written narratively lol. Also!! I plan on writing part 3 of the obey me as soulmate tropes (barb and dia are already done) but Solomon’s part is giving me such a creative block for some reason so it’s taking a while! Sorry!
Constructive criticism welcomed :)
“Blackbird singing in the dead of night,”
Shouts for help echoed through the hallways of the House of Lamentation. Why did it seem nobody but you (and the man who tried stopping you from approaching the attic, Lucifer) could hear them?
You snook your way around the house, trying to avoid the stars visible from Lucifer’s doorway and other places you’ve seen him roam at night. Even if he was distracted listening to Levi’s TSL vinyl, you didn’t want to risk it. You were determined to go up to the attic and listen to the voice shouting for you to please help, so you could free whatever may be trapped up there or at least hear it out.
You thought for a moment his calls for help sounded akin to a blackbird singing a morning’s song, though there are no mornings in the eternal darkness of the devildom; only the dead of night forever.
“Take these broken wings and learn to fly,”
You carefully made your way up the stairs, “MC, finally, no one is going to stop you. Now’s your chance to climb the stairs.” How did this voice know your name? More importantly, why are they asking you for help? What got them up there in the first place?
Your internal questions halted when you finally came face to face with the person behind the caged door of the attic. He never said his name, however he did ask you for help, and who were you if not humane? You’re here as a human, after all. He instructed to you to make pacts with the six demon brothers, starting with Beelzebub, in order to gain the power to free him. Your heart hurt for the poor human who claimed to have been locked away for so long they’ve forgotten who they are and how long exactly they’ve been locked away.
Make pacts with my brothers, learn to set me free.
“All your life, you were only waiting for this moment to arrive.”
Belphie has been waiting for so long, months now spent just sitting in the same room, air long turned stale. He could tell you exactly how many boards were on the floor and cobwebs were in the corners of the room. Of course, his brother had to lock him away. Of course, his brother chose Diavolo’s rule over his own little brother.
Finally, after so long, there was finally something. A human no less, who had finally managed to enter the attic. If it had to be a human who would save him, so what?
He had been waiting so long for this moment to arrive. A moment to be free again, and even a moment to seek revenge.
“Blackbird singing in the dead of night,”
All Belphie heard at night now was the voice of this human. It’s strange how much comfort its grown to bring him, given his plan. But the voice of his brothers and his dead twin would be much more comforting to hear, and his sister was a much more comforting presence.
He knows he won’t miss you when you’re gone, or else he just wouldn’t go through with it, he just wouldn’t continue to manipulate you into working to free him just for him to kill you. But he will miss the routine of having a concerned voice chirping at him in the dead of night while everyone else is asleep. He’s sure Beel will suffice.
“Take these sunken eyes and learn to see,”
At last the moment came, you had finally freed him, even if you weren’t there when the cage opened, he knows it was you. Had you finally made a pact with Lucifer? Is that why he’s free? Credit given where credit is due, you were surprisingly competent for a human. It’s a shame the fate that befalls you. The fate Belphie has the power of stopping, but chooses not to.
Your eyes were so tired he noticed in the brighter lighting of purgatory hall. Sunken and tarnished by dark bags. Was this the result of your late night visits to the attic? Had you just been working too hard? Who knows, I’d rather, who cares? Any pity he felt, he swallowed down and it was quickly drowned by his seething and growing hatred for your kind. Maybe in another life, he and Lilith would be sneaking down into the human world to watch you and your kin, but not anymore. You can’t teach him to see humans as more than vermin.
“All your life, you were only waiting for this moment to be free.”
A humans life is always only building up to death. It’s what every human spends their life anticipating, waiting for the sweet relief or curdling torture of death. Would you feel dread in your last moments? Perhaps irony? He never could grow fond enough of you to change his plans, but you did plant an invasive seed of interest in him. He hates how he wants to understand you now more than ever, how does the human mind and spirit face death? Are you different from the countless other humans he’s killed? Are you more accepting?
It’s sad to say that the only regret he has from killing you is not making it last long enough for you to express your final thoughts to him. If only he had dragged your death out longer, given you time and air to carefully pick out your last words, maybe even a last emotion shared just with him. The thought of wanting to be the one to see your dying face, hear your dying thoughts and feel your dying senses feels quite intimate for a murderer and the murdered. Maybe in another life you weren’t unfortunate enough to be born as a human. In another life, he thinks. He dwells on the ‘ifs’ too often.
It’s only natural for humans to die. They wait their entire life for that moment of freedom, really he gifted you by killing you while you were still well loved by those around you, his brothers. Oh, his brothers will be mad… they’ll get over it, in time. They can’t love you enough to stay mad at their sweet little brother, right?
#obey me#obey me solmare#obey me!#obey me shall we date#obey me belphegor#obey me Belphie#om! belphie#I will NEVERRR get over lesson 16#like don’t get me wrong I love Belphie#but we forgave him WAY too fast. why did the brothers take longer to forgive him that we did?? WE died!!!#the brothers should’ve helped us forgive Belphie rather than us help the brothers get comfortable with him#cause I know damn well if you stuck me in the same BUILDING let along room alone with the guy who just killed me#whoowie my first reaction would NOT be trying to befriend him and make amends with his brothers#solmare rushed Belphies arc so bad and I’ll never forgive them for that SO MUCH ANGST POTENTIAL WASTED ON ALL THREE FRONTS#I should make a new post out of this atp instead of hiding in the tags erm lmao
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#this picture still has me in a chokehold#i’ll never forgive him for getting rid of the braids so quick#trent alexander arnold#liverpool
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holland checking his doorbell camera after telling the small ginger antari that he doesn’t want to be friends for the 392828th time:
#i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again#i love holland but i’ll never forgive him for how he treated kell#can you tell i’m loving the adsom gang as cats vibe atm?#my brain is so frazzled academics are killing me rn#pls i just wanna write about kellila please#kell maresh#holland vosijk#a conjuring of light#adsom#a darker shade of magic#a gathering of shadows#alucard emery#delilah bard#kellila#lila bard#rhy maresh#v e schwab#rhylucard#shades of magic#antari#incorrect adsom
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He definitely whimpers
(Art belongs to David Near)
#pathetic men#he’s so pathetic#he’s all mine#he’s definitely a bottom#i’m down bad#the morgue files#I fucking hate him but I love him#I feel bad for him but I’ll never forgive him for what he did to Sally#poor girl#sally williams#aiden klein#david near#creepypasta
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dean and his son who he clearly “hates” and “never cared about.” clearly
#not to mention dean remembering from day 1 that jack is interested in zombies & encouraging the hunt in tombstone bc jack was excited for it#not to mention dean being the one to say that if jack was a monster so were the rest of them bc they’ve all done bad things#not to mention dean disobeying god with eye contact because he wanted to choose forgiveness and family over revenge#not to mention dean (known ophidiophobe) supporting jack having a pet snake And allowing it in his sacred car#not to mention all of 14x06. just the whole episode#some of you do not pay attention to his good moments because you want to hate him forever and that’s very stupid unfortunately#cal.txt#spn#supernatural#jack kline#dean wincester#dean and jack#spn scripts#not to mention dean being the first one to ask about jack after Billie vanished him to explode in the empty#but I’m sure he totally doesn’t care at all yeah#he’s just a big mean alcoholic with one dimension of personality in his entire pinky finger#very astute observation I’m sure your English teacher loved you#no I don’t think of you as family but stay and live with us forever be god from your bedroom I’ll buy you new expensive furniture too#but to be clear I don’t think of you as family whatsoever what makes you think that
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Drawing One Piece characters in order of appearance (until i give up)
0 - 6
#lucky roo#made me forget my artstyle halfway through the second part#can you tell five was drawn on a different day than four#gol d roger#luffy#shanks#i really dislike my shanks i think hes very pink but i couldnt be bothered#makino#benn beckman#i want to see him again soon#yassop#got the order off a random video so forgive me if i skip some#i saw apis wasnt on it but maybe i’ll squeeze her in#i dont care if its filler i loved her#and her annoying grandpa ryu#did not enjoy the second filler though that was rough
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I know the brainrot is strong but I really can’t shake the idea that Ed&Stede are gonna get married - whether it’ll be in this season or the next.
Because… just imagine if they’d keep the wedding toppers that Ed stole.
(I mean Stede would probably cry out of the sheer wave of emotions that would hit him as soon as he’d find out about them… come on, the guy couldn’t even decide on a flag and instead hung all of his crew’s designs up like a dad who pins his kids’ drawings to the fridge)
And eventually there would be a parallel shot of the time Ed stole them from the straights to “current day” where the painted versions are sitting on a brand new wedding cake and as the camera zooms out we see them at an improvised altar on the Revenge, holding hands and smiling like the goofy head-over-heals in love idiots that they are.
#our flag means death#ofmd 2#ofmd teaser#ofmd headcanon#ofmd brainrot#stede bonnet#Edward teach#gentlebeard#blackbonnet#ofmd#our flag means death season 2#gentlebeard wedding#extra bit of headcanon:#imagine if both Lucius and Izzy would share the roles of the priest because Lucius would be obsessed with the idea of planing a wedding#(Even though he’d probably still be pissed at Ed - but I have the feeling that he’d forgive him eventually with an annoyed eyeroll)#and Izzy would just wanna do it in hopes of sabotaging the wedding and with the thoughts of#‘Fine Edward if this is what you want I’ll make sure that the day will might as well be memorable’#so while Izzy and Lucius totally turn the whole ceremony into one big event of unorganized chaos and screaming and bickering#we get another shot of Ed and Stede just gazing into each others eyes with the most love drunken smile ever - not even minding what these#idiot children of theirs are up to now#this headcanon was brought to you by:#I just really want some wholesome Gentlebeard wedding fluff and I am so desperate that I might as well create it myself if no one else does
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